Shocked in late autumn

After the extremely shocking early morning, Xu Chenyu knew that Ji Songlin had already prepared everything, including air tickets, concert tickets, accommodation, and even the taxi driver who picked him up.

For the 521st time, Xu Chenyu sighed in his heart, how many good things he did in his previous life, God was willing to send Ji Songlin to him.

The two of them would walk on the boulevard to the immigration hall. In winter, there were not many pedestrians on the street, so it seemed a bit deserted.

Xu Chenyu was wearing a royal blue down jacket. Under the strong color contrast, his skin immersed in the cold air was extremely fair, like a snowman made of frost.Ji Songlin was also wearing a down jacket, but it was black, and he wore a high-necked black sweater. He felt much more mature than before. The two of them were too close, and the fabrics on their shoulders rubbed against each other, making slight noises from time to time.

The certificate processing hall was surprisingly lively, mixed with stickiness and noise, and there was a long queue in front of every window. Ji Songlin knew that Xu Chenyu was not used to too noisy places, so he turned slightly sideways to block the turbulent crowd for Xu Chenyu: " Or you go to the door and wait, and I'll do it."

Xu Chenyu also turned sideways to stop the children running around on the other side for Ji Songlin. In this way, the two faced each other, and they were close together, giving the illusion of intertwined breathing.

"It's okay, there are two more."

Ji Songlin reminded: "Then you find out your ID card first." Yu Xi was in the middle.

Xu Chenyu took out his wallet, and the moment he opened it, Ji Songlin saw the photo of himself in middle school together with the Ping An buckle, he blinked in a daze, then looked at the person in front of him, he hung down Eyelids, looking for the ID card wholeheartedly, the straight bridge of the nose gleaming, and the face is like a clear jade, this appearance can burn Ji Songlin's eyes.

The surroundings were too noisy, Xu Chenyu immediately put away his wallet, intending to take two steps back, but didn't notice what secret Ji Songlin had spied.

The staff at the window was a very young woman. She took the ID card, handed out two forms, and said in a businesslike manner: "First go to the side and fill out the form, and then hand it in for stamping."

There was a little boy on the left with a paper airplane and a lollipop in his hand. He rushed over from nowhere and bumped his head on Ji Songlin's thigh, waking Ji Songlin who was in a daze.

The child slipped on the soles of his feet and almost fell backwards. Fortunately, Xu Chenyu was quick and hugged the child.

There are mixed fish and dragons here, people come and go, Xu Chenyu squatted down and talked to him: "Little friend, there are too many people here, don't run around. Where are your parents?"

The little boy was about seven or eight years old, and there was still panic on his young face, but he was quite sensible. After standing still, he glanced at Xu Chenyu, and said in a childish voice: "My father is there...Thank you brother. He knew that he was wrong and bumped into someone, so he raised his head and said to Ji Songlin, "Uncle, I'm sorry, I didn't bump into you on purpose."

uncle?Although 26 years old is not particularly young, but I don't know what this kid thinks, his name is Xu Chenyu's brother, but his name is Ji Songlin's uncle, there is only one year difference between the two!

Ji Songlin twitched the corner of his mouth, and said three words stiffly: "It's okay..."

Xu Chenyu held back his laughter so hard that his ears turned red.The little boy was so innocent that he didn't notice anything. He squatted down, clumsily picked up the lollipop and paper airplane on the ground, and then ran away.

The sound of the pen rubbing against the paper was overwhelmed by the excitement. Xu Chenyu lowered his head to fill out the form. He couldn't help but peek at Ji Songlin sideways. His eyes fell on his shoes. Only then did he notice that he was wearing a pair of black leather shoes, black clothes and black trousers. There is no bright color on the whole body, perhaps because of the dress, the person looks a lot calmer, but Xu Chenyu's eyes can still be amazed.

Then I thought, no wonder the child called him uncle, the corners of his mouth curled up unconsciously, his whole body trembled with a smile, and even his handwriting was crooked.

"Mr. Xu, is it that funny?" Ji Songlin said "Ai ai" twice, put down the photocopier, and took the copy of his ID card and dusted it in the air.

"Uncle...Uncle Ji..." Xu Chenyu repeated, and finally laughed out loud.

Seeing him smiling so joyously, Ji Songlin folded the paper in half along the corner, walked to Xu Chenyu, and lowered his voice in the noisy hall: "The kid called you brother, but he called me uncle. There is a difference in seniority between the two, so what should you call me?"

Xu Chenyu bent down a little with a smile, and when he heard this sentence, he raised his eyes and looked at Ji Songlin with a playful look: "Say it yourself, what should I call you?"

Ji Songlin moved closer, separated the sea of ​​people, and whispered in his ear: "Call me brother too."

The voice was deep and magnetic, and it breathed out between Ji Songlin's teeth and entered Xu Chenyu's ears, creating a little moisture, which made him shrug his shoulders involuntarily.

The title "brother" is used between two men as brothers, but when used between lovers, it will produce a variety of feelings, including love and ambiguity.

Caught off guard and being molested, this person is really, more and more straightforward and bold.

Xu Chenyu clicked his tongue and sighed, and retorted: "Now...you have learned to take advantage of me?"

"No, it's just that I suddenly feel that I'm really a little old." Ji Songlin lowered his head and sighed, pretending to be like that.

He deliberately turned his face to the other side, Xu Chenyu couldn't see his expression, but the sigh actually stepped on his heart, his tone softened, and he coaxed in a very small voice: "You are not old, you have a young heart People never grow old."

It's pretty easy to lie... How can this person be so cute when he's acting stupid.

Ji Songlin turned around with a smile, revealing his clean and white teeth like shells. Xu Chenyu immediately understood what was going on, and was about to criticize him when he heard the staff not far away urging him.

"Please fill in quickly, there are still people queuing up behind."

"Oh, I'm sorry, my endorsement has expired and I have to reapply, please." Xu Chenyu straightened his expression and hurriedly handed over the form: "This is a copy of the ID card."

After the seal was stamped on the two red books, the staff handed out the re-applied documents, and the person in line behind him suddenly stepped forward, sat down on the chair, and shouted loudly about the business he wanted to handle.

The place is so chaotic, Xu Chenyu patted Ji Songlin on the shoulder and signaled him to go first, the two of them took two or three steps, and the worker shouted angrily: "Oh, sir, don't hurry, you still have to go!" Sign it for confirmation..."

Halfway through the road, it would be a pain for the two of them to squeeze back together. Xu Chenyu patted him on the shoulder and motioned: "You go first, see you at the door."

Ji Songlin told him to be careful, and managed to break out of the crowd. The air in the open space was fresh, and the sticky atmosphere in the hall was blown away by the wind. He stood in a corner, but saw Shicai hit him. The little boy sat on the ground and cried, with tears and snot all over his face, crying very sadly.

He walked over and squatted down, only to see the colorful lollipops shattered all over the floor. The little boy didn't speak or pay attention to anyone, just kept crying.

Ji Songlin kindly said: "My little friend, what's wrong with you?"

Looking up, I saw Ji Songlin exposed to the shattering sunlight, his eyebrows and eyes were as handsome as mountains and rivers, but the child didn't understand the beauty of color, so he was out of breath crying in this soft questioning, his whole body was twitching, and he opened his mouth to cry Shouted: "I want daddy, daddy... woo woo woo..."

In the cold weather, the child shrank into a meat ball, sat on the steps withered, pursed his lips and shed tears, Ji Songlin took out a tissue and blew his nose: "Then where are your parents? Uncle will take you to find them ...."

The child sucked his nose and exhaled a sparkling snot bubble: "I don't know... Dad... I can't find it... Dad doesn't want... me..." He spoke intermittently.

Ji Songlin took out a tissue to wipe his nose, and coaxed him patiently: "Don't cry, your father should look for you again, why is he reluctant to—"

A gust of howling wind blew up from behind, and Ji Songlin suddenly felt a strong attack. Before he could finish speaking, he was suddenly pulled up by the back of his neck, and a shout came from above his head: Who are you?Don't touch my son. "

Ji Songlin was pushed by the middle-aged man's collar tightly, his gait was unsteady, he staggered back, his right ankle slammed into the steps, just happened to hit the numbness, the pain made him frown.

He was about to argue with the indiscriminate man, but his wrist bones were held by a pair of warm hands. Looking sideways, it was Xu Chenyu.

Xu Chenyu hid him behind him, as if protecting him: "Where did you hit? Did you get hurt?"

"It's okay, it's just a little numb in the feet." Ji Songlin shook his head immediately, only said that there was no serious problem after bumping him, and then patted him on the shoulder to signal him not to worry.

The little boy sobbed and said something to his father. The man scratched his hair and his face turned a little red. I thought... I thought you were a bad person... How is your foot, are you okay?"

Ji Songlin was really unlucky today, sometimes he was called uncle, and sometimes he was treated as a bad person, he couldn't help but laugh, he moved his ankle calmly, and after standing still, he said generously: "It doesn't matter, it's just a misunderstanding …”

The man was the father of the child, and he came to apply for the certificate. He accidentally lost the child in the crowd, and he searched around four or five times in a panic. When he saw the child sitting on the steps, squatting beside a stranger he didn’t know, he immediately became furious. Only then did he sing an oolong farce. After the man explained clearly, he smiled awkwardly.

The father walked up to the little boy again, squatted in front of the child and coaxed him patiently: "Okay, okay, don't cry, daddy told you to wait for me next to Uncle Security." Seeing the child crying , he made a serious face on purpose, and threatened: "If you cry again, you will be captured by the big bad wolf and eaten!"

The child was really frightened, and he didn't dare to cry unscrupulously. He pinched his little hands and said with his big tongue, "I told myself...don't...don't be angry, daddy."

Ji Songlin's gaze was fixed on the father and son. The man who put on a loving expression had dark skin, his face was engraved with time, and his cloudy eyes were full of love for the children. He was the kind of father that can be seen everywhere in the streets and alleys. , nothing special, but it made him stare blankly.

Xu Chenyu noticed the change in his mood, and there was curiosity and envy in his eyes, maybe Ji Songlin thought of his father.

On the way back, the cold wind blew wildly, the sidewalk was covered with golden yellow dead leaves, and the soles of the shoes would make a slight crackling sound when stepped on.

Xu Chenyu walked beside him: "What are you thinking?"

Ji Songlin smiled, his innate sense of leisure floated, and it was especially strong at this moment: "When I was young, I would wonder what it's like to have a father?" Maybe there will be no chance in this life, he recalled, Just like telling a story, he said slowly: "The father at the same table in elementary school has a very easy-going personality. He picks up his son from school every day, sometimes rides a bike, sometimes walks, and he will give me a ride on the day of the ride.... ...There lived an old man next door to the courtyard, with a pair of sons and daughters. He was very serious to his son, but very fond of his younger daughter. I often saw him taking his daughter out for a walk..."

He spoke very lightly, and stopped here, Xu Chenyu still heard his undulating thoughts wrapped in calm words: "Did you feel lonely when you were a child?"

Ji Songlin lowered his head, looking at the dead leaves falling one after another: "Actually, I can't remember clearly. I prefer to remember those novel and exciting things. As for difficulties, they are only a small part of life. " Ji Songlin looked at Xu Chenyu's face tenderly: "Besides, God has treated me very well."

Unknowingly, his footsteps became slower, Xu Chenyu took Ji Songlin's Weiliang hand, and put it in his pocket together with his own: "Then do you still miss him now?"

This 'he' naturally refers to Ji Songlin's father, Ji Songlin rubbed the tip of his nose: "Occasionally, I would fantasize about what he looks like, how tall he is, whether he is fat or thin, tall or short...."

Xu Chenyu sketched Ji Fengyang's face in his mind. According to Shen Xilan, that man should have clear eyes like a deer, elegant temperament, and looks like a scholar.

Ji Songlin sighed and said with emotion: "However, for me, the past is in the past."

Xu Chenyu said, "Don't you want to look back?"

"The road ahead is beautiful, so why stand still." Ji Songlin spoke freely, but in a calm tone, there was still a hint of regret, like a jade that was intact on the surface with an inconspicuous crack shattered.

Xu Chenyu secretly made a decision in his heart, but he didn't intend to tell Ji Songlin yet, he just said: "Maybe one day in the future, you will also meet. Just like the story you told, all of us will meet again in the end."

future?Ji Songlin tried to imagine that scene, and the first thought that popped into his mind was 'Even if we meet each other without knowing each other, the face is covered with dust, and the temples are like frost'.

Xu Chenyu didn't continue to follow the topic, but just held the hands in his pockets tighter. As a lover, he only needs to accompany him for a quiet walk, and as a confidant, he needs to be relaxed so that he won't be in a dilemma .

At dusk, Mo Lan nibbled away at the remnant clouds bit by bit, and after returning to the apartment, the sky had turned into a hazy night and a hazy moon.

The flight took off at [-] o'clock tomorrow morning. After dinner, the two of them were busy packing their luggage. Xu Chenyu was a rough guy when it came to packing clothes. He threw the toilet utensils into the cloth bag one by one regardless of the order. The clothes and trousers were rolled up. stuffed in the box.

After closing the closet door, Ji Songlin turned around and said, "According to your packing method, I'm afraid it won't fit in three boxes."

"I usually only bring a change of clothes when I go on missions, and I don't need a suitcase at all. Besides, don't you still have your share?"

Ji Songlin had no choice but to demonstrate to him with a chuckle, while telling him how to fold clothes to make the most of the space. Xu Chenyu followed the on-site teaching, but he was a stupid student. The teacher summed up five or six pieces of clothes, but he failed to fold any of them. .

Ji Songlin had no choice but to pull him by the wrist and push him to the closet, saying to hand it over to him.

Xu Chenyu was happy to have some help, so he simply leaned back, crossed his arms, smiled so shallowly, and looked at Ji Songlin.

The suitcase was flipped over, and the crumpled down jacket, sweater and trousers were poured out. Ji Songlin refolded them neatly without leaving any corners, and then put them one by one into the black and gold suitcase. Originally, two suitcases were needed. The luggage that can fit, after Ji Songlin's skillful hands, only one box can carry all the items.

A crystal lamp is hung in the hut, and the halo is scattered like thousands of fireflies.The warm light painted Ji Songlin's eyebrows and eyes softer and more colorful than before.

Xu Chenyu's sight was naturally taken away, and he clung to Ji Songlin's body, refusing to tear it off no matter what.

Ji Songlin closed the zipper and met Xu Chenyu's gaze: "You've been looking at me for a long time... Is there something on my face?"

"Yeah!" Xu Chenyu said with a lingering smile in his tone, "You have words on your face."

The brain circuits of people who are in love are a bit abnormal. Ji Songlin really reached out and touched it, wondering: "What word?"

Xu Chenyu walked over, took his hand, and wrote on his palm with his index finger, writing stroke by stroke carefully. When he finished writing, the breeze also blew in, curling up the broken hair on Xu Chenyu's forehead .

Two words fell on the palm of my hand: my love.

Ji Songlin's expression was a little dazed, he slowly closed his palms, and kept the precious handwriting properly, a gentle tide surged in his heart, love was longer than breathing.

There was a delicate fragrance in the air, and the green plants on the balcony were blooming under the moonlight. Ji Songlin leaned over, and he gently hugged Xu Chenyu. The two of them fell back and fell into the soft bed.

Ji Songlin pressed Xu Chenyu's callused hand over his heart, and they hugged each other quietly, only kissing but not making love, but it was so beautiful that it made people want to cry.