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When I woke up the next day, I saw a text message on my mobile phone: "I owe you 25 minutes, and I will pay it back tomorrow."

I have a headache, Cheng Jun and I are relatively speechless, what should we say for an hour?

Today is New Year's Eve, I think he will definitely have dinner with his family for New Year's Eve, maybe many people will call him to pay New Year's greetings, so I called him at [-] o'clock in the evening. Sure enough, the phone was always busy.

In order to show that I was not in debt, I called a few more times, and finally got in at 11:30.

Cheng Jun's tone was a little tired: "Jiashu? Happy New Year."

I replied: "Happy New Year, are you busy? The phone has been disconnected, why don't you rest?"

Cheng Jun was silent for a while, then said in a low voice, "I'm busy with something...I'll call you tomorrow."

I was relieved: "Okay, then I will hang up first."

But Cheng Jun stopped me: "Jiashu, have you slept well these two days?"

I wanted to deny it at first, lest he think that I was cured and come to harm me, but after thinking about it, I still didn't lie: "It's much better."

Cheng Jun was silent for a while and said with a low smile: "That's good, take a good rest, I'll weigh you when you go back, and if you lose weight, I will punish you."

When I was a pig... I glanced at the clock: "It's almost zero, and the firecrackers are too loud to hear clearly."

Cheng Jun smiled lowly: "I remember you said that you must do your homework at midnight on New Year's Eve, so that your grades will get better and better next year. I regret not being with you, otherwise we can do something to make you happy now." What are you doing now?"

In the past, my mother was superstitious, saying that what I did all the time on New Year’s Eve would be excellent in this matter next year, so my mother would let me do my homework this evening until midnight—I still remember Cheng Jun’s assignment to me at midnight on New Year’s Eve I called, but I didn't dare answer it. I secretly hid the cell phone Cheng Jun bought for me in the quilt and didn't dare to let my mother know. Jun sent text messages, and I was so stuffy in bed, I pressed each word word by word, and sent text messages back and forth with Cheng Jun.

The sound of firecrackers outside was already sounding intermittently. I opened the window to make the sound of firecrackers clearer, and then said: "It's so noisy outside, I can't hear you clearly, I'll hang up first."

The sound of firecrackers rang out one after another. It’s the Chinese New Year. This is the most festive and lively time of the year, but I feel extremely lonely. When the phone lights up, it’s Ding Yun who sent me a blessing message , I went to bed and went to bed.

This year's New Year's Day and Valentine's Day are the same day.I received an international express in the early morning of the first day of the new year. When I opened it, I opened a box of delicate green roses with dewdrops. The petals were green and soft, and there was a card inside: May my Jiashu always be full of vitality.

It turned out that Cheng Jun was talking about giving me this gift... When I was 17 years old, I didn't understand these things. I received a rose from Cheng Jun on Valentine's Day. I thought it was too vulgar, and asked him if he could buy green roses.I picked up a green rose and turned it slowly. The delicate flowers were full of fragrance. There is no green rose in nature. This is obviously artificially modified. The green rose and the blue rose Like roses, the language of flowers symbolizes impossible expectations, love that never grows old, and miracles that are difficult to achieve.

I put these roses that reversed the natural laws of nature into a vase one by one, and called Cheng Jun, but the line was busy all the time. I didn't know what he was busy with early in the morning, so I sent him a text message to thank him flowers.

After that, he was busy calling Cheng Jun every day.I think he's finally starting to forget about me, which is a good start.I went to the orphanage to see the elderly, gave them some gifts, read a few books at home that I hadn’t read for a long time, and then went to a movie, and the depression seemed to heal without medicine.

Lantern Festival is coming soon, and City G has a tradition of enjoying flowers during the Spring Festival. Because it is located in the south, peach blossoms and azaleas usually bloom on the mountains during the Spring Festival. I had nothing to do, so I took my camera and went up the mountain alone.

On Yinping Mountain, the peach blossoms are in full bloom, one after another, light red and pale white, like smoke and mist, fragrant and warm, and there are clusters of rhododendrons blooming under the peach blossom trees. In the monastery, there are so many pilgrims at the beginning of the year, and I feel dizzy when I see it, so I didn't go up to join in the fun, I just took a walk in the peach blossom forest.

The sky was clear and bright, but in a blink of an eye I saw two acquaintances, Li Cheng and Cui Changhai, it was rare that they were still together, and I don't know how much sweet talk Li Cheng had planned.I wanted to pretend I didn't see it, and turned around to leave, but Li Cheng stopped me: "Why is Luo Gong here alone?"

I turned my face and smiled: "Happy New Year, the weather is really nice today, it's rare to meet you two."

Cui Changhai looked me up and down, and said in disbelief, "Why do you still have the time to hang out here? You're not worried about Brother Cheng at all?"

I was stunned, Li Cheng smiled and patted Cui Changhai on the shoulder: "Young Master Cheng dotes on him very much, how can he let him know about these things."

Cui Changhai's eyes widened: "Need to say? Don't you watch TV or the news? Even if you care a little bit about Brother Cheng, you don't even know about getting married."

Seeing him hating him for indisputableness, I felt a little uncomfortable, and said lightly: "Just mind your own business, what do you do to point fingers at others?"

Cui Changhai curled his lips, Li Cheng smiled and said: "I heard that the young master of the Liu family was involved in a transnational drug trafficking case a few days ago. Originally, their family had a big business, so although the young master of the Liu family has caught the current situation, it is not impossible Unexpectedly, the Cheng family suddenly intervened and directly suppressed the evidence. The Liu family spent a lot of effort, but they had to fall into the hands of others. After a round of confrontation between the two sides, Liu Fangping managed to handle it. After being released on bail pending trial, I had to give back to the Cheng family. The Cheng family should keep a low profile these days, but all of a sudden the wall was pushed down by everyone, and several people were investigated again and again. I couldn't handle it. Young Master Cheng must be very busy now Bar."

My heart tightened, as if I had been pulled, Li Cheng looked at his words and said with a smile: "It seems that Luo Gong is well protected... It's a pity that I can't help you now, it will be a foregone conclusion in the future, what needs me Just give me a call to help."

I reluctantly nodded, turned around and went down the mountain.

Liu Fangping was released on bail pending trial, and Cheng Jun got into a fight with the Liu family for me. I was too shocked by the news.

When I got home, I tossed and turned, checked the news on the Internet, and only saw the news that an official surnamed Cheng was investigated. I saw that the name was familiar. After thinking about it for a while, I suddenly remembered that it was Cheng Jun’s uncle, the one of the prisoner girl on the island. .I took out my mobile phone and looked at it repeatedly for a long time. I didn't call Cheng Jun, but called Xiang Li. I remember that he was familiar with Cheng Jun.Xiang Li was a little surprised when he received my call. After a few words of pleasantries, I asked him directly about starting a family. He hesitated for a while, then concealed his words: "Political matters are not that simple. Don't get involved, now the elders in the family are telling us to keep a distance, I think it's...something is not good, but it's hard to say these things until the last moment, it's not too bad to have a big family, but this time Jun is a little impulsive, he is really not like him who has always been calm, if you still have contact with him, you might as well persuade him."

My heart seemed to sink to the bottom of the water, icy cold to the bone.

After hanging up the phone, I sat motionless on the bed and thought about what to do, but I also knew that the current level of development was beyond my control.Cheng Jun didn't tell me, because he obviously knew that I couldn't do anything.

As the sky gradually darkened, I sat until my whole body was cold, and suddenly remembered that I hadn’t eaten lunch or dinner. When I touched my cheek, there were tears all over it. I went to the medicine cabinet and found out the medicine that Li Jia prescribed for me a while ago. I want to take it. I also remembered that it was not right to have an empty stomach, so I went to the kitchen to cook, planning to cook a bowl of noodles, but I found out that there were no dried noodles after boiling water.

I threw two eggs and a potato into it, boiled them, peeled them, and ate them. In fact, I didn’t have any appetite at all, but I sprinkled salt and pepper on them to force myself to eat them one bite at a time. Then I kept my chest stuck and swallowed the pills, one bite at a time. The drink of water let it slide off.

I try my best to read, listen to music, do yoga, and go to bed as I normally would.

No accident, I kept my eyes open until midnight, got up to go to the bathroom, and slapped myself twice in the mirror.

My face was burning with pain, and the pain made me more awake.Since I couldn't fall asleep, I turned on the computer and started counting the money I could use and collect. I found the phone numbers of a few real estate agents I knew well, and planned to contact them early the next morning to sell the real estate under my name. .

The dawn was very slow, and I have a deep understanding of what it means to have a long night since I lost sleep, but I remember this night even more deeply.

After finally going to work, I contacted a real estate agent to sell the house, and then transferred some scattered funds to one place. When I was busy, Cheng Jun called.

I hesitated for a while before connecting. Cheng Jun's voice was as calm as usual: "Jiashu? I've been too busy these days, so I don't have time to chat with you. How are you? How did you sleep?"

My mind was blank, and it took me a while to figure out what I wanted to say: "Cheng Jun, I have some money here... about 3000 million deposits, and some funds will be available in a few days. , if you need money, I can try my best to collect some here."

Cheng Jun paused for a while, then chuckled: "Where did you hear some rumors... Don't worry, your little money won't be used, don't worry about it."

I frowned, and asked bluntly, "Is it because of me reporting Liu Fangping?"

Cheng Jun breathed a sigh of relief: "His family has never gotten along with our family, this time it just coincides with the meeting, but you don't go out recently and stay at home more, if you are bored, I will ask Li Jia to visit you and chat with you, okay?" good?"

I couldn't bear his coaxing tone to the child, and said in a blunt tone: "Don't call him, can't you tell me the truth?"

Cheng Jun laughed: "The truth is that it's all right, can you trust me? How about I get someone to go through the formalities for you, and you go abroad to relax, okay? Is there any place you want to go? Go and see your sister, okay?" ?”

I pursed my lips: "I'm not going anywhere."

Cheng Jun's tone was still relaxed: "If you don't go, you won't go. Relax, I'll go back to see you in a few days." When the phone rang over there, he paused and said, "Have some confidence in me... I will protect you." good."

The phone hung up, and I was a little dazed. There was a call from the real estate agent, saying that someone was interested in buying a shop, and he said a price, which was already higher than when I bought it, but of course it was different from the current price. Considering so much, just ask for full cash payment, the price is easy to say.

After struggling for a few days, I couldn't see anything in the news, because I was too unfamiliar with their circle, so I lacked insightful eyes.Li Jia came to see me, and they were all words of relief. I asked him to hand over the money to Cheng Jun for me, but he refused to accept it, saying that I don't have to worry too much, and analyzed the news for me. It seems that the influence of the Liu family is indeed true. bigger.

I was skeptical, but I had no choice but to relax a little bit. In my mind, Cheng Jun has always been a steady and reliable person, and he should not be defeated.

With such expectations, I forced myself to live a normal life as much as possible, and waited for Cheng Jun to tell me the result.

But this day I got a call.

The phone was from an unfamiliar number. I thought it was a real estate agent, but when I answered it, I heard a voice that made my whole body tremble: "Luo Jiashu, Cheng Jun protected you well."

The cold and hateful voice made my whole body tremble slightly, and I said coldly, "Liu Fangping, how does it feel to celebrate the New Year in prison?"

Liu Fangping laughed there: "I miscalculated. I didn't expect that the little canary also has sharp claws. This makes me look forward to the day I can catch you with my own hands, cut off your wings, pull out your claws, and lock you up." Put on the chain and be a qualified pet obediently."

I snorted coldly: "Is Young Master Liu still awake from his dream?"

Liu Fangping smiled: "How long do you think Cheng Jun can keep you? Do you know how much he lost for you? In order to keep the married family, they transferred too many things, and now the married family is full of complaints...I'm waiting for him to get tired of you On that day, I will let you fall into my hands, and discipline you to live or die."

But I heard a hint of sternness from his words: "I heard that the Liu family was also sold by a family that has always been close to each other. The situation is not good now, right? Young Master Liu is just released on bail now. If I report your threat Someone's phone recording to call the police, I wonder if you should go to the prison to spend the Lantern Festival again? Are you sure the Liu family is willing to pay a huge price to get you again?"

Liu Fangping was obviously pissed off. After swearing a few foul words over there, he suddenly said sadly, "Are you happy? Luo Jiashu, do you know how your mother died back then? Your mother went to school and caused me to be bullied by the elders." I was punished severely, and after I lifted the ban, I asked someone to print a set of those wonderful photos of you and sent them to the hospital. I also told your mother that you were taken care of by the young master of the married family. I heard that your cancer mother is the second The sky is dead, do you think you are so angry hahaha."

As if struck by lightning, I held the phone tightly, with my eyes wide open, and it took me a long time to hear a howl from the depths of my chest, but my body was still standing still, and the other end of the phone was still laughing wildly I hung up the phone, and then the phone reminded me that I had received a multimedia message, and I clicked on the photos of me, who was 17 years old, naked on the floor of the toilet, broken into various shapes.

I was breathing hard, and every breath felt the tingling pain from my heart to my lungs. I tried hard to recall my mother's expression and confession before she died. She said I don't blame you, you must live well, and I will never You have come out ahead, I just want you to live well... Her expression is clueless, she should be heartbroken to me, disappointed in me, she should be full of anger, but she just told me to live well, she gave up She pursued for life and no longer asked me to stand out.

I heard that there seemed to be a choking sound in my throat, but it seemed that I could no longer shed tears. I held my heart tightly, feeling that it was still beating there. I was surprised that it should have been broken into pieces, but it actually Still beating, I still have to live, no matter how difficult it is, I still have to live according to my mother's request.