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I somehow walked out of the house thinking I needed a drink.

I went to ALONE, where the lights are feasting, the crowds are bustling, everyone has their own flavors, I ordered strong wine, and poured it glass by glass, the wine was burning hot from the throat, I just need this, I need pain , I need punishment.I have no faith, no place to confess, and my body is full of heavy shackles. Only pain can relieve my pressure.

Someone came over to buy me a drink. I have strong muscles and tattoos on my neck. Seeing my expression is red, naked, eager and obscene. I was offered a drink here. If I accepted it, I agreed to have sex. I picked up the glass of wine and poured it directly on on the man's face.

The man pulled up my collar and roared, but I couldn't hear clearly. I closed my eyes and waited for a heavy punch, so that my blood would cool down.

However, the punishment did not come down for a long time. I opened my eyes and saw that Alan had come unexpectedly. I pulled the man away without knowing what he said. The man walked away viciously. Li was full of anger: "Are you not clear-headed? Deliberately provoking people?"

I said coldly, "None of your business."

Allen smiled instead of anger, stretched out a hand, grabbed my wrist like pliers, and pulled me out of the bar all the way.

He viciously pulled me all the way to his car, threw me into the back seat, then closed the door and got into the car, and said while driving, "You're just looking for abuse, right?"

I fell on the back seat in a daze, curled up a little uncomfortable, and still said firmly: "It's none of your business."

Allen sneered.

The car was driving fast and stopped shortly after. Alan got out of the car, pulled me off the back seat, and carried me directly on his back. My head was down and I was very dizzy. The wine in my chest was churning. I looked at his back, but found that his back muscles were strong, and I couldn't use any strength at all.

He carried me into a villa, entered the door but did not let me go, he just carried me all the way down the basement, threw me on the carpet, and then sneered: "Since you are looking for abuse, I will satisfy you." you."

I finally woke up halfway from the wine, looked at the whip chains hanging on the walls around the basement, and finally broke out in a cold sweat, still stubborn: "Alan, what do you want to do."

Allen sneered: "Now you know how to be afraid?" While pulling a rope down from the beam, he cut my hands back with one hand neatly, hoisted me up in a few strokes, and my toes barely touched the ground. Pants and shoes and socks, I was only wearing a shirt, my lower body was naked, I clamped my legs in embarrassment, but only the toes landed, it was difficult to touch the ground, my body was shaking, and it was difficult to breathe. I looked up and saw that Alan was about to Opening his mouth, he took out a ruler from the shelf.

I stared at the black ruler, and felt a chill. My mother used the ruler to punish me since I was a child. He lifted my chin with the ruler and said with a sneer, "A disobedient child should be punished."

No... no, I struggled a bit, and my mother's old hot and spicy ruler seemed to fall on my ass again, and my butt is now exposed, I gasped and said: "No... please, don't use it. This... Allen... please."

Allen looked into my eyes, and there must be fear there. He smiled, patted my face with the ruler, and said, "Okay... then you can choose by yourself. If you don't use a ruler, what should you use?"

I pursed my lips, he slid the ruler down from my face, it was cold and hard, and I said: "Whip." I couldn't face the ruler, it was too heavy a memory for me.

Allen sneered, but obeyed me, took a whip from the wall, and gave me a whip neatly.

I yelled shortly, but Alan didn't stop. The whip fell on me like a rainstorm, and the pain seemed to be burning. I screamed and dodged, but I couldn't dodge it. I gradually lost strength on my back and buttocks, and could only lower my head, feeling the sweat dripping from my hair, onto my eyelashes and into my eyes, hot and astringent.

Allen shook it for a while, reached out to lift my chin, and said with a sneer, "It's only twenty whips, so I can't bear it anymore? Let's talk, will it still be like this in the future?"

I pursed my lips and turned my face away to ignore him. He loosened his jaw and said lightly, "Since you still have the strength, let's continue to bear it." After finishing speaking, the whip was on my body again, and I took a gamble. He bit his lip and didn't want to make a sound, but he flicked the whip a few times but stopped, took a bit from the rack next to it and stuck it in my mouth, I resisted very much, but was still firmly stuffed in and locked in. On the back of his head, he touched my face and said with a smile: "Good eyes, this is just to prevent you from biting yourself, you can still talk, good voice brother, I will never dare again next time, I will forgive you ..." Just as the voice fell, a whip came over again, and the tip of the whip swept between my legs. I couldn't hold back for a moment, and gave a vague cry. He seemed to be startled, stopped the whip, stretched out his hand to check, and touched two , his hands were cold, I trembled, but the legs rose up, he laughed lowly, picked the handle of the whip again, stepped back a few times, and flicked the whip again without knowing how many times, I Gradually, I felt unbearable, my hands hurt from being hung, and my body was full of burning pain, but I held my breath and didn’t want to beg for mercy, I just panted, and the saliva flowed from the corner of my mouth that couldn’t be closed. I closed my eyes tightly, just bear the pain Cruel pain.

Alan saw that I had been stubborn, and he was also angry, and said coldly: "This is also a lesson for you, telling you to do nonsense again."

At this time, the door of the basement suddenly made a loud noise, and we were all taken aback. I managed to raise my head, but my eyes were sweating and I couldn't open them. I only heard a voice as cold as frost saying: "My people Don’t bother you to teach me a lesson!”

Someone rushed over, I managed to open my eyes and saw that Alan was pulled aside by two strong men with hands cut behind his back, someone stood beside me and put clothes on me, and then untied the rope on my body. rosin.

It was Cheng Jun. I was untied, but my feet were so soft that I slid down. He wrapped my arms around my knees and hugged me directly. I looked up and saw his dark eyes staring at me coldly. Wang Yu...he was angry.I gasped for breath and wanted to come down, but he withdrew his hand and held me down, bowed his head and said, "Don't move." There was no fluctuation in his tone, but I knew what kind of storm was brewing, Li Jia came over and squeezed my arm The syringe was inserted, and I struggled to grab the skirt of Cheng Jun's chest, panting, "Let him go!"

Cheng Jun narrowed his eyes, and said lightly: "The person who touches me must be mentally prepared!"

Allen said with a sneer, "I haven't asked you who broke into your private house to invade people's privacy at night."

Cheng Jun looked at him with frosty eyes, and said coldly, "He is my lover."

Allen sneered: "Your lover? Where were you when he was making trouble at the bar? He needs to be whipped, he needs to vent, he needs to be released, you know what the hell!"

A man who was holding Alan slapped him across the face. Alan's face turned to one side. I became short of breath and struggled to get off the ground. Cheng Jun hugged me tightly and said coldly, "Don't move!"

I said hoarsely, "Let him go! I did it voluntarily!"

Cheng Jun tightened his arms and touched the wound on my body. I trembled. Cheng Jun said coldly: "Voluntary again?"

I was so angry that I had nowhere to go, and finally said viciously: "That's right! I'm just cheap, I like it like this, he hasn't hit enough, do you want to continue?"

Cheng Jun suddenly stopped talking, just hugged me tightly, and finally squeezed out a few words: "Let him go." While hugging me and striding out, I was worried, and turned my face to look at me. Seeing that the two people really let go of Alan, they turned a corner, and there were several cars parked outside. Cheng Jun hugged me and got into the back seat of a car, and put me on his lap. Li Jia also After getting into the car, he said coldly, "Drive!"

As soon as I got in the car and shook, although my body was still in pain, I started to feel dazed. Cheng Jun obviously noticed it too, and he called my name twice anxiously, and asked, "He's unconscious!"

Li Jia at the front said: "Just now he was injected with a tranquilizer. It should be that the tranquilizer has taken effect. The wounds are all flesh wounds, so it's okay... Allen is a well-known TOP in the circle, and he has a sense of propriety."

Cheng Jun snorted, took a soft blanket and wrapped me up again, still hugging me loosely in his arms, I became groggy, but it was probably because my whole body was in pain or I had antibodies from taking too many sleeping pills. Obviously, the eyelids are so heavy that you can't open your eyes, and your body is so heavy that you can't lift a finger, you can still hear Cheng Jun talking, his voice is low and angry: "Why didn't you notify me immediately when you found out that you have a tendency to self-harm?"

Li Jia sighed at the front: "I said it was just a slap in the face. I think he is in a good mood during the day and can work normally. He is not a person who indulges his emotions. He has worked very hard to solve it by himself. Today The sudden loss of control...it should have something to do with Liu Fangping's phone call."

Sure enough, every word and deed of mine is controlled by Cheng Jun. Even though we are thousands of miles away, my room is probably full of cameras, including my bathroom, and I am being watched around the clock. Cold, maybe his body was trembling slightly, Cheng Jun hugged him tightly, after all, he didn't try very hard, and cursed viciously in a low voice: "How could you let him go with that bastard!"

Li Jiadao: "The doctor is actually right... He intentionally offends others, but he actually wants to use others to punish himself. His mentality should be relieved rather than blocked. A safe SM behavior will help him realize his goal of punishing himself." subconscious……"

Cheng Jun said coldly: "He has never been a masochist, and it is not up to others to punish him..."

Li Jia smiled wryly: "Young Master Cheng, after so many years between you, do you know the cause of his depression? He has knots in his heart, and the psychological problems need to be solved slowly."

I couldn't hear what they said afterward, but fell into a deep sleep.