broken

In such a chaotic environment, what kind of expectations would you have for life?What hope could she think of?

When Su Jin tried to move out of Frugal Lane as an adult, she could only live in the rented house in the old community. She paid low rent and shared the same house with those boys and girls who were out of society.

What Su Jin said is right, the world is not equal, some people are born with a lot, and some people can't get a lot of wealth even if they work hard all their lives, and they can't live a decent life.

However, the level of effort of the two kinds of people is not necessarily different.

A bowl of plain rice that the rich smash casually may be the last morsel that the poor want to save their lives.But do rich people who turn around and walk away care?Will the rich know that what they destroy is the other person's hope of living?

His own father had completely destroyed the hopes of the Bai family 20 years ago. Su Jin, who had lost all hope, was willing to turn his life into revenge, willing to sacrifice his body, give his everything, Hate, where did Su Jin get his hope from?

Shen Qiuhe grabbed a tissue and wiped away her tears indiscriminately, unwilling to think about it any further.

With a casual finger swipe, the phone switched to the chat history between her and Su Jin.

Shen Qiuhe tightened his nose, and began to look slowly from the earliest one.

They left each other's names and phone numbers.

Su Jin transferred money to her again and again to pay back the money.

She sent the photo of the bouquet of flowers to Su Jin, and Su Jin replied "very nice" and replied with a smiling face.This was the first time Su Jin sent her an expression.

She helped Su Jin promote the flower shop, and Su Jin thanked her.

Su Jin said that she would pay back the money later, when Shen Qiuhe knew that she had lost her job in the coffee shop.

She helped Su Jin introduce the job.

She had more and more conversations with Su Jin.

One chat after another rolled out, and she and Su Jin went from being cold to being polite, and then getting warmer and warmer. They related and loved each other, and there was no sense of distance.

Is it all fake?

Can Su Jin really forget every detail of the days and nights with her without caring?

She doesn't believe it!

How can false feelings make so many tender and heart-warming words spoken, and how can they behave so sincerely and cutely?

Although Shen Qiuhe is the first time to truly fall in love with someone, she knows that she is a little blind, but she knows better how she feels when she loves someone. If it is not love, if it is not true love from the heart, how can it be achieved? so strong? !

The little hamster doll that Shen Qiuhe once teased looked like Su Jin was smiling at Shen Qiuhe in the bookcase, but Shen Qiuhe couldn't stop the hot tears.

BGM:

He came and he left is not up to you

It's dark and it's dawn and you're awake

The hustle and bustle is quiet and loses its color

He's not the one-way traveler you think

don't think about it don't cry you'll be fine

nostalgia nostalgia nostalgia nostalgia nostalgia

The good and the cruel are all over

Leave time to wait to be colored by memories

People come and go, the destination is always somewhere else

After a brief hesitation, the eyes were once hot

They come and go and pretend they're not sad

I thought I was forgetful, but I didn’t gradually forget it. The longing is long

This is what love looks like when the tide ebbs and flows and you are there

Come and go like crazy waves

This is what love looks like, both sweetness and bitterness grow

I tasted the sugar, I got hurt, I had a shallow dream

This is what love looks like igniting a dry river bed

Passionate tears stop flowing and stop at absurdity

This is what love looks like, full of contradictions

What is love, what can be dismantled, what is refrigeration

He came and he left is not up to you

It's dark and it's light and you'll be fine

——Travel Group "The Appearance of Love"

53. Chapter 53

As Mu Yunge said, news about Shen Guojun's case came one by one, and Shen Guojun's trial is a foregone conclusion. If nothing happens, he will be sentenced to nearly 20 years in prison.

The revenge that had been accumulated in his chest for many years finally saw the light, and Su Jin felt a rare sense of relief, but this relief was fleeting.

The autumn wind was blowing, walking in the park, Su Jin looked at the couples holding hands and hugging each other, she slowly remembered what she said to Shen Qiuhe on the roof of Xingyue Hotel that night, and Shen Qiuhe heard the truth facial expression.

She is sad and in pain, right?

When she learned that the kitten she had cared for so carefully was actually someone who had planned for a long time and set up a trap for her to jump into. All her painstaking efforts, her divorced marriage, all her days and nights, Faced with the person who said, loved, and did love with her, but now told her that all this is false, how would she feel?

How does it feel to lose everything and be cheated by someone you love?

Su Jin walked slowly, stepping on the fallen leaves under his feet, creaking and creaking.

She looked at the chatting and laughing couples, and saw some of them were still chasing and playing under the yellow autumn leaves. For a moment, Su Jin suddenly thought of the scene when Shen Qiuhe accompanied her to do these things, and the corner of her mouth couldn't help but bend stand up.

But soon she realized again that the woman who used to talk and laugh with her, act like a baby to her, accept all her requests, and was willing to explain tomorrow and plan the future with her, had already been ruthless from her heart. He dug it out.

It was only at this time that she realized that the piece that was dug away was also connected to her heart, and she was also in great pain.

Without any happiness, but full of sadness, Su Jin walked with his head down, and slowly came to the end of the park.

She raised her head, and under the ginkgo tree in the distance, a figure in a hoodie and ponytail stood there quietly.

Su Jin hesitated for a moment, with a sore nose, and walked slowly over.

When she walked to Lin Xi's side, her face was already full of tears.

The girl still didn't look up, she wiped away her tears and rested her head lightly on Lin Xi's shoulder.

"I'm sorry... I ruined everything for us, Lin Xi, I'm sorry... Really, I'm sorry..."

Hearing this, Lin Xi couldn't help but pursed her lips hard, her eye rims were flushed, and she tried her best to raise her face to keep the tears from falling.

The cool autumn wind blew past the wet eyes of the two girls, and yellow ginkgo leaves swirled and fell silently beside them.

-

Su Jin didn't know how long she had been asleep. Every time she tried to wake up from the twilight, she seemed to be under the pressure of memory, and she couldn't wake up no matter what.

When she closed her eyes, Shen Qiuhe's image was all in her mind.

She thought about Shen Qiuhe's way of paying back the money on her behalf and bravely protecting her when she first saw her.

She thought about Shen Qiuhe's embarrassed and nervous look in the coffee shop because he felt that he had said something wrong.

She thought of Shen Qiuhe helping her promote the flower shop, and seeing that she could earn money by selling flowers, she was happy for her.

She thought about the way Shen Qiuhe desperately wanted to eat ramen with her.

She thought about Shen Qiuhe's unbearable joy when he went to her rental house for the first time because he was able to get close to her.

She thought about Shen Qiuhe worryingly busy helping her find a job because she knew she had lost her job in the cafe.

She thought about the way Shen Qiuhe eagerly walked over to hold her in his arms on Fengshan because he was afraid that she would be too close to the cliff.

She remembered the first time Shen Qiuhe responded to her kiss.

She remembered the first time Shen Qiuhe was lingering with her.

She remembered that Shen Qiuhe hugged her trembling body when she woke up from a nightmare.

She remembered Shen Qiuhe telling her that her tomorrow was her Su Jin's tomorrow, she remembered Shen Qiuhe telling her forever and ever...

She almost thought of Shen Qiuhe's kindness to her, and Shen Qiuhe's expressionless, pale and blank face that night.

In that clip, Shen Qiuhe's face was full of tears, and her hair, which was blown by the wind and had no time to care, was messily stuck to her face.

Su Jin has never seen such a flustered Shen Qiuhe, in the past she always smiled and spoke softly.

Su Jin smiled wryly at herself, isn't this what she wants most?

This is exactly her original purpose!

Hitting her, hurting her, letting her be like me, having her family ruined, letting her experience the pain of losing everything, and letting her father be punished by law, isn't this what I have been looking forward to for many years?When all these are realized, become true, and revenge for mom and dad, why do I actually feel emotionally attached to my enemy, and it hurts so much?

Living in Lin Xi's house, Su Jin didn't want to do anything, and couldn't do anything.

Lin Xi eats whatever she does, she eats whatever, as if all food is the same, there is no ups and downs, no taste, no bad taste, she just fills the food into her stomach and chews it tastelessly.

She is also like a walking dead, she has no interest in any affairs, the only happiness every day is to turn on her mobile phone and watch many netizens on the Internet criticize and scold Shen Guojun.

This incident is not just a short-lived public incident. Shen Guojun's original position in Binhai was considered a deputy city-level cadre. Such a cadre who is close to the people was exposed to rape/rape a girl. He did such an outrageous thing 20 years ago. The inspection team found corruption again, which has already had a huge impact.

Although others have been arrested, a group of netizens who uphold justice continue to exert pressure through the media, demanding that such corrupt officials and villains be severely punished.

The moment Su Jin saw these words, she still felt a little relieved, but as long as she put down the phone, she would think of Shen Qiuhe's dilapidated appearance again, and the little pleasure from Shen Guojun's arrest disappeared.

After returning home from get off work, Lin Xi smelled the smell of alcohol as soon as he opened the door.

There are piles of empty soda cans piled up on the ground. The girl who used to be weird is sitting on the side with empty eyes.