surface roommate

Fu Wu had never seen his father look so embarrassed, as if his son had killed someone in front of him.Fu Wu stopped crying, and apologized in pain again: "I'm sorry, Dad! But, there is no way to change this, I am the same..."

Before he could finish speaking, a loud slap came down, like a thunderbolt, knocking Fu Wu off the sofa to the ground.Fu Wen said sharply: "There is no way my Fu family has a pervert!"

Hearing his mother's cry earlier, Fu Wu couldn't help sobbing along with his heartache; now he was stunned by his father's beating, one side of his face swelled up, pained and ashamed, but he didn't have any tears, he gritted his teeth and refused to let go. He stared at his father with resentment.

"I sent you to school, so you learned like this?" Fu Wen pointed to his nose and scolded, he reached out his hand to break the ring on Fu Wu's hand in grief, "Damn it, you are messing with a man, don't you hate me?" Disgusting? Take off the ring for me! Take it off!"

One after another, the slaps fell like firecrackers.In my memory, my father never beat Fu Wu, but once when I was a child, he punished him to stand outside wearing only autumn clothes and long trousers in the winter, and was not allowed to enter the door.

Fu Wu's eyes were full of gold stars, and the corner of his mouth was bleeding, but he didn't fight back.With his size and strength, he could beat his dad, and he didn't even resist.But to take away the ring Zhou Ziheng gave, Fu Wu would never allow it, and the other hand was firmly guarding it, forcing Fu Wen to be unable to do anything.

Fu Wen picked up the broom from the side, and hit Fu Wu's hands and legs directly with a stick, "Pick it off! Which boy is it? Disobedient, believe it or not, I will break your legs!"

Yang Rusi was startled and panicked, of course she couldn't understand why her son became like this?It was like a stranger!

But in the end, the mother and son are connected, and seeing that Fu Wen's attack was not serious, she was anxious and angry, crying into tears, and hugged Fu Wen desperately: "Stop beating! Are you going to beat Wu Zai to death? He is our son after all. !"

"Forget it! Just pretend you haven't raised it!" Fu Wen was so angry that he could say anything nasty, "After raising you for 20 years, you have raised such a pervert! You fucking like men! You still Not a man!"

The atmosphere was as anxious as if a pot had exploded. Fu Wen's roar and Yang Rusi's sobs echoed throughout the house, completely breaking the peace of the past, leaving a place of broken pieces that cannot be repaired.

Standing between the father and son, Yang Rusi saw Fu Wu's body was covered in bruises, and said distressedly: "Wu Zi, you go back to the room first! You should think about it yourself! How can you like boys?"

No matter how much I say, my parents can't listen to it, they can only hear that their son is gay.

Fu Wu got up from the ground in disappointment, reluctantly went back to the room, locked the door behind him, and there were unscrupulous quarrels from his parents outside.

No one cared about the grievances that he had come all the way to come out, some just reprimanded and scolded him, and even felt grief and indignation that he could not carry on the family line, or brought shame.

Fu Wu was lying on the bed, feeling a deep sense of powerlessness, it was hard work being born gay.Why in the eyes of many people, homosexuality is a sinner, and homosexual love is the evil result of sin?Why can't gays and lesbians be given the freedom and right to love each other?

What we want is just the most ordinary life, but why is it so difficult?It is useless for us to try our best to get the recognition easily obtained by others.

Fu Wu's heart was broken, but there were no tears in his eyes. At this moment, only the ring on his hand could comfort him.

Suddenly he heard the sound of a key turning, and he rushed to the door vigilantly, only to find that the door could not be opened and was locked from the outside.Immediately afterwards, my father's loud scolding sound came: "Bastard, you threw away the ring and deleted the contact information of your college classmates, and I will let you out!"

Fu Wu gritted his teeth and roared angrily: "Am I the one who wanted to be born gay? I was born by you! I was born like this! If you want to blame, you are the one who gave birth to me!"

The mother choked up and persuaded: "Wu Zi, calm down first! Listen to your father first and don't contact that person, okay? Boys and boys together, how can there be good results?"

Dad scolded, Fu Wu couldn't help but refute; but his mother's begging voice made him feel uncontrollably guilty and self-blaming, for fear that saying one more word would hurt his mother's heart.

At this time, of course Fu Wu would not contact Zhou Ziheng. What could he do thousands of miles away?It just made him sad.This matter, after all, has to be resolved by oneself.

For a whole day and night, Fu Wen didn't open the door, and Fu Wu was not allowed to eat or drink. Fortunately, there were some snacks in the room to fill his stomach.He didn't respond to any movement outside. Dad was stubborn, and he was stubborn too. No one would bow their heads.

Bowing your head at this time is tantamount to throwing away the happiness of your entire life.

Fu Wu heard his parents muttering something, and his mother choked up occasionally, and couldn't hear what was said, but she was definitely discussing the ins and outs of this matter.If Mom and Dad really tied him up to go to the doctor and give him an electric shock treatment or something, it would be over.

Fu Wu packed his luggage, ready to find a way to escape.

It wasn't until after eleven o'clock in the middle of the night that the door was opened. It was my mother who walked in, and my father was guarding outside. Fu Wu couldn't escape even if he wanted to.

Fu Wu didn't take off his clothes, he just lay on the bed in a daze, when he saw the haggard mother coming in, he immediately closed his eyes, not wanting to communicate with them.Saying any more words will add fuel to the fire.He can't change his parents' thinking, and it's impossible for his parents to make him give up on Zhou Ziheng, or even straighten him.

Yang Rusi touched Fu Wu's face with trembling hands, as if to confirm whether he was still alive, and said, "Wu Zi, you...don't do stupid things."

If father asked this question, Fu Wu would definitely not answer; but mother, mother is so gentle and loving, and cared for him carefully since he was a child, he really couldn't bear to hurt his mother again.

"I'm not that stupid, my life has just begun." He still wants to see Zhou Ziheng again, and he also wants to travel to many places with Zhou Ziheng, watch the snow and meteor shower with Zhou Ziheng.

"Does it still hurt?" Yang Rusi touched the wound on Fu Wu's face, which is still swollen and has several bruises on her body, "Your father is too aggressive. Come, mom will apply some medicine for you. "

Fu Wu turned over, wrapped himself in a quilt, and wept silently.The pain in the body is nothing, the pain in the heart is really uncomfortable.

"Forget it if he doesn't appreciate it! Is it possible that you can still spend your whole life with a man?" Yang Rusi was dragged out by Fu Wen, scolding as she walked, "Others are men who like women, but you are special, how will you have children in the future?"

Do people live in this world just to have children?I just want to be happy in my life!

Fu Wu didn't say a word, at this moment he really wanted to hide in Zhou Ziheng's arms.

Early the next morning, Fu Wen opened the door and stared at Fu Wu to wash up. Yang Rusi put breakfast in his room and told him to eat well and come back at noon.

After his parents went to work, Fu Wu was locked in a small room like a prison.He called Xu Ruzhi, a high school classmate, and asked him to come to his house immediately.

Xu Ru didn't know what was going on, but hearing Fu Wu's anxious tone, he guessed that it must be something serious, and without any delay, he immediately jumped up from the bed and rushed to the door of Fu Wu's house.

Fu Wu told him that there was a key hidden in the shoe cabinet outside.Xu Ruzhi successfully got the key, opened the door, followed Fu Wu's instructions, opened his parents' room, found another small key, and finally released Fu Wu.

"What happened to your face? Did you fight with someone?" Xu Ruzhi was startled when he saw several slap marks on Fu Wu's face, and asked blankly, "What happened? Why are you locked in the room?"

Fu Wu had already packed his things, bought a plane ticket, and was going to fly to Zhou Ziheng's house to celebrate the New Year with Zhou Ziheng.He dragged his suitcase out of the room and said without any concealment, "I had a fight with my parents."

Xu Ruzhi stopped Fu Wu and asked, "Why are you arguing? It can't be so serious, right? Are you going to run away from home?"

Fu Wu stopped, looked at Xu Ruzhi seriously, and said, "Ruzhi, I'm gay. I fell in love with a college classmate. I came out last night, and my parents couldn't accept it."

Xu Ruzhi's head exploded, and the more he listened, the more outrageous he became: "What are you kidding? Don't scare me!"

Xu Ruzhi put the written note and key on the table together, looked back at Xu Ruzhi, and said, "You can't accept it, right? It's okay, if you don't want to continue to be friends with me, I won't force it. No matter what Well, thank you for today."

Xu Ruzhi followed Fu Wu, got off the building, and walked out of the community until Fu Wu's taxi was almost there.He just recovered from the shock, and said hesitantly: "Fu...Fu Wu, I don't know what to say, maybe...maybe I can't accept it right away. But you are always my good brother. You ...you come on!"

Fu Wu heaved a sigh of relief and smiled back: "Thank you."

The two hugged each other, Fu Wu looked in the direction of home, got into a taxi, and rushed to the airport.Fearing that others would see the swelling on his face, Fu Wu put on a mask.

Thoughts were flying in my mind, like a mess, I would think of everything, but I couldn't think of anything clearly.Facing his parents' incomprehension, facing leaving his hometown, facing the unpredictability of the future, and facing the current mess, Fu Wu was calmer than he imagined. He thought he would burst into tears, but in the end he went out calmly and freely. Car, security check, boarding the plane.

He didn't communicate with anyone during the whole process, he buried his head very low, his face was expressionless, he didn't know where the future was, even if it was a fog, there was no turning back.

There is nothing to regret. The most difficult part of coming out is the parents. If you have the courage to speak out, you must have the courage to bear everything. It is better than shrinking back and hiding it for a lifetime.

Looking at the blue sky outside the porthole of the plane, he felt relieved. Whether it was good or bad, he finally came out officially.

After the plane came to a complete stop, Fu Wu turned on his mobile phone. His mother sent many messages and made several phone calls, but his father remained silent.

Fu Wu finished reading his mother's message, probably meaning that, because of your college classmates, you actually ran away from home, are you still my Wuzi?Your parents raised you up so much, so you repay us like this?Even if you leave me and your dad, how far can you and your college classmates go?Can we be together forever?Mom is so sad and disappointed!

Yes, I am no longer the son who made you proud.From the moment I was gay, I was condemned to death. I couldn't hold my head up in front of you and my family. I deserved to be nailed to the pillar of shame.

Fu Wu calmly turned off his phone, walked to the exit, saw Zhou Ziheng in the crowd, and waved to him.