surface roommate

Even if Zhu Ren apologized, the matter still spread, like a boulder thrown into the lake, splashing a burst of water, making Fu Wu unable to calm down for a long time.Many people still came to ask Fu Wu for confirmation, but Fu Wu neither admitted nor denied it.

He wasn't ready to face prying eyes and gossip.On the other hand, Zhou Ziheng is indeed his boyfriend, the person he wants to love and live with in this life, and he doesn't want to deny it in front of anyone.

So this matter dragged on like this, and friends who were close to Zhou Ziheng and Fu Wu all guessed that these two boys were destined to be together.

They also have no prejudices, and at most occasionally joked without causing major disturbances.How could someone occasionally see Fu Wu and Zhou Ziheng walking together with gossiping eyes, Fu Wu would not be surprised, and would at most smile back.

On the other hand, my classmate Wu Rou often sent messages of encouragement to Fu Wu, and gave him a picture album, which was full of pictures of Fu Wu and Zhou Ziheng drawn by her. For a long time.

The two beautiful teenagers outlined by the brush are elegant and romantic, and love each other deeply.

Fu Wu readily accepted, even if the world doesn't want to see him, there are still many kind angels who understand his relationship with Ziheng.

As time passed, the depression and pain of being forced to come out gradually faded away.It turns out that once you get used to it, the pain will be blunted, and the seemingly difficult things will eventually be solved.

Fu Wu and Zhou Ziheng felt more relaxed than before, and it didn't matter if they hugged in the dormitory occasionally, He Yongbei and Zhu Ren were used to it.However, the two seldom have intimate actions in the dormitory, so as not to cause unnecessary trouble.

In this way, Fu Wu found that it is not difficult to come out with friends around him. Most of them are tolerant and supportive, and there are very few who utter bad words in person.The really difficult part was coming out with his parents, and Fu Wu especially couldn't bear to see his mother's tearful eyes of disappointment or even pleading.

But he can't hide in the closet all his life and never come out. Fu Wu and Zhou Ziheng agreed that he would come out to his parents during the winter vacation of his sophomore year, begging for their blessings.

Life in the first semester of the sophomore year is quieter than that of the freshman year.They are used to college life, they are not as confused and ignorant as freshmen, especially Fu Wu and Zhou Ziheng both have goals to pursue, and they are nourished by sweet love. Naturally, they live happily ever after.

On Zhou Ziheng's birthday, the 8000 yuan scholarship has arrived.He took Fu Wu to have a big meal. Fu Wu smiled brightly and said, "You are 19 years old, and I am almost [-]. Do you think I am old?"

Zhou Ziheng said with a smile: "It tastes good when you are old."

"Ah cut!" Fu Wu patted the back of Zhou Ziheng's hand heavily, "Look, last year the bar owner wanted to take care of you, maybe in the future you will meet a boy who is younger and more handsome than me, how dare you say you won't change your mind? "

Fu Wu has seen many posts related to homosexuality. Many couples have not been together for a long time, and when the novelty is gone, they break up and find another one.Moreover, boys think about animals from the lower body, so the probability of cheating is very high.It would not be difficult for a boy like Zhou Ziheng to find him again.

"What nonsense are you talking about? Wu Zi, please believe me 100%, thousands, thousands, and billions." Zhou Ziheng squeezed Fu Wu's mouth, "My parents died because of cheating. What I hate the most is betrayal, it is impossible to do such a thing. Wu Zi, don't worry, I will love you for the rest of my life."

"Me too." Fu Wu sang: "I want to spend every evening in the eyes of my lover..."

Zhou Ziheng held Fu Wu in his arms.Fu Wu felt that there was a box in Zhou Ziheng's pocket. Zhou Ziheng smiled and said, "Put your hand into my pocket and take it out."

Fu Wuguo really obediently reached in, took out a small red box, opened it, and there were two silver rings inside.

Zhou Ziheng asked softly, "Do you like it?"

Fu Wu was overjoyed, and his heart was bubbling: "I didn't expect you to prepare this."

"If we wore it in the past, people would definitely ask questions. Now that we are half out, would you mind wearing it with me?"

Fu Wu nodded excitedly, stretched out his trembling fingers, and signaled Zhou Ziheng to put it on for him.

Zhou Ziheng carefully put the ring on his finger, kissed him, and said, "From now on, you will be mine forever, Wu Zi."

Fu Wu put another ring on Zhou Ziheng, kissed him too, and said, "Ziheng, we will always be together forever."

Although the love in college is plain, it is extremely vivid, like the sun quietly shining on the sea of ​​flowers, covered with colorful light particles, unfolding a picture scroll like rosy clouds and brocades, making people willing to immerse themselves in it forever.

They just need to pour out their love unreservedly, and the other party accepts it all, spend every ordinary day in each other's eyes, hug each other tightly in the middle of the night, and blend with each other.There is no pressure of high school exams, nor the pressure of life after work. There are only beautiful sunsets on the beach, endless tree-lined avenues, and sweaty sports courts.

Such years flow quietly, without worry.Holding hands, leaning on shoulders, playing and fighting...all of them show the beauty of youthful love.

But every love has setbacks that must be encountered, and Zhou Ziheng and Fu Wu are no exception. Their setbacks come from coming out of the closet.

Fu Wu has been obedient to his parents since he was a child. His parents asked him to achieve 150 points, and he will achieve [-] points. He deserves to be "other people's child".That's why his parents trembled with anger when he withdrew his double degree.Under such circumstances, it is not easy for Fu Wu to come out of the closet. It is much, much more serious than withdrawing his double degree.

To this end, Fu Wu and Zhou Ziheng thought of many ways.Fu Wu forwarded a news about homosexuality to his parents, trying to make them accept this group first.

In the end, my father said: "There are everyone in the world! Wu Zi, don't watch this kind of news in the future!"

Fu Wu plucked up the courage to reply: "The world is diverse. You can watch the movies "Brokeback Mountain" and "God Bless Bobby". In "God Bless Bobby", the hero Bobby failed to cheat because of his mother Then, he committed suicide."

Mom keenly sensed that something was wrong, so she called directly and asked, "Wu Zi, are you gay?"

Hearing his mother's anxious voice, Fu Wu did not dare to tell the truth: "In the film class I chose, the teacher talked about these two films. I thought it was interesting, so I posted it in the group. Don't think about it."

Fu Wu occasionally tried to instill some knowledge about homosexuality in the group, but his father would criticize him as useless, and he had to have an interview after all.

At home during the winter vacation, he hesitated for two days, and finally decided to risk his life and have a good talk with his parents one night before the Chinese New Year.

Before going home, he took off the ring on his hand so that his parents would not ask questions in the first place.At this time, he put on the ring again.Sitting on the sofa, he said anxiously, "Dad, Mom."

Fu Wen and Yang Rusi were sitting on the couch, one was watching dramas and the other was checking their phones.Yang Rusi glanced back at Fu Wu and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Chat with you casually." Fu Wu pretended to be relaxed, but in fact his heart was like fifteen buckets fetching water—ups and downs.

Fu Wu put both hands on his knees, the silver ring shone slightly."I'm in love," he said uneasily.

Parents were shocked at first, and then asked with a smile on their faces: "Wow! Is it true?"

Seeing them laughing so happily, Fu Wu became more and more nervous, so he nodded.

Yang Rusi didn't have the time to watch TV, so she walked up to her son, sat down beside her, and asked with a smile on her face, "Are you a classmate from college?"

Fu Wen put down his phone, looked at Fu Wu lovingly, and said, "I just said, my son is so handsome, he will fall in love sooner or later in college. Why are you saying it now? Did you just decide today?"

"It's a college classmate." It's still a roommate.

Yang Rusi noticed that there was an extra ring on Fu Wu's hand, she stretched out her hand to pinch the ring on her son's hand, looked back at her husband, and couldn't help but be more happy: "Husband, you see that my son has put on all the rings. He didn't wear them two days ago." Noticed. Got a picture to see?"

Fu Wen also asked: "Where are you from? It's best to be from Guangzhou."

Fu Wu looked at his parents' eager eyes, and suddenly couldn't bear to tell them this fact. How much the words "I like boys" will hurt the hearts of the two elders, and their lifelong expectations will be wiped out.

Fu Wu can leave his hometown and live happily with Zhou Ziheng in other cities, without caring about other people's eyes.But the two elders still live in this city, in a network of relatives, how do they deal with themselves?How to deal with broken families?

Or...don't come out, we'll talk about it later.

No, no.They have the right to know the child's situation. They are not wrong, and neither is Fu Wu. What is wrong is the secular world.Fu Wu has the right to pursue happiness, and has the right to hope for the blessing of his parents.

Thinking of Zhou Ziheng, Fu Wu felt courage again.He held his mother's hand tightly and said, "Mom, Dad, no matter what, I am your son, right? Will you despise me?"

Yang Rusi frowned: "What are you talking about? Your parents are very happy that you are in a relationship. I hoped that you would bring a girlfriend back."

Hearing this, Fu Wu was heartbroken, with tears in his eyes, and said: "When a person is born, many things are decided and cannot be changed."

"What's the matter?" Fu Wen leaned over.

"Mom and Dad, I am indeed in a relationship, yes..." Fu Wu wiped away his tears, closed his eyes and finally said this sentence, "I am in a relationship with a boy."

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, Fu Wu didn't dare to open his eyes, he didn't know how he would face his parents, from childhood to adulthood, he was afraid of seeing his parents' disappointed eyes.

Fu Wen and Yang Rusi reacted for a while, and when they came back to their senses, Yang Rusi asked in a hoarse voice, "Wu Zi, you...you said...you like...boys?"

Fu Wu opened his eyes, tears streaming down his face: "Mom, I'm sorry."

"No, no, no. Wu Zi, you have been normal since you were a child, how could you like boys?" Yang Rusi's head was buzzing, and tears fell uncontrollably.

"I don't know. In fact, I have liked boys since I was a child, but I have never dared to say it. I have been holding back. Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Fu Wu's heartache was no less than that of his mother, especially when he saw his mother crying more than he did. It was even more powerful, and he couldn't bear it even more, feeling extremely guilty.

"No, no, you've always been very good-natured and masculine. How could you like boys? Wu Zi, mom will take you to the doctor tomorrow, and you'll be fine after seeing the doctor." Yang Rusi was heartbroken. , her son has always been smart and excellent, it is impossible for him to go astray!

"Mom, it's natural!" Fu Wu said hysterically, "It's not a disease!"

Fu Wen sat beside him silently because he was so shocked that he had nothing to say. He looked at his son in disbelief and listened to what his son said, feeling like a fairy tale.When he suddenly understood how outrageous this incident was, the anger and shame in his heart erupted like a volcano, and he couldn't help shouting: "You are talking nonsense!"