Evernight Morning Star

Hooked by the desire in his consciousness, Yu Hengyun closed his eyes, his eyes became more serious, and he slowly lowered his body again.

Changing from his gentleness before, he mercilessly invaded the corners of Fu Zexuan's lips. The moment he pressed down, the tip of his tongue invaded his mouth and scratched lightly. With the invasion of suffocation, his movements became more violent and swept, and he did not forget to ask while breathing: "Um, do you hate it, or like it? "

Without waiting for an answer, he pressed his lower lip again, carrying the wonderful feeling of Fu Zexuan's re-entering the lips, sometimes pushed up by the tide, sometimes undulating in the clouds, Fu Zexuan's unbearable soft moan and weak nudge due to suffocation caused the lips and teeth to change. A violent sweep.

Yu Hengyun didn't leave until he exhausted all the oxygen between each other, gently wiped away the saliva from the corner of Fu Zexuan's mouth that was too intense to swallow in the future, and gasped with a strong sense of presence above him.

Fu Zexuan took a deep breath, feeling fearful because of the unfading aggression in the opposing eyes, feeling that this is not the end yet.

Sure enough, Yu Hengyun asked "Do you like it?", rubbed against his ear, and changed the way of aggression between his lips and teeth. He often took a break to ask, so far several times, as if there is no end.

It wasn't until the two of them couldn't stretch themselves due to the reaction of the lower body that they hugged each other to take a rest. Yu Hengyun still didn't give up whispering and licking in his ear, asking "do you like it" sentence by sentence.

Fu Zexuan didn't understand how things turned out like this. It was clear that he was still discussing his preferences with Yu Hengyun just now, and the next second he started to perform on the adult channel.

Yu Hengyun smiled lowly and said: "It seems that I like it very much. You see, gentle, rough, flirtatious... You can like any kind of method very much. If you look at it this way, you really don't have to worry about your liking. My change disappears, because you like both of them."

In Yu Hengyun's familiar atmosphere, Fu Zexuan recalled the process that made people blush and heartbeat just now, blushing and pretending to be calm: "This is sophistry, the change I'm talking about is not like this."

"Then why did you change your plan? In the "love" dream you envisioned at the beginning, I am not the owner of the dream, am I? "

Yu Hengyun raised the corner of his mouth and was more honest than ever before: "Why do you pretend to be drunk and beg for a kiss? Can you push me away?"

"Oh yes, I forgot, you still want to entrust Huo Qinglian to me, what did you say to her at that time?"

"I like you, so in the face of everything you give me, false or true, deception, and use, I will explain and accept it in a reasonable way, and I can let go of everything, just to seek a common future for you and me. "

As he said that, Yu Hengyun's eyes were a little uncontrollably sad: "But this future can be negative. If you don't want the future I promised you, you don't have to accept it. Don't push me to others in the way you think is good." one person."

"I will be angry because of this, but I can stand back in front of you countless times. Do you understand what this is... This is because, whether you are Ling or Fu Zexuan, I love you."

Yu Hengyun leaned over and let the two of them press their foreheads against each other, looking to the end with affectionate and slightly hurt eyes: "Can you feel it?"

How could Fu Zexuan be any match for Yu Hengyun's deeply affectionate black eyes like the sea that took his figure into him?He has long been defeated by Yu Hengyun's series of offensives.

Yu Hengyun pinpointed the weakest guard of the castle in his heart, and destroyed it with all his strength, releasing the most primitive and deep love for Yu Hengyun, from beginning to end.

Of course, this liking will not change because of Yu Hengyun's appearance, but because of the "first meeting" between the two after several years, it fermented and swelled, and finally became a weapon to defeat himself.

In a trance, he understood the ambivalence of running away again and again in those dreams, and also understood the so-called courage to face the future together because of love.

Regardless of any external factors, Yu Hengyun affirmed and sincerely expressed his feelings for him.

What about him?Fu Zexuan suddenly didn't have any hesitation, since he could define this emotion in an instant, why didn't he want to admit it?

If those pains had meaning, perhaps now the moment when their meaning came into effect, all the visions he had glimpsed in his recurring dreams, all the moments of love and lust, taught him not to run away.

He chose to escape in the end.

But facing the man in front of him who knew all the truth about him, the man who told him his heart, where the love he had been thinking about for a long time, he looked at the deep eyes with undiminished tenderness, and stopped the news broadcast countless times to look at the handsome face , he could no longer escape.

Yu Hengyun told himself to follow his heart, Fu Zexuan thought, since he has followed his heart step by step in everything he has done so far, even under the circumstances of being arranged, why not do the same now?

Reaching out to caress the red eye ends of the other party, Fu Zexuan softened his expression, raised his face and pressed his lips together: "I feel it, back road."

The snowflakes hover outside the window, the overlapping shadows under the lights in the house gradually dissipate, and the sour smiles of each other are an inseparable agreement.

The heart rate on the two monitors increased at the same time, and the two people on the bed opened their eyes one by one.

In a daze, a familiar figure was already standing beside the bed, looking directly at him with a smile, but turned his eyes away the moment Fu Zexuan looked over.

The shy state of the two lasted for a while, and Yu Hengyun leaned over with a smile in the sound of the rumbling door opening behind him, and put his lips on the thin lips that were slightly open to speak, blocking Fu Zexuan's unspoken "someone is coming".

Since then, his morning star has fallen beside him. If he is really the brilliant sun in Fu Zexuan's eyes, then let his morning star shine in the sky with the sun.

There will be no more eternal nights.

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Brother Yun brought Xuanxuan back because of his beauty (?), so he just relied on Xuanxuan's liking for him.

There are a couple of chapters left.

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107. Get along

No matter what, he will accept it one by one.

The bell in the room rang and stopped, but no one answered.

In front of the white window facing the door, the afterglow of the setting sun casts hazy light into the dark room, and in the trajectory, particles dance irregularly on the sofa not far from the end of the bed.

After a long time, there was a very slight ringing not far away, and the person who was not awakened by the bell suddenly opened his eyes.

The sunlight that came in made Fu Zexuan get used to it for a while. With his body slightly warm and his heart beating wildly, he was distracted to listen to the movement downstairs.

After a long silence, there was a knock on the door that he was waiting for.

While sitting up, the door was also pushed open, Fu Zexuan tilted his head, turning his head with the movement of the man approaching.

But he was a little surprised that Yu Hengyun didn't change his uniform today, and the solemn face that walked in was a little anxious, and softened the moment he met his eyes.

"Are you awake?" After a few steps in front of Fu Zexuan, Yu Hengyun knelt down on one knee.

Seeing that the lingering fog in his eyes seemed thicker than usual, he stared at his unresolved white military uniform with some doubts, realizing that perhaps his attire blurred the boundaries between reality and dreams.

Gentlely kissed the young man's eyelids, Yu Hengyun lowered his head to hold his lips, and led Fu Zexuan to recognize the reality in a special way.

But his movements of grinding on his lips were a little harder than usual, which made Fu Zexuan a little painful, so Yu Hengyun slowed down and then became more eager and aggravated, and so on.

From this, he felt that his emotions were not right today, even after the perception touched the reality, Fu Zexuan did not stop, and comforted him with a gentle response, and when Yu Hengyun also calmed down, he ended with a trembling heavy kiss.

Today the roles of the two seem to be reversed, but Yu Hengyun wants to use this kiss to confirm something.

Fu Zexuan looked at Yu Hengyun's finally calmed down, lowered his eyes and thought for a few seconds, put his arms around his neck, moved his head to find the most comfortable position on his neck, put his face on it, and hugged him quietly without speaking.

Yu Hengyun froze when he posted it. It was not until several breaths later that he confirmed the heartbeat of each other, and then hugged his waist lightly. He turned his head and put his lips on Fu Zexuan's temple a few times, leaning his face lightly. up.

Finally feel at ease.

After a long time, Yu Hengyun sighed: "You didn't answer the communication."

Knowing that he was afraid that something would happen to him, Fu Zexuan felt the continuous heat from the skin on his face, and replied sullenly: "I said before that you can install surveillance."

When this topic was mentioned before, Yu Hengyun was sullen and didn't answer, but now he smiled: "I don't do such things."

But Fu Zexuan still had some worrying questions, and every time he wanted to ask, more or less he didn't know how to ask because of his complicated thoughts.

Since waking up, due to the requirement of recuperation and the urging of the research institute and the supervisory department, he came to live in Yu Hengyun's house in a daze, euphemistically called "an important observation subject of supervision".

But Fu Zexuan's condition has not been very good.The amount of explosive memories is stored in his mind. Although he uses You Jing's method to classify the memories and lock them into different boxes, those memories will sneak into the dream during sleep, and he often has a long buffer time after waking up.

If it was an ordinary dream, Yu Hengyun didn't have to worry too much, he just needed to let Fu Zexuan stay for a while to recover.

But it was the dreams associated with self-harm and suicidal tendencies that he feared.

That afternoon, Yu Hengyun was sitting in his study dealing with necessary military affairs, when a fragment of scarlet memory suddenly flashed before his eyes.

He originally regarded this as a sequelae of having a large amount of memory, but the palpitations and uneasiness made him dare not say so.

He rushed to the second floor in a hurry, and there was no response after knocking on the door, but he could vaguely make out the subtle sounds when he pressed against the door. Yu Hengyun opened the door decisively, and the scene he saw made him tremble with fear.

The November wind was very cool, and leaning against the open window was a thin figure who was sitting outside. Hearing the sound of the door opening behind him, he slowly turned around to look back at him, and the gaze he cast was dull and empty.

As if seeing something unbelievable, the person sitting on the window sill was shocked, and suddenly regained consciousness, looking down at his position little by little.

Twitching his heart and telling him not to move, Yu Hengyun stepped forward to hug him and put him back on the bed, before taking him into his arms with a sigh of relief.

From then on, day and night, as long as Fu Zexuan fell asleep, Yu Hengyun would definitely stay by his side.

Occasionally he heard Fu Zexuan whispering in his sleep, "Where is the knife?"

There are too many kinds of pain, what kind of pain is experienced in the dream, it will be expressed in what form.

Yu Hengyun always wished he could sneak into his dream and rescue people, but he couldn't do anything.

Only when Fu Zexuan opened his eyes and was still awake, he could wake him up with heavy hugs or kisses, leading him to wake up from the dream.

But it didn't last long, and Fu Zexuan couldn't stand it.

Because he didn't know when Fu Zexuan would wake up, Yu Hengyun was worried and refused to sleep. Even though he was very alert, he was always afraid of a "what if", so he insisted on not falling asleep for several days.

Every time Fu Zexuan persuaded him, what he got in return was a gentle and tired smile that comforted him but showed no compromise.

After thinking of many ways, one day after Yu Hengyun fended off a visitor who was going to visit Fu Zexuan, when he bowed his head to reply to the message, Fu Zexuan took advantage of his fatigue and decreased alertness for too long, and attempted to stun him with a sneak attack.

Yu Hengyun originally realized that he wanted to fight, but because he saw that it was Fu Zexuan who let go of his strength and let others succeed, he was stunned by Fu Zexuan with a knife and moved to bed, where he slept all night.

The next day, the two of them took a step back each other with stern faces, and agreed that Yu Hengyun would sleep at least once every night, as for how to sleep...

The best way the two of them discussed——

Yu Hengyun: "What should I do if something happens after waking up at night?"

Fu Ze made a declarative speech: "Install a surveillance system, and put in an alarm system."

Yu Hengyun didn't speak, but he could see from his eyes that he was not very satisfied with the answer.

The matter of installing a surveillance camera to monitor himself did not make Fu Zexuan feel uncomfortable, otherwise he would not have made this suggestion.

But since Yu Hengyun didn't agree with his suggestion, he didn't insist on it either, but insisted on the idea of ​​"you must sleep".

But when he said the word "sleep", almost at the same time, the two thought of a scene of waking up in the morning and looking at each other.

It might be a good solution, but Fu Zexuan didn't feel conflicted, so he readily proposed: "Then sleep together."

Then he felt that he should give a reason, and said: "You are a soldier with a high degree of vigilance, so you can react quickly."

Of course Yu Hengyun was crazy, his eyes lit up, but he pretended to be calm: "What if it's not fast enough?"

Fu Zexuan blinked, unable to think of any other solution.

Yu Hengyun curled his lips: "Then hug and sleep together, how about it?"

Fu Zexuan tightened his heart, thought for a long time under Yu Hengyun's bright eyes, and nodded reluctantly, the agreement was reached.

Unexpectedly, this method has achieved good results.

Originally, Fu Zexuan couldn't fall asleep easily at night, so the sleep time would be fed back to the daytime, and Yu Hengyun would spend a long time by Fu Zexuan's side.

But after the two of them slept together at night, Fu Zexuan was able to fall asleep quickly because he was familiar with Yu Hengyun's aura or something.

In the dream before, the two just spent many nights together in the form of a human and a cat. At first, Fu Zexuan thought that he would be uncomfortable.

But when he was held in Yu Hengyun's arms stiffly, as if bewitched by those black eyes looking into his heart, he was soon attacked by drowsiness and fell into a deep sleep.

There were still countless dreams sneaking into his mind during sleep, but after waking up, those dreams disappeared instantly when they met the same black eyes.

These eyes are not inferior to the deep green forest that he strays into every morning in the dream. For the first time, he does not look for traces of the abyss falling in the black, but is tolerant and loving.

It seems to hold everything for him.

But this is also the source of Fu Zexuan's uneasiness for Yu Hengyun.Often, what he finds from the dark eyes is clarity, without the haze of just waking up, and even occasionally there is pain or darkness flashing in between.

In the beginning, Fu Zexuan would stare at the color in his eyes, and after staring for a long time, he silently leaned up to give him a comforting kiss, and then a simple kiss of lips would be turned into a bad one by the man's ruthlessness to devour him.

But gradually Fu Zexuan discovered the problem. The clarity in Yu Hengyun's eyes is not the kind of clarity that is always awake, but the clarity after confirming his existence through his arms and then gradually calming down the anxious breath.

Every morning, the pain or darkness in his eyes exactly matched Fu Zexuan's inner feelings when he just woke up from the dream.

The change began when the two of them slept on the same bed. At that time, Fu Zexuan's memory of the dream began to blur after waking up, which made him suspect that Yu Hengyun's participation had brought about this change.

But this change does not affect the dream itself. At the same time, it miraculously slows down Fu Zexuan's memory of the dream, which also allows him to better understand the boundary between dream and reality after waking up.

This is undoubtedly a good thing for the two of them, but seeing the same amount of emotion in Yu Hengyun's eyes when he woke up, Fu Zexuan always felt a little burdened.

If he guessed correctly, Yu Hengyun might have shared the emotions in the dream with him. Although he didn't know the cause and the reason behind it, Fu Zexuan saw it as the result.

His memory of the dream disappeared, is it because it was transferred to Yu Hengyun?

With this kind of question in mind, Fu Zexuan observed Yu Hengyun's state for several days continuously, and always felt that the man's state was a bit bad.

This question reached its peak today when Yu Hengyun rushed in anxiously, anxious to confirm his existence.

A thought filled his mind: "If you're so worried, why don't you install surveillance?"

So he asked the same question, but Yu Hengyun answered as if he hadn't.

He gradually calmed down, but Fu Zexuan's question hovering in his heart was ready to come out.

But he has never been a person who likes to hesitate. If he has doubts or problems, he will definitely solve them first, so he asked Yu Hengyun directly.

"Did the dream bother you?"

The perfect and polite interrogative sentence, just the right amount of concern, is also in line with the current relationship between the two.Fu Zexuan evaluated the questions he chose subjectively in his heart.

But he never expected that Yu Hengyun would immediately discover the inappropriateness of this question.

Yu Hengyun has figured it out a long time ago, the question in this tone cannot be said by the real Fu Zexuan. In the past, he was puzzled by this sense of disobedience in the dream, but now he finds it cute because of this ignorance. Worrying again.

He wanted Fu Zexuan to feel that he didn't need to use any tricks here, and he wouldn't feel that Fu Zexuan was any different from normal people.

But Yu Hengyun suddenly realized that this is not something that can be easily changed in a few words. He must use actions to subtly bring the youth into a suitable atmosphere, tolerate him, and guide him to gradually stop using imitation to survive, but to release his true self right.

Then he will realize that the way he used to calculate and communicate with others with the way he learned from others, he can't cope with the hasty look, the contradictory look of pretending to be strong but actually being extremely sensitive and thoughtful...whether it is clumsy or not, No matter what, Yu Hengyun will accept it one by one.

It's like he accepted Yu Hengyun at every stage, accompanied him to the present, and finally chose not to leave.

So Yu Hengyun did not bring up the abnormality of this question, but answered the question, softly comforting Fu Zexuan's worry: "No."

This seemed to be a simple consolation. From Fu Zexuan's point of view, Yu Hengyun didn't look like he had nothing to do.

Another strong evidence flashed in his mind, and he simply clarified the facts: "But you shared my memory, and now I still have dreams. I ran back in such a hurry today..." Doesn't it look like nothing happened?

This question is very real, and it is so real that Yu Hengyun can feel his worry.

"Worry about me, aren't you?" Fu Zexuan's chest seemed to resonate with his low smile.

He gently rubbed Fu Zexuan's head twice with his big hand, and another warm kiss fell on his ear. Fu Zexuan replied sullenly, "Yes."

Yu Hengyun noticed his strange tone, put his arms around him and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Why are you laughing?" He laughed so strangely that Fu Zexuan felt itchy.

"I'm happy, you worry about me." In order to express his happiness and love, Yu Hengyun used actions to express again, a gentle kiss fell on the top of the hair, which seemed to be nothing, like a dragonfly on water, leaving little ripples after it floated suddenly.

Fu Zexuan pursed his lips. Although he couldn't see his expression, his stiff body instantly told Yu Hengyun that the person in his arms must have felt awkward again and didn't know how to react.

I really don't know how to react, after all, I even forgot about Yu Hengyun's "hasn't given him a reasonable explanation for his problem".

But Yu Hengyun didn't forget: "Don't worry, the dream is synchronized with you. If you share the same weight with two people, it will naturally be much lighter."

"What about memory?" This is what Fu Zexuan is most worried about.

"Memory is important and not important."

Yu Hengyun's hand caressed Fu Zexuan's back without any emotion, but it made him suddenly stiff, and his body softened a little as if he was weak.

Putting his face on the sideburns of the young man, Yu Hengyun suppressed his voice and said: "It's important because this is your memory, and I will definitely remember it deeply. What's not important is for you. Your memory is not a burden for me. Don't take it too seriously."

"Ah!" It was already close to the ear, and his breathless voice touched Fu Zexuan's nerves that were only a thread of tension, and he had to concentrate on listening to Yu Hengyun's answer, so that the reward for Yu Hengyun's feedback was more and more Send a tight hug.

Listening to Fu Zexuan's pretendingly calm answer with a smile, Yu Hengyun sounded [-]% soft: "I'm talking about dream memories."

"Dream memory..." As if teasing on purpose, Yu Hengyun elongated and repeated his tone, but his heart was warm, and he couldn't help blaming himself for not discovering Fu Zexuan's sensitive thoughts.

"I don't have dream memory either." What he said frankly was the truth, but Fu Zexuan obviously didn't believe it.

Yu Hengyun explained from another question: "I called you today to discuss something with you, but no one answered. Didn't I find something wrong in the afternoon before? I was afraid that something would happen when I was not at home, so I panicked."

This explanation is reasonable and valid, and Fu Zexuan was basically convinced, but he still hesitated when he thought of Yu Hengyun's state: "But you have resumed your schedule these days, and your state is not very good."

Not in good shape?Yu Hengyun was a little suspicious of what he heard.If something doesn't count...

Sleeping with the person you like every night, and enjoying comfort like a kitten licking the next morning, you should be in a very good state.

After all, many people asked him if he had any happy events recently.

"The mood after waking up, and... the mood after the kiss, are not very good." The latter sentence made Fu Zexuan feel a little hot, but he still hesitated to ask.

This ah... Yu Hengyun was a little distracted, he didn't expect that what Fu Zexuan said was wrong was something he thought of "not counting".

But if you want to say why something is wrong, you have to go to the ignorant young man in front of you.

Think about waking up with the person you like every morning, being stared at by the person you like seriously for a long time, and finally rushing forward to give a good morning kiss passionately, how will a normal adult man who has never had meat react?

With a bit of bad intentions, Yu Hengyun pushed the person from his arms to face each other, and approached with a smile: "Then I have to ask someone who rushes up to kiss me enthusiastically every morning."

Before Fu Zexuan understood it, Yu Hengyun laughed even wider, and threw himself on the sofa to hold him down, and gently pushed him down, saying meaningfully: "I want to know, do you want to try how to make me feel better?" point?"

Now Fu Zexuan didn't know what kind of oolong he had caused, blushing and trying to push the person away, in exchange for a deep kiss.

After the two kissed unsteadily, Yu Hengyun buried his head into the warm neck of the young man, and the voice that came out was muffled but extremely tender: "Don't be afraid, it's great to speak out, so if you have anything to say, I'll let you know." I will tell you, let's solve it together, okay?"

The place where he leaned up and the sprayed breath was particularly itchy, but Fu Zexuan's heart was hot, and he poured freshly boiled honey water on it, which made his whole body limp.

Fu Zexuan rubbed his thorny hair ends, and replied softly, "Okay."

The two hugged Wen Cun for a while, but Yu Hengyun suddenly froze, Fu Zexuan turned his head slightly and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yu Hengyun shook his head with a smile and stood up, opened his mouth and grinned again, smiling like a big boy who succeeded in pranking: "I forgot one thing."

"I called you today to ask questions. If you didn't answer, you wanted to forget about it, but you couldn't resist. You brought him back."

Yu Hengyun paused for a moment, bent his eyes, and asked Fu Zexuan's opinion with a soft face: "Do you want to meet?"

The meaning of his words was obvious, Fu Zexuan guessed who it was, and unconsciously lowered his head slightly, his eyes turned away to the lower right in a daze.

Yu Hengyun raised his head gently, not letting his eyes escape, and gently coaxed him: "See you, we agreed to escape, right?"

As if giving a reward, he planted a kiss on the side of Fu Zexuan's face.

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Jihuatong? Yu Hengyun: Sleeping in one bed is not enough, we must explain it clearly by hugging and sleeping together.

Plan to pass? You Jing: share the memory of dreams and enhance the relationship between the two.

It's all good.

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Always remember that you are a sweet essay contestant, and think that you don't know how to write abuse at all.

These two people are so envious of me, I want Xuanxuan to post with me, and I want Brother Yun to coax me like this.

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108、Scorching sun and morning star

No one is closer to each other than they are.

The intimate suggestion did not dispel Fu Zexuan's hesitation, he still lowered his head and hid his expression in the darkness.

Since Yu Hengyun took everyone home and waited downstairs, he was not prepared to accept the result of Fu Zexuan's evasion.

He pulled the silent man out of his arms and asked intentionally, "I remember who saw Xu Han today?"

Yes, it was him, and Fu Zexuan was not surprised that Yu Hengyun knew the news. Although he didn't find any security facilities in this room, he also knew that a lieutenant general's residence would not have any protection?

So Xu Han must have had the acquiescence of the owner of the house to be welcomed into the house by him.

Fu Zexuan didn't know if Yu Hengyun would ask about the content of his conversation with Xu Han, and he still couldn't find a way to deal with this situation after his disorganized thinking.

Just like the meeting with Xu Han in the daytime today.

Fu Zexuan thought that at least he would see Xu Han questioning him with an angry expression. This is the reaction most people would show to deception.

But Xu Han obviously didn't do that majority, so that the coping methods that Fu Zexuan thought of for a short time after Xu Han's unexpected visit were useless.

All the expressions and words made Fu Zexuan at a loss, and the smile that he usually showed wantonly in the conversation disappeared. This was the first time he saw Xu Han's expressionless face.

The two sat in the living room to maintain a stagnant atmosphere, while Fu Zexuan avoided Xu Han's sight, and couldn't tell whether the sight was questioning, examining, blaming, or anything else.

Before the plan to lure Xu Han into the dream by deception was successfully implemented, Fu Zexuan didn't think about the follow-up treatment, such as how Xu Han would react if he left the dream, and how he should deal with it.

All of this is based on Fu Zexuan's conviction that he will not leave the dream.

Now, that certain reality has been overthrown, and Fu Zexuan also knew that he had to face it, and he was ready for it the moment he left the dream.

But he was still at a loss.He was like a good kid who made a mistake for the first time, tortured himself to the point of tears in the harshness he treated himself.

Xu Han saw all of Fu Zexuan's bewildered reactions out of self-blame.

When he first realized that Fu Zexuan had very little nostalgia for the world, he tried to make his own existence a bond between the youth and the world.

But in the deeper intersection with Fu Zexuan, Xu Han gradually realized that he didn't need to be an intermediary at all, and the world itself was the bond that maintained Fu Zexuan's existence.

Just like a cub that has been nourished by darkness for a long time, smelling the breath of sunlight for the first time, being frightened back to darkness when exposed to sunlight, but involuntarily wanting to return to the shroud of sunlight, curious about the feeling of warmth and light, and repeatedly testing, Ultimate lust.

He ignored the fear and cowardice hidden in Fu Zexuan's character, and the undercurrent floating under the calm. Even if Fu Zexuan concealed it well, he should not ignore it.

This made Xu Han blame himself. From the very beginning, he was wrong. He didn't know that the situation was changing, and he thought he had seen the direction clearly.

If it wasn't for the variable Yu Hengyun, everything would be irreparable now.

However, the part of Fu Zexuan's past that he glimpsed in the dream, and his current self-blame mentality, made him unable to find a suitable way to speak at this moment.

In the past, Xu Han only judged Fu Zexuan's attitude towards life in general, and did not intervene too much because of his status as a friend.

Why?Because Fu Zexuan's overall performance is optimistic.

But after recalling the content of the dream he was awakened for the first time, Xu Han had to admit that he misunderstood Fu Zexuan's emotions to an outrageous level.

Perhaps this is no lack of Fu Zexuan's induction through hints, but as the only close object of Fu Zexuan in life, Xu Han evaluates himself as a serious dereliction of duty.

He didn't do anything, and even asked Fu Zexuan to worry about him.

He didn't even know how to admit this to Fu Zexuan.

Rationality was overwhelmed by the huge emotions. Seeing Fu Zexuan's bewildered performance, Xu Han felt a little pity again. How could such a thin body support such a huge past and responsibility?

He saw a split soul, half of which carried the weight of the past, and alone opened up a safe zone for the other half of the soul under the impact of the torrent of time.

The other half is still immature and innocent, and he can still get his sincere smile towards his extremely cruel world, and his kindness is clearly revealed.

Half live, half will die.

Xu Han couldn't tell who saved Fu Zexuan, Yu Hengyun, or Fu Zexuan himself.

But sitting here, Xu Han saw the result, and pure white brought the darkness and loneliness back to reality.

He became a witness, and before that, he was lucky enough to be saved by that touch of pure white.

What can Xu Han say?He is not angry.

If a friend should preach, express all the reactions of a normal friend, get angry and reconcile, then he must not be a qualified friend.

He just wanted to be a willful adult, hug the good boy with a self-reproaching expression into his arms, and tell him everything would be fine.

Because Fu Zexuan must have realized that such an approach is wrong.Maybe he still can't understand what's wrong, but Xu Han believes that with time, Fu Zexuan will gradually understand.

It's just that he is slower than ordinary people for a long time, and he will eventually understand, but he will not become a boring adult like Xu Han who tore himself apart in conflicts.

So Xu Han didn't want to use any realistic stance and principles to deal with it, he just put a smile on his face again, watched his performance calmly in his mind as usual, but said more tenderly and sincerely than ever: "Welcome back, Xuanxuan. "

He tried his best to appease Fu Zexuan's restless and anxious soul, and he also gained peace in this process.

Then Xu Han smiled and talked about the owner of the house with Fu Zexuan, asked about the progress of the two, kept the person silent, only pursed his lips, looked at him with dark and bright eyes, and forced it with the phrase "go to cook" Run away calmly.

Only then did Xu Han let out some of his repressed and disgusted emotions at the corners of his eyes and mouth where the smile was still lingering.

Thinking about it, Xu Han thought casually, did the last psychotherapy patient feel a little world-weary?

Then he began to fill in all the "holidays" in his overstuffed itinerary.

Until Xu Han left, the relationship between the two of them was the same as before, which is what Fu Zexuan didn't understand.

So if Yu Hengyun wanted to ask, he really didn't know what to say.

But he just came to whatever he wanted, and Yu Hengyun, who was facing him, caught his unnatural expression, and bluntly picked the topic: "Why, meeting him is not very happy?"

Of course Fu Zexuan would not admit something that does not exist: "No."

That was a little overwhelmed, combined with Xu Han's message at noon asking him to bring Yu Shunuo and Fu Zexuan to meet for no reason, Yu Hengyun naturally thought of this.

"If you don't understand, just accept it. He always wants you well, and you know it."

Fu Zexuan nodded slightly, and suddenly raised his head to confirm with Yu Hengyun: "They all recovered their memories, just like you?"

Without Yu Hengyun's answer, Fu Zexuan already believed in his heart that this was the truth.

I couldn't help blaming You Jing in my heart, if he didn't do these unnecessary things, I wouldn't need to get involved.

"They have all recovered their memories, but they are still different from me." Yu Hengyun felt his blame and gave a gentle and comforting smile: "Don't blame him, he doesn't want you to be swallowed by dreams."

In Fu Zexuan's dazed expression when he heard this, he added: "I don't even want to."

Maybe I am making trouble for no reason?Fu Zexuan thought uncertainly, but the emptiness in his heart made him at a loss when he thought of You Jing.

The whole world is like this inner hole, as if it will swallow him up in the next moment.

The huge knowledge base brought to him by You Jing is still in his mind, and he can call it at any time.

But the world he faced could not be solved with any knowledge in the knowledge base, which made him anxious.

Yu Hengyun's words made him confused, just accept it?Doesn't he need to do anything?

He is obviously not ready to face everything, so he just meets rashly and accepts in a hurry, is that all right?

The person who seemed to be able to do things with ease in the dream, now showing such a fragile and fragile expression in front of him, naturally has no lack of impact on Yu Hengyun, but he is more helpless and distressed after sensing this situation.

Before learning to be a qualified lover, Yu Hengyun felt that he might need to learn to be an excellent parent, or in other words, a guide.

But the same thing is that he