Evernight Morning Star

Xuan Xuan would put his posture so low in front of him.

Fu Zexuan clearly can put his posture higher, and it is obvious that Fu Zexuan has long been able to get whatever he wants from him.

Even in the dream, even though Fu Zexuan had absolute control, he only used his own dominance on him, forcing him to lose his memory about Fu Zexuan.

Even this is unilaterally for his sake.

Yu Hengyun may not be able to find the answer, but since he has the most special authority with Fu Zexuan, he can naturally use his authority to get into his heart.

But thinking of Yu Hengyun, he was a little panicked, and at the same time, there was a bit of strange emotion in his Shen Yungao eyes.

He could sit in front of a blank sheet of paper for days, thinking about the process of scribbling pen and ink on it.

But because of the infinite possibilities of forming a picture, he hesitated to write.

The picture he wants is very simple. As long as Fu Zexuan nods, he can describe several futures that the two of them will build together.

Also because Fu Zexuan did not nod his head, he was not decisive enough to grasp it thoroughly, allowing these possible future phantoms to pass by his hands several times to escape.

The desire in his heart has long been inflated in the repeated misses, and the haze even covered his reason, making him deviate from the rational track.

It is rare for dark emotions to gain the upper hand, but Yu Hengyun was still able to quickly find a positive emotion in the extreme, suppressing the flashing fierce expression, but his expression was still gloomy.

Fu Zexuan didn't see Yu Hengyun's cloudy expression, just because the man hadn't responded for a long time, he wanted to raise his head in doubt, and was shrouded in a shadow in an instant.

The breath is still familiar, but with a heavy sense of oppression, Fu Zexuan finally felt such a sense of oppression that made him shiver for the first time in getting along with Yu Hengyun.

Too close, when the man pinched out his chin and lifted it up, the shallow breath sprayed on his face through the man's lowered head, making his heart beat wildly.

Yu Hengyun felt the emotions that he often repeated in this dream, and he also knew that no one could affect his emotions like this except the owner of the dream.

So in Fu Zexuan's eyes, his face, which was covered in haze almost like a thunderstorm, froze, and regained his calm demeanor.

But he couldn't relax, Yu Hengyun's staring eyes and the growing black color in his eyes were full of aggression, and the black color pulled his mind like a magnet.

"Judgment?" Fu Zexuan heard Yu Hengjun's suppressed anger voice said, but he didn't understand where the anger came from.

This was a matter of course for him, but when Fu Zexuan felt the force on his jaw tighten, he was completely confused by Yu Hengyun's huge reaction to his words.

"How do you want to judge?" Yu Hengyun stared at Fu Zexuan's misty and watery eyes, and sighed countless times in his heart because Fu Zexuan still didn't feel the slightest tension or something wrong, and then he frowned and approached him a little bit: " so?"

Fu Zexuan still accepted it calmly, without any panic.

In fact, he was thinking frantically why Yu Hengyun was angry with his request for a "judgment".

After reacting, he was being forced by Yu Hengyun to stagger back towards the edge of the bed.

The steps that were forced towards him seemed random, but in fact contained a force that he could not resist, which was as shocking as Yu Hengyun's coercion at the moment.

During the wordless confrontation, Fu Zexuan's calf touched the edge of the bed, and the strength of his jaw pushed him back and released him at the same time. He watched Yu Hengyun lean over to press him in a sense of weightlessness, and met his calm and rational eyes after falling on the bed .

This is obviously contradictory.When the audiovisual conflicts, Fu Zexuan doesn't know which one to believe.

With the anger captured by his ears and the depth that cannot be seen in his eyes, he should be inclined to the window of the soul that is closely related to emotions, but he is not willing to believe too much in all of Yu Hengyun's externalized emotions.

Is he really angry?Or pretend to be angry?

All these ideas have nothing to do with the word "judgment" that Fu Zexuan asked for, so there is no need for Fu Zexuan to think deeply about it.

But when Yu Hengyun leaned forward and approached, he reflexively avoided the strong emotion that was directly intruding into his eyes, and even retreated.

How could Yu Hengyun let it go?Put your hands on Fu Zexuan's side and ears respectively, preventing him from getting up and retreating: "Or do you want such a trial?"

Because of the discontinuous words, Fu Zexuan blinked, thinking back to the context before the words.

Although he connected Yu Hengyun's actions and words before and after, he still didn't understand the difference between the two trials.

Still, there is a big difference in vibe between lying in bed and standing up to face off.

Fu Zexuan roughly understood the meaning of Yu Hengyun's move, so he didn't think about running away anymore, and said obediently, "It's okay."

"Everything... so greedy?" Yu Hengyun looked at him with dark eyes, but his tone was affectionate: "It's not that I can't satisfy you, but I still have a question."

Fu Zexuan realized that the meaning of "judgment" in his mouth was very different from the "judgment" in Yu Hengyun's words, but he still followed Yu Hengyun's meaning and asked: "What?"

"What identity do you want me to use to judge you?"

This question has a perfect answer in Yu Hengyun's mind, but Fu Zexuan will definitely not give it.

Appreciating the young people's fringes around the core of the problem is certainly a kind of happiness, but Yu Hengyun is impatient to wait for the sparks of countless accidental collisions. He wants to break the game and get Fu Zexuan's obedient sincere desire.

So Fu Zexuan hadn't realized how to answer, and even thought about the step of "I only want Yu Hengyun to judge him, what kind of identity can he be?", Yu Hengyun preempted his right to speak in advance.

"If I can't answer, I can also ask in another way: What do you think of me? A man who can only get his current achievements by giving you alms... a man with soft rice, a man who you call me to achieve your goal. Immediately to go?"

The tone of condemnation made Fu Zexuan pale, and Yu Hengyun felt distressed, but if he wanted to get a better answer, he could only force the young man to stick his head out of the shriveled shell.

Fu Zexuan did not make any excuses, and Yu Hengyun's questioning was not over yet: "Tell me, what do you think this is?"

This was a difficult problem for Fu Zexuan, who hadn't even thought about it for a second before that.

Yes, what is he?Everything he did before was in disregard of the wishes of others.

He never thought of justifying, or he chose to stay in the dream in the end, a large part of the reason was that he didn't want to face it.

The question Yu Hengyun raised at this moment was the last thing he wanted to face.

If not, what should he say?what is this?It should be his wishful thinking.

Unable to see the light, he creates the light source until it shines enough that he can see it.Is he going to answer like this?

"What? Can't think of any way to justify it?"

No, this obviously sounds too high-sounding - even if Fu Zexuan can see clearly, this is the only driving force in his heart.

He and Yu Hengyun seemed to be able to see through all his thoughts, their eyes met, and they denied the thought just now.

The answer Yu Hengyun wants must be closer to himself, so what does Yu Hengyun want to get from him?

Although it is a bit narcissistic to think like this, there is no doubt that Yu Hengyun entered his dream again because of him, to take him out of the dream.

If, if Yu Hengyun really got the help of You Jing, then what is the key to break this dream?

Fu Zexuan couldn't figure it out, but he had an idea about the answer to Yu Hengyun.

"Status is something that is considered after the trial."

When he spoke, he avoided Yu Hengyun's eyes again, which made it impossible for Yu Hengyun to judge the truth from his plain tone.

But Yu Hengyun knew a long time ago that when Fu Zexuan spoke with this expression, he must be hiding his true thoughts, but on this basis, he told Yu Hengyun some specious information.

Just like what he showed earlier in this dream, he will not lie to Yu Hengyun.

But in fact, the meaning of this sentence is very obvious: there will be a trial, and the relationship between the two will be redefined.

Then Yu Hengyun fits the identity he just used to stimulate Fu Zexuan's words - the exploited person.

Indeed, the contribution made by Fu Zexuan's plan must be considered separately from his use of so many people.

But since all the parties involved have confessed that they don't mind, among them, Yu Hengyun, who has been "used" since he was a child, has stood in front of Fu Zexuan, begging for love from him, how could this kind-hearted young man hold him back? He refused to let go of his so-called fault?

The two maintained the posture of pitching and facing each other, but they had their own thoughts.

Fu Zexuan was thinking wildly, Yu Hengyun should be very tired to maintain the position of propping up above him, he just judged the appearance of this kind of thought as inappropriate, and the next second Yu Hengyun's action broke up his cranky thoughts.

Yu Hengyun put his right hand back on his chin, this time it was not a pinch, but his thumb and forefinger worked together to gently shake Fu Zexuan's head from side to side with dark force, while Yu Hengyun's gaze was very aggressive on his face look up.

This feeling made Fu Zexuan frowned, as contemptuous as looking at a commodity, but he didn't think it was the same, it was a kind of gaze that made him reflexively hide in a corner.

In the end, Yu Hengyun raised his chin slightly, stepped forward, and faced his face directly: "What if I can't wait?"

It was the first time that Yu Hengyun's condescending posture made Fu Zexuan feel so uncomfortable. Before, he could find traces of warmth and preciousness in Yu Hengyun's movements every time, but now he didn't. He could only read indifference in Yu Hengyun's gaze.

Fu Zexuan's chest seemed to be blocked and unable to vent, and it was a completely unfamiliar experience, and he was at a loss to retreat.

Yu Hengyun instantly noticed his intention to retreat, and reminded him aloud: "I have fulfilled your wish for what you said you would undertake, so you are thinking about running away?"

"Are you responsible for this?" Under the stern tone was an extremely indifferent emotion.

Fu Zexuan remembered, he was so familiar with this expression and tone, it was impossible for him to forget.

It was so similar, Fu Zexuan recalled the gaze he faced when he was valued as a commodity just now, there was no contempt in it, and the gaze contained no emotion, because nothing would enter his eyes.

Fu Zexuan's memory immediately jumps to the time when he was still zero. He was nothing but a lamb waiting to be slaughtered on the operating table, losing his desire for freedom in invisible captivity.

Repeating the futile day after day until the owner of the sheepfold is up for sale, he is sold to the intended buyer and continues his miserable life.

No matter what choice he made, it was all under Wu Zele's calculations, wasn't it?

Even if Fu Zexuan has been unwilling to admit it in his heart, this is an undeniable fact.

Otherwise, how could he escape from the Wei family smoothly without being caught back?

His name is Fu Zexuan, choose to announce it?Make a choice, then make the results public.

Fu Zexuan thought that he didn't want to admit this because he didn't want to destroy Wu Zele's extremely evil image in his heart.

He admitted that Wu Zele picked him up from the garbage dump and raised him just for the experiment, admitted that Wu Zele was indifferent to him, and admitted that he took care of him while being indifferent... just to ensure that the experimental sheep would survive.

As well as being handed over to the Wei family and the activation of the SLAF virus, he accepted it completely, and thus admitted that Wu Zele was extremely evil.

But why?And let him know that the choices he thought he made were all arranged by Wu Zele in the end.

Wouldn't it be good to know Wu Zele's extreme evil?

To show him the rest of the truth is not to tell him that his life so far has been a completely tragically manipulated life.

The freedom he pursued was nothing more than freedom, the aurora that gave him hope but could not be pursued.

The sadness in his eyes hurt Yu Hengyun's heart, but when Yu Hengyun recalled his own words, he didn't know which sentence made the young man suddenly become so silent.

"I'm just scared..."

"You are right."

Yu Hengyun's reassurance was interrupted by Qinglie's voice, and a trace of astonishment flashed in his eyes.

The meaning of the language could not be refuted, so Yu Hengyun had no choice but to continue listening to his statement, but Fu Zexuan didn't say any more, stretched out his hand and pushed Yu Hengyun's chest, and the two finally got up and sat on the bed facing each other.

Fu Zexuan didn't hesitate any longer: "You're right, I didn't take responsibility."

As if Yu Hengyun's accusation just now was the sentence he was looking for, Fu Zexuan began to calmly state his faults, using, deceiving, and evading.

Yu Hengyun knew everything clearly in the double memory of himself and Fu Zexuan. He thought that forcing Fu Zexuan to face it would be the best way to solve the problem.

But when the young man's eyes were darkened and he stated his own experience with a dead expression, as if he was telling an irrelevant story about someone else, Yu Hengyun felt that he was wrong.

He shouldn't have let Fu Zexuan show such an expression, not at all.

Yu Hengyun's heart was panicked, under what circumstances would a person speak of his painful experience so peacefully?After what have you experienced, you will not have any expectations?

Fu Zexuan was still talking about himself flatly, and he was very upset when he heard it.

"I did take advantage of everyone, and in the end I escaped without responsibility."

"But I don't see you as a tool or... the kind of person who relies on others to achieve success. Although I did disregard your wishes and put all the responsibility on you, it's just because it's you. I don't have a choice Others, only chose you."

"But in the final analysis, my approach is wrong." He can seek official asylum, but he wants to be free, and he wants Yu Hengyun to be the master of this achievement, so he chose the wrong approach.

"I chose you and used you, so only you can judge everything I have done."

Fu Zexuan was so bored that he worried about all the possibilities in what he was going to say next: "So, if, if you are tired of all this, you can leave and don't worry about me anymore."

He will exist when you need it, and just throw it away if you don't need it.

If his life was entirely based on Wu Zele's arrangement, then there must have been variables in this arrangement, variables that made him worry about it.

He gave Variables extra preferential treatment, the same reason as he helped Xu Han recover his background and gave Yu Shunuo candy.

Fu Zexuan briefly reviewed his life so far, and found that he could only find these few special people.

But I also thought that it would be lucky to have more than one special person.

And the biggest variable among them deserves the best treatment. He gave almost everything he had.

A hug, in exchange for all the memories of his past life.

Is it also worth telling him about the future?He thinks it's worth it. If you treat him favorably to the point of expecting hugs and kisses from the other party, and leave everything to him to judge, it may exceed the limit of the word "worth it".

This is Fu Zexuan's summary of all his actions beyond "arrangements" so far.

He couldn't even explain whether these "crossing" behaviors of his were also within Wu Zele's expectations.

All actions are nothing more than a "willingness". In this sense, Fu Zexuan has realized the "freedom" he seeks and yearns for.

Since he is willing, he can face any result calmly, as long as Yu Hengyun speaks, he will definitely obey.

When Yu Hengyun re-entered his dream, this result had already been written on the gate of the exit of the dream. Yu Hengyun only needed to input the command, and the road would be paved for him automatically.

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106. He and his dreams ([-])

There will be no more eternal nights.

When Fu Zexuan left Chen, Yu Hengyun's confusion gradually turned into surprise, especially when he heard the voice he liked so much speak almost confessional words.

Apart from joy, I feel sorry for the attitude of the young man who refuses to believe that others will choose him.

"I don't care if you leave?" Yu Hengyun looked down at Fu Zexuan's right hand, which was casually resting on his leg, stretched out his hand and put it in the palm of his hand, held it lightly, raised his head and smiled slightly at the person: "What nonsense are you talking about? Isn't it the one who has been leaving all this time?" You?"

The soft tone brought revived warmth to Fu Zexuan's dead silence. The continuous warmth in the palm of his hand was almost hot, which was clearly soft and non-aggressive, but Fu Zexuan wanted to withdraw his hand as if being burned.

Firmly circling the white fingers with sharp knuckles to prevent the young man from pulling back, Yu Hengyun insisted on following the person opposite to avoid the flickering gaze, and began to count with him: "You always say contradictory things and do contradictory things."

"If you want to be a bad person, you have to do it to the end, and you have to play a bad face, and you want others to be grateful to you, how is that possible?"

Seeing that Fu Zexuan opened his mouth but did not make a sound to defend himself, Yu Hengyun then said slowly: "Your so-called use and deception are for the sake of your own liberation. These are not impossible, but in my opinion, they must be based on "what you want." on the basis of the fact that is true liberation". "

As he spoke, he saw Fu Zexuan's bewildered expression again, which made Yu Hengyun imagine that the fragile and vulnerable little beast put away its piercing armor and touched the world with softness.

His tone became softer again: "Think about it, you have so many ways to choose, use the most extreme method to turn yourself into the culprit, or use the most gentle method to turn yourself in, but what you choose is What?"

escape……

Fu Zexuan thought, yes, he can even use so many behavioral templates in the database to completely extract himself, and after completion, he can obliterate his own existence without anyone knowing.

What did he choose?What did he choose?It turned out that I hadn't been able to see clearly.

"You chose me." Before Fu Zexuan could get the answer, Yu Hengyun told him: "You chose me, zero."

Yu Hengyun thought about confessing his heart.But in the final analysis, these are not as good as letting Fu Zexuan see himself clearly, how his sincere behaviors that do not ask for anything in return have profound meaning to himself and Yu Hengyun.

"Do you know what this means?" If Yu Hengyun didn't know the truth, he might still be deceived and regret after losing Fu Zexuan.

Everything can be complicated to the point where he doesn't know anything, or it can be as simple as it is now.

Yu Hengyun knew everything and had everything that Fu Zexuan gave, so he would accept this person, even Fu Zexuan himself would not want to take it away.

The indifference in his eyes just now seemed to be an illusion caused by Fu Zexuan's long staring. Fu Zexuan was in a trance in the man's bright eyes and affection at the moment, and his pounding heartbeat was extremely clear in the extremely quiet room.

What does this mean?Fu Zexuan had no time to think.expect?happy?He blinked, his eyes glazed over with Yu Hengyun's extended hand.

Every time he thought Yu Hengyun's fingertips were about to fall, the light and slightly itchy touch would change, falling from the sideburns to the corners of the eyes, cheeks, and lips.

When his fingertips touched his lips, he opened his mouth. The aggravated delicate feeling caused his body to tremble slightly, and his fingertips slid down again. He squinted his eyes slightly under Yu Hengyun's unemotional gaze, and was captured by the beautiful arc of the corner of his mouth.

Fu Zexuan has seen many smiles on faces in his dreams, but he has never had such a big emotional ups and downs like the one in front of him. Every time it rises and falls, it affects his mind.

When did this situation start?The moment when dreams meet?The memory of bright eyebrows and eyes when we first met?The minutes and seconds spent alone with only memories?

Where does this kind of feeling come from, Fu Zexuan can't figure it out at all, how can it make him who has no emotion miss him, and be tied down again and again?

If it was the love that was only supported by memories and covered him like a net, why did such illusory things push him to this point?

And why didn't they dissipate at the moment when they were facing each other, instead, they were burning hot in their hearts, making their eyes astringent?

Like the hand that had slipped and stopped on his left chest, through the thin fabric, it seemed that the temperature from the palm of the hand was conveying a million times warmer affection: "This means that I am here with you."

Buried so deep in your heart that——

"To the point that no matter life or death, good or bad, whether it's exploited or deceived, you still think about me."

He is Fu Zexuan's unique favorite.

This cognition allows him to ignore time, space and any characters. He can stop this moment and recollect it in his heart forever.

Yu Hengyun has Fu Zexuan's unique preference, so he is also the center of Fu Zexuan's contradictions and the entanglement of his actions. How lucky he is that he didn't lose this important person before he discovered this.

But he also hated himself for not realizing this earlier, and for letting Fu Zexuan bear the painful past, but he stepped on the transition board that had been laid long ago without knowing it, and dived into the deep sea with Fu Zexuan.

He seized all feasible methods and focused on floating, but he didn't know that the other person who fell in the deep sea threw all the rescue items to him, and only wanted to fall in the deep sea and watch him go away.

He blamed this kind of devotion that ignored himself, and even more blamed himself for not being aware of it.

Fortunately, the contradictory Fu Zexuan did not realize that in his heart, opposite to "wanting to be freed", there was another feeling that resisted it, which pulled him out of the abyss of direct liberation, and waited for his arrival in the deep sea .

"Do you understand this?" Yu Hengyun glanced at the hand that was lightly covering the young man's heart, and slowly raised his eyes, facing the young man's bewildered expression and reddish cheeks, feeling the rapid movement from the palm of his hand and the pulp of his fingers. Heart beating, he slightly raised his eyebrows, and said, "Do you understand why one person is so partial to another person?"

Strange and strange emotions took over his upper hand, Fu Zexuan didn't know how to react, shook his head slightly and moved away from Yu Hengyun's touching palm.

"I don't know?" Yu Hengyun pushed forward, pinched his chin and forced him to look at himself: "Then let me tell you."

"As of 468 o'clock International Standard Time on October 10, 10 in the star calendar, according to the statistics of the data center, a total of 10 million cases of SLAF virus have been diagnosed, the infection rate is as high as 9.25%, and the death toll is 75.14 people worldwide. This is the result you want ?"

His numbers were extremely accurate, Fu Zexuan thought it was a question to him, took a sharp breath and shook slightly, and then thought of those scenes in the dream, his eyes turned red.

This is not the effect Yu Hengyun wanted. He sighed and stroked the corners of the young man's eyes, wiping away tears that didn't exist: "There is no effective means of death control, and the death rate is 0.05088%. It's the result of your control, right?"

"Share the most serious influencing factors other than death with the owner of the dream, and prevent the dream from collapsing. This... is the most painful thing for you, right?"

"If you don't accept enough suitable spiritual bodies to enter the dream, the data will be destroyed, so the plan you and You Jing made is irreversible, so you must be fully prepared. Before that, you can only use this painful way Control the variables in everyone's dreams until the spiritual body is accepted into the dream, and everything will be resolved."

"But before me, you and You Jing already had a lot of choices." Yu Hengyun realized that his hand covering the other's cheek was trembling, just like the first time he killed a Namotian with both hands on the battlefield, blurred blood red His vision was trembling, and his hands couldn't hold anything steady.

He can bear everything, but he would rather not have all the glory on his body, and he doesn't want these honors and praises to be stripped from Fu Zexuan's long-term pain.

But he must say it, the trembling ending is his restless heart: "Tell me, why you gave up the other 13 people and chose me alone."

Fu Zexuan was infected by his restlessness, but he suddenly realized that this was not possible, and he found a random reason to answer: "Because... because it turns out that only you can be accepted by the dream."

"No, you're lying to me again." Even if he was shaken at the moment, Yu Hengyun couldn't read Fu Zexuan's flustered eyes at the moment. Although his eyeballs flicked from side to side very quickly, they couldn't escape the eyes that kept staring at him.

"What are you still afraid of? What else is there to deceive me?"

His deep eyes were darker than ink, which was an extremely tempting hunting trap, and Fu Zexuan was firmly trapped, unable to move.

But Yu Hengyun is gentle and pious. Who would have believed that such a gesture of complete trust, which is close to believing in a god, would appear on him.

No one would have guessed that the eulogy he whispered softly in the ear of the "god" was all about pulling the god into the mortal world so that he would no longer think like crazy.

"Don't be afraid, I will always be with you." This is the trial that Fu Zexuan should want.

Yu Hengyun also lightly covered the young man's fair face with his left hand, and said with drooping eyes: "You have to know, from the moment you imposed everything on Yu Hengyun, he has become your vassal, and you saved his life." , the glory is given by you, if you still have a little sense of responsibility, you should be responsible to him to the end, don't you think?"

Fu Zexuan has long been unable to discern the expression in the man's eyes, is it wronged?Seems a little cunning?

He stared at him in a daze, and his eyes were watery in Yu Hengyun's clever accusation, which made Yu Hengyun couldn't help but want to lean over and suck it lightly.

But Yu Hengyun didn't, he continued softly: "You have given me enough, but I was so stupid that I didn't realize anything, but from the moment we met again, you are my only one." I'm biased."

As he said that, he let go of the hand covering his face, and left suddenly with a bit of force, Fu Zexuan lost in the coolness and sudden blankness.

His expression was out of his control for a long time, he frowned and tilted his head slightly, staring at Yu Hengyun's every move after he withdrew his hand.

Yu Hengyun's softened heart was about to melt, and when he was hit by his empty expression, he felt a little itchy and distressed.

He took out the proof documents that had been hidden there for a long time from his arms, unfolded them and handed them to Fu Zexuan: "Before I came, I made some preparations. These are some proofs of assets in reality, and they should be effective in dreams."

Fu Zexuan looked down, but didn't take it. After touching the first colored ID photo, his gaze moved away as quickly as a shock.

Reading the meaning of "what does this mean" from his floating eyes, Yu Hengyun stubbornly put the document in Fu Zexuan's hand, and did not explain to the document until he had to take it: "I said" it is also valid in dreams ", meaning, if you don't go out anymore, I will stay here with you. "

This is "always with you", Yu Hengyun looked at him seriously again and said: "Of course, I want to leave with you more, not out of any coercion, but I think you still have something to explain in reality , The person who should explain."

"If you still want to escape from reality after the end... I will be with you."

"No, you..." Fu Zexuan thought of Yu Hengyun's responsibilities, how could he allow him to escape from the ties in his reality?

He was stunned here, if those ties cannot be discarded for Yu Hengyun, what about his?Should the ties he created be discarded?

Even if it is meager, even if it is only Xu Han, he should have an account.

"But you won't let go of those ties." Although he recognized the hidden meaning in Yu Hengyun's words, Fu Zexuan still stubbornly answered the previous topic.

"No, you're wrong." Yu Hengyun sighed, "I have never failed those responsibilities all this time, and defended peace with my life. Actually, what I ask for is not much, only "no regrets". "

"Now my "no regret" is only you, how could I let go? "

Yu Hengyun looked at the fog gradually rising in the amber eyes, and finally couldn't help leaning over, kissing the corners of the eyes while the eyelashes were trembling slightly.

"They don't need me that much, and you probably don't need me that much either." After leaving his eyelids with reluctance, Yu Hengyun lightly touched the young man's lips with his index finger, stopping his words: "But I need you, and I can't do without you." You. You should have thought of it, you should have thought of it from the moment you planned everything and decided to take me as the owner of the dream of "love". From then on, you have become my retreat. "

"I'm willing to do anything for you." It's the same as giving without expecting anything in return.

"So do you want to take a look at the documents in your hand?" Yu Hengyun raised the corners of his mouth and smiled brighter than ever, like the sunlight that Fu Zexuan stumbled and peeped at the end of the black corridor: "Now, I am your way out."

In an instant, he bit his lower lip under Fu Zexuan's stunned gaze, with a look of annoyance: "It should be said, do you want to think about it and let me be your retreat?"

He was saying to himself, "Let me be your future."Fu Zexuan was thinking in a trance in this scene where there was clearly no sunlight, but it seemed to be more dazzling than the sun.

He didn't think about the future, and he didn't dare to imagine that he could have a future.

But if, if it is really possible to talk about the future, if the future is Yu Hengyun, he may...be ecstatic.

"Haven't thought about it yet?" Yu Hengyun saw his trance, approached his blinking eyes with a smile, and looked at each other. Fu Zexuan had no escape for all his emotions, panic, bitterness, and undetectable joy in the depths: "But You should understand now."

It's too close, every breath is entangled, Fu Zexuan's heart tightened instantly: "What... what?"

"Of course, why did you choose me alone, why did you treat me..." Yu Hengyun deliberately leaned closer, seeing Fu Zexuan's contradictory movement of closing his eyes and retreating, the corner of his mouth raised again: "So partial?"

It was obviously a blinking and retreating action, but he acted as closing his eyes. Fu Zexuan understood that this was his subconscious called "expectation", and he didn't feel embarrassed. He opened his eyes and met Yu Hengyun's serious and stubborn eyes hidden behind the banter : "You hugged me."

This answer is a bit strange and ambiguous, and Yu Hengyun is obviously a little confused.

"In the dark, you hugged me." Fu Zexuan knew in his heart that it wasn't that simple, but it was that simple.

An ethereal embrace in a dream, a bright smile under the sun and starry sky that is more refreshing than orange soda, it seems that it is so simple, let him keep a person in his heart for decades.

Yu Hengyun remembered the hug that he had glimpsed in his young body: "I thought it was in a dream."

He paused, apparently in disbelief.

Fu Zexuan pursed his lips and shook his head lightly, the water in his eyes was slightly covered by the drooping eyelids, and he looked very sad. He lowered his head and reached out to look at the documents in his hand. The only thought I had before I walked out of the laboratory and saw the sun was just a dream."

It was not just a dream, Yu Hengyun hesitated to speak, it was more than a dream for him.

But he was shocked by Fu Zexuan's exposed eyes when he suddenly raised his head. There was a rare smile inside, which made him feel unreal and timid: "So I like you, it is related to all external factors, and it may even be the next second. Disappeared because of your change."

Even if you like it like this, do you want it?

Yu Hengyun curled his mouth and shook his head, and the next second his warm body pressed down, and he responded to Fu Zexuan with actions, wrapping him in a narrow embrace, pressing his lips against him unavoidably.

This time, there is no pretense of knowing each other well, and neither party loses consciousness. It is a completely sober kiss for each other.

Gentle licking lingers on the lips, touching and parting, rolling over the temples, the center of the eyebrows, the end of the eyes, then the tip of the nose, then the chin, and finally back to the soft place.

The second that Fu Zexuan thought that the tip of his tongue was about to stick into his mouth, Yu Hengyun withdrew, and his upper teeth brushed lightly against his lower lip. After the itchiness and trembling, he felt lost and empty.

He looked at Yu Hengyun in a daze, and was attracted by the reddish color at the end of the man's eyes nearby, and was pulled back by the deep blackness in his eyes: "Do you hate it? Do you like it?"

Fu Zexuan didn't understand the meaning of this question, and the heat on his cheeks still hasn't subsided, he hummed softly, enduring the unbearable feeling: "Mmm."

by him