You don't understand the gentleness of an old man

Xu Yan rushed back from the capital after hearing the news of Lu Qingzhu's death from his friends.

He looked back at Fang Luye: "Xiao Ye."

The smile on Xu Yan's face was uglier than crying, and Fang Lu also looked very sad.It’s just that apart from their childhood sweethearts not being able to be together, the sad reason is that my sister and Xu Yan are obviously the same age, both in their thirties. Qing Zhu only had a box of ashes left.

"Didn't you say you were in treatment?" Xu Yan and Fang Lu were also sitting together.

Fang Lu also moved a seat and wanted Li Zhi to sit with him, but Li Zhi said that he would go outside to smoke a cigarette and let them chat.

Fang Lu also explained to Xu Yan the reason why Lu Qingzhu's condition worsened. Xu Yan was still in contact with Lu Qingzhu until Christmas this year. Although she did not get a response from her as usual, it was completely unexpected that she was already seriously ill at that time. up.

"Has she mentioned me to you?" Xu Yan asked.

"have it."

Xu Yan looked at Fang Lu and waited for his next words, Fang Lu also picked a sentence and said to him: "She said that she is very happy that you have started a new relationship, but she has no way to say goodbye to you properly."

"Hmm..." All Xu Yan's words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything more, he just turned his head and quietly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.

The rain outside is getting heavier and heavier. After this rain, the trees and flowers in Shangnan City will slowly sprout in the spring breeze, but Lu Qingzhu can no longer see it.

Xu Yan: "I saw you participated in the Pear Blossom Cup, and thought everything was getting better."

Fang Lu also sighed: "I want her to see that I won the award. She has always hoped that I can do what I like, but there is no time."

"The one who was with you just now is..."

Fang Lu also: "My boyfriend."

Xu Yan smiled, and habitually stroked Fang Luye's hair as he did when he was a child: "It's pretty good, it's more reliable to be mature."

Xu Yan stayed with Fang Lu until late at night. When it was almost twelve o'clock, the rain began to be mixed with snowflakes. Later, there was only heavy snow and no rain, and the temperature dropped sharply. Fang Lu was also wearing Li Zhi's coat, tired Looking at the snow outside the door.

"Xiao Ye, have you heard of "Winter in Beijing"?" Xu Yan asked suddenly.

"Well, my sister likes the old wolf very much." Fang Lu also suddenly remembered the dance he prepared for the second round of the competition, the "Lian Lian Feng Dust" in late winter and early spring, which he hadn't had time to show her.

A melodious tune suddenly sounded next to him.

Lao Lang is singing "Winter in Beijing, when lips become chapped".

"Migratory birds have flown far away, our love has become an endless expectation"

Xu Yan was singing along softly, his trembling voice melting with the heavy snow.

Never thought it was such a farewell, goodbye, the girl I loved.

"Would you play "Lian Lian Feng Dust" for me?" Fang Lu also asked.

Xu Yan didn't know the reason, but he still sang for him. Fang Lu also took off his coat and filial piety, and walked into the heavy snow wearing only a loose sweater.

"Xiao Ye!" Xu Yan wanted to stop him, what should he do if he catches a cold in such a cold day.

Li Zhi stopped Xu Yan, "Let him go."

Fang Lu also danced the last dance for Lu Qingzhu in the heavy snow with the melodious guitar sound. He loved her when he choreographed, but now he is full of regrets.

There were still some staff members packing their things at the scene. Seeing that Fang Lu was also dancing at the funeral and at the entrance of the mourning hall, they all looked at each other in blank dismay, not knowing why he did this.

Only Li Zhi and Fang Lu also know.

"You...how did you and Xiao Ye meet?" Xu Yan spoke to Li Zhi.

Li Zhi stared at Fang Luye intently, and said softly, "I met him that way, I like him a lot, and he likes me a lot, so we got together."

Xu Yan lowered his head and laughed at himself, "Yes, if you like each other, you should be together."

"There's no need to do this," Li Zhi turned to look at Xu Yan, "Look forward, she has never regretted it, she is braver than you."

Li Zhi only knew a little about Lu Qingzhu and Xu Yan's affairs, but he still didn't think much of Xu Yan. Since he didn't have the determination and willpower to be with her, and he didn't have the courage to give up his career network and return to her, If you don't have the courage to accept and tolerate her like this, don't just rely on your good memories to open your mouth and say love and regret.

So unmanly.

Both Lu Qingzhu and Fang Luye are a hundred times stronger than him.

He stopped talking to Xu Yan and looked at Fang Luye intently.

At the end of Fang Luye's dance, he suddenly collapsed and squatted on the ground crying, which shocked everyone around him.

"Xiao Ye!" Li Zhi rushed over and pulled him up into his arms, covering him with his coat. The snow on Fang Luye's head melted and wet Li Zhi's shoulders.

"It's okay, I'm here, okay?"

Fang Lu was still sobbing, clutching Li Zhi's clothes tightly.

"I don't have a sister anymore."

"You still have me," Li Zhi patted his back to comfort him, "I love you, Xiao Ye."

Xu Yan, who was standing at the entrance of the mourning hall, looked at Li Zhi, and suddenly lowered his head, understanding the meaning of Li Zhi's words just now.He looked back at Lu Qingzhu.

"Goodbye, Lu Qingzhu."

Fang Lu also developed a high fever that night, and the next day after taking the medicine, he fell asleep and woke up in a daze, waking up and sleeping again, crying for some reason.Li Zhi accompanied him and asked Xiao Liu and Uncle Long to deal with the funeral.

In the afternoon, Li Zhi woke up Fang Luye.

"Xiao Ye, the funeral parlor called and said they were going to burn all my sister's clothes, so let me tell you." Li Zhi half knelt beside the bed, and brushed Fang Lu's bangs with his hand.

Fang Lu also had white lips, dry and peeling, and his face was as white as paper. He thought for a while, and then slowly said: "Why do people burn things when they die? Don't even think about it at all." Did you stay?"

Li Zhi smiled and touched Fang Luye's face, "Because I'm afraid she will be cold on the road."

Fang Lu also closed his eyes and stopped talking.

"I'll take you to have a look, and then bring back my sister's ashes, okay?"

"it is good."

Fang Lu was sober at times and drowsy at times, always feeling like he was floating on the sea, but Li Zhi was by his side every time he came to his senses.

Going to the funeral home, watching the staff burn Lu Qingzhu's clothes, Fang Lu also burned a lot of paper money for her, carried her urn, and followed Li Zhi home.

When returning to the door of Li Zhi's house, Fang Lu also stopped suddenly, looked at Li Zhi, his lips were chapped to the point of bleeding, and said to him, "I don't even have a home where my sister's ashes can be placed."

"As long as you want, this is your home. We can put my sister's tablet at home. I will worship her like my father and mother."

Li Zhi walked in with his arms around Fang Luye's shoulders, and asked him to put Lu Qingzhu's ashes on the incense case, and move them over after the cemetery he bought was completed.

In the next few days, Fang Lu also seemed to be trapped in a time-chaotic space. He woke up regardless of the time and fell asleep suddenly.Li Zhi pushed everything away and stayed at home to guard him, feed him something to eat, let him take medicine, and cool him down with a wet towel.

At five o'clock in the morning on the third day, Fang Lu also woke up, and saw Li Zhi lying on his side, with one hand holding his wrist, with stubble on his face that he hadn't shaved off in two days, he couldn't see what he was doing now. What it looks like, but Li Zhi's tiredness seems to be written on his face.

Fang Lu also moved slightly, and Li Zhi woke up.Subconsciously clenched Fang Luye's hand.

"Are you awake?" Li Zhi got up gently, grabbed a pillow and put Fang Lu behind him, stretched out his hand to tidy his hair, and said to him with a smile, "I'll get you a glass of water."

"No." Fang Lu also grabbed his sleeve, because he hadn't spoken or moved for several days, and his voice was as hoarse as another person's. He just grabbed Li Zhi like that, but he didn't know what to say next.

He just didn't want to be alone.

Li Zhi said yes, and lay down next to Fang Luye and let him lean in his arms.

"Am I so worthless? I'm dying." Fang Lu also smiled bitterly: "I'm not strong and brave at all."

Li Zhi looked down at him, stretched out his hand to caress his brow and said softly, "I don't want you to be brave at this time. I'm very happy that you are willing to lie in my arms."

Fang Lu also stopped talking, and it would take several hours before dawn, but he didn't feel sleepy at all now.

The melody of "Lian Lian Feng Dust" suddenly came to my mind, and I thought of the phrase "Let's go, girl, to see the red morning glow".

"I want to see the sunrise."

Li Zhi looked into his eyes again, although he didn't know why he suddenly wanted to see the sunrise, but he immediately said yes.

Li Zhi also washed Fang Lu briefly, found thick clothes to change into, and drove him to a park on the outskirts of the city, where there was a mountain, from which you could overlook the entire Shangnan City, and you could also see the sunrise and sunset.

Without checking today's weather forecast, the two took the earliest cable car.

In this season, no one would come here early in the morning. They were the only two people on the cable car. When they reached the top of the mountain, they found a couple of old people who came earlier than them. They also brought a puppy and sat quietly in a small pavilion waiting for the sunrise.

"There are dark clouds." Fang Lu also said.

Fang Lu and Li Zhi also sat down in a place where no one was around. Li Zhi took out a thermos and let him drink water, "Wait a little longer, maybe you can see it."

Li Zhi was not sure that he could really see the sunrise, but after waiting for 10 minutes, the wind blew away the dark clouds in the sky, revealing a ray of sunlight, which gradually covered the hills in the east, until the red morning glow hit the two of them. body.

Fang Lu also leaned on Li Zhi's shoulder, "It's so beautiful."

Li Zhi didn't speak, just hugged him.

When the sun came out, Li Zhi suddenly spoke.

"Let me tell you about my dad."

"Okay."

Li Zhi looked down at Fang Luye, smiled and kissed him on the forehead, "My dad, in the first ten years of my life, I couldn't feel his love for me. He seemed to be forced by responsibility or Face raised me. When I first entered junior high school, he was not able to gamble outside, and his brain was broken by someone. Since then, he has seizures from time to time.

"In the second year of junior high school, he drank and had a cerebral hemorrhage, and his sanity was completely unconscious. No one paid me tuition and miscellaneous fees, so I dropped out of school. But how much money can I make as a half-old child? In the end, the neighborhood committee contacted the relevant departments to send him away. Into a mental hospital."

When Li Zhi said this, he smiled, "That mental hospital is different from the current one. There are many people with unknown backgrounds in it. Sometimes I stay in bed in the hospital, and when I wake up in the middle of the night, several of them have their own hands. The murder patients surrounded my bed, and I lived this kind of life for two years.

"During that period, my father's condition was repeated. He would occasionally wake up and say that he had a headache and body pain. I obviously had no feelings for him. I didn't love him, but when I heard him screaming for pain, I still Very heartbroken. Later, it was also winter, he had another cerebral hemorrhage, which was more serious than last time. The doctor said that he had to undergo a craniotomy, and asked me to prepare for the operation fee. My relatives and friends said that he should not be treated. It would be a drag on others. Just hurting you."

"Hmm..." Fang Lu also gradually came out of his emotions and held Li Zhi's hand tightly.

"To be honest, I didn't want to be treated at that time. I had no money, and there was a house at home. He used to be good with a woman and snatched it after they separated. When the attending doctor asked me to make a decision, I hesitated. I I was about to say it, and I heard an intern sigh. In fact, I still don’t know what his sigh means, but because of that sigh, I said I will treat it.

"Then I asked someone to sell the house, but the money was still useless in the end. My dad left the night before entering the operating room. Even the doctor wondered why it happened so suddenly. I suddenly understood , he may have found out with conscience."

Li Zhi sighed heavily as if he was relieved: "He loved me once in his life. I didn't get there that year. After more than a year, my boss had an accident, and I took the 100 Dowan took over the Golden Eagle, and it has been up to now."

"19 years old..." Fang Lu also murmured.

The sun has been fully exposed, and the red one hangs in the sky. Li Zhi's unkempt hair is blown up by the wind, and he can vaguely see his youthful appearance. Fang Lu suddenly smiled at Li Zhi.

Li Zhi hugged Fang Luye tightly, put his chin on the top of Fang Luye's head so that he could look at the morning sun, and not look at his sad and fragile appearance.

Fang Lu also said: "I am not as brave as you."

Li Zhi refuted him: "You are braver than me. You can give everything for your sister without hesitation. I really envy you for having such a tenacious family relationship and doing things you like to do. This is very good."

This is the first time Li Zhi has shown his inner fragility to Fang Lu, and he has never mentioned this to anyone.

And Fang Lu also has all the things he lacks, he is tough and brave, he understands what he cherishes, and understands that Lu Qingzhu is his most important person, so he does not hesitate to drop out of school or even go to work in Golden Eagle. It was only because of a sigh from an outsider, and because of the inexplicable self-esteem in his youth that he wanted to save his father.

Li Zhi firmly believes that the spiritual world between them is very different, fate tricks people, let him meet Fang Luye, when he meets someone who is willing to treat him well at such a young age, he will approach him desperately. .

After much deliberation, the only way to be worthy of his love is to be nicer to him.

After the red morning glow in the sky dissipated, Li Zhi and Fang Lu also walked down the mountain slowly. Although going down the mountain was much easier than going up, it still exhausted Fang Lu who had been lying in bed sick for several days. , and fell asleep tiredly as soon as he sat in the co-pilot.

When he arrived in the community, Li Zhi wanted to take him home, but when he met Fang Lu, he woke up and said he wanted to leave by himself.

After returning home, Li Zhi was busy cooking. Fang Lu finally got up and was willing to move. How come I have eaten and only drank a little porridge made by Li Zhi.

Fang Lu was also sitting on the sofa in the living room, and a boring variety show was playing on the TV. Only then did he notice that there was an extra photo frame on the TV cabinet, the one with Lu Qingzhu added.

Li Zhi was halfway through cooking when Fang Lu suddenly came in and hugged him from behind.

Li Zhi turned down the fire and turned to hug him: "What's wrong?"

"I want to take a shower."

Li Zhi stopped working in the kitchen and went to fill him with water.

The bathtub at home is quite big, but it is still a bit crowded to accommodate two adult men. When Fang Lu also came in, a lot of water burst out instantly, and a duckling also ran out.

The two sat face to face, and Li Zhi asked him, "Is the water temperature enough?"

Fang Lu also nodded, curled up and leaned against the edge of the bathtub.

"Can you hold me?" Fang Lu also asked suddenly.

Li Zhi adjusted his posture so that Fang Lu could also lean in his arms, and Fang Lu also relaxed and closed his eyes, as if he had returned to his mother's amniotic fluid, feeling very safe.

Li Zhi washed, showered, dried his hair, and shaved his beard again. He carefully looked at Fang Luye's face. He had lost a lot of weight, his cheeks were sunken, and his drooping eyelashes were docile and fragile.

"Okay, I'll cook for you and have a good rest after eating, okay?"

Fang Lu also looked up at him and smiled: "Aren't you going to the company?"

Li Zhi: "I won't go, I will accompany you."

Fang Lu didn't want to pretend to be sensible at this time and let Li Zhi go to work. He was so dependent on his brother Zhi that he didn't want to be separated for a second.

After two days like this, Fang Lu was willing to eat, and Li Zhi often accompanied him to wander around the house, going to a movie or something in the evening.

Li Zhi just woke up that morning and was still lying in bed when he received a call, saying that the cemetery had been settled and could be buried.

Li Zhi also told Fang Lu.

The day of the burial was a sunny day, besides Li Zhi, there were a few friends with him, Xiao Liuqingqing, Luo Yao Qiao Ruonan, and Li Mingyuan, he was out of town on the day of the banquet, so he couldn't make it here, so I came to see Fang Lu today also.

The cemetery is in the cemetery of Fang Luye and Lu Qingzhu's parents. Because it was too sudden, Li Zhi spent a lot of effort to get the location of this cemetery.

Although not in close proximity, it is not easy to be in a cemetery.

With the help of the staff, Lu Qingzhu's urn was put into the cemetery. The name of Lu Qingzhu was engraved on the tombstone, and there were small characters below, and the names of the family members were engraved on it.

When everything was done, Fang Lu also looked at the cemetery from a distance, wanting to see his parents' stele, so Li Zhi accompanied him.

The others went down the mountain first.

The two walked slowly in the cemetery. Fang Lu also felt hot and opened the zipper of his coat. "Actually, it's a relief for my sister. She hurts too much."

"That's right," Li Zhi took his hand, "Isn't Leslie Cheung singing like this? Hugo Nei Tai Lui, Kashi Dei Dou Bimu is the most important crime."

Fang Lu was also amused by his poor Cantonese, and then squeezed Li Zhi's hand tightly.

Fang Lu finally came back to his senses a little bit, no longer waking up crying every night in a dream, and no longer always watching TV in a daze.

The Ewha Cup match is considered an automatic retirement.

TJ Entertainment contacted the competition team for him, and his agent called him.

"Because I withdrew due to special reasons, the competition team also understands very well. At the beginning of the second round of the competition, online popularity voting was launched. There are no stars in the modern dance group. You took No. 1, so we communicated with the competition team to get A hot spot for the finals."

"Really?" Fang Lu couldn't believe it, so the dance he prepared for Lu Qingzhu could be performed on the stage.

It turns out that there is a reliable company.

The manager didn't think much of it. He wasn't considered a big manager in the company. Isn't it natural to strive for good opportunities for artists?

He still has Luo Yao under his command, so the resources he got for Luo Yao are really good.

After Fang Lu also calmed down, Li Zhi finally had to get away to work on Golden Eagle's affairs. He hadn't been around Golden Eagle for a few days, and someone wanted to do something that shouldn't be done behind his back.

Purchasing has always been the core department of Golden Eagle. A few days ago, it was found that there was a problem with the origin of a batch of wine, but he was busy with Fang Luye's affairs, so he left this matter to Jiang Chonghe.

He was very satisfied with the result of the handling, but Jiang Chonghe continued to intervene in the procurement after this incident, and wanted to arrange his own people to go to the top procurement position.

Of course, Li Zhi couldn't agree, and he had been dealing with him for this matter for the past two days.

In the end, Li Zhi was transferred from another department.Jiang Chonghe drank the tea in front of him in one gulp, "Brother Zhi, I've been with you for so many years, so it's not possible."

Li Zhi didn't respond to him, it's not that it's not so important, now that he has other business in his hands, he has more control over the accounts, and if the purchases are given to him, isn't the Golden Eagle just letting him play?

Since Li Zhi was very busy, Fang Lu didn't want to stay at home by himself, so he picked up Meimei for Li Zhi when there was no class on weekends.

Meimei is still in Qiao Ruonan's dance studio, taking two classes a week. After the Spring Festival, Meimei gained a little weight again, with a chubby face and curly hair.

Qiao Ruonan pinched her face because she couldn't stand on her feet, and then giggled itchyly.

Fang Lu was also watching in the parent viewing area, with several mothers beside him.

"Young man, which one is yours?"

Fang Lu also pointed at Meimei and said, "The one with curly hair."

"Wow, I'm five or six years old. You guys had children really early." The other party looked at Fang Luye, thinking that he was only 25 or six years old when he died, and young people nowadays are still strong.

Fang Lu also smiled awkwardly: "I am her uncle."

The other party also smiled awkwardly: "That's it, hahaha is also very good."

After a while, Luo Yao came over and patted Fang Luye's shoulder from behind, startling him.

"It scares you." Luo Yao giggled and leaned on the railing, and Fang Lu also looked at the children inside.

Luo Yao took out two lollipops from her pocket, and handed one to Fang Lu, who also picked it up and put it in her mouth.

"I heard that you got the chance to perform in the Ewha Cup final?"

Fang Lu also: "How do you know?"

Luo Yao looked at Fang Luye speechlessly: "Jimmy is also my manager."

……

It turned out to be the case.

During the break, Qiao Ruonan ran over, "Yaoyao, can you help me pick up God's will? I can't leave, his car was driven away by my brother."

Luo Yao: "Come here by taxi."

Qiao Ruonan: "His leg is injured."

"Okay." Luo Yao was helpless, but still felt that a big man could still go to work but insisted on his girlfriend to pick up his get off work. She was speechless. She lightly touched Fang Luye's feet: "You can go with me."

Fang Lu also: "I have to look at Meimei."

Luo Yao couldn't help but pulled Fang Lu and left: "Let's go, please, Ruo Nan is watching Meimei."

After going out and getting into the car, Fang Lu said, "If you don't want to go, then don't go. He's a big man who can still go to work, so he can't take a taxi by himself."

Luo Yao meets a bosom friend: "Yes, I think so too!"

"So why did you take me with you?"

Luo Yao sighed and started the car, "He's my friend's boyfriend, I have to avoid suspicion."

Fang Lu also smiled and did not continue talking.

Qiao Ruonan's boyfriend Xie Tianyi works in the lighting team of the Ewha Cup competition group. Luo Yao and Fang Lu also parked their cars there and saw no one, so they had to call Qiao Ruonan and ask her to ask Xie Tianyi to come out.

Qiao Ruonan replied to them, saying that Xie Tianyi will come out soon.

"Why don't we go in and pick it up." Fang Lu also suggested, after all, the other party's foot is still injured.

"alright."

As soon as I entered through the staff passage at the back door, I ran into Li Mingyuan who had been doing odd jobs in the competition team.

"Teacher!" Fang Lu also called him.

When Li Mingyuan walked over, Luo Yao pretended to cough dryly, and adjusted her posture. She didn't wear a mask or hat, and now her whole face was exposed, but she thought it would be okay if she met Fang Luye's friend.

Female celebrities also need to make friends.

Li Mingyuan asked Fang Luye: "What are you doing here?"

Hearing Luo Yao's dry cough after speaking, he turned his head away and casually said, "Hello."

Then Li Mingyuan continued to ask Fang Luye: "You missed my class last week. If you don't want me to deduct points, you can be my freshman teaching assistant next week."

Li Mingyuan was enthusiastically recruiting young men to be his assistants, and Luo Yao's mouth twitched in anger.

I'm a female star!My drama is currently on the prime time at [-]:[-] p.m.!How can I say that I am also the second female number who appears in every episode, okay? !

How does he act like he's never seen me before!

Fang Lu also responded with a grin, and then remembered to introduce Luo Yao to Li Mingyuan, "This is my friend, named Luo Yao."

Li Mingyuan: "Well, we have met."

Luo Yao: "Huh?"

Li Mingyuan and Luo Yao didn't mind him at all, and explained calmly: "Didn't you come with Xie Tianyi's girlfriend on the day sister Xiaoye was buried?"

"Do you know Xie Tianyi?" Luo Yao asked, wanting to ask him to take him to find someone.

Li Mingyuan: "I know him, but I'm not familiar with him. This person is not a good person."

Fang Lu's scalp also tightened, thinking that when my dear teacher was about to say something rough and reasonable to irritate others, Luo Yao immediately retorted him: "How can you talk like that!"

Although Luo Yao didn't like Qiao Ruonan's boyfriend very much, but it was impossible for others to slander her best friend's boyfriend!

Li Mingyuan unscrewed the thermos and took a sip, "He's restless outside, you'd better tell your best friend to see the breakup early."

Luo Yao: "You must be sick! Open your mouth and come! Do you have evidence?!"

Before the words were finished, Fang Lu was the first to see a man and a woman at the end of the corridor who were intimately supporting each other.

No way!Do you want to be so bloody!

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