White Mirror Evening

"Want him to disappear?"

I couldn't help laughing out loud, I also had such a wish thousands of years ago.He hates a person extremely, only wishing that he can no longer appear in front of his eyes, only wishing that he will immediately turn into a stiff and cold corpse.The first time I had this idea was my father, the second time it was Bai Jingyan, my luck was really good, even though the process was tortuous and difficult, in the end, they still died at my hands?

I fulfilled my wish, but I am not happy.

They are sorry for me, so it is understandable for me to kill them.Once I recalled the scene at that time, I felt a vague pain in my heart. When I saw Bai Jingyan's dying eyes when I dreamed back at midnight, it seemed to be imprinted in my heart from then on, and I couldn't shake it off.So I always use that sentence that they are wrong to comfort myself.

The man I called my father was indeed at fault, he pressed on every step of the way and did not leave room for me, patricide is a heinous crime, but I will never regret it.So what about Bai Jingyan, what's wrong with him, from his deliberate indifference when he was a child, to all kinds of strange encounters when he was a teenager, to his flattery after he ascended the throne, and finally, he took away the last thing from me, so I hate him.

Now that I think about it, the only thing that makes me a little puzzled is Bai Jingyan.

The man in front of me is just like me in the past, trying every means to make my elder brother disappear completely.

But he is different from me after all. No matter what the reason behind the wish is, I wholeheartedly want to end the life of my enemy with my own hands, but he chooses to rely on a rumor that is difficult to distinguish between true and false.

Perhaps he was luckier, more prudent, and wiser than I was.

"I made such a wish, and the city lord will definitely want to ask me why." Xue Jue thought he was transparent, he raised his eyebrows, and stood with his hands behind his back. This may be a rather conceited person.After a pause, he said, "I think he disappeared because he blocked my way. If I want to move on, I can only get rid of him."

This kind of temper is really not flattering.

I covered my mouth and yawned, and said in a lazy tone: "I don't care about your reasons, all I have to do is get rid of your poor brother as you wish."

"Pitiful?"

It is indeed pitiful, being targeted by someone like Xue Jue, what else can I say other than pitiful.

I have seen people like Xue Jue a lot, and in the cycle of cause and effect, such a person will not end well in the end.Of course, I don't care whether they die well or not.The road is chosen by themselves, and the final bitter fruit must be tasted by themselves.

Fair enough.

I poured myself a glass of fine wine, and when I spoke, I just stared at the crystal liquid that leaked from the spout: "You just need to tell me the name of that person and where he lives."

"The city lord is really as rumored, and doesn't charge any price?"

Before you have a wish, you have to doubt it.

I swallowed the throat-drying liquor, and my abdomen was warm with the liquor. I glanced at Xue Jue's suspicious face, and said with a smile: "This is the rule set by Bai Jingwan himself, how could he break his promise?" .”

After a long silence, Xue Jue was finally ready to speak the person's name, but was interrupted halfway.

A young man who picked a branch of elegant white plums rushed in, and he walked up to me: "Jingwan, you asked me to go out to pick flowers and enjoy the snow, so it was just to drive me away."

"It is indeed snowing outside, and there are indeed plum trees in contrast, I just want you to go out and have a look." I took out the pale celadon porcelain bottle beside me without changing my expression, "Come on, put this plum blossom in it, it looks really nice Woolen cloth."

He frowned, seeing that I was pretending to be stupid, and finally stopped dwelling on this issue.

"Tell me, your brother's name."

He thought this matter would be resolved quickly, but he didn't expect the young man next to him to intervene. He looked at the young man and said, "I want to hear why you want to get rid of him."

Why is he so troublesome at this time? It doesn't matter if I know the reason, don't I still want to fulfill Xue Jue's wish.

I was slightly sullen in my heart, but the young man beside me held my hand, which was strong and warm.He looked at me: "He does evil, do you want to help? You told me before that the reason for fulfilling their wishes was to atone for the sins of thousands of years ago, but now you are helping them without distinction of black and white, what are those sins?" It can be redeemed in time. Do you want to stay in this city forever?"

Stay in the Undead City forever?About what I thought.

The past is too far away, so I want to keep things related to the past, even though the various emotions in the past are hard for me to understand now.

"Jingwan, if you do this, you won't be happy. If you do this, you will always regret it." He whispered.

Why are there so many self righteous people.

I pulled away from his warm palm and said with a sneer: "You just stayed with me for a few more days, do you think you can guess my mind? Put away your pity face, I don't need your sympathy." .”

He was bound to be offended by the harsh and merciless remark.

However, I don't want to apologize. He said this because he thought that I was lonely and helpless all these years, and I was an out-and-out poor person.He is kind in nature, and he can't bear to poor people like me, so he treats everything with tenderness and tenderness, but I don't need such pity and warmth.He thought I was wrong and asked me to correct it.Maybe I was wrong and need to make up for my mistakes, but I will never regret what I have done and the way I have traveled.

However, there is only one exception, and that is Bai Jingyan.

Xue Jue, who was not far away, saw us arguing, so he also kept silent.

The young man beside me lowered his head and couldn't see his expression clearly, so I also turned my head and stopped looking at him.After a long time, he finally raised his head, but said to Xue Jue, "You haven't told me your reason yet."

Xue Jue was straightforward, he didn't even pause for a moment, and said, "Power."

boring answer.

On the contrary, the young man was very surprised: "You got rid of your brother just for the sake of power? I thought he had some kind of enmity with you, but I don't think it's just for this reason."

Xue Jue is a smart person who dares to confess his ambitions. After all, what he says here is harmless to him. Since it is harmless, why not let go of the mask of hypocrisy.

Only the innocent guy next to me didn't understand.

"He really has no hatred with me. I just told the city lord just now. It's just because he blocked my way that I couldn't move forward." Xue Jue looked calm.

After hearing his name, I sent him out of the city.

I promised him that I would take his elder brother's life in three days.

After Xue Jue left, the sullen young man walked over slowly: "I don't like that Xue Jue."

"Is it because he was cold-blooded and ruthless, and committed brother-killing behavior?" I suddenly remembered the tantrum I lost to him just now, and now it seems that he is also kind, and I was too extreme, so I imitated his movements and held him hand.

Although my body is always cold, holding my hand will only make him feel cold.

The young man seemed to have forgotten what happened just now, and he just shook his head and said, "It's not because of this. Think about it carefully, people who grew up in the emperor's family can't have family affection at all. There are few such things in ancient times. I just don't like him very much. As soon as we met, I felt that he bored me, and if we talk about the reason, I don't know why."

He rubbed his head: "Maybe it's a horoscope disagreement, or was there a grievance or entanglement in the previous life? I can't figure it out either."

"Let's go and see his elder brother tomorrow, and see what kind of person he is." I interrupted his cranky thoughts.

"Eh? Didn't you just fulfill his wish without asking right or wrong?"

I was silent for a moment, after all, I wanted to express my thoughts: "Maybe what I have done all these years is just because I don't want to leave this city, but I have to correct the wrong things."

Just as he was about to speak, I continued, "I will change, but I won't regret it. I didn't regret it before, and I won't regret what happened after today."

If I want to have no regrets and no regrets, I would do less wrong things. Maybe letting go of the past will do me some good.

The author has something to say: At the beginning, it was only named No.1 because I wanted to focus on describing Bai Jingwan’s psychology, but after writing it, I felt like I was going to be distorted with him and joined the second grade. Next time, if the protagonist’s personality is distorted Or third person...