Evernight Morning Star
Chapter 1;
Confirmed over and over again in loneliness and self-doubt, painfully forgotten.
So Fu Zexuan no longer exists, has no form, and no memory.
Yu Hengyun's eyes couldn't help but widen. He finally understood why Fu Zexuan had arranged such a back road for himself. This was also the underlying driving force for Fu Zexuan to hand over the key to him.
Fu Zexuan wanted to disappear from everyone's memory, which was equivalent to self-erasure.
But this is different from suicide. He also left himself a dream to remember, why?
Yu Hengyun smiled, why?Because it means that Fu Zexuan still has some nostalgia.
Seeing the corners of Yu Hengyun's mouth suddenly curled up, Ji Xiangzhi was a little scared, but thinking about the atmosphere of murder, he opened his mouth and said, "Cousin, do you have any ideas for your reference? How do we get out?"
Xue Chijing was pre-emptive, and said to Yu Hengyun angrily: "Xu Han has already gone to find him."
Yu Hengyun's gloomy emotions hadn't been completely put away, Xue Chijing ticked off a sentence again, which was rare for him with top emotional control ability, Yu Hengyun frowned and searched for the source of this situation in his mind.
At this moment, everyone realized that there was something wrong with Yu Hengyun's situation. Everyone either looked down at the communicator or turned their heads to look at the hall, but they didn't dare to provoke this master.
A "ding" sound broke the deadlock caused by Yu Hengyun's emotional deterioration. Xue Chijing looked down at the communicator, first made a "hiss" in embarrassment, and then turned into a somewhat irritable "tsk".
"I didn't find it, boss." Xue Chijing raised the communicator.
"What?" Yu Hengyun rubbed the center of his brows, his inner emotions were still churning, but he couldn't help but think of a possibility for the source of this emotion - the dark emotions of "Fu Zexuan" who was once bound by You Jing.
"Xu Han didn't find Fu Zexuan. A certain person disappeared with his house." Xue Chijing turned on the communicator again and reported as he typed.
Yu Hengyun raised his head and glanced at him without any emotion, which seemed a bit scary to others.
But the dark emotions deep in his heart opened a crack in an instant, the sun shone in, filled with joy, it was like this, no one else could find Fu Zexuan except him.
Others can leave memories about Fu Zexuan, which is a form of dependence that Fu Zexuan will leave in this world in the future.
But only he, only he can find Fu Zexuan, and Fu Zexuan will only let him find it.
This is the connection that only exists between him and Fu Zexuan, they are special to each other.
Thinking of this, Yu Hengyun's eyebrows were tinged with joy, because the problems left by You Jing became less important.
It stands to reason that this emotion would go directly back to Fu Zexuan, perhaps it has not yet fully integrated, and it has had a certain impact on Yu Hengyun, who has a very high spiritual compatibility.
It doesn't matter, Yu Hengyun doesn't need to explore these things, he is deeply affected by the close connection between the two of them.
On the opposite side, Ji Xiangzhi secretly watched Yu Hengyun's angry and happy expression, and couldn't help cursing inwardly: Ma De, cousin won't be driven crazy, right?
The moment Ji Xiangzhi's heart fell, he was locked on by Yu Hengyun's eyes, and Ji Xiangzhi's heart jumped out of his chest in shock. As a result, Yu Hengyun seemed to just glance at him like a lazy lion, with no intention of attacking, and lowered his head Type with your head on the communicator.
A few seconds later, Ji Xiangzhi's communicator showed that the Wech account had received a new message. He looked down and looked up at Yu Hengyun in disbelief for confirmation.
[Y: How did you catch up with Wen Ziyou, tell me? 】
[Ji Ziyou: Cousin, you must be sincere when asking people...]
[Y: A few months of extra training is not enough for you to enjoy? 】
[Ji Ziyou: Can chasing people be faked with threats? 】
[Y: Transfer 0.01 star coin]
[Y: Is it enough? 】
[Ji Ziyou: That's it? ? 】
[Ji Ziyou: Is he worth this in your heart? ? 】
【Y: I have to decide how to spend my money, right? 】
[Y: The matter of chasing people, I have to do it myself? 】
[Y: I just want to remind you, how many times has someone rejected Mr. Wen's confession for any reason? 】
[Ji Ziyou: Ah, stop talking! ! 】
[Ji Ziyou: I said I said I still can't do it? 】
[Ji Ziyou: == You better not give me a chance to poke your dark history. 】
[Y: He knows it all. 】
Ji Xiangzhi was stunned, obviously nothing had been accomplished yet, but he tasted an unmistakable air of affection from Yu Hengyun's words.
But he didn't make trouble anymore, and passed on his experience of pursuing Wen Ziyou after waking up to his cousin.
There are only four words in general: dead skin and shame.
Yu Hengyun couldn't make Ji Xiangzhi's gesture, but he knew the importance of presence.
Just considering Fu Zexuan's situation, he knew that there was still a knot in his mind to be solved. How to keep people behind and how to solve Fu Zexuan's obstacles in physical contact with people were all the directions he had to work hard.
First of all, we need to gain a sense of presence, and we can't use Yu Hengyun's identity for the time being, lest Fu Zexuan escape again. After all, in Fu Zexuan's dream, if he didn't want to be found, Yu Hengyun would never be able to catch anyone.
After much deliberation, Yu Hengyun decided to set himself the identity of Fu Zexuan's neighbor. As for the stepping stone to contact Fu Zexuan, he thought of the three cats that had been taken away by Shao Mian and Xue Chijing in batches, so he picked and chose. A smart Russian blue cat.
The plan is fully set, and the rest depends on the performance on the spot.Yu Hengyun closed his eyes, and set his identity as real in his heart. The next second, the scene changed, and he appeared in the new home where the original layout was copied to the apartment.
After adapting to the environment of the new home, opening the French windows, and thinking about meeting the young man soon, Yu Hengyun's chest throbbed a little.
With a thought, Yu Hengyun's tall figure disappeared from the spot, and the clothes were piled up in the spot. A small figure squirmed in the fabric, and finally a well-proportioned and slender Russian blue cat emerged from the gap.
Climbing up the low wall of the balcony, jumping to the top of the protective railing in two or three steps, Yu Hengyun? The cat jumped onto the protective railing of the balcony next door, and landed quickly and accurately in front of the French windows.
Squinting to see Fu Zexuan cooking in the restaurant with a sense of life, Yu Hengyun? The cat has an extremely strong desire to destroy, and can't wait to rush into the restaurant, rush into Fu Zexuan's rigid, repetitive and unchanging life at the moment, and build a new life with him order.
Yu Hengyun firmly believes in this sentence: "In the face of oppression, plunder and abandonment, our answer is life."①
It is not a life that is coping with living, but a life that breeds hope.
And he also firmly believes that no matter what it is, it cannot overwhelm the tenacious momentum of life over death. ②
If the momentum weakens, he will block it with his body, and he will be the new hope in that life.
He wants to be the only variable in Fu Zexuan's life that has never changed in his dreams, break Fu Zexuan's plain mask, and force him to show an expression that only he can appreciate.
In the end it was flat again.Yu Hengyun would make Fu Zexuan adapt to his existence, and decided that life without him would be extremely boring, unbearable, and a loss of my life.
Because he was already like this, he came here desperately to get his life back.
The sincerity that tried to comfort him even though he didn't know it himself, the indifference born of pain under the disguise, gathered on a star trail, he was like a miracle, his eyes were wet, and he couldn't forget it.
The paradoxical confession made to take advantage of, the unshed tears under the fragile embrace, and the kiss that each other didn't want to expose, Yu Hengyun knew all about it, so there was no resentment, only pity and love.
This time, he will grab the hands that lead him through the disaster, and hold the owner of the hands firmly into his arms, and never let go.
Yu Hengyun stretched out his clawed hand and put it on the glass, like an unattainable dream that finally fell before his eyes, and his stretched hand finally crossed the distance of time and space again, and shook hands with the one in the dream many years ago.
He saw the young man walking slowly. This is the track of the falling stars. It is the cause that was first planted 15 years ago, and now it is blooming.
Flowers never fall, stars never go out.
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①②Original words from García Márquez.
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99. He and his dreams ([-])
Let's not go, okay?
After the Russian blue cat next door ate and slept with him for several days, Fu Zexuan finally understood that the cat depended on him.
In the past few days, he specially opened the floor-to-ceiling windows to prevent the gray cat from being unable to get out when he wanted to go home. Unexpectedly, the gray cat had no intention of going out at all, and wandered behind Fu Zexuan all day long.
He reads, and the cat sleeps on the sofa;
He practiced the tune, and the cat followed suit by wagging its tail to play the rhythm;
He refused to give the cat his own food, and the cat gnawed on the cat food obediently.
Like a large cat-shaped pendant, he follows wherever he goes, and never emphasizes his sense of existence. In a few days, apart from reminding him to eat, he didn't bark a few times.
What's even more outrageous is that he hasn't seen the cat owner come to his house to inquire about the cat in the past few days.
Fu Zexuan wanted to guess whether this cat was a mutation or not. Although it didn't have any extraordinary performance, it seemed that it could only be explained by mutation.
And who can put the mutation in his dream, except You Jing, no one can do it.
But thinking of You Jing, his memory inevitably goes back to the time when Yu Hengyun and the others were about to be kicked out. The source data naturally formed a new memory in Yu Hengyun's mind through the connection of You Jing. The reason why he chose that kind of rigid and one-sided The form is just to whitewash the real intention in a way of uglifying oneself.
Anyway, they will all leave and forget what Fu Zexuan did in the dream, and the sloppy ending is not a big deal, it is enough to drive people out and keep themselves in the dream.
You Jing can find his own way, after all, he can transfer in consciousness arbitrarily in the form of connecting viruses.
But when the dagger sank into Yu Hengyun's chest, he still couldn't help but feel distressed, and he was distracted and couldn't hear Yu Hengyun whispering in his ear.
"Looking for you."
Looking for him?Fu Zexuan was distracted thinking about any possibility in front of this sentence, and each possibility could not help affecting his mind.
I will come to you.Wait for me to find you.don't make me find you...
He said that no matter what he did to Yu Hengyun, he would not be resented, but Fu Zexuan had to admit that he was delighted by this possibility.
He thought of his dream again. With You Jing's ability, there will be no loopholes of mutation. If you give him eternal peace, it will definitely be eternal peace. Wu Jincheng will also put him in the place where others cannot where to find.
If you want to find yourself, you will not succeed without the help of these two people.Fu Zexuan couldn't help thinking, what if it was with the help of You Jing and Wu Jincheng?
After thinking about it, he discarded this possibility. Wu Jincheng might very likely help Yu Hengyun. He was a kind old man who hoped that everything would be perfect.But You Jing will not.
In Fu Zexuan's firm thinking, he rejected all the possibility that You Jing violated his plan, but he did not expect that You Jing was the biggest culprit who disrupted the tragic ending Fu Zexuan set for himself.
Fu Zexuan looked at the gray cat that was nestled at the foot of the sofa and was ready to rest. The gray cat seemed to sense his gaze, and looked up at Fu Zexuan.
Seeing Fu Zexuan's fixed gaze, his thoughts had drifted away. The gray cat stretched its body, jumped onto the sofa lightly, and rubbed its head against Fu Zexuan's wrist, from behind the ears to his neck.
Fu Zexuan was pulled back to reality by the soft touch. Hearing the gray cat's soft, coquettish whisper, he reached out and touched the gray cat's small head for the first time, and then rolled it back to the front of the back.
After sighing, Fu Zexuan decided to let nature take its course, no matter who became the mutation in this dream, the left and right have been approved by You Jing and Wu Jincheng, and he can't stop it.
But he will not change his mind, the dream will last forever, and this one will retreat in spite of difficulties.
It was nothing more than being a passer-by in his life, turning around and walking away.
But what he didn't expect was that when he recognized the existence of the mutation but still accepted the mutation, when the mutation penetrated into his life, he would never be able to return to the edge of the dream.
He was dragged back to the world, and his "life" that was separated from life would be completely disrupted, dragging the notes of the world's pyrotechnics and jumping into his future life.
The gray cat purred in its throat from this hand, and rubbed stickily against Fu Zexuan's palm.
How could Fu Zexuan be so tender, and he withdrew his hand coldly, but thinking of the cat sleeping on the floor for several days in the cold autumn, he quickly plucked the cat's fur, imagining in his mind that there was a cat litter in the hall screen, waiting for the dream scene to change.
But when he opened his eyes, he turned his head and looked at the open space between the booth and the music room on the opposite side of the partition, it was still empty.
If emotions can be realized, Fu Zexuan must have a big question mark on his head now.
Why doesn't it work?This was obviously still his dream.
The sound of "meow" beside Fu Zexuan pulled his gaze back from a distance, and the distance between the warm and slightly damp breath was no more than ten centimeters from Fu Zexuan's cheek.
Fu Zexuan's eyes were once again entangled by the deep green, as if wandering in the green forest, the black pupils in the middle were more confusing than the night.
The cat came up and licked the corner of Fu Zexuan's mouth lightly. The itchy and numb touch made Fu Zexuan feel unnecessary pats.
Seeing Fu Zexuan's slightly widened phoenix eyes suddenly, the cat "meowed" in a low voice, retreated to the distance just now, and looked at the young man obediently and harmlessly, and the soft snort that sprayed made Fu Zexuan's cheeks itch.
Fu Zexuan's throat moved slightly, he blinked twice, and closed his eyes again to imagine a cat's nest appearing in his hall, but the result undoubtedly failed.
He withdrew his gaze, met the gray cat's unblinking gaze, and said hesitantly, "You... didn't take a bath."
Whether he just licked himself, or stuffed him into his clothes or bed at night, Fu Zexuan felt a little awkward thinking about it.
"Meow—" After understanding Fu Zexuan's subconscious meaning, Yu Hengyun certainly would not be ignorant, and the corners and corners of the kiss that he stole just now while he was unprepared were enough for him to think about it all night.
So he easily jumped off Fu Zexuan's body, curled up at the foot of the sofa, raised his eyes and said "meow" to the young man to say good night, and lay down to sleep.
Usually, he would feign sleep and wait for Fu Zexuan to lie down safely in bed before opening his eyes and waiting for the young man to fall asleep before falling asleep by himself.
But just as he closed his eyes, a hand stroked his head, and he froze for a moment, restraining his urge to scratch back.
In the next second, the sense of weightlessness hit him, and he was lifted up and hung in the air by the back of his neck, with the other hand supporting his hind legs, and then his right hand was wrapped around his neck, and he was wrapped in the young man's arms like catching a rabbit.
Yu Hengyun smelled a faint woody smell from the young man, and when he smelled it deeply, it was like the fragrance of ink.He was convinced that he had never smelled this fragrance when he came into contact with Fu Zexuan in the dream before, could it be the smell of body wash?
Fu Zexuan saw the expression of the cat staring up at him blankly, and he explained, "Take a bath."
The clear voice of the young man sounded obliquely above him, and Yu Hengyun also carefully experienced the feeling of the young man's chest vibrating behind him, and the grunt in his throat overflowed with the excitement in his heart.
Smelling the scent of the young man, Yu Hengyun lightly put his head on Fu Zexuan's left arm in a daze, not paying attention to what Fu Zexuan had just said.
It wasn't until Fu Zexuan closed the bathroom door, put Yu Hengyun on the ground, and started filling the basin with water, that Yu Hengyun realized what Fu Zexuan was going to do.
He wasn't ready for Fu Zexuan to touch him all over!And he's still a shorthair cat, so he doesn't need to be bathed so often.
Yu Hengyun understood that Fu Zexuan really didn't know how to keep cats anymore, thinking about it, he moved to the corner.
Seeing the gray cat start to move to the corner, and its paws were still grinding the floor restlessly, Fu Zexuan understood that the cat should be reluctant to touch the water, so he turned off the water after thinking about it: "Then you go home and sleep?"
Yu Hengyun fell silent, curled up on the spot and pretended to be sleeping, then got up and looked at Fu Zexuan innocently.
Fu Zexuan refused to let go: "You'll catch a cold, you've been sleeping on the floor for several days."
The cat started to "meow" and act like a baby, and Fu Zexuan couldn't help thinking, who is this, who can make such a gesture to himself?Xu Han may be possible.
He didn't even dare to imagine Yu Hengyun softening up and acting like a baby to himself in his mind.
Withdrawing his thoughts, Fu Zexuan pursed his lips and said, "Forget it, wash in two days."
Although it took two days, Yu Hengyun would eventually face the psychological difficulty of "Fu Zexuan give me a bath", and he would stand in a stalemate and refuse to move a step.
Fu Zexuan had already made up his mind that as long as this Mr. Mutation had experienced his boring soul and rigid life with him, he would definitely give up as soon as possible, so he made up his mind not to reject this person's approach.
He was going to turn passive into active, bring this person into his life, and live like the previous few days.
But because the cat's body is too delicate, Fu Zexuan is still going to do his best not to raise the cat to death.
So Fu Zexuan generously opened the bathroom door, let the cat get out, and cleaned up the bathroom by himself.
After coming out, Fu Zexuan returned to the second floor with a flannelette. Seeing that the cat was already balled up at the foot of the sofa, he went up to pick up the cat again and placed it on the opposite sofa for reading. Wipe it clean.
During this period, Yu Hengyun snored many times because he felt too comfortable.
After wiping, Fu Zexuan turned into a ruthless cat hugging machine, and carried Yu Hengyun to the aisle leading to the master bedroom.
The cat's eyes flickered, and Yu Hengyun had a little expectation of Fu Zexuan's plan in his heart, but what he didn't expect was that after putting him on the bed, Fu Zexuan lowered his eyebrows and said, "Don't move, wait for me to get down", and left the room.
After Yu Hengyun walked around the bed a few times, a thin figure walked in wrapped in the quilt that was originally spread on the sofa.
"Ah!" Yu Hengyun was a little excited, did he usher in a new turning point so soon?
Not at all aware of his simplistic thinking due to the beast shape.
Fu Zexuan felt that his thoughts were inappropriate.Just like in the dream before, he could stop Yu Hengyun's sneaky kiss, but he accepted it because of his greed for tenderness.
It's even more strange now, just because of the possibility of "Yu Hengyun coming" in this "mutation", he has to do this?
He couldn't help himself from thinking about it—if he had to leave in the end, it wouldn't be bad to get a little closer now.
He couldn't fall asleep in bed, something he'd experimented with a long time ago.But because of the special meaning of sleeping together, he tried again on a whim.
Seeing the slightly annoyed look on Fu Zexuan's face, Yu Hengyun squatted on the bed, yelled softly several times in a row, and urged Fu Zexuan to put down the bedding on his hands and go to bed quickly.
Yu Hengyun doesn't think it's embarrassing to do these coquettish and flattering behaviors under the identity of a cat. All in all, taking people home first is the top priority, so he has a good grasp of the cat's sweet temperament.
Fu Zexuan didn't know that Yu Hengyun was so pliable, so the soft urging sound made Fu Zexuan's thoughts shift, and subconsciously reduced the possibility of "the cat may be Yu Hengyun".
It's a bit like Xu Han's style, Fu Zexuan twitched the corners of his mouth, avoiding the gray cat and putting down the bedding.
Yu Hengyun jumped to the pillow and yelled again. Fu Zexuan looked at the warm light glowing around the gray cat under the light, restrained his soft eyes and refused to be caught, and then walked to the head of the bed after gathering his expression, took off his shoes and got on the bed.
He stroked the gray cat's head, saw the gray cat nestled up and closed its eyes, Fu Zexuan turned off the light, pulled the quilt to lie down, carefully covered the gray cat's body, and then closed his eyes and tried to fall asleep.
... As expected, I couldn't sleep.I don't know how long it will take to close your eyes and overcome the intolerable feeling of clamoring in your heart until your hands tremble. Fu Zexuan's soul seems to be wavering on the edge of the Milky Way. The existence of the body became very clear again.
He didn't deliberately recall his experience at Wei's house, he remembered that with the help of You Jing, he had been able to skillfully throw the memories that disturbed his peace of mind into a drawer and lock them up.
But in the trembling of his hands, it seemed that something with a leather texture ran across his arms, making him tremble even more, as if the belt would fall on his body, hands, and legs with a sharp wind sound in the next second.
Or the slimy, repulsive movements that men make between their skin to satisfy their desires...
He had also struggled before, but he warned himself in his mind that this was an inevitable agreement, and he had to endure it.
This made Fu Zexuan breathe quickly, and in the next second he opened his mouth to breathe, and the suffocated man had his neck tightly strangled with both hands, boundless panic spread, unable to call for help, unable to struggle.
Yes, he can't struggle, even if his thoughts are blurred, he can't even ask for help.
Not showing weakness, not showing an expression of pain, will make that person more pleasant.
——Want to die, want to die, why don't you just let me die?
——Why do these ideas keep popping up?I still have such a clear mind?Are you dying?
--why why?Why didn't he come to save me?
——I can’t breathe, are I dying?
"Meow!"
what sound?Thoughts are pulled back and forth, and it feels like rising and falling in the depths of the ocean.But the creeping darkness in the deep ditch under the sea clung to him, dragging him inch by inch.
——I don’t seem to have any regrets, after all, I fell into the familiar night, but it seems that I didn’t see the last one?
——Ah, no, I should have said goodbye already.
"Meow!"
Will there be cats under the sea?What is that?The cat's spirit barking at him, trying to pull him up?
Fu Zexuan was amused by the idea that he was still so elegant at this time, so he deliberately tried to distract himself to look up, what kind of force was pulling himself up.
"Ah!" The familiar figure didn't give him a chance to buffer, and suddenly rushed into Fu Zexuan's eyes, his mind was full of the expression of Yu Hengyun gnashing his teeth.
Is it in a dream?I planned to stop getting involved, why would I still dream of him?
Moving his fingertips, Fu Zexuan wanted to break free from holding his hand, and as he wished, even if Yu Hengyun tried harder, his hand would slip out of the confinement.
Now Yu Hengyun's eyes were even more ominous, as if a dark fire had condensed in the black pupils to involve this person who had fled again and again.
Want to escape?wanna die?There are no doors!
Yu Hengyun gritted his teeth and dived deeply, ignoring Fu Zexuan's panicked eyes, hugged the young man's body and floated up desperately.
But he also reached the limit, and when he realized something was wrong, he fell into the sea. He didn't even figure out whether it was a deeper dream, or whether it was a change in the dream caused by Fu Zexuan's consciousness.
The sea water made it difficult to open the eyes, but Yu Hengyun recognized the falling figure below him as Fu Zexuan with just one glance. Just like before, he fell down without any struggle, not even willing to fight against the fate that befell him .
How could Yu Hengyun let him go, diving deep unprepared took a lot of his strength.
Now, Yu Hengyun can't stand it anymore if he has to float up against the obstacles of huge deep water pressure.
But Fu Zexuan's eyes were closed tightly, his pale face under the water was tense, and his hands were still on Yu Hengyun's abdomen, trying to push him away.
Yu Hengyun became angry again, and he exhaled a small breath, forming a few strings of bubbles around his mouth. Then he lowered his head and searched for Fu Zexuan's lips, first nibbling his chin, and then wiping it off bit by bit.
Finding the softest place, he pressed his lips upwards, secretly opened his eyes, and as expected, he saw Fu Zexuan also opened his eyes to look at him, and there seemed to be no dark light flickering in it.
Yu Hengyun took two breaths into the mouth below him, bit his lips hard to vent his anger, felt the force of his abdomen against him and relaxed, and then he moved his lips away, the starlight exploded in his mind, and he felt very hypoxic. Feeling uncomfortable, Yu Hengyun pursed his lips, adjusted his state and struggled to swim in the darkness with star flowers in front of him.
But his efforts seemed to be in vain, no matter how hard he tried to get closer to the shimmering light above his head, he couldn't reach the end where he could breathe.
Yu Hengyun felt that his consciousness was about to be stripped away, but the hand that came up to his abdomen randomly pulled him back, and it was another effort to push him away.
"Uh..." You still have to make trouble at this time!Are you going to let yourself drop him?
Yu Hengyun knew that he had to maintain a relatively calm state, and used his remaining physical strength to take the two of them out of the deep sea, and getting angry now was useless.
But there was a "hum" in his head, and the anger that had been rampaging in his chest for a long time was really hard to restrain. He opened his eyes to confirm the position, ground his teeth, and searched for the previous soft spot.
The pain between the lips woke Fu Zexuan who was in a daze of consciousness. Is the handsome face in front of him Yu Hengyun or who?
I saw him closing his eyes and frowning, seemingly trapped in a nightmare that he couldn't extricate himself from, but biting Fu Zexuan's lips in a disorganized way.
"Hiss..." Like adding fuel to the flames, Yu Hengyun bit Fu Zexuan's skinned lip. Fu Zexuan reached out to push him away, but he couldn't escape.
Even with a face that is not intoxicated at all, but still biting his lips like a wild beast?
"Ah!" His tongue licked the wound on his lip, and then he bit the wound lightly.
Fu Zexuan's bones softened, and to calm down the numbness that came from nothing, he squinted at the bedside table and moved his feet silently.
Without warning, Fu Zexuan raised his head and kissed Yu Hengyun. Feeling his body stiffen, he seized the opportunity to knock Yu Hengyun down on the bed with his feet and hands.
So Yu Hengyun woke up for the first second, staring blankly at the handsome young man who was propped up on him in the dark, and the breaths of each other were lingering.
The next second, the young man stood up and lit the candle on the bedside table. Seeing Yu Hengyun staring at his lips deeply, Fu Zexuan stretched out his tongue to lick the wound on his lips indifferently, and pursed his lips unconsciously, feeling a little painful.
Yu Hengyun's eyes sank severely, and his lips, which were bright red due to wanton ravages, overflowed with blood from the cracked wound on them, adding an indescribable charm in the dark atmosphere of the blazing fire.
Fu Zexuan was shocked by the aggressive expression between his brows and eyes, and flashed in his mind the figure of this man who had seen the breeze and the moon in the forest at night in Jianhai Park. Fu Zexuan's mind doesn't quite match his casual glance but not aloof aura, and the charming scenery in front of his eyes with raised eyebrows and smiling faces.
Oh, and a staunch figure.Fu Zexuan looked down at the place where he was sitting. It was not soft at all. The beautiful and unobtrusive chest and abdominal muscles reminded Fu Zexuan of his identity and a physique that would not show weakness.
Seeing Fu Zexuan's flushed cheeks from admiring his figure, Yu Hengyun reached out to take the candle and blow it out, and set it on the bedside table.
While doing all this, Yu Hengyun stared at Fu Zexuan with affectionate eyes, which made people very uncomfortable.
Feeling his movement, Fu Zexuan pursed his lips and wanted to get up, but was pushed by Yu Hengyun who got up suddenly, and his body lost his balance instantly. He watched Yu Hengyun take himself into his arms and sat upright, his eyes scanned his face with burning eyes, and finally Staying on the lips: "I want to run after kissing me?"
Fu Zexuan paused, and realized that from Yu Hengyun's perspective when he woke up, he was really secretly kissing him, so he didn't know how to refute for a while.
In fact, Yu Hengyun didn't know how to react. He was fine with one person and one cat before going to bed. He also imagined countless situations where Fu Zexuan could not sleep in bed, and was always ready for Fu Zexuan to switch to the sofa and follow him.
But seeing Fu Zexuan being haunted, he yelled in his ear many times but couldn't stop the young man's trembling body. He also licked and bit him, but nothing worked.
As a result, he lost consciousness for some reason, and fell into the sea in the next second. After some rescue, there was no hope. He was irritated by Fu Zexuan and wanted to ask for some punishment, but in the end he was awakened by Fu Zexuan's actions.
But seeing Fu Zexuan's unsurprising performance, he understood that the dream just now should be a derivative of Fu Zexuan's subconscious...
Of course, it cannot be ruled out that this is a game set up by Fu Zexuan by taking advantage of the influence of the bed on him.
If his guess is correct, and Fu Zexuan only allows himself in the form of a human body to enter, then any of his next actions will have something to rely on.
During the entanglement of breathing, all the chasing techniques that he had read in Yu Hengyun's mind became blank. He raised his eyes to meet Fu Zexuan's eyes that couldn't see the expression clearly, his heart was a little astringent, but it was soft.
Yu Hengyun always felt that he couldn't understand Fu Zexuan. From the beginning to the end, the young man was like a god with cold eyes, knowing everything, arranging everything, watching the chess pieces on the chessboard move according to his preset steps, and only waiting for the final general to reveal the truth. Take it down.
Then he walked away without any regrets.
That's what he thought, when he left Fu Zexuan's dream.
But he didn't wake up, but continued to dream. In the 11 dreams brought by You Jing and Chip, he finally understood the past Fu Zexuan, but he couldn't understand it either.
Is this kind of mysterious and mysterious emotion without knowing cause and effect the love of Fu Zexuan?Why did he get Fu Zexuan's unique favor?
What about him?Does he love Fu Zexuan?
Yu Hengyun doesn't know how to define love.
He knew that at the beginning, his feelings for Fu Zexuan could only be regarded as "like" at best, but after he received all of Fu Zexuan's memories, he could not let go of this person anymore. This person was wrapped up by the maliciousness of the whole world, but he still had to return to the past in a ignorant manner. Well-meaning youth.
So he chased here.
Chase to the edge of the dream, where time is stagnant, and bring back the complete Fu Zexuan.
The emotions in Yu Hengyun's eyes changed several times. Seeing this, Fu Zexuan's eyes flickered, avoiding to leave his embrace, but the big hands behind him were deadlocked and refused to let go.
Hearing that Fu Zexuan's breathing became a little hasty due to the inability to break free, Yu Hengyun smiled. It's not that he can't understand this young man with a soft heart. For example, he should be shy now.
Yu Hengyun lowered his eyes to look at the lips that had been gnawed very tender by himself before. Now they have faded a little, but they still have a sense of beauty after being ravaged.
He quickly leaned forward and kissed the young man's forehead, and asked in a low voice: "Is it okay if you don't leave?"
There was a pitiful feeling of being abandoned in the tone, Fu Zexuan felt the body that was so close, and the back of the neck and waist surrounded by the man were enveloped in scalding heat.
He can't escape, can he?Fu Zexuan thought about the escape scene he had imagined in his mind when he was pressed by this man, but it didn't work at all.
This dream may now have changed the leader.
A thousand thoughts were entwined, Fu Zexuan wanted to break free from Yu Hengyun's embrace, but the man's dark energy was as unshakable as steel, so he closed his eyes and said calmly: "Where's your clothes?"
Yu Hengyun thought of Fu Zexuan admiring his figure just now, grabbed his hand and put it on his abdomen: "Do you like it?"
"Uh..." Fu Zexuan shook his hand away, not knowing where this shameless rascal came from.
"Don't like it?" Yu Hengyun thought for a while, and a sly stream of light flashed in his eyes: "Maybe you like this?"
Without a trace, the big man in front of him disappeared.
Fu Zexuan lowered his head as if feeling something, and saw the gray Russian blue cat reappeared, squatting not far from him, with spiritual light shining in his dark green pupils.
He got up and slowly climbed up Fu Zexuan's casually stretched legs, the itchy feeling made Fu Zexuan's eyes flash again.
Although Fu Zexuan just looked down at the cat's trajectory and showed no resistance, Yu Hengyun didn't intend to push forward.
Standing still on the inner thigh of the young man, the soft gray cat squatted down, raised its head, its green eyes met Fu Zexuan's looking down, the cat tilted its head, and said softly, "Meow?"
It's an absolute foul.
Fu Zexuan finally understood that what Yu Hengyun couldn't do, he could do it too well.
Now he has a picture in his mind, mixed with the sentence "Is it okay if you don't leave?", Yu Hengyun's eyes drooping and his coquettish appearance.
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Brother Yun has evolved, he can act like a baby when he advances, and he can act like a baby when he retreats.
So Fu Zexuan no longer exists, has no form, and no memory.
Yu Hengyun's eyes couldn't help but widen. He finally understood why Fu Zexuan had arranged such a back road for himself. This was also the underlying driving force for Fu Zexuan to hand over the key to him.
Fu Zexuan wanted to disappear from everyone's memory, which was equivalent to self-erasure.
But this is different from suicide. He also left himself a dream to remember, why?
Yu Hengyun smiled, why?Because it means that Fu Zexuan still has some nostalgia.
Seeing the corners of Yu Hengyun's mouth suddenly curled up, Ji Xiangzhi was a little scared, but thinking about the atmosphere of murder, he opened his mouth and said, "Cousin, do you have any ideas for your reference? How do we get out?"
Xue Chijing was pre-emptive, and said to Yu Hengyun angrily: "Xu Han has already gone to find him."
Yu Hengyun's gloomy emotions hadn't been completely put away, Xue Chijing ticked off a sentence again, which was rare for him with top emotional control ability, Yu Hengyun frowned and searched for the source of this situation in his mind.
At this moment, everyone realized that there was something wrong with Yu Hengyun's situation. Everyone either looked down at the communicator or turned their heads to look at the hall, but they didn't dare to provoke this master.
A "ding" sound broke the deadlock caused by Yu Hengyun's emotional deterioration. Xue Chijing looked down at the communicator, first made a "hiss" in embarrassment, and then turned into a somewhat irritable "tsk".
"I didn't find it, boss." Xue Chijing raised the communicator.
"What?" Yu Hengyun rubbed the center of his brows, his inner emotions were still churning, but he couldn't help but think of a possibility for the source of this emotion - the dark emotions of "Fu Zexuan" who was once bound by You Jing.
"Xu Han didn't find Fu Zexuan. A certain person disappeared with his house." Xue Chijing turned on the communicator again and reported as he typed.
Yu Hengyun raised his head and glanced at him without any emotion, which seemed a bit scary to others.
But the dark emotions deep in his heart opened a crack in an instant, the sun shone in, filled with joy, it was like this, no one else could find Fu Zexuan except him.
Others can leave memories about Fu Zexuan, which is a form of dependence that Fu Zexuan will leave in this world in the future.
But only he, only he can find Fu Zexuan, and Fu Zexuan will only let him find it.
This is the connection that only exists between him and Fu Zexuan, they are special to each other.
Thinking of this, Yu Hengyun's eyebrows were tinged with joy, because the problems left by You Jing became less important.
It stands to reason that this emotion would go directly back to Fu Zexuan, perhaps it has not yet fully integrated, and it has had a certain impact on Yu Hengyun, who has a very high spiritual compatibility.
It doesn't matter, Yu Hengyun doesn't need to explore these things, he is deeply affected by the close connection between the two of them.
On the opposite side, Ji Xiangzhi secretly watched Yu Hengyun's angry and happy expression, and couldn't help cursing inwardly: Ma De, cousin won't be driven crazy, right?
The moment Ji Xiangzhi's heart fell, he was locked on by Yu Hengyun's eyes, and Ji Xiangzhi's heart jumped out of his chest in shock. As a result, Yu Hengyun seemed to just glance at him like a lazy lion, with no intention of attacking, and lowered his head Type with your head on the communicator.
A few seconds later, Ji Xiangzhi's communicator showed that the Wech account had received a new message. He looked down and looked up at Yu Hengyun in disbelief for confirmation.
[Y: How did you catch up with Wen Ziyou, tell me? 】
[Ji Ziyou: Cousin, you must be sincere when asking people...]
[Y: A few months of extra training is not enough for you to enjoy? 】
[Ji Ziyou: Can chasing people be faked with threats? 】
[Y: Transfer 0.01 star coin]
[Y: Is it enough? 】
[Ji Ziyou: That's it? ? 】
[Ji Ziyou: Is he worth this in your heart? ? 】
【Y: I have to decide how to spend my money, right? 】
[Y: The matter of chasing people, I have to do it myself? 】
[Y: I just want to remind you, how many times has someone rejected Mr. Wen's confession for any reason? 】
[Ji Ziyou: Ah, stop talking! ! 】
[Ji Ziyou: I said I said I still can't do it? 】
[Ji Ziyou: == You better not give me a chance to poke your dark history. 】
[Y: He knows it all. 】
Ji Xiangzhi was stunned, obviously nothing had been accomplished yet, but he tasted an unmistakable air of affection from Yu Hengyun's words.
But he didn't make trouble anymore, and passed on his experience of pursuing Wen Ziyou after waking up to his cousin.
There are only four words in general: dead skin and shame.
Yu Hengyun couldn't make Ji Xiangzhi's gesture, but he knew the importance of presence.
Just considering Fu Zexuan's situation, he knew that there was still a knot in his mind to be solved. How to keep people behind and how to solve Fu Zexuan's obstacles in physical contact with people were all the directions he had to work hard.
First of all, we need to gain a sense of presence, and we can't use Yu Hengyun's identity for the time being, lest Fu Zexuan escape again. After all, in Fu Zexuan's dream, if he didn't want to be found, Yu Hengyun would never be able to catch anyone.
After much deliberation, Yu Hengyun decided to set himself the identity of Fu Zexuan's neighbor. As for the stepping stone to contact Fu Zexuan, he thought of the three cats that had been taken away by Shao Mian and Xue Chijing in batches, so he picked and chose. A smart Russian blue cat.
The plan is fully set, and the rest depends on the performance on the spot.Yu Hengyun closed his eyes, and set his identity as real in his heart. The next second, the scene changed, and he appeared in the new home where the original layout was copied to the apartment.
After adapting to the environment of the new home, opening the French windows, and thinking about meeting the young man soon, Yu Hengyun's chest throbbed a little.
With a thought, Yu Hengyun's tall figure disappeared from the spot, and the clothes were piled up in the spot. A small figure squirmed in the fabric, and finally a well-proportioned and slender Russian blue cat emerged from the gap.
Climbing up the low wall of the balcony, jumping to the top of the protective railing in two or three steps, Yu Hengyun? The cat jumped onto the protective railing of the balcony next door, and landed quickly and accurately in front of the French windows.
Squinting to see Fu Zexuan cooking in the restaurant with a sense of life, Yu Hengyun? The cat has an extremely strong desire to destroy, and can't wait to rush into the restaurant, rush into Fu Zexuan's rigid, repetitive and unchanging life at the moment, and build a new life with him order.
Yu Hengyun firmly believes in this sentence: "In the face of oppression, plunder and abandonment, our answer is life."①
It is not a life that is coping with living, but a life that breeds hope.
And he also firmly believes that no matter what it is, it cannot overwhelm the tenacious momentum of life over death. ②
If the momentum weakens, he will block it with his body, and he will be the new hope in that life.
He wants to be the only variable in Fu Zexuan's life that has never changed in his dreams, break Fu Zexuan's plain mask, and force him to show an expression that only he can appreciate.
In the end it was flat again.Yu Hengyun would make Fu Zexuan adapt to his existence, and decided that life without him would be extremely boring, unbearable, and a loss of my life.
Because he was already like this, he came here desperately to get his life back.
The sincerity that tried to comfort him even though he didn't know it himself, the indifference born of pain under the disguise, gathered on a star trail, he was like a miracle, his eyes were wet, and he couldn't forget it.
The paradoxical confession made to take advantage of, the unshed tears under the fragile embrace, and the kiss that each other didn't want to expose, Yu Hengyun knew all about it, so there was no resentment, only pity and love.
This time, he will grab the hands that lead him through the disaster, and hold the owner of the hands firmly into his arms, and never let go.
Yu Hengyun stretched out his clawed hand and put it on the glass, like an unattainable dream that finally fell before his eyes, and his stretched hand finally crossed the distance of time and space again, and shook hands with the one in the dream many years ago.
He saw the young man walking slowly. This is the track of the falling stars. It is the cause that was first planted 15 years ago, and now it is blooming.
Flowers never fall, stars never go out.
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①②Original words from García Márquez.
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99. He and his dreams ([-])
Let's not go, okay?
After the Russian blue cat next door ate and slept with him for several days, Fu Zexuan finally understood that the cat depended on him.
In the past few days, he specially opened the floor-to-ceiling windows to prevent the gray cat from being unable to get out when he wanted to go home. Unexpectedly, the gray cat had no intention of going out at all, and wandered behind Fu Zexuan all day long.
He reads, and the cat sleeps on the sofa;
He practiced the tune, and the cat followed suit by wagging its tail to play the rhythm;
He refused to give the cat his own food, and the cat gnawed on the cat food obediently.
Like a large cat-shaped pendant, he follows wherever he goes, and never emphasizes his sense of existence. In a few days, apart from reminding him to eat, he didn't bark a few times.
What's even more outrageous is that he hasn't seen the cat owner come to his house to inquire about the cat in the past few days.
Fu Zexuan wanted to guess whether this cat was a mutation or not. Although it didn't have any extraordinary performance, it seemed that it could only be explained by mutation.
And who can put the mutation in his dream, except You Jing, no one can do it.
But thinking of You Jing, his memory inevitably goes back to the time when Yu Hengyun and the others were about to be kicked out. The source data naturally formed a new memory in Yu Hengyun's mind through the connection of You Jing. The reason why he chose that kind of rigid and one-sided The form is just to whitewash the real intention in a way of uglifying oneself.
Anyway, they will all leave and forget what Fu Zexuan did in the dream, and the sloppy ending is not a big deal, it is enough to drive people out and keep themselves in the dream.
You Jing can find his own way, after all, he can transfer in consciousness arbitrarily in the form of connecting viruses.
But when the dagger sank into Yu Hengyun's chest, he still couldn't help but feel distressed, and he was distracted and couldn't hear Yu Hengyun whispering in his ear.
"Looking for you."
Looking for him?Fu Zexuan was distracted thinking about any possibility in front of this sentence, and each possibility could not help affecting his mind.
I will come to you.Wait for me to find you.don't make me find you...
He said that no matter what he did to Yu Hengyun, he would not be resented, but Fu Zexuan had to admit that he was delighted by this possibility.
He thought of his dream again. With You Jing's ability, there will be no loopholes of mutation. If you give him eternal peace, it will definitely be eternal peace. Wu Jincheng will also put him in the place where others cannot where to find.
If you want to find yourself, you will not succeed without the help of these two people.Fu Zexuan couldn't help thinking, what if it was with the help of You Jing and Wu Jincheng?
After thinking about it, he discarded this possibility. Wu Jincheng might very likely help Yu Hengyun. He was a kind old man who hoped that everything would be perfect.But You Jing will not.
In Fu Zexuan's firm thinking, he rejected all the possibility that You Jing violated his plan, but he did not expect that You Jing was the biggest culprit who disrupted the tragic ending Fu Zexuan set for himself.
Fu Zexuan looked at the gray cat that was nestled at the foot of the sofa and was ready to rest. The gray cat seemed to sense his gaze, and looked up at Fu Zexuan.
Seeing Fu Zexuan's fixed gaze, his thoughts had drifted away. The gray cat stretched its body, jumped onto the sofa lightly, and rubbed its head against Fu Zexuan's wrist, from behind the ears to his neck.
Fu Zexuan was pulled back to reality by the soft touch. Hearing the gray cat's soft, coquettish whisper, he reached out and touched the gray cat's small head for the first time, and then rolled it back to the front of the back.
After sighing, Fu Zexuan decided to let nature take its course, no matter who became the mutation in this dream, the left and right have been approved by You Jing and Wu Jincheng, and he can't stop it.
But he will not change his mind, the dream will last forever, and this one will retreat in spite of difficulties.
It was nothing more than being a passer-by in his life, turning around and walking away.
But what he didn't expect was that when he recognized the existence of the mutation but still accepted the mutation, when the mutation penetrated into his life, he would never be able to return to the edge of the dream.
He was dragged back to the world, and his "life" that was separated from life would be completely disrupted, dragging the notes of the world's pyrotechnics and jumping into his future life.
The gray cat purred in its throat from this hand, and rubbed stickily against Fu Zexuan's palm.
How could Fu Zexuan be so tender, and he withdrew his hand coldly, but thinking of the cat sleeping on the floor for several days in the cold autumn, he quickly plucked the cat's fur, imagining in his mind that there was a cat litter in the hall screen, waiting for the dream scene to change.
But when he opened his eyes, he turned his head and looked at the open space between the booth and the music room on the opposite side of the partition, it was still empty.
If emotions can be realized, Fu Zexuan must have a big question mark on his head now.
Why doesn't it work?This was obviously still his dream.
The sound of "meow" beside Fu Zexuan pulled his gaze back from a distance, and the distance between the warm and slightly damp breath was no more than ten centimeters from Fu Zexuan's cheek.
Fu Zexuan's eyes were once again entangled by the deep green, as if wandering in the green forest, the black pupils in the middle were more confusing than the night.
The cat came up and licked the corner of Fu Zexuan's mouth lightly. The itchy and numb touch made Fu Zexuan feel unnecessary pats.
Seeing Fu Zexuan's slightly widened phoenix eyes suddenly, the cat "meowed" in a low voice, retreated to the distance just now, and looked at the young man obediently and harmlessly, and the soft snort that sprayed made Fu Zexuan's cheeks itch.
Fu Zexuan's throat moved slightly, he blinked twice, and closed his eyes again to imagine a cat's nest appearing in his hall, but the result undoubtedly failed.
He withdrew his gaze, met the gray cat's unblinking gaze, and said hesitantly, "You... didn't take a bath."
Whether he just licked himself, or stuffed him into his clothes or bed at night, Fu Zexuan felt a little awkward thinking about it.
"Meow—" After understanding Fu Zexuan's subconscious meaning, Yu Hengyun certainly would not be ignorant, and the corners and corners of the kiss that he stole just now while he was unprepared were enough for him to think about it all night.
So he easily jumped off Fu Zexuan's body, curled up at the foot of the sofa, raised his eyes and said "meow" to the young man to say good night, and lay down to sleep.
Usually, he would feign sleep and wait for Fu Zexuan to lie down safely in bed before opening his eyes and waiting for the young man to fall asleep before falling asleep by himself.
But just as he closed his eyes, a hand stroked his head, and he froze for a moment, restraining his urge to scratch back.
In the next second, the sense of weightlessness hit him, and he was lifted up and hung in the air by the back of his neck, with the other hand supporting his hind legs, and then his right hand was wrapped around his neck, and he was wrapped in the young man's arms like catching a rabbit.
Yu Hengyun smelled a faint woody smell from the young man, and when he smelled it deeply, it was like the fragrance of ink.He was convinced that he had never smelled this fragrance when he came into contact with Fu Zexuan in the dream before, could it be the smell of body wash?
Fu Zexuan saw the expression of the cat staring up at him blankly, and he explained, "Take a bath."
The clear voice of the young man sounded obliquely above him, and Yu Hengyun also carefully experienced the feeling of the young man's chest vibrating behind him, and the grunt in his throat overflowed with the excitement in his heart.
Smelling the scent of the young man, Yu Hengyun lightly put his head on Fu Zexuan's left arm in a daze, not paying attention to what Fu Zexuan had just said.
It wasn't until Fu Zexuan closed the bathroom door, put Yu Hengyun on the ground, and started filling the basin with water, that Yu Hengyun realized what Fu Zexuan was going to do.
He wasn't ready for Fu Zexuan to touch him all over!And he's still a shorthair cat, so he doesn't need to be bathed so often.
Yu Hengyun understood that Fu Zexuan really didn't know how to keep cats anymore, thinking about it, he moved to the corner.
Seeing the gray cat start to move to the corner, and its paws were still grinding the floor restlessly, Fu Zexuan understood that the cat should be reluctant to touch the water, so he turned off the water after thinking about it: "Then you go home and sleep?"
Yu Hengyun fell silent, curled up on the spot and pretended to be sleeping, then got up and looked at Fu Zexuan innocently.
Fu Zexuan refused to let go: "You'll catch a cold, you've been sleeping on the floor for several days."
The cat started to "meow" and act like a baby, and Fu Zexuan couldn't help thinking, who is this, who can make such a gesture to himself?Xu Han may be possible.
He didn't even dare to imagine Yu Hengyun softening up and acting like a baby to himself in his mind.
Withdrawing his thoughts, Fu Zexuan pursed his lips and said, "Forget it, wash in two days."
Although it took two days, Yu Hengyun would eventually face the psychological difficulty of "Fu Zexuan give me a bath", and he would stand in a stalemate and refuse to move a step.
Fu Zexuan had already made up his mind that as long as this Mr. Mutation had experienced his boring soul and rigid life with him, he would definitely give up as soon as possible, so he made up his mind not to reject this person's approach.
He was going to turn passive into active, bring this person into his life, and live like the previous few days.
But because the cat's body is too delicate, Fu Zexuan is still going to do his best not to raise the cat to death.
So Fu Zexuan generously opened the bathroom door, let the cat get out, and cleaned up the bathroom by himself.
After coming out, Fu Zexuan returned to the second floor with a flannelette. Seeing that the cat was already balled up at the foot of the sofa, he went up to pick up the cat again and placed it on the opposite sofa for reading. Wipe it clean.
During this period, Yu Hengyun snored many times because he felt too comfortable.
After wiping, Fu Zexuan turned into a ruthless cat hugging machine, and carried Yu Hengyun to the aisle leading to the master bedroom.
The cat's eyes flickered, and Yu Hengyun had a little expectation of Fu Zexuan's plan in his heart, but what he didn't expect was that after putting him on the bed, Fu Zexuan lowered his eyebrows and said, "Don't move, wait for me to get down", and left the room.
After Yu Hengyun walked around the bed a few times, a thin figure walked in wrapped in the quilt that was originally spread on the sofa.
"Ah!" Yu Hengyun was a little excited, did he usher in a new turning point so soon?
Not at all aware of his simplistic thinking due to the beast shape.
Fu Zexuan felt that his thoughts were inappropriate.Just like in the dream before, he could stop Yu Hengyun's sneaky kiss, but he accepted it because of his greed for tenderness.
It's even more strange now, just because of the possibility of "Yu Hengyun coming" in this "mutation", he has to do this?
He couldn't help himself from thinking about it—if he had to leave in the end, it wouldn't be bad to get a little closer now.
He couldn't fall asleep in bed, something he'd experimented with a long time ago.But because of the special meaning of sleeping together, he tried again on a whim.
Seeing the slightly annoyed look on Fu Zexuan's face, Yu Hengyun squatted on the bed, yelled softly several times in a row, and urged Fu Zexuan to put down the bedding on his hands and go to bed quickly.
Yu Hengyun doesn't think it's embarrassing to do these coquettish and flattering behaviors under the identity of a cat. All in all, taking people home first is the top priority, so he has a good grasp of the cat's sweet temperament.
Fu Zexuan didn't know that Yu Hengyun was so pliable, so the soft urging sound made Fu Zexuan's thoughts shift, and subconsciously reduced the possibility of "the cat may be Yu Hengyun".
It's a bit like Xu Han's style, Fu Zexuan twitched the corners of his mouth, avoiding the gray cat and putting down the bedding.
Yu Hengyun jumped to the pillow and yelled again. Fu Zexuan looked at the warm light glowing around the gray cat under the light, restrained his soft eyes and refused to be caught, and then walked to the head of the bed after gathering his expression, took off his shoes and got on the bed.
He stroked the gray cat's head, saw the gray cat nestled up and closed its eyes, Fu Zexuan turned off the light, pulled the quilt to lie down, carefully covered the gray cat's body, and then closed his eyes and tried to fall asleep.
... As expected, I couldn't sleep.I don't know how long it will take to close your eyes and overcome the intolerable feeling of clamoring in your heart until your hands tremble. Fu Zexuan's soul seems to be wavering on the edge of the Milky Way. The existence of the body became very clear again.
He didn't deliberately recall his experience at Wei's house, he remembered that with the help of You Jing, he had been able to skillfully throw the memories that disturbed his peace of mind into a drawer and lock them up.
But in the trembling of his hands, it seemed that something with a leather texture ran across his arms, making him tremble even more, as if the belt would fall on his body, hands, and legs with a sharp wind sound in the next second.
Or the slimy, repulsive movements that men make between their skin to satisfy their desires...
He had also struggled before, but he warned himself in his mind that this was an inevitable agreement, and he had to endure it.
This made Fu Zexuan breathe quickly, and in the next second he opened his mouth to breathe, and the suffocated man had his neck tightly strangled with both hands, boundless panic spread, unable to call for help, unable to struggle.
Yes, he can't struggle, even if his thoughts are blurred, he can't even ask for help.
Not showing weakness, not showing an expression of pain, will make that person more pleasant.
——Want to die, want to die, why don't you just let me die?
——Why do these ideas keep popping up?I still have such a clear mind?Are you dying?
--why why?Why didn't he come to save me?
——I can’t breathe, are I dying?
"Meow!"
what sound?Thoughts are pulled back and forth, and it feels like rising and falling in the depths of the ocean.But the creeping darkness in the deep ditch under the sea clung to him, dragging him inch by inch.
——I don’t seem to have any regrets, after all, I fell into the familiar night, but it seems that I didn’t see the last one?
——Ah, no, I should have said goodbye already.
"Meow!"
Will there be cats under the sea?What is that?The cat's spirit barking at him, trying to pull him up?
Fu Zexuan was amused by the idea that he was still so elegant at this time, so he deliberately tried to distract himself to look up, what kind of force was pulling himself up.
"Ah!" The familiar figure didn't give him a chance to buffer, and suddenly rushed into Fu Zexuan's eyes, his mind was full of the expression of Yu Hengyun gnashing his teeth.
Is it in a dream?I planned to stop getting involved, why would I still dream of him?
Moving his fingertips, Fu Zexuan wanted to break free from holding his hand, and as he wished, even if Yu Hengyun tried harder, his hand would slip out of the confinement.
Now Yu Hengyun's eyes were even more ominous, as if a dark fire had condensed in the black pupils to involve this person who had fled again and again.
Want to escape?wanna die?There are no doors!
Yu Hengyun gritted his teeth and dived deeply, ignoring Fu Zexuan's panicked eyes, hugged the young man's body and floated up desperately.
But he also reached the limit, and when he realized something was wrong, he fell into the sea. He didn't even figure out whether it was a deeper dream, or whether it was a change in the dream caused by Fu Zexuan's consciousness.
The sea water made it difficult to open the eyes, but Yu Hengyun recognized the falling figure below him as Fu Zexuan with just one glance. Just like before, he fell down without any struggle, not even willing to fight against the fate that befell him .
How could Yu Hengyun let him go, diving deep unprepared took a lot of his strength.
Now, Yu Hengyun can't stand it anymore if he has to float up against the obstacles of huge deep water pressure.
But Fu Zexuan's eyes were closed tightly, his pale face under the water was tense, and his hands were still on Yu Hengyun's abdomen, trying to push him away.
Yu Hengyun became angry again, and he exhaled a small breath, forming a few strings of bubbles around his mouth. Then he lowered his head and searched for Fu Zexuan's lips, first nibbling his chin, and then wiping it off bit by bit.
Finding the softest place, he pressed his lips upwards, secretly opened his eyes, and as expected, he saw Fu Zexuan also opened his eyes to look at him, and there seemed to be no dark light flickering in it.
Yu Hengyun took two breaths into the mouth below him, bit his lips hard to vent his anger, felt the force of his abdomen against him and relaxed, and then he moved his lips away, the starlight exploded in his mind, and he felt very hypoxic. Feeling uncomfortable, Yu Hengyun pursed his lips, adjusted his state and struggled to swim in the darkness with star flowers in front of him.
But his efforts seemed to be in vain, no matter how hard he tried to get closer to the shimmering light above his head, he couldn't reach the end where he could breathe.
Yu Hengyun felt that his consciousness was about to be stripped away, but the hand that came up to his abdomen randomly pulled him back, and it was another effort to push him away.
"Uh..." You still have to make trouble at this time!Are you going to let yourself drop him?
Yu Hengyun knew that he had to maintain a relatively calm state, and used his remaining physical strength to take the two of them out of the deep sea, and getting angry now was useless.
But there was a "hum" in his head, and the anger that had been rampaging in his chest for a long time was really hard to restrain. He opened his eyes to confirm the position, ground his teeth, and searched for the previous soft spot.
The pain between the lips woke Fu Zexuan who was in a daze of consciousness. Is the handsome face in front of him Yu Hengyun or who?
I saw him closing his eyes and frowning, seemingly trapped in a nightmare that he couldn't extricate himself from, but biting Fu Zexuan's lips in a disorganized way.
"Hiss..." Like adding fuel to the flames, Yu Hengyun bit Fu Zexuan's skinned lip. Fu Zexuan reached out to push him away, but he couldn't escape.
Even with a face that is not intoxicated at all, but still biting his lips like a wild beast?
"Ah!" His tongue licked the wound on his lip, and then he bit the wound lightly.
Fu Zexuan's bones softened, and to calm down the numbness that came from nothing, he squinted at the bedside table and moved his feet silently.
Without warning, Fu Zexuan raised his head and kissed Yu Hengyun. Feeling his body stiffen, he seized the opportunity to knock Yu Hengyun down on the bed with his feet and hands.
So Yu Hengyun woke up for the first second, staring blankly at the handsome young man who was propped up on him in the dark, and the breaths of each other were lingering.
The next second, the young man stood up and lit the candle on the bedside table. Seeing Yu Hengyun staring at his lips deeply, Fu Zexuan stretched out his tongue to lick the wound on his lips indifferently, and pursed his lips unconsciously, feeling a little painful.
Yu Hengyun's eyes sank severely, and his lips, which were bright red due to wanton ravages, overflowed with blood from the cracked wound on them, adding an indescribable charm in the dark atmosphere of the blazing fire.
Fu Zexuan was shocked by the aggressive expression between his brows and eyes, and flashed in his mind the figure of this man who had seen the breeze and the moon in the forest at night in Jianhai Park. Fu Zexuan's mind doesn't quite match his casual glance but not aloof aura, and the charming scenery in front of his eyes with raised eyebrows and smiling faces.
Oh, and a staunch figure.Fu Zexuan looked down at the place where he was sitting. It was not soft at all. The beautiful and unobtrusive chest and abdominal muscles reminded Fu Zexuan of his identity and a physique that would not show weakness.
Seeing Fu Zexuan's flushed cheeks from admiring his figure, Yu Hengyun reached out to take the candle and blow it out, and set it on the bedside table.
While doing all this, Yu Hengyun stared at Fu Zexuan with affectionate eyes, which made people very uncomfortable.
Feeling his movement, Fu Zexuan pursed his lips and wanted to get up, but was pushed by Yu Hengyun who got up suddenly, and his body lost his balance instantly. He watched Yu Hengyun take himself into his arms and sat upright, his eyes scanned his face with burning eyes, and finally Staying on the lips: "I want to run after kissing me?"
Fu Zexuan paused, and realized that from Yu Hengyun's perspective when he woke up, he was really secretly kissing him, so he didn't know how to refute for a while.
In fact, Yu Hengyun didn't know how to react. He was fine with one person and one cat before going to bed. He also imagined countless situations where Fu Zexuan could not sleep in bed, and was always ready for Fu Zexuan to switch to the sofa and follow him.
But seeing Fu Zexuan being haunted, he yelled in his ear many times but couldn't stop the young man's trembling body. He also licked and bit him, but nothing worked.
As a result, he lost consciousness for some reason, and fell into the sea in the next second. After some rescue, there was no hope. He was irritated by Fu Zexuan and wanted to ask for some punishment, but in the end he was awakened by Fu Zexuan's actions.
But seeing Fu Zexuan's unsurprising performance, he understood that the dream just now should be a derivative of Fu Zexuan's subconscious...
Of course, it cannot be ruled out that this is a game set up by Fu Zexuan by taking advantage of the influence of the bed on him.
If his guess is correct, and Fu Zexuan only allows himself in the form of a human body to enter, then any of his next actions will have something to rely on.
During the entanglement of breathing, all the chasing techniques that he had read in Yu Hengyun's mind became blank. He raised his eyes to meet Fu Zexuan's eyes that couldn't see the expression clearly, his heart was a little astringent, but it was soft.
Yu Hengyun always felt that he couldn't understand Fu Zexuan. From the beginning to the end, the young man was like a god with cold eyes, knowing everything, arranging everything, watching the chess pieces on the chessboard move according to his preset steps, and only waiting for the final general to reveal the truth. Take it down.
Then he walked away without any regrets.
That's what he thought, when he left Fu Zexuan's dream.
But he didn't wake up, but continued to dream. In the 11 dreams brought by You Jing and Chip, he finally understood the past Fu Zexuan, but he couldn't understand it either.
Is this kind of mysterious and mysterious emotion without knowing cause and effect the love of Fu Zexuan?Why did he get Fu Zexuan's unique favor?
What about him?Does he love Fu Zexuan?
Yu Hengyun doesn't know how to define love.
He knew that at the beginning, his feelings for Fu Zexuan could only be regarded as "like" at best, but after he received all of Fu Zexuan's memories, he could not let go of this person anymore. This person was wrapped up by the maliciousness of the whole world, but he still had to return to the past in a ignorant manner. Well-meaning youth.
So he chased here.
Chase to the edge of the dream, where time is stagnant, and bring back the complete Fu Zexuan.
The emotions in Yu Hengyun's eyes changed several times. Seeing this, Fu Zexuan's eyes flickered, avoiding to leave his embrace, but the big hands behind him were deadlocked and refused to let go.
Hearing that Fu Zexuan's breathing became a little hasty due to the inability to break free, Yu Hengyun smiled. It's not that he can't understand this young man with a soft heart. For example, he should be shy now.
Yu Hengyun lowered his eyes to look at the lips that had been gnawed very tender by himself before. Now they have faded a little, but they still have a sense of beauty after being ravaged.
He quickly leaned forward and kissed the young man's forehead, and asked in a low voice: "Is it okay if you don't leave?"
There was a pitiful feeling of being abandoned in the tone, Fu Zexuan felt the body that was so close, and the back of the neck and waist surrounded by the man were enveloped in scalding heat.
He can't escape, can he?Fu Zexuan thought about the escape scene he had imagined in his mind when he was pressed by this man, but it didn't work at all.
This dream may now have changed the leader.
A thousand thoughts were entwined, Fu Zexuan wanted to break free from Yu Hengyun's embrace, but the man's dark energy was as unshakable as steel, so he closed his eyes and said calmly: "Where's your clothes?"
Yu Hengyun thought of Fu Zexuan admiring his figure just now, grabbed his hand and put it on his abdomen: "Do you like it?"
"Uh..." Fu Zexuan shook his hand away, not knowing where this shameless rascal came from.
"Don't like it?" Yu Hengyun thought for a while, and a sly stream of light flashed in his eyes: "Maybe you like this?"
Without a trace, the big man in front of him disappeared.
Fu Zexuan lowered his head as if feeling something, and saw the gray Russian blue cat reappeared, squatting not far from him, with spiritual light shining in his dark green pupils.
He got up and slowly climbed up Fu Zexuan's casually stretched legs, the itchy feeling made Fu Zexuan's eyes flash again.
Although Fu Zexuan just looked down at the cat's trajectory and showed no resistance, Yu Hengyun didn't intend to push forward.
Standing still on the inner thigh of the young man, the soft gray cat squatted down, raised its head, its green eyes met Fu Zexuan's looking down, the cat tilted its head, and said softly, "Meow?"
It's an absolute foul.
Fu Zexuan finally understood that what Yu Hengyun couldn't do, he could do it too well.
Now he has a picture in his mind, mixed with the sentence "Is it okay if you don't leave?", Yu Hengyun's eyes drooping and his coquettish appearance.
The author says:
Brother Yun has evolved, he can act like a baby when he advances, and he can act like a baby when he retreats.
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