White Mirror Evening

"Xue Dai, have you started dreaming about those things again these days?"

I sat cross-legged, and out of the corner of my eye I saw Xue Dai lowered his head and applied the medicine on his chest, and then wrapped it with a fine cloth.The treated wound no longer oozes blood, judging by his expression, it seems that it is not a big deal.However, I can't forget the strong smell of blood when I woke up in the morning, and I can't forget the hideous and ugly sword wound on his chest.

In fact, I don't know whether to call him Xue Dai or Bai Jingyan now. He clearly wears Xue Dai's skin, but his words and deeds are like another person, but if he is Bai Jingyan, he can't justify it.Bai Jingyan was killed by my sword in his previous life, so he should hate me to the bone. If his obsession persists and he wants to seek revenge from me, why bother to ask Xue Dai to look close to him.

The person beside him stretched out his hand to grab the tea on the table, but unexpectedly pulled the wound, bright blood oozes from his chest, and the blood fades from his face in an instant.

I pulled him over, brushed my fingertips, and the carefully wrapped muslin untied itself round and round, and his chest was clean again.

"Since you have this ability, why didn't you help me heal my wound earlier?" A pair of eyes looked straight over, slightly wronged.

I turned my face away: "To heal people, you have to recite the magic formula, which is troublesome."

"Then why are you willing now?"

I looked at his rather dissatisfied face, and suddenly smiled, and when he was foolishly following Shale, Fang suppressed his smile and said calmly, "I'm happy."

The young man's eyes widened, and his dazed appearance could not be seen as someone wanting to bully him, so I followed my heart and mentioned the things that have puzzled me for the past few days: "Xue Dai, can you change your name?"

"Why?" As expected, he asked.

"Because you look so much like an old friend of mine, and even have the same name as him. If I call you Xue Dai again, I'm afraid I'll take you for him." I paused, and decided to tell part of the story to my mouth , "He was my lover thousands of years ago, but unfortunately he was killed by that person. In order to avenge him, I killed that person and burned the city."

Unexpectedly, when I told those past events again, I didn't feel the pain that was like a piercing heart before.It seems to be just telling other people's stories, with enough twists and turns, but it doesn't involve myself after all.

Probably because I am not the old white mirror late, so the old stories of sorrow, joy, joy, anger, love and hate are no longer involved in my mood.Thousands of years have separated me from the past. One is a lonely, pitiful abandoned child full of hatred and unwillingness in the Shuoyue Kingdom, and the other is the city lord of the undead city who has no desires, no desires, apathy, and indifference. Apart from appearance, what similarities do there?

Even Xue Dai can only be called the lover of thousands of years ago. Even if the person in front of me is really the reincarnation of Xue Dai, I don't want to have any more emotional entanglements with him.

Those things are too much trouble, getting along with Xue Dai thousands of years ago, carefully speaking, was a bit tired.Although Xue Dai is gentle, he hides his sharpness inside. Every time we talk, he is talking and I am listening.Most of the time I have to accommodate him, I am not a good-tempered and patient master, if Bai Jingyan hadn't killed Xue Dai early, I am afraid I would not be able to stand his temper sooner or later.

I thought that I hated Bai Jingyan at that time only because he killed Xue Dai. I thought I loved Xue Dai to the bone, but now that I think about it, I came to some cruel conclusions.

At that time, everything was taken away from me, the rights as a prince, the love of my father, my gentle mother and concubine, and even my dignity and the innocence that a teenager should have. I only have Xue Dai who is always by my side.The thing that I tried every means to tie it around me, the only thing I have, was easily taken away by Bai Jingyan in the end, so I had to hate it.

Because the last straw was also snatched away, because he hated himself for being helpless, but not because of Xue Dai.

What a cruel conclusion.

If I could go back to the past, I would still hate Bai Jingyan, because he made me have nothing, he made me realize my weakness.However I will not kill him again.

The feeling of the sword point sinking into his flesh and blood, and the look in his eyes after he fell to the ground like a child who made a mistake made me feel sad.

That's definitely not the feeling you should have after getting revenge.

"City Lord, so you still have such a story." The young man walked around in front of me at some point, his dark eyes filled with complex expressions, and when I looked at him, he scratched his head embarrassedly, "But my name is Daddy." It's my mother's choice, I can't change it, how about this, you give me a nickname or something, so that I won't think of the past again."

Those eyes are clear and beautiful, and you can see what you think at a glance.

He sincerely hoped that I would not have any more troubles.

"That's all." I said softly.

He didn't seem to hear clearly, and asked, "What?"

He is not Xue Dai, he and Xue Dai are two people, Xue Dai will never make such pitiful concessions, the young man in front of him just happens to have the same appearance as him in his life, and happens to have the same name.

At first, the young man was asked to stay because he wanted to get back the feeling of snuggling with Xue Dai in the past, and wanted to find someone to accompany him.

However, things that have long passed, and people who have long passed away, why should I bother.

It is good to cherish the present moment.

The author has something to say: finally hold back this chapter