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After waking up, I didn't want to talk much. After I made sure that Alan was fine, I curled up and recuperated. I felt ashamed of my actions, and the guilt in my heart was not relieved. My mother's death was always in my heart. , I never deserve happiness.Li Jia has been here a few times to give me psychological counseling. At the same time, I started to take antidepressant drugs. Cheng Jun took care of me silently and never mentioned the reasons why I lost control of my emotions, but I have no doubt that he has fully understood it more than ten years ago. those things that happened.

The wound was not serious and I recovered quickly.I watched him go out and talk on the phone every day, remembering what Liu Fangping said with a sneer that day, I couldn't help but ask, "How is your family?"

Seeing that I cared about him, Cheng Jun had a slight smile on his face: "Don't worry, the Liu family can't please. I only got the news in the morning. They have already left in disgrace. Most of the property has changed hands. Liu Fangping's Father is in jail."

I remembered what Liu Fangping said, and hesitated slightly: "I heard that you two have a family..."

Cheng Jun took a look at my expression and touched my face: "Jiashu... If I say that the Cheng family has lost power in the country, I am now an ordinary office worker like you, and I have to come out to work Self-sufficient, would you like to be with me?"

I was taken aback: "Has it really reached such a point?"

Cheng Jun looked at me silently, and I pursed my lips: "My side... I can probably take out about 6000 million yuan, and sell some shops, and I should be able to raise another 1000 million yuan, which can be used for you to make up for some losses... ..."

Cheng Jun laughed softly: "The rotten boat still has three catties of nails. You don't have to worry about these. I just want to ask, would you like to be with me?"

I don't speak, my recklessness caused Cheng Jun and the Liu family to fight against each other, which led to the situation where both sides are hurting now. I have to say that I feel very guilty for him in my heart. Although I am sure that freezing three feet is not a day's cold, I The act of reporting is not the decisive factor in this war, but I did directly trigger this struggle, and Cheng Jun has kept me safe and sound during it. It is false to say that I am unmoved, but it is true Since then, I have been with him, but I don’t want to. Thinking that my behavior has been under his surveillance, I feel horrified. Besides, every time he thinks that he has fallen into this end, it is because of me, I will Like a troublemaker, always causing trouble to others, he will gradually get tired of me and resent me, this is the end that can be seen at a glance.

But having said that, since Cheng Jun intervened in my life, he has been quite tough. Will he give me the right to choose?I said no, is it useful?

Cheng Jun saw that I hadn't spoken for a long time, and said softly, "Are you still unwilling?"

I raised my eyes to look at Cheng Jun and summoned up my courage: "Cheng Jun, I am grateful for everything you have done for me, but the distance between us is too far..." Cheng Jun interrupted me: "So, you still don't want to?"

My ears were burning. At this moment, I felt that the refusal was a kind of ungrateful, but I still insisted: "I am willing to do my best to compensate you for the loss..."

Cheng Jun gently brushed aside my hair and looked into my eyes for a long time: "No need, the Liu family doesn't pose any threat to you now, Fang Kun is there with the Fang family, and they are related by blood, so they should stand behind you too ...as long as you live well, you'll be fine."

I was stunned, and I could hardly believe the meaning of Cheng Jun's words. He continued to say: "In a few days, I will clean up the rest of the situation, and then I will go abroad...Probably, I won't come back again. If my Existence will bring you pressure and make your life unhappy, so my choice is to let go. Jiashu, just be good, I promise to let go from now on, you..." He hesitated for a while, and said with some difficulty: "You You can find another partner, as long as you are happy, be more cautious...it's fine if there is no safety issue...you can bring it up to me at any time if you have any difficulties in the future, and don't be as reckless as before. Everything is to protect your health For the sake of it, it is better not to play SM or something."

I opened my eyes wide and looked at Cheng Jun, is he really willing to let go?Really no longer force me to stay with him?

He looked at my surprised eyes and smiled. His smile was full of bitterness. He closed his eyes and said softly: "I'll move out tomorrow... I'm afraid I'll regret it if I stay... Jiashu, I'm really sorry. Don't worry about being alone."

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Cheng Jun did what he said, and he moved out the next day, leaving nothing behind.Compared with his previous strong possessiveness and his behavior of almost imprisoning me, it was too strange and unbelievable.

Cheng Jun finally decided to give up, and I was also relieved. Although I felt a little melancholy, every time I saw something related to Cheng Jun, I couldn't help paying attention.However, I clearly understood in my heart that Cheng Jun did not belong to my future. When I returned to my ordinary life, although nothing seemed to have changed, I knew that my heart was devastated.

When I went out to meet a client that day, I accidentally saw a Grand Cherokee driving by on the road. The color looked a bit like Cheng Jun’s. I couldn’t help but take a second look, but I saw that the license plate belonged to Cheng Jun!I was stunned for a moment, hasn't he returned to City B yet?In the midst of his thoughts, the Grand Cherokee was driving with a cement mixer truck, but suddenly a muck truck drove up behind him. The car seemed to lose control and couldn't stop. With a loud bang, it hit the Grand Cherokee directly. The Grand Cherokee was pushed and crashed into the mixer truck, but it was only a moment, and the Grand Cherokee was sandwiched between the two large trucks and directly crushed and deformed in front of my eyes.

I looked at the Grand Cherokee that was sandwiched like a compressed biscuit, and my heart seemed to be knocked into a wooden stake. I couldn't move in pain. I just stood there with my eyes wide open. Sometimes I felt that my eyes were dark, and sometimes I felt white. The sun was so bright that people couldn't keep their eyes open, fire trucks and ambulances roared to them, the crowd surrounded them, the compartment was cut open, and the driver's seat was dragged out. A man with blood and flesh was dragged out, his tall body was slumped like broken flesh and bones. , It seemed as if a taut string in my mind was disconnected, and I pushed through the crowd and rushed up.

People were amazed, but I couldn't hear the sound at all. I trembled and rushed forward, hugged the broken body into my arms, and called out in a low voice: "Cheng Jun..." My throat seemed to be choked, and I Holding the cold body tightly, stroking his hair, the blood wet my clothes, the cold made me tremble all over, and I cried hoarsely... Everything in the world no longer exists, and I lost what I was in. The only love in the world, I suddenly realized this realization, but I was crushed by more heartbreaking pain.

My ears were buzzing all the time, and my eyes were blurred. Someone was shouting in my ear, but I couldn’t hear it clearly and I didn’t want to hear it. Someone wanted to tear Cheng Jun away from my arms. I hugged him tightly and refused to let go. It was the last time I held him, and I refused to let them take him away.I was pushed by someone, but I still hugged Cheng Jun tightly, and pressed his face, whose face could not be seen clearly, to mine. In the end, someone pressed my hand, and a cold needle pierced my vein.