love is simple

Xiao Cheng's diary

<September 1998, 9, Tuesday, the weather was fine, the sunset was beautiful, and the mood was fine>

Today I officially became a junior high school student. On the first day of school, I met a lot of new classmates. There are also a few elementary school classmates who are also in the same class as me. I don’t know why. , I found that I was already half a head shorter than them!

Fortunately, Jiang Da is still as tall as me [cross out] short, otherwise I would really lose face!

I also saw the elder brother of the rich family that my father mentioned today.

For the sake of his dog-like appearance, I don't care about him saying that I am stupid today. How can I say that I am stupid if the zipper of the schoolbag is broken, but the boss of the zipper factory is stupid!It made me pick up the paper for a long time.

It's also my fault that I slept in again today, I didn't have time to organize my schoolbag, and I carried all the sixth grade papers to school on the first day of school.

But in fact, I'm not that stupid, at least I carry my schoolbag by myself, unlike that big brother who asked his father to help him carry the schoolbag.

<June 1998, 10, Friday, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

Today, the last game card that Jiang Da and I can play also broke. I guess it may have been broken by us during the National Day a few days ago. It’s really sad!

Jiang Da asked me to go to my elder brother to borrow a game card, but I didn't dare. Although I have gone to and from school with him for a month, we have never spoken to each other!He closes his eyes every time in the car, I don't know if he is sleeping. I guess it may be that high school is hard.

I don't know if I will be admitted to high school in the future, but my father told me to graduate from junior high school and become an apprentice to my uncle.My uncle runs a restaurant, so I don't want to be a chef. I'm so overwhelmed by the pot, I wonder why my mother can turn the pot upside down.

Let's open a dessert shop in the future. Making desserts should be easier than cooking.

<On Monday, October 1998, 10, the weather was fine and my mood turned cloudy>

Today, because I slept in again, my father was late to pick up that brother.He seemed very unhappy. In fact, I shouldn't have asked to borrow the game card at this time, but I didn't expect it to be successful. The big brother also said that I could pick whatever I wanted! (It must be my personality charm that convinced him)

I wrote him a paper agreement and agreed to go to his house to pick up game cards on Friday night, so that there will be games to play for two days on the weekend!

Remarks: The game cards are fun: Contra, Super Mario, Tank Wars, MapleStory, Metal Slug series, King of Fighters series...

I don't know what game cards will be in that brother's house, nervous!

<Friday, March 1998, 10, the weather was fine and the mood was fine>

I didn't expect Brother Lu's home to have all the games I wrote in my diary that day!And he has a lot of comics!It costs a lot of money to rent comics in bookstores. My New Year’s money has been spent long ago. I haven’t rented comics for a long time. I have read the ones uploaded by the class several times. It would be great if those comics from brother Lu’s house belonged to me!

In fact, Brother Xiao Lu is really nice. He lent me the game card to keep me for dinner, treated me to fruit and ice cream, and finally took me home personally.

Look at it this way, he is such a nice guy!

However, although Xiao Lu’s family has everything, I feel that he is not very happy, he doesn’t smile every day, and he still smokes, no wonder I always feel that there is something about him. (It smells like tobacco!)

When I came back in the evening, my mother asked me what I had for dinner. I couldn’t tell, but I just remembered that they were all delicious and delicious dishes.

<On Monday, October 1998, 10, the weather was fine and my mood turned cloudy>

It’s another annoying Monday. Why are there so many subjects in junior high school? I learned the next subject and forgot to take the next one. The results of last week’s quiz came out. I feel that after graduation, I may really be going to mess with the pot.

My mother is learning how to make orange cakes by herself recently, and today she asked me to bring a pack of them to Brother Lu, he may also like orange cakes, and even said that I can continue to ask him to borrow comics to read in the future!so happy!From now on, Little Brother Lu will be my real brother!

I want to go to Jiang Da's house to play games, but he still hasn't avenged me against the King of Fighters yesterday!This villain still has to rely on tricks to beat me, unlike the last time Little Brother Lu beat me, he didn't seem to even look at the screen. (Although it's embarrassing for me to say such a thing, but it's casual in the diary)

Hurry to Friday!

<Sunday, November 1998, 11, the weather was cloudy and the mood was fine>

The mid-term exam is coming soon, and I still can't help but go to brother Lu's house to read comics.Slam Dunk is really good-looking. Last time I told Jiang Da that Rukawa Kaede is so handsome, but unfortunately I don’t like Akagi Haruko, so it’s a pity to replace Haruko. Jiang Da said that I am not normal, he said that boys want to be Rukawa Kaede who is ruthless, No one would substitute themselves for Haruko Akagi.

What nonsense, I just feel sorry for Haruko, but I don't want to become Haruko!

If being a boy has to be so ruthless, I don't want to be a boy [cross out the whole line]

I don't want to be Kaede Rukawa, I want to be Kaede Rukawa's friend, I have such a great friend, rounded up, I am also very good!

I saw brother Lu playing basketball a few times on the playground, and the only impression I had was that there were so many girls who brought him water!

I want to loudly advise Haruko all over the world in my diary, you are much better than Rukawa Kaede, Rukawa Kaede is just a piece of wood, very powerful wood, don't try to move a piece of wood! (But brother Lu is not wood)

<June 1998, 11, Friday, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

The results of the mid-term test came out this week, and they were worse than the usual quiz results. I only scored more than [-] points in the math test. My mother punished me not to go out to play tonight. Is it my fault that I failed the test?It's because the school made the questions too difficult!I'm in a bad mood, so that's all for today's diary.

<July 1998, 11, Saturday, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

Today, Jiang Da went to work with his parents (his parents were not laid off), and I went to Brother Xiao Lu’s house to read comics, only to find that it was my fault that I failed the exam. I found an old picture of my brother in a comic book. In the paper, his English score was 1. It was terrible. It was higher than No.[-] in our class!Why is he doing so well in the exam after seeing him playing every day!

<Sunday, November 1998, 11, the weather was fine and the mood was fine>

I took a sneak peek today. It turned out that Brother Xiaolu is not playing all the time. He has a strong self-control. Every time he plays a game or two, he memorizes words and brushes the questions. It is really amazing. He plays the game well. Good grades too!In my heart, I feel that he is a little bit stronger than Rukawa Feng.

In this world, someone must become a very powerful person, so I will become a friend of a very powerful person!

<Saturday, May 1998, 12, the weather was fine and the mood was fine>

It's winter and it's so cold, I still can't help but want to go to brother Lu's house. I wore a scarf when I went out today, but my nose was still so cold.

Little brother Lu is so kind, he poured hot tea for me, he didn’t get angry when I almost spilled the tea on his keyboard, and even taught me how to play games, little brother Lu is so handsome when playing games, if he is My dear brother will be fine!

Today I asked him what he thought of the Orange Cake, and he said "Not bad", it's not bad because he likes it!Next time, I will ask my mother to make some more and take it with me. Brother Lu is so good, he deserves the best orange cake in the world!

Jiang Da seems to have made new friends at school. Recently, he always hangs out with his classmates and asks if I want to be together. I choose between Jiang Da’s friends and my friends, or choose my friend—— Brother Lu.

<Sunday, November 1998, 12, the weather was fine and the mood was fine>

Jiang Da has been jumping high and touching the door frame recently. He said that no girl would like a short boy, so he has to work hard to grow taller.

Then I have to work hard to grow taller, because little brother Lu is tall, I want to match him!

Words are difficult to memorize, math problems are difficult to solve, and it is too difficult to have brother Lu's grades. I feel that it will be easier to get close to him in height.

Today I saw brother Lu playing billiards at home for the first time (brother Xiao Lu taught me a little about billiards). Brother Lu is tall, with long hands and legs, and he is very good-looking when playing billiards. I patronize him to watch him , The ice cream dripped all over the floor and didn't find it, it's too shameful. (I erased them all later!)

Supplement: I can still eat ice cream in winter because Brother Lu’s house has heating, hahaha!

I don't know why, but hearing the sound of those balls hitting each other on the table makes my heart beat very fast.

Is it because of a guilty conscience?Suddenly I was a little scared that Brother Lu would find out that I had been secretly observing him.

Never mind, what's wrong with peeking, it's not against the law to peek!

〈December 1998, 12, Sunday, the weather was fine, and the mood turned cloudy〉

Today I plucked up the courage to help Jiang Da ask about borrowing comic books. Unexpectedly, brother Lu suddenly lost his temper. I have never seen him lose his temper before. Today I was really shocked.

Little brother Lu said that his home is not a library.

In fact, it's normal for him not to know Jiang Da well and not to borrow books, but I shouldn't ask him to borrow books for others, alas, I really made a mistake in this matter!

Brother Xiao Lu also said that he only lent his books to me. I didn't quite understand what he meant, but he was really kind, and I had to be nice to him!

<Wednesday, April 1999, 1, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

I didn't expect that the first time brother Lu wrote me a note, he actually asked me not to go to his house before the final exam, because I had to prepare well for the final exam.

The original words of the note were: It’s almost the end of the term, don’t come to my house before the exam is over, review carefully, and return the comics to me after the final exam.

Little brother Lu's handwriting is so beautiful!Then I won't be mad at him.

I have to think about what kind of note I'm going to give him back tomorrow, or be cool and say "Got it, I wasn't even going"?

Forget it, after a while he really won't be well, I still really want to go.

<February 1999, 2, Saturday, sunny weather, unknown mood>

Today is the first day of the winter vacation, I returned the books on time, and brought orange cake to brother Lu, I don’t know why, he seems unhappy, could it be related to his family?It feels like they don't communicate much at home. (Today is the first time I met his family, his sister is so cute)

I was scolded by him again, he called me stupid, am I really stupid?

I may be really stupid, because I still don't know why he called me stupid.

I just cry.

Looking at me this way, I seem to be really stupid. Brother Xiaolu won't hate me just because I'm stupid.

But he still sent me home, and even said that he would pick me up to his house in person in the future.

How can I let him pick me up!Originally, it was already troublesome for him to send me back.

Looking at it this way, I am really ignorant.

There is one more thing I don't know if I can write it in the diary.

I seem to be kissed.

<February 1999, 2, New Year’s Eve, the weather was fine and the mood was fine>

It’s Chinese New Year, I’m so happy, I almost forgot to write in my diary, I’ve already climbed into bed and got out of bed to write.

I haven't seen him for a whole winter vacation, and I have memorized half of the vocabulary.I will call him tonight, and when I know that I can go to his house again after the Chinese New Year, I will be so happy that I will go crazy!

Burning can rewind so fast is entirely because of him, he is so good, he is so good, he is so good.

I found a book in the bookstore two days ago. In the book, it says that kissing the eyes means that the other party wants to get close to you, but it doesn't say whether this kiss is suitable for boys and boys.

I guess it should be applicable, little brother Lu is so smart, he will never do anything wrong, I have to trust him.

Little Brother Lu wants to get close to me, and I want to get close to him too.

I finally became Rukawa Kaede's friend!

<February 1999, 10, Saturday, sunny weather, unknown mood>

It's been a long time since I wrote about him in my diary. I seem to have become a coward, afraid that I will be seen through by him.

〈October 1999, 10, Sunday, the weather was fine and my mood was unknown〉

I secretly went to Internet cafes to find a lot of information, only to find out that boys can also like boys. It turns out that there are many boys in the world who secretly like boys like me.

Boys and boys can also fall in love.

<August 1999, 10, Friday, sunny weather, unknown mood>

In the car recently, I also learned from him to close our eyes and meditate. After getting off the car, we separated and left. It seemed that we had become strangers after leaving the villa.

Is it possible that he likes me too!If he doesn't like me, bless him never to see my mind, I don't want him to hate me.

<February 1999, 12, Saturday, sunny weather, unknown mood>

I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid, it turns out that brother Lu also likes me!I am not unrequited love!We are in love with each other!But I actually missed responding to Little Brother Lu's confession!I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid, will he dislike me because of my stupidity!

Forget it, I'm so stupid, he still doesn't like me, I don't deserve such a good brother Lu!

My eyes seem a little swollen from crying, my parents are asleep, I dare not go to the toilet to wash my face, I'd better go to bed first, I hope the swelling will subside tomorrow.