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When I woke up the next day, Cheng Jun was no longer there, and I didn't know when the plane was, but I didn't wake up at all.

On this day, I tidied up the room. During the Chinese New Year, I had to do a big cleaning, so that it would be clean and tidy to welcome the next year. This is what my mother has insisted on for many years.

When I packed up the balcony, I found out that the balcony had installed a layer of protective railing under the railing at some point... I guess it was installed on the day I went to the hospital, and it was dark when I came back at night, so I didn't pay attention.

In the evening, I cleaned up the house and made it look brand new. I packed up Cheng Jun’s daily necessities and packed them in a sealed box, out of sight. We must have a good New Year. thing.

For dinner, I made myself a stewed rice with eggplant and minced meat. After eating, I cleaned up and could practice yoga. After practicing a set of yoga, I took a shower and lay on the sofa to read a book for a while, feeling a little restless.

I remembered that I had promised Cheng Jun to call every day.

But I really didn't want to. I absent-mindedly browsed the news for a while and watched the video.

Gradually, the time came to 11:30, and if I didn’t call again, I really couldn’t meet the requirements. I gritted my teeth, maybe he was already asleep, I made a phone call, hung up after a few rings, so that if he didn’t answer Come on, that's none of my business.

Thinking in this way, I dialed Cheng Jun's phone number, but the phone rang once and was connected.

There was a low laugh over there: "I thought you really wanted to stop fighting?"

I felt so depressed, and after thinking for a while, I found an excuse: "I forgot to clean the house."

Cheng Jun's tone was gentle: "Are you tired?"

I pursed my lips: "Very tired."

If it was in the past, he would definitely say, then go and rest.Now he laughed out loud: "If you're tired, you want to talk to me too. I've been socializing all day." There seemed to be a hint of coquettishness in his tone, just like a long time ago, when he courted me in different ways, If you pass the No.1 exam, you want to ask for a kiss from me. If you win the football game, you want me to sing a song to him in the room. No one has ever been like him. It seems that everything I give him can make his eyes shine. Give a little It makes me happy and satisfied, and makes me feel that I am needed and loved passionately.

I was speechless, silent and silent, and he waited quietly for a while, then said: "Why don't you talk? Tell me about what happened after you graduated, okay? The days when I'm not by your side—how could you think of going there?" From G City?"

I didn't want to talk about the past, I whispered: "There is nothing to say, my mother was sick and ran out of money, because she said she wanted to bury her ashes back to her hometown, so I brought her ashes to work here. Later, I worked in a studio, and the boss taught me some design skills, and I gradually became familiar with it, and the boss wanted to marry and leave the country, so he transferred the studio to me, and that’s how I am now.”

He listened quietly for a while, then said softly, "I'm sorry I didn't take good care of you."

I am afraid of what he will say again, the past has nothing to do with him, in fact, if he hadn’t appeared in my life, maybe I would have met Liu Fangping, I would have been forced to drop out of school, and I didn’t even have money to treat my mother... I resent him, It's just because he gave me such a beautiful dream, and then punctured it with reality, and then after many years, when I finally grew up and became a qualified person in society, he appeared in front of me again, disturbing my peaceful plan Life.

I asked him back: "Actually, Cheng Jun, you have no obligation to take care of me. I really don't understand your current tenderness. Why is it me? You don't lack a young, fresh and beautiful body, and you are even more sincere, pure and passionate than me." You can easily obtain love from others, why do you have to force me?"

Cheng Jun was silent for a while, and then said in a low voice: "You are different from others, Jiashu."

I couldn't help laughing: "This is too much like a plot in a romance novel. Every heroine thinks that she is unique and pretentious in the crowd. In fact, I have long since disappeared from the crowd, and I am the same. You don't always think that The poverty and bitterness on my body is especially attractive to your young master who doesn't know the sufferings of the people? Or do you like the story of Cinderella?"

Cheng Jun was silent for a while before he said: "Jiashu, when I was young, I saw my father and mother, they were polite and respectful to each other, they perfectly interpreted the harmonious relationship between husband and wife, and played the role of parents very well. Some, I found that my father and mother never lived in the same room, and each had lovers outside. They had nothing to do with each other, and they still discussed things. Xuan each seeks happiness on their own, their marriage is a family marriage, and after the child is born, they will complete their duties, so in addition to being good parents, they often change lovers, but they will never let outside lovers have the opportunity to enter the family and take positions."

I was stunned. Cheng Jun never talked about his family before. I always thought that he had such a cheerful and gentle temperament because of his perfect family. Cheng Jun continued: "For a long time, in my observation, family friends also Well, whether relatives or relatives, such couples can be found everywhere. I have felt so for a long time. Marriage is a responsibility, a family obligation that must be fulfilled, and lovers, it is good to be happy when they are together, yes The embellishment of life is entertainment that cannot disturb the normal life."

I heheed in my heart, and Cheng Jun said in a low voice: "So Jiashu... I was young at that time, and I obviously liked you very much, but I thought you were just a temporary traveling companion on my long life journey. It’s good to be happy.”

"After a long time, I met many people again, but I have never met anyone like you again. You are so real, your feelings are direct and hot. You will look at me, but you will give me love for me. I was touched by the little things you did, stubborn and soft, once you got your heart, you gave me your whole body, complete trust, complete..."

I interrupted him rudely, there was no way, the feeling was too unbearable to hear him talk about my stupid things in the past: "Young Master Cheng, you use [-]% of the means you used on me to other things, you don't understand anything Such a young man with green eyes, like that green-eyed chef! That one can gain such complete trust, complete dedication, from body to heart to soul to life!" I imitated his disgusting tone, and almost vomited myself.

He was silent for a while and smiled lowly: "Jiashu, you don't know how valuable you are, and now there are people who don't ask whether the other party will provide a stable guarantee, whether there are enough benefits and abundant love, and then rush to deliver Sincere?"

I sneered: "Then you should give up now, I am now different from the stupid student who had no demands."

Cheng Jun said in a low voice: "Your sincerity has long been given to me, and now I am paying you for the future."

I almost laughed at his affectionate language and powerful logic, and hung up the phone directly.

I looked at the time, and it turned out to be exactly half an hour, protruding.