green eyes

But I know that I started to have difficulty falling asleep, and finally fell asleep. I would really wake up in the nightmare of waking up in the golden cage. Every night, I had to close my eyes and pretend to sleep in Cheng Jun’s arms. I know the long-lost depression The disease came to bother me again, which made me a little anxious.

He is very sensitive. He sensed my lack of energy. He probably thought that I was in the house for a long time, so I was a little depressed. So this night he dragged me out to get my hair done, bought clothes and changed, and said happily that he would take me there. a banquet.

I don't like banquets, entertainment, and I don't like Cheng Jun's friends... When I was a student, Cheng Jun also liked to take me to parties held by young people in their circles. I was stupid at that time and tried hard to understand what they said , although I don’t like it, I have never expressed to Cheng Jun that I don’t want to go... Now that I think about it, I am just a thing he brought to show off, jewelry, pets, etc. Even if I say it, it is probably useless... …like now.

The largest hotel in the city, Dihua Hotel, is a buffet banquet. As soon as Cheng Jun entered, someone came to greet him. I saw Xiang Li, and Xiang Li gave Cheng Jun a comprehending look. He greeted me with a smile and said: "It's rare to see Luo Gong. My house is very nice after renovation. I haven't found a chance to thank you yet."

Cheng Jun continued with a smile, "Jia Shu likes to eat truffles, you may consider inviting us."

Xiang Li immediately put on a flesh-cutting expression, and Cheng Jun talked to him about a project in a good mood, and Xiang Li said: "It just so happens that money is always on top, and I heard that you are coming, so I told me to invite you." You go and meet him, he's resting on top, look at this..."

Cheng Jun followed Xiang Li's gaze and looked at me, and I understood in my heart: "I'll go over there to eat something first, and wait for you to come down."

Cheng Jun seemed to hesitate for a moment, loosened his hand on my waist and said: "Eat less sweets... I will come down to find you later, don't go far away."

I nodded.

The meals are very rich, which are rarely seen outside. I took some vegetable and fruit salads, and sat down in a corner to pass the time. Greasy meat will make my insomnia worse, so I try to eat vegetarian food these days, but unfortunately there has been no improvement , Now that I am in a crowded place, the anxiety in my heart slowly climbs up again. I hope that time will pass quickly so that I can go home quickly.

It's a pity that people are unlucky enough to drink cold water and stuff their teeth. After sitting down for a while, someone sat across from me. When I raised my head, my eyes were caught off guard by the eyes of the person opposite me. Suddenly, my spine seemed to climb up like a wet and cold snake, and I felt goose bumps all over my body. All up.

The person on the opposite side has light brown skin, high nose and deep eyes, dark brown eyeballs, and curly hair. He looked at me and smiled happily: "Yo... It's rare to come to G City. I never expected to meet our little green-eyed canary."

The best digested fruit seems to be stuck in my stomach, I really want to leave, my reason makes me sit there motionless, Liu Fangping... this person who has occupied my nightmares for a long time... he is still the same as before His appearance is long, his shoulders are broad and his legs are long. Sitting opposite him, his tall figure seems to completely cover the lights in the hall.

My face must be ugly, Liu Fangping looked at me sticky with wet cold eyes for a while, and said with a smile: "You are still so cute...why, don't you recognize your old classmate?"

I wanted to speak, but couldn't speak, Liu Fangping moved his body closer, his breath could almost hit my face, and said with a low smile, "I was young... I didn't think about things, and I still held grudges?" I squeezed He tightened his hands, thinking about the consequences of punching this person's nose crookedly, when a voice came from behind: "Jia Shu?"

I raised my head, and it was Cheng Jun who came, he glanced at Liu Fangping, a little surprised, Liu Fangping was obviously also very surprised and said: "So it's Young Master Cheng...you came to City G?"

Cheng Jun sat next to me, put a cup of yogurt in front of me, and said, "I have some projects to discuss... Why are you coming to City G? Didn't I hear that you were going to City H?"

Liu Fangping smiled on his face and said: "Our boss has gone over there. I have nothing to do, so I just came here to have a look. I heard that the higher-ups are going to designate this place as a pilot... Come here first to step on the spot. You know, our old man always Conservative, when I go back and say that you and your family have come over, I guess he will let me try... Have you ever seen Qian getting old?"

Cheng Jun was noncommittal, and only asked where the Liu family planned to invest. Both of them smiled and looked familiar. I sat by the side, drinking yogurt in small sips. Jun said a few words, reached out to take my cup and said: "Don't drink too much, what have you eaten?" At the same time, he said in surprise: "Why are your fingers so cold?"

I forced a smile, and Liu Fangping said with a smile that was not a smile: "Young Master Cheng is nostalgic... I was just wondering why our study committee is here, and I was going to catch up on the old days, so it turned out that I came with Young Master Cheng of."

Cheng Jun's face remained unchanged, and he said with a smile: "Your memory is not bad, you still remember Jiashu." At the same time, he shook my hand without hesitation and warmed it in his palm.

Liu Fangping said with a smile: "Cheng Dashao held it in the palm of his hand like a baby, who doesn't remember? Besides, you went abroad in your second year of high school. Did Student Luo study with us for an extra year anyway? We always have some friendship between classmates. No, Jiashu."

Cheng Jun held my hand tightly, and said with a smile, "Really?" While straightening my tie affectionately, I didn't want to say a word, and it was true that I didn't need to. Wasn't it like this in the past?Has anything happened to me in the communication in their circle?But it’s enough to make a quiet background, but Young Master Cheng always likes to show his sovereignty over me in front of everyone, Liu Fangping obviously also saw Cheng Jun’s displeasure, smiled and socialized a few words before getting up and leaving.

Cheng Jun turned his face and said, "Didn't you never talk to him before? How come he still recognizes you after all these years?"

I retracted the hand he was holding, and said calmly: "Young Master Cheng's green eyes are forbidden... Does anyone in the school know... Do I need to remember it?"

Cheng Jun choked on me, and obviously noticed that my face was not good, so he changed the subject and said, "What did you eat? How about I take you to meet some friends? They are going to go fishing next weekend, what do you think?"

I lowered my eyelashes to look at the raised veins on the back of my hand, and said lightly, "I'm not feeling well, I want to go back and rest."

Cheng Jun pressed me several times that night, he seemed to be a little dissatisfied with my reaction, and worked very hard until my voice was hoarse before giving up. I was tossed so hard by him, but I just fell asleep After a while, he was awakened by a nightmare. There is no doubt that Liu Fangping fell into a dream. It was still the same as before. The malicious eyes and laughter in the school toilet, the wanton fiddle with the body, the cold water, the mother's crying and slapping , gloomy and depressed, and then I opened my eyes in the dark.

Cheng Jun and I have been like this for many years, only the physical fit is left, but now we can't even hug each other to sleep.

Before dawn, I gently moved Cheng Jun's arm. He was dreaming soundly, because he was strong, so he was fearless, and his sleep was enviable.

I got out of bed with bare feet, walked to the balcony quietly, wanted to smoke a cigarette, but unfortunately I didn’t... I quit smoking for many years... Smoking is still a habit I developed when I was a migrant worker. Tobacco, but it can make people sober and invigorated, forgetting fatigue and troubles...

There is no quiet late night in the city. Forty floors down there is a steady flow of car lights. In the distance, the lights are dotted, and the neon lights of the billboards can be vaguely seen. The Genting Tower seems to be on the top of the clouds. Someone blows directly downstairs... There seems to be a clanging sound coming from below. I don't know if the window of some house is not closed properly. I leaned out slightly, trying to look down, but suddenly I was caught Holding my waist tightly, I was stunned for a moment and turned around, seeing Cheng Jun looking at me with a trance in his eyes, I apologized a little: "Did I wake you up?"

Cheng Jun didn't speak, just hugged me for a while before saying: "It's cold outside, be careful of catching a cold, go back to sleep?"

I went back to the bed with him like a stream of kindness, and his heat was still on the bed. He embraced my cold body in his arms without hesitation, covered him with the quilt, and closed my eyes, listening to his powerful heartbeat, pretending to be warm. I slept peacefully, but found that he hadn't fallen asleep for a long time, so I had to try my best to control my breathing steadily and long... I don't know how long it took before he finally fell asleep. I seemed to be dazed for a while, but it was dawn again.

After that, he didn't ask me to participate in any of his activities. He just asked me one day if I would consider living with him...he said it was quieter.

I was taken aback, I don't know why he brought up the old matter again, I thought about it for a long time and said carefully: "Is it better?" But I couldn't find any strong reason, Cheng Jun didn't continue this topic, I felt a little bit of dissatisfaction in him, I was so worried that it was even harder to sleep at night, but I was afraid of turning over or getting up and being discovered by him, so I had to maintain a posture all night and pretend to be asleep. When I accidentally cut my neck, I didn't even realize it. Cheng Jun came in to brush his teeth and was startled when he saw the blood on my neck.

In fact, it’s not a big wound, but he seemed to be very concerned. He stared at the wound on my neck all morning, and he followed me when I went shopping. He didn't take a single step, but occasionally went to the balcony to make a phone call, and it took a long time to call, but he always stared at me through the glass window, and the eyes he looked at me became weird, which made me feel a little creepy, I don't know what he was playing in his heart idea……

No, he came to G City for business, and he has been here for several months. I thought he would leave after finishing his business. Now it seems that he still wants to take me away?But I don't want to go back to S city at all... Seeing that New Year's Eve is coming, I don't think he will stay for long, and he has to go back to celebrate the New Year—there is no reason to bring a male pet back to celebrate the New Year, even in the past, we just kept secrets love relationship only.