It hurts far more when you get something and find out it doesn't really belong to you at all than if you never had it.Unless it's something like that, you really can't arouse the slightest interest.

It took me a long time to recall every detail of my relationship with Joss Yu, only to realize that I remember every detail so clearly.I also spent a long time examining my own heart, and finally, I had to be honest with myself, I fell in love with Joss Rain, and at the same time I was hurt, those my guesses, Sun Ying's guesses, are always irritating It hurts me.

Yes, I like her, the love comes so suddenly, the hurt is so sudden.

I'm glad that I had an unforgettable love and an unforgettable betrayal before, so from Joss Yuwan's disappearance to now, I can still behave so calmly.I remember reading these two poems somewhere, love makes people happy, lovelorn makes people deep, I think, after paying a heavy price, I have really matured, and I have learned to hide bad emotions in my heart , put a smile on my face, and never want people who care about me to worry about me.

He Xiaoxi has been keeping in touch with me. From her mouth, I know that she and Yang have started dating, and their relationship has gradually improved, and then, they fell in love again logically.

One time, under the arrangement of He Xiaoxi, I met Yang.Yang is a relatively neutral girl with short black flowing hair and warm and clean eyes, which makes people feel trusting easily.When she saw me, she greeted me with a shy smile, and He Xiaoxi leaned against her, her crooked eyes full of happiness.

After saying hello to each other, we found a restaurant for dinner.We found a seat by the window, and Yang brought the menu that the waiter handed over to me first.

I quickly declined: "No, no, order first for Xiaoxi."

"No, this time I came here specially to invite you to dinner." Yang looked at He Xiaoxi, then at me, with a sincere and grateful expression: "Xiaoxi said that you gave her advice and advised her to consider me."

This is really ashamed, I just said that one sentence at the time, I glanced at He Xiaoxi, but saw that she was smiling at me, I could only say: "Hey! This is your own fate, I don't care about anything. did not do."

He Xiaoxi said: "Oh, just order a few dishes you like, she is sincerely thanking you."

"Okay, then I'll congratulate you again in person."

We each ordered our favorite dishes, ordered a bunch of corn juice, and chatted while eating.Yang works in an Internet company. I chatted with her about computer games, places I had traveled and some interesting things, and finally we turned to the topic of sports. It turns out that she loves sports, especially tennis. During the conversation, We gradually became acquainted, because we are all the same emotionally, and we have a sense of intimacy that we do not have with other friends. In the end, we exchanged phone numbers and agreed to play together next time.

Yang is really good. While chatting with me, she never forgot to take care of He Xiaoxi, picked out the green onions from the soup bowl for her, told her to be careful of fishbone, and He Xiaoxi had a sweet face. For couples who fell in love, I felt happy for He Xiaoxi in my heart, but when I thought about all the things that happened to me, I felt a little sad, so when they proposed to go to the movies together, I politely declined.

"He Xiaoxi has a girlfriend, you know that?"

Huamao stood in front of me, with her hands on her hips, as if she was inquiring about her crimes. I hummed and looked up at her: "What's wrong?"

"That's how you react?"

She stared at me, unable to believe my reaction, I leaned on the sofa and continued to read: "Then how should I react? I have met her girlfriend, she is a very good person, she seems very reliable."

Huamao was very angry: "He Xiaoxi was specially selected for you. Is there a problem with my vision or yours? Is she not as good as that Liang Nuanqing?"

"Hey, I didn't say that. Also, don't get involved with Liang Nuanqing, okay? That's already history."

Huamao sat down in a hurry, snatched my book from my hand, and threw it aside, I turned over from the sofa and sat up, but before I could stop it, I said angrily: "Classmate Mao, don't you say Just be rough while talking, okay, I also have a temper."

"Tell me, what's wrong with her? Why don't you like her?!"

Hua Mao gritted her teeth and almost touched my face. I backed away subconsciously and sighed: "You know that I don't like her again? Why don't you say that she doesn't like me?"

"Fart! I called her after you first met, and she said she had a good impression of you. A few days ago, after she chatted with me on the Internet and said that she was in a relationship, I pressed her hard, and she He hesitated and mumbled, and finally said that you might not be ready for a relationship. Yinuo, you really disappoint me, you are still trapped by Liang Nuanqing and can't get out, it's useless for me to worry about you!"

This is really unfair. I want to explain a few words, but I am afraid that the more I explain, the more chaotic I will be, and in the end it will cause another fire.But Huamao is so angry at this time, I have to say something to calm her anger, I thought about it, and I had to say: "Huamao, I understand your painstaking efforts, listen, He Xiaoxi is a very good girl, I like her, but There is no feeling of love. Love is about fate and cannot be forced. I think it is good to be friends with He Xiaoxi, right?"

"It's your size! You don't know what to do!"

"By the way, where is Qiao Hanyu?" I smiled, and started to ask her back: "Why do you have time to come here today?"

"He has his business. He went to France with his father."

I made a sudden realization: "Oh, so it is."

"Hey, I didn't come to see you because he went abroad! I decided to come to see you today." Hua Mao blushed a little, and reluctantly said: "Friends are always very important to me."

"Yes Yes."

While I was perfunctory to her, Joss Yu's beautiful face appeared in my mind again. I don't know why, every time I mention Qiao Hanyu, I can't help but think of Joss Yu. Chatting on the phone even reduced the number of meetings, because Qiao Hanyu was undoubtedly the eternal topic.

"Yinuo, what's wrong?"

"Ah?" I came back to my senses and shook my head slightly: "It's nothing."

"Let's go shopping later. I recently fell in love with a coat. I like the color and style, but it's too expensive. I'll try it on for you. If you think I look good in it, I'll bear it." It’s a pain in the ass to buy it.”

I looked at the sunshine outside, frowned and said, "Go shopping, I don't want to go."

"Would you like to go? Miss Ben is very unhappy now, do you feel tired even if I ask you to go shopping?" Hua Mao stared at me angrily: "And I want to ask you to buy me a hat, I introduced A little beauty like this is given to you, you are not sure, and I am so mad, I need a hat to calm my mood."

"I really lost to you, do you want to go shopping? Well, let's go!"

While I was talking, I stood up, but she was sitting still, but stretched out her hand to me. In desperation, I had no choice but to hold her hand and pull her up from the sofa.

Summer vacation and winter vacation are the two most popular holidays for teachers and students. Huamao once told me half-jokingly and half-seriously before that if I was on vacation, I would go to live with her for a while and cook for her every day. Plus company, I ignored her words, I didn't want to rush to accompany her in the gap left by Qiao Hanyu.To be honest, I was also looking forward to this holiday. At the beginning, I thought that if I had a holiday, I would go back to accompany my parents immediately. After I came to S City, I haven’t been back once. I already miss them very much. meals.

But on the second day of the holiday, I changed my original plan.

Joss Yu's bedroom, I haven't been in since that night.That day, I stood by the door of the master bedroom where she lived, looked at the closed door, and suddenly had a thought in my heart that I wanted to escape, escape from this house, escape from this city, and go to a completely strange place. If you want to stay in a place for a few days, whether you travel or not, whether you want to see the scenery is the second, and the most important thing is to sort out your messy thoughts.

I feel that if this continues, I may go crazy, and I urgently need a change of environment and a change of mood.

I did what I said. I went to the study to look at the map of China, and chose a suitable city from it. Then I booked the plane ticket as quickly as possible, and packed my simple luggage.

The air ticket was that night. Before going out, I sent a message to Huamao and Jiang Quan, telling her that I was going on a trip, and told them not to worry about me, let alone miss me. After sending the message, I pondered for a long time and decided to Turn off the phone.I put my phone back in my pocket, turned around and looked at the house again, the next time I come back here, it's time for me to move to a new house, it should be like this, well, I'm sure it is. . .

Thinking of this, I gritted my teeth, hung the bag on my shoulder with one hand, and carried a box in the other, and strode out the door.

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