love is simple

Xiao Cheng's diary

<January 2000, 1, Monday, the weather was fine and the mood was fine>

Before I knew it, my diary was written until 2000. Time flies so fast. I had too much fun in the past two days and forgot to write a diary. Today I will make up for it.

I'm with Wang Chen!We are in love together! (It's Wangchen, not brother Lu)

As for how to confirm the relationship, I have already remembered everything in my heart, so I won't write it in the diary.

<Friday, March 2000, 3, the weather was fine and the mood was fine>

It turns out that this is what it feels like to fall in love secretly. In front of others, they are ordinary friends, and they can kiss behind closed doors.He likes to kiss so much. To be honest, I am very shy, but I like this feeling very much.

I secretly went to watch him play basketball, and found that he no longer accepted the water that the girl gave him.

Girls, do you see that men are all wood, and they don't deserve your kindness to them.

I almost forgot, I'm also a man, and recently I've been substituting myself for Haruko Akagi.Jiang Da is right, I may not be normal.

But I like him, and he likes me, isn't that enough?Doesn't matter what gender he is.

<Saturday, May 2000, 5, the weather was fine and the mood was fine>

He was playing games and let me sit on his lap. I am so ashamed. I was almost seen by Aunt Mei today and killed this man.

<Sunday, May 2000, 5, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

Today he helped me with my homework, and I felt like he was mad at me. Is it like what he said, I am really stupid, and I can't teach no matter what.I have also worked very hard, and now I spend the time reading comics doing math problems at night.

I hope he doesn't dislike me, I will work hard to be worthy of him.

He said if I pass math next time, he will take me fishing!

It suddenly occurred to me that I haven't been to the stream for a long time, and I hope I can go after the middle school exam next year!

Stop writing a diary!I'm going to do the quiz now!

<June 2000, 6, Friday, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

It's going to be summer vacation soon, and I can't read books at all, so uncomfortable!Now when I go to his house, he doesn’t let me read comics or play games, and forces me to read and do my homework every day!

Is he my boyfriend or my teacher? !

But I will not be angry with him, I will never lose my temper with him, he is so kind, I know he is for my own good!I really like him!

<July 2000, 7, Saturday, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

On the first day of summer vacation, I made him unhappy. He was not at home. I went to the billiard room down the mountain to look for him, but he got angry and said that there were a bunch of old men over there, and I went there to cause trouble for him.I am so wronged, I just miss him.

But he said that if I caused trouble for him, I must be wrong, so I will change, and I will change everything he doesn't like.I won't go to the billiard room by myself in the future!I swear!

<Monday, July 2000, 7, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

It's been ten days, and he hasn't come to look for me, and he hasn't even called home. Such a big living person hasn't looked for him for ten days, and he didn't notice anything, how careless!

Then I have to go to his house tomorrow to remind him personally.

Brother, your little one has been missing for ten days, but don't worry, he's back by himself now.

<Tuesday, July 2000, 7, the weather was fine and the mood was fine>

It's my birthday today, and he gave me a watch that looks like the one he's been wearing all the time, but on a smaller scale.

It feels very expensive and I can't charge it!But when he personally put it on my hand, I couldn't bear to take it off at all.

Because he personally put it on my hand, it has a strong sense of ritual, just like wearing a ring.

I really like him, I hope he keeps his word, never gets married, and only treats me well.

I'm just that selfish!So unreasonable!

Lu Wangchen, you dog man, stay with me for the rest of your life.

<Wednesday, July 2000, 7, the weather was fine and my mood turned cloudy>

When I was having lunch today, my parents found the watch on their hands. They studied my watch for a long time, but none of us knew the goods, so we thought the dial was very beautiful.

Dad said very seriously that you can't accept things that are too expensive, even if we are in a good relationship.

At my father's request, I finally took the watch back to him, but I couldn't help crying in front of him, feeling wronged. In fact, I don't have the habit of wearing a watch. I just want to have something related to him. .

He kissed me and said he was all mine.

My feelings for him seem to have escalated from liking to him, but I dare not say that word.

<Monday, July 2000, 8, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

Recently, Jiang Da became obsessed with collecting game cards, and gave me a few. I took them to Wangchen's house to play, but he scolded me again. He said that I will be in the third year of junior high school soon, and I can't stop doing my job.

He threw the cards into the trash can. I was afraid that he would be angry, so I kept holding back and finished writing the whole paper without crying, but when he came to hug me later, I couldn't help it, crying so much that I almost alarmed Mei. Auntie, I don't know why I cry so much.

Later, when he took me to play two games, I was not angry with him at all. I was really useless.

He said he shouldn't kill me.

He always said that, and he always attacked me.

But he blamed me because I did something wrong, so I never blamed him.

I won't blame him, he's so good, I'll never blame him.

<September 2000, 9, Friday, the weather was rainy and the mood was cloudy>

I have entered the third year of junior high school, and he has also entered the third year of high school. We all felt a very tense learning atmosphere as soon as school started.

The third year of senior high school has classes on Saturdays, and I usually have more late self-study than the third year of junior high school. School ends at ten o'clock in the evening, so I can't go home with him by car.

My father asked me to take the bus home after school. In fact, I didn’t really want to go home. I told my family that I would stay in school and study by myself at night. In fact, most of the time I went to the senior three building. His classroom is in On the fourth floor, I waited for him with my homework in the empty classroom on the third floor. Even if I could only meet him for 10 minutes after class, I would be satisfied.

Gradually, his classmates all knew that he had a younger brother in junior high school. He would eat with his younger brother in the cafeteria every day after school. When he was playing, his younger brother would watch him by the side.

In fact, he took me to play basketball a few times, but I was too stupid, and the ball would easily leave scars on my body. Later, he stopped taking me and asked me to play table tennis in the auditorium.

<July 2000, 11, Saturday, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

Today is his birthday, but I made him angry again.

Today he invited his classmates to play in the villa, and then he had a conflict with a male classmate because of me. He said he wanted to teach me how to play billiards. If Wangchen wanted to beat him because of this, then Wangchen made a mistake this time.

But if it wasn't for me, Wangchen wouldn't hit people. Every time he gets angry, it's because of me. He curses and beats people because of me. He is so good and outstanding, but he is always angry because of me.

He is a star in the sky, I made him dusty, and in the end it was my fault.

<Saturday, March 2001, 3, the weather was cloudy and the mood was cloudy>

When I was having dinner today, I heard from my father that Wang Chen will be leaving the country in half a year.

It's already three o'clock in the morning, and I still can't sleep. Wangchen never mentioned to me about going abroad, even if I asked him not long ago where he wanted to take the exam in the future, at that time he told me that everything would take its course.

I don't know if I should take the initiative to ask him about going abroad, but he has been getting more and more busy with his studies recently, and he seems to be preparing for some kind of exam, and he will go back to City A to take the exam in April.

Now I kind of want to understand, this exam is to prepare for going abroad, right?

I'm really afraid, maybe Little Brother Lu has never belonged here before.

It was never mine either.

<Wednesday, April 2001, 4, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

My grades in the recent mock exams have been very good. The class teacher said that it is not a problem to get into high school. My parents are very happy, and brother Lu is also very happy, but it seems that I am the only one who is not happy.

When I think of not having brother Lu in high school, I feel very sad.I kind of want to go out as an apprentice, so that I can make money early, and I can buy a plane ticket to find him later.

Because it seems useless to be admitted to high school. Many people still do the same thing as they graduated from junior high school, at least in Spring City.

<July 2001, 4, Saturday, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

Today Brother Lu took the initiative to tell me about going abroad. I also told him that I don't want to go to high school and want to go out to make money. I didn't expect that he didn't talk to me for several hours. I kept begging him to talk to me, but he just put I treat him as a transparent person, and he ignores me when I cry, and doesn't come to comfort me.

Later I heard him say: "You small local people are short-sighted."

I cried and begged him: "Don't you dislike me."

He also said: "You go to high school, and then go to city A, we can be together for the rest of our lives."

Okay, I'll take the exam, I'm going to high school, I'm going to city A, even if you say I'm small and short-sighted, I'll admit it, as long as you always like me.

Fortunately, he hugged me in the end and kept saying to me: "Xiao Cheng, you must go to City A, Brother Lu will be with you for the rest of your life."

I like that he calls me Xiaocheng, just like I call him Wangchen.

<Thursday, July 2001, 7, the weather was sunny and the mood was cloudy>

Today I realized my wish from last year—going to play in the stream after the senior high school entrance examination, but I didn’t expect to make brother Lu angry again. He grabbed me out of the stream and told me not to look for him again.

He was still angry, even though I had told him in advance that I wanted to play in the water, including reporting the time, place and accompanying people to him.

He said "whatever you want" and I thought he agreed.

In fact, I most want to play in the water with him, but I know he doesn't like to go to the countryside, so I have to go with my classmates.

I couldn't stand myself making him angry again and again, I would feel it was my fault, so I cried in front of him again.

Why am I wrong in everything I do? Is it because I am so useless? What did I do wrong? I really don’t know what I did wrong.

If it is wrong to like someone too much, then I must be heinous.

<August 2001, 8, Friday, sunny weather, unknown mood>

The holidays go by so quickly, brother Lu is going to go abroad soon, and I will report to high school soon.

It’s really blissful to stay with him for the whole summer vacation, we play games, watch TV and movies together, he even takes me to the video studio, but he warns me that I’m not allowed to go when he’s not around, in fact I always Not to mention, I don't like the smell of smoke in the video hall, and I definitely won't go there when he's not around.

I have read almost all the books in his family, so he accompanied me to the bookstore to read during the summer vacation.

By the way, he also bought me a whole new set of Pokémon game cards, he said that I should not have thrown away my cards at that time, and hoped that I would not be mad at him.

He really thinks too much, how can I be angry with him, I will never be angry with him, I will only be angry with myself.

If one day I no longer like him, it must be very disappointed with myself, not with him.

He is so good, how could I be disappointed in him.