Evernight Morning Star
Chapter 1;
They will take good care of Fu Zexuan, and on this basis, let Fu Zexuan grow up, in this world that he is not good at coping with.
Of course, Yu Hengyun has not forgotten that he has not yet possessed the official status of "lover".
Without letting his inner thoughts affect his expression, Yu Hengyun patiently asked the frowning young man: "What are you afraid of, you can tell me."
The emptiness in his heart gave birth to fear, and Fu Zexuan found the same clue in Yu Hengyun's gentle attitude as before the kiss.
Thinking of that question, he pursed his lips and explained earnestly, almost stubbornly: "I didn't want to escape."
The look in the black eyes was breathtaking, Yu Hengyun closed his eyes, suppressed the untimely thoughts, and even more so distressed that he wanted to comfort him again, but in the end he just squeezed his left hand that was put back to his side, and responded softly: "Well, I know that you didn't run away, that's why you are hesitant and afraid."
"Tell me what you are afraid of, and I will understand." As agreed not long ago, Yu Hengyun patiently told the young man this fact again.
The soft and drooping eye ends conveyed the pity and comfort of the owner of the eyes, Fu Zexuan seemed to have a connection with Yu Hengyun for a moment.
If two people share the same memory that belongs to him, can he also perceive the same emotion?
That's why I know his emotions well, and that's why I'm so afraid of... losing?
This kind of experience is novel, and he made both himself and Yu Hengyun feel afraid.
And what is the reason for this restlessness?If he figured it out, would he be able to face it?
"Don't dare to face it." If they were also like that person, absolutely indifferent, and abandoned him, where would he go this time?
Fu Zexuan flinched, and used Xu Han's performance in the morning to pull himself back in time to avoid falling into extreme thoughts again.
"You've done a great job." Warmth descended on the chin again, and Fu Zexuan stared blankly at Yu Hengyun, filled with encouragement and warmth.
"You never did anything wrong, it's just that you didn't consider some things." He heard Yu Hengyun say this, his gentle voice seemed to be wrapped in honey, and Fu Zexuan involuntarily turned his eyes to the opening and closing of his lips.
The radian of tearing made the upper and lower lips thinner, Yu Hengyun was still comforting, Fu Zexuan had found the answer, but the sentence he wanted to hear the most has not been said for a long time.
No matter how far he was from the edge of the sofa, Fu Zexuan put all his attention on the person in front of him. He leaned over to look for the beautiful and slightly dry lips, but he was instantly struck by the weightlessness and fell down.
"What are you doing?" Yu Hengyun asked teasingly, "Moisturize my lips?"
Fu Zexuan didn't answer, but insisted on kneeling on Yu Hengyun's body while he was watching him, moved forward twice to complete this very ceremonial gesture for him, and then said: "Will you go with me?"
His answer is that with Yu Hengyun's company, maybe he can do it - face any people and things that he is not good at dealing with.
What was supposed to be a coquettish sentence, but under the embellishment of Fu Zexuan's cold voice and way of speaking, combined with his top-down gaze, seemed to be a strong question.
Yu Hengyun licked his lower lip, pulled back the young man who had just got up, and smiled aggressively under his slightly surprised eyes.
"Of course." As he spoke, Yu Hengyun raised his head and sealed it with a kiss. He was clearly in the lower position, but he held Fu Zexuan's face and attacked forcefully, forcing him to lean back until he collapsed on the sofa.
Leaning on his neck and shoulders until Fu Zexuan's breathing calmed down and his face returned to normal, Yu Hengyun got up: "Let's go."
"Do I need to thank you for not forgetting me, Yu Hengyun?"
Hearing the sound of the door finally being opened upstairs, and the first time footsteps reached the living room, the person who was restlessly waiting in the living room downstairs asked unceremoniously.
The feedback that came back was not a low-pitched question that always corrected her words and deeds, but a soft apology: "Sorry for keeping you waiting."
Dazed for a moment, Yu Shunuo quickly put away the face that he was fighting with her brother, and turned back into a qualified dignified lady.
Thinking back to the mental preparations she had made before coming here, she mustered up the courage to raise her smiling face and call out to others, but when she met the strange yet familiar face of the young man, she froze.
After knowing that Fu Zexuan had woken up, Yu Shunuo had been trying to inquire about Fu Zexuan's news from her brother, and made mental preparations for many days.
What do you want to say when you see it?How will he behave?
Thinking of this, Yu Shunuo was always uneasy in his heart. He felt speechless and worried that Fu Zexuan didn't want to see him.
When the memory suddenly came back to my mind after a night's sleep, there was no earth-shattering sign, and I waited for the news of Yu Hengyun's return from the dream as usual.
In this way, the memory of that awakening was easily affected, and by the way, the past in the orphanage was also remembered.
Then it suddenly dawned on me, ah, the person who helped her back then has never changed, and saved her again in the dream.
—Although I no longer know how to laugh.
But thinking of the boy's perfect smile from any angle, Yu Shunuo had some doubts.
This kind of doubt was instantly explained after seeing the cold version of the big brother, and then the zero and Fu Zexuan who peeped at home and in dreams were connected. In her feeling, "cold" is the connection between these two. Express the common denominator of completely different people.
Cold, but not indifferent... Under special circumstances, it will be more colorful. Looking at the same bright mouths of the two sitting on the sofa one after the other, Yu Shunuo secretly commented.
This kind of observation seemed to give her the courage to speak again. Yu Shunuo recalled when she was temporarily dragged to her brother's house, sitting in the car in a panic and rehearsing the various opening methods in her mind.
First of all, you must pay attention to the title, big brother - ruled out, Fu Ge and Ze Ge are too much like calling the boss of a small group, Xuanxuan brother - too tired and crooked, so there is only one feasible title.
Putting on a beautiful smile, Yu Shunuo called out sweetly: "Brother Xuan, long time no see."
It's been a long time, even if there is an interaction in the dream later, it is different from reality after all.
But the memory is still vivid. Fu Zexuan saw the shadow of the little girl in her sweet smile, and his nervous nerves instantly relaxed.
"Yes, long time no see..." After hesitating, Fu Zexuan added the address: "Arnuo."
A title brought Yu Shunuo back to that time, and her eyes suddenly became sore.
She was certainly a victim of that orphanage, but what about Fu Zexuan?
What will be done to Fu Zexuan who has been living in that orphanage for a long time?She didn't even dare to think deeply.
In the end, Fu Zexuan couldn't see her aggrieved and crying eyes, and comforted her: "It's all over."
Like the girl who had to comfort the pretendingly wronged girl back then, Fu Zexuan was helpless and willing.
Yu Shunuo held back the tears in her eyes and smiled, but no matter how much time has passed, her big brother has not changed a bit because of the change of time. This attitude has become more and more cold because he is not good at coping, no matter how many times he looks at him, he is extremely cute .
"Okay." She replied with a smile, and then turned the topic to Yu Hengyun who was sitting silently at the other end of the sofa: "I didn't expect that Brother Xuan, who went around going around, met a brother like me."
Fu Zexuan has always been honest: "I met you when I was taking you home."
"That early! So you've been in touch all this time?"
Yu Shunuo was surprised, where Fu Zexuan didn't pay attention, she gave Yu Hengyun a bit of a bad look.
"No, it's because of the intersection of work in the past few months." Fu Zexuan simplified the facts and simplified them again, and got such a "truth".
Yu Shunuo nodded, withdrawing his condemning eyes from his brother, and thought of a new idea: "By the way, didn't we say before that we would go to amusement parks, planetariums, aquariums and other places after returning home?"
Fu Zexuan was taken aback by her frank mention of the past, and then nodded: "Yes."
"I really had been expecting my brother to take me there, but he made my dream come true in this dream."
Yu Shunuo unceremoniously hurt Yu Hengyun in words: "It turned out that I still haven't been there in reality."
But Fu Zexuan replied seriously: "I went there on purpose in that dream, thinking it might be useful."
Yu Shunuo's eyes widened, but he turned around strangely, and invited with a pinch of his throat, "Then we can go together when we have time."
Ignoring Yu Hengyun's increasingly hostile eyes in front of him, Yu Shunuo consciously chatted with Fu Zexuan very harmoniously, as if they had returned to the time when they followed each other and acquiesced.
It wasn't until Yu Shunuo's stomach groaned untimely that Fu Zexuan remembered the time and said, "I'll cook."
He also took the opportunity to praise Brother Xuan, and at the same time hurt his brother's disregard for his family. Yu Shunuo watched Fu Zexuan go to the kitchen, while he lazily turned around to face someone's death gaze.
"Yu Shunuo, you are really getting more and more out of shape." Although the lecture came late.
Yu Shunuo said innocently: "In order to hold the person you like into your arms, is face important? You think so, brother?"
Nodding his chin towards the kitchen, he was greeted by Yu Hengyun's colder stare.
"Hey, don't be angry, my liking is naturally different from yours..." With a slight "hiss", Yu Shunuo said helplessly: "I didn't say that I would hug, hug Brother Xuan... well, I I can't go on."
Yu Hengyun sighed: "Yu Shunuo."
"Hey, Wei Zai." Without waiting for Yu Hengyun to say a word, she couldn't catch up and said: "Your Majesty, your life is really like a fairy, with a beautiful woman by your side and full of fragrance and jade. It's like "the king doesn't go to court early"! "
This is to blame him for not coming out above, making people wait downstairs for a while.
Yu Hengyun didn't shirk it: "It's my responsibility."
Acknowledging but not compensating, Yu Shunuo hummed: "You owe me once... By the way, when will you bring him home? I still remember your phrase "My life belongs to him". "
Yu Shunuo asked like this, it must be her family who asked her to talk about it, and Yu Hengyun was not stingy with his answer on this matter: "After he recovers, we will clean up the matter."
"It's settled." Yu Shunuo raised his eyebrows, and in a blink of an eye he asked treacherously: "So brother, how did you and Xuan brother get along? Am I really a matchmaker?"
Yu Hengyun mercilessly exposed her fantasy: "It has nothing to do with you."
Yu Shunuo snorted again: "I think Brother Xuan's good temper can bear you, let alone being a hands-off shopkeeper here without saying anything."
Looking at the man's face, she said meanly again: "Look at your temper, sooner or later the two of you will break up."
Yu Hengyun gave her head a heavy blow, glanced at her and silently left the living room to help in the kitchen.
When the meal was about to start, Yu Shunuo also escaped to the kitchen to help serve the dishes and take the dishes. After she laughed and laughed, the three of them got along harmoniously as if they were natural.
After a simple home-cooked meal, Yu Shunuo patted his stomach and praised Fu Zexuan's craftsmanship, and was reluctant to stay with Brother Xuan for a while, so Yu Hengyun drove him home.
Getting along with the two brothers and sisters made Fu Zexuan feel warm and harmonious in his heart. After the two left, they suddenly felt lonely.
Standing by the window with hot water in his hands, the feeling in his heart has not dissipated, Fu Zexuan is reluctant to forget this feeling.Thinking about it, he was very mobile, humming a tune, took out a pen and paper and began to sketch.
When Yu Hengyun came back, he saw someone sitting on the carpet with a CD on his back, humming intermittent melodies facing the sofa, without even noticing his approach, he was engrossed in drawing a new melody on the paper.
Going home at night for the first time, seeing a warm lamp tied to him and his family from afar, Yu Hengyun stepped forward with a smile on his face, put his arms around the thin figure, and buried his head in Fu Zexuan's neck.
Fu Zexuan's movements stopped, his toes curled up, and his whole body was warmed up by the familiar breath.
He didn't say anything, and waited for Yu Hengyun's words in the quiet time.
Fu Zexuan thought he would say something, but what he waited for was "Why don't you go to the piano room to write".
Of course, he didn't know there was such a thing as a piano room. When he showed doubts, Yu Hengyun pulled him up, put away the pen and paper, and led him to the piano room.
The door opened and the lights flicked on.The small room hides the dreamlike existence of countless musicians, and it is so exquisite that it is incompatible with other furnishings in Yu Hengyun's house.
"It was packed in a hurry." Yu Hengyun said very casually. In fact, he spent more than "hasty" in arranging this music room.
Fu Zexuan would not believe it either, it would cost a lot just to collect the musical instruments inside.
He didn't say thank you, he just went to a few cellos and turned around and asked, "Do you want to listen?"
Yu Hengyun shook his head, put the score and pen on the piano stand: "Listen to your composition."
Fu Zexuan stared at him for a while, then turned his head to look at him after walking to the piano: "You will too."
Yu Hengyun smiled: "There is plenty of time."
He always seems to be not stingy with expressing his emotions to himself, Fu Zexuan thought, recalling how Yu Hengyun got along with others in his impression, he definitely didn't have such a rich expression.
Because the direction of thinking was wrong, the tune of his men had completely changed. Fu Zexuan stopped, turned his head and met the gaze of the man who was leaning against the wall watching this side, and was dazed by the softness and capture of it.
Did he keep looking at himself?While thinking, Yu Hengyun came forward, rubbed his hair and asked, "Is it all right? Are you still tired?"
Shaking his head, Fu Zexuan glanced at the score, raised his head and asked, "How does it sound?"
"Feelings?" Yu Hengyun smiled lightly, and approached maliciously: "It's another song written for her. "Sterne" was written for her, and now there is another song, what kind of feelings do you think I should have?"
Fu Zexuan couldn't tell whether he was questioning or doing it on purpose, so he couldn't answer in the blink of an eye.
Yu Hengyun gave a light "tsk", took the person's hand and took it out.
Fu Zexuan obediently obeyed, looking down at the hands they held.Different from the overlapping of hands and wrists in the past, this seems to be the first real hand in hand between the two.
Carefully put on the coat for him, Yu Hengyun continued to lead him to the door, Fu Zexuan felt like a rigid doll, at the mercy of his master, only yearning for the warmth of the palms that he could only find in the dark.
It wasn't until Yu Hengyun pulled him into the car, and the two drove to the main road, that he came back to his senses and realized that this car was very familiar.
Seeing his observation, Yu Hengyun jokingly said, "Did you find it?"
"Yeah." This is the black Adidas that the two drove out of Yu Hengyun's garage in Zhong Shude's dream.
Yu Hengyun was extraordinarily honest: "At that time, I didn't want you to leave, so I lied that I loved the car."
"Not for surveillance?" Fu Zexuan knew it already.
"It's also inexplicably reluctant for you to leave."
His frankness made Fu Zexuan's heart skip a beat, but he refused to show weakness: "Inexplicable."
"It didn't take long to figure it out. I just like you—before you lied to me that you like me." To him, Yu Hengyun was willing to say anything soft.
Fu Zexuan's attitude softened again, which was to tell him that before he used Yu Hengyun's emotions in tricks, Yu Hengyun had already realized that he was doing these things on purpose.
"I'm not lying to you." It's because they really fell in love with each other long before they officially met.
It's just that he was a bit late in reacting, but by accident, that emotion prompted him who didn't understand everything to change his plan, using Yu Hengyun's emotions, and finally made him understand his own emotions.
Fortunately, Yu Hengyun's emotions fell on him.
The two people's words added an inexplicable sense of stalemate in the confined space, and in this ambiguous atmosphere, they did not talk anymore.
The scenery outside the window became more and more familiar to Fu Zexuan. He guessed the destination, but he felt on pins and needles because he couldn't guess why Yu Hengyun brought him here.
Getting out of the car door that Yu Hengyun opened, and entering the dilapidated carved gate, Fu Zexuan shrank his shoulders nervously when he felt the dark eyes of the soldiers guarding the gate.
Yu Hengyun naturally took his hand and led him to the back of the bell tower.
The distance of dozens of steps made Fu Zexuan feel as if he had walked out of the guillotine. It was extremely long, but he was touched by the person in front of him who pulled him.
But to his surprise, Yu Hengyun led him to the side of the lake, did not touch the main building, but led him around the lake to the back of the mountain.
At this time, the moonlight was just right, and Fu Zexuan saw Yu Hengjun who had stopped walking and smiled back, even brighter than that boy back then.
He took two steps back and stopped in front of Fu Zexuan, squatting down with his back to him: "Come up."
Wrapped in the chill from the lake and the coolness of the moonlight, his voice was erratic but soft, and Fu Zexuan's nose was sore, covering his shoulders that were more than twice as wide as they were more than ten years ago.
Allowing him to carry himself on his back, he rushed forward a few steps before bumping up again and walking steadily up the mountain.
"Yu Hengyun."
"Well, I'm here."
"I wasn't asleep then."
"Ok, I know."
"Aheng."
"I'm here."
"like you."
"Me too, I like you."
Until they reached the top of the mountain, Yu Hengyun put him down, and the two lay side by side in the grass, looking up at the stars, with tenderness lingering in their hearts.
"Why are you here?" Just to look at the stars?Fu Zexuan was puzzled.
Yu Hengyun turned his head to look at him, his eyes that were too close seemed to say "Why did you ask?", and his voice seemed to be filled with great grievances: "You always look at the stars at night with her."
After that, he pretended to remember it casually, turned his head to look at the stars, and said casually: "Oh yes, I even wrote "Sterne" for her, the starry sky is so beautiful... Shouldn't the song today be named? This time What will it be called, Amusement Park? Planetarium? Aquarium..."
Before he could finish his jealous words in a flat tone, Fu Zexuan had turned around and covered his mouth with his lips.
Two pairs of bright eyes faced each other in the dark, and Fu Zexuan's slightly raised eye ends brought out a beautiful and fragile beauty. Yu Hengyun wanted to kiss her, but her own eyes were closed.
His suddenly stunned expression encouraged Fu Zexuan: "I only read it seriously with you."
"I only like you." As he said, Fu Zexuan raised his head and kissed his eyes again. After the itchy feeling, the two looked into each other's black eyes like magnets: "I only like this starry sky."
The starry sky in your eyes.Yu Hengyun heard his subtext, squinted his eyes and finally swallowed his feet.
"Then who else will you go to the planetarium with?"
Is this what happened when you turned over and Xu Han again?Fu Zexuan obediently buried his head, and murmured in the man's neck: "With you."
"Amusement park? Aquarium?"
"with you."
"Then what are we?"
What kind of?Fu Zexuan raised his head again, reading fragility and darkness from his possessive eyes.
However, he understood what answer Yu Hengyun wanted, and pursed his lips a little embarrassedly.
Yu Hengyun leaned over and rubbed his nose with his nose, and asked again in a low voice: "What is it?"
"Love, lover." Said the word with a warm face, followed by Yu Hengyun's deep kiss with joy and enthusiasm.
Under the moonlight, the dew has not yet condensed, and the lovers kiss deeply among the intertwined branches and leaves.
Memories and dreams, past and future all meet in this moment, no one is closer to each other, and nothing can separate them.
His scorching sun and his morning star fell beside him, driving away the eternal night for each other.
The author says:
Although the ending is late, it is not surprising that there will be several episodes randomly dropped.
At this point, I can finally officially end this article, and it is also my first completed article in the true sense.
I have been stumbling for more than a year, and it is a joke to say that I have only written more than 40 words.
Because this article is also of great significance to me, so it is really casual to write, and I can write whatever I want.
The character design and plot are not outstanding, and the characters can't even be well controlled. The writing power is limited, and a big idea can only be ended hastily in this way.
Even so, there are readers who are reading it. Although the number of hits is small, there are every chapter. I am really grateful. Without the support of you and my friends, as well as the love for Xuanxuan and the others, I should not be able to persist here.
In the first article, I want to say a lot, but I can just tell myself the rest, so let’s stop here.
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The crane without wings has no history and no whereabouts.
One day he met the king of another clan.
This handsome king had a precious feather, but he insisted that it belonged to a crane.
Combined with Wang's actions of hugging him, touching his back, and kissing him back, He Xing felt that he had become a substitute.
He Zuo fled quickly, but finally found——
This feather is really his.
He Zhe: Where are my wings?
Strong and kind little angel? He Zhe (pronounced the same as "Ren") × less talkative, innocent and slightly paranoid? Crow World (mustard);
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1. This article is also called "Little Crane Looking for Wings" (bushi)
2. It is a setting requirement to use traditional characters instead of "仁".
3.设定偏奇幻,主写感情。感谢在2021-10-0213:58:36-2021-10-2208:38:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——
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109. The Unpredictable White Season Belonging to Lovers ([-])
"On Christmas Eve, why are you willing to leave me alone?"
"Why, you don't get tired of being with your "Brother Yun", and you still come to see me? "
Xu Han skillfully shook the jug, and stood obliquely in front of Fu Zexuan with an almost leering posture, and he did not hesitate to tease him.
"What did you ask me for again?"
Fu Zexuan raised his head lightly, and asked him earnestly and in surprise, "How do you know?"
Xu Han felt amused, one was because of Fu Zexuan's innocent expression, and the other was because he was so cute by his expression.
This situation is not common for Xu Han.When Fu Zexuan's heart was bound by various factors, Xu Han always faced Fu Zexuan's restrained expression.
It was because Xu Han saw Fu Zexuan's heart that he repeatedly emphasized the cuteness of Fu Zexuan's character. Fu Zexuan's cold face had no deterrent effect on him, so that he shouted "Xuanxuan" loudly, and devoted himself to destroying Fu Zexuan's external coldness. hard image.
It's completely different now. Now Xu Han seems to be facing a brand new person. Although his expressions are pitifully small, on this basis, an invisible layer of ice shell has unexpectedly faded away, revealing the softness of the package.
The way this young man expresses his emotions and attitudes is still rigid, with a face with little expression, and a flat tone as before.
However, in some subtle movements, Fu Zexuan was released from the cage of confinement. With his expressionless and exquisite face, he seemed to be more lovable than the ignorant doll in the cabinet.
Raising the corners of his eyes, Xu Han pondered how much change Yu Hengyun had brought to his Xuanxuan, feeling relieved and melancholy at the same time.
Of course, you can't forget to answer the cute Xuanxuan's question.
"How many times have you said that I know you best, and let you get along with me, and you despise me again."
Seeing Xu Han's pretended resentment when he said this, Fu Zexuan pouted, took a sip of the orange soda in front of him, and stopped looking at him.
After drinking the soda, he said "I'm going back" to himself, and got up and left the bar chair.
Knowing that Fu Zexuan used this trick every time to block his words back, in exchange for a serious conversation between the two, Xu Han always compromised, "Hey." He yelled and called people back, showing a gesture of helplessness.
Putting down the wine glass, he teased the "hypocritical" young man who clearly turned his back on him and was gesticulating to leave.
"Why is the patience gone now, and you have to rush back to see your lover without finishing three sentences?"
Knowing that Fu Zexuan was too lazy to answer, Xu Han rounded up the topic by himself: "Forget it, your matter is more important. Why, you have an issue with General Yu, and you come to surrender to me—then why are you so impatient?"
After a few or two sentences, he returned to his unscrupulous tone.Fu Zexuan really wanted to ask, otherwise he wouldn't want to hear Xu Han babbling here and there. One sentence could swallow the whole world, and spit it out in dozens of sentences, and it only had a little bit to do with the theme.
The expression he teased by Xu Han really pleased Xu Han, and made Xu Han smile for a while. Seeing people staring at him, he opened his mouth as if he was about to say to leave, so Xu Han returned to the topic and put himself The judgment and Fu Zexuan took it out for advice.
"What happened to the two of you, or do you have any questions that I need to answer? It's Christmas again, and it's the new year, so I asked General Yu Zhong to take time off to spend more time with you. alright?"
Xu Han had a reason for saying this, after all, the quarrel between the two not long ago was still fresh in his memory.From this persuasion, Fu Zexuan also thought of the Cold War a few days ago.
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Two weeks after he and Yu Hengyun came out of the dream, Fu Zexuan received an encrypted message on his communicator, telling him: Because he had received a chip and had undergone head surgery, considering his physical condition after two weeks of recuperation. He was recovered, and he was to be brought into the research institute for long-term observation and asked to assist in the research.The signature is from the chip secret research group of the institute.
Fu Zexuan had no objection at all, but he could accept all the follow-up procedures after handing over the secret, so he packed his luggage and set off.
Normally, he was used to talking less, and he thought more about Yu Hengyun's leadership in the research team. He thought that this matter had been acquiesced by Yu Hengyun, so he didn't mention anything, and obediently got in the car and entered the research institute at the appointed time.
In the end, he stood at the entrance and stared at Yu Hengyun who was looking at him.
Then Fu Zexuan saw in a trance, how sternly Yu Hengyun at work reprimanded the instigator who made up his own mind, and then took a big step, without changing his military uniform, and took him home without saying a word. His communicator, locked the door and returned to the research institute.
Fu Zexuan, who was left at home, went to the window to watch him leave in two or three steps. He felt sorry and tasted some grievances, which was very new to him.
Yu Hengyun was quick to obey, and continued to coax Fu Zexuan with soft words when he returned home that night, apologizing and explaining.
"I was angry that I was too careless. There was a proposal made over there, but I firmly suppressed it but failed to convince the public. Afterwards, the person in charge passed me and sent a message, but I didn't notice anything unusual."
"I don't want to get angry with you. I'm really sorry for my temper, but I'm so scared. I'm afraid that if I'm transferred and I bring you in, you'll be punished again. harm?"
"I'll protect you, okay?" While speaking, Yu Hengyun kept paying attention to Fu Zexuan's reaction, but he couldn't even get a response from him raising his eyes. After the last sentence, he wanted to give Fu Zexuan a hug, but was quickly dodge.
For a while, the two froze there. Yu Hengyun sat on the sofa next to Fu Zexuan, looking at him earnestly, waiting for even a single word of his response.
Fu Zexuan was actually not angry because of Yu Hengyun's attitude in the morning, but apart from the first grievance in his heart, there was also an inexplicable emotion that made him unable to look up into Yu Hengyun's eyes no matter what, choked up in his throat.
In the severe winter, under Yu Hengyun's eagerly following eyes, he took off the quilt and set up a temporary resting place on the sofa on the first floor. Both of them had a sleepless night.
The next day Yu Hengyun had to go to work again, even though the atmosphere between the two of them was so stiff, Fu Zexuan didn't forget to prepare breakfast for him, and retreated to the music room by himself, not meeting Yu Hengyun face to face.
After he had already gone to work, Fu Zexuan took out the luggage that he hadn't put home last night, and dragged him back to his house in Guanhaiyuan.
Yu Hengyun didn't see his lover when he returned home, and no one picked up the communicator, thinking that he had really annoyed people, and after a while of searching, he asked familiar people one by one, and then went to the research institute to interrogate them one by one, Still can't find it.
In the end, Xu Han notified him that he was in a psychological counseling center, and he didn't want to see him for the time being. He only wanted to report that he was safe, and then he went home and waited with some peace of mind.
Xu Han hung up the communication, met the scorching gaze of the man who was occupying his desk like an old man, and said helplessly, "Notified."
"Didi" two times, Fu Zexuan looked down at the message in his communicator, it was from Yu Hengyun, he knew it was just hung up the communication and sent another message.
Swipe down, there are several messages from him that he has not responded to, asking where he is, if he is safe, and if he is going home.
There was no blame, nor was he questioned about his leaving without saying goodbye.
The thumb of his left hand rubbed against the white head portrait with only one star, and the interface moved with the message. Fu Zexuan turned off the screen, put away the communicator and faced Xu Han. A series of inquiries when you find yourself.
……
Xu Han's face was a little fuzzy under the light, Fu Zexuan could see the concern hidden under his relaxed expression, and shook his head to dispel this worry.
"It's not a fight." It's a consultation.
During the cold war a few days ago, he and Yu Hengyun had only been together for two weeks.After Yu Hengyun left home without saying a word, Fu Zexuan thought about the relationship between the two of them for a long time, and finally made up his mind to leave for two days to calmly think about their relationship.
He has always been very thoughtful, looking forward and backward before doing things, afraid of disturbing Yu Hengyun's business, he didn't even say hello, so he went to a few old places to relax, and only found Xu Han at night.
Unexpectedly, when Yu Hengyun was working, his mind was full of thoughts about Fu Zexuan's performance the night before, and he felt something was wrong after thinking about it, so he went home early that day.
So Fu Zexuan was "lost" like this. Hearing that Xu Han rushed to the psychological counseling center to confirm his safety, Fu Zexuan knew that he had made trouble again unconsciously.
It's no wonder that Xu Han laughed at him when they met: "Why can't you even compare to a three-year-old child now?"
Afterwards, Fu Zexuan and Xu Han explained what happened to them, and even admitted that they wanted to help but it was a waste of help. Although it was not a contradictory event of "survival is a mistake" like the previous SLAF virus, it ultimately caused him I feel self-blame that "I can't help you with anything".
At that time, Xu Han also said the same thing as today, let him and Yu Hengyun talk about it.So he didn't allow him to object, so he called Yu Hengyun to the consultation office and took him back.
But after the two returned, they didn't say anything after all, Yu Hengyun acted as if nothing had happened, coaxed him to sleep with a good voice, and continued to work on those things by himself.
That day Fu Zexuan closed his eyes and feigned sleep until Yu Hengyun rolled onto the bed and rested next to him with a damp and clean breath.
When he opened his eyes, he saw the bruises in Yu Hengyun's eyes, and the exhaustion that couldn't dissipate even when he closed his eyes. He had mixed feelings in his heart. What he wanted to share was still adding to the chaos.
I want to touch Yu Hengyun's eye sockets gently, but I don't want to disturb his sleep, so I give up.
Yu Hengyun still didn't blame him, and treated him with extreme gentleness. People who have clearly never been in love are handy in this regard.
Fu Zexuan was in a complicated mood, and couldn't help but think of the way the two got along before and after they confirmed their relationship, which made them feel a little melancholy.
But he couldn't tell anyone. To talk about Yu Hengyun's intimacy with him, the doubt that became plain after confirming the relationship was more difficult for Fu Zexuan.
Not to mention that after he returned from "running away from home" this time, he even felt that there was an indestructible gap between the two of them, and even the physical contact between them was a little strange.
Seeing that Fu Zexuan seemed to be trapped in his own world after he finished his words of persuasion, and couldn't extricate himself, Xu Han understood that the matter might not be resolved yet.
He said in his heart, "Yu Hengyun, what the hell are you doing? You clearly broadcast Xuanxuan's worries to you." Are you ready for this?"
It's not that Fu Zexuan can't listen to provocative generals, but he is indeed ready to completely solve the previous problems with Yu Hengyun.
"I don't think it will touch the essence of the problem. But what I don't understand is..."
He didn't even know what the problem was between the two of them.
But Fu Zexuan understood that the problem was with him, and Yu Hengyun had nothing wrong with it.
Seeing his slightly confused eyes, Xu Han finally no longer looked at him like a layer of mist.
Of course, Yu Hengyun has not forgotten that he has not yet possessed the official status of "lover".
Without letting his inner thoughts affect his expression, Yu Hengyun patiently asked the frowning young man: "What are you afraid of, you can tell me."
The emptiness in his heart gave birth to fear, and Fu Zexuan found the same clue in Yu Hengyun's gentle attitude as before the kiss.
Thinking of that question, he pursed his lips and explained earnestly, almost stubbornly: "I didn't want to escape."
The look in the black eyes was breathtaking, Yu Hengyun closed his eyes, suppressed the untimely thoughts, and even more so distressed that he wanted to comfort him again, but in the end he just squeezed his left hand that was put back to his side, and responded softly: "Well, I know that you didn't run away, that's why you are hesitant and afraid."
"Tell me what you are afraid of, and I will understand." As agreed not long ago, Yu Hengyun patiently told the young man this fact again.
The soft and drooping eye ends conveyed the pity and comfort of the owner of the eyes, Fu Zexuan seemed to have a connection with Yu Hengyun for a moment.
If two people share the same memory that belongs to him, can he also perceive the same emotion?
That's why I know his emotions well, and that's why I'm so afraid of... losing?
This kind of experience is novel, and he made both himself and Yu Hengyun feel afraid.
And what is the reason for this restlessness?If he figured it out, would he be able to face it?
"Don't dare to face it." If they were also like that person, absolutely indifferent, and abandoned him, where would he go this time?
Fu Zexuan flinched, and used Xu Han's performance in the morning to pull himself back in time to avoid falling into extreme thoughts again.
"You've done a great job." Warmth descended on the chin again, and Fu Zexuan stared blankly at Yu Hengyun, filled with encouragement and warmth.
"You never did anything wrong, it's just that you didn't consider some things." He heard Yu Hengyun say this, his gentle voice seemed to be wrapped in honey, and Fu Zexuan involuntarily turned his eyes to the opening and closing of his lips.
The radian of tearing made the upper and lower lips thinner, Yu Hengyun was still comforting, Fu Zexuan had found the answer, but the sentence he wanted to hear the most has not been said for a long time.
No matter how far he was from the edge of the sofa, Fu Zexuan put all his attention on the person in front of him. He leaned over to look for the beautiful and slightly dry lips, but he was instantly struck by the weightlessness and fell down.
"What are you doing?" Yu Hengyun asked teasingly, "Moisturize my lips?"
Fu Zexuan didn't answer, but insisted on kneeling on Yu Hengyun's body while he was watching him, moved forward twice to complete this very ceremonial gesture for him, and then said: "Will you go with me?"
His answer is that with Yu Hengyun's company, maybe he can do it - face any people and things that he is not good at dealing with.
What was supposed to be a coquettish sentence, but under the embellishment of Fu Zexuan's cold voice and way of speaking, combined with his top-down gaze, seemed to be a strong question.
Yu Hengyun licked his lower lip, pulled back the young man who had just got up, and smiled aggressively under his slightly surprised eyes.
"Of course." As he spoke, Yu Hengyun raised his head and sealed it with a kiss. He was clearly in the lower position, but he held Fu Zexuan's face and attacked forcefully, forcing him to lean back until he collapsed on the sofa.
Leaning on his neck and shoulders until Fu Zexuan's breathing calmed down and his face returned to normal, Yu Hengyun got up: "Let's go."
"Do I need to thank you for not forgetting me, Yu Hengyun?"
Hearing the sound of the door finally being opened upstairs, and the first time footsteps reached the living room, the person who was restlessly waiting in the living room downstairs asked unceremoniously.
The feedback that came back was not a low-pitched question that always corrected her words and deeds, but a soft apology: "Sorry for keeping you waiting."
Dazed for a moment, Yu Shunuo quickly put away the face that he was fighting with her brother, and turned back into a qualified dignified lady.
Thinking back to the mental preparations she had made before coming here, she mustered up the courage to raise her smiling face and call out to others, but when she met the strange yet familiar face of the young man, she froze.
After knowing that Fu Zexuan had woken up, Yu Shunuo had been trying to inquire about Fu Zexuan's news from her brother, and made mental preparations for many days.
What do you want to say when you see it?How will he behave?
Thinking of this, Yu Shunuo was always uneasy in his heart. He felt speechless and worried that Fu Zexuan didn't want to see him.
When the memory suddenly came back to my mind after a night's sleep, there was no earth-shattering sign, and I waited for the news of Yu Hengyun's return from the dream as usual.
In this way, the memory of that awakening was easily affected, and by the way, the past in the orphanage was also remembered.
Then it suddenly dawned on me, ah, the person who helped her back then has never changed, and saved her again in the dream.
—Although I no longer know how to laugh.
But thinking of the boy's perfect smile from any angle, Yu Shunuo had some doubts.
This kind of doubt was instantly explained after seeing the cold version of the big brother, and then the zero and Fu Zexuan who peeped at home and in dreams were connected. In her feeling, "cold" is the connection between these two. Express the common denominator of completely different people.
Cold, but not indifferent... Under special circumstances, it will be more colorful. Looking at the same bright mouths of the two sitting on the sofa one after the other, Yu Shunuo secretly commented.
This kind of observation seemed to give her the courage to speak again. Yu Shunuo recalled when she was temporarily dragged to her brother's house, sitting in the car in a panic and rehearsing the various opening methods in her mind.
First of all, you must pay attention to the title, big brother - ruled out, Fu Ge and Ze Ge are too much like calling the boss of a small group, Xuanxuan brother - too tired and crooked, so there is only one feasible title.
Putting on a beautiful smile, Yu Shunuo called out sweetly: "Brother Xuan, long time no see."
It's been a long time, even if there is an interaction in the dream later, it is different from reality after all.
But the memory is still vivid. Fu Zexuan saw the shadow of the little girl in her sweet smile, and his nervous nerves instantly relaxed.
"Yes, long time no see..." After hesitating, Fu Zexuan added the address: "Arnuo."
A title brought Yu Shunuo back to that time, and her eyes suddenly became sore.
She was certainly a victim of that orphanage, but what about Fu Zexuan?
What will be done to Fu Zexuan who has been living in that orphanage for a long time?She didn't even dare to think deeply.
In the end, Fu Zexuan couldn't see her aggrieved and crying eyes, and comforted her: "It's all over."
Like the girl who had to comfort the pretendingly wronged girl back then, Fu Zexuan was helpless and willing.
Yu Shunuo held back the tears in her eyes and smiled, but no matter how much time has passed, her big brother has not changed a bit because of the change of time. This attitude has become more and more cold because he is not good at coping, no matter how many times he looks at him, he is extremely cute .
"Okay." She replied with a smile, and then turned the topic to Yu Hengyun who was sitting silently at the other end of the sofa: "I didn't expect that Brother Xuan, who went around going around, met a brother like me."
Fu Zexuan has always been honest: "I met you when I was taking you home."
"That early! So you've been in touch all this time?"
Yu Shunuo was surprised, where Fu Zexuan didn't pay attention, she gave Yu Hengyun a bit of a bad look.
"No, it's because of the intersection of work in the past few months." Fu Zexuan simplified the facts and simplified them again, and got such a "truth".
Yu Shunuo nodded, withdrawing his condemning eyes from his brother, and thought of a new idea: "By the way, didn't we say before that we would go to amusement parks, planetariums, aquariums and other places after returning home?"
Fu Zexuan was taken aback by her frank mention of the past, and then nodded: "Yes."
"I really had been expecting my brother to take me there, but he made my dream come true in this dream."
Yu Shunuo unceremoniously hurt Yu Hengyun in words: "It turned out that I still haven't been there in reality."
But Fu Zexuan replied seriously: "I went there on purpose in that dream, thinking it might be useful."
Yu Shunuo's eyes widened, but he turned around strangely, and invited with a pinch of his throat, "Then we can go together when we have time."
Ignoring Yu Hengyun's increasingly hostile eyes in front of him, Yu Shunuo consciously chatted with Fu Zexuan very harmoniously, as if they had returned to the time when they followed each other and acquiesced.
It wasn't until Yu Shunuo's stomach groaned untimely that Fu Zexuan remembered the time and said, "I'll cook."
He also took the opportunity to praise Brother Xuan, and at the same time hurt his brother's disregard for his family. Yu Shunuo watched Fu Zexuan go to the kitchen, while he lazily turned around to face someone's death gaze.
"Yu Shunuo, you are really getting more and more out of shape." Although the lecture came late.
Yu Shunuo said innocently: "In order to hold the person you like into your arms, is face important? You think so, brother?"
Nodding his chin towards the kitchen, he was greeted by Yu Hengyun's colder stare.
"Hey, don't be angry, my liking is naturally different from yours..." With a slight "hiss", Yu Shunuo said helplessly: "I didn't say that I would hug, hug Brother Xuan... well, I I can't go on."
Yu Hengyun sighed: "Yu Shunuo."
"Hey, Wei Zai." Without waiting for Yu Hengyun to say a word, she couldn't catch up and said: "Your Majesty, your life is really like a fairy, with a beautiful woman by your side and full of fragrance and jade. It's like "the king doesn't go to court early"! "
This is to blame him for not coming out above, making people wait downstairs for a while.
Yu Hengyun didn't shirk it: "It's my responsibility."
Acknowledging but not compensating, Yu Shunuo hummed: "You owe me once... By the way, when will you bring him home? I still remember your phrase "My life belongs to him". "
Yu Shunuo asked like this, it must be her family who asked her to talk about it, and Yu Hengyun was not stingy with his answer on this matter: "After he recovers, we will clean up the matter."
"It's settled." Yu Shunuo raised his eyebrows, and in a blink of an eye he asked treacherously: "So brother, how did you and Xuan brother get along? Am I really a matchmaker?"
Yu Hengyun mercilessly exposed her fantasy: "It has nothing to do with you."
Yu Shunuo snorted again: "I think Brother Xuan's good temper can bear you, let alone being a hands-off shopkeeper here without saying anything."
Looking at the man's face, she said meanly again: "Look at your temper, sooner or later the two of you will break up."
Yu Hengyun gave her head a heavy blow, glanced at her and silently left the living room to help in the kitchen.
When the meal was about to start, Yu Shunuo also escaped to the kitchen to help serve the dishes and take the dishes. After she laughed and laughed, the three of them got along harmoniously as if they were natural.
After a simple home-cooked meal, Yu Shunuo patted his stomach and praised Fu Zexuan's craftsmanship, and was reluctant to stay with Brother Xuan for a while, so Yu Hengyun drove him home.
Getting along with the two brothers and sisters made Fu Zexuan feel warm and harmonious in his heart. After the two left, they suddenly felt lonely.
Standing by the window with hot water in his hands, the feeling in his heart has not dissipated, Fu Zexuan is reluctant to forget this feeling.Thinking about it, he was very mobile, humming a tune, took out a pen and paper and began to sketch.
When Yu Hengyun came back, he saw someone sitting on the carpet with a CD on his back, humming intermittent melodies facing the sofa, without even noticing his approach, he was engrossed in drawing a new melody on the paper.
Going home at night for the first time, seeing a warm lamp tied to him and his family from afar, Yu Hengyun stepped forward with a smile on his face, put his arms around the thin figure, and buried his head in Fu Zexuan's neck.
Fu Zexuan's movements stopped, his toes curled up, and his whole body was warmed up by the familiar breath.
He didn't say anything, and waited for Yu Hengyun's words in the quiet time.
Fu Zexuan thought he would say something, but what he waited for was "Why don't you go to the piano room to write".
Of course, he didn't know there was such a thing as a piano room. When he showed doubts, Yu Hengyun pulled him up, put away the pen and paper, and led him to the piano room.
The door opened and the lights flicked on.The small room hides the dreamlike existence of countless musicians, and it is so exquisite that it is incompatible with other furnishings in Yu Hengyun's house.
"It was packed in a hurry." Yu Hengyun said very casually. In fact, he spent more than "hasty" in arranging this music room.
Fu Zexuan would not believe it either, it would cost a lot just to collect the musical instruments inside.
He didn't say thank you, he just went to a few cellos and turned around and asked, "Do you want to listen?"
Yu Hengyun shook his head, put the score and pen on the piano stand: "Listen to your composition."
Fu Zexuan stared at him for a while, then turned his head to look at him after walking to the piano: "You will too."
Yu Hengyun smiled: "There is plenty of time."
He always seems to be not stingy with expressing his emotions to himself, Fu Zexuan thought, recalling how Yu Hengyun got along with others in his impression, he definitely didn't have such a rich expression.
Because the direction of thinking was wrong, the tune of his men had completely changed. Fu Zexuan stopped, turned his head and met the gaze of the man who was leaning against the wall watching this side, and was dazed by the softness and capture of it.
Did he keep looking at himself?While thinking, Yu Hengyun came forward, rubbed his hair and asked, "Is it all right? Are you still tired?"
Shaking his head, Fu Zexuan glanced at the score, raised his head and asked, "How does it sound?"
"Feelings?" Yu Hengyun smiled lightly, and approached maliciously: "It's another song written for her. "Sterne" was written for her, and now there is another song, what kind of feelings do you think I should have?"
Fu Zexuan couldn't tell whether he was questioning or doing it on purpose, so he couldn't answer in the blink of an eye.
Yu Hengyun gave a light "tsk", took the person's hand and took it out.
Fu Zexuan obediently obeyed, looking down at the hands they held.Different from the overlapping of hands and wrists in the past, this seems to be the first real hand in hand between the two.
Carefully put on the coat for him, Yu Hengyun continued to lead him to the door, Fu Zexuan felt like a rigid doll, at the mercy of his master, only yearning for the warmth of the palms that he could only find in the dark.
It wasn't until Yu Hengyun pulled him into the car, and the two drove to the main road, that he came back to his senses and realized that this car was very familiar.
Seeing his observation, Yu Hengyun jokingly said, "Did you find it?"
"Yeah." This is the black Adidas that the two drove out of Yu Hengyun's garage in Zhong Shude's dream.
Yu Hengyun was extraordinarily honest: "At that time, I didn't want you to leave, so I lied that I loved the car."
"Not for surveillance?" Fu Zexuan knew it already.
"It's also inexplicably reluctant for you to leave."
His frankness made Fu Zexuan's heart skip a beat, but he refused to show weakness: "Inexplicable."
"It didn't take long to figure it out. I just like you—before you lied to me that you like me." To him, Yu Hengyun was willing to say anything soft.
Fu Zexuan's attitude softened again, which was to tell him that before he used Yu Hengyun's emotions in tricks, Yu Hengyun had already realized that he was doing these things on purpose.
"I'm not lying to you." It's because they really fell in love with each other long before they officially met.
It's just that he was a bit late in reacting, but by accident, that emotion prompted him who didn't understand everything to change his plan, using Yu Hengyun's emotions, and finally made him understand his own emotions.
Fortunately, Yu Hengyun's emotions fell on him.
The two people's words added an inexplicable sense of stalemate in the confined space, and in this ambiguous atmosphere, they did not talk anymore.
The scenery outside the window became more and more familiar to Fu Zexuan. He guessed the destination, but he felt on pins and needles because he couldn't guess why Yu Hengyun brought him here.
Getting out of the car door that Yu Hengyun opened, and entering the dilapidated carved gate, Fu Zexuan shrank his shoulders nervously when he felt the dark eyes of the soldiers guarding the gate.
Yu Hengyun naturally took his hand and led him to the back of the bell tower.
The distance of dozens of steps made Fu Zexuan feel as if he had walked out of the guillotine. It was extremely long, but he was touched by the person in front of him who pulled him.
But to his surprise, Yu Hengyun led him to the side of the lake, did not touch the main building, but led him around the lake to the back of the mountain.
At this time, the moonlight was just right, and Fu Zexuan saw Yu Hengjun who had stopped walking and smiled back, even brighter than that boy back then.
He took two steps back and stopped in front of Fu Zexuan, squatting down with his back to him: "Come up."
Wrapped in the chill from the lake and the coolness of the moonlight, his voice was erratic but soft, and Fu Zexuan's nose was sore, covering his shoulders that were more than twice as wide as they were more than ten years ago.
Allowing him to carry himself on his back, he rushed forward a few steps before bumping up again and walking steadily up the mountain.
"Yu Hengyun."
"Well, I'm here."
"I wasn't asleep then."
"Ok, I know."
"Aheng."
"I'm here."
"like you."
"Me too, I like you."
Until they reached the top of the mountain, Yu Hengyun put him down, and the two lay side by side in the grass, looking up at the stars, with tenderness lingering in their hearts.
"Why are you here?" Just to look at the stars?Fu Zexuan was puzzled.
Yu Hengyun turned his head to look at him, his eyes that were too close seemed to say "Why did you ask?", and his voice seemed to be filled with great grievances: "You always look at the stars at night with her."
After that, he pretended to remember it casually, turned his head to look at the stars, and said casually: "Oh yes, I even wrote "Sterne" for her, the starry sky is so beautiful... Shouldn't the song today be named? This time What will it be called, Amusement Park? Planetarium? Aquarium..."
Before he could finish his jealous words in a flat tone, Fu Zexuan had turned around and covered his mouth with his lips.
Two pairs of bright eyes faced each other in the dark, and Fu Zexuan's slightly raised eye ends brought out a beautiful and fragile beauty. Yu Hengyun wanted to kiss her, but her own eyes were closed.
His suddenly stunned expression encouraged Fu Zexuan: "I only read it seriously with you."
"I only like you." As he said, Fu Zexuan raised his head and kissed his eyes again. After the itchy feeling, the two looked into each other's black eyes like magnets: "I only like this starry sky."
The starry sky in your eyes.Yu Hengyun heard his subtext, squinted his eyes and finally swallowed his feet.
"Then who else will you go to the planetarium with?"
Is this what happened when you turned over and Xu Han again?Fu Zexuan obediently buried his head, and murmured in the man's neck: "With you."
"Amusement park? Aquarium?"
"with you."
"Then what are we?"
What kind of?Fu Zexuan raised his head again, reading fragility and darkness from his possessive eyes.
However, he understood what answer Yu Hengyun wanted, and pursed his lips a little embarrassedly.
Yu Hengyun leaned over and rubbed his nose with his nose, and asked again in a low voice: "What is it?"
"Love, lover." Said the word with a warm face, followed by Yu Hengyun's deep kiss with joy and enthusiasm.
Under the moonlight, the dew has not yet condensed, and the lovers kiss deeply among the intertwined branches and leaves.
Memories and dreams, past and future all meet in this moment, no one is closer to each other, and nothing can separate them.
His scorching sun and his morning star fell beside him, driving away the eternal night for each other.
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Although the ending is late, it is not surprising that there will be several episodes randomly dropped.
At this point, I can finally officially end this article, and it is also my first completed article in the true sense.
I have been stumbling for more than a year, and it is a joke to say that I have only written more than 40 words.
Because this article is also of great significance to me, so it is really casual to write, and I can write whatever I want.
The character design and plot are not outstanding, and the characters can't even be well controlled. The writing power is limited, and a big idea can only be ended hastily in this way.
Even so, there are readers who are reading it. Although the number of hits is small, there are every chapter. I am really grateful. Without the support of you and my friends, as well as the love for Xuanxuan and the others, I should not be able to persist here.
In the first article, I want to say a lot, but I can just tell myself the rest, so let’s stop here.
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The crane without wings has no history and no whereabouts.
One day he met the king of another clan.
This handsome king had a precious feather, but he insisted that it belonged to a crane.
Combined with Wang's actions of hugging him, touching his back, and kissing him back, He Xing felt that he had become a substitute.
He Zuo fled quickly, but finally found——
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1. This article is also called "Little Crane Looking for Wings" (bushi)
2. It is a setting requirement to use traditional characters instead of "仁".
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109. The Unpredictable White Season Belonging to Lovers ([-])
"On Christmas Eve, why are you willing to leave me alone?"
"Why, you don't get tired of being with your "Brother Yun", and you still come to see me? "
Xu Han skillfully shook the jug, and stood obliquely in front of Fu Zexuan with an almost leering posture, and he did not hesitate to tease him.
"What did you ask me for again?"
Fu Zexuan raised his head lightly, and asked him earnestly and in surprise, "How do you know?"
Xu Han felt amused, one was because of Fu Zexuan's innocent expression, and the other was because he was so cute by his expression.
This situation is not common for Xu Han.When Fu Zexuan's heart was bound by various factors, Xu Han always faced Fu Zexuan's restrained expression.
It was because Xu Han saw Fu Zexuan's heart that he repeatedly emphasized the cuteness of Fu Zexuan's character. Fu Zexuan's cold face had no deterrent effect on him, so that he shouted "Xuanxuan" loudly, and devoted himself to destroying Fu Zexuan's external coldness. hard image.
It's completely different now. Now Xu Han seems to be facing a brand new person. Although his expressions are pitifully small, on this basis, an invisible layer of ice shell has unexpectedly faded away, revealing the softness of the package.
The way this young man expresses his emotions and attitudes is still rigid, with a face with little expression, and a flat tone as before.
However, in some subtle movements, Fu Zexuan was released from the cage of confinement. With his expressionless and exquisite face, he seemed to be more lovable than the ignorant doll in the cabinet.
Raising the corners of his eyes, Xu Han pondered how much change Yu Hengyun had brought to his Xuanxuan, feeling relieved and melancholy at the same time.
Of course, you can't forget to answer the cute Xuanxuan's question.
"How many times have you said that I know you best, and let you get along with me, and you despise me again."
Seeing Xu Han's pretended resentment when he said this, Fu Zexuan pouted, took a sip of the orange soda in front of him, and stopped looking at him.
After drinking the soda, he said "I'm going back" to himself, and got up and left the bar chair.
Knowing that Fu Zexuan used this trick every time to block his words back, in exchange for a serious conversation between the two, Xu Han always compromised, "Hey." He yelled and called people back, showing a gesture of helplessness.
Putting down the wine glass, he teased the "hypocritical" young man who clearly turned his back on him and was gesticulating to leave.
"Why is the patience gone now, and you have to rush back to see your lover without finishing three sentences?"
Knowing that Fu Zexuan was too lazy to answer, Xu Han rounded up the topic by himself: "Forget it, your matter is more important. Why, you have an issue with General Yu, and you come to surrender to me—then why are you so impatient?"
After a few or two sentences, he returned to his unscrupulous tone.Fu Zexuan really wanted to ask, otherwise he wouldn't want to hear Xu Han babbling here and there. One sentence could swallow the whole world, and spit it out in dozens of sentences, and it only had a little bit to do with the theme.
The expression he teased by Xu Han really pleased Xu Han, and made Xu Han smile for a while. Seeing people staring at him, he opened his mouth as if he was about to say to leave, so Xu Han returned to the topic and put himself The judgment and Fu Zexuan took it out for advice.
"What happened to the two of you, or do you have any questions that I need to answer? It's Christmas again, and it's the new year, so I asked General Yu Zhong to take time off to spend more time with you. alright?"
Xu Han had a reason for saying this, after all, the quarrel between the two not long ago was still fresh in his memory.From this persuasion, Fu Zexuan also thought of the Cold War a few days ago.
……
Two weeks after he and Yu Hengyun came out of the dream, Fu Zexuan received an encrypted message on his communicator, telling him: Because he had received a chip and had undergone head surgery, considering his physical condition after two weeks of recuperation. He was recovered, and he was to be brought into the research institute for long-term observation and asked to assist in the research.The signature is from the chip secret research group of the institute.
Fu Zexuan had no objection at all, but he could accept all the follow-up procedures after handing over the secret, so he packed his luggage and set off.
Normally, he was used to talking less, and he thought more about Yu Hengyun's leadership in the research team. He thought that this matter had been acquiesced by Yu Hengyun, so he didn't mention anything, and obediently got in the car and entered the research institute at the appointed time.
In the end, he stood at the entrance and stared at Yu Hengyun who was looking at him.
Then Fu Zexuan saw in a trance, how sternly Yu Hengyun at work reprimanded the instigator who made up his own mind, and then took a big step, without changing his military uniform, and took him home without saying a word. His communicator, locked the door and returned to the research institute.
Fu Zexuan, who was left at home, went to the window to watch him leave in two or three steps. He felt sorry and tasted some grievances, which was very new to him.
Yu Hengyun was quick to obey, and continued to coax Fu Zexuan with soft words when he returned home that night, apologizing and explaining.
"I was angry that I was too careless. There was a proposal made over there, but I firmly suppressed it but failed to convince the public. Afterwards, the person in charge passed me and sent a message, but I didn't notice anything unusual."
"I don't want to get angry with you. I'm really sorry for my temper, but I'm so scared. I'm afraid that if I'm transferred and I bring you in, you'll be punished again. harm?"
"I'll protect you, okay?" While speaking, Yu Hengyun kept paying attention to Fu Zexuan's reaction, but he couldn't even get a response from him raising his eyes. After the last sentence, he wanted to give Fu Zexuan a hug, but was quickly dodge.
For a while, the two froze there. Yu Hengyun sat on the sofa next to Fu Zexuan, looking at him earnestly, waiting for even a single word of his response.
Fu Zexuan was actually not angry because of Yu Hengyun's attitude in the morning, but apart from the first grievance in his heart, there was also an inexplicable emotion that made him unable to look up into Yu Hengyun's eyes no matter what, choked up in his throat.
In the severe winter, under Yu Hengyun's eagerly following eyes, he took off the quilt and set up a temporary resting place on the sofa on the first floor. Both of them had a sleepless night.
The next day Yu Hengyun had to go to work again, even though the atmosphere between the two of them was so stiff, Fu Zexuan didn't forget to prepare breakfast for him, and retreated to the music room by himself, not meeting Yu Hengyun face to face.
After he had already gone to work, Fu Zexuan took out the luggage that he hadn't put home last night, and dragged him back to his house in Guanhaiyuan.
Yu Hengyun didn't see his lover when he returned home, and no one picked up the communicator, thinking that he had really annoyed people, and after a while of searching, he asked familiar people one by one, and then went to the research institute to interrogate them one by one, Still can't find it.
In the end, Xu Han notified him that he was in a psychological counseling center, and he didn't want to see him for the time being. He only wanted to report that he was safe, and then he went home and waited with some peace of mind.
Xu Han hung up the communication, met the scorching gaze of the man who was occupying his desk like an old man, and said helplessly, "Notified."
"Didi" two times, Fu Zexuan looked down at the message in his communicator, it was from Yu Hengyun, he knew it was just hung up the communication and sent another message.
Swipe down, there are several messages from him that he has not responded to, asking where he is, if he is safe, and if he is going home.
There was no blame, nor was he questioned about his leaving without saying goodbye.
The thumb of his left hand rubbed against the white head portrait with only one star, and the interface moved with the message. Fu Zexuan turned off the screen, put away the communicator and faced Xu Han. A series of inquiries when you find yourself.
……
Xu Han's face was a little fuzzy under the light, Fu Zexuan could see the concern hidden under his relaxed expression, and shook his head to dispel this worry.
"It's not a fight." It's a consultation.
During the cold war a few days ago, he and Yu Hengyun had only been together for two weeks.After Yu Hengyun left home without saying a word, Fu Zexuan thought about the relationship between the two of them for a long time, and finally made up his mind to leave for two days to calmly think about their relationship.
He has always been very thoughtful, looking forward and backward before doing things, afraid of disturbing Yu Hengyun's business, he didn't even say hello, so he went to a few old places to relax, and only found Xu Han at night.
Unexpectedly, when Yu Hengyun was working, his mind was full of thoughts about Fu Zexuan's performance the night before, and he felt something was wrong after thinking about it, so he went home early that day.
So Fu Zexuan was "lost" like this. Hearing that Xu Han rushed to the psychological counseling center to confirm his safety, Fu Zexuan knew that he had made trouble again unconsciously.
It's no wonder that Xu Han laughed at him when they met: "Why can't you even compare to a three-year-old child now?"
Afterwards, Fu Zexuan and Xu Han explained what happened to them, and even admitted that they wanted to help but it was a waste of help. Although it was not a contradictory event of "survival is a mistake" like the previous SLAF virus, it ultimately caused him I feel self-blame that "I can't help you with anything".
At that time, Xu Han also said the same thing as today, let him and Yu Hengyun talk about it.So he didn't allow him to object, so he called Yu Hengyun to the consultation office and took him back.
But after the two returned, they didn't say anything after all, Yu Hengyun acted as if nothing had happened, coaxed him to sleep with a good voice, and continued to work on those things by himself.
That day Fu Zexuan closed his eyes and feigned sleep until Yu Hengyun rolled onto the bed and rested next to him with a damp and clean breath.
When he opened his eyes, he saw the bruises in Yu Hengyun's eyes, and the exhaustion that couldn't dissipate even when he closed his eyes. He had mixed feelings in his heart. What he wanted to share was still adding to the chaos.
I want to touch Yu Hengyun's eye sockets gently, but I don't want to disturb his sleep, so I give up.
Yu Hengyun still didn't blame him, and treated him with extreme gentleness. People who have clearly never been in love are handy in this regard.
Fu Zexuan was in a complicated mood, and couldn't help but think of the way the two got along before and after they confirmed their relationship, which made them feel a little melancholy.
But he couldn't tell anyone. To talk about Yu Hengyun's intimacy with him, the doubt that became plain after confirming the relationship was more difficult for Fu Zexuan.
Not to mention that after he returned from "running away from home" this time, he even felt that there was an indestructible gap between the two of them, and even the physical contact between them was a little strange.
Seeing that Fu Zexuan seemed to be trapped in his own world after he finished his words of persuasion, and couldn't extricate himself, Xu Han understood that the matter might not be resolved yet.
He said in his heart, "Yu Hengyun, what the hell are you doing? You clearly broadcast Xuanxuan's worries to you." Are you ready for this?"
It's not that Fu Zexuan can't listen to provocative generals, but he is indeed ready to completely solve the previous problems with Yu Hengyun.
"I don't think it will touch the essence of the problem. But what I don't understand is..."
He didn't even know what the problem was between the two of them.
But Fu Zexuan understood that the problem was with him, and Yu Hengyun had nothing wrong with it.
Seeing his slightly confused eyes, Xu Han finally no longer looked at him like a layer of mist.
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