transient stability

There was a long sound of brakes, and then the two cars collided.Lin Qiu's car deviated from the place where he crashed, and it slid to my side before it came to a complete stop. The front of the car had already sunk in half.I suddenly became deaf, and I couldn't even hear my own voice calling him.

"Lin Qiu, Lin Qiu?!"

Lin Qiu sat in the driver's cab without moving. My voice and hands were shaking so much that I had to pull the door several times before I opened it.Lin Qiu closed his eyes on the backrest, motionless, with a lump on his forehead.I hugged his upper body, and he seemed to be asleep.This just passed out?I held the back of his head and checked, and there was no blood on his head.Stopped the car that was sliding, just to protect me? ...

I put him down and ran to the front to find the owner of the slippery car. There was no one in the car, and it was an empty car... The road above was too steep, and I had nowhere to vent my anger. I dialed 120 for emergency services, and gave the address and Lin Qiu Symptoms told the other party.The kitten in the bento bag was still fine, and it didn't have time to put it in the back seat on Lin Qiu's lap.

"Lie down, lie down..." I hung up the phone, carried Lin Qiu out of the car and moved him to the open space behind the car according to the method on the phone, and opened Lin Qiu's eyes: he didn't have the pupils mentioned in the phone Slack, and no symptoms of vomiting.I felt a little relieved, knelt on the ground and called him softly.

The ambulance told me it would be there in 10 minutes. I was hoarse from shouting, but Lin Qiu still seemed to be asleep.I didn't dare to touch him. The doctor told me not to shake or shake him. As long as he had no symptoms, I would wait for the ambulance to arrive.I knelt on the ground and lost feeling in my legs, and my fingers suddenly felt numb for some reason.

"Lin Qiu, don't scare me?" Ten minutes had passed, and I hadn't waited for the car, when tears suddenly fell down my face.What are you kidding me about...?I managed to catch him, finally got him to buy me a cat, and we wanted to live together. I saw him hugging him every day, so he couldn’t wake up at this juncture? "Lin Qiu, you can't have an accident, don't you hear that? Lin Qiu?!"

My throat was hoarse, and I couldn't help it anymore, tears kept falling from my eyes.My dad, my mom, my brother, Lin Qiu, why are they all like this?In a trance, I felt that I was locked in a cage and thrown on a deserted island. Lin Qiu found me and took me out. He died suddenly at sea, leaving me slowly sinking alone.

I looked at his face: "Are you going to die?" I tore off the amulet around my neck and tied it on his wrist, "I killed you, right? Give it back to you, I don't want your life, give it back to you Please, wake up." His hand was still warm, it was still on my shoulder just now, he held my hand, fed me candy, touched my lips and face.

Lin Qiu's face was turned to one side, he couldn't hear what I was saying at all. "How do you wake up? I don't want you to save me... You are a fool, wake up! Can I give you back this fear! Lin Qiu!"

I hugged my head and curled up to the side, my whole body was so oppressed by the suffocation that I wanted to die.I looked in the direction of the car, the rear window glass of the front car was broken, killing myself was enough.

"Aren't you a doctor? Can't you treat me? Why don't you ignore me when I'm sick?! Lin Qiu? What is this? I feel so uncomfortable." I grabbed his shirt and took his hand , rubbing his face with the back of his hand.

Suddenly the hand on my face moved, I was stunned, holding him and choking for a moment, Lin Qiu turned his hand over and touched my face with his palm.

"Are you awake?!! Hey, are you okay?"

Lin Qiu's eyes seemed to be out of focus, looking at me, I didn't know what I was thinking, and didn't say anything.I watched him and suddenly laughed, "I knew you were scaring me, are you pretending?"

Lin Qiu raised his head to look at the sky, then looked around blankly, and sat up propped up.I was afraid that something was wrong with him, so I supported his shoulder and leaned against my side, "Do you hurt? I called an ambulance, and it should be here soon. Didn't you hit me stupid, did you? Why don't you talk?"

Lin Qiu turned his head to look at me, and said, "My car...why did it hit me? Did you hit it?"

I don't understand what he's talking about. How could he be so confused that he thought it was me? "I'm not."

"Then why did you hug me and call me?..." Lin Qiu looked as if he didn't recognize me, as confused as a child.He touched his forehead and rested his palm on it, "What happened to me just now...why can't I remember?"

"That car, slipping down...you blocked it with your car, and they collided together." I told him word by word.

"Really..." Lin Qiu looked at his car, and then moved to the car in front after a while, "That's my car, what about you? Who are you?"

…… He doesn’t know me anymore? ? ?

"I'm Shi'an, Qin Shi'an." I got excited and grabbed his wrists, "Your boyfriend, don't you remember?"

"Then who is Ning Yuan...?"

"Do you remember him?" Lin Qiu's words were like thunder, I don't understand what's wrong with him, he forgot me?Remember Ning Yuan?why is that?

"Isn't he my boyfriend... He's gone abroad... Qin Shi'an, who are you?"

Lin Qiu didn't believe what I said, his memory and mine were erased after the car accident?Should the matter between me and him these two weeks not exist?I couldn't accept it, "Lin Qiu, if you don't remember me and want to be with him, I want you to die with me now."

Lin Qiu frowned, his drooping eyelashes trembled slightly, as if he was thinking about something, and said after a while, "Don't do it. You can't beat me."

………… He still remembers that he knows taekwondo?My feeling of suffocation came again, "I don't care how powerful you are, if I want to pull you together, you have to be together." I stared into his eyes, hoping to find my shadow in them, hoping that he was acting or teasing I.

"Strange..." Lin Qiu looked at my hand, "I don't know you, but I think you look familiar."

I put his wrist down, held his face and kissed him, my lips pressed together, and I tasted the faint mint flavor in my mouth again.Lin Qiu didn't resist, he opened his eyes to see me kissing him, and didn't make any moves.

"The candy you just fed me, you still have it in your pocket." Lin Qiu raised his face for me to kiss, moved his hand into his pants pocket, and took out the box of mints.I held his face in my hands: "Do you believe me?"

Lin Qiu opened the lid of the candy box, took one and put it in his mouth, tasted it, "I made this for you?"

I nodded, "Yes."

"Are you my patient?"

"I'm your boyfriend." I wanted the candy in his mouth, and moved closer to my lips to kiss.

"You lied to me, it's obviously medicine." Lin Qiu spit out the sugar in his mouth with his head tilted, and the round sugar pill rolled down the slope for a long way, fell into the grass and disappeared.

…………

Lin Qiu, if you really don't remember me, then die together.

The author says:

Lin Qiu suffered a concussion, retrograde amnesia, and would temporarily forget recent events.

Regarding Shi An's manic depression, in fact, many small clues have been written at the beginning, and careful sisters should find out.It doesn't matter if you don't remember, I will write Lin Qiu's doctor's perspective article again.