Evernight Morning Star
Chapter 1;
The sad man's eyes were red.
Probably, it is not impossible to admit it.
After the door was closed, Yu Hengyun moved when a reminder that "it has entered a completely closed state" came from the empty "ward".
"What are you going to do?" Seeing that Yu Hengyun was not lying on the hospital bed, You Jing couldn't help asking.
Yu Hengyun remained silent, moved the hospital bed to Fu Zexuan's bedside, held Fu Zexuan's right hand, and then lay down on the empty hospital bed.
You Jing laughed and said, "Are you ready?"
Yu Hengyun did not respond to You Jing. He already knew the ultimate purpose of this link, and he also vaguely noticed that the "disappearance" that You Jing said was for this moment.
But he can only choose one side, he feels ashamed and grateful for You Jing's choice, feeling the continuous heat from his left hand, he closes his eyes, calms down, his heart beats "poundingly" fast, every beat All let his blood bring more existential enthusiasm to the whole body.
So he got up, leaned close to the face of the black-haired young man, and left a light kiss on the forehead. Just this was very satisfying, the corners of his mouth curled up, he lay back on the bed and closed his eyes, and the figure of You Jing emerged in the sea of consciousness.
"Don't feel guilty, don't be thankful, this is my choice too." You Jing smiled, "This is what we agreed at the beginning, you are for the truth, and I am for him."
"Now I'm only for him." Yu Hengyun mocked in a low voice, "So, thank you."
You Jing laughed again, and accepted his thank you, feeling extremely bitter in his heart.The real outsider is him, so he can only accept Yu Hengyun's gratitude as an outsider, and turn the road ahead back on track with the guilt of the perpetrator.
Perhaps this is the only support he has had so far.
With a wry smile, You Jing closed his eyes, took the aggregate of emotions and memories he had tried his best to wrap up and Yu Hengyun's consciousness, and found the only impulse frequency that attracted him back to Fu Zexuan's sea of consciousness, and resonated with it.
He felt his own consciousness dissipate, and he fought to push them into the dream at the end of the road, the only dream in the world, created by him.
……
"Let's make a deal. Although Fu Zexuan will give you the truth, the price is that everyone will forget it. I can give you the truth on the premise of retaining your memory."
"what would you like?"
"I want you to wake up Fu Zexuan." I also want you to give yourself to him.
"You can't do it yourself?"
"Heh, what do you expect a non-physical existence to do? You get the truth and save a person by the way, agree?"
"You don't need to tell me, I will save him."
"But that's not quite him."
"What do you mean?"
"Promise the deal, and you'll know everything."
"it is good."
"The deal is concluded, now pretend to forget about him and deceive him."
……
The lock is unlocked, and you will get the most ordinary and miraculous happiness as I hope.
I give everything back to you, is this enough to make those pains that you can't let go go flat?
A tear fell, as real as it was illusory, just like his previous existence, his shape and name were borrowed from others, so is the existence of consciousness true or false?
Fu Zexuan, this dream has been going on for too long, it's time to wake up.Wake up and everything will be fine.
You will have love, joy, anger, sorrow, joy, those emotions that you can feel, cannot receive, and you have doubted, you will have them.
The pain caused to you by my existence will disappear immediately;
You have been able to avoid the mud that I taught you to cross;
The sunshine that I can't hold for you, you have to learn to reach out and hold it tightly.
You see, I have helped you bring the sun to your face, hug it tightly, don't be afraid of being burned, you will also ignite the same heat and light up the sky.
You come, dawn, I'm going to disappear.
So farewell, my light, my morning star, those nights are gone.
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This chapter is also called: unlocking;
You Jing:? ?
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One, sad;
The next chapter, Xuanxuan, is finally about to debut! !
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97. He and his dreams ([-])
But his day will not come again.
After the complicated checks day after day, Fu Zeyi stood beside one of the beds, staring at the body on the bed which was clearly stronger than his brother's, struggle and unwillingness alternated in his eyes.
In the end, he stretched out his hand towards the face that showed the owner of the body sleeping peacefully, and removed the privately installed blocker from the man's head, leaving only a vital sign monitor.
After finishing all this, Fu Zeyi pushed the instrument out of the room expressionlessly, and returned to the office after putting away the instrument.
There is a mess of materials in the office. Every time I look for materials, I have to turn the whole office upside down, and then reorganize it again resignedly. He never gets tired of it. The way he gets peace and fun out of it.
It was the same when he was looking for Fu Zexuan. He didn't know if it was the summoning power of the gene. The long-term pursuit of Fu Zexuan made him feel at ease, and only this matter can make him feel at ease as an appendage.
Of course it is an appendage, and he is not Fu Zexuan's biological brother, but a "human" recreated according to Fu Zexuan's genes.
Oh, he's not human.
Fu Zeyi thought with a blank face, kicked away the materials under his feet, and barely managed to get out of an open space. He lay down on the pile of materials nearby. After closing his eyes, his mind was full of thoughts about how the teacher left him after the regular meeting in the morning. Let me say something alone.
"Of course, you can contact Lieutenant General Yu as a family member, and you can express any opinion on him in this way, but it is really wrong to do such a thing for public benefit."
For Fu Zeyi's stubborn performance, Wu Jincheng did not force him, but he sighed earnestly, which seemed to contain unlimited expectations for him: "Xiao Yi, you are not living for your brother, you are not his appendage."
Why not?He lived despicably with the stolen genes, concealed his identity under the cover of Wu Jincheng, and couldn't even exist as Fu Zexuan's younger brother in an open and aboveboard manner.
But in the same way, his elder brother Fu Zexuan also had to hide his identity, which was different from his "unable to be aboveboard"—this was also the source of his greatest malice towards Yu Hengyun.
The core of Wu Zele's plan is Fu Zexuan, but in order to avoid accidents, he copied Fu Zexuan's gene, created Fu Zeyi based on the gene, and threw him in the orphanage to fend for himself, as long as he can be found if necessary.
This made Fu Zeyi's experience no different from that of an ordinary orphan. He was born from a small experiment, lived in an orphanage for a while, and was adopted by ordinary people.
The variable is Wu Jincheng's appearance. He brought Fu Zeyi to his side, told him his background without reservation, and led him to secretly assist Fu Zexuan in his actions.
So he gradually understood that compared to his so-called "sneaky" identity, Fu Zexuan was the one that was less acceptable.
What is even more tragic is that Fu Zexuan had to bear the shackles and walk in the prison under the whip of the jailer.
Fu Zexuan was not living freely, but he could have used the gold mine hidden in the shackles as a bargaining chip in exchange for his future freedom without worry. This is what Fu Zeyi couldn't understand.
His dear "brother", he chased after the "brother" whom he couldn't get close to for many years, gave up his freedom, and gave everything to Yu Hengyun.
Wu Jincheng blocked his intervention, so Fu Zeyi could only watch helplessly as his "brother" jumped into the deep sea.
— even more angry.
Why did Fu Zexuan have to suffer these unbelievable dirty things?
Why can he give up everything without hesitation, and even push all the final achievements to someone who has nothing to do with Yu Hengyun?
Is he not trustworthy?Doesn't he deserve to be nostalgic?What's so good about Yu Hengyun that it's worth Fu Zexuan's desperate help?
Wu Jincheng understood all of this. He pityed Fu Zeyi's appearance and worried about him. He raised him, hid his identity for him, and arranged him to work under his own eyes. Wu Zele rivaled talent.
Fu Zeyi could see it clearly, and it was probably because he saw it so clearly that he could understand Wu Jincheng's painstaking efforts, so he had to restrain his complicated feelings towards Yu Hengyun and remove the barrier.
But it's not that he doesn't understand that only Yu Hengyun can help Fu Zexuan now, and he is just an irrelevant outsider, helping them within the scope of his ability.
My life belongs to him?Hmph, that sounds good, wait until you bring brother back to fix these fancy things.
Fu Zexuan was a little confused. According to the agreement with You Jing, his consciousness should not be so clear at this time.
"It's good to let me sleep all the time." He remembered that he said this to You Jing.
For several years, he has never had a peaceful sleep, so after You Jing asked the question "How will your dreams end after driving the other three people out", Fu Zexuan chose the option of "sleep" without hesitation.
Sleeping in a dream, in his opinion, should be a more comfortable way and less likely to wake up.
So what kind of situation is his current sobriety?Waking up in a dream?A dream within a dream?
Instead, Fu Zexuan gave up the entanglement. He didn't need to wake up, he just needed to maintain the stability of the dream, and he could live in the dream all the time, so it didn't matter whether he was entangled or not.
After figuring this out, Fu Zexuan walked to the bathroom freely, and started his monotonous day after simply washing up.
After excluding the influence of the virus and entrustment in his life, Fu Zexuan can finally be a traditional otaku in a very stable manner.
Sleeping until I wake up naturally, sitting on the books covering the entire hall on the second floor, going to the music room to practice and compose music when I am interested, and lying on the sofa to rest when I am tired——
Of course he can lie on the bed as much as he likes now, but every time he lies on the bed, he can't calm down, so he has to crawl on the sofa again.
At the same time, he still has plenty of time to prepare elaborate and delicious dishes for himself, and put them one by one on the black dining table. He washed his hands and dried them, and sat in front of the dining table listening to the clock ticking, mixed with the sound of chewing food transmitted to his brain. The lonely air in the space would squeeze his body, giving him an absurd sense of suffocation, as if everything was out of place.
Time is cut off from the past in every materialized behavior of Fu Zexuan.
Occasionally, Fu Zexuan would also be troubled by how to complete the work of "D" without Xu Han's participation, but this did not allow him to break his own life routine.
Not to pay attention to the news from the outside world, not to deal with anyone, this is the life he wants, and Fu Zexuan will also sigh like this.
He has such a clear understanding of everything in the dream, so the dream will not collapse, and he will not wake up.
It's just that in the fault of time, the distance that light passes in an instant, Fu Zexuan is sure that it is a very, very short time, he may think of the person he gave everything to.
Whether in his own dream or in the reality that the crisis has been resolved, Yu Hengyun should already have a very happy life, right?
The extremely high reputation and status will bless him, and he will find a lover who truly loves him and who he can give wholeheartedly.
It's really only a very short time. After thinking about it, Fu Zexuan will quickly withdraw from his thoughts, and instead devote himself to the comfortable life that he had so hard to get.
Subconsciously, he may have expected this balance to be destroyed, but he never expected that the source of the destruction was not anyone he had imagined.
It just seems to come naturally.
There is no concept of time in the dream, only the sequence of fragmented time nodes connected.
Probably after realizing his sobriety, Fu Zexuan experienced many calm nodes, which consisted of one interesting book after another, or a few satisfactory music works.
After many nodes, this calm produced waves, which were some kind of attraction that penetrated from the heart, and cast a decisive stone on the surface of the lake, and the ripples spread across the entire quiet lake.
Before this, Fu Zexuan had never felt that he was lacking, but the emergence of this attraction made the emptiness in his heart constantly magnified. Under the rational analysis of his thoughts and the confrontation with the nothingness brought about by the emptiness in his heart, he suddenly understood that he something is missing.
emotion……
He rationally reads other people's experiences from books, and the experience contains tremendous emotions. He can adapt to these emotions well and use them in the composition of tunes.
But this does not belong to him, this is someone else's story and emotion, he is just an outsider, a writer, like a ruthless extractor, purifying a certain substance in a reagent without even modifying and sublimating it, injecting [-]% into another reagent , to the buyer.
And he didn't even realize this, he just copied the emotion mechanically, but he couldn't feel the essence of the emotion, and he didn't have the idea of exploring.
Why do you have this doubt now?He didn't know how to explore this mutation, but the time in daze became longer.
What are you thinking when you are in a daze?It wasn't Fu Zexuan's deliberate action, but the memories of the past popped up in his mind unconsciously.
In the dream, Fu Zexuan was once imprisoned in front of the movie screen by himself and had to watch the plot in the dream. Now he is also like a spectator, browsing memory fragments one after another, calmly analyzing the changes in his mood.
So he was surprised to find that there was a special case that could no longer be obvious in the emotionally deficient self, and all the theories he knew could not explain the reason for the appearance of this special case.
He saw Yu Hengyun came to the boy's dream through the time gap, hugged him forcefully, and whispered "I am here" in his ear like the light of the sky, involuntarily shone into the cold corner where he was curled up, filling the void in the void, making him He has a real sense of life.
Is it emotion?If so, he was obviously deprived of the ability to generate emotions, how could this heart be occupied by new emotions?
If not, what is this heart beating for?
The conflict reappeared on the day he sent the girl away. He saw the boy in his dream, and he was involuntarily attracted to the boy, offering a solution to the boy's distress that he racked his brains to copy.
Fu Zexuan knew that this was not the reason why Yu Hengyun became a special case. Maybe he had thought about paying attention to this boy, but he had nowhere to go, so he only took out this exclusive warmth to review his body and heart wounds in times of pain.
Fu Zexuan thought about escaping. When Wei Donghai used violence to vent on his daughter, he immediately thought of a way to escape from the Wei family. If Wei Donghai transferred the violence to him, could Wu Zele bring him back to the orphanage? ?
So he compromised in Wei Donghai's violence, but he didn't want to be violated anyway, so he used Wu Zele's name to threaten Wei Donghai in exchange for pure violence.
Wu Zele did not show up, and did not leave a trace of tenderness like arranging him a separate room and sending him sufficient food and books.
Because of his voluntary exchange, he has since become a man's sandbag, and spent his youth in the hysteria contained in the sound of men's whips, accompanied by ruthless selfish ridicule and punching on campus.
His silence is a reason for others to bully him, his celibacy is an excuse for being surrounded and attacked, and the scars all over his body have become a catalyst for the bully to intensify.
Fu Zexuan didn't know where he could escape without the asylum of the orphanage, so at first he just suffered the pain of his body, curled up to suffer everything in the void and emptiness, and was jolted by the noisy and malicious rolls in his ears.
Why did you escape again later?Fu Zexuan searched all over his memory, only to remember his original intention of escaping.
In his memory, Wei Zixi pulled him to sit in front of the TV, and insisted on showing him the handsome guy he found in the military news the day before, pointing to the young man on the screen who was attracted to the camera for a few seconds because of his appearance and temperament, and said: "Look, it's him!"
The long-opened face evokes Fu Zexuan's memories of the young man on the screen when he was 11 years old. The temperament of the other party in military uniform and the firm will condensed in his eyes seemed to become reality, which suddenly filled the gap of six years.
The black mist has not dissipated from Fu Zexuan's eyes, but he seems to know that there is a light at the end of the black mist. Although this light can be lit for anyone, he has found a reason to move forward.
So You Jing appeared, this is a lamp lit only for him, faintly visible, like You Jing's sincerity hidden in a lie, faint and frightening, but this lamp gave him direction, so he finally stepped forward .
He uses music to make a living, and uses violence to control violence in school, like snow-capped mountains. From then on, others only dare to watch from a distance, and dare not step forward to provoke again.
But Fu Zexuan knew that this was just a mountain made of sugar paper, which could not touch the sky and would fall down if pushed.
Wu Youxing filled the Tangzhi Mountain with colorful candies, but because the death procedure set by Wu Zele collapsed, Fu Zexuan once again fell into Wu Zele's haze.
He inevitably thought of death, but he wavered because of the firm eyes he saw at a certain moment, and finally let go of the thought of death because of Xu Han's entanglement.
When he was alive, countless people were suffering, but he still chose to live. Somewhere, Fu Zexuan seemed to understand the cause and effect.
So for these years of living, he should pay the price. He can be the key to unlock everything, but he can also give this key to others, so that he can get a piece of glory.
Fu Zexuan thought of the person who made him want to escape. If it was him, Fu Zexuan would be willing to hand over the key and hand over Pandora's Box.
He asked You Jing to count the few people who could match his dreams. Fortunately, Yu Hengyun was among them.
This is selfishness, he has repeatedly delayed the time to open the magic box, telling himself that this is the necessary time and steps to build a dream, but what he waited for was Yu Hengyun's deep sleep.
Through the connection, he could clearly see the content of Yu Hengyun's dream.This is undoubtedly a dream that will make Fu Zexuan extremely painful at night, but the source of the dream is not, the source of the dream is responsibility and guilt.
Fu Zexuan trusted this person who was deeply trapped in responsibility and guilt, and still regarded him as the owner of the key, and even set up psychological hints in his dreams to help him through the dangerous situation, but Yu Hengyun did not let him down, climbed to a certain position, possessed empowered to participate in decision-making at the national level.
Everything in the memory declares that the probability of Fu Zexuan falling into the trap of "Yu Hengyun" with complete emotions exceeds 100%.
He finally understood that in You Jing's dream, the dream about "love" was the main character all along.
He designed and took advantage of Yu Hengyun's affection for him shown in the dream, not knowing that he had no escape.
With mocking thoughts, Fu Zexuan broke out of his thoughts, looked at the unmoved pages in front of him, sighed, and finally had the intention to continue reading.
What's the use of seeing clearly?He chose to give up on his own, without regret or complaint.
However, there seemed to be a vague questioning in his heart, which he deliberately ignored.
——"Really? Do you really have no regrets? Don't you resent?"
Yes, don't you complain?
He wakes painfully in a dream, waiting in the abandoned place for time to flow again and his emotions to flow again.
But his day will not come again.
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98. He and his dream ([-])
The star never goes out.
Fu Zexuan thought that except for this node change, the subsequent nodes should be calm and smooth.
If someone enters the dream, he can perceive it in principle, but now he does not perceive other changes except the emotional fluctuations, so he deliberately ignores the disappointment that flashed in his heart, and restores the state of calmness.
But he forgot to study carefully, whether he can still achieve 100% control over the dream in the state of losing the chip and You Jing.
This also led to the fact that when the real mutation came to Fu Zexuan, although he had doubts, his thinking did not move closer to the truth.
At lunch time, Fu Zexuan was patiently waiting for today's pork rib soup to be cooked.
This was the only time he would not hide in the windowless hall on the second floor, arranging the dishes neatly at the dining table, and at this moment, a sudden call came from the small balcony.
"Meow--"
The sound of ping-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong stopped when the dishes came into contact with the table. Fu Zexuan got up and turned his head. As he thought, there was a small short-haired creature holding the glass with its paws in front of the French window leading to the balcony.
Seeing that he had successfully attracted the young man's attention, the light gray cat once again behaved "meow".
Fu Zexuan's mind was instantly occupied by the question "how can a cat overcome the obstacles of gravity to reach the balcony on the [-]th floor", and then his thoughts tended to another way: this is the neighbor's cat.
Jumping from balcony to balcony is certainly less difficult than a playful cat.
Fu Zexuan decided to look at the short fur of this green-eyed Russian blue cat, which was well groomed and beautiful, and then looked at its slender figure, which further confirmed the idea that it was a domestic cat.
So he ignored it, seeing that the soup was about to be cooked, he found the tableware and prepared to serve the soup for dinner.
Out of the corner of the eye, the cat's paws drooped weakly, its face pressed against the glass, and it howled softly.
After the soup was served and placed in the center of the dining table, the cat squatting outside the French window was still calling him persistently.
Fu Zexuan paused for a few seconds, then turned around and took out a bag of cat food from the cupboard, found a small plate to pour it on, and walked towards the French window.
After getting closer, Fu Zexuan could see the beautiful color of the cat's eyes. The dark green layered in the yellow is more attractive than gemstones.
The green eyes staring eagerly at Fu Zexuan lit up, and the cat couldn't wait to get up to greet Fu Zexuan. It walked slowly from the dining table to the floor-to-ceiling window and opened the window door. , rushed into the restaurant like lightning.
Fu Zexuan was not in a hurry, and walked back to the dining room slowly with the plate, watching the cat walk around like patrolling the territory, with a noble posture, he left the window open, put the plate under the dining table, washed his hands and prepared to eat.
The cat saw his intentions, licked its right paw, and quickly jumped up from the handrail to the second floor. After confirming the young man's recent daily life, he returned to the dining room, wagged its tail, and jumped onto the dining table.
Turning his head and looking at the cat's not so pure green eyes, Fu Zexuan once again admired the eyes that are more beautiful and enchanting than the snake pupils. After a while, he escaped from the whirlpool in the slender pupils and looked at the cat with drooping eyes. Wagging its tail from side to side, and telling the cat the truth: "You can't eat it."
The cat lowered its head, arched the nearest bowl of food, and looked at Fu Zexuan again: "Meow——"
Unmoved, Fu Zexuan bent down and picked up the plate containing cat food, and put it in front of the cat: "Eat."
The cat was unmoved, and moved carefully to Fu Zexuan's hand, rubbed his small head against his wrist, and purred from its throat.
The moment the soft fur rubbed against his hand, Fu Zexuan's body froze, he couldn't help holding his breath, and tried his best to ignore the driving impulse brought by the contact with the small creature.
But he obviously overestimated his ability to endure, so he had no choice but to withdraw his hand, calmly gave the cat a warning look, and started eating by himself.
Seeing that the young man was really not accommodating at all, the cat gave a low "woo" sound, moved back to its own cat food in small steps, took a small bite, and then jumped off the dining table.
Fu Zexuan didn't care about it anymore. After finishing his meal, he packed up and went back to the second floor to continue his ordinary afternoon.
As soon as he walked up to the second floor, his eyes shifted to the sofa, where there was already a group of gray-blue living creatures lying on their stomachs, looking at Fu Zexuan who came up, squinting, and slowly wagging his tail, looking like a king lying on the throne waiting for his ministers to see him look like.
The cat was expecting something from Fu Zexuan, but the owner just glanced at it, picked up the book on the coffee table, found the place where he read it in the morning, and continued to read.
"Meow——" the cat raised its head, carefully observed the young man's profile, and slowly moved to the young man's legs, without touching the young man, nestled into a ball and enjoyed a lazy nap time.
The first step, getting involved with him, was successful.
That's right, the cat's body is Yu Hengyun's person, and Fu Zexuan noticed the node change precisely because Yu Hengyun entered the dream.
The reason for the delay in coming to the door was that Yu Hengyun felt embarrassed when he thought of it, and wanted to bite Fu Zexuan's fingertips to vent the anger accumulated in his heart because of this incident.
……
When Yu Hengyun woke up from the dream, the scene he faced made him want to grab the owner of the dream and beat him up in the next second.
There was a voice of blessing in his ears, and he was holding white wine in his hand to toast the person in front of him. He looked down at the low-key but formal suit on his body, and combined with a familiar woman in a dress beside him, his face darkened instantly.
got engaged?marry?No matter what the scene is, is this the destination Fu Zexuan subconsciously arranged for him?
Ridiculous!It's like this again, trying to push him to Huo Qinglian in the dream, this situation is even more extreme now.
Yu Hengyun gritted his teeth, feeling itchy and wanted to beat someone up, and thinking of Fu Zexuan's ruthless gesture of turning around and leaving every time he provoked him, his anger soared.
Seeing that a certain lieutenant general seemed to put all his strength on the wine glass he was holding, and his expression seemed to be fighting against the enemy, Huo Qing smiled slightly from the side: "It's a pity that you didn't use your strength on me. .”
Yu Hengyun's expression tightened, and he looked at Huo Qinglian in surprise, and when she nodded in confirmation with a smile, he toasted with Huo Qinglian and walked to a corner to sit down.
Feeling calmer, Yu Hengyun didn't speak after sitting down, but looked at Huo Qinglian suspiciously.
Accepting his unkind eyes, Huo Qinglian hurriedly smiled and separated the relationship: "Don't look at me like that, I can't have such absurd dreams, no matter what, I won't be the same wife, it's a matter of principle."
Yu Hengyun lost his momentum and asked, "Why didn't you refuse?"
"Don't get me wrong, I just entered the dream." Huo Qinglian said bluntly, "I should have just fallen asleep before entering the dream."
Yu Hengyun recalled the time when he fell asleep, and was a little puzzled: "Noon?"
"Night." Huo Qinglian understood why he asked himself, and asked back: "Did you dream at noon?"
Yu Hengyun shook his head, thinking about it, looking around the noisy scene in the hotel lobby, the departure of the two protagonists did not seem to have brought about any change.
If it is really an engagement banquet, there are obviously a few people missing among the people he will invite, and they happen to be the few people who appeared in the dream created by You Jing.
It can't be such a coincidence, if it is You Jing, it can be done.With such conviction, Yu Hengyun closed his eyes and opened them again, and the scene in front of him suddenly changed obviously.
Standing on the stage at this moment to accept everyone's blessings were two men, both of whom Yu Hengyun was very familiar with, Ji Xiangzhi and Wen Ziyou.
"Huh——" When Huo Qinglian was facing the scene just now, he was obviously more nervous than Yu Hengyun: "I was scared to death."
Realizing that Yu Hengyun was about to turn his head to look at him again, Huo Qinglian's eyes flickered, and he hurriedly said: "Don't look at me, I really can't stand the pressure from you two."
These words revealed a bigger message, how could Yu Hengyun turn his head and stare at her as she wished: "Do you still remember?"
Huo Qinglian smacked his lips: "It's just the memory that was stuffed in when I first entered this dream."
She thought of the handsome young man's pitiful eyes in the dream, and the voice and demeanor that made her shudder under the shade of the tree, and she was taken aback.
The calm man in front of her seemed to be torn apart in her mind because of the fiery eyes shown by that young man and the inhuman attitude towards her in the past.
After all, it doesn't belong to her, Huo Qinglian pulled the corner of his mouth forcefully: "You two are really, what are you going to do? Hurry up and get together."
Yu Hengyun was silent for a long time before answering in a deep, hoarse voice. He looked up and saw Ji Xiangzhi's happy smile on Wen Ziyou's face under the lights on the stage. He reached for the wine on the wine table and squeezed it. , drink it up.
Ji Xiangzhi on the stage had noticed this side a long time ago, after thinking about it, he brought Wen Ziyou and came towards this side with wine.
Tong Yu Hengyun's first greeting was not serious: "Cousin, what are you doing hiding here with Sister Qinglian? Do you want to get in touch?"
Wen Ziyou pinched the center of his brows, and had a direct conversation with Yu Hengyun: "What's going on, Brother Yun?"
In his words, he directly stated his situation. Yu Hengyun picked up another glass of wine, raised his hand at the two of them, and drank it without saying anything.
The two of you come and go as if you have put aside Ji Xiangzhi's existence, and Ji Xiangzhi is very reluctant to emphasize his sense of existence: "Today is my engagement banquet with you, Ayou, how can you leave me alone?" Go see another man! Not even a cousin!"
Wen Ziyou held his hand helplessly: "Don't make a fuss, let's figure out the situation first, a fake engagement banquet is meaningless."
Only then was Ji Xiangzhi satisfied, and he sat down with his partner, not forgetting to mutter: "We will have an engagement banquet when we wake up."
Wen Ziyou had nothing to do with him, glanced at Yu Hengyun's gloomy face, and warned, "If you don't provoke your brother honestly, you'll have to wait until your next life."
Ji Xiangzhi let out a "tsk" and whispered in his ear: "Obviously you are dishonest."
After finishing speaking, he licked Wen Ziyou's ears lightly, feeling his palms being clenched, smiled and turned to look at Yu Hengyun provocatively.
Huo Qing, who was on the side, put the cake in his mouth with a fork, pretending to observe the human condition in the hall.
Yu Hengyun didn't bother to pay attention to them, and only waited for the blushing Wen Ziyou to recover before raising his eyes slightly to signal Wen Ziyou to speak.
Wen Ziyou still had a certain understanding of Yu Hengyun's demeanor and movements, so he asked with a serious face, "Is it because of him that we entered the dreamland?"
This is the most likely scenario that Wen Ziyou thought of. The young man who appeared on the military's highest-ranking pursuit list, who somehow became the core figure in solving the virus problem, followed Yu Hengyun in his dream and said, "I never wanted to tell him." Unfavorable little "ghost".
"Yes, and no." Yu Hengyun said slowly, "But I don't know why you need to appear here."
These words seemed to express that the speaker was extremely dissatisfied with their appearance, and it was indeed the case. Yu Hengyun felt a strange emotion in his heart barking his teeth and claws.
—Kick them out, they serve no purpose at all, they only add to the chaos.
—Only you can save him.
Once this kind of thought that is as sharp as a poisonous thorn appears, it will linger in Yu Hengyun's mind like an unsolvable poison.
Seeing Yu Hengyun's furrowed eyebrows, Ji Xiangzhi slowly felt his cousin's violent aura, and rushed towards them without restraint.
At this time, you shouldn't provoke your cousin. Ji Xiangzhi's instinct to avoid danger is warning him, and he even clamored for him to leave quickly.But he also felt that Yu Hengyun's current state was very wrong, and he was very worried.
On the side, Wen Ziyou and Huo Qinglian seemed to have the same worries. For a while, the three of them were at a loss, and even had a feeling of being repelled by the dream and dissipated.
"What's the situation, Boss, you won't call me when you have a wedding?"
This voice was unfamiliar to the other two, but Wen Ziyou had been in contact with the other party before, so he greeted the person coming.
Yu Hengyun's thoughts were temporarily disturbed by Xue Chijing's voice, and he raised his head in his direction, frowning even tighter.
Is everyone here?Why?He doesn't want that at all, their memories will all come back, and that's not good.
Yu Hengyun was stunned, why not?These people will restore the memory that Fu Zexuan awakened them. Doesn't he want Fu Zexuan's existence to remain in these people's hearts?
"Hey—boss, please excuse me—"
Yu Hengyun glanced at him and asked him to do whatever he wanted. Seeing the frightened expressions of a few people, he sipped his wine and continued to think about being disturbed, but the chill expression on his face finally subsided, and his aura was not as trembling as before. .
Fu Zexuan was just a victim. He even set up such a big scheme to give him the key to unlock the truth, but he left nothing for him. All memories about him were erased, and only he kept all the memories about the dream.
Is this enough to keep Fu Zexuan?Yu Hengyun told himself that the answer is not enough.
He can become Fu Zexuan's special existence and the reason for Fu Zexuan to stay.
But this kind of Fu Zexuan is like fog and may dissipate at any time.In the most extreme case, if he really disappears, with whom can Yu Hengyun confirm the traces of his existence?
nothing more than
Probably, it is not impossible to admit it.
After the door was closed, Yu Hengyun moved when a reminder that "it has entered a completely closed state" came from the empty "ward".
"What are you going to do?" Seeing that Yu Hengyun was not lying on the hospital bed, You Jing couldn't help asking.
Yu Hengyun remained silent, moved the hospital bed to Fu Zexuan's bedside, held Fu Zexuan's right hand, and then lay down on the empty hospital bed.
You Jing laughed and said, "Are you ready?"
Yu Hengyun did not respond to You Jing. He already knew the ultimate purpose of this link, and he also vaguely noticed that the "disappearance" that You Jing said was for this moment.
But he can only choose one side, he feels ashamed and grateful for You Jing's choice, feeling the continuous heat from his left hand, he closes his eyes, calms down, his heart beats "poundingly" fast, every beat All let his blood bring more existential enthusiasm to the whole body.
So he got up, leaned close to the face of the black-haired young man, and left a light kiss on the forehead. Just this was very satisfying, the corners of his mouth curled up, he lay back on the bed and closed his eyes, and the figure of You Jing emerged in the sea of consciousness.
"Don't feel guilty, don't be thankful, this is my choice too." You Jing smiled, "This is what we agreed at the beginning, you are for the truth, and I am for him."
"Now I'm only for him." Yu Hengyun mocked in a low voice, "So, thank you."
You Jing laughed again, and accepted his thank you, feeling extremely bitter in his heart.The real outsider is him, so he can only accept Yu Hengyun's gratitude as an outsider, and turn the road ahead back on track with the guilt of the perpetrator.
Perhaps this is the only support he has had so far.
With a wry smile, You Jing closed his eyes, took the aggregate of emotions and memories he had tried his best to wrap up and Yu Hengyun's consciousness, and found the only impulse frequency that attracted him back to Fu Zexuan's sea of consciousness, and resonated with it.
He felt his own consciousness dissipate, and he fought to push them into the dream at the end of the road, the only dream in the world, created by him.
……
"Let's make a deal. Although Fu Zexuan will give you the truth, the price is that everyone will forget it. I can give you the truth on the premise of retaining your memory."
"what would you like?"
"I want you to wake up Fu Zexuan." I also want you to give yourself to him.
"You can't do it yourself?"
"Heh, what do you expect a non-physical existence to do? You get the truth and save a person by the way, agree?"
"You don't need to tell me, I will save him."
"But that's not quite him."
"What do you mean?"
"Promise the deal, and you'll know everything."
"it is good."
"The deal is concluded, now pretend to forget about him and deceive him."
……
The lock is unlocked, and you will get the most ordinary and miraculous happiness as I hope.
I give everything back to you, is this enough to make those pains that you can't let go go flat?
A tear fell, as real as it was illusory, just like his previous existence, his shape and name were borrowed from others, so is the existence of consciousness true or false?
Fu Zexuan, this dream has been going on for too long, it's time to wake up.Wake up and everything will be fine.
You will have love, joy, anger, sorrow, joy, those emotions that you can feel, cannot receive, and you have doubted, you will have them.
The pain caused to you by my existence will disappear immediately;
You have been able to avoid the mud that I taught you to cross;
The sunshine that I can't hold for you, you have to learn to reach out and hold it tightly.
You see, I have helped you bring the sun to your face, hug it tightly, don't be afraid of being burned, you will also ignite the same heat and light up the sky.
You come, dawn, I'm going to disappear.
So farewell, my light, my morning star, those nights are gone.
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This chapter is also called: unlocking;
You Jing:? ?
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97. He and his dreams ([-])
But his day will not come again.
After the complicated checks day after day, Fu Zeyi stood beside one of the beds, staring at the body on the bed which was clearly stronger than his brother's, struggle and unwillingness alternated in his eyes.
In the end, he stretched out his hand towards the face that showed the owner of the body sleeping peacefully, and removed the privately installed blocker from the man's head, leaving only a vital sign monitor.
After finishing all this, Fu Zeyi pushed the instrument out of the room expressionlessly, and returned to the office after putting away the instrument.
There is a mess of materials in the office. Every time I look for materials, I have to turn the whole office upside down, and then reorganize it again resignedly. He never gets tired of it. The way he gets peace and fun out of it.
It was the same when he was looking for Fu Zexuan. He didn't know if it was the summoning power of the gene. The long-term pursuit of Fu Zexuan made him feel at ease, and only this matter can make him feel at ease as an appendage.
Of course it is an appendage, and he is not Fu Zexuan's biological brother, but a "human" recreated according to Fu Zexuan's genes.
Oh, he's not human.
Fu Zeyi thought with a blank face, kicked away the materials under his feet, and barely managed to get out of an open space. He lay down on the pile of materials nearby. After closing his eyes, his mind was full of thoughts about how the teacher left him after the regular meeting in the morning. Let me say something alone.
"Of course, you can contact Lieutenant General Yu as a family member, and you can express any opinion on him in this way, but it is really wrong to do such a thing for public benefit."
For Fu Zeyi's stubborn performance, Wu Jincheng did not force him, but he sighed earnestly, which seemed to contain unlimited expectations for him: "Xiao Yi, you are not living for your brother, you are not his appendage."
Why not?He lived despicably with the stolen genes, concealed his identity under the cover of Wu Jincheng, and couldn't even exist as Fu Zexuan's younger brother in an open and aboveboard manner.
But in the same way, his elder brother Fu Zexuan also had to hide his identity, which was different from his "unable to be aboveboard"—this was also the source of his greatest malice towards Yu Hengyun.
The core of Wu Zele's plan is Fu Zexuan, but in order to avoid accidents, he copied Fu Zexuan's gene, created Fu Zeyi based on the gene, and threw him in the orphanage to fend for himself, as long as he can be found if necessary.
This made Fu Zeyi's experience no different from that of an ordinary orphan. He was born from a small experiment, lived in an orphanage for a while, and was adopted by ordinary people.
The variable is Wu Jincheng's appearance. He brought Fu Zeyi to his side, told him his background without reservation, and led him to secretly assist Fu Zexuan in his actions.
So he gradually understood that compared to his so-called "sneaky" identity, Fu Zexuan was the one that was less acceptable.
What is even more tragic is that Fu Zexuan had to bear the shackles and walk in the prison under the whip of the jailer.
Fu Zexuan was not living freely, but he could have used the gold mine hidden in the shackles as a bargaining chip in exchange for his future freedom without worry. This is what Fu Zeyi couldn't understand.
His dear "brother", he chased after the "brother" whom he couldn't get close to for many years, gave up his freedom, and gave everything to Yu Hengyun.
Wu Jincheng blocked his intervention, so Fu Zeyi could only watch helplessly as his "brother" jumped into the deep sea.
— even more angry.
Why did Fu Zexuan have to suffer these unbelievable dirty things?
Why can he give up everything without hesitation, and even push all the final achievements to someone who has nothing to do with Yu Hengyun?
Is he not trustworthy?Doesn't he deserve to be nostalgic?What's so good about Yu Hengyun that it's worth Fu Zexuan's desperate help?
Wu Jincheng understood all of this. He pityed Fu Zeyi's appearance and worried about him. He raised him, hid his identity for him, and arranged him to work under his own eyes. Wu Zele rivaled talent.
Fu Zeyi could see it clearly, and it was probably because he saw it so clearly that he could understand Wu Jincheng's painstaking efforts, so he had to restrain his complicated feelings towards Yu Hengyun and remove the barrier.
But it's not that he doesn't understand that only Yu Hengyun can help Fu Zexuan now, and he is just an irrelevant outsider, helping them within the scope of his ability.
My life belongs to him?Hmph, that sounds good, wait until you bring brother back to fix these fancy things.
Fu Zexuan was a little confused. According to the agreement with You Jing, his consciousness should not be so clear at this time.
"It's good to let me sleep all the time." He remembered that he said this to You Jing.
For several years, he has never had a peaceful sleep, so after You Jing asked the question "How will your dreams end after driving the other three people out", Fu Zexuan chose the option of "sleep" without hesitation.
Sleeping in a dream, in his opinion, should be a more comfortable way and less likely to wake up.
So what kind of situation is his current sobriety?Waking up in a dream?A dream within a dream?
Instead, Fu Zexuan gave up the entanglement. He didn't need to wake up, he just needed to maintain the stability of the dream, and he could live in the dream all the time, so it didn't matter whether he was entangled or not.
After figuring this out, Fu Zexuan walked to the bathroom freely, and started his monotonous day after simply washing up.
After excluding the influence of the virus and entrustment in his life, Fu Zexuan can finally be a traditional otaku in a very stable manner.
Sleeping until I wake up naturally, sitting on the books covering the entire hall on the second floor, going to the music room to practice and compose music when I am interested, and lying on the sofa to rest when I am tired——
Of course he can lie on the bed as much as he likes now, but every time he lies on the bed, he can't calm down, so he has to crawl on the sofa again.
At the same time, he still has plenty of time to prepare elaborate and delicious dishes for himself, and put them one by one on the black dining table. He washed his hands and dried them, and sat in front of the dining table listening to the clock ticking, mixed with the sound of chewing food transmitted to his brain. The lonely air in the space would squeeze his body, giving him an absurd sense of suffocation, as if everything was out of place.
Time is cut off from the past in every materialized behavior of Fu Zexuan.
Occasionally, Fu Zexuan would also be troubled by how to complete the work of "D" without Xu Han's participation, but this did not allow him to break his own life routine.
Not to pay attention to the news from the outside world, not to deal with anyone, this is the life he wants, and Fu Zexuan will also sigh like this.
He has such a clear understanding of everything in the dream, so the dream will not collapse, and he will not wake up.
It's just that in the fault of time, the distance that light passes in an instant, Fu Zexuan is sure that it is a very, very short time, he may think of the person he gave everything to.
Whether in his own dream or in the reality that the crisis has been resolved, Yu Hengyun should already have a very happy life, right?
The extremely high reputation and status will bless him, and he will find a lover who truly loves him and who he can give wholeheartedly.
It's really only a very short time. After thinking about it, Fu Zexuan will quickly withdraw from his thoughts, and instead devote himself to the comfortable life that he had so hard to get.
Subconsciously, he may have expected this balance to be destroyed, but he never expected that the source of the destruction was not anyone he had imagined.
It just seems to come naturally.
There is no concept of time in the dream, only the sequence of fragmented time nodes connected.
Probably after realizing his sobriety, Fu Zexuan experienced many calm nodes, which consisted of one interesting book after another, or a few satisfactory music works.
After many nodes, this calm produced waves, which were some kind of attraction that penetrated from the heart, and cast a decisive stone on the surface of the lake, and the ripples spread across the entire quiet lake.
Before this, Fu Zexuan had never felt that he was lacking, but the emergence of this attraction made the emptiness in his heart constantly magnified. Under the rational analysis of his thoughts and the confrontation with the nothingness brought about by the emptiness in his heart, he suddenly understood that he something is missing.
emotion……
He rationally reads other people's experiences from books, and the experience contains tremendous emotions. He can adapt to these emotions well and use them in the composition of tunes.
But this does not belong to him, this is someone else's story and emotion, he is just an outsider, a writer, like a ruthless extractor, purifying a certain substance in a reagent without even modifying and sublimating it, injecting [-]% into another reagent , to the buyer.
And he didn't even realize this, he just copied the emotion mechanically, but he couldn't feel the essence of the emotion, and he didn't have the idea of exploring.
Why do you have this doubt now?He didn't know how to explore this mutation, but the time in daze became longer.
What are you thinking when you are in a daze?It wasn't Fu Zexuan's deliberate action, but the memories of the past popped up in his mind unconsciously.
In the dream, Fu Zexuan was once imprisoned in front of the movie screen by himself and had to watch the plot in the dream. Now he is also like a spectator, browsing memory fragments one after another, calmly analyzing the changes in his mood.
So he was surprised to find that there was a special case that could no longer be obvious in the emotionally deficient self, and all the theories he knew could not explain the reason for the appearance of this special case.
He saw Yu Hengyun came to the boy's dream through the time gap, hugged him forcefully, and whispered "I am here" in his ear like the light of the sky, involuntarily shone into the cold corner where he was curled up, filling the void in the void, making him He has a real sense of life.
Is it emotion?If so, he was obviously deprived of the ability to generate emotions, how could this heart be occupied by new emotions?
If not, what is this heart beating for?
The conflict reappeared on the day he sent the girl away. He saw the boy in his dream, and he was involuntarily attracted to the boy, offering a solution to the boy's distress that he racked his brains to copy.
Fu Zexuan knew that this was not the reason why Yu Hengyun became a special case. Maybe he had thought about paying attention to this boy, but he had nowhere to go, so he only took out this exclusive warmth to review his body and heart wounds in times of pain.
Fu Zexuan thought about escaping. When Wei Donghai used violence to vent on his daughter, he immediately thought of a way to escape from the Wei family. If Wei Donghai transferred the violence to him, could Wu Zele bring him back to the orphanage? ?
So he compromised in Wei Donghai's violence, but he didn't want to be violated anyway, so he used Wu Zele's name to threaten Wei Donghai in exchange for pure violence.
Wu Zele did not show up, and did not leave a trace of tenderness like arranging him a separate room and sending him sufficient food and books.
Because of his voluntary exchange, he has since become a man's sandbag, and spent his youth in the hysteria contained in the sound of men's whips, accompanied by ruthless selfish ridicule and punching on campus.
His silence is a reason for others to bully him, his celibacy is an excuse for being surrounded and attacked, and the scars all over his body have become a catalyst for the bully to intensify.
Fu Zexuan didn't know where he could escape without the asylum of the orphanage, so at first he just suffered the pain of his body, curled up to suffer everything in the void and emptiness, and was jolted by the noisy and malicious rolls in his ears.
Why did you escape again later?Fu Zexuan searched all over his memory, only to remember his original intention of escaping.
In his memory, Wei Zixi pulled him to sit in front of the TV, and insisted on showing him the handsome guy he found in the military news the day before, pointing to the young man on the screen who was attracted to the camera for a few seconds because of his appearance and temperament, and said: "Look, it's him!"
The long-opened face evokes Fu Zexuan's memories of the young man on the screen when he was 11 years old. The temperament of the other party in military uniform and the firm will condensed in his eyes seemed to become reality, which suddenly filled the gap of six years.
The black mist has not dissipated from Fu Zexuan's eyes, but he seems to know that there is a light at the end of the black mist. Although this light can be lit for anyone, he has found a reason to move forward.
So You Jing appeared, this is a lamp lit only for him, faintly visible, like You Jing's sincerity hidden in a lie, faint and frightening, but this lamp gave him direction, so he finally stepped forward .
He uses music to make a living, and uses violence to control violence in school, like snow-capped mountains. From then on, others only dare to watch from a distance, and dare not step forward to provoke again.
But Fu Zexuan knew that this was just a mountain made of sugar paper, which could not touch the sky and would fall down if pushed.
Wu Youxing filled the Tangzhi Mountain with colorful candies, but because the death procedure set by Wu Zele collapsed, Fu Zexuan once again fell into Wu Zele's haze.
He inevitably thought of death, but he wavered because of the firm eyes he saw at a certain moment, and finally let go of the thought of death because of Xu Han's entanglement.
When he was alive, countless people were suffering, but he still chose to live. Somewhere, Fu Zexuan seemed to understand the cause and effect.
So for these years of living, he should pay the price. He can be the key to unlock everything, but he can also give this key to others, so that he can get a piece of glory.
Fu Zexuan thought of the person who made him want to escape. If it was him, Fu Zexuan would be willing to hand over the key and hand over Pandora's Box.
He asked You Jing to count the few people who could match his dreams. Fortunately, Yu Hengyun was among them.
This is selfishness, he has repeatedly delayed the time to open the magic box, telling himself that this is the necessary time and steps to build a dream, but what he waited for was Yu Hengyun's deep sleep.
Through the connection, he could clearly see the content of Yu Hengyun's dream.This is undoubtedly a dream that will make Fu Zexuan extremely painful at night, but the source of the dream is not, the source of the dream is responsibility and guilt.
Fu Zexuan trusted this person who was deeply trapped in responsibility and guilt, and still regarded him as the owner of the key, and even set up psychological hints in his dreams to help him through the dangerous situation, but Yu Hengyun did not let him down, climbed to a certain position, possessed empowered to participate in decision-making at the national level.
Everything in the memory declares that the probability of Fu Zexuan falling into the trap of "Yu Hengyun" with complete emotions exceeds 100%.
He finally understood that in You Jing's dream, the dream about "love" was the main character all along.
He designed and took advantage of Yu Hengyun's affection for him shown in the dream, not knowing that he had no escape.
With mocking thoughts, Fu Zexuan broke out of his thoughts, looked at the unmoved pages in front of him, sighed, and finally had the intention to continue reading.
What's the use of seeing clearly?He chose to give up on his own, without regret or complaint.
However, there seemed to be a vague questioning in his heart, which he deliberately ignored.
——"Really? Do you really have no regrets? Don't you resent?"
Yes, don't you complain?
He wakes painfully in a dream, waiting in the abandoned place for time to flow again and his emotions to flow again.
But his day will not come again.
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98. He and his dream ([-])
The star never goes out.
Fu Zexuan thought that except for this node change, the subsequent nodes should be calm and smooth.
If someone enters the dream, he can perceive it in principle, but now he does not perceive other changes except the emotional fluctuations, so he deliberately ignores the disappointment that flashed in his heart, and restores the state of calmness.
But he forgot to study carefully, whether he can still achieve 100% control over the dream in the state of losing the chip and You Jing.
This also led to the fact that when the real mutation came to Fu Zexuan, although he had doubts, his thinking did not move closer to the truth.
At lunch time, Fu Zexuan was patiently waiting for today's pork rib soup to be cooked.
This was the only time he would not hide in the windowless hall on the second floor, arranging the dishes neatly at the dining table, and at this moment, a sudden call came from the small balcony.
"Meow--"
The sound of ping-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong stopped when the dishes came into contact with the table. Fu Zexuan got up and turned his head. As he thought, there was a small short-haired creature holding the glass with its paws in front of the French window leading to the balcony.
Seeing that he had successfully attracted the young man's attention, the light gray cat once again behaved "meow".
Fu Zexuan's mind was instantly occupied by the question "how can a cat overcome the obstacles of gravity to reach the balcony on the [-]th floor", and then his thoughts tended to another way: this is the neighbor's cat.
Jumping from balcony to balcony is certainly less difficult than a playful cat.
Fu Zexuan decided to look at the short fur of this green-eyed Russian blue cat, which was well groomed and beautiful, and then looked at its slender figure, which further confirmed the idea that it was a domestic cat.
So he ignored it, seeing that the soup was about to be cooked, he found the tableware and prepared to serve the soup for dinner.
Out of the corner of the eye, the cat's paws drooped weakly, its face pressed against the glass, and it howled softly.
After the soup was served and placed in the center of the dining table, the cat squatting outside the French window was still calling him persistently.
Fu Zexuan paused for a few seconds, then turned around and took out a bag of cat food from the cupboard, found a small plate to pour it on, and walked towards the French window.
After getting closer, Fu Zexuan could see the beautiful color of the cat's eyes. The dark green layered in the yellow is more attractive than gemstones.
The green eyes staring eagerly at Fu Zexuan lit up, and the cat couldn't wait to get up to greet Fu Zexuan. It walked slowly from the dining table to the floor-to-ceiling window and opened the window door. , rushed into the restaurant like lightning.
Fu Zexuan was not in a hurry, and walked back to the dining room slowly with the plate, watching the cat walk around like patrolling the territory, with a noble posture, he left the window open, put the plate under the dining table, washed his hands and prepared to eat.
The cat saw his intentions, licked its right paw, and quickly jumped up from the handrail to the second floor. After confirming the young man's recent daily life, he returned to the dining room, wagged its tail, and jumped onto the dining table.
Turning his head and looking at the cat's not so pure green eyes, Fu Zexuan once again admired the eyes that are more beautiful and enchanting than the snake pupils. After a while, he escaped from the whirlpool in the slender pupils and looked at the cat with drooping eyes. Wagging its tail from side to side, and telling the cat the truth: "You can't eat it."
The cat lowered its head, arched the nearest bowl of food, and looked at Fu Zexuan again: "Meow——"
Unmoved, Fu Zexuan bent down and picked up the plate containing cat food, and put it in front of the cat: "Eat."
The cat was unmoved, and moved carefully to Fu Zexuan's hand, rubbed his small head against his wrist, and purred from its throat.
The moment the soft fur rubbed against his hand, Fu Zexuan's body froze, he couldn't help holding his breath, and tried his best to ignore the driving impulse brought by the contact with the small creature.
But he obviously overestimated his ability to endure, so he had no choice but to withdraw his hand, calmly gave the cat a warning look, and started eating by himself.
Seeing that the young man was really not accommodating at all, the cat gave a low "woo" sound, moved back to its own cat food in small steps, took a small bite, and then jumped off the dining table.
Fu Zexuan didn't care about it anymore. After finishing his meal, he packed up and went back to the second floor to continue his ordinary afternoon.
As soon as he walked up to the second floor, his eyes shifted to the sofa, where there was already a group of gray-blue living creatures lying on their stomachs, looking at Fu Zexuan who came up, squinting, and slowly wagging his tail, looking like a king lying on the throne waiting for his ministers to see him look like.
The cat was expecting something from Fu Zexuan, but the owner just glanced at it, picked up the book on the coffee table, found the place where he read it in the morning, and continued to read.
"Meow——" the cat raised its head, carefully observed the young man's profile, and slowly moved to the young man's legs, without touching the young man, nestled into a ball and enjoyed a lazy nap time.
The first step, getting involved with him, was successful.
That's right, the cat's body is Yu Hengyun's person, and Fu Zexuan noticed the node change precisely because Yu Hengyun entered the dream.
The reason for the delay in coming to the door was that Yu Hengyun felt embarrassed when he thought of it, and wanted to bite Fu Zexuan's fingertips to vent the anger accumulated in his heart because of this incident.
……
When Yu Hengyun woke up from the dream, the scene he faced made him want to grab the owner of the dream and beat him up in the next second.
There was a voice of blessing in his ears, and he was holding white wine in his hand to toast the person in front of him. He looked down at the low-key but formal suit on his body, and combined with a familiar woman in a dress beside him, his face darkened instantly.
got engaged?marry?No matter what the scene is, is this the destination Fu Zexuan subconsciously arranged for him?
Ridiculous!It's like this again, trying to push him to Huo Qinglian in the dream, this situation is even more extreme now.
Yu Hengyun gritted his teeth, feeling itchy and wanted to beat someone up, and thinking of Fu Zexuan's ruthless gesture of turning around and leaving every time he provoked him, his anger soared.
Seeing that a certain lieutenant general seemed to put all his strength on the wine glass he was holding, and his expression seemed to be fighting against the enemy, Huo Qing smiled slightly from the side: "It's a pity that you didn't use your strength on me. .”
Yu Hengyun's expression tightened, and he looked at Huo Qinglian in surprise, and when she nodded in confirmation with a smile, he toasted with Huo Qinglian and walked to a corner to sit down.
Feeling calmer, Yu Hengyun didn't speak after sitting down, but looked at Huo Qinglian suspiciously.
Accepting his unkind eyes, Huo Qinglian hurriedly smiled and separated the relationship: "Don't look at me like that, I can't have such absurd dreams, no matter what, I won't be the same wife, it's a matter of principle."
Yu Hengyun lost his momentum and asked, "Why didn't you refuse?"
"Don't get me wrong, I just entered the dream." Huo Qinglian said bluntly, "I should have just fallen asleep before entering the dream."
Yu Hengyun recalled the time when he fell asleep, and was a little puzzled: "Noon?"
"Night." Huo Qinglian understood why he asked himself, and asked back: "Did you dream at noon?"
Yu Hengyun shook his head, thinking about it, looking around the noisy scene in the hotel lobby, the departure of the two protagonists did not seem to have brought about any change.
If it is really an engagement banquet, there are obviously a few people missing among the people he will invite, and they happen to be the few people who appeared in the dream created by You Jing.
It can't be such a coincidence, if it is You Jing, it can be done.With such conviction, Yu Hengyun closed his eyes and opened them again, and the scene in front of him suddenly changed obviously.
Standing on the stage at this moment to accept everyone's blessings were two men, both of whom Yu Hengyun was very familiar with, Ji Xiangzhi and Wen Ziyou.
"Huh——" When Huo Qinglian was facing the scene just now, he was obviously more nervous than Yu Hengyun: "I was scared to death."
Realizing that Yu Hengyun was about to turn his head to look at him again, Huo Qinglian's eyes flickered, and he hurriedly said: "Don't look at me, I really can't stand the pressure from you two."
These words revealed a bigger message, how could Yu Hengyun turn his head and stare at her as she wished: "Do you still remember?"
Huo Qinglian smacked his lips: "It's just the memory that was stuffed in when I first entered this dream."
She thought of the handsome young man's pitiful eyes in the dream, and the voice and demeanor that made her shudder under the shade of the tree, and she was taken aback.
The calm man in front of her seemed to be torn apart in her mind because of the fiery eyes shown by that young man and the inhuman attitude towards her in the past.
After all, it doesn't belong to her, Huo Qinglian pulled the corner of his mouth forcefully: "You two are really, what are you going to do? Hurry up and get together."
Yu Hengyun was silent for a long time before answering in a deep, hoarse voice. He looked up and saw Ji Xiangzhi's happy smile on Wen Ziyou's face under the lights on the stage. He reached for the wine on the wine table and squeezed it. , drink it up.
Ji Xiangzhi on the stage had noticed this side a long time ago, after thinking about it, he brought Wen Ziyou and came towards this side with wine.
Tong Yu Hengyun's first greeting was not serious: "Cousin, what are you doing hiding here with Sister Qinglian? Do you want to get in touch?"
Wen Ziyou pinched the center of his brows, and had a direct conversation with Yu Hengyun: "What's going on, Brother Yun?"
In his words, he directly stated his situation. Yu Hengyun picked up another glass of wine, raised his hand at the two of them, and drank it without saying anything.
The two of you come and go as if you have put aside Ji Xiangzhi's existence, and Ji Xiangzhi is very reluctant to emphasize his sense of existence: "Today is my engagement banquet with you, Ayou, how can you leave me alone?" Go see another man! Not even a cousin!"
Wen Ziyou held his hand helplessly: "Don't make a fuss, let's figure out the situation first, a fake engagement banquet is meaningless."
Only then was Ji Xiangzhi satisfied, and he sat down with his partner, not forgetting to mutter: "We will have an engagement banquet when we wake up."
Wen Ziyou had nothing to do with him, glanced at Yu Hengyun's gloomy face, and warned, "If you don't provoke your brother honestly, you'll have to wait until your next life."
Ji Xiangzhi let out a "tsk" and whispered in his ear: "Obviously you are dishonest."
After finishing speaking, he licked Wen Ziyou's ears lightly, feeling his palms being clenched, smiled and turned to look at Yu Hengyun provocatively.
Huo Qing, who was on the side, put the cake in his mouth with a fork, pretending to observe the human condition in the hall.
Yu Hengyun didn't bother to pay attention to them, and only waited for the blushing Wen Ziyou to recover before raising his eyes slightly to signal Wen Ziyou to speak.
Wen Ziyou still had a certain understanding of Yu Hengyun's demeanor and movements, so he asked with a serious face, "Is it because of him that we entered the dreamland?"
This is the most likely scenario that Wen Ziyou thought of. The young man who appeared on the military's highest-ranking pursuit list, who somehow became the core figure in solving the virus problem, followed Yu Hengyun in his dream and said, "I never wanted to tell him." Unfavorable little "ghost".
"Yes, and no." Yu Hengyun said slowly, "But I don't know why you need to appear here."
These words seemed to express that the speaker was extremely dissatisfied with their appearance, and it was indeed the case. Yu Hengyun felt a strange emotion in his heart barking his teeth and claws.
—Kick them out, they serve no purpose at all, they only add to the chaos.
—Only you can save him.
Once this kind of thought that is as sharp as a poisonous thorn appears, it will linger in Yu Hengyun's mind like an unsolvable poison.
Seeing Yu Hengyun's furrowed eyebrows, Ji Xiangzhi slowly felt his cousin's violent aura, and rushed towards them without restraint.
At this time, you shouldn't provoke your cousin. Ji Xiangzhi's instinct to avoid danger is warning him, and he even clamored for him to leave quickly.But he also felt that Yu Hengyun's current state was very wrong, and he was very worried.
On the side, Wen Ziyou and Huo Qinglian seemed to have the same worries. For a while, the three of them were at a loss, and even had a feeling of being repelled by the dream and dissipated.
"What's the situation, Boss, you won't call me when you have a wedding?"
This voice was unfamiliar to the other two, but Wen Ziyou had been in contact with the other party before, so he greeted the person coming.
Yu Hengyun's thoughts were temporarily disturbed by Xue Chijing's voice, and he raised his head in his direction, frowning even tighter.
Is everyone here?Why?He doesn't want that at all, their memories will all come back, and that's not good.
Yu Hengyun was stunned, why not?These people will restore the memory that Fu Zexuan awakened them. Doesn't he want Fu Zexuan's existence to remain in these people's hearts?
"Hey—boss, please excuse me—"
Yu Hengyun glanced at him and asked him to do whatever he wanted. Seeing the frightened expressions of a few people, he sipped his wine and continued to think about being disturbed, but the chill expression on his face finally subsided, and his aura was not as trembling as before. .
Fu Zexuan was just a victim. He even set up such a big scheme to give him the key to unlock the truth, but he left nothing for him. All memories about him were erased, and only he kept all the memories about the dream.
Is this enough to keep Fu Zexuan?Yu Hengyun told himself that the answer is not enough.
He can become Fu Zexuan's special existence and the reason for Fu Zexuan to stay.
But this kind of Fu Zexuan is like fog and may dissipate at any time.In the most extreme case, if he really disappears, with whom can Yu Hengyun confirm the traces of his existence?
nothing more than
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