from the star

Ling Qingyuan fell asleep for a long time, and when he woke up again, it was already dark.I am still the same self on the sick bed—it seems that it is not a waste of time to replace another dead ghost and continue to live.

He decided to accept this cruel and wonderful reality.He, Ling Qingyuan, made up his mind at this moment, since he wears this layer of skin, he must continue to exist as the owner of this body, not only to do what "Hebai" is supposed to do, but also to continue to realize the unfinished pursuit of "Qingyuan" And love.

After figuring out this joint, it seems that the actor has realized the soul of the character, and it seems that it is not difficult to play this role well.

Ling Qingyuan used the light in the corridor through the crack of the door to see clearly that only the haggard middle-aged woman was left in the nursing ward.It was probably late at night, and the silence at the moment was in stark contrast to the noise of the day.

"...How do you feel, have you had enough sleep?"

"Very good." Ling Qingyuan replied simply, he could feel that this mother was worried about her son's situation and had never had a good rest at all, and her heart would hang in suspense at the slightest movement.

"Don't worry, I'm fine. Mom."

The woman walked around the hospital bed and then landed on the bench next to the bed, holding his hand and repeating her worries.Ling Qingyuan thought about his situation, why not take advantage of the serious illness to find out the family's affairs as soon as possible.So he thought about it and said: "Mom... Where is Lu Bai? Has she told you everything? What do you know? Tell me."

Cheng's mother reprimanded him and told him to recuperate well and not to think about those troublesome things.Ling Qingyuan insisted that his head has been in a mess since he was injured, and if he didn't figure it out, he wouldn't be able to calm down and rest.Cheng's mother couldn't resist him, so she spoke.

The role of father had never appeared in the conversation before, and Ling Qingyuan roughly figured out that this is also a single-parent family, with a mother and a pair of brothers and sisters.Listening to her slackening, adding insinuations, making excuses and following the clues, I got some more information.

The family's economic conditions are not good.The younger sister, Cheng Lubai, is still a high school student, just the age when she loves to dream and fantasize.It is also to blame that during this period of time, the talent show and star-making programs are so hot that the little girl has no discernment and is deeply involved in it.That girl is nice, thinking that if she becomes a celebrity and earns a lot of money, she will be able to alleviate the family's financial difficulties.Then, I don’t know where I saw an advertisement for a TV station to select young women with good looks and good temperament, and secretly signed up behind my family’s back.

Participating in the show requires a registration fee of 1 yuan, which is called a packaging fee. Cheng Lubai did not suspect him, so he quietly rummaged through the boxes at home.But the savings of this family were all spent on the father who was hospitalized for a serious industrial injury a few years ago. Looking around, they were all patched IOUs, so there was no spare money.The elder brother got up early and worked late every day to do a small barbecue business, and threw the few money he earned into repairing the hole.

Cheng Lubai begged his elder brother, using the excuse that the supplementary tuition cost a small sum of a few hundred yuan. He usually ate the meals of his classmates and was hungry, so he forced himself to save a month's ration money.With less than a thousand, I am not reconciled to seeing the huge gap.Since the family couldn't turn over a coin, they had to find someone outside the house to borrow money.

Cheng Lubai looked anxiously at the ladder of her dream, unwilling to give up and unable to climb it. At this juncture, someone appeared from nowhere and offered to help her realize her wish.

This moneylender is by no means a good person—either he fell in love with the girl's youthful innocence and deceitfulness, or he thought that she was a bit attractive and malicious, so he gave the money generously, and it was like feeding this girl.

What happened later was as expected.What kind of draft program group, cheated the money and disappeared immediately.Cheng Lubai's 1 yuan was gone, and his star dream was in vain.The little girl didn't dare to make such a big deal happen, and she was too embarrassed to speak up to her family.What's even more frightening is that the fisherman feeding the bait is quietly reeling in the line.

The man asked Cheng Lubai to pay back the money with interest, otherwise he would do something to her.

Where did Cheng Lubai pay off her debts, but he clung to her life and death and wouldn't let her go.Not only did he quietly follow her to and from school, but he also told her that if she didn't pay back the money, she could use other methods to repay the debt.Whether she is in debt or not, it is her fault. If she tries to call the police or ask for help, there will be no way for her to feel better.The girl was terrified by the repeated bombings, unable to advance or retreat, and remained in a stalemate for several days.

Even though Cheng Hebai went out early and returned late, he noticed that his younger sister was abnormally frightened, so he pulled her to question him, but he was all prevarication.Knowing that something was wrong with his sister, the elder brother pretended to go out of the stall every morning and evening, but in reality he just put on a show and followed his sister secretly for several days.

The result was unexpected.The night before yesterday after school, Cheng Lubai, who was like a frightened bird, was extremely sensitive to the fact that the people following her were different from usual—not just stalking, but also acting with a bit of hostility.She didn't dare to turn around and face them, and she didn't dare to go to the police when they were intimidated by them, and she didn't dare to bring the bad guys home, so she had to find a game hall with a lot of people, trying to avoid these guys, and wait until they got tired of following them. Take the opportunity to escape.

This is the climax of the moon, and the game hall is closed.

Those people still follow.Perhaps the dead of night just said what they wanted, and the sticks and ethers were all prepared, which was just right for knocking out the lonely girl unconsciously and abducting her away.

Unexpectedly, Cheng Hebai, who secretly kept an eye on his younger sister's movements, saw that something was wrong, and desperately stepped forward to save her younger sister, disrupting the gang's plan to lure and traffic the girl.

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"You said that girl, why are you so confused..."

"Mom, don't be angry with her." Perhaps the previous experience was not personal experience, and the feelings for "relatives" were not heart-to-heart. Ling Qingyuan did not have such a deep emotional experience as Cheng's mother.He persuaded rationally: "Didn't you say that as long as a person is alive, there is no obstacle that cannot be overcome."

"Oh, you're keeping such a big deal from me. If you think something's wrong with her, just tell me!" Cheng's mother began to wipe her eyes again, and kept blaming her, "I blame her, I blame her, I gave birth to her." You are angry, and you are too...you have suffered such a serious injury, what if you have sequelae. "

"It's all my fault. It's my fault that I was too busy to come home and take good care of that girl, which caused this disaster."

Once a woman's chatterbox and emotional valve are closed, it is difficult to close it.No matter how much Ling Qingyuan had seen in the world when he was a director, his scalp would tingle when he cried and complained to a woman.But he didn't stop her from venting, instead he listened seriously.He found that the mother was crying and talking about a lot of trivial matters.

For example, he knew that Cheng's father died of illness three years ago, but he lost the ability to work and was bedridden ten years ago.This mother has been responsible for the livelihood of the whole family, the education of two children and the medical care of her lover since her partner's death.Today, she is a woman in her fifties who also works as a cleaning worker and as a part-time worker.If Cheng Hebai, a strong labor force, can no longer work, Wuzhishan will be all on this woman to pay off his debts and support his family.

As for her younger sister, Cheng Lubai, she was studying in an ordinary high school nearby, and the next semester would be the third year of high school. As for her grades, her grades were neither good nor bad.The family experience made her elder brother who was seven years older mature prematurely, but made the younger sister timid and naive, and often pinned her hopes on lucky stars to come and save her family from suffering.In the class, it is full of fairy tales and unrealistic fantasies that confuse people in adolescence.Lu Bai was born sweet and beautiful. He has high self-esteem for his appearance, but he is also inferior to having a family that is less fortunate than Cinderella.

"Living in a small world, I was imagining that Prince Charming would put her in a princess dress." Ling Qingyuan sighed.He didn't have any ill feeling towards the girl who hurt him. From the perspective of brothers and sisters, it was right to take care of her.From the perspective of giving him a second life, this somewhat accomplished girl can be called a benefactor.

"That's great, it's such a big deal." Cheng's mother vented the boredom that might have been pent up for a long time, and she was still a little out of breath.Facing her son who had just climbed back from the death line, she really couldn't bear to say that the plight of tens of thousands of yuan in debt, medical treatment and temporary inability to work made the family worse.

"Where is Lubai?" Ling Qingyuan asked.

"I sent her home. She has class tomorrow."

"Have you told the police about the liars who organized the draft and the bad guys who lent money to Lu Bai?"

Cheng's mother nodded: "That girl still has a brain. Seeing that you were beaten, she knew to call the police in time. Then the police came, and she told everything about what happened."

Ling Qingyuan pondered for a moment.He was generally a law-abiding citizen in his previous life, and he didn't encounter any outrageous incidents that strayed from the topic-except for his accidental death, which is an unsolved case-now he encounters such troubles, even if he has extensive experience on and off the screen. Some people have more knowledge than ordinary people, and it is difficult to make a judgment immediately.

"I always feel unsafe..." Ling Qingyuan thought that he was facing his mother and younger sister, and said honestly: "If she is a little girl, the murderer has not been brought to justice so soon."

"Mom, I'm fine. You've been suffering for so long, you should go back and have a good rest. Change Lubai over tomorrow. By the way, I have something to say to her. At the school, if something like this happens, wait It’s okay to talk about things once they settle down.”

"What can she do here?"

Cheng's mother was obviously confused by Ling Qingyuan's decision.Probably being so careful and considerate is not Cheng Hebai's behavior style, and he doesn't want to be taken care of, nor does he react like a seriously injured person should have.

As long as it is a person, it will never believe in the matter of changing the soul.Ling Qingyuan thought that he would take advantage of this opportunity to do some deviating things, so that people close to him could accept this "new personality".In the future, if he does something that is too different from Cheng Hebai's temperament, it's better for them to accept it easily.

He always believed that his core processor was Ling Qingyuan.It is true that he is living Cheng Hebai's life, and it is only natural for him to take care of his family for Cheng Hebai.But if he really falls into the principle of doing things and pursuing life, he has no other reference, only being loyal to the soul inside the shell.

He loves the widescreen, not the grill.He can control the direction of the set, but he can't decide which zodiac signs are strung on the bamboo sticks.It is his consistent style to be kind to others, but it does not mean that he is a person who is easy to tolerate and compromise.

"Mom, listen to me, call Lu Bai over at dawn, it's time to have a good talk with that girl."

Cheng's mother also realized that her daughter's growth path was a bit crooked, and understood that he was doing his brother's responsibility to educate his sister, so she agreed after thinking about it.

Ling Qingyuan's physical strength was still weak, and he couldn't bear to talk, so he apologized and went back to rest with his eyes closed.The ward was quiet again, but his thoughts were still wandering.Today's new scene started too quickly. For the Cheng family and this new identity, he had to quickly enter the role.

What about the man in the water... how is he doing.Ling Qingyuan tried his best to recall the scene before he fell into the water. In his memory, he only remembered that he had encountered some unpleasant things one after another, so he drank alone to deal with it.

Originally, he was just drinking alone, but by chance, he received a notice from an investor, asking him to go to Daishan Yaju to discuss the financing of the film.In short, investors are not optimistic about children's movies and are preparing to withdraw their funds.

The show would be a joke without funds, and the investors saw that Ling Qingyuan was willing to get drunk to relieve his worries, so they generously signed the order for him to drink until he was satisfied.

Ling Qingyuan was a little helpless, saying that he was "drunk to death" would make him laugh out loud.Drunk and falling into the water, I will never accidentally slip up, or end my life after being hit and depressed.

Talking about those few things, jumping out of the line of sight of Ling Qingyuan's original protagonist, he lost the foothold of personal encounters.Thinking about it now, it was still true that those things made him sad, but he didn't know whose heart it should fall on.

Ling Qingyuan sighed silently.Lived for 36 years, unilaterally had a love affair that ended without a cause, made a few films that could be called movies, got completely drunk once and didn't even know how he died, it's a bit regretful no matter how you look at it.