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It was Ziwei's heart that suddenly felt like watching the excitement, thinking that Yu Hengyun, that incomprehensible person, had finally confessed, and she even felt better when she saw him just now and thought of everything.
Fu Zexuan recalled everything that happened before entering the dreamland, and shook his head: "There is no quarrel."
Apparently the brainwaves of the two were not connected, Fu Zexuan thought she was just asking if the two were arguing, but Huo Qinglian thought he was acquiescing: "Are you really together?"
Her slightly curved beautiful eyes were full of complicated emotions, Fu Zexuan could understand some of them, but Huo Qinglian's question confused him: "We are not together, we are together."
"Huh?" The answer was surprising, but seeing Fu Zexuan's eyes, Huo Qinglian mistakenly thought that he didn't want to make himself sad and lied: "You don't have to take my feelings into consideration and deny it. You see, I'm fine."
She is standing here intact at the moment, which means she is fine.Although Fu Zexuan and her thoughts were a little divergent, there was indeed no problem with their understanding.
But Fu Zexuan is not a person who cherishes beauty and beauty. He repeated again: "We are not together. We will not be in the future."
Huo Qinglian met his sudden cold eyes, her heart trembled, and an unbelievable thought came to her mind: "You won't..."
Why would he say such things to himself?To a woman who likes Yu Hengyun, emphasizing that they are not together and will not be together in the future?
"You want to push him to me?" Huo Qinglian couldn't believe it, "When you two are in love?"
Fu Zexuan was stunned by this word: "Is it obvious?"
"One person pays attention to another person to that extent." Huo Qinglian recalled the answers Fu Zexuan gave at her home. It is estimated that no one can answer him to that extent. "The other person looked at him Luminous, tell me if you are in love with each other?"
Huo Qinglian said these words to him with heartache. Whenever she recalled the concern in Yu Hengyun's eyes facing Fu Zexuan, the surprise in his eyes for a moment, and the impeccable politeness and alienation when he turned around to her, she couldn't help it. Keep moving your eyes away, swallowing the pain in your heart.
It was already so obvious at that time, how far will it develop later?
Huo Qinglian never dared to think about it, and blocked all sources of information about Yu Hengyun until the last time she accidentally went to that Heling Teahouse.
Heling Teahouse, at first she went here to taste tea because it was a place Yu Hengyun often went to, so Huo Qinglian had another topic with him.
He would only go to one box, so Huo Qing calmly occupied the box next door, and sat in two independent soundproof boxes, but it made her feel unparalleled at ease. It seemed that there was no moment when sitting with Yu Hengyun could compare with this time. Got to be close because they share this moment.
Until Huo Qinglian saw Fu Zexuan at Heling Teahouse, although he was walking behind him, he walked up the same floor as Huo Qinglian.
After she entered the box, she secretly opened the slit to observe Fu Zexuan's movements, and saw him walk into the box that belonged exclusively to Yu Hengyun. Not long after, Yu Hengyun also came, and there was a little excitement in his eyes.
Huo Qinglian didn't know how she could see so many things, why she had to be so keen, able to read the emotions of people around her, and read the signals of likes or dislikes.
Then because of this sensitivity, her world was also shattered and reorganized.The only moment she shared with Yu Hengyun, that little corner of An Yu, no longer existed.
If she can be dull, can she have dull happiness?
She knew very well that Yu Hengyun could build a fence that was ten feet high against anyone, and only Fu Zexuan was included in it, and the unknown side was only shown inside the fence.
Thinking of this, and thinking about what Fu Zexuan said just now, Huo Qinglian's heart was full of dark fire, his eyes changed when he looked at Fu Zexuan, and his words were not polite: "His feelings are so cheap, if you don't want them, just buy them." Push it to others at will? What's more, if you want to push a man who likes a man to a woman, how many people are you going to make painful?"
Fu Zexuan didn't think so much, seeing Huo Qinglian's lost look, he followed without hesitation.
He couldn't deny it, because he really thought so: What if, what if it was possible for her and Yu Hengyun?
In this way, will Yu Hengyun not have to suffer so much after learning about his plan?
At least there are people around him to support and comfort him, and these are things that he, who has been hurting him, cannot do.
It just so happened that Huo Qinglian also needed such an opportunity. She was deeply trapped in a dream, and this could just untie her knot and escape from the dream.
Then, everything will be on track.
His silence made Huo Qinglian even more angry: "Aren't you going to make an excuse?"
Fu Zexuan would not argue, he came to talk to Huo Qinglian with this in mind.
At that moment, Huo Qinglian read this point from his pale face covered by the mottled light and shadow between the leaves, and was immediately speechless.
"In short, don't try to push people to me. Even if I die alone, I don't want to spend my life with a gay who misses other people in his heart."
After Huo Qinglian finished speaking stiffly, he was about to leave, but he heard the indifferent young man ask softly in a hesitant tone: "Is there no possibility?"
Huo Qing got angry and turned his head to scold him: "You still..."
Turning around, she saw the young man frowning, closing his eyes slightly, the sunlight pouring down from the shade gap above his head, covering his body, his whole body was so transparent that it seemed to disappear, and the only thing that didn't illuminate was him. His eyes were heavy and dark.
His pitiful look made Huo Qinglian understand that he was asking himself if he really had no possibility with Yu Hengyun.
She doesn't seem to be angry anymore.
But Huo Qinglian also couldn't understand, obviously he and Yu Hengyun had no obstacles.As far as she knew, the Yu family would not have any discrimination or obstacles from the family. Although she didn't understand whether a male lover would find it difficult to accept the Yu family, did he not even have the courage to try?
So she persuaded: "You haven't even tried, are you about to give up? Do you not recognize your feelings for him, or are you unwilling to admit your feelings for him? What are you afraid of?"
After speaking, Huo Qinglian couldn't help but smile wryly, what is she doing, seeking happiness for the person she likes?When did she become such a forgiving person?
But Fu Zexuan's performance was too strange, just like his figure at this moment, the feeling he gave Huo Qinglian seemed to be so erratic that he would disappear in the next second.
What she said was not so much to persuade him, but rather to keep this young man, he made her feel distressed surprisingly.
Why did he give up chasing that ray of light within reach?
Fu Zexuan can recognize it, and it's not that he doesn't want to admit this feeling. He has read all these feelings and deeply remembered them in his mind - rather than saying this, he should actually be unable to forget them.
He raised his eyelids, and at this moment the most sincere look in his eyes fell on Huo Qinglian's eyes. The deep ink-colored sea that was so thick that it could not be melted even from a distance, Huo Qinglian could not forget for a long time.
He only heard him say very firmly: "I will leave him, sooner or later, so we can't be together."
He seems to have finally made up his mind and pronounced his own future. This future is the cotton wick of a candle, which can be temporarily turned into a brilliant flame, which will burn out immediately.
Huo Qinglian stopped talking, at the moment what she said was unnecessary, for this pessimistic young man who had seen everything through, since he had already determined the way forward, he probably couldn't change it.
She said something that was trying to change, but also seemed weak: "But you still like him."
"Yes." Fu Zexuan did not deny, "You are the same."
Fu Zexuan was talking about her emotions, but also about her escape.
Just like his unavoidable emotions, it is easy to recognize and admit, but it is the most difficult to let go.
Huo Qinglian had only been looking at Yu Hengyun from the sidelines, and never planned to go forward, so it was easy to give up—somewhat too easily.
So much so that she didn't expect that she fell into a deep sleep not long after drinking tea that day.
She admitted bitterly to Fu Zexuan: "Forgive me for pretending to see things clearly, but it is still difficult to escape the selection of the SLAF virus?"
Fu Zexuan didn't know where the term "selection" came from. He had dealt with viruses for so long, and he never knew the efficacy of this selection.
Seeing the puzzled look on his face, Huo Qinglian was also puzzled: "Everyone is spreading it, you don't know?"
"Selection... what?"
Huo Qinglian didn't speak, turned on the communicator and poked it, and handed it to Fu Zexuan: "Look?"
This is an entry titled "The Institute's latest research shows that the SLAF virus may be able to select sleepers".
Fu Zexuan clicked on the first news, glanced at it, and roughly understood the meaning expressed in it.
The Institute announced the latest research results on the SLAF virus. According to the data research on the sleepers and awakeners, they are densely distributed among the people whose mental power is one level higher than ordinary people. They named it the "selection" mechanism.
Netizens below jokingly said that this mechanism is basically a virus exclusively for the elite stage, and it has nothing to do with their civilian class.
Some people feel lucky to get it, but at this moment they feel how lucky they are to be an ordinary person.
Fu Zexuan returned the communicator to Huo Qinglian, and thanked him: "When was this information released?"
Huo Qinglian originally wanted to ask him what he thought, but when he heard the question he asked, he couldn't help but look down at the communicator in his hand: "Isn't it on the news?"
Then she discovered that the announcement time was really not displayed on the communicator: "I remember it was... when was it?"
Fu Zexuan didn't ask for an answer at first, but suddenly asked again: "What month is it now, remember?"
"Isn't it February?"
"Are you sure?" Fu Zexuan kept pressing.
Huo Qinglian has not realized the most important point, that is, she is in her own dream, knowing that she has been "selected" by the SLAF virus, but she is in the middle of the game without knowing it.
Fu Zexuan wanted her out of this predicament.
His tone was too firm, Huo Qinglian looked at the communicator again suspiciously, and found that he couldn't see clearly at all times.
"This is it!" She raised her head and wanted to ask the young man who asked him in surprise, but she was stunned.
The boy who was dressed in black from head to toe was nowhere to be seen.
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Major General: "I heard that you wanted to push me to Huo Qinglian?"
Xuanxuan felt that the situation was not good and wanted to escape.
The major general hugged him into his arms, whispered in his ear, "Aren't you going to make up for my wounded heart?"
Xuanxuan blushed and asked, "How...compensation?"
The major general smiled and whispered a few words in his ear.
So the next day, Xuanxuan couldn't get out of bed.
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Sigh every day, the major general is really miserable.
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75. The dream of chaos ([-])
The truth you want, it's time to give it to you.
When all this happened, Yu Hengyun was driving a few people back to the old house, and he was still thinking about the look that Huo Qinglian cast behind him.
If there is something behind him, and it is in a dream, Yu Hengyun thinks there is only one possibility, that is, Fu Zexuan followed him.
It's just that this possibility is a little unrealistic, but he thought of the memory fragments from the past again, and he always felt that this situation was a little familiar.
In his dreams that flashed back and forth repeatedly, there also appeared such a person who could feel but had no body.
Afterwards, he also experienced it with Fu Zexuan. The most useful reference is Lu Shen's dream. In that dream, Lu Shen himself did not show his figure until the end. If Fu Zexuan hadn't reminded them, the owner of the dream was by their side. Impossible to find out.
Furthermore, even a few of them managed to hide, but Fu Zexuan, who was the awakener, was bound by the dream.
It was as if Lu Shen and Fu Zexuan switched identities in this dream.
What he suspected was that Lu Shen controlled his dreams.Therefore, under this circumstance, Fu Zexuan was still able to grasp the pace of awakening, which is really confusing.
Unless, this is also part of his plan.
From this point of view, Fu Zexuan's ability is really too great. If the development from the beginning to the present is in his plan, as a little awakener who only harbors secrets, he has never shown anything before. Different from ordinary people's ability, how to do all this.
Is all this real, or a total fiction?
Yu Hengyun began to doubt this.
Fu Zexuan was worried about this point, when everything that happened in the dream itself was a replica of the real world, would a person doubt the existence of the present moment.
He understands better than anyone that a dream is a dream after all, and it is incomparable with reality, so the relationship between him and Yu Hengyun is beyond count.
Only by breaking the illusion and facing the reality can a person go on.
This is not something that the SLAF virus tries to teach people, but something that people gradually realize through constant temptation.
It was also something Yu Hengyun needed to understand after he left. Fu Zexuan didn't know how Yu Hengyun would react after he realized the truth, and he wouldn't know either.
And now, Fu Zexuan stood quietly in the middle of the road, looking at the black car approaching from a distance, he could clearly see Yu Hengyun in the driver's seat casually resting his hands on the steering wheel, his eyes seemed to be staring at the road ahead.
But Fu Zexuan knew that he was rarely distracted, and when Yu Hengyun put on an unusually serious posture, he was instead distracted.
Because when he is doing anything else, he is calm and calm, and his unhurriedness makes people feel calm.
As before entering this dream, Fu Zexuan kept his gaze on Yu Hengyun's figure greedily, and when the car where the figure was located was about to drive in front of him, he slowly closed his eyes.
At this moment, Yu Hengyun seemed to see a nearly transparent figure suddenly burst into light in front of him, so dazzling that he couldn't help but close his eyes.
Then there was someone whispering in his ear, and he would not admit his mistake. This was the young man he had compared to cold water, and his voice flowed into his heart like cold water——
"The time has come, the truth you want, it's time to give it to you."
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The rest is chaos.
There is no end to the darkness and illusory light and shadow, and he longs to break free.
Consciousness touches the edge of darkness, another dark shadow without light.He had such a premonition, as if he could find the root of everything by escaping from this darkness.
This darkness seemed to be completely contrary to his wishes, he wanted to escape with all his heart, but the more he struggled, the more he would sink deeper and deeper into this darkness, and his body would become heavier and heavier.
Consciousness is also sinking in this deep black sea.
who is he?There is no time to think about this kind of problem.Just like a wandering soul, without the ability to think, it follows the deep sea no matter where it goes.
It was a place without emotion, without color, without light, until foam came floating from nowhere.
He probed in without hesitation, and countless floating light spots surged in.
At the moment when countless light spots gathered, he heard a clear and sweet call——
"Aheng."
The first thing he saw were the two little boys lying side by side on the shed. He recalled the scene and who he was.
But why it appeared at this moment, incarnate as a bystander in his own memory, Yu Hengyun had no idea.
He was listening to the conversation between the two little boys, and everything was the same as what he remembered.
Ah Heng and Le Ze came to the abandoned building near the community. They climbed up to the roof one after another, and lay side by side on a low-sloping shed. They stopped talking about who was right and who was wrong.
Ah Heng looked at the stars on the night sky, and asked casually, "Can you usually see so many stars?"
Le Ze told him that he usually sees more stars than this.
Then, he began to explain to Ah Heng with great interest——During the whole day of getting along, Ah Heng had never seen him with such high interest.
Which star belongs to which constellation, and the origin of this star and the constellation he belongs to, he remembers clearly.
Ah Heng was even more surprised: "Do you often look at the stars?"
"No, I just read... the book."
Thinking about it now, this sentence seems to reveal Le Ze's photographic memory, but the extra word "book" he added is a bit reluctant.
Before he could think about it, the scene in front of him changed like a play. On the way home, Le Ze on Ah Heng's back was not asleep at all, with his head turned sideways, his eyes open, and a confused light flickered in it.
When he reached the gate of the community, Le Ze woke up as if pinched, struggling to get off Ah Heng's back.
Ah Heng didn't think about it, he was a little sleepy. After listening to Le Ze's arrangement, he felt very relaxed after spending a day with Le Ze. Even though he was a little bit reluctant, he waved goodbye to Le Ze.
At that time, he thought that the two would meet again the next day as agreed, and he didn't understand Le Ze's last farewell eyes.
Le Ze didn't make any promises, but he looked at Ah Heng's back with speechless eyes and said that after this night, the two will never meet again.
When Ah Heng melted into the night and could no longer be seen, the little boy who was dressed delicately like a doll turned around, like a toy controlled by a mechanical clockwork, staggered into the night that ran counter to the parting boy.
This is the moment Yu Hengyun has recited in his heart many times. If he turns around, will he find something different?
But he won't get the answer to this question, just like he can't understand why he can't forget a little boy with only a short day and a night.
Since he can't understand it, he has to explore the truth instead of being trapped in the thorns and enjoying the greenhouse made of dead branches.
Yu Hengyun followed behind the figure who looked a bit vulgar. Although he knew the boy's destination in his mind, he still tried in vain to see clearly what the world the boy entered would look like.
But it was futile, he couldn't see anything clearly, he was surrounded by fog.
In the mist, Yu Hengyun didn't feel any danger. He tried to walk around without encountering any obstacles, as if he had moved away from where he was just now and entered a completely unfamiliar area.
There were illusory shouts from behind, calling him earnestly, asking him to tug with this boundless sea of consciousness.
He didn't want to be dominated by this voice, and clamored in his heart that if he took a step as the voice wished, something bad would happen.
But the situation seems to be decided by Yu Hengyun himself. He has no idea how it happened. A force that is faster than any enemy attack hits him. He has no way to resist and is pushed out of balance by this force and falls into the bottom of the mist. .
Blood, all blood.
His nostrils were filled with this disgusting smell, and before he opened his eyes, he was vaguely aware of his environment by this smell.
He forgot who he was, but woke up suddenly. Now lying on the ground, his eyes widened in panic, trying to find a corner where he could find a moment of peace in the surrounding redness, but he failed repeatedly. His trembling pupils could not Capture any clear frame.
what else?He tried his best to keep his eyes wide open in the blindness caused by the blood, but the status quo did not change in any way. Probing, he stretched out his hand and grabbed a handful in front of him indiscriminately.
The thing held in the hand has a weird touch, soft and hard.The unchanged blood shadow in front of him reminded him that this was not something to think deeply about.
The fuzzy red shadow in front of him gradually dissipated, he quickly closed his eyes a few times to adjust the situation, and really began to observe where he was.
As he expected, the thing in his hand was a piece of minced meat, one side was burnt black, so it was a bit hard.
And what he holds in his hand is only a corner of the cruel scene densely covered in this land.
Even though he was already familiar with such a scene, his heart still tightened.With a calm face, he put the things in his hands back to the original place, and stood up on the ground. Only then did he truly see this shocking scene made of flesh and blood.
On the ground there were body parts that could not be identified clearly, and there were also stumps that could be seen at a glance.
There was no wind and no noise, and in the silence, he heard the sound of some kind of liquid gurgling and flowing.
It seems that blood is flowing, pooling together to form a dark bank, and it has long been difficult to tell where it flows from.
Everything told him that this was the moment when a living life was just crushed, maybe it was an explosion in the universe, maybe it was the effect of some kind of laser weapon, so why was he the only one who survived?
He secretly wants to go forward, discover the reason for being here, and find the truth.
What truth to find?He also had no way of knowing, but his intuition urged him.
He doesn't want to rely too much on feelings, but he also believes in a little empiricism. Although he doesn't know what kind of person he is, he somehow thinks so.
So he can trust his intuition at this time, right?
There seemed to be a voice in his mind answering for him: "Yes."
So he went forward.
With every step, he would inevitably step on a pool of blood or corpses, but he walked extremely steadily, but his heart was empty, numb without compassion.
Moving step by step in this empty land - except for the various fragments scattered on the ground, there is nothing else, maybe it can indeed be called empty -
He walked aimlessly, and seemed to have a clear purpose, he wanted to find something that would stop him.
It was a long journey, and it seemed that he was deliberately subjected to mental and physical torture like a pilgrimage.
He was devastated, and he was the only living creature in the vast wasteland, and this only living creature was like a worm, struggling to move on the carpet made of corpses.
Even if it is already numb, the washing of the bloody picture and smell is still a kind of torture.
In this way, I don't know how long it has passed. Before his eyes, there is no longer the way of death laid out in various shapes in front of him. There is something gradually enlarged in the center of the horizon. Several people stand in place like sculptures, fully displaying a certain moment in front of him.
But this is not an oasis in the desert. Before he found his destination, he had no time to be happy, and his memory was instantly rushed like a torrent, but it was all wiped out under the impact, leaving only a strong urge to go forward, and the unknown. Why the grief that emerges.
In this frozen moment of unfolding, he saw himself.
Regardless of the reason, he hadn't seen his own face, but he knew it was him, the scene where he and a group of people were attacked.
It's nothing special, it's just a scene where a person pushes him away, facing a laser attack, and the scene is torn apart on the spot.
His eye sockets began to sting, but he stared at the scene intently.His lips trembled a little, and the tears in his eyes were almost uncontrollable.
Lost his memory, but not his emotions.
He was moved, and if possible, he was willing to sacrifice his life to save that person, instead of becoming a protected person to live on.
Almost at the same time as he had this thought, he was submerged by the bright red torrent that rushed over in an instant.
He smelled it, it was blood.It was the blood shed by an unknown number of people, all of which returned to his body.
The lives that were ruined by every decision he made, all the lives he ended by himself, and the wrong results caused by his wrong choices were all repaid to him in an instant.
Not only this eye-catching torrent of blood, but also the undead that suddenly appeared in this blood flow, screaming, furious, wailing, and crying, entangled him tightly, wanting him to taste the taste of death, but not letting him He easily escaped from the middle with death, but made his life worse than death in several ways.
Visceral pulling, skin cutting, suffocation, burning and cold... His face was tense, his teeth were gritted, and he did not let out any painful sounds, nor did he allow his spine to bend under the heavy pressure.
But in the end, he couldn't withstand such a heavy pressure, his knees gradually bent, and he was about to kneel on the ground.
He seemed to smell a breath different from other undead, and he still struggled to raise his head in pain. Among the countless undead, the face closest to him was the one he had just seen, standing in front of him.
He suffocated for breath, lost all thoughts of resistance in an instant, and let all the undead behave wildly, the light in his eyes was dimmed.
"If you want to take away this life that was saved, I will not resist at all."
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76. The dream of chaos ([-])
Since then, the 3103 unit has no more stars, only the wandering owl.
At the moment when the undead appeared, he lost the will to resist the pain and let them control his own life and death.
It was also at this time that his memory began to slowly show in front of his eyes.Pieces of mirrors reflected the past and flew towards him, all the pain seemed to disappear, only immersed in the emotions overflowing with memories.
He saw his mother's weakness because of his birth.Half a year later, the moment the woman stopped breathing on the operating table, a powerful man suddenly bent his back, covered his face and cried bitterly;
This also left a little boy without a mother, standing behind the man in a daze, listening to the crying at the door of the operating room, at a loss.
He saw that he left his three-year-old sister alone at home. The younger sister thought that her brother was playing hide-and-seek with him, and staggered out the door to find her brother hiding somewhere, and never came back.
When he was 11 years old, his younger sister was found dead in front of the house one morning. He couldn't help but slip out of the house with a heavy heart, and met a well-dressed boy. He spent a day with the boy and lost this rare friend when he turned around. Since then, I have never forgotten it.
He saw that the battle line collapsed due to his ineffective command. In the melee, he didn't notice a laser attack behind him. It was the wandering owl in his team who threw him away just before the laser came, but he couldn't escape.
At this point, he knows that life is still very long, and there are still many things that are unfinished.But if You Ou wants to take this life, he will definitely give it without complaint.
He opened his eyes, looked at the emotionless eyes of the undead again, gave a fragile chuckle of trust, closed his eyes and waited for the moment of death.
But for a long time, no guillotine representing death fell, until something cold and shaped like a hand touched his eyes.
His sight was not covered, and the fragments that were constantly being uncovered instantly annihilated into dust in front of his eyes. There was no light, but it was shining brightly. In the next second, they were arranged in the air, forming a light belt to guide the way for him.
Taking a step along the light belt, he returned to that dream, the nightmare that had trapped him for many years.
When he saw the blood and blood, his hands were wrapped, and instantly turned back to the immature hands of childhood.
He saw the unrecognizable wandering owl, unable to escape like a nightmare, with two hands covering his waving little hands.
The master of these hands pulled him like a child.
Soothe him when he cries.
He hugged when he was afraid.
There was a blank in his mind, and these thin hands led him forward.
Until light came back to his world, and he came to a blinding beam of light, and he was alone.
Then the owner of those hands comforted him who was angry, and took him to put his fists on his chest and make an oath.
The increasingly bright blue light surrounded him, leading the boy back to the space where the memory fragments floated.
The melodious sound of the cello sounded, and those gray memories finally came back to life. The boy watched and smiled one by one.In the memory of warm colors, he grew up with love.
No family members blamed him for his mother's death, and his father handled all the gossip and rumors from the outside world without letting him hear.
For the disappearance of his sister, the blame of his family does not come from his irresponsibility as a brother, but because he is so desperate that he forgets his own safety.
After the war, he saw that in front of the monument, You Ou's mother did not listen to his guilt words and support requests. The woman was old and alone, holding the urn and weeping.
The woman bluntly refused his request for support, tried to straighten her back, and left without looking back, but trembled repeatedly and couldn't stabilize her figure. Even so, she insisted on rejecting all the hands that extended to support her.
He knelt on the spot with his head bowed, and he never got up from the moment he saw the woman until the frail figure disappeared for a long, long time.
But he heard the words left by the woman before she left. The voice was indeed as beautiful as the song of a nightingale as the owl often boasted, but there was a trembling in the voice: "Live, use the life he saved."
You Ou didn't have the chance to say the last words to him, but he left a suicide note, which only said one sentence: "Mother, the child is not filial, I only hope that the safety of the family and the country can be preserved, and you and your comrades can live well."
This big boy comes from a poor family background and has a restrained personality. He usually follows the leader of the captain, Chen Xing, and treats him exactly the same.
You Ou seldom writes family letters, saying that he has never read any books, so he admires the captain who knows a lot. When he writes family letters a few times, he is seen by other members of Unit 3103 and always rushes to read them.
The captain is always mentioned in the few texts, the captain talks to him, the captain gives him important tasks, reprimands him, the captain conducts physical training with him, fights with him, and teaches him the assembly of energy devices, simple and simple Can't hide his yearning and admiration for "Dust Star" in his words.
So, three months later, Youou's mother sent him a letter, mentioning his influence on Youou, and bluntly saying that if it wasn't for his promotion, Youou would not have been able to enter Unit 3103. It was he who helped Youou, and also He shaped the wandering owl.
The letter does not talk about forgiveness, but only asks him to live together with You Owl.
But that's enough.
Since then, Unit 3103 has no more "dust stars", only "swimming owls" left.
The dream was over, and Yu Hengyun woke up from a deep sleep.
Seeing him open his eyes, Beifeng came up excitedly: "Captain, you're awake!"
As if waking up from a very long dream, Yu Hengyun's memory had a fault, so he was a little puzzled by Beifeng's excited appearance: "What happened?"
Beifeng looked in disbelief: "You don't remember anything?"
As he said that, he secretly rejoiced in his heart. If Yu Hengyun really didn't remember anything, he would have an opportunity.
Unexpectedly, Yu Hengyun didn't give him a chance at all. He just had temporary amnesia when he woke up. While talking, he had already remembered everything that happened before he woke up.
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Star calendar 463, the fourth year of the outbreak of war, Yu Hengyun served as the captain, and served as the commander and captain of the special unit 3103.
In April, the Namotians changed their previous strategy of destroying each interstellar stronghold individually, and no longer used the attack method of sneak attack, and concentrated their firepower on the three strongholds of the command center, grain storage, and contact transfer station.
The command center adjusted the military strength and allocated a large amount of armaments to the three locations. Considering that each stronghold would not be short-lived, a certain amount of military strength was also left in each stronghold.
As the special team 3103, they accepted the task of sneak attacking the enemy's energy center, waiting for an opportunity to destroy the core, and finding the blueprint of the opponent's self-developed weapon in its ordnance manufacturing base, and destroying the opponent's grain depot if they have spare power.
This is a very important part of dealing with the Namo star offensive. If it goes well, the New Earth troops will be able to overturn the previous passive situation, find the weakness of the Namo star self-developed weapons, and destroy the Namo star large Some strongholds.
The attacks of Namo Star have not been violent all the time, but they are often taken by surprise, and can accurately hit the weakness of the New Earth's defenses. Under such an offensive, coupled with the unknown weakness of their laser weapons, the New Earth troops are retreating steadily , gave up a lot of space strongholds.
The generals of Namo Star are conservative and steady. This time their change obviously has other plans. Everyone knows that this mission is not easy, so they choose to send the 3103 team.
In the past four years, Lieutenant Yu Hengyun and his 3103 team have been lurking in the space stronghold of Namo Star, secretly assisting large forces to destroy many hidden strongholds of Namo Star, and at the same time collected a lot of information about self-developed weapons. The location of the Ordnance Factory for weapons.Because of the great achievements of the team, Yu Hengyun was promoted to captain in the fourth year.
Several of their actions have been highly recognized by the command, so the command
Fu Zexuan recalled everything that happened before entering the dreamland, and shook his head: "There is no quarrel."
Apparently the brainwaves of the two were not connected, Fu Zexuan thought she was just asking if the two were arguing, but Huo Qinglian thought he was acquiescing: "Are you really together?"
Her slightly curved beautiful eyes were full of complicated emotions, Fu Zexuan could understand some of them, but Huo Qinglian's question confused him: "We are not together, we are together."
"Huh?" The answer was surprising, but seeing Fu Zexuan's eyes, Huo Qinglian mistakenly thought that he didn't want to make himself sad and lied: "You don't have to take my feelings into consideration and deny it. You see, I'm fine."
She is standing here intact at the moment, which means she is fine.Although Fu Zexuan and her thoughts were a little divergent, there was indeed no problem with their understanding.
But Fu Zexuan is not a person who cherishes beauty and beauty. He repeated again: "We are not together. We will not be in the future."
Huo Qinglian met his sudden cold eyes, her heart trembled, and an unbelievable thought came to her mind: "You won't..."
Why would he say such things to himself?To a woman who likes Yu Hengyun, emphasizing that they are not together and will not be together in the future?
"You want to push him to me?" Huo Qinglian couldn't believe it, "When you two are in love?"
Fu Zexuan was stunned by this word: "Is it obvious?"
"One person pays attention to another person to that extent." Huo Qinglian recalled the answers Fu Zexuan gave at her home. It is estimated that no one can answer him to that extent. "The other person looked at him Luminous, tell me if you are in love with each other?"
Huo Qinglian said these words to him with heartache. Whenever she recalled the concern in Yu Hengyun's eyes facing Fu Zexuan, the surprise in his eyes for a moment, and the impeccable politeness and alienation when he turned around to her, she couldn't help it. Keep moving your eyes away, swallowing the pain in your heart.
It was already so obvious at that time, how far will it develop later?
Huo Qinglian never dared to think about it, and blocked all sources of information about Yu Hengyun until the last time she accidentally went to that Heling Teahouse.
Heling Teahouse, at first she went here to taste tea because it was a place Yu Hengyun often went to, so Huo Qinglian had another topic with him.
He would only go to one box, so Huo Qing calmly occupied the box next door, and sat in two independent soundproof boxes, but it made her feel unparalleled at ease. It seemed that there was no moment when sitting with Yu Hengyun could compare with this time. Got to be close because they share this moment.
Until Huo Qinglian saw Fu Zexuan at Heling Teahouse, although he was walking behind him, he walked up the same floor as Huo Qinglian.
After she entered the box, she secretly opened the slit to observe Fu Zexuan's movements, and saw him walk into the box that belonged exclusively to Yu Hengyun. Not long after, Yu Hengyun also came, and there was a little excitement in his eyes.
Huo Qinglian didn't know how she could see so many things, why she had to be so keen, able to read the emotions of people around her, and read the signals of likes or dislikes.
Then because of this sensitivity, her world was also shattered and reorganized.The only moment she shared with Yu Hengyun, that little corner of An Yu, no longer existed.
If she can be dull, can she have dull happiness?
She knew very well that Yu Hengyun could build a fence that was ten feet high against anyone, and only Fu Zexuan was included in it, and the unknown side was only shown inside the fence.
Thinking of this, and thinking about what Fu Zexuan said just now, Huo Qinglian's heart was full of dark fire, his eyes changed when he looked at Fu Zexuan, and his words were not polite: "His feelings are so cheap, if you don't want them, just buy them." Push it to others at will? What's more, if you want to push a man who likes a man to a woman, how many people are you going to make painful?"
Fu Zexuan didn't think so much, seeing Huo Qinglian's lost look, he followed without hesitation.
He couldn't deny it, because he really thought so: What if, what if it was possible for her and Yu Hengyun?
In this way, will Yu Hengyun not have to suffer so much after learning about his plan?
At least there are people around him to support and comfort him, and these are things that he, who has been hurting him, cannot do.
It just so happened that Huo Qinglian also needed such an opportunity. She was deeply trapped in a dream, and this could just untie her knot and escape from the dream.
Then, everything will be on track.
His silence made Huo Qinglian even more angry: "Aren't you going to make an excuse?"
Fu Zexuan would not argue, he came to talk to Huo Qinglian with this in mind.
At that moment, Huo Qinglian read this point from his pale face covered by the mottled light and shadow between the leaves, and was immediately speechless.
"In short, don't try to push people to me. Even if I die alone, I don't want to spend my life with a gay who misses other people in his heart."
After Huo Qinglian finished speaking stiffly, he was about to leave, but he heard the indifferent young man ask softly in a hesitant tone: "Is there no possibility?"
Huo Qing got angry and turned his head to scold him: "You still..."
Turning around, she saw the young man frowning, closing his eyes slightly, the sunlight pouring down from the shade gap above his head, covering his body, his whole body was so transparent that it seemed to disappear, and the only thing that didn't illuminate was him. His eyes were heavy and dark.
His pitiful look made Huo Qinglian understand that he was asking himself if he really had no possibility with Yu Hengyun.
She doesn't seem to be angry anymore.
But Huo Qinglian also couldn't understand, obviously he and Yu Hengyun had no obstacles.As far as she knew, the Yu family would not have any discrimination or obstacles from the family. Although she didn't understand whether a male lover would find it difficult to accept the Yu family, did he not even have the courage to try?
So she persuaded: "You haven't even tried, are you about to give up? Do you not recognize your feelings for him, or are you unwilling to admit your feelings for him? What are you afraid of?"
After speaking, Huo Qinglian couldn't help but smile wryly, what is she doing, seeking happiness for the person she likes?When did she become such a forgiving person?
But Fu Zexuan's performance was too strange, just like his figure at this moment, the feeling he gave Huo Qinglian seemed to be so erratic that he would disappear in the next second.
What she said was not so much to persuade him, but rather to keep this young man, he made her feel distressed surprisingly.
Why did he give up chasing that ray of light within reach?
Fu Zexuan can recognize it, and it's not that he doesn't want to admit this feeling. He has read all these feelings and deeply remembered them in his mind - rather than saying this, he should actually be unable to forget them.
He raised his eyelids, and at this moment the most sincere look in his eyes fell on Huo Qinglian's eyes. The deep ink-colored sea that was so thick that it could not be melted even from a distance, Huo Qinglian could not forget for a long time.
He only heard him say very firmly: "I will leave him, sooner or later, so we can't be together."
He seems to have finally made up his mind and pronounced his own future. This future is the cotton wick of a candle, which can be temporarily turned into a brilliant flame, which will burn out immediately.
Huo Qinglian stopped talking, at the moment what she said was unnecessary, for this pessimistic young man who had seen everything through, since he had already determined the way forward, he probably couldn't change it.
She said something that was trying to change, but also seemed weak: "But you still like him."
"Yes." Fu Zexuan did not deny, "You are the same."
Fu Zexuan was talking about her emotions, but also about her escape.
Just like his unavoidable emotions, it is easy to recognize and admit, but it is the most difficult to let go.
Huo Qinglian had only been looking at Yu Hengyun from the sidelines, and never planned to go forward, so it was easy to give up—somewhat too easily.
So much so that she didn't expect that she fell into a deep sleep not long after drinking tea that day.
She admitted bitterly to Fu Zexuan: "Forgive me for pretending to see things clearly, but it is still difficult to escape the selection of the SLAF virus?"
Fu Zexuan didn't know where the term "selection" came from. He had dealt with viruses for so long, and he never knew the efficacy of this selection.
Seeing the puzzled look on his face, Huo Qinglian was also puzzled: "Everyone is spreading it, you don't know?"
"Selection... what?"
Huo Qinglian didn't speak, turned on the communicator and poked it, and handed it to Fu Zexuan: "Look?"
This is an entry titled "The Institute's latest research shows that the SLAF virus may be able to select sleepers".
Fu Zexuan clicked on the first news, glanced at it, and roughly understood the meaning expressed in it.
The Institute announced the latest research results on the SLAF virus. According to the data research on the sleepers and awakeners, they are densely distributed among the people whose mental power is one level higher than ordinary people. They named it the "selection" mechanism.
Netizens below jokingly said that this mechanism is basically a virus exclusively for the elite stage, and it has nothing to do with their civilian class.
Some people feel lucky to get it, but at this moment they feel how lucky they are to be an ordinary person.
Fu Zexuan returned the communicator to Huo Qinglian, and thanked him: "When was this information released?"
Huo Qinglian originally wanted to ask him what he thought, but when he heard the question he asked, he couldn't help but look down at the communicator in his hand: "Isn't it on the news?"
Then she discovered that the announcement time was really not displayed on the communicator: "I remember it was... when was it?"
Fu Zexuan didn't ask for an answer at first, but suddenly asked again: "What month is it now, remember?"
"Isn't it February?"
"Are you sure?" Fu Zexuan kept pressing.
Huo Qinglian has not realized the most important point, that is, she is in her own dream, knowing that she has been "selected" by the SLAF virus, but she is in the middle of the game without knowing it.
Fu Zexuan wanted her out of this predicament.
His tone was too firm, Huo Qinglian looked at the communicator again suspiciously, and found that he couldn't see clearly at all times.
"This is it!" She raised her head and wanted to ask the young man who asked him in surprise, but she was stunned.
The boy who was dressed in black from head to toe was nowhere to be seen.
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Major General: "I heard that you wanted to push me to Huo Qinglian?"
Xuanxuan felt that the situation was not good and wanted to escape.
The major general hugged him into his arms, whispered in his ear, "Aren't you going to make up for my wounded heart?"
Xuanxuan blushed and asked, "How...compensation?"
The major general smiled and whispered a few words in his ear.
So the next day, Xuanxuan couldn't get out of bed.
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Sigh every day, the major general is really miserable.
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75. The dream of chaos ([-])
The truth you want, it's time to give it to you.
When all this happened, Yu Hengyun was driving a few people back to the old house, and he was still thinking about the look that Huo Qinglian cast behind him.
If there is something behind him, and it is in a dream, Yu Hengyun thinks there is only one possibility, that is, Fu Zexuan followed him.
It's just that this possibility is a little unrealistic, but he thought of the memory fragments from the past again, and he always felt that this situation was a little familiar.
In his dreams that flashed back and forth repeatedly, there also appeared such a person who could feel but had no body.
Afterwards, he also experienced it with Fu Zexuan. The most useful reference is Lu Shen's dream. In that dream, Lu Shen himself did not show his figure until the end. If Fu Zexuan hadn't reminded them, the owner of the dream was by their side. Impossible to find out.
Furthermore, even a few of them managed to hide, but Fu Zexuan, who was the awakener, was bound by the dream.
It was as if Lu Shen and Fu Zexuan switched identities in this dream.
What he suspected was that Lu Shen controlled his dreams.Therefore, under this circumstance, Fu Zexuan was still able to grasp the pace of awakening, which is really confusing.
Unless, this is also part of his plan.
From this point of view, Fu Zexuan's ability is really too great. If the development from the beginning to the present is in his plan, as a little awakener who only harbors secrets, he has never shown anything before. Different from ordinary people's ability, how to do all this.
Is all this real, or a total fiction?
Yu Hengyun began to doubt this.
Fu Zexuan was worried about this point, when everything that happened in the dream itself was a replica of the real world, would a person doubt the existence of the present moment.
He understands better than anyone that a dream is a dream after all, and it is incomparable with reality, so the relationship between him and Yu Hengyun is beyond count.
Only by breaking the illusion and facing the reality can a person go on.
This is not something that the SLAF virus tries to teach people, but something that people gradually realize through constant temptation.
It was also something Yu Hengyun needed to understand after he left. Fu Zexuan didn't know how Yu Hengyun would react after he realized the truth, and he wouldn't know either.
And now, Fu Zexuan stood quietly in the middle of the road, looking at the black car approaching from a distance, he could clearly see Yu Hengyun in the driver's seat casually resting his hands on the steering wheel, his eyes seemed to be staring at the road ahead.
But Fu Zexuan knew that he was rarely distracted, and when Yu Hengyun put on an unusually serious posture, he was instead distracted.
Because when he is doing anything else, he is calm and calm, and his unhurriedness makes people feel calm.
As before entering this dream, Fu Zexuan kept his gaze on Yu Hengyun's figure greedily, and when the car where the figure was located was about to drive in front of him, he slowly closed his eyes.
At this moment, Yu Hengyun seemed to see a nearly transparent figure suddenly burst into light in front of him, so dazzling that he couldn't help but close his eyes.
Then there was someone whispering in his ear, and he would not admit his mistake. This was the young man he had compared to cold water, and his voice flowed into his heart like cold water——
"The time has come, the truth you want, it's time to give it to you."
……
The rest is chaos.
There is no end to the darkness and illusory light and shadow, and he longs to break free.
Consciousness touches the edge of darkness, another dark shadow without light.He had such a premonition, as if he could find the root of everything by escaping from this darkness.
This darkness seemed to be completely contrary to his wishes, he wanted to escape with all his heart, but the more he struggled, the more he would sink deeper and deeper into this darkness, and his body would become heavier and heavier.
Consciousness is also sinking in this deep black sea.
who is he?There is no time to think about this kind of problem.Just like a wandering soul, without the ability to think, it follows the deep sea no matter where it goes.
It was a place without emotion, without color, without light, until foam came floating from nowhere.
He probed in without hesitation, and countless floating light spots surged in.
At the moment when countless light spots gathered, he heard a clear and sweet call——
"Aheng."
The first thing he saw were the two little boys lying side by side on the shed. He recalled the scene and who he was.
But why it appeared at this moment, incarnate as a bystander in his own memory, Yu Hengyun had no idea.
He was listening to the conversation between the two little boys, and everything was the same as what he remembered.
Ah Heng and Le Ze came to the abandoned building near the community. They climbed up to the roof one after another, and lay side by side on a low-sloping shed. They stopped talking about who was right and who was wrong.
Ah Heng looked at the stars on the night sky, and asked casually, "Can you usually see so many stars?"
Le Ze told him that he usually sees more stars than this.
Then, he began to explain to Ah Heng with great interest——During the whole day of getting along, Ah Heng had never seen him with such high interest.
Which star belongs to which constellation, and the origin of this star and the constellation he belongs to, he remembers clearly.
Ah Heng was even more surprised: "Do you often look at the stars?"
"No, I just read... the book."
Thinking about it now, this sentence seems to reveal Le Ze's photographic memory, but the extra word "book" he added is a bit reluctant.
Before he could think about it, the scene in front of him changed like a play. On the way home, Le Ze on Ah Heng's back was not asleep at all, with his head turned sideways, his eyes open, and a confused light flickered in it.
When he reached the gate of the community, Le Ze woke up as if pinched, struggling to get off Ah Heng's back.
Ah Heng didn't think about it, he was a little sleepy. After listening to Le Ze's arrangement, he felt very relaxed after spending a day with Le Ze. Even though he was a little bit reluctant, he waved goodbye to Le Ze.
At that time, he thought that the two would meet again the next day as agreed, and he didn't understand Le Ze's last farewell eyes.
Le Ze didn't make any promises, but he looked at Ah Heng's back with speechless eyes and said that after this night, the two will never meet again.
When Ah Heng melted into the night and could no longer be seen, the little boy who was dressed delicately like a doll turned around, like a toy controlled by a mechanical clockwork, staggered into the night that ran counter to the parting boy.
This is the moment Yu Hengyun has recited in his heart many times. If he turns around, will he find something different?
But he won't get the answer to this question, just like he can't understand why he can't forget a little boy with only a short day and a night.
Since he can't understand it, he has to explore the truth instead of being trapped in the thorns and enjoying the greenhouse made of dead branches.
Yu Hengyun followed behind the figure who looked a bit vulgar. Although he knew the boy's destination in his mind, he still tried in vain to see clearly what the world the boy entered would look like.
But it was futile, he couldn't see anything clearly, he was surrounded by fog.
In the mist, Yu Hengyun didn't feel any danger. He tried to walk around without encountering any obstacles, as if he had moved away from where he was just now and entered a completely unfamiliar area.
There were illusory shouts from behind, calling him earnestly, asking him to tug with this boundless sea of consciousness.
He didn't want to be dominated by this voice, and clamored in his heart that if he took a step as the voice wished, something bad would happen.
But the situation seems to be decided by Yu Hengyun himself. He has no idea how it happened. A force that is faster than any enemy attack hits him. He has no way to resist and is pushed out of balance by this force and falls into the bottom of the mist. .
Blood, all blood.
His nostrils were filled with this disgusting smell, and before he opened his eyes, he was vaguely aware of his environment by this smell.
He forgot who he was, but woke up suddenly. Now lying on the ground, his eyes widened in panic, trying to find a corner where he could find a moment of peace in the surrounding redness, but he failed repeatedly. His trembling pupils could not Capture any clear frame.
what else?He tried his best to keep his eyes wide open in the blindness caused by the blood, but the status quo did not change in any way. Probing, he stretched out his hand and grabbed a handful in front of him indiscriminately.
The thing held in the hand has a weird touch, soft and hard.The unchanged blood shadow in front of him reminded him that this was not something to think deeply about.
The fuzzy red shadow in front of him gradually dissipated, he quickly closed his eyes a few times to adjust the situation, and really began to observe where he was.
As he expected, the thing in his hand was a piece of minced meat, one side was burnt black, so it was a bit hard.
And what he holds in his hand is only a corner of the cruel scene densely covered in this land.
Even though he was already familiar with such a scene, his heart still tightened.With a calm face, he put the things in his hands back to the original place, and stood up on the ground. Only then did he truly see this shocking scene made of flesh and blood.
On the ground there were body parts that could not be identified clearly, and there were also stumps that could be seen at a glance.
There was no wind and no noise, and in the silence, he heard the sound of some kind of liquid gurgling and flowing.
It seems that blood is flowing, pooling together to form a dark bank, and it has long been difficult to tell where it flows from.
Everything told him that this was the moment when a living life was just crushed, maybe it was an explosion in the universe, maybe it was the effect of some kind of laser weapon, so why was he the only one who survived?
He secretly wants to go forward, discover the reason for being here, and find the truth.
What truth to find?He also had no way of knowing, but his intuition urged him.
He doesn't want to rely too much on feelings, but he also believes in a little empiricism. Although he doesn't know what kind of person he is, he somehow thinks so.
So he can trust his intuition at this time, right?
There seemed to be a voice in his mind answering for him: "Yes."
So he went forward.
With every step, he would inevitably step on a pool of blood or corpses, but he walked extremely steadily, but his heart was empty, numb without compassion.
Moving step by step in this empty land - except for the various fragments scattered on the ground, there is nothing else, maybe it can indeed be called empty -
He walked aimlessly, and seemed to have a clear purpose, he wanted to find something that would stop him.
It was a long journey, and it seemed that he was deliberately subjected to mental and physical torture like a pilgrimage.
He was devastated, and he was the only living creature in the vast wasteland, and this only living creature was like a worm, struggling to move on the carpet made of corpses.
Even if it is already numb, the washing of the bloody picture and smell is still a kind of torture.
In this way, I don't know how long it has passed. Before his eyes, there is no longer the way of death laid out in various shapes in front of him. There is something gradually enlarged in the center of the horizon. Several people stand in place like sculptures, fully displaying a certain moment in front of him.
But this is not an oasis in the desert. Before he found his destination, he had no time to be happy, and his memory was instantly rushed like a torrent, but it was all wiped out under the impact, leaving only a strong urge to go forward, and the unknown. Why the grief that emerges.
In this frozen moment of unfolding, he saw himself.
Regardless of the reason, he hadn't seen his own face, but he knew it was him, the scene where he and a group of people were attacked.
It's nothing special, it's just a scene where a person pushes him away, facing a laser attack, and the scene is torn apart on the spot.
His eye sockets began to sting, but he stared at the scene intently.His lips trembled a little, and the tears in his eyes were almost uncontrollable.
Lost his memory, but not his emotions.
He was moved, and if possible, he was willing to sacrifice his life to save that person, instead of becoming a protected person to live on.
Almost at the same time as he had this thought, he was submerged by the bright red torrent that rushed over in an instant.
He smelled it, it was blood.It was the blood shed by an unknown number of people, all of which returned to his body.
The lives that were ruined by every decision he made, all the lives he ended by himself, and the wrong results caused by his wrong choices were all repaid to him in an instant.
Not only this eye-catching torrent of blood, but also the undead that suddenly appeared in this blood flow, screaming, furious, wailing, and crying, entangled him tightly, wanting him to taste the taste of death, but not letting him He easily escaped from the middle with death, but made his life worse than death in several ways.
Visceral pulling, skin cutting, suffocation, burning and cold... His face was tense, his teeth were gritted, and he did not let out any painful sounds, nor did he allow his spine to bend under the heavy pressure.
But in the end, he couldn't withstand such a heavy pressure, his knees gradually bent, and he was about to kneel on the ground.
He seemed to smell a breath different from other undead, and he still struggled to raise his head in pain. Among the countless undead, the face closest to him was the one he had just seen, standing in front of him.
He suffocated for breath, lost all thoughts of resistance in an instant, and let all the undead behave wildly, the light in his eyes was dimmed.
"If you want to take away this life that was saved, I will not resist at all."
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76. The dream of chaos ([-])
Since then, the 3103 unit has no more stars, only the wandering owl.
At the moment when the undead appeared, he lost the will to resist the pain and let them control his own life and death.
It was also at this time that his memory began to slowly show in front of his eyes.Pieces of mirrors reflected the past and flew towards him, all the pain seemed to disappear, only immersed in the emotions overflowing with memories.
He saw his mother's weakness because of his birth.Half a year later, the moment the woman stopped breathing on the operating table, a powerful man suddenly bent his back, covered his face and cried bitterly;
This also left a little boy without a mother, standing behind the man in a daze, listening to the crying at the door of the operating room, at a loss.
He saw that he left his three-year-old sister alone at home. The younger sister thought that her brother was playing hide-and-seek with him, and staggered out the door to find her brother hiding somewhere, and never came back.
When he was 11 years old, his younger sister was found dead in front of the house one morning. He couldn't help but slip out of the house with a heavy heart, and met a well-dressed boy. He spent a day with the boy and lost this rare friend when he turned around. Since then, I have never forgotten it.
He saw that the battle line collapsed due to his ineffective command. In the melee, he didn't notice a laser attack behind him. It was the wandering owl in his team who threw him away just before the laser came, but he couldn't escape.
At this point, he knows that life is still very long, and there are still many things that are unfinished.But if You Ou wants to take this life, he will definitely give it without complaint.
He opened his eyes, looked at the emotionless eyes of the undead again, gave a fragile chuckle of trust, closed his eyes and waited for the moment of death.
But for a long time, no guillotine representing death fell, until something cold and shaped like a hand touched his eyes.
His sight was not covered, and the fragments that were constantly being uncovered instantly annihilated into dust in front of his eyes. There was no light, but it was shining brightly. In the next second, they were arranged in the air, forming a light belt to guide the way for him.
Taking a step along the light belt, he returned to that dream, the nightmare that had trapped him for many years.
When he saw the blood and blood, his hands were wrapped, and instantly turned back to the immature hands of childhood.
He saw the unrecognizable wandering owl, unable to escape like a nightmare, with two hands covering his waving little hands.
The master of these hands pulled him like a child.
Soothe him when he cries.
He hugged when he was afraid.
There was a blank in his mind, and these thin hands led him forward.
Until light came back to his world, and he came to a blinding beam of light, and he was alone.
Then the owner of those hands comforted him who was angry, and took him to put his fists on his chest and make an oath.
The increasingly bright blue light surrounded him, leading the boy back to the space where the memory fragments floated.
The melodious sound of the cello sounded, and those gray memories finally came back to life. The boy watched and smiled one by one.In the memory of warm colors, he grew up with love.
No family members blamed him for his mother's death, and his father handled all the gossip and rumors from the outside world without letting him hear.
For the disappearance of his sister, the blame of his family does not come from his irresponsibility as a brother, but because he is so desperate that he forgets his own safety.
After the war, he saw that in front of the monument, You Ou's mother did not listen to his guilt words and support requests. The woman was old and alone, holding the urn and weeping.
The woman bluntly refused his request for support, tried to straighten her back, and left without looking back, but trembled repeatedly and couldn't stabilize her figure. Even so, she insisted on rejecting all the hands that extended to support her.
He knelt on the spot with his head bowed, and he never got up from the moment he saw the woman until the frail figure disappeared for a long, long time.
But he heard the words left by the woman before she left. The voice was indeed as beautiful as the song of a nightingale as the owl often boasted, but there was a trembling in the voice: "Live, use the life he saved."
You Ou didn't have the chance to say the last words to him, but he left a suicide note, which only said one sentence: "Mother, the child is not filial, I only hope that the safety of the family and the country can be preserved, and you and your comrades can live well."
This big boy comes from a poor family background and has a restrained personality. He usually follows the leader of the captain, Chen Xing, and treats him exactly the same.
You Ou seldom writes family letters, saying that he has never read any books, so he admires the captain who knows a lot. When he writes family letters a few times, he is seen by other members of Unit 3103 and always rushes to read them.
The captain is always mentioned in the few texts, the captain talks to him, the captain gives him important tasks, reprimands him, the captain conducts physical training with him, fights with him, and teaches him the assembly of energy devices, simple and simple Can't hide his yearning and admiration for "Dust Star" in his words.
So, three months later, Youou's mother sent him a letter, mentioning his influence on Youou, and bluntly saying that if it wasn't for his promotion, Youou would not have been able to enter Unit 3103. It was he who helped Youou, and also He shaped the wandering owl.
The letter does not talk about forgiveness, but only asks him to live together with You Owl.
But that's enough.
Since then, Unit 3103 has no more "dust stars", only "swimming owls" left.
The dream was over, and Yu Hengyun woke up from a deep sleep.
Seeing him open his eyes, Beifeng came up excitedly: "Captain, you're awake!"
As if waking up from a very long dream, Yu Hengyun's memory had a fault, so he was a little puzzled by Beifeng's excited appearance: "What happened?"
Beifeng looked in disbelief: "You don't remember anything?"
As he said that, he secretly rejoiced in his heart. If Yu Hengyun really didn't remember anything, he would have an opportunity.
Unexpectedly, Yu Hengyun didn't give him a chance at all. He just had temporary amnesia when he woke up. While talking, he had already remembered everything that happened before he woke up.
……
Star calendar 463, the fourth year of the outbreak of war, Yu Hengyun served as the captain, and served as the commander and captain of the special unit 3103.
In April, the Namotians changed their previous strategy of destroying each interstellar stronghold individually, and no longer used the attack method of sneak attack, and concentrated their firepower on the three strongholds of the command center, grain storage, and contact transfer station.
The command center adjusted the military strength and allocated a large amount of armaments to the three locations. Considering that each stronghold would not be short-lived, a certain amount of military strength was also left in each stronghold.
As the special team 3103, they accepted the task of sneak attacking the enemy's energy center, waiting for an opportunity to destroy the core, and finding the blueprint of the opponent's self-developed weapon in its ordnance manufacturing base, and destroying the opponent's grain depot if they have spare power.
This is a very important part of dealing with the Namo star offensive. If it goes well, the New Earth troops will be able to overturn the previous passive situation, find the weakness of the Namo star self-developed weapons, and destroy the Namo star large Some strongholds.
The attacks of Namo Star have not been violent all the time, but they are often taken by surprise, and can accurately hit the weakness of the New Earth's defenses. Under such an offensive, coupled with the unknown weakness of their laser weapons, the New Earth troops are retreating steadily , gave up a lot of space strongholds.
The generals of Namo Star are conservative and steady. This time their change obviously has other plans. Everyone knows that this mission is not easy, so they choose to send the 3103 team.
In the past four years, Lieutenant Yu Hengyun and his 3103 team have been lurking in the space stronghold of Namo Star, secretly assisting large forces to destroy many hidden strongholds of Namo Star, and at the same time collected a lot of information about self-developed weapons. The location of the Ordnance Factory for weapons.Because of the great achievements of the team, Yu Hengyun was promoted to captain in the fourth year.
Several of their actions have been highly recognized by the command, so the command
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