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Fu Wu didn't fly into Zhou Ziheng's arms, but it was a bit closer to nostalgia and more timid. My mother's words "Can you live together forever" came to mind.

Zhou Ziheng already knew the cause and effect. Seeing him unhappy, he first gave him a solid and warm hug, "Come home with me."

He pulled Fu Wu's suitcase, bought two tickets for the bus, and they sat down in the last row.He took Fu Wu's hand and put it in his pocket.

It was snowing outside at that time, and there were many, like pear blossoms flying, like melancholy.A thin layer of snow has accumulated on the ground, as if this can cover up all the dirt in the world, and only see the whiteness.

Fu Wu saw the snow for the first time, but he didn't feel the satisfaction of getting what he wanted, but felt lonely and lonely.He was fascinated by the snow, and Zhou Ziheng said softly, "It snowed a little last night, and it's snowing heavily today. Didn't you always want to see snow? As soon as you came, it snowed."

Fu Wu was too lazy to care about other people's eyes, so he silently leaned on Zhou Ziheng's shoulder.

Zhou Ziheng reached out to pull off the mask on Fu Wu's face to see how he was hurt.Fu Wu rubbed his shoulder, unwilling to show his true face.Zhou Ziheng persuaded him kindly: "Hey, I'll take a look. If it's serious, I'll go to the doctor and get some medicine."

Only then did Fu Wu allow Zhou Ziheng to take off his mask, only to see uncountable finger prints criss-crossed on his swollen cheeks, and there were even three or four bruises.

How can you put such a heavy hand on it?Or the biological father?

Zhou Ziheng suppressed his anger, his eyes overflowed with distress, and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Fu Wu numbly shook his head and did not speak.

How could this not hurt?But compared to the pain on his face, his heart was ashamed.

Zhou Ziheng wished that when Fu Wu came out of the closet, he would block these beatings for him.He hugged Fu Wu, accompanied him silently, and a light kiss fell on Fu Wu's forehead.

In the cold and snowy sky, they hugged each other to keep each other warm.

Fu Wu held Zhou Ziheng's hand, feeling warmth coming from his palm bit by bit.He asked, "Have you come out to your family?"

"My sister knows. She saw that I often texted you, so she asked me if I was in a relationship, and I confessed. She was very happy, and she saw your photo, and asked how I met you and how I was in Together." After speaking, Zhou Ziheng's voice slowly rose, hoping to slowly cheer up Fu Wu.

Fu Wu chuckled lightly: "Your sister is really kind."

"So take you home this time, she wants to see you very much."

"Where's your grandma?"

"Grandma doesn't know yet. But my grandma is very open-minded. She has lived for a long time and can see through everything. As long as my sister and I are happy, she doesn't care whether we get married or have children. My grandma Don't worry about this level." Zhou Ziheng lowered his head and looked at Fu Wu affectionately, his eyes filled with distress, the person he held in his hands and placed on top of his heart was beaten like this!

With a smile on the corner of Fu Wu's mouth, he looked out of the car window. In the distance, there were layers of houses, barren fields, and trees with withered branches, flying quickly in the opposite direction.There are still flying catkins falling in the air, and the thin snow gradually accumulates, so light and so far away.

Fu Wu said: "I...Although it's not very good to say this, but I really envy you, you don't have to come out to your parents. If I have no father and no mother, just like Monkey King, it would be fine if I jumped out of the rock , I can be with whoever I want. I am not afraid of being looked down upon by others, nor afraid of gossip. At worst, I will be self-closing and not communicate with others, but I am afraid of seeing the disappointed and sad eyes of my parents. I am not a good son , made them proud since they were young, but this time it hurt their hearts deeply. I don't hate my parents, their thoughts are just like that, they can't accept me, I can understand."

After a pause, Fu Wu said again: "But without them, I wouldn't be in such pain now."

If Zhou Ziheng's parents were still alive, indeed, coming out might not be so simple.Zhou Ziheng said: "Give them some time, they will accept us."

After a pause, he pressed his face against Fu Wu's and said, "No matter what, we are not wrong."

After getting off the car, Zhou Ziheng took Fu Wuxian to the clinic to get medicine for the wound.On the way home, Fu Wu walked in the fluttering snowflakes and said with a smile, "What a beautiful snow!"

Seeing the wound on Fu Wu's smiling face, Zhou Ziheng couldn't help but twitched in his heart. He must not let him get hurt again in the future. "When we go back and put down our things, we will come out and build a snowman."

Because in Zhou Ziheng's hometown, there might be someone who knows him popping up from any corner, so Fu Wu didn't get too close to Zhou Ziheng, and kept a normal distance from friends.Fu Wu tilted his head, smiled at Zhou Ziheng and said, "Okay, I also want to take pictures and videos in the snow. As I said, I want to see the snow with you for the first time."

"No problem, I'll take pictures for you. My sister sent another message asking where we were."

Before reaching the gate of the community, I saw a girl in a white down jacket running towards me, excited, as if she had been hit by a big happy event, and almost fell over.When he arrived in front of Zhou Ziheng, he looked at Fu Wu with a pair of smiling eyes, and said out of breath, "Brother! This is Brother Fu Wu, right?"

Fu Wu nodded and said with a smile: "Caiying, hello." Oops, I forgot to buy a meeting gift.I was in a hurry all the way, and I didn't expect to go to this head. It won't be too late to buy it in two days.

Zhou Caiying is very beautiful, with big round eyes and a face that is about the size of a palm. She is radiant and familiar with everyone, as if she was born with a smile, which is very bright and youthful.

"Brother Fu Wu, you are so handsome. You look better than in the photo, and much better than my brother!" Zhou Caiying glanced at Zhou Ziheng again, feeling that the two people in front of her are a good match, the more she looks at the happier she is, "Grandma is making dumplings , let's go up and eat dumplings together."

Zhou Ziheng's house was not as spacious and bright as Fu Wu's house, because it was cramped and crammed with things, but it was neat and tidy.Grandma is busy in the kitchen, and the dumplings have been wrapped and steamed.

"Grandma, we're back!" Zhou Caiying was like a happy magpie, and her bell-like voice made the whole room come alive, "Brother's...classmates are here too!"

Grandma walked out of the kitchen and looked at Fu Wu with a smile: "Ah, this kid looks really good-looking. What's wrong with his face?"

Zhou Caiying put Fu Wu's luggage into Zhou Ziheng's room, and explained: "Just now they had a snowball fight outside, brother is good or bad, and he threw brother Fu Wu several times."

Zhou Ziheng: ...All right, this explanation is better than the real reason.

Grandma cast a reproachful glance at Zhou Ziheng, and said, "You are too serious. How can you be so careless? I'll boil some eggs and you can apply it to him."

Fu Wu hurriedly said: "Don't bother, grandma. The medicine has already been taken, and it's fine."

"No trouble." Grandma walked into the kitchen, bustling with enthusiasm, "Here is steaming dumplings, just put the eggs under it. You can sit down for a while, and you can eat dumplings later."

Zhou Ziheng pulled Fu Wu, told him to sit down, and said with a smile: "It's okay, don't be nervous. My grandma looks at you like I look at me, as a grandson..."

Zhou Caiying clung to Zhou Ziheng's ear and whispered, "It's not the grandson, it's the grandson's wife."

"Go, it's up to you to do your homework." Zhou Ziheng frowned, and his sister was a little unusually excited.

Zhou Caiying tossed her hair and snorted: "I'm not going. Today, I'm going to play with Brother Fu Wu."

Fu Wu couldn't help laughing and said, "You two brothers and sisters are really interesting, your personalities are not alike at all."

"Does my brother always keep a straight face? He doesn't speak or smile, as if someone owes him money. How can I be so lively and cute?" Zhou Caiying insisted on sitting down between the two of them, and said softly: "Fu Brother Wu, did my brother chase you? Does he know how to chase you even if he is such a wooden man?"

Uh, in fact, no one chases the other, it's just that the two love each other, and it's a matter of course.

Zhou Ziheng pulled Zhou Caiying up, drove her into the kitchen to help, and said, "Go, go, go to work if you don't do your homework."

Zhou Caiying made a grimace and said, "If you have a daughter-in-law, you forget your sister! Bah!"

After the steaming dumplings were brought to the table, the four of them gathered around the table to eat the dumplings, talking and laughing.

"Grandma, the dumplings you made are delicious!" Fu Wu used to make people happy, unlike Zhou Ziheng who ate for a long time without saying a word. “Better than the ones sold outside!”

"If you like it, I'll pack it a few more times." Grandma looked at Fu Wu kindly.Zhou Caiying had told her grandma in advance that something happened to Fu Wu's family and she came here to celebrate the New Year. Grandma had no doubts about it and just regarded him as Zhou Ziheng's good friend.

Since the death of both his son and daughter-in-law, Zhou Ziheng has been withdrawn and introverted, and has never brought friends home, so grandma is very happy for Fu Wu's arrival.

"Dip in some vinegar." Zhou Ziheng poured a small dish of vinegar and put it in front of Fu Wu, "Our vinegar is quite famous here, try it."

"Tsk tsk." Zhou Caiying was eating dumplings, "Grandma, you see that brother is good at taking care of others, and he usually refuses to help me get a bowl!"

Grandma said with a smile: "There are many people in the family, and it is lively and festive. This year, there are four people for Chinese New Year, so good!"

After eating the dumplings, Zhou Ziheng took Fu Wu down to build a snowman.

Although it is the twelfth lunar month of winter, it doesn't feel cold at all.

Zhou Ziheng and Fu Wu each stood on the snowman, Zhou Caiying took a mobile phone, excitedly took pictures and recorded, and said, "Brother, can't you get closer to Brother Fu Wu? How about hugging him, it's such a cold day!"

Zhou Ziheng understood Zhou Caiying's mind, just wanted to see him and Wu Zai get close, and suddenly there was a "brother", she was more excited than anyone else.

Although Zhou Ziheng glared at Zhou Caiying, he still walked up to Fu Wu, put his arms around his shoulders, took a photo, and took some videos of Fu Wu.

From seeing Zhou Ziheng, to talking on the bus, to getting medicine at the clinic, to eating dumplings together, now playing in the snow, Fu Wu’s cold heart has been warmed up bit by bit, let’s put aside the unhappiness with his parents at home , having fun in the snow.

In the snow-covered world, everything withered, only snowflakes were pure white. Fu Wu looked up at the snow, reached out to catch the snow, ran and stomped on the snow, smiling like a child.

Zhou Ziheng's house has only two rooms, Zhou Caiying and grandma sleep in one room, Zhou Ziheng and Fu Wu sleep in one room.At night, the two of them lay on the bed, and Fu Wu didn't feel cold because of the heating, which was warmer than the winter in the south.

It was silent outside, except for the occasional whistling of the wind.

Zhou Ziheng held Fu Wu's shoulders, and slowly told Fu Wu about his childhood: "Since I moved here, I have been sleeping in this room alone. Sometimes I think of my parents who passed away, and I can't sleep at night. Instead of lying on the bed, I just huddled in the corner behind the door and opened my eyes until dawn. At that time, I was just puberty, and my grandma was worried. She came to see me several times a night and asked me to go to bed. I was so stubborn that I didn’t listen to her. Yeah, now that I think about it, it's really stupid."

He was only in his early ten years and had lost his parents. One can imagine how difficult Zhou Ziheng's life was.Even if he gets over it now, those scars will definitely have a shadow in his heart.

Fu Wu thinks of his parents, he is not a heartless person, thinks of the fierce dispute between last night and this morning, and because of this, he has to run away from home rebelliously, and he can't help but feel uncomfortable.He shrank into Zhou Ziheng's arms, put his face on his neck, and said, "If it were me, I might not be able to survive."

"No, in any situation, we can live on, because we still have to meet each other. If I had been completely sunk at that time, it would have been impossible for me to be admitted to Xun'an University, and I would not have been able to meet you. Maybe I would become a Idiot, just dawdle." Zhou Ziheng said, "Wu Zi, to be honest, meeting you is the greatest luck I have ever had in my life."

"Me too. As you know, sometimes I lack courage. As a gay, I have always been very depressed, and I feel that God is unfair. If it weren't for you, I might not be able to face my true self for the rest of my life." Fu Wu sighed softly Tone, "I used to think that if people have a next life, they must not be gay. This road is too hard. Now, if there is a next life, I will still meet you and love you, no matter if you are gay or straight."

"So, we are destined to meet each other." Zhou Ziheng kissed Fu Wu's lips softly, not wanting to touch his wound.

"Will we be together forever, Zi Heng?" Will we be separated because of worldly vision?Will love each other forever?Will they still love each other as they age?

With the light of the snow, Zhou Ziheng looked at Fu Wu seriously, his eyes met each other like a shining star.He thought carefully about Fu Wu's question, and answered earnestly: "Yes, of course. Wu Zi, I love you, spring, summer, autumn and winter, day and night."

Zhou Ziheng held Fu Wu tightly in his arms, and told him clearly with his warm body that the future is very long, and I will give you the warmth of a lifetime.