love is simple

When Lu Wangchen's fever subsided, Xu Cheng's luggage was almost packed.

Seeing the scratched suitcase at the door, Xu Cheng knew how angry Lu Wangchen was at that time. He must have habitually vented his anger on the things around him, right?Like that innocent comic book he kicked away back then.

Xu Cheng found an old suitcase in the storage room that he had just moved in in his freshman year, spread it flat in the living room, and then began to put things in it.

When he put away the computer, he realized that there was nothing in this room that really belonged to him, and he was not entitled to take away anything related to Lu Wangchen.The only thing he has is Lu Wangchen's love, once Lu Wangchen stops loving him, he will have nothing left.

Most of the daily necessities were shared by the two of them, and he didn't even have the courage to take away a couple's toothbrush from the washstand.

Xu Cheng squatted in the living room, almost unable to recall how he got here in the past few years, what would be left of his life without Lu Wangchen.

He only felt that he was pathetic, like a strong man who was afraid of pain and tried hard to cut off his wrist.

He is not a strong man, he is pitifully cowardly, he is an ungrateful parasite.

Xu Cheng's tears fell again, and there were many crackling voices in his head, all accusing him of being shameless.

He was not very smart since he was a child, and he was trying his best to be worthy of everything he liked, but no one gave him the opportunity and time, even the person he loved the most, in the end he only regarded him as a dispensable plaything.

How can he hold on?

——Has the Lu family ever treated you badly?Is this how you repay us?

——Wangchen has been very possessive since he was a child. He has to buy a separate TV for his room. He likes to play billiards and buys a pool table. But he never watches TV in the room and never plays billiards at home. Do you know why? ?Because he is just used to possession, it doesn't mean he has much affection for these things.

——He likes you today and raises you in this house, and he can raise others in other houses tomorrow.

——Wangchen didn't know that I had looked for you, I hope you don't be ungrateful and hurt our father and son's relationship by talking too much, and I hope you can see all this clearly as soon as possible, because Wangchen will get married sooner or later.

When Lu Wangchen's father, Lu Hai, found him a few months ago, he had already shed too many tears, and now it seems a bit hypocritical to cry again.

It took Xu Cheng several months to finally prove that Lu Hai was right. Lu Wangchen had only possessive desire for him and no love for him, and he had no reason to stay.

Still squatting in front of the suitcase in a daze, Xu Cheng was suddenly surrounded by a pair of strong arms from behind, and he fell back weightlessly, hitting his back against the solid chest of the person behind him.

"Don't go." Lu Wangchen's voice was hoarse, and his warm breath brushed against his ears.

He didn't know when Lu Wangchen had come out of the master bedroom.

"I, I've found a good house." Xu Cheng said with downcast eyes.

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Xu Cheng was pulled up and forced to turn around to face Lu Wangchen.Lu Wangchen pinched his thin shoulders, frowned sharply, and asked, "You just came back, when did you find the house?"

"Friend." Xu Cheng didn't want to lie, and felt that there was no need to lie.

"Which friend?"

Lu Wangchen exerted some force on his fingertips, and Xu Cheng was gasping for breath in pain, and tears flowed out again. His eyes were red and he asked, "Which friend has anything to do with you? If you can make friends, I can't?"

Lu Wangchen's strength was obviously relaxed a lot, his face was visibly gloomy, and his eyebrows moved slightly: "Is that the man from that day?"

After Xu Cheng nodded, Lu Wangchen asked straight to the point: "Does he like men?"

This time Xu Cheng didn't give any response, but the distance was too close, all his emotions could be sensed clearly, ten years of tacit understanding, Lu Wangchen almost immediately had the answer, his heart sank down suddenly, and he choked Holding Xu Cheng's wrist, there was an imperceptible tremor in his voice: "Xu Cheng, how dare you find another man."

Xu Cheng was powerless to explain, he just felt too tired, now he no longer expected to get a gentle kiss after crying, but only hoped that before the tears on his cheeks were dried, Lu Wangchen would let go of his hand and give him the last decency.

"Wangchen, let's get together and get separated." Xu Cheng twitched the corners of his mouth, but couldn't force a smile out.

With a stiff body, he was hugged by Lu Wangchen, and he heard Lu Wangchen say: "If you are angry with me because of something I said before that was not nice, I apologize to you, okay? I apologize to you.

"I can't accept breaking up, I can't accept it, what can I do to forgive me, tell me, okay, as long as you don't break up with me.

"How can you look at other men, you should only see me, Xiaocheng, I don't allow you to like others, I don't allow it."

The washing machine outside the balcony made a beeping sound after washing. Xu Cheng patted Lu Wangchen's arm and said softly, "Let me help you hang the clothes."

Lu Wangchen trembled violently all over, hugged him even tighter, his arms couldn't stop shaking, and said, "Xiao Cheng, can you tell me what I did wrong?"

Xu Cheng smiled wryly and thought, whose fault is it that Lu Wangchen doesn't love him.

Maybe after working so hard, he still couldn't make Lu Wangchen fall in love with him, because he was really useless.

Finally, Lu Wangchen finally let go of him, squeezed his chin to force him to look up, and said in a cold voice: "You look at me and say you don't love me anymore, and I will let you go."

Lu Wangchen expected that Xu Cheng would not be able to say this.

Xu Cheng laughed suddenly, the smile was uglier than crying, and murmured: "I don't want to love anymore."

Lu Wangchen was stunned.

After Xu Cheng left, Lu Wangchen sat on the sofa for a long time.

Compared to "I don't love you", Xu Cheng's "I don't want to love you anymore" is like a blunt knife lingering at him.

It turns out that all his capital, the capital he can use to show his sense of superiority, is Xu Cheng's love for him. Once Xu Cheng stops loving him, he will be nothing. He can't even find any reason to keep this people.

And Xu Cheng no longer loves him, or is unwilling to continue to love him, which is the only possibility that he has never imagined for so many years, so he is more and more arrogant because Xu Cheng always loves him. Forgive him unconditionally.

The hangover has not been relieved, and the headache accompanied by fever hits again. Lu Wangchen can hardly concentrate on thinking about what went wrong between him and Xu Cheng. Where did the boxes go.

When Xu Cheng talked to him last time, he just kept his eyes on the game interface on the screen, and just dealt with it with a few words.

After walking around the house, Lu Wangchen suddenly realized that the things in the house had hardly changed.In order to verify his idea, he checked the master bedroom, living room, bathroom, and balcony in sequence, and found that Xu Cheng only took a few pieces of clothing with him, and almost everything else was intact.

There are only two possibilities for taking away less.The first is that this person will come back again, and the second is that this person has never belonged here.

Lu Wangchen felt cool from his back to his limbs. He sat down on the sofa and said to himself, "Xiao Cheng, did you misunderstand something?"