Pear Blossoms Are Blooming Again GL

Impulsively, I wished I could fly back to Jiangtian Yijing immediately to look for Qiao Siyu, but when the taxi stopped before the unknown number of traffic lights, my mind gradually calmed down.I opened the car window, and a gust of cold wind came in, which made me almost shiver, but my hot cheeks seemed to feel a lot more comfortable. I leaned my head on the seat, and slowly put all the things in my mind Combed the side.

I think of Joss Yu, and I also think of Liang Nuanqing, these two women have only appeared in my twenty years of life, but people are really strange, love cannot be measured by the length of time at all, At least at this moment, Joss Yu's face is much deeper in my mind, and Liang Nuanqing, what I remember the most, is actually the appearance of her belly bulging and her pregnant face, which once made me deeply obsessed The face of the young girl who had passed the blooming season gradually became blurred.

To this day, I know that I have completely let go of the previous relationship, but what Joss Yu said shocked me greatly. I asked myself repeatedly in my heart, is that so?Really?Is it because of my character, my cowardice, low self-esteem?I like to escape?

That year, when someone told me that Liang Nuanqing was secretly dating a man, I angrily went to question her, and confirmed from her whether there was such a thing.I didn't ask her why she did this, didn't ask her if she loved that man, didn't ask her if she still loves me, and didn't ask her to keep her, I just cut off all contact methods as quickly as possible, and then I left in a short time City D, did I do something wrong?

After Qiao Siyu took the initiative to have a spring evening with me, she disappeared without a trace. I didn't go all over the world to find her. Did I do something wrong?

Obviously I was the one who was hurt, and I should be the one who was disappointed, but Joss Yu accused me so confidently, I was a little at a loss.However, when I think about it carefully and ask myself, I have to admit that I was still hit by what she said. I was afraid and avoided. Many things I did against my will, and many words were insincere.

At that time, I thought about asking Liang Nuanqing some questions, but I didn't dare to ask about everything between her and that man. For me, her betrayal was the heaviest blow in my life. And fragile, coupled with doubts about the world I live in, I am afraid that what she says will not only not be what I want to hear, but will hurt me even more.I love her very much, and I want to be with her, which hasn't changed because of her betrayal, but to stay?My ego won't allow me to do that.

Joss Yu, it’s not that I never thought about looking for her all over the world. I was so eager to see her, and I missed her so much, but after the messages I sent disappeared, I really lost confidence. After she came back, I never She is satisfied when she hears a word of "like" from her mouth. I know she has many secrets, and I just want her to tell me on her own initiative.

So, she said I don't take the initiative, escape?But is inactivity and avoidance worse than deception?

Should I go to her?

He Xiaoxi said that it is very simple, just find out if you love, whether you are happy or give up, there is no more than one answer, without leaving any regrets, if you don’t love, your heart is free, your body is even more free, why do you love? go!

Is that true?I have no idea.

How many people can one fall in love with in one lifetime?I don't know either.

I only know that when I am in love with someone, I think I will love her in this life, and I don't think there will be another one, so when Liang Nuanqing left, I was very desperate.

Now, Joss Rain is in my heart, mind, and eyes, and I don't want to experience that hopeless mood again.

There is more than love in a person's life, I know that.

I have a lot of things, a warm and harmonious family, loyal friends, and a job I like. These are very important in my life, but my heart is still empty, and my hands are empty.People around, Huamao, Jiang Quan, He Xiaoxi. . . . . .All of them have been settled, only I am still floating in the air, unable to see the direction of the future.

If you have the courage to "until the Yellow River, your heart will never die" and you can hold hands with your beloved, is it worth a try?

I clenched my fists in both hands and stood straight in front of the door. During the waiting time, I clearly heard my heart beating like a drum. It was the sound of war drums. For the first time in my life, I felt like a warrior. Standing fearlessly on the battlefield of love.

Joss Yu opened the door. Her face was beautiful and calm. She couldn't tell whether she was happy or unhappy, but the door only opened slightly, as if she didn't intend to let me in.

I was a little afraid that she would close the door again suddenly, and I didn't know where the courage came from, so I first reached out and pushed the door against it: "Let's talk, even if it is going to end, it shouldn't be like that."

Qiao Siyu looked at me, his clear eyes were still as silent as a lake, I seized the time to continue speaking: "Bo Yudong counts as one of the two people you said were in love, right?"

Joss Yu didn't answer me, but the change in her eyes clearly told me the answer to this question.

I didn't allow her to speak, and quickly said: "Malaysian Chinese are the first ones, aren't they?"

After saying this, I stared into her eyes, not daring to vent my breath, and patiently waited for the answer. After a long time, I saw the corner of her mouth move slightly: "So, you are not as stupid as you imagined!"

"When you were studying in the United States, you fell in love with that Malaysian Chinese. Later, you broke up for some reason. After returning to China, you and Bai Yudong were together. Is this the case?"

I boldly stated my guess. Without a doubt, this is also the easiest guess for me to accept. Joss Yu folded his arms and said softly: "Continue."

"You love her, not Bai Yudong, do you?"

"Her name is Cao Xin."

I was slightly startled, she glanced at me, and said indifferently: "I really don't love Bai Yudong, have you finished asking?"

"No, I still want to introduce myself to you."

She looked at me in surprise, I took a long breath, and said slowly: "Hello, my name is Xiao Yinuo, I have an ordinary but very warm family, and I do a very ordinary but noble job. I have a pleasing appearance, but I am a very ordinary person in my bones. What puzzles me is that these days, I have fallen in love with a beautiful woman shrouded in many auras. My mind is not in the right place, and I have trouble sleeping and eating. Now, I am fortunate enough to meet her face to face again. I want to tell her that although I do not have a background that matches her, I have a good upbringing, correct conduct, and a sincere heart. Although I don't have any outstanding abilities, I am willing to do anything in this world for her, as small as washing dishes and cooking, or as big as lifting a ladder to reach stars. The money I earn is not much, but I can guarantee that every day I Earn 100 yuan, of which 95 yuan will be used by her..."

"Why not one hundred, but 95? Is there still five yuan? Could it be..." She interrupted me suddenly, her voice paused, and then she stretched her voice: "Do you still want to save your money?"

I pursed my lips, looked at her finely carved jade-like facial features, and said softly: "There are still five yuan to keep myself from starving to death, and then I can earn another hundred, and then another hundred... ..."

She looked at me, her calm face suddenly seemed to be blown by an invisible warm spring breeze. In an instant, the coldness melted away, the ice and snow disappeared, and her bright and crystal eyes shone like jewels, Joss rained on her. . .She actually smiled, but I stared blankly with my mouth open.The last time she smiled like that, it moved me too, but it seemed like a long, long time ago. . . . . .

I looked at her obsessively, and for some reason, I suddenly remembered the pear trees full of pear blossoms blooming on the hillside behind my grandmother’s house when I was a child. Others use "pear blossoms with rain" to describe a beauty crying, but I have to use Pear blossoms are in full bloom to describe a beauty’s smile, because her smile is so sweet and pure, gentle and clear, I seem to feel that there is a touch of pleasant sweetness in the air, my eyes are fixed on her for a moment, and my body can’t help Leaning forward a little, he murmured, "I want to know more about her, is that okay?"