White Mirror Evening

Furnace smoke is lingering, and its fragrance curls up.

Xue Dai rested his head on my lap and fell asleep peacefully, the corners of his lips slightly turned up, as if he had a good dream.

These days, he has no qualms about getting close to me.Just like thousands of years ago, we often sat in the small pavilion in the middle of the lake and talked. Although it was always dark night and a blood-red full moon, he was not afraid of such an environment, but regarded it as a special scene.

It's really different from before.

At that time, he was kind, considerate, and well-informed. At first, I regarded him as a close friend or a reliable brother, but as time passed, the relationship gradually changed.I live alone in the cold palace, only he is willing to sneak a visit across the circle of dark purple runes, in the endless dark night, he sleeps in the same bed with me, I am surrounded by his warm voice The breath, so the loneliness and the cold, all disappeared.

I think I like him. When he told interesting stories, I would rest my cheeks and listen intently. At night and early morning, I would blushed and kiss him on the cheek. It was an intimate relationship, and it was pure and beautiful. Time, he likes me, I like him, there is no third person in the cold palace.

He said that I would not be an evil thing that would kill people. He believed in me, but he was afraid of me.

When I showed my fine and cold snake scales uncontrollably, real fear appeared in his eyes, and he pushed me away, as if the previous laughter and play had never happened before.I stared blankly at his undisguised vigilance, but when I turned around, I saw my terrifying appearance in the bronze mirror.

Under the scattered black hair is a pale face, snake-like vertical pupils, snake-like scales, and snake-like sharp fangs.There is still half of the beauty in the past.

After reading all the warmth and coldness of human relationships, I am very clear why Xue Dai likes me.In the past, it was because of my status as a favored prince, but now it is just because of this exquisite skin like my mother and concubine. Xue Dai loves beautiful things very much by nature, and it is normal to be attracted by appearance. After thinking about it, I don't blame him , and don't want to expose him.This place is dark and cold, only he is willing to accompany me, so it is worth using this skin to keep him.

When I looked at myself in the mirror, it was strange and terrifying, without any sense of beauty.

My father, emperor and mother concubine used to be deeply in love, but when the mother concubine showed a hideous prototype, they were still ruthlessly discarded.I have been locked in this dark place for a long time, and I no longer think that the man can change his mind, just because what he likes is the beautiful appearance of a woman, not an ugly and hideous monster.My concubine mother has lost her beautiful appearance, no matter whether she is evil or not, in his heart, she can only be a monster.

Right now, I'm a monster.

Looking at the fine silver scales on the back of my hand, I subconsciously hid them behind my back, but I couldn't hide my face.

Wrapping his arms around his knees, he buried his face, not wanting to pay attention to his face, let alone Xue Dai's fearful expression.With this appearance, he will definitely hate me, and he will definitely not treat me well again.

I curled myself up into a ball, after an unknown amount of time, I heard the sound of footsteps gradually receding, Xue Dai was so frightened that he left me and ran away.

In the past, he said he believed in me, but he had never seen my real appearance.

This day seemed extraordinarily long, I buried my face in the quilt, and when I woke up, it was already dusk.The scales on the back of my hands are still there, so I don't need to look at myself in the mirror, I know my face is still terrifying.

There was thick snow in the winter, and the trees in the courtyard were covered with white. When I walked out, I didn't feel cold in the cold wind. Maybe half of the blood of the demon race in my body protected me.

My hands and feet were cold, the freezing temperature of a snake.

Picking up a handful of snowflakes, I thought, if I had the power to break through the shackles and shackles, that would be great.If I had the strength, I would be able to get out of this cold place, and I could do whatever I wanted. I could take Xue Dai away together, instead of watching my mother and concubine being tortured to death and Xue Dai running away in a hurry like now.

I didn't do anything wrong, but I was abandoned in such a place, everyone was on guard and everyone hated it, and my mother and concubine didn't do anything wrong, but I was charged with unnecessary crimes.I have no shame in my heart, so they must be wrong.

Why don't people who do wrong have to pay the price.

The west wind blows some snowflakes off the swing frame.Looking at the tiny snowflakes falling with the wind, I suddenly understood that the reason why those people will not be punished is only because of their strength, just like the west wind is to snowflakes and dead leaves, it is an irreversible situation, because they are weak, they can only drift with the wind .

I don't want to be a snowflake withered leaves drifting in the wind!

When I like it, I am a noble and carefree prince. If I don't like it, I will imprison him in a dark and cold palace. I am not willing to let my destiny be controlled by them.

After sitting in the courtyard for a long time, when I woke up again, I was already lying on the familiar small bed.

In front of him was Xue Dai's face, as if finally heaving a sigh of relief, he said: "You slept for a whole day, and now you finally woke up."

"You brought me back?" I wondered.

He paused for a moment, and said: "I sent you back, but you are also strange, after sleeping, you returned to your original appearance."

No wonder he was willing to talk to me. It turned out that I had returned to my former self.But he was willing to come back, I was already very happy, sat up, and I asked: "Are you afraid of me?"

"Don't be afraid, you are Jingwan, not a monster."

As soon as my voice fell, he hurriedly answered, as if to justify the previous.

I stopped talking, but suddenly remembered that when I was drowsy in the courtyard, it seemed that I was embraced by someone, the warmth and greed. That person put me back in the room and left in a hurry. When my consciousness was blurred, I He never opened his eyes to see who this person was.

However, I like the warmth, as if it can warm my snake scales together.

Furnace smoke is lingering, entangled like silk.

No longer recalling the past thousand years ago, I lowered my head and concentrated on looking at the young man who was sleeping peacefully on my lap.

The same eyebrows, eyes, nose and lips, different temperament and behavior.

Is he Xue Dai, or Bai Jingyan wearing Xue Dai's skin, and how should I treat him.

The author has something to say: I originally wanted to write about Bai Jingwan's paranoid character, but in the end, I wrote him as a poor child, and I played off...