White Mirror Evening

In the damp and cold dungeon, I was thrown in a corner with my hands bound.Leaning against the corner of the wall, you only need to lower your head to see that your legs have turned into silver-white snake tails, swaying unconsciously.

The jailer outside the cell handed a bowl of porridge and a dish of side dishes between the iron bars. I reached out to take it, and couldn't help wondering why today's meal was not leftovers.The jailer inadvertently saw my weird snake tail, and hurriedly looked away: "This is what the king ordered the cook to cook for you."

I looked at the stack of vegetarian dishes, which was my favorite dish. Before, they only wanted to put me to death, but now they want to care about me?

But how did that old man know what I like, and most importantly, he's not dead?

So I stirred the steaming porridge with a spoon: "Is that person still alive?"

"Who?"

"Your great king."

The jailer was about to explode after hearing this, and I looked at the man's eyes gleaming with anger, as if he was going to rush in and tear me apart the next moment.Because of what, just because I, a monster, cursed his master, Shuo Yue's master.If their monarch was also a monster like me, would the people of Shuoyue still respect him as they do now?

I am a monster, so I am humble and lowly, they are human, so they are noble and carefree.

All are wrong.

Wrong things have no value in existence, and one day I will destroy them all.

"and many more."

A clear voice stopped the jailer's fist, I followed the sound and saw Bai Jingyan Shi Shiran walking towards me, dressed in black and complicated.

When I saw the dragon-shaped totem on his body, I couldn't help but sneered and said, "Jiangshan has finally changed its master, but why is it your turn to sit in this high position?" I paused, and whispered in his ear, "Could it be that you... "

Unexpectedly, Bai Jingyan was not angry, he waved back the jailer, with a just right smile on his face: "As you can imagine, the reason why I was able to sit in a high position was because I was a little cruel. hinder."

I don't care about their struggle and entanglement, all I care about is the hateful man who failed my mother and concubine: "So that person died so soon."

Bai Jingyan just looked at me and didn't speak.

"It's best to die, I've wasted so much strength, I'm afraid he will die too comfortably!"

"Sixth brother, you are really stupid."

Bai Jingyan looked at my silver-white snake tail, and there was a look of pity in his eyes. He stretched out his hand and gently stroked its fine scales, and then the warmth was truly conveyed.

Bai Jingyan lowered his eyes and sighed: "You are a monster, I can help you stop those people's mouths, and I can also send people to dispel those rumors that you are messing with other countries' hostages, but why did you kill your father?" Well, from ancient times to the present, patricide has been a heinous crime, and I will soon be unable to help you."

"Why should someone else decide my crime? I didn't do anything wrong. It was that man who was wrong."

That man is not my father.

I always think of the beautiful time, the man hugged me lovingly, put me on the swing frame in front of the court, and watched me play with a gentle smile not far away.The swing is swaying leisurely, thrown to the highest point and then dropped, and the cycle goes on and on, which is the warmth and remnants of spring.However, my 17 years have been like sitting on a swing, from the highest to the lowest, but this swing is much steeper and faster than when I was young, and there is absolutely no room for loops, falling from a carefree and happy height When you go down, you can never go back.

I can't go back either.

Bai Jingyan's words just made me feel hypocritical.

The only person in this world who cherishes and loves me is my concubine mother. Now that my concubine is dead, there is only one Dai Xue left.Bai Jingyan?He's just a spectator who wants to see my jokes, would he want to help me?

So I wrapped my cold and slippery tail around his wrist, and calmly said: "You should be thankful that you can't help me. If you keep my life, I will only cause more murders. I was sorry for me and me in the past." For those who belong to my concubine, I will demand the price from them one by one."

The old dreams are disturbing, and the past is disturbing.

When I woke up from the deep dream, what I saw was a young man wearing Xue Dai's face.

I actually dreamed about things from the past, I felt sticky all over my body, and I thought I broke out in a cold sweat.Those things have passed for so long, I thought I would never put them in my heart.

"City Lord, did you have a nightmare?" the young man asked.

"Xue Dai, go back after I cure your strange illness."

I took off my shirt without any scruples, and changed into a clean new one. When I looked up, I saw the reddish ears of the young man, and he waved his hand: "I will not go back. I promised the city lord before, and it is rewarding to accompany the city lord." A gentleman cannot renege on his word and get fat at the price of his wish."

"It's not breaking my promise, it's me asking you to go back."

He was stubborn: "Even if you say it, it won't work."

"What if I ordered you to leave quickly and not stay?"

The blush from the man's ears spread to his cheeks. After a long while, he finally said in a low voice: "I, I just want to be with the city lord. If the city lord lives here alone, he must be lonely and hard. I don't want you to be sad."

I straightened my messy long hair, and somehow my heartbeat also became chaotic, but when I recalled the past in my dream, no matter how complicated my thoughts were, my mind gradually became quiet until it was still.

I looked at him: "You said you wanted to accompany me, do you know what kind of person I am?"

He looked up, waiting for me to continue.

"I'm a cruel monster who kills my father. In order to relieve the hatred in my heart, I will do anything." I paused, "So, do you want to continue to accompany me? Maybe one day I will get angry and kill you Killed too."

He was stunned for a long time, and finally said: "But I can't let you go, it was like this when I first saw you, I can't find a reason, I just want to be by your side."

"You don't want to ask me why I killed my father?" I felt that the person in front of me was simply a freak.

"But you don't want to say it."

The young man came to me and looked at me quietly with gentle and tolerant eyes.

Even though he wasn't that Xue Dai, I couldn't help but lean my head lightly on his neck. Although I didn't say anything, I remembered the last time I saw that man in my mind.

It was night, and I was taken to an empty room by the palace guards.

Several white-bearded Taoist priests sat cross-legged holding whisks, and a black figure stood not far away. It was my father who doted on me the most. That method, to temporarily seal his monster power, it would be even better if he could turn him into an ordinary person."

"There is a way to become an ordinary person, but it is a pity that it is extremely difficult and dangerous. If he is not careful, he will lose his life and his soul will fly away." One of them, a white-bearded old man, said.

"It can't be changed, just kill it immediately, how can Shuoyue Palace allow such a monster."

Maybe it's because I'm used to loneliness, and I can hear three points of warmth in such remarks, and the unrealistic illusory delusion finally creeps up again.After all, he is reluctant to give up on me, right? He wants to turn me into a human, so he treats me like his son, right?

However, the next moment I tried to expel this ridiculous delusion, he killed the concubine mother, he is no longer my father, he can only be an enemy, I will kill him in the end to avenge the dead.

He didn't care about my life and death for so long, why did he make me a mortal.

I don't understand.

In a blink of an eye, those Taoist priests had already surrounded me. They carefully recited the formula, and several rays of light surrounded me, burning my skin.

The pain kept me awake, and I saw silvery white scales growing out of my own naked skin, and the light hit me more and more like a fire, as if it was going to burn people to death.I struggled vigorously and revealed the ferocious appearance of a snake. Across two Taoist priests who were activating the formula, I saw the man standing with his hands behind his back, as if everything in front of him had nothing to do with him.

"It seems that there is no other way." The Taoist priest in front of me looked at me, shook his head and sighed.

I lowered my head and saw only the soft body of the snake.

"Then kill it."

His voice came over, and a sentence with a steady tone determined the date of my death.

How could I die? I haven't had time to avenge my mother, and I haven't had time to spend my life peacefully with Xue Daiping.

I haven't had time to kill the man in front of me.

Power seemed to surge in the body in an instant, too much unwillingness and resentment gathered, just wanting to rush out of the body, those surging terrifying power also clamored to vent.

I have lost my mind.

When I woke up again, I felt the warm body in front of me constantly struggling, and the man I hated opened his eyes wide, his neck was bitten by me, and the blood that still smelled like a fish was overflowing.

I let him go, and he slumped to the ground, beside the cold corpses of those Taoist priests.The man looked at me in horror, his hands stretched out as if to grab something, and his lips that kept opening and closing seemed to say those two words.

Help.

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