green eyes

After I came out, Li Jia asked Cheng Jun to go in and explain some precautions, and arranged for a nurse to take me for a series of physical examinations and psychological tests. I was surprised that there are so many medical equipment in this psychological clinic.

On the way home, Cheng Jun asked me: "Is it okay? Do you need to make an appointment for the next tutoring session?"

I sneered: "It's all for you anyway, you can spend the money you want, but fortunately, you don't pretend to be neutral to give me counseling, that would make me even more disgusting." Do I still expect a The psychiatrist failed to call the police for me.

Cheng Jun smiled: "Actually, I'm also curious about how psychological counseling works. Is it like a priest in a church who listens to you and then slowly resolves it?"

I glanced at him: "He didn't tell you?"

Cheng Jun shook his head: "No, I only made some suggestions."

I smiled: "It's all questions and answers, most of them are analyzing my subconscious mind, trying to prove that I love you, trying to make me believe in you."

Cheng Jun turned his face and gave me a deep look: "Then do you love me?"

I laughed: "What do you think? Cheng Jun, it's not that I don't have plans for the future. As I said, I want to adopt a child, and I also have the opportunity to start a new relationship, but you have intervened in my life forcefully. On the other hand, I didn't have any plan at first, I wanted to pack you as my savior, haha, so I'm not afraid of being a hooligan, but I'm afraid that the hooligans are educated." If another stupid child came, he would probably be fooled.

He was silent for a while and said: "He said that you have a very strong sense of defense. At night... let's have a chat, Jiashu, I didn't expect you to be so hostile to me, I thought..."

I interface: "Do you think I still have love for you?"

He stopped talking.

After dinner was basically digested in the evening, Cheng Jun lit some incense and spread out a yoga blanket for me, while the soothing and mysterious Indian music played.

I breathed out, since Cheng Jun moved in again, I haven't practiced yoga, and after my face was torn, I basically lived with him in an uncooperative attitude.

I didn't say anything, I went to change into my yoga pants, and started warming up with my bare upper body. He turned off the light and went to the kitchen alone to wash the dishes.

At the beginning, Cheng Jun specially invited a teacher to teach me. What I learned was Tantra yoga, which has a strong sexual meaning. It really made me relax when he wasn’t watching. I slowly stretched my limbs in the dark, adjusted my breathing, and relaxed my emotions. His consciousness sank into every muscle, he raised his chest and stretched his arms, gradually relaxing those stiff muscles.The body gradually lifts, stretches, bends, and turns.

After finishing a set of movements, I crossed my legs and fell into meditation.

When I came out of meditation, I saw Cheng Jun leaning against the balcony, we stared at each other in the dark, but were silent.

He put water in the bathroom, I turned on the light, went to take a shower, came out and saw him sitting beside the recliner, with rose essential oil heated beside him, the air was filled with fragrance, seeing me, he lifted his chin to the recliner: "I'll anoint you."

I was not polite to him, undressed, and lay naked on the reclining chair. He poured some oil on my back, then pushed the oil away with his hands, and rubbed his slightly callused palms on my back. I closed my eyes and heard him say, "I have too little communication with you, that's my problem."

I was silent, listening to him continue: "Li Jia is not as bad as you imagined, he actually suggested that I should let you go."

I sighed in my heart, and Cheng Jun began to massage my shoulders slowly and forcefully: "He told me a lot about the serious consequences of depression, and he also said that you are sober and rational, and the crux lies in me. Separate and it will be easy for both of us."

I closed my eyes and waited for his next words, do you think he will give up?It's a beautiful idea.

Sure enough, he lowered his head and whispered in my ear: "I won't give up."

Ha ha.

His slender fingers slid from my armpit, slid into my chest, and gently stroked my nipples: "However, I will cooperate with your treatment and try to relax you so that you don't feel so much pressure and anxiety .”

He is the greatest pressure.

He returned his hand to my waist, stroking from the spine to the buttocks, rubbing heat: "It will be New Year's Eve soon, I will leave G city tomorrow, the ticket has been booked, let you be alone for a while, no As for the pressure."

That's good news.

He stroked the inside of my legs slowly: "You can work, make friends, travel, keep pets, even adopt children, as long as you feel like doing it, of course, you know what you can't do, your body It must belong to me alone, this is my final bottom line." His hand slid between his legs, gently pinching the hanging organ.

I took a breath, he didn't linger there, and continued to massage upwards: "I try to respect your idea, if you don't agree, I won't want you." His fingers lightly tapped my buttocks: "I I hope every time you and I have a good mood."

He actually gave me the right to choose, which is really rare, of course there are conditions.

He stroked my leg lightly for a while, slid down, and began to knead and pinch my toes: "Do you have any other requests?"

I took a deep breath: "My own living expenses, I bear it myself."

He smiled lowly: "Yes."

I closed my eyes: "During your stay with me, you are not allowed to sleep with others."

He smiled: "It should be."

I thought for a while: "If you want to change someone or want to get married, tell me and stop pestering me, forever."

He stretched out his hand and pressed my Yongquan acupoint, I flinched in pain, and he said in a low voice, "There won't be that day."

I sneered and stopped talking. I wanted him to let me go, but it turned out to be impossible.

He turned me over, poured hot oil on my chest, and continued to push me away: "Then the basic agreement is reached, I should talk about the conditions."

I sneered, and he said lightly: "First of all, you must take the initiative to call me every day. The call time should not be less than half an hour. You must take the initiative to talk to me. In contrast, I will also tell you something about myself. If you want to know anything about me, you can ask."

I don't talk, I'm no longer interested in his affairs, doesn't he know?

He stretched out his hand and pinched my earlobe: "I hope we can get to know each other again, deeply."

He's trying to be mind controlled, but I have no choice.

He continued: "Secondly, you must truthfully tell me how you feel, such as whether you want to commit suicide, whether you are angry... including hating me, hating me, whatever."

Hehe, if he really heard what I was saying, would he directly destroy me?

He pushed my whole body full of oil, covered me with a blanket, and came over and kissed my forehead: "Finally, any time, you want to see my family, or my friends, if you are wronged, or if you need anything If I help, you can tell me..."

I closed my eyes and started to feel drowsy.

Thinking that he will leave tomorrow, I feel much more relaxed, and I did not suffer from insomnia tonight.