broken

I can give it to you, I want to make up for you..."

"Love me? Don't be funny, okay, Shen Qiuhe, I don't love you at all! Is it not clear what I told you? Those, all lied to you, all those words, all the things I did with you, Thinking of your touch, thinking of every night with you makes me sick!"

Shen Qiuhe was startled for a moment, and then tears flowed down her cheeks. Her already swollen eyes became even redder.

"Xiao Jin, don't be like this, okay, we were so good, we were so good... I don't believe it, I don't believe it's all fake! I know you approached me with a purpose, but people's hearts are made of flesh Yes, after getting along for so long, isn't there no love at all?"

Su Jin tightly clenched his hands under the screen, his nails digging out traces on the palm of his hand.She raised her eyes suddenly, making herself even colder.

"Love? Shen Qiuhe, are you stupid? I have had sex with your dad! That's your dad! Your own dad! He has sex with me again and again, don't you even think I'm dirty! Don't you think Am I disgusting! Would you still love such a person?"

Shen Qiuhe: "I know you have no choice but to take revenge, I know you have no choice but to take revenge, I know..."

"Shen Qiuhe, I don't need you to make excuses for me! I just walked out of the garbage dump, I'm dirty! Everything I do is to seduce you, use you! Then seduce your father and take revenge on your whole family !Love? Hahaha, Shen Qiuhe, you are too deep into the drama!"

Shen Qiuhe had already held the tissue in her hand, she kept wiping away her tears, and controlled her emotions so that she could continue talking with Su Jin.

"Xiao Jin, I... I don't believe it, I really don't believe it, I don't believe that you have never been tempted, I don't believe that all of those are fake, could it be that you haven't had a little sincerity in the past year Even a little, a little, never? Can you tell me? Even if there is a little, please tell me, okay, are you really so unfeeling?"

"I'm heartless? Shen Qiuhe, are you crazy? If you were me, and your family was murdered so badly, would you fall in love with the daughter of your enemy! Stop dreaming! Shen Qiuhe, wake up! Your father ruined my whole family , How could I love you! You Shen family are all sinners! You are all sinners!"

Shen Qiuhe was stunned by Su Jin's words, her tears kept falling, and she looked at the phone screen blankly.

That's right, why would Su Jin love her? Su Jin always hated her and the Shen family.

"So I advise you not to pretend to be pitiful, I will not sympathize with you, I will only hate you, Shen Qiuhe, I will only hate you!"

After finishing speaking, before Shen Qiuhe's tears fell, Su Jin hung up the video call and quickly severed the connection between her and Shen Qiuhe.

The hung up phone blocked the connection between the two people, but it couldn't stop the sadness pouring out of my heart.

Su Jin threw the phone aside, she leaned against the wall, and slowly slid down, like a puppet with a broken thread.

Love, how could she not love?

So many wonderful times, so many lovely moments, so many conversations with each other, so many nights where we hugged each other to appease yesterday and imagine the future.

When I dreamed back at midnight, it was always Shen Qiuhe who was stroking her hair gently, holding her in his arms, and telling her that with her by her side, there was nothing to be afraid of.

How many times she woke up at night, not because she was afraid of nightmares, but because she was in pain because Shen Qiuhe was no longer by her side.

She loves her, she really loves her!

The door was gently pushed open, and Lin Xi walked in.She walked up to Su Jin, didn't say anything, just sat down on the floor with the girl.

A tissue was handed to him, Su Jin took it and covered his face.

The sobs gradually rose, and the pretended indifference just now was shattered by Su Jin's own crying.

"She will forget me, Lin Xi, she will definitely forget me, won't she?"

Su Jin's eyes were red, she asked Lin Xi over and over again, but she kept shaking her head and smiling wryly.

Lin Xi looked at Su Jin silently, just staying with her.

It's easy to fall in love and hard to forget each other, Lin Xi knows it all too well, how can he easily forget the feeling that scratched his heart all over again?

55. Chapter 55

The hung up video call returned to the dialogue interface between the two, and Shen Qiuhe stared blankly at the screen until the screen automatically went dark.

The tears on the face slowly dried, leaving only traces on the skin.

The room was quiet, as if there had never been a confrontation between love and hate just now.

After a long time, tears flowed down again, and there was a sob in the room, followed by heavy sighs.

Shen Qiuhe wiped his tears carelessly with the cuff of his pajamas, and his eyes, which had shed too many tears, ached.

She clicked on the phone, exited from the chat interface, and was doing the actions in her hand aimlessly, but her mind was empty, but she only thought about one thing——

Does she love Su Jin?

Should she still love Su Jin?

She obviously loves her. Su Jin has done so many things that are not good for the Shen family. She clearly knows that she shouldn't love, but she still can't forget the beauty with this girl.

The root of the problem is not Su Jin, but his own father.

Su Jin really designed revenge with hatred. When Shen Qiuhe knew that his mother's death was an accidental encounter with his father and Su Jin, Shen Qiuhe couldn't accept the extreme pain.

But even if someone else was involved in that matter, even if the Shen family wasn't set up, wouldn't his father, Shen Guojun, do the same thing to another girl?

In the past 20 years, are Bai Ping and Su Jin the only people who have been hurt?

Shen Qiuhe didn't dare to think about this question at all.

Of course, she already had the answer in her heart.

She hated her father. It was Shen Guojun who completely ruined the two families and everyone's life.

In this disaster, no one is innocent except her father Shen Guojun.

She talked about loving Su Jin time and time again, but even she herself didn't know how to calm down the hatred between the two families, and where did she talk about love?

No matter whether the love between Su Jin and her is true or not, compared to the bitter hatred accumulated in the past 20 years, her love for Su Jin is completely insignificant.

In 20 years, her mother was murdered, her father was murdered, and her grandmother died because of it. The abused childhood, the trampled life, so much hatred and resentment, can she, Shen Qiuhe, make up for it with a little love?

Thinking of this, Shen Qiuhe suddenly thought of another person. She stood up, and almost staggered because her legs were numb, but she still stood up slowly.

The curtains were drawn all of a sudden. Although the sun was not strong today, it shone fiercely on Shen Qiuhe's face, causing her to squint her eyes and raised her hand to block the sun.

Although thinking of that person, Shen Qiuhe felt a trace of fear in her heart, but she had to face what she had to face, and she had to understand what she had to understand. She could neither escape love nor hate.

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On the day when Shen Guojun's case was in court, Shen Qiuhe stood outside the general ward area of ​​Binhai Fourth Hospital for a long time.

Nurses and doctors walked back and forth in the corridor, some family members accompanied the patients, some patients were dumbfounded, some cursed, and shouted loudly with the accompanying staff.

Shen Qiuhe had never been to such a place, nor had she seen this kind of patient. She tightened the bag in her hand and stood close to the corridor, feeling nervous.

What would that person be like?

The moment she stepped into the ward, Shen Qiuhe even retreated.But every time she wanted to turn around and leave, she stopped again.

Could she do something about this grievance?Can she end the 20 years of resentment, can she end the pain in Su Jin's heart?

Although he didn't know where the solution was, Shen Qiuhe was willing to try as long as there was a chance.

This kind of thought made her firm again, and she walked to the nurse's desk in the ward area.

"Bai Ping? Let me take a look." The nurse lowered her head and flipped through the medical records.

"Dr. Zhao asked you to come here?" The nurse flipped through the book halfway, and stopped to confirm with Shen Qiuhe again.

"Yes, it's Dr. Zhao."

The little nurse glanced at the note signed by Dr. Zhao in Shen Qiuhe's hand, and then continued to flip through the notebook.

"Bai Ping should... live in the single room at the back, but she doesn't seem to be here now. Her family members are here, so they should take her in the yard." The little nurse said to Shen Qiuhe.

There were quite a few people in the backyard of the hospital. The cold air of the past few days had left the seaside, so the weather was very warm today. Some patients, accompanied by their family members, went to the garden to bask in the sun.

As soon as Shen Qiuhe walked to the edge of the garden, he saw Bai Qian from afar.

I thought that Bai Ping's family member would be Su Jin, but it turned out that it was Bai Qian who came here today.

Shen Qiuhe knew Bai Qian. When Shen Guojun's incident broke out on the Internet, she went to Fendou Lane to look for Su Jin, and met Bai Qian who didn't tell anything.

At this moment, Bai Qian was standing beside a bush on the west side of the garden. Following her line of sight, Shen Qiuhe immediately saw the woman one meter in front of Bai Qian.

The woman is not tall. Although her skin looks swollen and yellow with many wrinkles, it can be seen that her skin is actually very good. Although the woman is already aging, she can also be seen from her outline. She was a delicate woman when she was young. .

Su Jin is very similar to her.

But although this woman looks similar to Su Jin, she is not angry at all.

The woman's expression was gloomy, her head was tilted slightly, her eyes looked forward, but she couldn't tell what she was looking at.Occasionally, people would pass by, and the woman didn't care, and even a few patients who behaved exaggeratedly yelled and waved their arms and bumped into the woman, but the woman didn't respond at all, just in vain.