broken

Qian helped her push those people away and pulled her aside.

Shen Qiuhe stared blankly at Bai Ping, observing her quietly. For nearly half an hour, Bai Ping seemed unable to blink, and did not move at all.She just opened her eyes blankly, breathing and living.

Shen Qiuhe had a sore nose, and instantly covered her mouth, suppressing her tears.

How much pain did it take to turn a good person into a person who is not like a person, and a plant is not like a plant!

The sun gradually receded and the wind began to blow outside. Some patients had already left the garden and returned to the ward.

Bai Qian walked over and took Bai Ping's hand, but it took a long time for Bai Ping to react. The reaction was not an active step, but a slow movement of her legs for several seconds.

Although Bai Ping walked slowly, most of the people were walking towards the ward. Shen Qiuhe, who was walking in the opposite direction from the others, was particularly conspicuous, and Bai Qian recognized her at a glance.

"Auntie..." Shen Qiuhe greeted her.

Bai Ping paused holding Bai Qian's hand, and Bai Qian also stopped.

"Who are you? How did you find this place? I've already told you that I can't get in touch with Su Jin at all. Don't waste your efforts on me." Bai Qian said not very politely.

Shen Qiuhe probably also guessed that Bai Qian would have such a tone, she was not discouraged, and her attitude was lower: "Auntie, I am not here to find Xiao Jin, I... I want to see Xiao Jin's mother , I...my name is Shen Qiuhe, I..."

"What!" Bai Qian immediately became alert, and she held Bai Ping's hand even tighter.

"You, you, you are..."

Shen Qiuhe bowed slightly with apology: "I'm sorry, auntie, my name is Shen Qiuhe. I want to apologize to Xiao Jin's mother on my father's behalf, and to your whole family. My father is... Shen Guojun...he..."

Before he finished speaking, Shen Qiuhe saw Bai Ping's hand grabbing Bai Qian's wrist suddenly, and the person who was still sluggish just now became emotional in an instant.

Bai Ping gasped, her eyes were wide open, but her gaze was still unfocused.

"Shen... Shen..."

Bai Ping repeated a word over and over again, she continued to breathe out, and the veins on her forehead were clearly visible due to the huge change in her emotions!

"Shen...shen...shen..."

Bai Ping couldn't say any other words, but the repeated word almost made her go berserk, her face was flushed, her nostrils became enlarged because of her eagerness to breathe, and her expression became uncontrollably ferocious.She held Bai Qian's hand firmly like an eagle's claw, the knuckles turned white from the violent force, and the nails scratched out red marks on Bai Qian's hand.

Shen Qiuhe was terrified by Bai Ping's appearance, and she froze on the spot, at a loss for what to do.

"Stop talking! Get out of here! What are you doing here! You Shen family are all devils! Why do you always pester our Bai family! Haven't you hurt us enough! Get out! Don't let I see you again! Go away! Go away!"

While pulling Bai Ping, Bai Qian cursed at Shen Qiuhe hoarsely, until the end, she even cried.A few nurses over there have already rushed over to help calm the emotional Bai Ping.

Looking at Bai Ping, who was still blushing and staring, but kept shouting the word "Shen", Shen Qiuhe walked out of the Binhai Fourth Courtyard while wiping away tears. walking.

Shen Qiuhe returned to her apartment with a blank mind. She sat from day to night, until the night fell like ink, and the room became cold and lonely.

The room was empty, but Bai Qian's words of swearing at her, and Bai Ping's growling, fierce and fierce chanting of the word "Shen" were still echoing in Shen Qiuhe's ears.

At this time, she kept repeating Bai Ping's crazy appearance when she heard her father's name in her mind. Shen Qiuhe shuddered instantly, as if Bai Ping, whose teeth were creaking, would rush to her in the next second and strangle her. She asked her why she still came, and she even saw the cold expression in Bai Qian's eyes when she told her to roll over and over again.

Shen Qiuhe couldn't imagine how much harm his father had done to this poor woman back then!What a disaster to this family!

How could Su Jin not hate her own mother for becoming like this!

Who can not hate it!

The emptiness and coldness of the room could not match Shen Qiuhe's mood at this time. In the past six months, she had always had to get through every night.

The lawyer sent a message to tell her about the general situation of the trial. Everything was as imagined. Shen Guojun did not have any excuses, and the rest was only the result of the judgment.

When turning off the phone, Shen Qiuhe accidentally touched the music software on the interface, the software jumped twice, and actually played Su Jin's playlist, and there was only one song on the playlist.

The deep cello sound slowly flowed out, and the sad lyrics filled the whole room and squeezed into Shen Qiuhe's broken heart.

youth is a youthful age

I know there will be no color tomorrow

Society is a game that hurts

only when i wake up

please don't leave

here is like a flower

no one can hide

colors in dreams

please don't leave

here is like a flower

no one will alter

colors in dreams

head blue time flows

empty world depressed

youth is a youthful age

I know there will be no color tomorrow

Society is a game that hurts

Only when I wake up (Note 1)

The singer's hoarse and rough voice ran through the room, and each roar was like a sharp knife, cutting Shen Qiuhe's chest open.

Shen Qiuhe could no longer suppress his missing, and burst into tears, choking with sobs.

She thought of this song that once played on the night of Mid-Autumn Festival. At that time, she and Su Jin embraced each other in the car, they kept asking, they kept giving, they yearned for each other and satisfied each other.

And that night, in the car filled with pleasure and desire, when the song was accidentally touched and played slowly, what kind of pain did Su Jin accept her love with?

At that moment, did Su Jin think about the experiences of his parents, the shadow of his childhood, and the terrifying face of his father?

She thought of the crazy, violent, fiery, intertwined... love between them that night.

Is that really love?

Shen Qiuhe's nose fluttered, she bit her lip, the smell of blood rushed into her mouth, mixed with the salty taste of tears, her shoulders twitched from crying violently.

For Su Jin, how could it be love?

It's all hate, it's all hate!

They can only hurt each other, only two families plunder each other.

There will be no color tomorrow...

There will be no color tomorrow...

Shen Qiuhe's hands seemed to be broken, hanging down on the floor, she leaned on the sofa crookedly, raised her head, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes.

She understood the meaning of the only song in Su Jin's playlist, the piercing pain, the helplessness of losing everything, the injustice towards the society and life, that was Su Jin's life, It is the life she has really experienced, and it is her feeling every day, every night, every minute and every second in the past 20 years.

The sky was extremely gloomy, the moon was covered by hazy clouds, and the stars no longer rose.

Shen Qiuhe's fingers trembled slightly, and the aching eyelids felt the warmth of tears gushing out again.

Such a night, such a song, Shen Qiuhe finally understood that tomorrow, there will really be no color.

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Note 1: "Daydream Blue" hedgehog

56. Chapter 56

Under the urging of organizations at all levels, Shen Guojun's case came to a verdict very quickly. He was sentenced to 15 years in prison for bribery and rape/rape, and was sentenced to a total of [-] years in prison. Shen Guojun did not appeal.

On the day when the verdict came out, there were joyful voices on the Internet.

But on this day, Shen Qiuhe turned off her mobile phone. She took the bus and got off at the old building area where Su Jin used to live in the rental house.

Autumn made the dilapidated building area even more devastated. Large pieces of sycamore leaves were scattered on the ground. No one cleaned it up in time, and the roadsides were full of dead leaves blown by the wind.

I don't know how long the construction waste has almost integrated with the surrounding environment, and weeds are sprouting on the garbage pile.In the flower bed, there are more fallen branches of this year, which are gray.

This part of the suburb seems to be showing the fall of autumnal changes sooner than the rest of the city.

Beside the cat kennel next to the building, a kitten named Doupi was purring and eating small dried fish snacks. Shen Qiuhe squatted beside it, watching it gobble it up,

The kitten is much older than when she first met Su Jin, but her relationship with Su Jin did not grow as gratifyingly as this cute little animal, but gradually came to an end.

There were tears in the corners of the woman's eyes, she missed the beauty of the past, she yearned for the time when she first met, but everything was like the passing time, like a bloodthirsty sharp knife, once it was drawn, it could not be retrieved, and the ending could not be changed.

Seeing that the dried fish was about to be eaten up, Doupi raised his head, and meowed twice at Shen Qiuhe, and it walked over at a pace, rubbing affectionately on the woman's trouser legs.

In an instant, tears welled up in Shen Qiuhe's eyes.

A kitten that has been fed a few times will become close to the feeder, and two people who have been handed over to each other can really easily cut off the feelings in their hearts?

A withered yellow leaf lost its last bit of vitality, the petiole was separated from the branch, the leaf drew a final arc in the wind, and fell at Shen Qiuhe's feet, waiting for it to be stepped on, crushed, and then blended into mud, without a trace