Shocked in late autumn

The two drank the Huangliang wine upside down, Xu Chenyu was so drunk that he couldn't even stand upright, and finally Ji Songlin fed him cold medicine, slapped him down, carried him back to the room, bent over and put him down gently .

Landing on his back in the soft quilt, Xu Chenyu was still hooking Ji Songlin's neck, he pulled back until Ji Songlin pressed him tightly, the two got so close that their eyelashes touched, Jumping and jumping, like the endless heart in the chest.

The corners of the drunken man's mouth still contained undissipated love, and his thin lips curved nicely. Under the moonlight, Xu Chenyu's face looked fairer, and his skin was even more translucent than rough jade.

At this moment, Ji Songlin put his arms around Xu Chenyu's waist, and Xu Chenyu hooked his neck. One is handsome and unparalleled, the other is as gentle as jade. All the flowers and moons in the past and present are no match for this ordinary night.

Ji Songlin took a deep breath, restraining the agitation and heartbeat in his body, he forced himself to be rational, patted the hand clinging to his shoulder, and motioned him: "Let go of me first."

Xu Chenyu didn't let go.

"Stop messing around, darling..."

Soft words are especially effective in coaxing people, so Xu Chenyu let go of his hand in a dizzy state, and touched the pillow.

Ji Songlin boiled hot water, washed Xu Chenyu's face and feet, and finally got ready, even he began to faint, and he and he lay down on the bed drunkenly, embracing each other and falling asleep.

Xu Chenyu seldom drank alcohol, he almost didn't drink alcohol, he didn't expect to be so tormented once he was drunk, after sleeping for more than ten minutes, he began to turn over and mess around, pulling Ji Songlin's skirt, and kept asking: "Who am I?"

Ji Songlin called his name, but Xu Chenyu refused. He shook his head, and asked aggrievedly, "Who am I?"

This man is really drunk, and he is so cute when he makes a fuss, Ji Songlin smiled, moved the quilt for him, wrapped the fool in his arms, and protected him between his arms: "Go to sleep, good night."

The drunken and unconscious boy was still muttering, repeating the sentence inarticulately: "Who am I..."

I don't know if Xu Chenyu can still hear it. He leans on the ebony incense that Ji Songlin carries, closes his eyes amidst the gentle murmur in his ears, and in a daze, Xu Chenyu seems to have noticed that someone kissed his forehead, and whispered softly. Called him: "You are... my little Bai Yang."

The crowing of swallows ushered in the early morning, and the first rays of sunlight entered the room, illuminating the sleeping faces of the two facing each other.

Ji Songlin was awakened by the light. He looked up and found that the curtains were not drawn tightly last night, and the sunlight came in through the gap, which was a bit dazzling. He quickly stretched out his palm to block the light that climbed to Xu Chenyu's eyes, without touching it. Seeing him, she just blocked Bai Liang for him.

Ji Songlin pulled the curtains with the other hand. This posture was a bit strenuous. He closed the curtains until his face turned red. The room was temporarily darkened, and time became quiet. Looking back, he saw Xu Chenyu in his sleep. So he watched quietly for a while, and found that the little fluff on his cheeks was floating under the spot of light, full of childish cuteness, Ji Song greedily wanted to occupy all his expressions.

Ji Songlin leaned down, his breath slid down Xu Chenyu's face, kissed his eyes softly, and whispered, "What do you want for breakfast?"

Xu Chenyu was half asleep and half awake, he turned over like a fool, pulled the quilt to cover his head, and said vaguely that he was sleepy and needed to sleep for a while.

Ji Songlin is not greedy for bed, and he has no habit of returning to the cage when he wakes up. He gets up slowly, his movements are very light, for fear of disturbing the sun.

After changing out of his pajamas and pajamas, Ji Songlin went to the bathroom to wash up alone, and went out after getting dressed.When he came back again, he carried three or two plastic bags in his hand, which were filled with fresh vegetables, beef and eggs. Judging by the amount, it could really fill the refrigerator in the kitchen.

Wintersweet was planted on both sides of the road in the community, and the winter rain fell last night. The beautiful petals were full of fragrance in the courtyard, and the remaining fragrance of flowers after the decline came in through the gap in the kitchen.

Xu Chenyu woke up from hunger. With his messy hair, he raised his eyes and looked around, but he didn't see Ji Songlin's figure. He was trying to call him when he suddenly smelled the tempting fragrance from the kitchen.

Xu Chenyu suddenly got up from the bed. The man without clothes showed a muscular and smooth back, and the bruises and scars on it faded a lot. He shook his drowsy head and hurriedly put on his pajamas , He left the room without even smoothing his collar.

He couldn't wait to make sure that Ji Songlin was in the hut, Xu Chenyu almost ran, until he saw a figure in the kitchen, he stopped his anxious steps, and a smile bloomed on his face.

The winter sun was very bright and warm, shone unsteadily into the kitchen, melted into clusters of dazzling golden light, and the light swirled along Ji Songlin's white sneakers.

It turned out that last night was not a dream, Xu Chenyu let out a breath, and slowly, step by step, he walked towards Ji Songlin.

There was slight footsteps behind him, and Ji Songlin heard it. He didn't look back, and was busy cooking the boiled vegetables in front of him, with an obvious smile in his voice: "Are you hungry? You can eat it soon."

Ji Songlin was still wearing yesterday's black clothes and black trousers and was standing in front of the stove fishing for vegetables. Suddenly, his hands were wrapped around his waist. Xu Chenyu hugged him from behind and put his chin on his shoulder.

Ji Songlin's body froze, and the hands holding the chopsticks couldn't move anymore. Why is this kid suddenly... so clingy?

"what happened?"

Xu Chenyu didn't answer directly, but hugged him even tighter: "It's nothing, let me hug you."

The boiling water tortured the green leaves, and the white mist kept rising. Ji Songlin tilted his head, rubbed Xu Chenyu's head with his side face, and said coaxingly, "The green vegetables will be rotten after a while, don't hug me so tightly." .”

Xu Chenyu refused to let go, he was full of Ji Songlin, so he didn't care about vegetables.

Ji Songlin couldn't move at all, he was funny and helpless: "Why do you look like a child today."

Last night was as beautiful as a dream. Xu Chenyu dreamed back to the dusk. He dreamed that they watched the sunset side by side. They had their first kiss and promised the rest of their lives for 80 years. When he woke up and saw Ji Songlin, he really thought it was a long dream. , until he hugged the person he was thinking about, he still had a sense of unreality in a trance, so he just wanted to hug him even tighter, to confirm with all his strength that it was not a dream.

Xu Chenyu buried his face in Ji Songlin's neck, sniffed his breath deeply, and in this intimate position, said in a muffled voice, "I thought I was dreaming..."

Ji Songlin's eyelashes trembled slightly, caught by his words.

The boiling water in the pot gurgled and white mist steamed out, and it didn't matter whether the vegetables were rotten or not. Ji Songlin turned the switch and turned off the fire on the stove. He kissed her lips heavily, and made a "boo" sound when he left.

"Did you have this in your dream?"

Without the help of alcohol, Xu Chenyu obviously lost the boldness of last night. He was knocked unconscious by the sudden kiss. He didn't remember to close his eyes until the kiss was over. He licked his lower lip and shook his head again.

"...No."

Xu Chenyu who shook his head blankly was so cute, Ji Songlin felt like swearing.

Ji Songlin kissed him again, this time superficially, with love and cherishment, but separated after a second or two: "It's not a dream, I'm by your side."

Hearing the affectionate words, Xu Chenyu involuntarily raised the back of his hand to stroke his lips, and at the same time looked at Ji Songlin in disbelief. This is... This is the fourth kiss between them.

"Stupid..." Ji Songlin loved his appearance, smiled dotingly, and pushed him to sit on the dining table: "Let's go, have breakfast first."

There are cooked shrimp porridge, two glasses of milk and fried eggs on the dining table.

Ji Songlin's expression and movements were meticulous. He put the hot porridge in a small bowl with green vegetables on the side, and fried eggs on the edge, forming a nice shape.

Xu Chenyu's gaze was attached to him, outlining his heroic face, and moving with his movements, always following him, not leaving for a second.

"See if I'm full?" Ji Songlin didn't look up, but said with a smile: "Aren't you hungry? Eat quickly."

Xu Chenyu changed his posture, tilted his head and leaned on his arm, and still looked at him like this, with the love of Jane in his eyes, as if he couldn't get enough of it.

He didn't sit down on the chair until Ji Songlin finished his own bowl. Compared with the bowl for Xu Chenyu, the bowl of porridge in front of him was much different in appearance, and the presentation was not exquisite.

Ji Songlin scooped up a spoonful of hot porridge, and he blew on the cooling air before feeding it to Xu Chenyu's mouth: "You haven't tasted my porridge yet, try it."

He took a sip and heard the chef ask, "Is it delicious?"

Xu Chenyu squinted his eyes to enjoy the guest treatment. He savored the taste of the porridge. The shrimp tasted very smooth. I don’t know what condiments were added. It tasted without any fishy smell, only fresh and tender. She laughed foolishly: "It's delicious, it's delicious."

"What are you laughing at?" Ji Songlin handed over a tissue and asked him to wipe the corners of his mouth.

Xu Chenyu played with the tissue, rolled it into a strange shape on his fingertips, and sighed slightly: "I just think that I am lucky to meet you."

When he said this, there was innocence and childishness in his expression.

"Dust Island..." Ji Songlin's heart warmed, and he suddenly called his name.

"What?" Xu Chenyu raised his head.

Ji Songlin has a lot of things to tell him, for example, I am the one who should say how lucky, thank you for choosing to walk into my record store.For another example, I really hope that time stops at this moment, there is wind and sunshine, there is no better world than this.

But he opened his mouth, bowed his head and smiled again, and finally shook his head: "It's nothing... If you like porridge, then I will cook more flavors in the future." Ji Songlin pushed the green vegetables to Xu Chenyu: " You are a patient, eat more light food."

He hesitated to speak, Xu Chenyu saw everything in his eyes, the forbearance and surging love was hidden under the calmness, Xu Chenyu's mouth curled up, this man.

The two chatted a little bit differently, and then they talked back to their parents.

Xu Chenyu picked up vegetables and chatted with Ji Songlin: "How is grandma doing? I'm fine if I'm free, but we will go home."

He spoke so naturally that Ji Songlin didn't realize that the "home" that Xu Chenyu mentioned unconsciously, Ji Songlin pinched the milk glass with his index finger and thumb, and said, "The old lady is in good health. She has declared an old age." University, I went on a trip with my classmates, and now I’m in Guizhou, so I’m having a great time.”

As he spoke, he opened the photo album on his mobile phone, turned around, and handed it to Xu Chenyu. Under the Huangguo Waterfall, Shen Xilan stood among a group of old men and grandmothers, with a particularly bright smile, like a fragrant mountain flower.

Xu Chenyu flicked the photo for a while, thought it was right, and said, "Old man, it's time to walk around...Then let's see her again when she comes back."

Ji Songlin watched Xu Chenyu having breakfast with a smile, and suggested, "You still have a month's vacation, why don't we go to Taiwan."

"Taiwan?" Xu Chenyu raised his eyebrows and repeated it unexpectedly: "When are you going?"

Ji Songlin got up and brought over the laptop on the sofa. He opened a ticket purchase page and turned to face Xu Chenyu. It said that Jiao Anpu had a concert in six days.

Xu Chenyu yelled, he almost jumped up in surprise, and rolled his eyes with a smile.

"An Pu actually wants to hold a concert!"

My favorite singer has not released a new song for seven years since she released her last album, and she never expected to wait for her concert in her lifetime.

"I saw it when I checked Weibo some time ago," Ji Songlin lowered his voice and smiled very softly. He imagined the scene: "Maybe I can still hear the live version of "Baby"."

Xu Chenyu's thoughts went to the webpage. He moved the mouse excitedly and read the ticket information on the webpage many times. The deadline for ticket sales is before 3 pm today, so he has to buy tickets quickly. If he leaves tomorrow, he will take a plane It takes about [-] hours to get to Taipei. By the way, the pass and endorsement have expired, and they have to be reissued...

When he was thinking about something, he would lower his head, revealing a white part of the back of his neck, and his side face looked handsome and quiet.

Appreciating his handsome face, Ji Songlin suddenly said, "I also have a gift."

Xu Chenyu was so engrossed in his thoughts that he didn't hear Ji Songlin's words after a while. He seemed to have not heard clearly, so he asked again: "What did you say?"

"I said, I have a gift for you..."

"Gift?"

Finally he attracted Xu Chenyu's attention, he saw Ji Songlin put his hands behind his back, thought he was hiding something, suddenly leaned over, brushed Ji Songlin's shoulder sideways, immediately grabbed Ji Songlin's hands, opened them up and down He didn't even spare his sleeves.

"I clearly saw you hiding something, why didn't you..."

Ji Songlin smiled mysteriously, imitating Xu Chenyu's cute look last night: "Close your eyes and turn around."

Xu Chenyu crossed his arms and looked at him intently, but he refused to do so.

Ji Songlin stretched out his hand to rub his hair, his expression was so gentle that he could pinch water: "Be good, close your eyes."

Those eyes were transparent and bright, the long eyelashes wrapped affectionately, full of pampering, Xu Chenyu was coaxed by his tenderness, surrendered, and finally closed his eyes obediently.

There was a jingle at the table, and the person next to him moved away from the chair and walked into the living room. It seemed that the curtains were drawn, and the light suddenly became dim. "Is it okay? I'm going to open my eyes."

Ji Songlin's voice came from far away, he smiled and said that it was not enough, and at the end, he pretended to be stern and added that peeking is not allowed.

Those who planned to take a peek had to sit up straight, restrained their curiosity and waited, shook their heads in boredom, and asked every half a minute: "Are you ready? Are you ready?"

Until the rustling sound in his ear finally stopped, Ji Songlin walked behind him: "You can get up now, be careful of the table on the left."

After he stood up, Xu Chenyu turned his head impatiently. Before he could open his eyes, Ji Songlin covered his eyes with his hands: "Let's go to the living room first."

"But I can't see, I can't go..."

"Give me your hand and I'll hold you."

As soon as the words fell, Ji Songlin held his right hand. Xu Chenyu kept his promise and closed his eyes firmly. He couldn't see anything when he was walking, but he didn't feel panic in his heart, just because the person he was guiding was called Ji Songlin.

The soles of his feet seemed to have stepped on a soft carpet, Ji Songlin stopped somewhere, and the two of them sat cross-legged.

Ji Songlin muttered that this position should be similar, so he said, "Open your eyes..."

Xu Chenyu slowly opened his eyes in the darkness, he froze suddenly, the deer in his heart bumped hard, his palms clenched unconsciously, his breathing almost stopped.

Perhaps throughout his life, Xu Chenyu will never forget this morning, the white walls are covered with large expanses of stars, the dazzling shadows flow slowly, the Milky Way, the universe, and meteors are all in full bloom in front of his eyes, which is extremely magnificent.It seems that if you stretch out your hand, you can really catch the stars that are out of reach.

There is also Ji Songlin, who stands one meter away, his brows are like water, and there is a warm smile on his lips, his whole body is full of streamers, as if wrapped in fragments of stars.

"Songlin...you..."

Xu Chenyu's heart beat like pounding rice, "you" for a long time, lost his words in this extremely shocking perception, what else can he say?Even if he searched Chinese and foreign dictionaries, he couldn't find the exact description. His eyes were a little hot....

Ji Songlin once told him the story of the universe and the stars, but Xu Chenyu never expected that one day, he would actually use a projector to send him a room full of stars. Technically speaking, he just used light and shadow to reshape and create a holographic space. However, from an emotional point of view, this is an invincible love hunt, killing Xu Chenyu helplessly.

Xu Chenyu stared blankly at the simulated starry sky, and panicked for a long time in suffocation.

Until Ji Songlin put his hands on his shoulders: "You said you wanted to give me the moon of the island, but unfortunately you couldn't reach it, and then you gave me a piece of sea breeze. Now I give you back a piece of starry sky, and I can't reach it, so I had to give it to you in this way." Here it is, I hope you don't dislike it."

Xu Chenyu stared at him blankly, already too shocked to speak.

Ji Songlin leaned over and met his eyes: "Mr. Xu, thank you for coming back safe and sound, allowing me to meet you again."

The mottled star shadow fell into Ji Songlin's eyes, and it became Xu Chenyu's eternal dream ever since.

The author says:

If you are interested, you can search for a star projector on a certain treasure (reminder, please choose good quality), this thing is really amazing, you can watch meteors and aurora while lying in the house.

Explanation: The time of Jiao Anpu's concert in reality does not correspond to the time in the article. Please do not delve into it. Finally, thank you for watching.