animal ears
Chapter 114 Untrustworthy
Xi..." Wei Wei, the mother and father whispered something, then hugged me tighter, took a light breath and said, "I hope you will be happy. "
happiness?Parents... aren't they happy?
He opened his eyes wide and looked at the murmuring mother and father, but accidentally saw the silent father behind the house.
Something is changing quietly, although it is not obvious, but I can feel it.
Day by day, the relationship between me and him has gradually eased. He treats me very well, although most of them treat me as a younger brother, but I am not in a hurry, because I know in my heart that he is Dingxi who only belongs to me. From day one... it belongs to me only, and no one can take it away──even my father.
Seeing that he was about to be killed by his mad father, I didn't think much about it. I rushed to my father, showing my fangs, and I was surprised to find that besides the murderous look in my father's eyes, there was more sadness.
He is so sad.
──Why?
I froze.
Watching the crazy father grabbing his mother and father and falling off the cliff together, apart from being shocked at that moment, there was a trace of recognition in his heart—there was no hatred for his father, the last pair of crazy eyes, only love, the exclusive love that touched the heartstrings ...danger, rage, and tears of sorrow.
Father killed mother and father, so without hesitation, yet crying.
I was left standing blankly on the edge of the cliff, looking down at the bottom of the bottomless cliff, I don’t know how long, then I turned around and knelt and hugged him, who was unconscious, tightly, and buried my head in the crook of his neck, I thought I can understand my father's choice, because I am so unwilling to lose him... If one day I also face such a situation, I will probably be more decisive than my father.
Because mother and father don't love father, not at all.
Not only does he not love, but he even hates it. Although I can't see it, I know that my mother and father belong to each other. I accidentally found that his eyes were full of sadness when he looked at Tyson and me.I can even imagine the circumstances under which my parents were forced to conceive me by my father, so I feel so unwilling. He has compassion for me and Tyson, and of course, he also has resentment—the resentment of being deprived of freedom.
The mood of the mother and father wanting to leave the father, just like Cole only noticed Tyson, subtle and so easy to detect, so the father is so sad...I would rather choose the death that binds each other than let go of that hand, and Sorry for killing mom and dad.
Hugging Cole tightly, no one can take him away from me.
Impossible until death.
He belongs to me, I belong to Norman alone, he belongs to me, I never doubt it, even if he is stamped with a weird mark by that annoying female──It is something that only the opposite sex can leave Mark, it doesn't matter, I don't care who he is, after all, he, Cole, is mine.
This is fate, it is destiny.
────I don't want you to leave, and I don't allow you to leave. You can only go home with me. Even if that female comes to snatch me, I will stick to you and never let go. ──
Rather than saying that he doesn't want to go back to the village, it's better to say that I don't want him to go back to the village.
He will probably never know that I actually told the story of the bloody bee on purpose. I told Ley, and Ley also passed it on as I wanted. out of his mind?It's just that I didn't expect to kill my parents, but all of this was an accident. I told myself that everything was worth it in order to get Cole.
My heart is colder than anyone else's.
I took advantage of Cole's sympathy and stayed by his side, but I was the only one left by his side, and in his eyes, I was finally the only one.I finally became his only one, in this self-created world, only me and him.I was immersed in this false happiness, and found that the days in the forest were not as sad as I imagined.
In fact, I quickly adapted to life in the woods. Although I still couldn’t hunt big game, at least I wouldn’t starve myself and him. However, I was not satisfied. I enjoyed the feeling of being loved by him, so I always I tried every means to hurt myself, looking at his anxious appearance, my heart was overflowing with happiness.
I know how twisted the nature of this happiness is, but that's enough.
It was enough to occupy all his eyes.
I am a very greedy person, if I want, I must have everything, nothing less.
For that, I am willing to wait.
Falling asleep with him in my arms every day, his body temperature is the only thing that makes me feel happy. It reminds me of when I was hugged and fell asleep by him when I was a child, I would hold his hand tightly and feel the pulse of blood flow, as if We were born to be together.
And as he got older, he became more attractive to me.
Unlike ordinary females, his smell is mixed with a hint of an orc, but if you are not very close, you can't detect it. I thought it might be the effect of his animal ears, but it doesn't matter, no matter what he is, Nothing can change my desire for him.
And he started avoiding me.
I was annoyed because of this. Looking at the distance that was suddenly and quietly separated, I tried to hug him in the middle of the night when I couldn't sleep, but when I saw his back, I felt a dull pain in my chest. I don't know where my anxiety came from. Come on, maybe it's that little orc who has malicious intentions?Or was it Ley who pretended to be fine after hearing the news but kept staring at Cole with nostalgic eyes?Or... it was Tyson who suddenly appeared...
I'm uneasy, I'm very uneasy.
In the end, I still didn't hug him, but just stuck my head on his back quietly. I don't know why I am so useless. Maybe it's because he always only regards me as a younger brother, or it's my own negation of myself.
He is so beautiful, but I am so dirty.
My soul has long been distorted, I am afraid that he will find out, I am afraid that he will say it back, I am afraid that he will say that he misses the past, and I am afraid that he will say that he still loves others.
I'll go crazy, I'll kill him with my hands, just like my father killed my mother and father.Thinking of this moment, I was so scared that I couldn't sleep, I was so frightened that I was shaking all over, I was frightened, I kept rubbing my hands, I wanted to get close to him, I wanted to hug him, but I was even more afraid that if I couldn't control myself, I would kill him...
And just when I kept trembling, he turned around and hugged me.
"Are you sick? Why are you shaking all the time?"
"I'm cold, can you give me a hug, Cole."
"What a childish request." So he reached out and hugged me.
"...to hold until morning." His heartbeat, warm chest is the safest place.
"Yeah." He smiled at me helplessly, and he agreed to my little waywardness.
However, such a smile made me feel even more guilty. He never knew how dirty the thoughts in my heart were. My willfulness was only due to my hideousness and my uncontrollable desire for possession... That night, I lay in his arms , wait until dawn.
Then I found the prettiest windwolf pelt and wooed him.
I can't stand it, I want him to be mine right now.
It doesn't matter if I'm selfish, I used this semi-forced form to make him mine, whether he really likes me, or is soft-hearted and afraid that I will be hurt, all in all, I can't wait.
At night, looking at him sleeping peacefully in my arms, I wrapped my hands around him, interlocked my fingers, then lowered my head and kissed his forehead lightly, saying: "Forgive me for being such a despicable orc. Let you choose me, sorry, but I am very happy."
Yes, I am very happy, but at the same time very disturbed?──Because this is like an illusory happiness, I don’t know when it will disappear from my eyes. ?
☆, (18 fresh coins) extra chapter.Me in your eyes (3)
? Blood.
When I woke up, I heard the sound of dripping blood, tick, tick, tick—
But when I opened my eyes, there was nothing. I looked at my clean hands, and then I was surrounded by a slightly familiar but extremely strange environment. I was in a daze, and I didn’t know why. I slowly stepped out of bed. My body was very light. What did I feel? No, it was a strange and weird feeling.
His throat was extremely thirsty and full of fishy smell, so he came to the bucket in the corner, only to see his blood-red eyes.
Immediately, her heart beat violently, and her blood-colored eyes...
At this time, someone walked into the house.
"You're awake." With blue eyes like the sea, he looked at me full of surprise, then he walked over quickly, took my arm, and threw it into my arms as if he was very familiar.
Is someone you know?
Looking down at him, meeting his eyes.
"I've been waiting for you to wake up for a long time since you were injured, Tyson." He stroked my chin softly, with a loving tone.
Tyson?
Hearing this name, I felt a little displeasure from the bottom of my heart, and what made me even more disgusted was the loving gaze of this female in front of me, and the next step, he went straight forward and kissed me, I froze, and then reflected Sex pushed him away.
"Who are you?" He shouted angrily and questioned.
"Why are you looking at me with such strange eyes," he said sadly, "I am your female, don't you remember?"
My...female?
A pair of crying eyes suddenly flashed in my mind.
The hairs on the back stood up impressively.
Just when I was in a daze again, the female in front of me fell into my arms again, hugged me dumbfounded, and cried: "Please don't look at me like this, I love you, from a long time ago I love you very much..." The crying and teary eyes are shining, it doesn't seem to be lying, but why is my heart flustered so much?
I can't tell whether this female is lying or not, but people around me have told me that my name is indeed "Tyson" and I am the patriarch of this forest tribe, and the female named "Heather" is exactly my female. And married a long time ago, and have a child.
child?Why have I never seen it?
I didn't ask Heather, or whenever I hesitated to speak, he could always change the subject very cleverly. In addition, no one in the village seemed to deceive me. Their eyes were so sincere, which also implied With some unpredictable mystery, I suddenly found that many people in the village had blood-colored eyes, so I turned around and asked Heather who never left me.
He smiled at me, came to hold my hand, looked up and said: "Everyone is the same, because we are a very powerful tribe, so many people and beasts have strong blood, don't care so much."
powerful?Still belligerent?I can't deny it.Since I woke up, the tribe has annexed several small tribes in a row. It is more appropriate to say that it is an extermination rather than an annexation... During the battle, the tribesmen seemed to be crazy, merciless, their eyes , there is no humanity left, only killing remains.
"...Really." I subconsciously hated the hand held by him, but because he was my "female", I didn't pull it away.
Very strange.
I can’t say there is anything strange, although everyone is very kind, although it seems to be true, but I always feel that there is something wrong in my heart, especially in the dead of night, when I close my eyes, there are always drops of blood echoing in my ears the sound of.
What is wrong?
Who am I... on earth...?
Such chaotic days lasted for half a year, until that day, that orc named Simon suddenly rushed in front of me, angrily raised a bone knife to stab me and my heart, I easily dodged, crushed his arm with my backhand, low Eyebrows coldly said: "What are you going to do?"
"Need to say, I'm going to kill you!" Even though his bones were crushed, his eyes were still full of strong resentment.
"Why."
"You killed my female and child!" He said coldly, with blood between his lips and teeth.
"Your female and child?" I tilted my head in confusion.
Unexpectedly, he laughed coldly, came out, and slapped me hard with his backhand. When I came back to my senses, he had already plunged the bone knife into my throat.
In an instant, blood flowed profusely, but there was no pain.
Realizing this, I froze and stood there looking at him, but he kept laughing wildly, the expression on his face twisted together because of pain, he staggered, pointed at me through gritted teeth and said, "You put me The Berg and the children all turned into... No! It should be said that you turned the whole clan into monsters like you!"
monster……?
I lowered my head and took a closer look. In his eyes, the bleeding of me was shocking, but...it didn't hurt.
"Understood? You are already dead, you turned into such a monster after death!" He clutched his arm and cursed fiercely, "You became Heather's puppet, not only killing your own brother , and have a child with Heather..." At this point, he paused inexplicably, and his expression became more sad and angry, "The person I love the most, no matter whether he lives or dies, cannot be betrayed, and if you betray him like this, I will So sad for him!"
"Who is he?
His words immediately confused me, I fixedly looked at him, wanting to ask more clearly, but──
A sharp knife had pierced his chest.
Blood red, warm blood different from my own splashed on his face, when he fell heavily, I saw Heather standing behind him with a gentle expression.
"Are you okay, Tyson." He reached out and hugged me tenderly as usual.
The tone is so sweet and gentle, and, seductive.
Then he gently pulled out the bone knife on his throat and licked the blood from my neck, and the sound of the blood dripping from the bone knife came into his ears very clearly, it was the crisp, tick, tick, tick in the dream , tick...
Before I realized it, I had already pushed Heather away and rushed into the forest like crazy.
Standing on the edge of that familiar yet unfamiliar cliff, staring at the opaque darkness and the cold wind, slowly closed his eyes and fell forward.
When I opened my eyes again, I was still alive, staring blankly at the sky, with blood dripping from my neck and body.
Tick, tick, tick—
Thinking about it, that was the last moment of my life, the voice I heard...
I am already dead.
A long time ago, I left my most beloved person and died alone.
The memory awakens at that moment, and the "self" that has long since died.The bones of my whole body are broken. If it is normal, I should not have the strength to stand up, but now I have no pain at all. With a distorted self, I slowly stood up and wandered in the swamp full of miasma and putrid smell side, and the further I go, the clearer my head becomes.
I clearly remember that my name is not Tyson, my name is Norman, and my female is not Heather, but... Cole, that stupid and gentle little monster with animal ears.
"Cole..."
Where are you now?
Do you... still remember me?
I'm still alive, even in this form, but I'm still alive.
want to see you.
want to come back to you.
Thinking about you is going crazy.
My heart throbbed more with every step I took, just as I hated myself more every time I thought about him.
I can't feel any pain in my body, but my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.
For the next year, I couldn’t leave this miasma-filled swamp. Thanks to my inhuman physique, I wasn’t afraid of the poisonous gas inside. Although I wasn’t afraid of the poisonous gas, I gradually discovered that I would feel hungry, and day by day, My body began to change slightly, especially the broken bones, which started to recover by themselves.
The redness on the eyeballs also slowly subsided, although it was not obvious.
I don't know if it's the effect of these poisonous weeds, or the miasma of the swamp itself, but in short, I gradually returned to myself.However, the long-term longing and struggle made me unable to extricate myself from the abyss of despair. I began to look for a way out, non-stop, non-stop, and finally found the exit.
However, what was waiting for me at the exit was an unexpected person.
Ley.
I stared at him blankly, then anxiously remembered Cole who was finally entrusted to him, so I walked forward, but he looked at me indifferently, looked up and down, and said, "At least this body hasn't been damaged too much. Seriously, or you'll have to do it all over again."
With just one sentence, I stopped.
But at this time, the person behind him came out, bowed his head respectfully and said: "Yes, just repair it a little bit."
It's Heather.
"You're really paranoid about him." Ley sneered, while I silently watched his upturned mouth, and subconsciously chose not to speak.
Afterwards, I slowly followed them back together, during which Heather kept holding my hand, although I really wanted to shake it off, but I didn't. What I wanted most in my heart was to know Cole's whereabouts, but to no avail, But he accidentally learned about the beast blood of the Gard tribe and the "beast ear tribe", and learned that Ley was using the beast blood to make medicines, and many orcs flocked to them for those medicines.
I still played the role of "Tyson" quietly, until one day I heard Heather discussing the orc-ear tribe with the guy named Barton from the northern tribes, and I remembered it in my heart.
On the way back, I asked Heather, "Where are the Beast Ears?"
"Why do you ask this? Are you...very curious?" Heather asked me with a smile, contrary to her normal obedience.
Shaking my head, I said, "Because I heard you talking to that guy."
"So that's how it is." Heather stopped suddenly, and after answering a sentence, fell silent. After a long time, he suddenly turned his head, looked at me with a smile in his eyes, and said softly, "By the way, your eyes..."
Looking directly at him, not moving.
"Did you remember something?" He asked me without hesitation, and his pupils turned a strange golden color, and he stretched out his hand to me.
The cold fingers carried the slightest killing intent.
"Why do you ask that?" I closed my eyes and smiled lightly, with the corners of my mouth twitching, "Or are you afraid that I will remember something..." Opening my eyes suddenly, I looked behind me, "Ley."
Then with a slight movement behind him, Ley appeared.
That's right, Heather has become Ley's puppet.
Needless to say, I understand that maybe when I climbed out of the cliff, Ley has already seen that I am different from before. I also know very well that there is no trace of Cole around Ley. I believe he is also looking for Cole. , or in other words, he hopes that "I" will approach Cole for a certain purpose.
Ley was not as surprised as I imagined when the truth was revealed in this way, his expression was very flat.
"You can resist the power of beast blood." After a long time, he folded his arms and smiled, "I have always underestimated you, Norman. But even so, you are just a dead person. The reason why you haven't changed is because Most of the animal blood I injected into you is my blood." He didn't hide anything, and he said it frankly.
"Do you want me to be you, or yourself to be me?" Funny asked.
Ley glanced sideways at me, Ley remained silent, first lowered his head, then raised his head and laughed aloud: "It's really interesting, Norman, you are still as self-righteous as before." Then he glanced coldly, his eyes full of coldness, " But don't forget, you survived because of me."
"Then I don't remember." Looking up and smiling, I suddenly jumped up from the ground and landed on the tree behind me.
In the distance, a raging fire was ignited.
"It's that guy named Simon who ruined your tribe." Looking up, I looked at the place where the flames were burning in the distance, which was the direction of the tribe.
Ley was unhurried, still looking at me lightly, and said calmly, "It's nothing, it's just an insignificant tribe anyway."
"Hmph, it doesn't matter, you said it nicely."
"You're not the only one who resents me, I... even more..." Before he could finish speaking, the sound of fighting from a distance was getting closer, interrupting Lay's words.
And I don't need to stay any longer.
The moment I disappeared, I vaguely heard someone calling me hoarsely behind me, it was Heather, but I didn't have to look back, now I have only one purpose.
Cole. ?
☆, (10 fresh coins) extra chapter.Me in your eyes (4)
"That's the end of the story."
I moved the bonfire next to me, turned around, and gently scraped the tip of the nose of the still-unmoving man with my fingers. I gently lowered my head and kissed his forehead, "Wait for me at home, I'll be back after going out for a while." Then I got up and walked out Going to the door, there is heavy snow blowing goose feathers outside the house.
The piercing gale was blowing on the face, everything in front was covered by snow, pale and lonely weather.This year's winter came sooner than expected, and I haven't had time to prepare Cole's fur for the winter. The softest and warmest fur will do.
I clenched my right hand tightly. Although my body could feel the cold, I still couldn’t feel the pain. Looking at the open wound on the back of my hand, I felt a little uncomfortable. After all, pain is the proof of being alive... But... slowly Tightening my fingers, I thought of the person lying in the room, and my heart softened.
My Cole, finally came back to me.
When I got home, I shook the snow off my body and dropped the dead prey in my hands. I walked into the house, returned to him, squatted down gently, and then held his hand and put it to my lips.
His hands were cold, as if dead.
Thinking of the shocked and confused eyes he looked at me at the end, his coma, for me, was actually a kind of silent salvation.
"You have lost all your clansmen, relatives, friends and children, and the only thing left is me." I lowered my head and kissed his warm cheek, and I hugged him tenderly, even though I knew he wouldn't feel it, after all Ley's poison is too deep...... Maybe he will sleep like this for the rest of his life.
The campfire was dying out, and I added some firewood to it.
Ah, how many years has this been?
The time seemed to stand still for a long time, maybe from the day I left him, our time began to be misaligned, in fact, I knew that if it wasn't for my appearance, he would live well with that female now, finally With a complete, warm home that I want but can't give.
He was looking forward to such a happy life, but I deprived him of it with my own hands.
Actually... I've already left his world, haven't I?
The dead, loved ones.
But I can't accept this identity, I can't watch him smile with others, I can't stand behind him but be forever forgotten, I can't live in his memory but can't touch him living temperature...
I'm such a selfish person, but──
"I will never leave you."
I swear, I closed my eyes, I pressed my forehead against his chin, the bonfire in the house made a crackling sound, the quiet environment made this sound especially clear, just like the violent rumbling sound coming from behind when I escaped from the cave that day.
Hot magma spewed out from the cracks on the surface, swallowing the surrounding plants suddenly, and the fire caused by the hot magma gradually swallowed the forest... In the next few months, the entire forest was burned to the ground, leaving only A dark open space, nothing left, all reduced to ashes.Other tribes in the north also scattered and migrated because of the fire, but from this day on, the Snow Wolf Clan completely disappeared from people's sight. Everyone said that they had no time to escape—because the place where the magma erupted was the Snow Wolf Clan. The site, as for the reasons for it, there are different opinions, and there is no answer. In the end, everyone only thinks that this is a natural disaster, but no one will know the evil hidden in it.
The pool full of blood seemed to be just a dream.
And because of the poisoning, he has been falling into a deep sleep, his body is very weak, his face is abnormally pale, occasionally his chapped lips will tremble slightly, make some vague sounds, and then gradually disappear, and finally there is no sound at all.
I still remember the last look in his eyes, which was so sad that it hurts his heart. He looked at me, as if he was going to abandon me in the end, and he couldn't say a word.Although he is now as peaceful as a long sleep, I know that he will not really abandon me, he is still listening.
So I started telling.
Every day, I was telling him my story, and then looking at his motionless face, if it weren’t for the weak breathing between his nose, I would have thought he was dead. I pressed against his chest carefully and listened steadily. Steady beating heartbeat, gentle and calm mood, calm and manic, manic and ferocious, ferocious and distorted, distorted but endlessly gentle.
Under the vicious circle, I enjoy the feeling that this is completely mine.
Can't escape anymore?
You can't leave me anymore, can you?
No one will separate us anymore, because even I... can no longer enter your eyes.
Clenching your hands tightly, this long-lost pain comes from the bottom of your heart.
But at least, I can still occupy you, can't I.
At least... I'm still by your side, just like in the beginning.
"I intentionally hurt you, and I also intentionally watched Ley poison you." Kneeling beside him, I brushed the tip of his nose lovingly, and bent my lips, "I'm a very excessive partner, right?"
He only knows how to care about himself and never cares about your feelings.
"But I'll go crazy if I don't." I exhaled slowly, leaned on his shoulder, and slowly closed my eyes, "Because I let Sarah and your children go, I'm worried that you will look for them, compared with them , I’m so redundant, right?” Opening my eyes sadly, I looked at his unconscious side face, feeling very painful, but I didn’t know where the pain came from, and over time, the pain became numb.
"Are you going to find them? As long as you wake up." The more she said, the more sad and frightened she became.
In the dark night, there is not even a trace of moonlight.
"After all, when I 'died', he had been with you for so many years and had your child...and I was just a shell that was still alive for some reason," sighed, and I lightly pecked his ear , "I only have memories of you left, I told you before, if I lose you, I will die, it's true."
Whether it's the desire to live, or my own paranoia towards him, all in all, I can't do it if I want to let go, even if it's guarding him like this, it's better than losing it... because I don't have anything anymore can be lost, for me, he is the only one.
Although, such a crippled possession.
He no longer has me in his eyes.
And I will fall into an endless wait until the day when Cole is willing to wake up.
END?
☆, (18 fresh coins) extra chapter.Voice of the White Wolf (1)
?The blood on the back of the neck slid down drop by drop, dripping on the white snow, and the consciousness began to become chaotic, but still endured the pain and continued to move forward until the footsteps could no longer move forward, but still wanted to open his eyes and stretched out his hand desperately , wishing to see that figure again, but beneath him was icy white snow, and the sky was empty blue.
Just like... the same color as when he left the Snow Wolf Clan with his mother and father.
"It's so pitiful, you." The clansman stood in front of him and laughed coldly, "Betrayed the clansman for him, but he didn't care about you in the end."
"Are you expecting him to save you?"
"The Beast Ears hate us so much, especially you traitor, hahahaha! How dirty!"
Ignoring the sarcasm behind me, I desperately grabbed the snow on the ground, trying to crawl away from here.
However, the hair was pulled up violently, and the person behind him had the same silver pupils as me, even though he was smiling, but I could see that the disgust hidden under his smile was similar to that of the big snow wolf clan. Like some people, they didn't regard me as a clan member at all, but a pawn ordered to hide in the beast ear clan.
Hehe, maybe it is, anyway, no matter where I am, I am an existence that is not needed, not needed, not recognized by anyone, not loved by others.
Only, him.
──Extra story? The Voice of the White Wolf──
In the beginning, my mission was to monitor every move of the Beast Ear patriarch Sara, and when necessary, take a few Beast Ear females and dedicate them to the Snow Wolf Clan.Of course, I was not willing to do this from the beginning. Even though the beast ears were not good to my mother and me, I didn’t want to harm them, because these are my mother’s tribe, and this is the hometown my mother misses day and night. .
During those days and nights when I was imprisoned, I heard my mother and father talk about my hometown countless times, the green mountains, the crystal-like gurgling streams, and the colorful clouds that linger on the mountains all the year round. It was very difficult, even though I looked up, there was nothing in the dungeon except darkness...
As long as I can remember, I have lived in such a place, surrounded by damp, sticky, dirty smells, and the endless screams of painful females, intertwined with the violent smell of orcs, when I was a child, I didn't I understood what it was, and when I grew up, I gradually understood what kind of hell I was in.
I heard from my parents that my father was the patriarch of the Snow Wolf Clan and died in an accident.
And after my father died, my life with my mother and father became very difficult, because my mother and father were not females of the Snow Wolf clan, they were unwilling to take care of us, and the food they received every day was only a little bit. Not only that, we I had no choice but to move to a remote place close to the black prison of the Snow Wolf Clan—this is the home of the pharmacist of the Snow Wolf Clan.
The pharmacist was very kind to my parents and taught me a lot, but I hated him instinctively, especially when I saw obscene eyes in his eyes when he was with my parents.Many nights when I couldn't see my fingers, I opened my eyes and heard the painful groans of my mother and father from a distance. I bit my wrist lightly and shed tears without saying a word.
I know that my parents want me to live.
why?
I remember that pharmacist with disgusted eyes once whispered to me: "Why do you think your father died? It is not an easy matter to sit in the position of the wolf leader. After all...everyone is coveting that position!"
The Snow Wolf Clan is united externally, but internally they are constantly fighting. In order to become the top wolf, many members of the clan are constantly pursuing power, and this power comes from the "secret medicine" of the Snow Wolf Clan--those parents who disappeared inexplicably. clansmen.
After hearing this, I was afraid that my parents would also be killed by them, so I begged my parents to leave.
"Mother and father, I want to go home." I firmly held my mother and father's hand.
"Go home?" Saying this word, the mother and father were stunned for a moment and smiled bitterly, "Do you want to go to my hometown?"
"Well, I want to go to my mother's hometown." With my arms around my mother's legs, I shook them coquettishly.
However, as soon as the words were finished, complex emotions appeared in the eyes of my mother and father. He smiled softly and didn't say anything, but I kept begging.
In the end, my mother and father couldn't refuse my request, so they took me away overnight, but halfway through, the orc appeared, he blocked the way of my mother, father and me, raised his eyebrows, and said with a shameful sneer :"Where are you going?"
Obviously taken aback, my parents took a few steps back, stretched out their hands to block me, somewhat resigned, swallowed, and said softly: "I..."
"Where do you want to go? Go home?" The piercing eyes pierced me.
Hearing this word, the mother and father's eyes darkened slightly, and they bit their lips.
The man smiled coldly, stepped forward and grabbed his mother and father's chin, and raised it fiercely: "Don't forget, the person who betrayed his clan... was you."
Mother and father betrayed... their own people?
I listened to this scene in a daze, staring at my mother and father who said nothing and trembling hands, while the orc glanced at me and continued: "When you committed yourself to me in order to let this kid live, you But I personally told the whereabouts of several clansmen, hehe, exchange the lives of my clansmen for the right to live, do you think you can go back?"
The mother and father's face became very pale, trembling all over, and his voice kept trembling.
"me……"
The orc hugged his mother and father's waist fiercely, lifted them upwards, bit the ear on the top of his head, and said with a sneer: "You can't go anywhere, you are already my thing, I won't allow you to escape, If not..." His eyes fell on me, "I will kill this kid, or let others kill him, you know, after all these years, if it weren't for me, he might have been... "
The mother and father were frightened by his words and lowered their heads, not daring to resist his movements at all.
Watching the man's hand gradually go down, I was naturally unwilling, and rushed forward to make him let go of his parents, but I couldn't do it with too much strength.
happiness?Parents... aren't they happy?
He opened his eyes wide and looked at the murmuring mother and father, but accidentally saw the silent father behind the house.
Something is changing quietly, although it is not obvious, but I can feel it.
Day by day, the relationship between me and him has gradually eased. He treats me very well, although most of them treat me as a younger brother, but I am not in a hurry, because I know in my heart that he is Dingxi who only belongs to me. From day one... it belongs to me only, and no one can take it away──even my father.
Seeing that he was about to be killed by his mad father, I didn't think much about it. I rushed to my father, showing my fangs, and I was surprised to find that besides the murderous look in my father's eyes, there was more sadness.
He is so sad.
──Why?
I froze.
Watching the crazy father grabbing his mother and father and falling off the cliff together, apart from being shocked at that moment, there was a trace of recognition in his heart—there was no hatred for his father, the last pair of crazy eyes, only love, the exclusive love that touched the heartstrings ...danger, rage, and tears of sorrow.
Father killed mother and father, so without hesitation, yet crying.
I was left standing blankly on the edge of the cliff, looking down at the bottom of the bottomless cliff, I don’t know how long, then I turned around and knelt and hugged him, who was unconscious, tightly, and buried my head in the crook of his neck, I thought I can understand my father's choice, because I am so unwilling to lose him... If one day I also face such a situation, I will probably be more decisive than my father.
Because mother and father don't love father, not at all.
Not only does he not love, but he even hates it. Although I can't see it, I know that my mother and father belong to each other. I accidentally found that his eyes were full of sadness when he looked at Tyson and me.I can even imagine the circumstances under which my parents were forced to conceive me by my father, so I feel so unwilling. He has compassion for me and Tyson, and of course, he also has resentment—the resentment of being deprived of freedom.
The mood of the mother and father wanting to leave the father, just like Cole only noticed Tyson, subtle and so easy to detect, so the father is so sad...I would rather choose the death that binds each other than let go of that hand, and Sorry for killing mom and dad.
Hugging Cole tightly, no one can take him away from me.
Impossible until death.
He belongs to me, I belong to Norman alone, he belongs to me, I never doubt it, even if he is stamped with a weird mark by that annoying female──It is something that only the opposite sex can leave Mark, it doesn't matter, I don't care who he is, after all, he, Cole, is mine.
This is fate, it is destiny.
────I don't want you to leave, and I don't allow you to leave. You can only go home with me. Even if that female comes to snatch me, I will stick to you and never let go. ──
Rather than saying that he doesn't want to go back to the village, it's better to say that I don't want him to go back to the village.
He will probably never know that I actually told the story of the bloody bee on purpose. I told Ley, and Ley also passed it on as I wanted. out of his mind?It's just that I didn't expect to kill my parents, but all of this was an accident. I told myself that everything was worth it in order to get Cole.
My heart is colder than anyone else's.
I took advantage of Cole's sympathy and stayed by his side, but I was the only one left by his side, and in his eyes, I was finally the only one.I finally became his only one, in this self-created world, only me and him.I was immersed in this false happiness, and found that the days in the forest were not as sad as I imagined.
In fact, I quickly adapted to life in the woods. Although I still couldn’t hunt big game, at least I wouldn’t starve myself and him. However, I was not satisfied. I enjoyed the feeling of being loved by him, so I always I tried every means to hurt myself, looking at his anxious appearance, my heart was overflowing with happiness.
I know how twisted the nature of this happiness is, but that's enough.
It was enough to occupy all his eyes.
I am a very greedy person, if I want, I must have everything, nothing less.
For that, I am willing to wait.
Falling asleep with him in my arms every day, his body temperature is the only thing that makes me feel happy. It reminds me of when I was hugged and fell asleep by him when I was a child, I would hold his hand tightly and feel the pulse of blood flow, as if We were born to be together.
And as he got older, he became more attractive to me.
Unlike ordinary females, his smell is mixed with a hint of an orc, but if you are not very close, you can't detect it. I thought it might be the effect of his animal ears, but it doesn't matter, no matter what he is, Nothing can change my desire for him.
And he started avoiding me.
I was annoyed because of this. Looking at the distance that was suddenly and quietly separated, I tried to hug him in the middle of the night when I couldn't sleep, but when I saw his back, I felt a dull pain in my chest. I don't know where my anxiety came from. Come on, maybe it's that little orc who has malicious intentions?Or was it Ley who pretended to be fine after hearing the news but kept staring at Cole with nostalgic eyes?Or... it was Tyson who suddenly appeared...
I'm uneasy, I'm very uneasy.
In the end, I still didn't hug him, but just stuck my head on his back quietly. I don't know why I am so useless. Maybe it's because he always only regards me as a younger brother, or it's my own negation of myself.
He is so beautiful, but I am so dirty.
My soul has long been distorted, I am afraid that he will find out, I am afraid that he will say it back, I am afraid that he will say that he misses the past, and I am afraid that he will say that he still loves others.
I'll go crazy, I'll kill him with my hands, just like my father killed my mother and father.Thinking of this moment, I was so scared that I couldn't sleep, I was so frightened that I was shaking all over, I was frightened, I kept rubbing my hands, I wanted to get close to him, I wanted to hug him, but I was even more afraid that if I couldn't control myself, I would kill him...
And just when I kept trembling, he turned around and hugged me.
"Are you sick? Why are you shaking all the time?"
"I'm cold, can you give me a hug, Cole."
"What a childish request." So he reached out and hugged me.
"...to hold until morning." His heartbeat, warm chest is the safest place.
"Yeah." He smiled at me helplessly, and he agreed to my little waywardness.
However, such a smile made me feel even more guilty. He never knew how dirty the thoughts in my heart were. My willfulness was only due to my hideousness and my uncontrollable desire for possession... That night, I lay in his arms , wait until dawn.
Then I found the prettiest windwolf pelt and wooed him.
I can't stand it, I want him to be mine right now.
It doesn't matter if I'm selfish, I used this semi-forced form to make him mine, whether he really likes me, or is soft-hearted and afraid that I will be hurt, all in all, I can't wait.
At night, looking at him sleeping peacefully in my arms, I wrapped my hands around him, interlocked my fingers, then lowered my head and kissed his forehead lightly, saying: "Forgive me for being such a despicable orc. Let you choose me, sorry, but I am very happy."
Yes, I am very happy, but at the same time very disturbed?──Because this is like an illusory happiness, I don’t know when it will disappear from my eyes. ?
☆, (18 fresh coins) extra chapter.Me in your eyes (3)
? Blood.
When I woke up, I heard the sound of dripping blood, tick, tick, tick—
But when I opened my eyes, there was nothing. I looked at my clean hands, and then I was surrounded by a slightly familiar but extremely strange environment. I was in a daze, and I didn’t know why. I slowly stepped out of bed. My body was very light. What did I feel? No, it was a strange and weird feeling.
His throat was extremely thirsty and full of fishy smell, so he came to the bucket in the corner, only to see his blood-red eyes.
Immediately, her heart beat violently, and her blood-colored eyes...
At this time, someone walked into the house.
"You're awake." With blue eyes like the sea, he looked at me full of surprise, then he walked over quickly, took my arm, and threw it into my arms as if he was very familiar.
Is someone you know?
Looking down at him, meeting his eyes.
"I've been waiting for you to wake up for a long time since you were injured, Tyson." He stroked my chin softly, with a loving tone.
Tyson?
Hearing this name, I felt a little displeasure from the bottom of my heart, and what made me even more disgusted was the loving gaze of this female in front of me, and the next step, he went straight forward and kissed me, I froze, and then reflected Sex pushed him away.
"Who are you?" He shouted angrily and questioned.
"Why are you looking at me with such strange eyes," he said sadly, "I am your female, don't you remember?"
My...female?
A pair of crying eyes suddenly flashed in my mind.
The hairs on the back stood up impressively.
Just when I was in a daze again, the female in front of me fell into my arms again, hugged me dumbfounded, and cried: "Please don't look at me like this, I love you, from a long time ago I love you very much..." The crying and teary eyes are shining, it doesn't seem to be lying, but why is my heart flustered so much?
I can't tell whether this female is lying or not, but people around me have told me that my name is indeed "Tyson" and I am the patriarch of this forest tribe, and the female named "Heather" is exactly my female. And married a long time ago, and have a child.
child?Why have I never seen it?
I didn't ask Heather, or whenever I hesitated to speak, he could always change the subject very cleverly. In addition, no one in the village seemed to deceive me. Their eyes were so sincere, which also implied With some unpredictable mystery, I suddenly found that many people in the village had blood-colored eyes, so I turned around and asked Heather who never left me.
He smiled at me, came to hold my hand, looked up and said: "Everyone is the same, because we are a very powerful tribe, so many people and beasts have strong blood, don't care so much."
powerful?Still belligerent?I can't deny it.Since I woke up, the tribe has annexed several small tribes in a row. It is more appropriate to say that it is an extermination rather than an annexation... During the battle, the tribesmen seemed to be crazy, merciless, their eyes , there is no humanity left, only killing remains.
"...Really." I subconsciously hated the hand held by him, but because he was my "female", I didn't pull it away.
Very strange.
I can’t say there is anything strange, although everyone is very kind, although it seems to be true, but I always feel that there is something wrong in my heart, especially in the dead of night, when I close my eyes, there are always drops of blood echoing in my ears the sound of.
What is wrong?
Who am I... on earth...?
Such chaotic days lasted for half a year, until that day, that orc named Simon suddenly rushed in front of me, angrily raised a bone knife to stab me and my heart, I easily dodged, crushed his arm with my backhand, low Eyebrows coldly said: "What are you going to do?"
"Need to say, I'm going to kill you!" Even though his bones were crushed, his eyes were still full of strong resentment.
"Why."
"You killed my female and child!" He said coldly, with blood between his lips and teeth.
"Your female and child?" I tilted my head in confusion.
Unexpectedly, he laughed coldly, came out, and slapped me hard with his backhand. When I came back to my senses, he had already plunged the bone knife into my throat.
In an instant, blood flowed profusely, but there was no pain.
Realizing this, I froze and stood there looking at him, but he kept laughing wildly, the expression on his face twisted together because of pain, he staggered, pointed at me through gritted teeth and said, "You put me The Berg and the children all turned into... No! It should be said that you turned the whole clan into monsters like you!"
monster……?
I lowered my head and took a closer look. In his eyes, the bleeding of me was shocking, but...it didn't hurt.
"Understood? You are already dead, you turned into such a monster after death!" He clutched his arm and cursed fiercely, "You became Heather's puppet, not only killing your own brother , and have a child with Heather..." At this point, he paused inexplicably, and his expression became more sad and angry, "The person I love the most, no matter whether he lives or dies, cannot be betrayed, and if you betray him like this, I will So sad for him!"
"Who is he?
His words immediately confused me, I fixedly looked at him, wanting to ask more clearly, but──
A sharp knife had pierced his chest.
Blood red, warm blood different from my own splashed on his face, when he fell heavily, I saw Heather standing behind him with a gentle expression.
"Are you okay, Tyson." He reached out and hugged me tenderly as usual.
The tone is so sweet and gentle, and, seductive.
Then he gently pulled out the bone knife on his throat and licked the blood from my neck, and the sound of the blood dripping from the bone knife came into his ears very clearly, it was the crisp, tick, tick, tick in the dream , tick...
Before I realized it, I had already pushed Heather away and rushed into the forest like crazy.
Standing on the edge of that familiar yet unfamiliar cliff, staring at the opaque darkness and the cold wind, slowly closed his eyes and fell forward.
When I opened my eyes again, I was still alive, staring blankly at the sky, with blood dripping from my neck and body.
Tick, tick, tick—
Thinking about it, that was the last moment of my life, the voice I heard...
I am already dead.
A long time ago, I left my most beloved person and died alone.
The memory awakens at that moment, and the "self" that has long since died.The bones of my whole body are broken. If it is normal, I should not have the strength to stand up, but now I have no pain at all. With a distorted self, I slowly stood up and wandered in the swamp full of miasma and putrid smell side, and the further I go, the clearer my head becomes.
I clearly remember that my name is not Tyson, my name is Norman, and my female is not Heather, but... Cole, that stupid and gentle little monster with animal ears.
"Cole..."
Where are you now?
Do you... still remember me?
I'm still alive, even in this form, but I'm still alive.
want to see you.
want to come back to you.
Thinking about you is going crazy.
My heart throbbed more with every step I took, just as I hated myself more every time I thought about him.
I can't feel any pain in my body, but my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.
For the next year, I couldn’t leave this miasma-filled swamp. Thanks to my inhuman physique, I wasn’t afraid of the poisonous gas inside. Although I wasn’t afraid of the poisonous gas, I gradually discovered that I would feel hungry, and day by day, My body began to change slightly, especially the broken bones, which started to recover by themselves.
The redness on the eyeballs also slowly subsided, although it was not obvious.
I don't know if it's the effect of these poisonous weeds, or the miasma of the swamp itself, but in short, I gradually returned to myself.However, the long-term longing and struggle made me unable to extricate myself from the abyss of despair. I began to look for a way out, non-stop, non-stop, and finally found the exit.
However, what was waiting for me at the exit was an unexpected person.
Ley.
I stared at him blankly, then anxiously remembered Cole who was finally entrusted to him, so I walked forward, but he looked at me indifferently, looked up and down, and said, "At least this body hasn't been damaged too much. Seriously, or you'll have to do it all over again."
With just one sentence, I stopped.
But at this time, the person behind him came out, bowed his head respectfully and said: "Yes, just repair it a little bit."
It's Heather.
"You're really paranoid about him." Ley sneered, while I silently watched his upturned mouth, and subconsciously chose not to speak.
Afterwards, I slowly followed them back together, during which Heather kept holding my hand, although I really wanted to shake it off, but I didn't. What I wanted most in my heart was to know Cole's whereabouts, but to no avail, But he accidentally learned about the beast blood of the Gard tribe and the "beast ear tribe", and learned that Ley was using the beast blood to make medicines, and many orcs flocked to them for those medicines.
I still played the role of "Tyson" quietly, until one day I heard Heather discussing the orc-ear tribe with the guy named Barton from the northern tribes, and I remembered it in my heart.
On the way back, I asked Heather, "Where are the Beast Ears?"
"Why do you ask this? Are you...very curious?" Heather asked me with a smile, contrary to her normal obedience.
Shaking my head, I said, "Because I heard you talking to that guy."
"So that's how it is." Heather stopped suddenly, and after answering a sentence, fell silent. After a long time, he suddenly turned his head, looked at me with a smile in his eyes, and said softly, "By the way, your eyes..."
Looking directly at him, not moving.
"Did you remember something?" He asked me without hesitation, and his pupils turned a strange golden color, and he stretched out his hand to me.
The cold fingers carried the slightest killing intent.
"Why do you ask that?" I closed my eyes and smiled lightly, with the corners of my mouth twitching, "Or are you afraid that I will remember something..." Opening my eyes suddenly, I looked behind me, "Ley."
Then with a slight movement behind him, Ley appeared.
That's right, Heather has become Ley's puppet.
Needless to say, I understand that maybe when I climbed out of the cliff, Ley has already seen that I am different from before. I also know very well that there is no trace of Cole around Ley. I believe he is also looking for Cole. , or in other words, he hopes that "I" will approach Cole for a certain purpose.
Ley was not as surprised as I imagined when the truth was revealed in this way, his expression was very flat.
"You can resist the power of beast blood." After a long time, he folded his arms and smiled, "I have always underestimated you, Norman. But even so, you are just a dead person. The reason why you haven't changed is because Most of the animal blood I injected into you is my blood." He didn't hide anything, and he said it frankly.
"Do you want me to be you, or yourself to be me?" Funny asked.
Ley glanced sideways at me, Ley remained silent, first lowered his head, then raised his head and laughed aloud: "It's really interesting, Norman, you are still as self-righteous as before." Then he glanced coldly, his eyes full of coldness, " But don't forget, you survived because of me."
"Then I don't remember." Looking up and smiling, I suddenly jumped up from the ground and landed on the tree behind me.
In the distance, a raging fire was ignited.
"It's that guy named Simon who ruined your tribe." Looking up, I looked at the place where the flames were burning in the distance, which was the direction of the tribe.
Ley was unhurried, still looking at me lightly, and said calmly, "It's nothing, it's just an insignificant tribe anyway."
"Hmph, it doesn't matter, you said it nicely."
"You're not the only one who resents me, I... even more..." Before he could finish speaking, the sound of fighting from a distance was getting closer, interrupting Lay's words.
And I don't need to stay any longer.
The moment I disappeared, I vaguely heard someone calling me hoarsely behind me, it was Heather, but I didn't have to look back, now I have only one purpose.
Cole. ?
☆, (10 fresh coins) extra chapter.Me in your eyes (4)
"That's the end of the story."
I moved the bonfire next to me, turned around, and gently scraped the tip of the nose of the still-unmoving man with my fingers. I gently lowered my head and kissed his forehead, "Wait for me at home, I'll be back after going out for a while." Then I got up and walked out Going to the door, there is heavy snow blowing goose feathers outside the house.
The piercing gale was blowing on the face, everything in front was covered by snow, pale and lonely weather.This year's winter came sooner than expected, and I haven't had time to prepare Cole's fur for the winter. The softest and warmest fur will do.
I clenched my right hand tightly. Although my body could feel the cold, I still couldn’t feel the pain. Looking at the open wound on the back of my hand, I felt a little uncomfortable. After all, pain is the proof of being alive... But... slowly Tightening my fingers, I thought of the person lying in the room, and my heart softened.
My Cole, finally came back to me.
When I got home, I shook the snow off my body and dropped the dead prey in my hands. I walked into the house, returned to him, squatted down gently, and then held his hand and put it to my lips.
His hands were cold, as if dead.
Thinking of the shocked and confused eyes he looked at me at the end, his coma, for me, was actually a kind of silent salvation.
"You have lost all your clansmen, relatives, friends and children, and the only thing left is me." I lowered my head and kissed his warm cheek, and I hugged him tenderly, even though I knew he wouldn't feel it, after all Ley's poison is too deep...... Maybe he will sleep like this for the rest of his life.
The campfire was dying out, and I added some firewood to it.
Ah, how many years has this been?
The time seemed to stand still for a long time, maybe from the day I left him, our time began to be misaligned, in fact, I knew that if it wasn't for my appearance, he would live well with that female now, finally With a complete, warm home that I want but can't give.
He was looking forward to such a happy life, but I deprived him of it with my own hands.
Actually... I've already left his world, haven't I?
The dead, loved ones.
But I can't accept this identity, I can't watch him smile with others, I can't stand behind him but be forever forgotten, I can't live in his memory but can't touch him living temperature...
I'm such a selfish person, but──
"I will never leave you."
I swear, I closed my eyes, I pressed my forehead against his chin, the bonfire in the house made a crackling sound, the quiet environment made this sound especially clear, just like the violent rumbling sound coming from behind when I escaped from the cave that day.
Hot magma spewed out from the cracks on the surface, swallowing the surrounding plants suddenly, and the fire caused by the hot magma gradually swallowed the forest... In the next few months, the entire forest was burned to the ground, leaving only A dark open space, nothing left, all reduced to ashes.Other tribes in the north also scattered and migrated because of the fire, but from this day on, the Snow Wolf Clan completely disappeared from people's sight. Everyone said that they had no time to escape—because the place where the magma erupted was the Snow Wolf Clan. The site, as for the reasons for it, there are different opinions, and there is no answer. In the end, everyone only thinks that this is a natural disaster, but no one will know the evil hidden in it.
The pool full of blood seemed to be just a dream.
And because of the poisoning, he has been falling into a deep sleep, his body is very weak, his face is abnormally pale, occasionally his chapped lips will tremble slightly, make some vague sounds, and then gradually disappear, and finally there is no sound at all.
I still remember the last look in his eyes, which was so sad that it hurts his heart. He looked at me, as if he was going to abandon me in the end, and he couldn't say a word.Although he is now as peaceful as a long sleep, I know that he will not really abandon me, he is still listening.
So I started telling.
Every day, I was telling him my story, and then looking at his motionless face, if it weren’t for the weak breathing between his nose, I would have thought he was dead. I pressed against his chest carefully and listened steadily. Steady beating heartbeat, gentle and calm mood, calm and manic, manic and ferocious, ferocious and distorted, distorted but endlessly gentle.
Under the vicious circle, I enjoy the feeling that this is completely mine.
Can't escape anymore?
You can't leave me anymore, can you?
No one will separate us anymore, because even I... can no longer enter your eyes.
Clenching your hands tightly, this long-lost pain comes from the bottom of your heart.
But at least, I can still occupy you, can't I.
At least... I'm still by your side, just like in the beginning.
"I intentionally hurt you, and I also intentionally watched Ley poison you." Kneeling beside him, I brushed the tip of his nose lovingly, and bent my lips, "I'm a very excessive partner, right?"
He only knows how to care about himself and never cares about your feelings.
"But I'll go crazy if I don't." I exhaled slowly, leaned on his shoulder, and slowly closed my eyes, "Because I let Sarah and your children go, I'm worried that you will look for them, compared with them , I’m so redundant, right?” Opening my eyes sadly, I looked at his unconscious side face, feeling very painful, but I didn’t know where the pain came from, and over time, the pain became numb.
"Are you going to find them? As long as you wake up." The more she said, the more sad and frightened she became.
In the dark night, there is not even a trace of moonlight.
"After all, when I 'died', he had been with you for so many years and had your child...and I was just a shell that was still alive for some reason," sighed, and I lightly pecked his ear , "I only have memories of you left, I told you before, if I lose you, I will die, it's true."
Whether it's the desire to live, or my own paranoia towards him, all in all, I can't do it if I want to let go, even if it's guarding him like this, it's better than losing it... because I don't have anything anymore can be lost, for me, he is the only one.
Although, such a crippled possession.
He no longer has me in his eyes.
And I will fall into an endless wait until the day when Cole is willing to wake up.
END?
☆, (18 fresh coins) extra chapter.Voice of the White Wolf (1)
?The blood on the back of the neck slid down drop by drop, dripping on the white snow, and the consciousness began to become chaotic, but still endured the pain and continued to move forward until the footsteps could no longer move forward, but still wanted to open his eyes and stretched out his hand desperately , wishing to see that figure again, but beneath him was icy white snow, and the sky was empty blue.
Just like... the same color as when he left the Snow Wolf Clan with his mother and father.
"It's so pitiful, you." The clansman stood in front of him and laughed coldly, "Betrayed the clansman for him, but he didn't care about you in the end."
"Are you expecting him to save you?"
"The Beast Ears hate us so much, especially you traitor, hahahaha! How dirty!"
Ignoring the sarcasm behind me, I desperately grabbed the snow on the ground, trying to crawl away from here.
However, the hair was pulled up violently, and the person behind him had the same silver pupils as me, even though he was smiling, but I could see that the disgust hidden under his smile was similar to that of the big snow wolf clan. Like some people, they didn't regard me as a clan member at all, but a pawn ordered to hide in the beast ear clan.
Hehe, maybe it is, anyway, no matter where I am, I am an existence that is not needed, not needed, not recognized by anyone, not loved by others.
Only, him.
──Extra story? The Voice of the White Wolf──
In the beginning, my mission was to monitor every move of the Beast Ear patriarch Sara, and when necessary, take a few Beast Ear females and dedicate them to the Snow Wolf Clan.Of course, I was not willing to do this from the beginning. Even though the beast ears were not good to my mother and me, I didn’t want to harm them, because these are my mother’s tribe, and this is the hometown my mother misses day and night. .
During those days and nights when I was imprisoned, I heard my mother and father talk about my hometown countless times, the green mountains, the crystal-like gurgling streams, and the colorful clouds that linger on the mountains all the year round. It was very difficult, even though I looked up, there was nothing in the dungeon except darkness...
As long as I can remember, I have lived in such a place, surrounded by damp, sticky, dirty smells, and the endless screams of painful females, intertwined with the violent smell of orcs, when I was a child, I didn't I understood what it was, and when I grew up, I gradually understood what kind of hell I was in.
I heard from my parents that my father was the patriarch of the Snow Wolf Clan and died in an accident.
And after my father died, my life with my mother and father became very difficult, because my mother and father were not females of the Snow Wolf clan, they were unwilling to take care of us, and the food they received every day was only a little bit. Not only that, we I had no choice but to move to a remote place close to the black prison of the Snow Wolf Clan—this is the home of the pharmacist of the Snow Wolf Clan.
The pharmacist was very kind to my parents and taught me a lot, but I hated him instinctively, especially when I saw obscene eyes in his eyes when he was with my parents.Many nights when I couldn't see my fingers, I opened my eyes and heard the painful groans of my mother and father from a distance. I bit my wrist lightly and shed tears without saying a word.
I know that my parents want me to live.
why?
I remember that pharmacist with disgusted eyes once whispered to me: "Why do you think your father died? It is not an easy matter to sit in the position of the wolf leader. After all...everyone is coveting that position!"
The Snow Wolf Clan is united externally, but internally they are constantly fighting. In order to become the top wolf, many members of the clan are constantly pursuing power, and this power comes from the "secret medicine" of the Snow Wolf Clan--those parents who disappeared inexplicably. clansmen.
After hearing this, I was afraid that my parents would also be killed by them, so I begged my parents to leave.
"Mother and father, I want to go home." I firmly held my mother and father's hand.
"Go home?" Saying this word, the mother and father were stunned for a moment and smiled bitterly, "Do you want to go to my hometown?"
"Well, I want to go to my mother's hometown." With my arms around my mother's legs, I shook them coquettishly.
However, as soon as the words were finished, complex emotions appeared in the eyes of my mother and father. He smiled softly and didn't say anything, but I kept begging.
In the end, my mother and father couldn't refuse my request, so they took me away overnight, but halfway through, the orc appeared, he blocked the way of my mother, father and me, raised his eyebrows, and said with a shameful sneer :"Where are you going?"
Obviously taken aback, my parents took a few steps back, stretched out their hands to block me, somewhat resigned, swallowed, and said softly: "I..."
"Where do you want to go? Go home?" The piercing eyes pierced me.
Hearing this word, the mother and father's eyes darkened slightly, and they bit their lips.
The man smiled coldly, stepped forward and grabbed his mother and father's chin, and raised it fiercely: "Don't forget, the person who betrayed his clan... was you."
Mother and father betrayed... their own people?
I listened to this scene in a daze, staring at my mother and father who said nothing and trembling hands, while the orc glanced at me and continued: "When you committed yourself to me in order to let this kid live, you But I personally told the whereabouts of several clansmen, hehe, exchange the lives of my clansmen for the right to live, do you think you can go back?"
The mother and father's face became very pale, trembling all over, and his voice kept trembling.
"me……"
The orc hugged his mother and father's waist fiercely, lifted them upwards, bit the ear on the top of his head, and said with a sneer: "You can't go anywhere, you are already my thing, I won't allow you to escape, If not..." His eyes fell on me, "I will kill this kid, or let others kill him, you know, after all these years, if it weren't for me, he might have been... "
The mother and father were frightened by his words and lowered their heads, not daring to resist his movements at all.
Watching the man's hand gradually go down, I was naturally unwilling, and rushed forward to make him let go of his parents, but I couldn't do it with too much strength.
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