Evernight Morning Star

Jing said: Without his help, Fu Zexuan would not be able to wake up.

You Jing didn't give any hint or explanation on this point, Yu Hengyun could only find some clues through Fu Zexuan's memory and the conversation with You Jing.

In the memory information of Fu Zexuan and Yu Hengyun, the information they both know is that Fu Zexuan's dream can only be maintained with the help of You Jing.

So, it is known: only You Jing can decide the dream, and the dream can only be solved with the help of You Jing.

Also: You Jing can come and go freely in this dream, and can change his image in the dream.

Also: You Jing claimed that he will eventually disappear.

When will it disappear?Yu Hengyun thought at first that You Jing had disappeared after unlocking the dream entrance.

However, through repeated obstacles in the dream, Fu Zexuan fell into another dream when he was about to agree to himself. Based on the above known conditions, he thought of another possibility.

You Jing is Fu Zexuan's dream body.

By linking the subconscious mind, Fu Zexuan and Yu Hengyun's common dream was constructed. Through the performance of the previous dream, Yu Hengyun guessed that the previous layer was dominated by his own consciousness, and the conditions for the release were very clear. The loosening of belief.

And in that real deep-sea dream, it was because of Fu Zexuan's subconscious thoughts that Fu Zexuan fell to the edge of the dream. If it weren't for the link between the two consciousnesses, Yu Hengyun would not be able to enter Fu Zexuan's subconscious and rescue him.

After entering the deep dream dominated by Fu Zexuan's consciousness, Yu Hengyun came to these conclusions. At the same time, he kept looking for traces of Fu Zexuan, but he was unable to find the owner of the second dream.

Numerous messages were sent on the communicator, all of which showed that the sending failed;

I searched all over the country through the power of the army, but found nothing.

Fearing that people other than himself could not see Fu Zexuan, Yu Hengyun went to places where Fu Zexuan might go to find people one by one by himself, just like how he looked for Yu Shunuo many years ago.

Not being able to find anyone would not make Yu Hengyun red-eyed like he was more than ten years ago. He knew that his previous actions had loosened Fu Zexuan's mind, but there were still people who wanted to add trouble.

It wasn't Ji Xiangzhi, Xue Chijing, An Bian, and Beifeng who were overt good people. Instead, it was Xu Han who disrupted Yu Hengyun's pace, and almost panickedly posted the news that he was looking for someone to spread in the Wech communication circle. .

After hearing the news that Yu Hengyun was looking for someone, Xu Han immediately went to the door to confirm whether the person he was looking for was Fu Zexuan.

After getting an affirmative answer, he gave an experience, although Yu Hengyun had already got Fu Zexuan's memory, and he couldn't find the experience Xu Han said in his memory.

"In what capacity is General Yu Zhong looking for him, and what will he do when he finds him?"

At that time, Xu Han said something like he knew where Fu Zexuan was, and Yu Hengyun refused to let go of any clue, so he had to answer this question seriously.

Not only from Xu Han's point of view, Yu Hengyun himself also knew that there were too many other factors involved in his previous encounter with Fu Zexuan.

Even though this is all in Fu Zexuan's own calculations, it is a fact that he stepped into Fu Zexuan's dream for the truth, and it is also a fact that he obtained the truth and honor with Fu Zexuan's help.

What's more, the relationship between Xu Han and Fu Zexuan is there, and Yu Hengyun is not allowed to answer carefully.

He tried his best to restrain himself and replied with his most sincere attitude: "At present, as a suitor, I will take him out of the dream first."

"As for what to do next, it's up to him to decide, but I have the initiative. I don't know what his attitude is. I will be his trace for the rest of my life, no matter whether he is like me or not."

Xu Han was silent for a long time, and Yu Hengyun even read loneliness on his face.

Yu Hengyun didn't know anything about Xu Han's complex psychology, but he couldn't help but delve into the reason why Xu Han showed such an expression: Like?Can't ask for it?Did he miss the reason for Xu Han's special feelings towards Fu Zexuan?

Xu Han noticed that Yu Hengyun suddenly took a look of scrutiny and a little hostility, and then showed his usual beautiful smile: "You misunderstood, I don't have the same mood as you, my mood... the kind of marriage with a daughter Do you understand? You definitely won’t understand.”

Lies mixed with truth are the easiest to be believed. Yu Hengyun is not interested in exploring why Xu Han is lonely, but at least the sentence "not in the same mood" is enough for him to read it as true.

Afterwards, Xu Han didn't reveal any clues, but seemed to acquiesce in Yu Hengyun's identity, telling the whole story about that period.

Tongue scraped the mucous membranes of the left and right cheeks in the mouth, Yu Hengyun resisted the urge to get out of the car and light a cigarette, and his eyes returned to the young man whose consciousness had not yet recovered, feeling very heavy in his heart.

After Xu Han told him that Fu Zexuan had wanted to die many times because of the troubles of dreams, Yu Hengyun's first reaction was pity, but then he was empty, and he didn't know how to hold Fu Zexuan tightly.

Now what bargaining chip does he have to keep Fu Zexuan by his side?

Yu Hengyun thinks there is no such thing. So far, he and Fu Zexuan's intersection has all been based on Fu Zexuan's preference. Without this preference, he can only be like the three weeks when he was looking for Fu Zexuan, in a place where the person he loves has no news. Anxiety and fear wasted.

Fortunately, even though the fetters brought by the dream had been lost, he still won the residual preference. Nearly three weeks after Fu Zexuan disappeared, he received the location he sent unsolicited.

After handing over the matter, Yu Hengyun rushed over immediately after making a report, but he was not in a hurry to settle accounts with Fu Zexuan.

He knew that since Fu Zexuan was uncharacteristically no longer avoiding the crowd, but chose to go to a global live broadcast concert, there must be a deep meaning.

He followed behind to observe Fu Zexuan's state and daily life. Unexpectedly, Fu Zexuan couldn't see him at all, and he was blindly immersed in the world he imagined.

As long as Fu Zexuan's subconscious thought that Yu Hengyun had given up, Yu Hengyun could not get close to Fu Zexuan and could not be seen.

Yu Hengyun has been looking for a breakthrough, the world recognized by Fu Zexuan's consciousness is separated from the world recognized by Yu Hengyun, but he can't find the nameless dividing line.

Until the suite at the end of the concert sounded, the moment the new green was created, he finally entered the time and space consistent with Fu Zexuan from the other side of the hustle and bustle. When the new green spreads, everyone else will wake up and can no longer be connected by dreams.

Yu Hengyun waited in a dark corner that could not be caught by Fu Zexuan's sight, waiting for Fu Zexuan to realize that in the deep sea where he had been sinking and sinking repeatedly, there was a person trying to sink, rise and fall with him until he escaped.

Seeing the moment when Fu Zexuan closed his eyes and struggled, Yu Hengyun stood in front of Fu Zexuan, stretched out his hand to him, just like he would do in his whole life in the future, and put him in his arms to care for the cherished person in his arms. As long as Fu Zexuan is willing, this It will be an embrace that will be open to him for the rest of his life.

But the person he was thinking about hadn't woken up yet, Yu Hengyun turned his head and looked at the young man breathing steadily in the darkness, thinking that maybe it wasn't a simple coma.

After thinking about it, Yu Hengyun made up his mind to take him back to the hotel to rest, turned on the lights to illuminate the trajectory of the snowflakes, and drove to the hotel where he was staying.

Yu Hengyun found the Regent Hotel closest to the Philharmonic Hall. He parked the car under the guidance, picked up the young man on the co-pilot, and got a "polite" question from the staff on the way back to the suite.

After explaining very calmly that this was his object, Yu Hengyun carried him back to his room. Even though he was bumping like this, Fu Zexuan showed no sign of waking up.

Like placing a fragile object, Yu Hengyun put the young man in his arms on the bed very carefully.

Standing by the bed and looking at the young man's sleeping face for a long time, Yu Hengyun turned around and took off his coat, and put it on the recliner-style sofa, but did not turn on the heater, packed his underwear and went to the bathroom.

Pure blue, he is falling again, without feeling of suffocation, just purely falling.

...Why use "again"?Has he had the same experience before?

I can't remember, it's a strange feeling, but it shouldn't be so easy.What about the tentacles of the abyss?What about the dark pull?Where does he belong?

Even though he is on the bottom of the sea, his eyes can be opened, and all the existences in his field of vision are clearly visible, except that he cannot move.

Speaking of which, is this really the sea?There is no living thing, only the blue color and the touch of water, no cruising marine life, no hidden danger, no suffocation and drowning as a human being on the bottom of the sea.

There is no light penetrating into the sea, and the ears are empty, empty, or empty.

He seemed to be a living corpse sunk into the sea, with no consciousness and feeling, imprisoned in the dead body, and fell into an unknown ditch.

—resentment?Do you regret it?pain?

Neither seem to be available.

——Do you have any regrets?Have it?

… What is this doing, playing a quiz game with yourself?If not, why did the voice asking in my mind appear?

not understand.Need to figure it out?It's a pity that there shouldn't be any.

— Really not?

no……

——If not, why did you compose the new suite?For whom?

The new... suite?what is that?

- Don't remember?A suite with a new song, in order to erase the remaining traces, in order for him to hear.

He... who is he?Who am I?

No answer, why didn't you answer?The lonely sound in his ear frightened him. Will he just fall into nothingness like this, or will he just disappear completely?

"Ugh……"

Who is sighing?He was frantically looking for the source of the sound, flustered, and the blue water also stirred up chaos.

Nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing to be found.

— Really not?Really can't remember?Then look up and take a good look to recognize who he is.

He raised his head obediently, not even knowing why he was so obedient, but he still didn't see anything.

——Open your eyes, be obedient... Open your eyes.

Eyes open, eyes open, or nothing, just a piece of blue.

——It’s not this level, the eyes of the subconscious are open, but the eyes of the conscious level have not yet been opened. If you think about it seriously, who is he, you will see him.

——Don't forget, everything you do starts from him, and at this end of the dream connection, you will see him.

He stared at the empty blue in front of him, saw nothing, but felt a gentle touch like the wind, and the residual warmth in the corners of his eyes made him squint his eyes slightly.

"Why did you forget again?"

It was this voice again, he... forgot what?

"No matter how many times, I will find you and pull you up."

muffled voice.The firmness in the words made him unable to help but start blinking, realizing for the first time that he hadn't blinked before.

The moment he closed his eyes and opened them again, his heart skipped a beat. What first appeared in his vision was a pair of deep eyes. The eyes looked like a bottomless night, but they were full of stars, which seemed to be reflected in his dream.

Seeing that he finally opened his eyes, his slightly ignorant expression crashed into the night, causing the starlight to break its trajectory and fall on the man's crooked eyes and the corners of his mouth, the starlight became even more radiant.

The man didn't say anything, but he seemed to be drowning in the deep sea, only following the man's stretching and pulling strength, he began to float up.

From time to time, the man will turn his head and short-sighted him, and he will feel like drowning again, but this is not the discomfort of suffocation, but melting in the water.

In the icy sea water, the man is the only light projected, which brightens his whole world and infects him with scalding heat.

He chased the light and surfaced on his own initiative for the first time.

In the sunlight, the man's eyes filled with light reflected his melting smile.

The man's eyes tightened instantly, as if locking on prey with a sense of aggression.His eyes were a little slack, and he nervously saw the approaching face of the man in the overlapping field of vision.

Closer, closer again, this is an action almost to kiss, his heart beats fast, feeling the heat rising on his face, he blinks quickly, and finally closes his eyes hastily.

The approaching breath rushed suddenly, and it was the man who laughed lowly. He wanted to open his eyes in doubt, but he stroked his left eye twice lightly and slightly.

After the soft kiss fell on the eyelids, he couldn't help but flutter his eyelashes and opened his eyes.

He couldn't explain the man's ambiguous eyes, and the indistinct feeling in the man's eyes that made his blood boil like a hit.

Feeling a little out of consciousness, he vaguely saw the man's lips raised, which seemed to be a bit joking.

This made him try to wake up his consciousness, and wanted to hear what the man was saying to him.

But before he could hear it clearly, he fell into the darkness following this movement.

After Yu Hengyun saw that he said "not awake", the young man disappeared from the level of consciousness. He seemed to relax and smiled, and closed his eyes on the sea, breaking away from Fu Zexuan's consciousness.

When he opened his eyes again, he was standing naked under the shower facing the shower, and the water was pouring down on his face mercilessly.

Yu Hengyun closed his eyes, felt the water sliding down his body, thought of the unkissed lips just before his eyes, his throat rolled slightly, but he could only take a deep breath, suppressed the thumping fish in his heart, and stroked his hands After wiping his body and taking a bath, the corners of his mouth raised slightly.

In the bedroom a few meters away from the bathroom, Fu Zexuan, who was lying on the bed in the dark, opened his eyes.

His hands curled up slightly, he wanted to raise them, but in his thoughts he dropped his hands and beat them back on the bed. After a long time, he gently covered his eyes with his left hand, stretched out his small tongue and gently licked his lower lip.

He pursed his lips in a complicated way, opened them slightly, bit them lightly, and finally he let out a heavy sigh.

Then he turned his head, put his left hand on the pillow and did not move again, only his eyes blinked and blinked regularly in the darkness.

He seemed to be staring at something, but in fact nothing fell into his eyes.

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104. He and His Dreamland ([-])

But he also disappeared in the memory of passers-by.

"You can judge me." Fu Zexuan sat on the bed and hugged his right leg. In the warm light of the bedside lamp, he looked up at the man who was wiping his hair from the door to the end of the bed, and said seriously.

His hands paused, Yu Hengyun was stunned by this statement, and after a while, he pretended not to hear the words, wiped his hair, took out the communicator, and lit it with one hand. In fact, he didn't see anything, but was caught by the sight from the front left Attract attention.

He thought about the name of the organization Judgment, and recalled Xu Han's translation of the bar name "Judgment" from the D text, and he seemed to understand Fu Zexuan's meaning in aftertaste.

However, Fu Zexuan seemed to be completely unable to perceive the atmosphere between the two of them. He narrowed his eyes, and then focused his gaze on the tall and straight figure of the man again.

He couldn't look directly into Yu Hengyun's eyes, so he just kept repeating in this state: "You can judge me."

Hearing this, Yu Hengyun stopped his slippery hand on the communicator, turned off the screen and threw the communicator onto the couch, took a leisurely look at Fu Zexuan's nervous posture, and pointed to the bathrobe on his body.

"Let me judge you like this?"

This sentence is strange and has no sense of logic at all, but Fu Zexuan faintly feels that there is a deep meaning in the words. This is a rare experience for him, and he can't understand the deep meaning in Yu Hengyun's tone.

Seeing that Fu Zexuan showed no sign of wavering at all, Yu Hengyun secretly sighed, regretting that this sentence of turning on the rogue mode failed to fulfill his due responsibilities.

Fu Zexuan felt the strange atmosphere surprisingly, he lowered his eyebrows and rubbed his cool knees, and remained deadlocked without answering.

Seeing his movements, Yu Hengyun asked, "Is it cool, do you want to turn on the heater?"

As he expected, Fu Zexuan gave the same indifferent response as before, and muffled out the word "um".

But Yu Hengyun wants to see him give a more vivid reaction, preferably with more expressions and emotional expressions than in the previous dream, angry, shy...anything is fine.

Not afraid of embarrassment, he kept his eyes on the young man who was in a stalemate with him, and said with a smile: "What does "um" mean, should it be turned on or not? "

The raised ending sounds a little bit of intimacy and teasing, but not intimacy. Fu Zexuan really couldn't adapt to this warm atmosphere, and subconsciously wanted to escape.

"Go, I'm going to wash up." Pretending to be calm and saying this, Fu Zexuan got up and got out of bed and was about to leave in a hurry to the bathroom.

When he heard Yu Hengyun's uncontrollable laughter behind him, Fu Zexuan was still a little confused, but when he walked out of the guest room door, he was a little dazed, and suddenly understood why Yu Hengyun was laughing.

He was brought here alone by Yu Hengyun, but in the hotel where Yu Hengyun stayed, there was no change of clothes for him, so what did he talk about "going to wash up"?

What else can I do?Fu Zexuan returned to the guest room resentfully. The person who was standing at the end of the bed just now was already sitting on the recliner, wiping his hair and adjusting the heater.

Seeing Fu Zexuan coming in, Yu Hengyun gave him his attention. The clear eyes and meaningful mouth corners gave Fu Zexuan some strange emotions.

This person clearly thought of the fact that he didn't change his clothes, so he didn't remind him.

Fu Zexuan also refused to show weakness, concealed his discomfort, and calmly told the truth to Yu Hengyun.

Yu Hengyun didn't mean to read a joke, so he raised his eyebrows and said, "Your dominance in the dream can come in handy."

Hearing what he said, Fu Zexuan was stunned, and even Yu Hengyun couldn't understand: "It seems that you don't understand anymore?"

"After... You Jing disappeared, I should have lost control over my dreams." He had already verified it when Yu Hengyun stayed by his side in the form of a cat before.

"One moment is not the other, you can try." Yu Hengyun didn't explain too much, but simply suggested: "Or you can just rest like this, I don't mind."

Yu Hengyun's gaze scanning his whole body made Fu Zexuan even more uncomfortable. In short, he should get out of the alone situation with Yu Hengyun first, and let himself have an independent space to buffer and think for a while.

So Fu Zexuan tried to materialize the pajamas, and it turned out that as Yu Hengyun said, he regained control of the dominance of the dream.

Calmly thanking Yu Hengyun who has been paying attention to his situation, Fu Zexuan took the bathrobe and other toiletries that Yu Hengyun put on the recliner, turned around and went to the bathroom.

Going out is the living room. The restrained yet gorgeous layout can catch people's attention. Fu Zexuan glanced at it for a while, and then went to the bathroom.

In the bathroom, the temperature and smell of Yu Hengyun's bath just now have not dissipated, which is the same as the smell of intruding into the guest room just now, evoking Fu Zexuan's memory of the collision of micro-tide sea salt and warm orange sunlight.

After taking a few deep sniffs, Fu Zexuan suddenly realized what he was doing, turned his head to look in the mirror, and blushed on his cheeks.

Staring at himself in the mirror for a few seconds, Fu Zexuan lowered his eyes and began to undress. After undressing, he took off the slippers with one foot, and stepped into the shower with bare feet to turn on the switch.

The hot mist gradually rose and climbed up the transparent door wall of the shower room, just like Fu Zexuan's chaotic thoughts, complicated but pure.

When Ken Yu performed the suite in the concert hall, Fu Zexuan knew exactly what he was going to do next, just as he had planned very precisely in the past many years.

The following plan would not be complete without Yu Hengyun's participation.

Not that the plan itself is incomplete, but his emotional belonging.

He clearly understood his expectation for Yu Hengyun's arrival, and he was willing to face Yu Hengyun again.

Perhaps just like the new green ending he wrote for the suite, those past works are the interpretation of "zero" past life. He has lived in the wrong way until now, telling himself that death is the only way out.

But Fu Zexuan never realized that in the dream reflecting his subconscious, he was so eager for hands that would pull him out of the deep sea and take him away from the darkness of the abyss.

If so, he has a new understanding in an instant - the future of Xinzao can be lingering, but there must be many unknowns, it can be a surprise, or it may be a disappointment, but he will always try.

If he wanted to consider the future with Yu Hengyun, Fu Zexuan was still at a loss, he had to delve into his emotions.

There is no possessiveness, and you can let go at any time. What is such an emotion without attachment?

Just chasing a ray of light for more than ten years to fill in the vacant giant cave?Satisfy your craving for giving?

This is unfair to Yu Hengyun.Yu Hengyun can ignore it, but he can't.

He deserves to be judged by this person, his use, deceit... so that he can consider the so-called future.

Fu Zexuan thought about it a lot, but he still couldn't find the source of the thread of his thoughts. He tied the bathrobe with the belt, brushed his hair hastily, put away his things, and returned to the guest room the same way.

The strong lights were on in the room, and Yu Hengyun had already changed his clothes into pajamas, leaning on the recliner and reading a book upright in front of him.

Hearing the news of Fu Zexuan's return, he immediately looked at Fu Zexuan and said in a low voice, "I'm back."

The soft tone matched Fu Zexuan's soft thoughts, which made Fu Zexuan answer "hmm" nervously.

Suddenly, Yu Hengyun stood up straight, patted the recliner he had just sat on, and said, "Come and sit."

"No, I'll sit over there..." Fu Zexuan's movement to go to the other side was stopped by Yu Hengyun's slightly slanted eyes, he blinked, and sat down on the recliner following the man's involuntary rebuttal.

"Wait for me." Hearing Yu Hengyun leave this sentence and walk out of the guest room, Fu Zexuan was sitting and waiting for Yu Hengyun to come back, but he didn't understand Yu Hengyun's intention.

Waiting obediently until Yu Hengyun came back and saw the hair dryer in his hand, he realized Yu Hengyun's intentions and wanted to get up instantly.

Seeing that Fu Zexuan had the intention of fleeing, Yu Hengyun whispered two words, but could not refuse: "Sit down."

Amazingly, after hearing his request, the 1.8-meter-tall young man stared at him for a few seconds, then obediently sat back on the recliner, with his feet together and his hands neatly placed on his knees.

There was no special meaning revealed in his eyes, but Yu Hengyun's heart was warm and soft.

When approaching Fu Zexuan with a hair dryer, he even thought inappropriately: How did a young boy who grew up alone under such conditions grow to such a height?Even though he was so tall, he was so thin that it made people feel distressed.

Yu Hengyun thought of Fu Zexuan's appearance in reality, lying on the white bed, he looked even paler and thinner. Although he had basic intestinal nutrition supply, it was difficult to hide his pale complexion.

He still wants to see this person's more energetic figure in the sun, and wants to bring the youth out of the dream as soon as possible.

But at the moment, Yu Hengyun connected the hair dryer to the power source, blowd Fu Zexuan's hair in silence, and enjoyed this rare time with gentle brows and eyes amidst the whistling sound.

The two of them simultaneously thought of that night in Lu Shen's dream, the same two of them, Yu Hengyun blowing the hair and cleaning the wound for the young Fu Zexuan in the bathroom.

There are also hand shadow stories they have seen, and the cherished light kiss on the forehead.

Fu Zexuan's memory has never let him down, but at this moment he agrees even more. This memory has become precious because of this second of recollection and search. He couldn't help but immerse himself in the atmosphere of each other's silence, and his body relaxed.

The brain was a little heavy, and Fu Zexuan suddenly thought that under You Jing's interference, Yu Hengyun no longer remembered these memories.

As in the past years, he was abandoned and forgotten.He walked through the lives of these people, but just passed by, brushed shoulders, and left without saying hello.

The fork in the road will not leave traces of walking, but he also fades away in the memory of passers-by.

He didn't bother to lose those lost times. Although there was only a one-sided connection, the fragments of these memories were well preserved in his mind and never lost.

But at this moment, Fu Zexuan was at a loss, and the bitterness in his heart could not be suppressed. The hot wind shaking above his head was an unstable temperature. Even if he stood behind him, it was as cold as the desolation of the whole universe.

The divergent thoughts seized the center again for a moment: If Yu Hengyun lost the memories in the dream, he should also lose the emotions accompanying these memories at the same time.

Then why did he chase after him in the dream, and confessed to himself before?

It doesn't make sense.

Very keenly, Fu Zexuan quickly grasped the crux of the problem, that is - Yu Hengyun may not have lost his memory at all.

what reason?Fu Zexuan had a corresponding guess in his heart.

If anyone can tamper with memory, You Jing must be indispensable. What's more, Yu Hengyun travels in his dreams before and after, which increases the chance of You Jing disturbing his memory.

But selfishness is not willing to let him doubt You Jing's actions.

What if it is?As far as Fu Zexuan knows, apart from You Jing's control, there is no other way to keep people's memories in dreams.

"It's late, get ready to rest." Yu Hengyun's voice sounded at this moment, interrupting Fu Zexuan's deep thinking.

In fact, he stopped early in the morning to observe Fu Zexuan, wondering with great interest what kind of idea made the well-behaved young man sit in front of him without defense, his little head swaying from side to side.

When he could no longer read other messages from that empty face, Yu Hengyun disturbed Fu Zexuan.

But when that beautiful face turned to face him, and the clear amber color hit his eyes unexpectedly, Yu Hengyun gasped for breath, and he was suddenly at a loss in Fu Zexuan's empty eyes that didn't care about him.

At first, Fu Zexuan just followed the sound instinctively, so when he finally got out of his contemplation, he found himself looking at Yu Hengyun for some unknown reason.

What's even more strange is that the tall man standing beside the armrest of the reclining chair actually had reddish cheeks, but even so, the man persistently pursued his gaze, and met him with a more straightforward and undisguised gaze. Look at each other.

Staring and confiding, you must let everyone who sees this gaze know the sincere and warm emotional affiliation of the owner of these eyes.

But the end of the gaze did not intend to receive this signal. Instead, he dodged to avoid Yu Hengyun's sight, stood up and straightened the hem of the bathrobe, which still felt very awkward.

Fu Zexuan pretended to be natural: "I'm going to change clothes."

Seeing that Fu Zexuan was about to run away, Yu Hengyun continued to follow with his fiery gaze, and said quietly: "Go early and come back early, don't meet you again in your dream later."

The footsteps stopped, and Fu Zexuan's mind was completely seen through.He had observed the hall before, and originally planned to spend the night on the sofa in the hall after changing his pajamas, if not, at least avoid it for a while, and wait until the atmosphere between the two of them cools down.

Before Fu Zexuan walked out of the door, Yu Hengyun said quietly again: "Don't forget who said "You can judge me". "

The second half of the quoted sentence is perfectly recognizable, and Fu Zexuan had no choice but to let go of dawdling when he heard the words.

Yu Hengyun was very accurate on this point. He knew that Fu Zexuan was a serious person. If it was something Fu Zexuan was determined to do, he would do it to perfection regardless of all external conditions.

Fu Zexuan may be good at evading, hiding, and faking emotions to make a completely cold expression, but he is definitely not good at giving up.

His nature is like this, he accepts malicious and good intentions ignorantly, but he is born to know how to identify these emotions and release the most appropriate emotions.

But Yu Hengyun didn't want these things to be proper and decent, he wanted to receive more real signals from Fu Zexuan.

Maybe that's the complete opposite of Fu Zexuan's appearance, but no matter whether Fu Zexuan himself can accept that side or not, Yu Hengyun is willing to tolerate it, and guide this young man who is in a sense very simple, letting him release all his emotions to himself .

It will take a long time for Yu Hengyun to touch the molten core and for Fu Zexuan to adapt.

This is also the way he brought Fu Zexuan out of the dream. He first had to touch the shell that wrapped Fu Zexuan.

Maybe it doesn't have to be pried open, maybe he can let Fu Zexuan take him into the shell on his own initiative.

Because from zero to Fu Zexuan, Yu Hengyun - made him very jealous -

Has been, has always been firmly chosen by Fu Zexuan, and favored by Fu Zexuan.

Fu Zexuan didn't realize this, so he avoided the path of walking with him again and again, walked alone in the dense forest full of thorns, dark and dangerous, fend for himself, he didn't ask for a way out, and didn't ask for help .

Yu Hengyun also didn't want to force him, but he couldn't bear to see the person who was so cautious in his heart and secretly fell into the unknown darkness, and never woke up again.

He has private thoughts, private thoughts born of that unique preference, and he naturally wants to monopolize this preference.

But Yu Hengyun never wanted to let his selfish desire influence Fu Zexuan's thoughts, he just wanted to tell Fu Zexuan all his heartfelt thoughts and let him make a new choice.

……

After Yu Hengyun's reminder just now, Fu Zexuan quickly returned to the guest room after changing his clothes and tidying up.

Fu Zexuan walked in in pure black pajamas and with disheveled black hair, his skin exposed from the black seemed to be glowing.

Yu Hengyun was leaning on the armrest, his eyes couldn't help lingering towards the first button of his unbuttoned jacket, especially the skin covering the delicate and protruding collarbone.

It was somewhat similar to the scene of looking up at the young man leaning on him on the bed before, but it was different, more abstinence, and more...provocative.

His eyes couldn't help but wander, Yu Hengyun deeply felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't help himself to look at Fu Zexuan's very homely body.

When he looked at Fu Zexuan, who was also averted, he returned briefly from the charming atmosphere created by the warm light that shrouded the room between the two of them.

Feeling that Yu Hengyun's gaze turned from a slightly foggy softness to late night, and finally settled down and became deep, Fu Zexuan's heart like ants gnawing at him stopped the commotion.

Just now, the feeling of emptiness after the excitement swept towards Fu Zexuan unspeakably, calming his disordered breathing, Fu Zexuan lowered his eyebrows, looked at the book Yu Hengyun opened between his legs and said, "Let's begin."

He didn't know the dim eyes under his dodging movements, and he didn't know that his demeanor could be fully seen from Yu Hengyun's perspective.

Yu Hengyun wanted to reach out to caress his beautiful eyes, so that the eyelashes, which are more beautiful than butterfly wings, trembled under his hands, making the reddish eye tails tremble even more Yin Li, and let the eyelids lightly lift up to look at him, bright There is only one person in his eyes.

But he just thought about it, and when he moved his fingers and was pressed beside him again, it was only provocative in the end, and he asked in a low and melodious tone: "Judgment?"

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105. He and His Dreamland ([-])

A hug, in exchange for all the memories of his past life.

There was a deep meaning in Yu Hengyun's pure black eyes that Fu Zexuan couldn't understand, but his vigilance reminded him at this moment that the two-word question that the man confided in a playful manner was not simple.

But how can he reject any intention of Yu Hengyun?Fu Zexuan knew he didn't have one.

It seems that after the entanglement in the dream that year, he fell into a state of confusion, turning around in the mirror maze, every corner reflected in the mirror is the figure of Yu Hengyun, from the boy, the youth to the present, has become a An upright man.

He naturally followed behind this figure, walking through the youth's prison, the cold night of crying, the bustling market, the desolate stars in the depths of the universe, the battlefield of life and death, and the glorious moment of glory, all of which met before his eyes. The edge of the dream.

No matter which intersection Yu Hengyun is going to, Fu Zexuan is obliged to look back and follow without any doubt.As long as Yu Hengyun opens his mouth, he is willing to do anything for him.

So he wouldn't have any words of rebuttal, just maintained his demeanor, and repeated in a low voice: "Yes, trial."

Of course, Yu Hengyun would be satisfied if his subordinates showed such obedience, but when this kind of obedience appeared between Fu Zexuan and him, Yu Hengyun was extremely unhappy.

This kind of obedience even obscured Fu Zexuan's truth, making Yu Hengyun unable to see any emotion in Fu Zexuan's eyes, so until now he didn't know whether Fu Zexuan's obedience to him was tinged with the ambiguity he expected.

Therefore, before getting the answer, Yu Hengyun had to break Fu Zexuan's obedience, and he had to seriously think about the origin of this obedience.

Even if you think of Fu Zexuan's past experiences under Wu Zele and Wei Donghai's hands, it has nothing to do with Fu Zexuan's special treatment of Yu Hengyun, so Yu Hengyun doesn't understand why Fu Zexuan