I can't give any reasonable explanation for my behavior, maybe it's just people often say that the color makes the mind faint, Joss Yu's beauty makes me irresistible, and after breaking up with Liang Nuanqing, I have been in love for a long time I have never been so close to anyone.

My nose is full of her faint fragrance, and my cheeks are terribly hot. At this moment, I have no time to think about love, responsibility, and such things. My mind and body are dominated by desire, leaving no trace of reason.

I knelt on the sofa, and kissed Joss Yu carefully but tenderly. After not feeling her resistance, my right hand boldly stroked her cheek along her neck, and she neither resisted. I can't know what she is thinking, let alone take care of it. There is an unquenchable flame burning in my heart, which makes me feel so thirsty. Lips, tongue brushed her soft lips over and over again, when I couldn't help touching her slender waist with the other hand, her hands also wrapped around my neck from behind, and gently opened her lips to respond to me, my blood Boiling at this moment, the whole person seemed to be ignited.

We fell on the sofa, hugged and kissed, and she gradually let go of her initial restraint. For a moment, I let go of her, looked down at her, and met her eyes, only to find that there was a little bit of resemblance in her eyes. Because of the sad thing, I froze for a moment, she quickly closed her eyes, and then grabbed my collar tightly, as if exhausting all the strength in her body, forcing me to press down, she then became more active And Wild, kissed me fiercely, I closed my eyes again, but a thought flashed in my mind, she said before that she was not good and tired, it should be true, she has something on her mind tonight.

However, this idea was quickly drowned in the wave of desire.

I don't remember who left the sofa first. We kissed all the way from the living room to the bedroom. Clothes, watches, and necklaces were thrown away one by one. bed.Desires bark their teeth and claws in the dark, everything becomes more unscrupulous, the entangled bodies are sweaty, and the sound of disordered breathing lingers in my ears, making people upside down and frantic. During the whole process, we have no verbal communication. When I want to When entering her body, she suddenly grabbed my hand and said softly, "Be gentle."

Her tone was extremely gentle, extremely obedient, and a little bit shy, which made me feel like listening to fairy music. This is not the Joss Yu I know, absolutely not, but I am extremely happy to see such a her.

I don't know if it's because I've been single for a long time, and my body and mind are so empty, or because I'm still young in terms of biological age, or because someone like her will make people more eager to have.I spent my energy and desire on her tirelessly that night.After years of being in love with Liang Nuanqing, I already knew how to please a person of the same gender as me in bed. Joss Yu didn't dislike my greed, she was very considerate, I was smart enough to realize this, and made it my own. I'm secretly happy.

I don't know when I finally fell asleep, I only know that I was very tired, and I also remember that before I fell asleep, I struggled to put a light kiss on Joss Yu's forehead.

As usual, the alarm clock woke me up exactly at seven o'clock.

This is an unusual morning. I opened my eyes and looked around the strange and beautiful big room I was in. There seemed to be a lingering fragrance between the pillows and quilts, but the people I spent with last night had disappeared. , The images left in my mind seem to be just fragments of my dreams.

I sat up and hugged the quilt in a daze for a while. When I turned my head, I found that my clothes were neatly folded on the bed. I picked up a piece of clothing and put it on, and within a few minutes, I checked every corner of this house, bathroom, cloakroom, living room, kitchen, balcony. . . . . .I don't understand why I long for that beautiful figure to appear in my sight so much this morning, I just feel that my heart is empty, as if only seeing her this morning can be considered complete.

However, she had apparently left.

She is going to work, and her company is not too close to here. I comforted myself, but I did not give up and went to the bedside table and under the pillow to look again, and checked my mobile phone. I hope I can see a picture A note, or a message, but no, nothing.

I didn't continue this stupid behavior anymore, I silently tidied up the room, washed, ate breakfast, changed clothes and went out, and walked to work.

The whole day, I was in a trance. As long as I was free, I would think of the beautiful and passionate night I spent with Joss Yu last night. Having such an excellent woman made me feel a little proud in my heart, and I thought of some The picture that is not suitable for children, I will blush and heartbeat.However, what I think more about is the relationship between us. We didn't say we like each other. We got familiar with each other's bodies in advance when we didn't know each other well enough.It shouldn't be like this, I blamed myself a little in my heart, but at that time, I really seemed to be insane and couldn't control myself.

However, she left so silently in the morning, I was a little disappointed and a little uneasy, and this emotion has always enveloped me.

At noon, I thought about it, edited a text message and sent it: "Are you busy with work today? Have you eaten yet?"

As soon as I finished posting, I was always looking forward to the reply. After every class in the afternoon, the first thing I did was to take out my mobile phone to read the messages. There were a few messages, such as the jokes sent by Jiang Quan, and the long-winded care text messages from Huamao, but there was no Joss Rain of.

In the following week, I sent several more messages to Joss Yu, but one after another, they all disappeared without a reply.

On a stormy night, I finally couldn't bear it anymore and called that phone number. When the cold female voice told me "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off", I felt as if someone had poured cold water on me. My heart went cold.

Later, I didn't try to contact Joss Rain again, and of course, she didn't appear in front of me again.

Time is the most difficult thing to keep, no matter happy or sad.Before you know it, autumn is fading away, winter is coming as scheduled, and the weather has become a bit cold.

The change of my mood is like this weather. It gets colder day by day, but my mind becomes calmer and more rational day by day.I didn't let myself think about that night, I thought, maybe Joss Yu was just in a bad mood that night and found a way to vent, or maybe that incident was just a small game in the adult world.But to me, it is the flower in the mirror, the moon in the water, just an illusory dream.

I don't think I should be sad. In the whole thing, I didn't lose anything, and I didn't cause any loss. In a way, it can be regarded as a big pie falling from the sky and hitting me.

isn't it?With Joss Yu's beauty, status, and temperament, people who want to sleep with her should be able to line up in a long line that can't be seen at a glance, right?

Once the mood calmed down, the idea of ​​moving again that always floated in my heart a while ago was gone.One is that it is troublesome to find a house and move. Huamao and others will ask questions when they know about it.The second is that I feel that it is not appropriate to move at this time. It seems that there is something in my heart. I decided to wait for a while. She is still the landlord and I am still the tenant. Such a simple relationship, I continue to transfer money to the card. , and maybe a little more.If you really want to move, then wait until the winter vacation.

On Sunday morning, I lay in bed, drowsy, half asleep and half awake.Compared with the past, I seem to have become a lot lazy recently, too lazy to plan my free time, and sometimes even indulge myself to sleep in the dark during holidays.Today I also planned to do the same, but Jiang Quan called at around nine o'clock, saying that he was at my school and invited me to play together. Under his repeated urging, I had to get up reluctantly .

The winter sun was warm and warm, and it was indescribably comfortable on my body. With my hands in the pockets of my coat, I walked slowly through the avenues of the campus and came to the court. Looking at it, Jiang Quan and a few students were playing on the basketball court. Running and jumping in the field, Sun Ying stood by and watched the game on the field. I could feel her gentle and focused eyes. It is undeniable that Jiang Quan looks very handsome in the jersey.

I suddenly became a little envious. These two people have such a matching appearance, and their relationship is so sweet.

"Cough." I coughed lightly.

Sun Ying turned her head sideways, with a surprised expression on her face: "Yinuo, you're here."

"Oh." I sat down on the armchair at one side, and sighed a long time: "Let's have a good weekend, don't sleep at home, and don't sleep by yourself, but you have to make others sleep in bed too. come out."

Sun Ying patted me: "Yinuo, you are so lazy now! Aren't you very keen on these sports?"

I said lazily: "Now it's winter, it's cold, I don't want to move."

"Student Xiao, it's easy to gain fat in winter, so you should exercise well."

"Hmm, I don't exercise, and my figure won't lose shape. I'm born with a physique that won't gain weight."

"You're so beautiful!" Sun Ying rolled my eyes at me, and asked again: "You really don't show face. The other day Qiao Hanyu invited us to dinner, and they took turns calling you, but you didn't even come."

"I was not feeling well that day, I had a cold, and I had a little fever."

"Huh? Why didn't you tell us?"

"For a little illness, you'll be fine the next day after taking the medicine. Shall I tell you so that you can make a fuss?"

Jiang Quan saw me when I was talking, and I waved at him. He threw the basketball at others and ran over sweating profusely: "Yinuo, play!"

I smiled and shook my head: "No, I see your wife sitting here alone, lonely as snow, I will chat with her and play later."

"OK!"

He smiled brightly, showing his neat white teeth, turned around and ran back to his team.Sun Ying and I followed him with our eyes, and saw that he was flexible, chasing others on the court, and suddenly snatched the basketball from others as if by magic, ran half a circle around the court, and then jumped, the ball was in the air. He drew a beautiful arc in the air and made an accurate shot into the basket.

"it is good!"

I couldn't help applauding loudly, and turned to look at Sun Ying, only to see that her delicate face was full of joy and pride.While clapping my hands, I murmured in my heart, and when her thoughts got away from Jiang Quan, I said softly: "Sun Ying, I want to discuss something with you."

She smiled and asked me, "What?"

"If...if a woman, and another, cough, have a little affair with a man, and then they have a physical relationship." I carefully considered my words, and tried my best to hide my guilt: "After one night , that woman doesn't contact that man anymore, doesn't reply to his text messages, and the phone is turned off, what do you think is the mentality of that woman?"

"What?" Sun Ying was surprised: "Whose story is this?"

"A male classmate I used to play well." I made a nonsense, spread my hands and showed a helpless expression: "He said that I am a woman and understand women's minds better, so please teach me, I can't tell the truth. Why did it come here?"

"Have they known each other for a long time? Are they familiar?"

"No, the acquaintance time is very short, and we don't know each other very well at all."

"Perhaps, this woman was stimulated by something else at the time, so she indulged herself or took revenge on someone else, and later regretted it, so she chose not to contact me anymore." Sun Ying thought for a while, frowned and analyzed: "Or , for her, it's just a play on the occasion, like a one-night stand or something. In short, I don't think she loves you as a classmate. You should persuade your classmate to give up. It's so easy to go to bed, and then you have such an unfeeling expression afterwards. Absolutely Can't love."

"Is it?"

I forced a smile, stared blankly at the distant sky, and after a while, said in a low voice, "So you think so too?"

The author has something to say: This chapter should have been written the day before yesterday

but got stuck, sorry

I will try to update another chapter tomorrow

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