animal ears
Chapter 114 Untrustworthy
Kiss, and then leave with Norman.
and after that──
There was a sound of pushing the door, and a person walked in outside the house. The sunlight was slightly dazzling, but I quickly recognized the person coming.
"Bryce." I immediately left the child and got up.
The little baby writhed and cried when I let it go.
"Oh! The baby is crying. Sara, why don't you just lie down? Why don't you get better? And don't you know that the baby is very clingy to you, and you will cry when you come together." Bryce said Nagging came over anxiously, picked up the baby and coaxed him.
I couldn't laugh or cry, I shook my head and said, "I can't just lie down all the time."
"It's been so hard to give birth to a child. You should rest and take care of yourself. I really don't know why my family Cole will fall in love with you. You are so old and you don't cherish yourself and you are so cold..."
With a wry smile, I walked outside and took a deep breath, "The weather is really nice today."
The sky is clear and cloudless.
"Yeah." Bryce was still coaxing the child from behind.
I looked back at them and smiled slightly.
After the village was destroyed, we moved to a small tribe in the central forest, all of whom were displaced by the catastrophe. The warmth of each other melted the prejudice in their hearts, and they quickly accepted us. Of course, this is also thanks to Simon's help, although he still can't let go of his grudge against us, but if it weren't for him, we wouldn't be here.
"What are you thinking?" Bryce patted my shoulder in a daze.
Turning around, I looked at him and said, "Nothing."
After staring at me for a few moments, Bryce snorted suddenly, "Don't think I don't know what you're thinking. If you leave the baby behind to find Cole, don't blame me for marrying it casually."
"It has the blood of Gard." Maybe it will turn into a beast in the future.
"I don't care, anyway, the little orcs next door are already eyeing them." Bryce raised his eyebrows, and handed the baby to me, "Sarah, you can't escape this time."
Looking up, I know what Bryce means. He doesn't want the baby to become an orphan without father and mother like Cole.
He hoped that I could love the baby.
How can I not love it?
He reached out to take the baby, hugged him in his arms, lowered his head for a kiss, lifted his chin slightly, and looked at the clear sky, as if he was close at hand.
The mood has never been so cheerful.
Cole, I'm so happy.
I used to think that I had nothing, I used to think that I would never get happiness again, I used to think that my heart should rot quietly.
But I didn't, I was alive and well.
Some people say that living is actually a catastrophe, because there is too much to bear, such as sadness, pain, despair, and countless regrets and losses, but even though life is so bad, there will always be some different things, such as The warmth of the sun is like the breeze blowing on the face, like longing, like love.
After all, life is kind and will not deprive you of everything. Only by discovering by yourself can you find hope.
And you are my happiest catastrophe.
So I will live well, take the baby, love it with your love, and live well together... ok?
Close your eyes, the wind blowing on your face gently takes away the tears from the corners of your eyes without leaving any traces.
"Sarah, come back for dinner!" Bryce called from a distance.
"Understood." I agreed, then turned and went back to the house.
It's just that when I turned around, I couldn't help but look back again—the sky is still as beautiful as ever.
END?
☆, (25 fresh coins) extra chapter.secret (1)
? If you have a secret, should you tell it, or keep it buried forever?
Every morning when I woke up, I would look at the familiar roof and think about it over and over until my father called out at the door: "Ley, it's time to get up, today we are going out to collect medicine."
"Well, I see." Then he sat up, washed his face, and stared blankly at his seven or eight-year-old self in the water.
It must be... a dream.
Or is it just a dream now?
Soaking my hands in the cold water, I closed my eyes, got rid of all thoughts, then lowered my head, washed my face, looked up again, and stared blankly at the whitening sky outside the house.
"Ley, are you ready?" Father urged repeatedly.
Shaking my head slightly, I closed my lips, picked up the basket and walked out the door. My father was already waiting for me.There was no other communication. I followed my father with a basket on my back. My father was much younger and taller than I remembered. At this time, I inadvertently glanced at the east. That towering mountain is still as far away as in memory.
This is the village where I grew up, but it is different from reality.
Yes, different.
But I know very well that I am not crazy.
Because I still clearly remember how I was bitten by the throat by those hungry beasts in the end. The sharp teeth penetrated my throat and the spine was bitten off. I couldn't breathe and my body lost consciousness, but I still opened my eyes wide and saw Looking at him, looking at him who was bitten to pieces by wild beasts... I love him deeply.
──Extra Story·Secret──
Standing on the highest hillside of the village overlooking the entire tribe, I like coming here so much that it has almost become my secret base.
But here, I often meet him.
The female with the animal ears.
Although everyone hates him, but I am different, because when I was very young, I have seen such a female, he is very gentle to me, will hug me kindly, kiss my forehead, although I have forgotten him His face, but I still remember his pair of animal ears.
And, the nursery rhymes he often sings.
──My dear, Ley, you must grow up quickly. ──
But I don't know who he is. When I ask my father, my father always shakes his head.
So I don't dislike this weird little female, and he doesn't seem to want to be near people.
the reason is simple.
"Ugly Cole! What do those animal ears look like? Hey! You are actually a monster! Hahaha──"
The instinctive rejection of aliens in the tribe caused him to be often bullied by the villagers, but he hardly resisted, which made others bully him even more.
Watching him fall into the water, I came to the shore and looked at him indifferently.
But he turned his head, ignored my existence, and got up from the water by himself. He was completely soaked, which was ridiculous.
He didn't look at me, picked up his things and turned to leave.
"Why didn't you resist?" I asked.
He paused, then turned his head, glanced at me, and said softly, "I don't want to cause trouble for Uncle Eli."
I froze for a moment, and stood there, watching his back silently.
Then when I went home, I didn’t intend to ask my father about him, but my father’s eyes flashed with complicated emotions, and he shook his head and said, “That child…is a beast ear tribe.”
"What are the beast ears?" I turned my head, curious.
"It's a mysterious group from the far east." My father smiled faintly, and suddenly patted my head. "Although they look different from us, they are very gentle people."
This is the first time someone has used the word "gentle" to describe a group.
In this world of the weak and the strong, only the strong, brave, and ferocious can survive. I couldn't understand the meaning of my father's words, so I looked up at him, and my father seemed to be lost in thought, looking at the faint lights in the room, with distant eyes And a little sad.
At that time, I was still young, and I didn't understand where the sadness in my father's eyes came from.
Until one day, I began to realize that other people's families have parents, but only my family has only my father, so I asked my father, where are my mother and father.
"he died."
Only three short words, calm and sad.
Later, my father told me that my mother and father died because of dystocia when giving birth to me. He also said that my mother and father loved me very much.
Of this, I have no doubts.
Until I was 12 years old, when the most beautiful female in the village came to my house to ask my father for poison, and I was chopping wood at the door.
"Podoka, you don't want to make the guy with the monster kid feel better, do you? Don't forget that he told Lika to leave you back then."
Lika?
With the movement of my hands, I quietly walked outside the door, holding my breath and concentrating.
Lika...is the name of my mother and father.
"You're wrong, Lydia, Lika didn't leave." Father shook his head, coldly refusing.
"Yeah, he didn't leave...but came back as a monster, didn't he?" Lydia raised her eyebrows mockingly, "Otherwise you wouldn't have chased him out like that back then, ah, even though he came back You realized that he was Lika, but it was too late, Lika had—"
"Enough!" Dad suddenly roared.
"How dare you speak to me so loudly!" Lydia was very upset, and his voice was raised a lot. He pointed at his father and said, "Sure enough, I shouldn't come to ask you, you are just as bloodthirsty as Eli. Bewildered by the monster race!"
After finishing speaking, I turned around and went out, unexpectedly, I happened to meet me standing at the door.
Lydia was startled for a moment, then gave me a cold look, showing a look of extreme disgust, and said with a frown, "You gave birth to such a dirty child."
My father finally got angry and drove him away, but I didn't know why, I just stared blankly at my father's tall back.
It wasn't until my father turned his head that I saw his slumped face, his eyes were as lonely as a dying person, he looked at me for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking: "Did you hear everything?"
I nodded.
There was a little helplessness on his father's face, he smiled bitterly, shook his head and said, "That's the truth."
I remained silent and looked at my father quietly.
"I... killed Lika."
The sun is setting and the night is approaching. In my eyes, there is only the crimson light gradually melting into the sky, and then it quietly passes away, leaving nothing behind.
That night, I had a nightmare.
It was the same dusk, the bloodstained mother and father dragged their shambling bodies, returned home full of joy, hugged me and kissed again and again, but was chased out by Wangui's father as a monster... Mother and father were very scared, but Still came to see me secretly, and in the end, he slit his own throat.
Dark red blood stained his gray hair.
The golden pupils stared blankly at the sky, and whoever was next to him laughed wantonly and numbly, and finally nothing was left.
──Ley, save me. ──
I woke up with a fright.
Looking at the trembling hands, I realized that I was covered in cold sweat, so I raised my sleeves and wiped them, and I couldn't help but get out of the bed, came to the door, looked up at the bright moon in the sky, and then walked forward.I ran crazily, with messy gravel and fallen leaves under my feet, I didn't know where I was going, I only knew that a fire was ignited in my heart, which burned my body very painfully.
This is not true.
This is not true!
Mother and father...how could they die like this?
I shook my head violently and ran forward, the road ahead was pitch black, the night wind was blowing against my ears, and my mind was buzzing.
I couldn't help crying until I tripped over a stone and hit my knees and forehead hard.
My voice, like a ghost, wanders in such a night.
No one knows.
No one understands.
No one... understands.
I just returned home the next morning, and I met that little female with animal ears again at the entrance of the village. We looked up at each other for a moment without speaking. Give me the clean hide.
"The forehead is still bleeding." He said softly.
After being stunned for a while, I still took his animal skin, but left without thanking him.
When I limped back home, my father was so anxious that he seemed to be several years old. While bandaging me, he hugged me apologetically, saying sorry over and over again.
sorry?
I clenched my fists, my nails almost penetrated into the flesh, and the next moment, I closed my eyes and smiled softly.
Language is really an easy thing, what happened, can just say "I'm sorry" to obliterate it...
Then I went to find Lydia, who was surprised and disgusted at my presence.
"I'm here just to know about my parents." Ignoring the contemptuous look in his eyes, I said lightly.
"Oh?" He was surprised.
I smiled and said calmly: "Because I heard my father say something about my mother and father yesterday."
Lidia immediately waved her hand when she heard the words, and snorted, "Huh, that's right, Lika is a female brought back by Podoka, just like Eli..." Lydia turned her head angrily, and couldn't help becoming angry , "It's obviously a female, with animal ears on its ears, it's disgusting to look at, and it can also turn into a beast..."
Speaking of this, Lydia glanced at me, "Don't blame me, your parents are monsters."
"When I became a beast, I completely lost control and didn't have consciousness. I hurt many people, and I had to drive him away. Who knew that he would come and take you away..." Hearing this, my heart skipped a beat. Looking up, meeting Lydia's eyes, he continued, "In the end, everyone found him in the woods. Seeing that he was at a dead end, he committed suicide in public..."
──Ley, save me. ──
There was another burst of pain in the brain.
After leaving Lydia's place, I felt bad all over, so I squatted by the river, which was deserted by people, silently looking at the reflection in the water.
Suddenly, a figure rushed through the woods and rushed to this side.
I turned around and looked at him, and he stared at me in a daze.
It's him.
That little female, his nose was bruised and his face was bruised from the beating, and the corners of his mouth were bleeding.Seeing me, he hesitated for a moment, but still came over and washed the wound by the water some distance away from me.
"Who made it?" I asked after a long time.
Those ears moved slightly, he looked at me, pursed his lips, and said, "...it doesn't matter."
Hearing this, I looked at him and asked funnyly, "Doesn't matter?"
"Anyway, I won't remember their names and looks, so it doesn't matter." His light tone didn't sound like what a weak female should say.
So with a grin, I turned my head, looked at the slowly flowing water, and said, "...it doesn't matter."
The atmosphere was silent for a moment, he looked at me, and asked, "Why are you here?"
"Then why are you here again?"
Maybe I didn't expect that I would ask him back, but he paused and replied honestly: "Go to Tyson."
"Tyson?" A very popular guy, he is often mentioned by people, so he asked playfully, "Do you like him?"
I thought he would be shy to deny it, but he looked at me with a very serious expression, nodded and said: "Yes, I like him." Then he wiped his lips and stood up, he smiled at me firmly Say, "And I'm going to be his female!"
At that moment, I was stunned.
The energetic smile in front of him was as clean as if it had never been polluted, and the brilliance in his pupils was so pure, so warm, and so charming.
He left soon, and I looked at his leaving back again, and I felt a pity in my heart.
Hope... no one can change your smile.
Even though I know it's very little.
The reason, I know very well.
Sure enough, the smile on his face became less and less, and the person became more and more silent.
"Stay away from me! You monster!" The orc's impatient voice came from a distance until it reached my ears.
I closed my eyes gently, and leaned against the back of the big tree quietly. When the orc left, I quietly turned my head and looked at him who was left in the same place, motionless.
The shadows of the branches blocked the sunlight, leaving only scattered spots.
He, on the other hand, stood where he was, quietly lowered his head, then knelt down silently, weeping uncontrollably.
And under his feet, there are some crushed fruits scattered.
Did the courtship fail?
Hmph, how many times is this?
Why don't you know how to give up?
After he left, I came to the place where he squatted just now, bent down to pick up the trampled fruit on the ground, then gently put it in my mouth, and bit it.
Very sweet.
Sigh softly.
The closer he gets to the Fire Dance Festival, the more he will be hurt... After all, he was so determined to become his female, but how can someone's heart be controlled?
Like it, don't like it, what's the difference.
Just because of your animal ears, no one is destined to accept it.
And I don't want to say this to him. In fact, since the meeting when I was a child, we have never met again, and the occasional tribal gatherings are just passing by. He has forgotten me, and I—
"Ley." My father called me back to my wandering mind.
I looked up, looked at my father, then continued with the work in hand, and asked, "What's the matter."
After a long silence, my father suddenly asked, "Do you like Cole?"
My hand stopped suddenly, I sneered, and put down the things in my hand, "Why do you think so? He is a famous monster in the tribe."
"But haven't you always followed him, and you have often fought with the orcs who bullied him."
"Wait." I interrupted my father, shaking my head, "I didn't fight because of him."
Father looked at me complicatedly.
I shrugged and smiled, and said lightly, "I just don't want people to bully my mother and father's people, that's all."
After finishing talking, my father called me again. He paused and said in a low voice, "If you want to pursue him, I won't object."
"Really." I sneered, but didn't look back.
But when I walked out the door alone, I looked up at the dark sky and smiled wryly.
Even if I am willing to woo, he will not accept it.
He is not the kind of person who will give up at will. Letting him wrong me is also the result I don't want to see, and maybe he doesn't know my name yet.
Although I started to deal with those guys who bullied him for him since I was very young.
I don't like fighting, but bullying him is unforgivable.
It is common practice to use poison to make those people half-dead, so people in the tribe dare not get close to me, and even reject me very much, but I don't think it matters, after all, I have nothing to do with the tribe that once drove my mother and father to death. Not the slightest favor.
Even my father.
Failure to protect the one you love is the most intolerable thing.
But I didn't expect that such a thing would happen to me...
On the day of the Fire Dance Festival, he was rejected by Tyson in public. Seeing him leave the scene in a daze, I followed closely, but unexpectedly lost his trace. I was extremely anxious, and followed the smell to the edge of the cliff. Somehow, my brain Blank.
In desperation, I followed him, but I didn't expect that when I found him, he was already dead.
The body was pierced by the stone pillar, and blood was sprinkled all over the ground along with the rain.
There was a strong smell of blood all around.
I was stunned, I couldn't believe it, the flower I had been hiding in my hand fell on the bloody ground...
"Ke, Cole..."
Trembling, I came to his side, I gently grabbed his cold hand, my throat felt like burning pain.
"Wake up, come back with me." I suppressed the trembling, but I couldn't stop the sadness welling up in my heart.
And the next moment, the arrival of wild beasts terrified me even more. They bared their fangs and crazily coveted Cole's body.
"No! Don't get close to him!" I immediately turned into a beast.
At first I was able to drive away some, but more and more beasts followed, and I couldn't stand it at all.
All he could do... was to watch the beast eat his body.
I yelled crazily, nothing is more desperate than the death of a loved one in front of him, and there is no bones left. I rushed over, trying to protect his remaining part, but I was powerless and could only grab hold of it. Some finely broken bones, then bitten down the throat.
Death is just a moment.
However, the pain is endless.
When I dreamed again, I still burst into tears... I thought everything was a dream, but his bones remained in my hand, telling me that it was not a dream.
I carefully kissed the remaining bones, and couldn't bear it any longer, and ran out to his house.
If everything can be repeated, then he must still be alive.
Knocking on the door, Ali looked at me with a puzzled face and asked, "Ley? What are you doing at my house so late? Huh? Why are you crying?" Then he knelt down and wiped my tears distressedly.
"Uncle Aili, who is here?" It was a small voice that haunted me.
Looking up, the little female holding the little orc and looking at me with a puzzled expression is exactly him. Those clean and pure eyes, without any pain, are still as peaceful and warm as before.
And I stood on the opposite side, as if in a lifetime, with tears streaming down my face. ?
☆, (22 fresh coins) extra chapter.secret (2)
? Later, I made friends with his little orc.
The reason is simple, in order to have the opportunity to meet him, and also to get closer to him.
The funny thing is, the little orc named Norman in front of him also likes him. Although the way he likes him is very naive, but... he is also very serious.But I shook my head secretly, and didn't take it too seriously, because I knew that this little orc would die in the near future.
And he... probably will still go according to the established destiny.
Looking back silently, looking at him sitting quietly near us, I sighed softly, then lowered my head and looked at the small piece of broken bone in my hand.
"What is this?" Norman noticed, and leaned over curiously.
Cleverly putting away the bones, I turned my head, smiled at him and said, "It's nothing."
"Eh? But every time I see you, I put it away very precious." Touching his chin, Norman was still curious, but seeing that I didn't intend to show him, he had no choice but to give up and looked at Cole on the other side. , said lightly, "By the way, that guy has become very strange recently."
"Weird?"
"Well, he... seems to have been silent a lot, and he doesn't like to pester Tyson anymore." Lowering his eyes, Norman said with a bitter face, "Is it because I hurt his arm?"
Shrugging, I shook my head and said, "Who knows."
Maybe it's because of Tyson.
Even if the fate is repeated, he has not changed, his eyes are still chasing that figure, and I have not changed in any way, I am still standing behind him, looking at his back but have no courage to go forward.
Norman even dared to grab his hand, but I... didn't.
I don't know what I'm hesitating about, but there are many things like this. The more I cherish and cherish the things, the less I dare to approach them easily, and I'm afraid that they will break if I touch them.
However, such hesitation ultimately cost me him.
Unexpectedly, the repeated fate did not follow the original path, maybe something changed it in the dark, maybe, fate is an unpredictable thing, just like what people pursue, It's all just wind that can't be caught.
But he couldn't give up.
I happened to be outside the day he was driven out of the village, so I didn't know how much pain he suffered.
When I came back, my father told me that Eli and Yitzhak fell off the cliff and died, while he and Norman got lost in the forest.
"Impossible! He won't die!" I slapped the table hard, and I rushed out of the door.
But got caught.
"Let go!" I yelled, trying to shake it off, but it didn't budge.
My father grabbed my wrist, shook his head sadly, and said, "It won't help if you go looking for them now, we've been looking for them in the forest for a day, and their two children... probably, it's more than good luck. "
A sore throat.
I felt suffocated, and the tip of my nose was filled with the smell of blood.
"Impossible..." Still insisting.
How could he be dead now?
I thought doing it all over again was to give me a chance to make up for it, but it turned out to make me regret it even more?
How could you... how could you... just die like this? !
There was buzzing in my ears, and my legs couldn't move. I forgot how I broke free from my father's arm, and ran into the forest without looking back. I also forgot the pain in my legs cut by thorns. I only knew that when I stumbled When he came to the edge of the dark cliff, he shouted his name loudly.
However, no matter how much I shouted, there was no half-answer.
In the end, I had to kneel there, staring blankly at the endless darkness below, my throat was sore and bleeding.
After a long time, I gently took out the broken bone and placed it in front of my eyes.
There is no touch of life.
Then split your fingers.
Blood, flowing down gently, with my tears, one red and one white, blending together.
In the end, I still can't defend anything, I can't protect you, I can't do anything.
He clenched his fist violently, the sharp bone pierced his palm, and more blood flowed out in an instant, dripping on the ground, but his hand didn't hurt at all.
Maybe numb.
Maybe already heartbroken.
Maybe dead.
Yes, die.
...Maybe if you die, you can come back again?
Unable to hold back my breath, I opened my tear-wet eyes, looked at my blood-stained hands, and thought wildly.
Then I raised my head and took a deep breath, I really picked up the piece of broken bone and cut my hand again, again and again, until the blood was bloody and the white bone was exposed, and I didn’t feel any pain, and I continued to do this. Self-mutilation, then the arm, then the shoulder...then, the throat.
However, before I could slit my throat, my father who followed me stopped me.
"What are you doing!" He snapped and snatched the broken bone from my hand.
I turned my head indifferently, looked at him quietly while bleeding, then slowly stretched out my blood-stained hand, and said dully, "Give it back to me."
But my father didn't give it back to me, but he gritted his teeth and pulled me up, and said heartbrokenly, "Don't do this, Ley!"
There was obvious sadness and guilt in the father's eyes.
Will it be because of me?
Or is it because I saw the shadows of my parents?
I pursed my lips slightly, raised my eyes to look at my father, and said unhurriedly: "When your mother and father committed suicide, were you also so sad?"
My body trembled, and my father opened his eyes and looked at me, his lips trembling slightly.
"...Do you know how Lika died?"
"Ah." My eyes were dull, I looked at the bloody bone in his hand, and said slowly, "Mother and father cut his throat, he died listening to the sound of his own bleeding, hehe, don't worry, he died completely No pain, because...he is already desperate."
Despair without the courage to continue living.
like me.
Father's eyes were even sadder, and his hands trembled a little.
But I looked at my father silently and said, "So...give it back to me."
After a while, my father's eyes were full of tears. He looked at me for a while, and then suddenly hugged me tightly, "I don't know who told you, but you must go back with me now!"
"Go back?" I looked at him quietly, confused, "Where should I go back?"
I have no place to return to.
My life seems to be completely stripped away, like my blood has turned cold... Hehe, without Cole, I have no idea where I would go.
"I'm going to find Cole." I turned my head, pushed my father away with bloody hands, grabbed the broken bone, fell to the ground, and climbed towards the cliff.
My father pulled me up and punched me in the face.
"Come home with me!" My father said angrily as he pulled me up.
And I slightly wiped the blood from the corners of my mouth, opened my eyes, stared blankly at the sky, and then got the strength from nowhere, got up suddenly, and shouted like crazy: "I'm going to find him!" Then the whole person collapsed, like A certain piece of the soul was severed by someone.
How could he leave me alone?
How can I live without him?
I'm alone... how can I survive here?
Shouting and screaming, tears streaming down my face, but finally helpless.
My tears won't buy anything, and my words won't save anyone but my hands.
"In this world without you, what's left is hypocrisy, emptiness, and...dirtyness."
Slowly pouring down the poison that corroded the bones and blood, the moonlight was extremely cold, I stared down at the corpse of the person I killed, his struggling face was so ugly.
Yes, I still choose to live.
I live, and then replace Cole to punish these sinful people who are still living in the world, including myself.
In order to prevent me from committing suicide, my father locked me up for a while, and during this time, he told me everything, including everything about the Orcs.He taught me how to dispense medicine, hoping that I would succeed him as a medicine man for the tribe, and I was a quick learner.
However, it is not for saving lives.
but to kill.
I like to watch those people slowly die under my poison twisted and painful look, and this is not my natural bloodthirsty, but to atone for Cole, and my mother and father... People's prejudice kills I met the two people I love the most, again and again.
Unforgivable.
If there is anything in the world that can punish evil, I think it is only evil.
For that... I'd rather go to hell.
He lowered his eyes coldly, looked at his terrified and distorted expression, then quietly turned and left.
I've been, already numb.
To me, death is nothing more than a commonplace thing. In fact, what is more terrifying to me than death is the unchanging life day after day, which slowly erodes my body and heart , keeps me alive like a walking dead.
Maybe, in this life, I can only live like this?
Caressing the bone in my hand, I laughed at myself lonely.
However, my dead heart was cheered by the news from the new orc couple that they had seen a young female wearing a hat in the forest.
I had my doubts, but I... still had hope.
Although I know better than anyone that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, but I can't control myself.
So I began to search for his traces in the woods, but I still couldn't find him for several days, but I didn't give up. I changed my goal and searched upwards near the river, but unexpectedly smelled another familiar smell-Norman.
As soon as I stopped breathing, I paused, and I immediately searched for it.
Then he saw Norman who was besieged by fire bears, and couldn't help but help out a little, and then successfully met him again.
He smelled of Cole.
Cole is still alive.
I was ecstatic when I realized this, but I also found the vigilance in Norman's eyes, so I didn't show too much emotion, I just pretended to be relaxed, and said with a smile: "Ah, by the way, you are talking to that guy now Let's live together."
"I live with Cole, and Cole is already my partner." He frowned, his tone very possessive.
With a slight movement of my fingers, my smile froze, but it didn't wipe off the smile on my face.
"Hey...you're so quick, I thought it was impossible for him to accept you for the rest of his life."
He looked me up and down, "How did you know I was with Cole?"
"When I heard Berg and Simon talk about the females and orcs in the forest, I guessed it was you." In order not to make him suspicious, I used the best excuse.
"Berg and Simon?"
"It's a couple who came to the village recently. You should have seen them. They said they got lost in the woods and were helped by a female."
Smiling, I perfectly continued step by step.
"But... how did you guess it was us?"
"intuition."
"It's a terrible intuition... how long are you going to follow me?" When he found that I was following him, he turned his head and showed an impatient look.
"Go to your house." I said.
"Did I say I would take you to my house?" Norman frowned.
Shrugging, I told him that he smelled of blood, and I was able to persuade him to take me there.
"It's true." I smiled, "Otherwise, you wouldn't think I was going to grab your partner, would you?"
Hearing this, Norman turned around sullenly, and the moment he turned around, the smile on my face gradually dissipated, and there was nothing left.
This kid Norman is even more troublesome than I imagined.
But soon, the joy of seeing Cole again temporarily washed away the temporary unhappiness at the moment. Although their intimate behavior was so dazzling, the face that appeared vividly in front of my eyes, just looking at it from a distance It makes me feel very happy and happy.
Cole is still alive.
Destiny is not that cruel, although it is as ruthless as ever, and it is also as desperate as ever.
Facing Cole's strange gaze, I could only shrug my shoulders and smile, and stepped forward and said, "Kele, do you remember me?"
After that, I pretended to be relaxed and chatted with the two of them.
and after that──
There was a sound of pushing the door, and a person walked in outside the house. The sunlight was slightly dazzling, but I quickly recognized the person coming.
"Bryce." I immediately left the child and got up.
The little baby writhed and cried when I let it go.
"Oh! The baby is crying. Sara, why don't you just lie down? Why don't you get better? And don't you know that the baby is very clingy to you, and you will cry when you come together." Bryce said Nagging came over anxiously, picked up the baby and coaxed him.
I couldn't laugh or cry, I shook my head and said, "I can't just lie down all the time."
"It's been so hard to give birth to a child. You should rest and take care of yourself. I really don't know why my family Cole will fall in love with you. You are so old and you don't cherish yourself and you are so cold..."
With a wry smile, I walked outside and took a deep breath, "The weather is really nice today."
The sky is clear and cloudless.
"Yeah." Bryce was still coaxing the child from behind.
I looked back at them and smiled slightly.
After the village was destroyed, we moved to a small tribe in the central forest, all of whom were displaced by the catastrophe. The warmth of each other melted the prejudice in their hearts, and they quickly accepted us. Of course, this is also thanks to Simon's help, although he still can't let go of his grudge against us, but if it weren't for him, we wouldn't be here.
"What are you thinking?" Bryce patted my shoulder in a daze.
Turning around, I looked at him and said, "Nothing."
After staring at me for a few moments, Bryce snorted suddenly, "Don't think I don't know what you're thinking. If you leave the baby behind to find Cole, don't blame me for marrying it casually."
"It has the blood of Gard." Maybe it will turn into a beast in the future.
"I don't care, anyway, the little orcs next door are already eyeing them." Bryce raised his eyebrows, and handed the baby to me, "Sarah, you can't escape this time."
Looking up, I know what Bryce means. He doesn't want the baby to become an orphan without father and mother like Cole.
He hoped that I could love the baby.
How can I not love it?
He reached out to take the baby, hugged him in his arms, lowered his head for a kiss, lifted his chin slightly, and looked at the clear sky, as if he was close at hand.
The mood has never been so cheerful.
Cole, I'm so happy.
I used to think that I had nothing, I used to think that I would never get happiness again, I used to think that my heart should rot quietly.
But I didn't, I was alive and well.
Some people say that living is actually a catastrophe, because there is too much to bear, such as sadness, pain, despair, and countless regrets and losses, but even though life is so bad, there will always be some different things, such as The warmth of the sun is like the breeze blowing on the face, like longing, like love.
After all, life is kind and will not deprive you of everything. Only by discovering by yourself can you find hope.
And you are my happiest catastrophe.
So I will live well, take the baby, love it with your love, and live well together... ok?
Close your eyes, the wind blowing on your face gently takes away the tears from the corners of your eyes without leaving any traces.
"Sarah, come back for dinner!" Bryce called from a distance.
"Understood." I agreed, then turned and went back to the house.
It's just that when I turned around, I couldn't help but look back again—the sky is still as beautiful as ever.
END?
☆, (25 fresh coins) extra chapter.secret (1)
? If you have a secret, should you tell it, or keep it buried forever?
Every morning when I woke up, I would look at the familiar roof and think about it over and over until my father called out at the door: "Ley, it's time to get up, today we are going out to collect medicine."
"Well, I see." Then he sat up, washed his face, and stared blankly at his seven or eight-year-old self in the water.
It must be... a dream.
Or is it just a dream now?
Soaking my hands in the cold water, I closed my eyes, got rid of all thoughts, then lowered my head, washed my face, looked up again, and stared blankly at the whitening sky outside the house.
"Ley, are you ready?" Father urged repeatedly.
Shaking my head slightly, I closed my lips, picked up the basket and walked out the door. My father was already waiting for me.There was no other communication. I followed my father with a basket on my back. My father was much younger and taller than I remembered. At this time, I inadvertently glanced at the east. That towering mountain is still as far away as in memory.
This is the village where I grew up, but it is different from reality.
Yes, different.
But I know very well that I am not crazy.
Because I still clearly remember how I was bitten by the throat by those hungry beasts in the end. The sharp teeth penetrated my throat and the spine was bitten off. I couldn't breathe and my body lost consciousness, but I still opened my eyes wide and saw Looking at him, looking at him who was bitten to pieces by wild beasts... I love him deeply.
──Extra Story·Secret──
Standing on the highest hillside of the village overlooking the entire tribe, I like coming here so much that it has almost become my secret base.
But here, I often meet him.
The female with the animal ears.
Although everyone hates him, but I am different, because when I was very young, I have seen such a female, he is very gentle to me, will hug me kindly, kiss my forehead, although I have forgotten him His face, but I still remember his pair of animal ears.
And, the nursery rhymes he often sings.
──My dear, Ley, you must grow up quickly. ──
But I don't know who he is. When I ask my father, my father always shakes his head.
So I don't dislike this weird little female, and he doesn't seem to want to be near people.
the reason is simple.
"Ugly Cole! What do those animal ears look like? Hey! You are actually a monster! Hahaha──"
The instinctive rejection of aliens in the tribe caused him to be often bullied by the villagers, but he hardly resisted, which made others bully him even more.
Watching him fall into the water, I came to the shore and looked at him indifferently.
But he turned his head, ignored my existence, and got up from the water by himself. He was completely soaked, which was ridiculous.
He didn't look at me, picked up his things and turned to leave.
"Why didn't you resist?" I asked.
He paused, then turned his head, glanced at me, and said softly, "I don't want to cause trouble for Uncle Eli."
I froze for a moment, and stood there, watching his back silently.
Then when I went home, I didn’t intend to ask my father about him, but my father’s eyes flashed with complicated emotions, and he shook his head and said, “That child…is a beast ear tribe.”
"What are the beast ears?" I turned my head, curious.
"It's a mysterious group from the far east." My father smiled faintly, and suddenly patted my head. "Although they look different from us, they are very gentle people."
This is the first time someone has used the word "gentle" to describe a group.
In this world of the weak and the strong, only the strong, brave, and ferocious can survive. I couldn't understand the meaning of my father's words, so I looked up at him, and my father seemed to be lost in thought, looking at the faint lights in the room, with distant eyes And a little sad.
At that time, I was still young, and I didn't understand where the sadness in my father's eyes came from.
Until one day, I began to realize that other people's families have parents, but only my family has only my father, so I asked my father, where are my mother and father.
"he died."
Only three short words, calm and sad.
Later, my father told me that my mother and father died because of dystocia when giving birth to me. He also said that my mother and father loved me very much.
Of this, I have no doubts.
Until I was 12 years old, when the most beautiful female in the village came to my house to ask my father for poison, and I was chopping wood at the door.
"Podoka, you don't want to make the guy with the monster kid feel better, do you? Don't forget that he told Lika to leave you back then."
Lika?
With the movement of my hands, I quietly walked outside the door, holding my breath and concentrating.
Lika...is the name of my mother and father.
"You're wrong, Lydia, Lika didn't leave." Father shook his head, coldly refusing.
"Yeah, he didn't leave...but came back as a monster, didn't he?" Lydia raised her eyebrows mockingly, "Otherwise you wouldn't have chased him out like that back then, ah, even though he came back You realized that he was Lika, but it was too late, Lika had—"
"Enough!" Dad suddenly roared.
"How dare you speak to me so loudly!" Lydia was very upset, and his voice was raised a lot. He pointed at his father and said, "Sure enough, I shouldn't come to ask you, you are just as bloodthirsty as Eli. Bewildered by the monster race!"
After finishing speaking, I turned around and went out, unexpectedly, I happened to meet me standing at the door.
Lydia was startled for a moment, then gave me a cold look, showing a look of extreme disgust, and said with a frown, "You gave birth to such a dirty child."
My father finally got angry and drove him away, but I didn't know why, I just stared blankly at my father's tall back.
It wasn't until my father turned his head that I saw his slumped face, his eyes were as lonely as a dying person, he looked at me for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking: "Did you hear everything?"
I nodded.
There was a little helplessness on his father's face, he smiled bitterly, shook his head and said, "That's the truth."
I remained silent and looked at my father quietly.
"I... killed Lika."
The sun is setting and the night is approaching. In my eyes, there is only the crimson light gradually melting into the sky, and then it quietly passes away, leaving nothing behind.
That night, I had a nightmare.
It was the same dusk, the bloodstained mother and father dragged their shambling bodies, returned home full of joy, hugged me and kissed again and again, but was chased out by Wangui's father as a monster... Mother and father were very scared, but Still came to see me secretly, and in the end, he slit his own throat.
Dark red blood stained his gray hair.
The golden pupils stared blankly at the sky, and whoever was next to him laughed wantonly and numbly, and finally nothing was left.
──Ley, save me. ──
I woke up with a fright.
Looking at the trembling hands, I realized that I was covered in cold sweat, so I raised my sleeves and wiped them, and I couldn't help but get out of the bed, came to the door, looked up at the bright moon in the sky, and then walked forward.I ran crazily, with messy gravel and fallen leaves under my feet, I didn't know where I was going, I only knew that a fire was ignited in my heart, which burned my body very painfully.
This is not true.
This is not true!
Mother and father...how could they die like this?
I shook my head violently and ran forward, the road ahead was pitch black, the night wind was blowing against my ears, and my mind was buzzing.
I couldn't help crying until I tripped over a stone and hit my knees and forehead hard.
My voice, like a ghost, wanders in such a night.
No one knows.
No one understands.
No one... understands.
I just returned home the next morning, and I met that little female with animal ears again at the entrance of the village. We looked up at each other for a moment without speaking. Give me the clean hide.
"The forehead is still bleeding." He said softly.
After being stunned for a while, I still took his animal skin, but left without thanking him.
When I limped back home, my father was so anxious that he seemed to be several years old. While bandaging me, he hugged me apologetically, saying sorry over and over again.
sorry?
I clenched my fists, my nails almost penetrated into the flesh, and the next moment, I closed my eyes and smiled softly.
Language is really an easy thing, what happened, can just say "I'm sorry" to obliterate it...
Then I went to find Lydia, who was surprised and disgusted at my presence.
"I'm here just to know about my parents." Ignoring the contemptuous look in his eyes, I said lightly.
"Oh?" He was surprised.
I smiled and said calmly: "Because I heard my father say something about my mother and father yesterday."
Lidia immediately waved her hand when she heard the words, and snorted, "Huh, that's right, Lika is a female brought back by Podoka, just like Eli..." Lydia turned her head angrily, and couldn't help becoming angry , "It's obviously a female, with animal ears on its ears, it's disgusting to look at, and it can also turn into a beast..."
Speaking of this, Lydia glanced at me, "Don't blame me, your parents are monsters."
"When I became a beast, I completely lost control and didn't have consciousness. I hurt many people, and I had to drive him away. Who knew that he would come and take you away..." Hearing this, my heart skipped a beat. Looking up, meeting Lydia's eyes, he continued, "In the end, everyone found him in the woods. Seeing that he was at a dead end, he committed suicide in public..."
──Ley, save me. ──
There was another burst of pain in the brain.
After leaving Lydia's place, I felt bad all over, so I squatted by the river, which was deserted by people, silently looking at the reflection in the water.
Suddenly, a figure rushed through the woods and rushed to this side.
I turned around and looked at him, and he stared at me in a daze.
It's him.
That little female, his nose was bruised and his face was bruised from the beating, and the corners of his mouth were bleeding.Seeing me, he hesitated for a moment, but still came over and washed the wound by the water some distance away from me.
"Who made it?" I asked after a long time.
Those ears moved slightly, he looked at me, pursed his lips, and said, "...it doesn't matter."
Hearing this, I looked at him and asked funnyly, "Doesn't matter?"
"Anyway, I won't remember their names and looks, so it doesn't matter." His light tone didn't sound like what a weak female should say.
So with a grin, I turned my head, looked at the slowly flowing water, and said, "...it doesn't matter."
The atmosphere was silent for a moment, he looked at me, and asked, "Why are you here?"
"Then why are you here again?"
Maybe I didn't expect that I would ask him back, but he paused and replied honestly: "Go to Tyson."
"Tyson?" A very popular guy, he is often mentioned by people, so he asked playfully, "Do you like him?"
I thought he would be shy to deny it, but he looked at me with a very serious expression, nodded and said: "Yes, I like him." Then he wiped his lips and stood up, he smiled at me firmly Say, "And I'm going to be his female!"
At that moment, I was stunned.
The energetic smile in front of him was as clean as if it had never been polluted, and the brilliance in his pupils was so pure, so warm, and so charming.
He left soon, and I looked at his leaving back again, and I felt a pity in my heart.
Hope... no one can change your smile.
Even though I know it's very little.
The reason, I know very well.
Sure enough, the smile on his face became less and less, and the person became more and more silent.
"Stay away from me! You monster!" The orc's impatient voice came from a distance until it reached my ears.
I closed my eyes gently, and leaned against the back of the big tree quietly. When the orc left, I quietly turned my head and looked at him who was left in the same place, motionless.
The shadows of the branches blocked the sunlight, leaving only scattered spots.
He, on the other hand, stood where he was, quietly lowered his head, then knelt down silently, weeping uncontrollably.
And under his feet, there are some crushed fruits scattered.
Did the courtship fail?
Hmph, how many times is this?
Why don't you know how to give up?
After he left, I came to the place where he squatted just now, bent down to pick up the trampled fruit on the ground, then gently put it in my mouth, and bit it.
Very sweet.
Sigh softly.
The closer he gets to the Fire Dance Festival, the more he will be hurt... After all, he was so determined to become his female, but how can someone's heart be controlled?
Like it, don't like it, what's the difference.
Just because of your animal ears, no one is destined to accept it.
And I don't want to say this to him. In fact, since the meeting when I was a child, we have never met again, and the occasional tribal gatherings are just passing by. He has forgotten me, and I—
"Ley." My father called me back to my wandering mind.
I looked up, looked at my father, then continued with the work in hand, and asked, "What's the matter."
After a long silence, my father suddenly asked, "Do you like Cole?"
My hand stopped suddenly, I sneered, and put down the things in my hand, "Why do you think so? He is a famous monster in the tribe."
"But haven't you always followed him, and you have often fought with the orcs who bullied him."
"Wait." I interrupted my father, shaking my head, "I didn't fight because of him."
Father looked at me complicatedly.
I shrugged and smiled, and said lightly, "I just don't want people to bully my mother and father's people, that's all."
After finishing talking, my father called me again. He paused and said in a low voice, "If you want to pursue him, I won't object."
"Really." I sneered, but didn't look back.
But when I walked out the door alone, I looked up at the dark sky and smiled wryly.
Even if I am willing to woo, he will not accept it.
He is not the kind of person who will give up at will. Letting him wrong me is also the result I don't want to see, and maybe he doesn't know my name yet.
Although I started to deal with those guys who bullied him for him since I was very young.
I don't like fighting, but bullying him is unforgivable.
It is common practice to use poison to make those people half-dead, so people in the tribe dare not get close to me, and even reject me very much, but I don't think it matters, after all, I have nothing to do with the tribe that once drove my mother and father to death. Not the slightest favor.
Even my father.
Failure to protect the one you love is the most intolerable thing.
But I didn't expect that such a thing would happen to me...
On the day of the Fire Dance Festival, he was rejected by Tyson in public. Seeing him leave the scene in a daze, I followed closely, but unexpectedly lost his trace. I was extremely anxious, and followed the smell to the edge of the cliff. Somehow, my brain Blank.
In desperation, I followed him, but I didn't expect that when I found him, he was already dead.
The body was pierced by the stone pillar, and blood was sprinkled all over the ground along with the rain.
There was a strong smell of blood all around.
I was stunned, I couldn't believe it, the flower I had been hiding in my hand fell on the bloody ground...
"Ke, Cole..."
Trembling, I came to his side, I gently grabbed his cold hand, my throat felt like burning pain.
"Wake up, come back with me." I suppressed the trembling, but I couldn't stop the sadness welling up in my heart.
And the next moment, the arrival of wild beasts terrified me even more. They bared their fangs and crazily coveted Cole's body.
"No! Don't get close to him!" I immediately turned into a beast.
At first I was able to drive away some, but more and more beasts followed, and I couldn't stand it at all.
All he could do... was to watch the beast eat his body.
I yelled crazily, nothing is more desperate than the death of a loved one in front of him, and there is no bones left. I rushed over, trying to protect his remaining part, but I was powerless and could only grab hold of it. Some finely broken bones, then bitten down the throat.
Death is just a moment.
However, the pain is endless.
When I dreamed again, I still burst into tears... I thought everything was a dream, but his bones remained in my hand, telling me that it was not a dream.
I carefully kissed the remaining bones, and couldn't bear it any longer, and ran out to his house.
If everything can be repeated, then he must still be alive.
Knocking on the door, Ali looked at me with a puzzled face and asked, "Ley? What are you doing at my house so late? Huh? Why are you crying?" Then he knelt down and wiped my tears distressedly.
"Uncle Aili, who is here?" It was a small voice that haunted me.
Looking up, the little female holding the little orc and looking at me with a puzzled expression is exactly him. Those clean and pure eyes, without any pain, are still as peaceful and warm as before.
And I stood on the opposite side, as if in a lifetime, with tears streaming down my face. ?
☆, (22 fresh coins) extra chapter.secret (2)
? Later, I made friends with his little orc.
The reason is simple, in order to have the opportunity to meet him, and also to get closer to him.
The funny thing is, the little orc named Norman in front of him also likes him. Although the way he likes him is very naive, but... he is also very serious.But I shook my head secretly, and didn't take it too seriously, because I knew that this little orc would die in the near future.
And he... probably will still go according to the established destiny.
Looking back silently, looking at him sitting quietly near us, I sighed softly, then lowered my head and looked at the small piece of broken bone in my hand.
"What is this?" Norman noticed, and leaned over curiously.
Cleverly putting away the bones, I turned my head, smiled at him and said, "It's nothing."
"Eh? But every time I see you, I put it away very precious." Touching his chin, Norman was still curious, but seeing that I didn't intend to show him, he had no choice but to give up and looked at Cole on the other side. , said lightly, "By the way, that guy has become very strange recently."
"Weird?"
"Well, he... seems to have been silent a lot, and he doesn't like to pester Tyson anymore." Lowering his eyes, Norman said with a bitter face, "Is it because I hurt his arm?"
Shrugging, I shook my head and said, "Who knows."
Maybe it's because of Tyson.
Even if the fate is repeated, he has not changed, his eyes are still chasing that figure, and I have not changed in any way, I am still standing behind him, looking at his back but have no courage to go forward.
Norman even dared to grab his hand, but I... didn't.
I don't know what I'm hesitating about, but there are many things like this. The more I cherish and cherish the things, the less I dare to approach them easily, and I'm afraid that they will break if I touch them.
However, such hesitation ultimately cost me him.
Unexpectedly, the repeated fate did not follow the original path, maybe something changed it in the dark, maybe, fate is an unpredictable thing, just like what people pursue, It's all just wind that can't be caught.
But he couldn't give up.
I happened to be outside the day he was driven out of the village, so I didn't know how much pain he suffered.
When I came back, my father told me that Eli and Yitzhak fell off the cliff and died, while he and Norman got lost in the forest.
"Impossible! He won't die!" I slapped the table hard, and I rushed out of the door.
But got caught.
"Let go!" I yelled, trying to shake it off, but it didn't budge.
My father grabbed my wrist, shook his head sadly, and said, "It won't help if you go looking for them now, we've been looking for them in the forest for a day, and their two children... probably, it's more than good luck. "
A sore throat.
I felt suffocated, and the tip of my nose was filled with the smell of blood.
"Impossible..." Still insisting.
How could he be dead now?
I thought doing it all over again was to give me a chance to make up for it, but it turned out to make me regret it even more?
How could you... how could you... just die like this? !
There was buzzing in my ears, and my legs couldn't move. I forgot how I broke free from my father's arm, and ran into the forest without looking back. I also forgot the pain in my legs cut by thorns. I only knew that when I stumbled When he came to the edge of the dark cliff, he shouted his name loudly.
However, no matter how much I shouted, there was no half-answer.
In the end, I had to kneel there, staring blankly at the endless darkness below, my throat was sore and bleeding.
After a long time, I gently took out the broken bone and placed it in front of my eyes.
There is no touch of life.
Then split your fingers.
Blood, flowing down gently, with my tears, one red and one white, blending together.
In the end, I still can't defend anything, I can't protect you, I can't do anything.
He clenched his fist violently, the sharp bone pierced his palm, and more blood flowed out in an instant, dripping on the ground, but his hand didn't hurt at all.
Maybe numb.
Maybe already heartbroken.
Maybe dead.
Yes, die.
...Maybe if you die, you can come back again?
Unable to hold back my breath, I opened my tear-wet eyes, looked at my blood-stained hands, and thought wildly.
Then I raised my head and took a deep breath, I really picked up the piece of broken bone and cut my hand again, again and again, until the blood was bloody and the white bone was exposed, and I didn’t feel any pain, and I continued to do this. Self-mutilation, then the arm, then the shoulder...then, the throat.
However, before I could slit my throat, my father who followed me stopped me.
"What are you doing!" He snapped and snatched the broken bone from my hand.
I turned my head indifferently, looked at him quietly while bleeding, then slowly stretched out my blood-stained hand, and said dully, "Give it back to me."
But my father didn't give it back to me, but he gritted his teeth and pulled me up, and said heartbrokenly, "Don't do this, Ley!"
There was obvious sadness and guilt in the father's eyes.
Will it be because of me?
Or is it because I saw the shadows of my parents?
I pursed my lips slightly, raised my eyes to look at my father, and said unhurriedly: "When your mother and father committed suicide, were you also so sad?"
My body trembled, and my father opened his eyes and looked at me, his lips trembling slightly.
"...Do you know how Lika died?"
"Ah." My eyes were dull, I looked at the bloody bone in his hand, and said slowly, "Mother and father cut his throat, he died listening to the sound of his own bleeding, hehe, don't worry, he died completely No pain, because...he is already desperate."
Despair without the courage to continue living.
like me.
Father's eyes were even sadder, and his hands trembled a little.
But I looked at my father silently and said, "So...give it back to me."
After a while, my father's eyes were full of tears. He looked at me for a while, and then suddenly hugged me tightly, "I don't know who told you, but you must go back with me now!"
"Go back?" I looked at him quietly, confused, "Where should I go back?"
I have no place to return to.
My life seems to be completely stripped away, like my blood has turned cold... Hehe, without Cole, I have no idea where I would go.
"I'm going to find Cole." I turned my head, pushed my father away with bloody hands, grabbed the broken bone, fell to the ground, and climbed towards the cliff.
My father pulled me up and punched me in the face.
"Come home with me!" My father said angrily as he pulled me up.
And I slightly wiped the blood from the corners of my mouth, opened my eyes, stared blankly at the sky, and then got the strength from nowhere, got up suddenly, and shouted like crazy: "I'm going to find him!" Then the whole person collapsed, like A certain piece of the soul was severed by someone.
How could he leave me alone?
How can I live without him?
I'm alone... how can I survive here?
Shouting and screaming, tears streaming down my face, but finally helpless.
My tears won't buy anything, and my words won't save anyone but my hands.
"In this world without you, what's left is hypocrisy, emptiness, and...dirtyness."
Slowly pouring down the poison that corroded the bones and blood, the moonlight was extremely cold, I stared down at the corpse of the person I killed, his struggling face was so ugly.
Yes, I still choose to live.
I live, and then replace Cole to punish these sinful people who are still living in the world, including myself.
In order to prevent me from committing suicide, my father locked me up for a while, and during this time, he told me everything, including everything about the Orcs.He taught me how to dispense medicine, hoping that I would succeed him as a medicine man for the tribe, and I was a quick learner.
However, it is not for saving lives.
but to kill.
I like to watch those people slowly die under my poison twisted and painful look, and this is not my natural bloodthirsty, but to atone for Cole, and my mother and father... People's prejudice kills I met the two people I love the most, again and again.
Unforgivable.
If there is anything in the world that can punish evil, I think it is only evil.
For that... I'd rather go to hell.
He lowered his eyes coldly, looked at his terrified and distorted expression, then quietly turned and left.
I've been, already numb.
To me, death is nothing more than a commonplace thing. In fact, what is more terrifying to me than death is the unchanging life day after day, which slowly erodes my body and heart , keeps me alive like a walking dead.
Maybe, in this life, I can only live like this?
Caressing the bone in my hand, I laughed at myself lonely.
However, my dead heart was cheered by the news from the new orc couple that they had seen a young female wearing a hat in the forest.
I had my doubts, but I... still had hope.
Although I know better than anyone that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, but I can't control myself.
So I began to search for his traces in the woods, but I still couldn't find him for several days, but I didn't give up. I changed my goal and searched upwards near the river, but unexpectedly smelled another familiar smell-Norman.
As soon as I stopped breathing, I paused, and I immediately searched for it.
Then he saw Norman who was besieged by fire bears, and couldn't help but help out a little, and then successfully met him again.
He smelled of Cole.
Cole is still alive.
I was ecstatic when I realized this, but I also found the vigilance in Norman's eyes, so I didn't show too much emotion, I just pretended to be relaxed, and said with a smile: "Ah, by the way, you are talking to that guy now Let's live together."
"I live with Cole, and Cole is already my partner." He frowned, his tone very possessive.
With a slight movement of my fingers, my smile froze, but it didn't wipe off the smile on my face.
"Hey...you're so quick, I thought it was impossible for him to accept you for the rest of his life."
He looked me up and down, "How did you know I was with Cole?"
"When I heard Berg and Simon talk about the females and orcs in the forest, I guessed it was you." In order not to make him suspicious, I used the best excuse.
"Berg and Simon?"
"It's a couple who came to the village recently. You should have seen them. They said they got lost in the woods and were helped by a female."
Smiling, I perfectly continued step by step.
"But... how did you guess it was us?"
"intuition."
"It's a terrible intuition... how long are you going to follow me?" When he found that I was following him, he turned his head and showed an impatient look.
"Go to your house." I said.
"Did I say I would take you to my house?" Norman frowned.
Shrugging, I told him that he smelled of blood, and I was able to persuade him to take me there.
"It's true." I smiled, "Otherwise, you wouldn't think I was going to grab your partner, would you?"
Hearing this, Norman turned around sullenly, and the moment he turned around, the smile on my face gradually dissipated, and there was nothing left.
This kid Norman is even more troublesome than I imagined.
But soon, the joy of seeing Cole again temporarily washed away the temporary unhappiness at the moment. Although their intimate behavior was so dazzling, the face that appeared vividly in front of my eyes, just looking at it from a distance It makes me feel very happy and happy.
Cole is still alive.
Destiny is not that cruel, although it is as ruthless as ever, and it is also as desperate as ever.
Facing Cole's strange gaze, I could only shrug my shoulders and smile, and stepped forward and said, "Kele, do you remember me?"
After that, I pretended to be relaxed and chatted with the two of them.
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