love is simple

The sentimental emotions faded, Xu Cheng also stayed in the toilet for a long time, staring blankly at himself in the mirror, his eyes were swollen from crying, and the word "trash" was written all over his haggard face.

Crying is the most useless and the most stupid thing, this is what he knew since he was 13 years old.

Xu Cheng raised his hand and pressed the switch of the toilet light on the wall, the darkness instantly engulfed him, and even the poor and humble face in the mirror was hidden in the darkness.

He closed his eyes, and seemed to feel a soft touch on his eyelids again.

If you cry once, you can get a comforting kiss, if you cry too much, you can only be rejected.

Turning on the light again, he decided not to escape anymore.After washing my face several times with cold water, I finally relieved the soreness of my eyes and my eyelids were not so swollen.

Walking back to the living room, he picked up the clothes on the carpet one by one. Lu Wangchen's clothes are very expensive. Usually Xu Cheng would pick out his clothes from the pile of clothes and wash them by hand. For example, don't wring out the shirts after washing by hand, just shake them flat and lay them out to dry. , The placket should be flattened so that the clothes will not wrinkle.The same is true for suit trousers. When washing, the water temperature should not be too high, and the soap powder should not contain bleach, otherwise it may cause the suit trousers to fade.

After the clothes are dry, iron them flat before stacking them so that they are less likely to wrinkle.

Xu Cheng carried the clothes to the balcony, looked at the dazzling green hanging high, this time he threw all the clothes into the washing machine and left them alone.

He took a clean towel again, rinsed it with cold water several times, and then returned to the master bedroom.

In the master bedroom, the person on the bed was fast asleep, with his arms and legs straight, and his clothes kept open.

Xu Cheng wiped Lu Wangchen's chest and limbs again very lightly, and finally heaved a sigh of relief when he obviously felt that the temperature had dropped.

As soon as he breathed a sigh of relief, he suddenly seemed to be drained of all his strength, sitting on the edge of the bed, his eyes lost focus and fell casually on Lu Wangchen's face.

He had looked at this pretty face over and over again for ten years, and never felt bored.

Is it too greedy to get Lu Wangchen's equal love?

Obviously at the beginning, it was Lu Wangchen who kissed him first, and it was Lu Wangchen who first gave him the promise.

When Lu Wangchen was fighting with Zhou Zhou that day, he almost softened his heart when he said his wife.

It's just that he should have known that Lu Wangchen couldn't give him any sincerity, or maybe Lu Wangchen had never given him sincerity, and the two of them could be together for so long, all thanks to their habits.

Maybe Lu Wangchen is used to having someone who is obedient to him, and Xu Cheng himself is also used to having someone to worship.

In the first year of junior high school, after Lu Wangchen said "I will pick you up later" to him, Xu Cheng felt restless and felt that he was a troublesome person who caused Lu Wangchen a lot of trouble, so he didn't dare to go to Lu Wangchen's house.He played games at Jiang Da's house for the whole winter vacation, and after two or three tricks beat Jiang Da to the ground, he remembered that little brother Lu who was very good at playing games. Win him and it's game over.

After the final grades came out, Xu Cheng's scores were mediocre as usual and even slightly worse. All subjects were only not much higher than the passing line, and Jiang Da was even worse, with several subjects not reaching the passing line.

Xu Cheng's grades have always been poor. This is a fact that even Xu's parents and Xu's mother have accepted, and they have even made preparations for him to become an apprentice to learn a craft after finishing his compulsory education.

Once, when Xu Cheng was picking out comic books at Lu Wangchen's house, he took out a folded piece of paper from an old comic book, and when he opened it, he found that it was an English paper with the words "142" written in red pen on it. ", he turned his head and glanced quietly at Lu Wangchen who was playing minesweeper on the computer, and his heart beat several times for no reason.

So during the winter vacation, Xu Cheng played games with Jiang Da during the day, and went home to read English at night. In the cold weather, he held a vocabulary book and recited vocabulary on the balcony. Xu's father and Xu mother were frightened. It is said that blowing on the balcony can refresh you.When the sleet rolled into the rusty green anti-theft net, Xu Cheng was finally forced into the room, his face flushed and he collapsed on the sofa, and fell ill on the night of the New Year's Eve.

The sound of firecrackers and firecrackers blared outside, and the dark night sky was lit up by radiant fireworks. Xu Cheng was lying on the bed with an ice towel on his head, looking at the flickering light outside the window through the blue glass, imagining that Lu Wangchen is now what will be doing.

Maybe it was the high temperature that made his mind blurred. When Xu's parents and Xu's mother were watching the Spring Festival Gala at the neighbor's house next door, he walked to the living room alone, found Lu Wangchen's home number in Xu's phone book next to the landline, and then Made a phone call.

During the brief busy tone, Xu Cheng suddenly calmed down. He realized that he hadn't thought about what to say to Lu Wangchen at all, and why he called Lu Wangchen.

He has never called Lu Wangchen before, only seeing his father flip through the phone book to call Lu's family, and communicate with Lu Wangchen in advance about the pick-up time and place.

The phone beeped a few times and was picked up quickly. It was a middle-aged woman who answered the phone. Xu Cheng recognized the voice of Lu Wangchen's mother.

Lu's mother said on the other end of the phone: "Hello, who can I ask?"

"I," Xu Cheng realized his recklessness, so he said, "I, I made a mistake, sorry!"

"Is it Xiao Xu?"

Lu's mother also recognized it. They had only exchanged less than two sentences before, and today's "wrong type" was only three sentences in total, but Lu Wangchen's mother still recognized him.

"Ah, happy new year, auntie! I thought I made a mistake." Xu Cheng said bravely.

"Happy New Year, Xiao Xu! Look for Xiao Lu, I'll ask him to answer the phone."

Xu Cheng said "no need" before he heard Lu's mother's voice on the other end of the phone——

"Wangchen, Xiao Xu is looking for you."

Wangchen.Xu Cheng swallowed, and silently said Lu Wangchen's name in his heart.

After a rustle, a lazy "what's the matter" came from the other end of the phone, the voice was long and sexy, and a little casual.

Xu Cheng didn't dare to speak anymore.

As if nakedly exposed to Lu Wangchen's sight, Xu Cheng felt that Lu Wangchen's "what's the matter" could see through him completely.

See through that he memorizes vocabulary in the cold wind because of a high-scoring English paper, see through that his face is hot because of illness, and also because of the sentence "what's the matter" on the other end of the phone, and the most frightening thing is, see through his little despicable little Mind, this little bit wants to pay attention to and worship a person's mind.

"Calling at night and not talking, do you think the phone bill is too much?"

During the long silence, Lu Wangchen finally became impatient.

"New, happy new year!" Xu Cheng held the phone receiver, trying to keep his voice as steady as possible.

"Oh, just say this? I thought you wanted to break up with me by not coming to my house for so long."

Lu Wangchen used such irony to expose Xu Cheng's little thoughts that he had deliberately hidden.

"No, no!" Xu Cheng was still fooled, and his whole body warmed up again, "I will go after the next year!"

"Are you afraid that I will pick you up?" Lu Wangchen sneered, "If I had known that you were so unflattering, I shouldn't have said so much. I don't have time to pick you up. Come here later by yourself."

Xu Cheng's heart wobbled and finally fell into a gentle place, the palm of his hand holding the receiver was almost sweating, he said: "Okay, I'll go by myself, thank you brother Lu."

"Thank me for what?" Lu Wangchen sneered.

Maybe even Lu Wangchen himself didn't realize that although he always said some cold and cold words, he knew best when to put aside his edge and when to give people a step.

After hanging up the phone, Mama Xu came from the opposite door with an empty plate, and shouted at him from a long distance, "Why are you up?"

Xu Cheng hadn't calmed down from the surging emotions, and stood beside the landline, sweating profusely.

Xu's mother walked up to him, put her palm on his forehead, and said after a groan, "The fever subsided so quickly."

Xu Cheng spread his feet and ran to the rooftop, and stepped over the steps. The doors of the residents on each floor were wide open, and the "Go Home and See" sung by Chen Hong came out from the TVs of every house.On the roof of the seventh floor, a group of adults and children gathered around the roof to set off fireworks and play with the sky monkey. The faint moonlight and the sparks on the ground complement each other. go.

In 1999, Xu Cheng was 14 years old. In this year, Zhang Xinzhe sang "Lively in the city, search for your shadow", and on such a lively New Year's Eve night, he searched across half of the town, Staring at the dots of light on a distant mountain, trying to find the light that belongs to Lu Wangchen.

It was also the light in his heart.