Pear Blossoms Are Blooming Again GL

There were people sitting in twos and threes in a cafe not far from the school, looking a bit empty.Joss Yu sat across from me, gently stirring the silver spoon with her slender hands. There was a careless look on her beautiful face, making it hard to figure out what was going on in her heart.I took a deep breath of the unique bitter aroma of coffee in the air, turned my head and looked out the window.

"No class this afternoon?" She picked up the cup and took a sip of coffee, then put it down gracefully.

"Ah."

"Why don't you look at me? Don't want to? Or dare not?"

Her voice was as crisp and sweet as ever, and I knew I should be rational at this time, so I turned my head and looked at her indifferently, she looked at me for a while, and sighed softly: "If it wasn't for you putting that dress on There, if it wasn't because you sent me another sum of money... maybe, I wouldn't come to you today."

"You didn't have to come. You and I are two strangers who have nothing to do with each other. It's best not to owe anything."

"Nothing? Don't you think I owe you anything in your heart?"

I suddenly felt a little stuffy in my throat. She smiled lightly and continued: "Don't you feel that you have poured your feelings into me, but I have deceived you and played with you?"

I didn't answer her words, and I didn't know how to answer them.

"After you replied that you missed me very much, I couldn't contact you again, and the house was completely empty."

"After I went to bed with you, I went back full of enthusiasm, and the same people in the house were gone." I recalled the time when I lost my soul, and my heart was surprisingly calm: "For a while, I almost thought that I had never known you like this All alone, everything is my imagination."

She stroked the ring of her coffee cup and looked at me: "So, this is revenge?"

I stretched out my hand, subconsciously wanting to bring something to drink, only to realize that the freshly squeezed juice I ordered hadn’t arrived yet. I looked back at the waiter in the distance, but temporarily dismissed the idea, and instead picked up the glass of water After taking a sip, my throat felt a little more comfortable.

"Did you notice one thing?" The corners of her mouth raised slightly, but her eyes were clear: "Every time I eat or drink tea with you, if the things you ordered haven't been served, you will just sit there Wait, even if you are very thirsty and hungry, you will just wait for the waiter to bring it up."

"So what?" I don't know what she meant by saying that out of the blue, but I don't have the time to figure out if she means something right now.

She raised her eyebrows: "It's nothing, I just think you should remind me, if it takes too long, you might as well lose your temper."

I suddenly became more courageous: "I also think that since you have a boyfriend, you should tell me, and you might as well tell me earlier."

The air suddenly became quiet, and I fixed my eyes on Joss Yu, lest I miss the slightest bit of her expression, but she seems to be born with the ability to be invariably surprised, or to put it another way, this is nothing to her. Not to be surprised, her expression remained the same, she didn't even move her eyelashes, she calmly picked up the cup and took a sip of coffee.

"Did Hua really tell you?"

"good."

"I thought you would have known earlier."

I pursed my lips tightly and said after a long time: "She doesn't know that I'm with you, not even the first time we met."

She brushed the hair on her sideburns, with a clear look: "She doesn't have a good impression of me."

Although she is very direct, after all, Huamao and her are in the relationship of subordinate and boss, so I still avoid this topic.

"She didn't tell you the reason, did she?"

"No."

She nodded, was silent for a while, and said softly: "I do have a boyfriend."

Although I knew this fact from Huamao's mouth, and I was sure that Huamao did not lie to me, but when she confessed to me, I still received a heavy blow to my chest. It took a long time before I recovered. He said stiffly: "In this case, you shouldn't be with me..."

"Xiao Yinuo, you once asked me what I like about you, you really want to know, don't you?"

"Ah."

"At the time I said I liked your stupidity and you were very angry, but this stupidity is not derogatory. I think this is very cute. Yinuo, you are a very simple person. In fact, I don't need to contact you to know it. Human experience It's all written on your face, and your thoughts are reflected in your eyes. You have a very young face and a pair of very pure eyes. When I see you, I will think of myself." Her voice was soft and slow, and the two rows of thick black like The fan-shaped long eyelashes drooped down, as if caught in the remembrance of the past, after a while, he looked up at me again: "At first, what caught my attention was your face and the clean aura you exude. On the plane, you covered my ears with your hands, and your breath gently hit my face, I felt that I was surrounded by a fresh and warm breath, at that moment, my heart was moved..."

I think, facing a beautiful and outstanding woman like Joss Yu, and describing how to get along with you in such a way, no one can remain unmoved. Her gentle voice is like a gurgling voice. The hot spring flowed through my heart that was a little hard because of the coldness. She never said such a thing to me. I looked at her and unconsciously held my breath, but her next sentence immediately shocked me again. into a world of ice and snow.

"But Yinuo, there is no possibility between me and you after all."

I gritted my teeth and tried to put a smile on my face: "Of course, you have a boyfriend, between you and me, hehe..." I didn't continue because I was afraid that I would say something ugly , Saying something like that will be a double-edged sword, and I know this very well.

"This has nothing to do with my boyfriend. Of course, I admit that I have a boyfriend and do this to you again. It's not good, but I'm not sorry to anyone but you." She leaned back on the sofa, her eyebrows and eyes The time is very calm: "This world will not be as simple as you want. People who are together do not necessarily love each other, and people who love each other do not necessarily stay together. Many times people can't help themselves. When you are tired , you will think, just stop here and forget about rest, but when you see the scenery you like, you will still want to chase it.”

I chewed carefully the sentence "People who are together do not necessarily love each other, and people who love each other do not necessarily stay together", and for some reason, I suddenly thought of Liang Nuanqing.Joss Yu opened the handbag, took out a thick envelope and put it on the table.

"You take this."

"What is this?" I asked knowingly, and I felt that the veins on my forehead were about to twitch.

"Don't worry, I will never give you mental compensation for being sorry to you." She joked casually, reaching out and pushing the envelope over: "This is the extra rent you gave me."

"I should have given you so much."

"Since I said two thousand a month, I will never charge you an extra penny."

Her tone didn't seem to allow me to refuse. It would be too hypocritical to push her back and forth, so I lowered my head and said nothing.So, this is the end of me with her?I can't tell if I should feel relieved, I clenched my lips, desperately resisting the urge to cry, but her cold voice came to my ears again: "Xiao Yinuo, it's not because I don't like you that I can't be with you. It feels like it's not because of your boyfriend, but because of your own personality."

I raised my head suddenly, she looked into my eyes, and asked softly: "Actually, when you were with me, you had a lot of doubts and uncertainties in your heart, especially after I disappeared and came back, right? "

I hesitated for a moment and said, "Yes."

"Why didn't you ask me?"

I swallowed, thinking about how to answer, but she continued: "Because you dare not, because you are worried, because you are afraid of hearing the answer you don't want, because you dare not think about the future with me, right? ?”

Her words undoubtedly hit my heart, I can't deny it, she looked at me for a long time, and suddenly sighed softly: "Except for what you like about you, you dare not ask me any questions, you dare not explore me by yourself, understand me , but because Hua really told you that I have a boyfriend, she simply and neatly stayed away from me."

"I...I..." Obviously she has a boyfriend, but she is accusing me, and what's even more ridiculous is that I can't say a word to defend myself.

"Yinuo, I don't know if it's because of your natural personality, or because your ex-girlfriend left you, which brought you too much harm and shadow, you are too cowardly, too inactive, too timid, you always subconsciously Protect yourself." Joss Yu's expression was calm, and there seemed to be a trace of pity in his eyes: "I said before, you have an aura that attracts people to approach, you are simple, kind, and cute, and being with you, my heart Always peaceful and happy, but these alone are not enough. My lover does not necessarily need her to be rich materially, or rich in education, but she must be strong spiritually, and she must be stronger than ordinary people. I appreciate it, let me rely on it, and can resist all external interference. Yinuo, I think, you are not the qualified candidate. I know that I hurt you, but at the same time, you actually let me down, so, we That's it, maybe we will be strangers next time we meet."

I don't know if it's my illusion, but when she said the last sentence, there seemed to be a little more sadness in her eyes, and then she stood up slowly with her bag in her hand: "I'm leaving, you pay the bill."

I looked at her, all kinds of emotions were intertwined in my heart, hitting my chest violently, but her beautiful face returned to its usual cold look, which made me shrink back from the urge to keep her.

She put the coat on her hand, seemed to remember something, turned her head before leaving, and smiled at me: "Look, your juice still hasn't come up, it's been too long, and no one has urged, maybe it's already gone Forgot about you."

After Joss Yu left, I was like a wooden man, sitting alone in the coffee shop for several hours. I didn’t even bother to look at the phone that rang from time to time, and I didn’t bother to answer it. got the car home.

When the car was about to get home, I suddenly didn't know what kind of nerves I had, and suddenly yelled at the driver: "Stop, we're here!"

The driver was obviously taken aback, and said inexplicably, "Isn't it here yet?"

"It's here."

I counted the money, got out of the car in a hurry, Joss Yu left, our relationship was completely over, but suddenly there was a trapped beast in my heart, the memories related to her, and the words she said made me My heart can't get a moment of peace. At this moment, what I'm most afraid of is going home and facing the empty room and the four white walls alone.

I was reckless, walking on the street distractedly. When a familiar high-rise building came into my sight, I stopped and made a call: "He Xiaoxi, I'm downstairs at your house. You Can you come down now? I want to talk to you."

He Xiaoxi was at home. After receiving my call, she went downstairs within 5 minutes as a friend. We walked into a nearby KFC together.

"What are you going to say to me? Women?"

I smiled wryly: "That's right."

"I knew it." He Xiaoxi raised the French fries in his hand, and said proudly: "Hearing your voice is half dead, what else can there be except feelings."

"This story is not long, but it's a bit complicated. Don't talk yet, just listen to me."

He Xiaoxi nodded, and I began to talk about what happened between me and Joss Yu, from the amazing glance at the airport, to the later acquaintance, and the scene when she came to find me today, the conversation between us, bit by bit, every bit Nothing was left behind, and when I finished talking, He Xiaoxi had already eaten two bags of French fries, and there was only a small half of the glass of juice left.

"Do you want some French fries?" I asked her kindly.

"Do you think I'm fat?" She wiped her hands with a tissue, and then gave me a blank look: "So, you liked her when you met me?"

I looked at her, feeling a little embarrassed for a while, "Forget it." She waved her hand and said generously, "I don't care about it with you. Anyway, I am very happy now, but you are more unlucky now."

"I said, classmate He, aren't you usually the kind of person who gloats at other people's misfortunes?"

"Okay." She giggled, and her lovely face suddenly became a little more serious: "Tell me, how are you feeling now?"

"It's hard, it's almost dead."

"Do you love her?"

I smiled bitterly again: "Do you still need to ask? I love her very much, otherwise I wouldn't be so hurt. Even... even when she came to me today, I was still a little bit happy."

"Then, go and chase her again."

"What? She has a boyfriend!"

She frowned: "So what if you have a boyfriend? And you're not married! So what if you're married, you can still get a divorce!"

I didn't expect He Xiaoxi to be cute on the outside, but her thoughts were so deviant. This really made me a little dumbfounded. She looked at her and sighed: "Fool, she obviously likes you, it is possible for you, and She obviously doesn't love her boyfriend!"

"Even if you don't love her, he's still her boyfriend! Then I'm still a third party!"

"Why are you so pedantic, always struggling with this? Let me ask you, do you want to know why she doesn't love him, but wants to be with him?"

I bit my lip and said, "Yes."

"Then go to her and ask her clearly, ask everything clearly, and then chase her again!"

"I..."

He Xiaoxi stared at me with dark eyes: "Do you think it is difficult to meet someone you love very much and who also has feelings for you?"

Joss Yu's finely sculpted face and her charming smile like ice and snow came to my mind, and I honestly said: "It's hard, and I know that in this life, I will never meet you again. Such a tempting woman. After this time, I really won't have the idea of ​​wanting to fall in love."

"So, are you just giving up?"

"That's not right."

He Xiaoxi said seriously: "Emotions are born from the heart and germinate naturally. I don't think there is any right or wrong in this matter."

There was a war between heaven and man in my heart, and after hesitating for a long time, I suddenly made up my mind: "Then shall I go find her now?"

He Xiaoxi gave me another roll of eyes: "You can go back to sleep if you want."

"how about you?"

"I'm full, now I'm going to go home and hug my Yang to sleep."

I nodded, said goodbye to He Xiaoxi without any further hesitation, walked out of KFC quickly, waited on the side of the street for a few minutes, and stopped a taxi with my hand.

"Go to Jiangtian Yijing!"

I closed the car door, leaned on the seat, closed my eyes, and prayed secretly in my heart, Joss Yu, you must be there tonight, you must be there!

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