Pear Blossoms Are Blooming Again GL

Apart from Huamao's house, I seem to have nowhere to go. Of course, I can also go to Yang's place, but she herself has not come out of the shadow of broken love. It is really not appropriate for the two of us to stay together. Jiang Quan and Sun Ying You and me all day long, and I don't want to disturb them.That night, I was walking aimlessly on the street alone, holding the mobile phone in my pocket all the time. Although my heart was hurt and I left in anger, I was expecting her to come to me. When I passed a traffic light, I I even stopped and nervously called a colleague in the same office to check whether my mobile phone could get through.Of course, there is nothing wrong with my mobile phone, and the lights of tall buildings in the distance are gradually diminishing.My heart was a little colder than the wind in the middle of the night. In the early hours of the morning, I finally turned and walked in the direction of Huamao's house.

For a while, I curled up on the bed in the room next to the flower cat all day long, playing computer games very happily.Huamao showed me the utmost gentleness and patience. Although I still commute to and from get off work every day, three meals a day are delivered to my bed on time. There is almost a small notebook filled with what I can eat and what I can’t eat. This is my car accident. One of the series of effects brought about, she was quite frightened before.

The curtains were thickly covered, and the room was so dark that it was almost impossible to distinguish between day and night. There was a faint blue light from the computer screen. I thought, my face must be like a ghost under the light, after being slightly distracted , I continued typing on the computer keyboard, the crackling sound was particularly harsh in the quiet room.

The door of the room was pushed open at some point, and a long and narrow beam of light came in. I pretended not to see it, and then heard a soft sound, and the room instantly became bright.My eyes felt a little tingling, and I subconsciously blocked the sudden light with the back of my hand.

"How many times have I told you to turn on the lights while playing on the computer, it hurts your eyes so much."

I slowly put down my hand without making a sound, and Huamao came to my bed with a bowl in hand. I seemed to smell the aroma of peanut pork bone soup, but I didn't take my eyes away from the screen.

"Xiao Yinuo." Huamao seemed to be trying to bear it: "Sometimes, I really want to throw you off the stairs."

"Well, I wish you could do the same."

Huamao sighed lightly: "Drink the soup."

"I will do it myself."

I put the computer aside and took the bowl from her.Basically, I will obediently eat the food and soup she brings, and I don't want her to worry about this.

Huamao's face turned pale, and after a while, he suddenly said, "Yinuo, don't you want to talk to me?"

"I have nothing to talk about." I finished the last sip of soup, put down the bowl, and pulled out a few tissues from the side.

Huamao looked at me: "Anyway, Cao Xin is married."

"You can still get divorced if you are married." I smiled lightly: "As long as you love each other, everything is not a problem."

Huamao obviously didn't understand the situation, and he couldn't comfort me: "Yinuo, don't think too much, and don't be too horny, okay?"

"Don't worry, I'll go to work after a while."

I seemed to be speaking to her, but also to myself.Having said that, there is basically nothing to say. After a long time, Hua Mao crossed his arms and said suddenly: "Yinuo, I am the same age as you."

I was a little puzzled, and looked up at her, her expression was a little colder than usual: "But, I never asked you to worry about me, did you?"

I suddenly felt a surge of anger from nowhere, I raised my brows, but I finally held back and said in a low voice, "Don't worry, I won't let you worry about it anymore."

"Then prove it to me, you are also in your twenties, can you stop putting yourself in such a mess every time something goes wrong with your relationship! Can you show a mature look?!" Huamao almost He growled and said these words, and finally said: "Tomorrow Saturday, I will only be in charge of cooking, and there is nothing in the refrigerator. You'd better get up early and go to the supermarket to buy, otherwise, everyone will be hungry together." After that, she cleaned up the bowl and closed the door with a "bang".

The next day, I woke up early, not because I was angry with Huamao. Although I was a little irritated by her words and attitude at the time, I didn't understand her painstaking efforts to cheer me up.After washing my face, I looked at the mirror in front of me, looked at the pale man, and suddenly remembered what Huamao said last night.

The word "mature" stings me a bit, because I know that these two words have never had anything to do with me. The relationship with Liang Nuanqing almost destroyed me, and now, I am repeating the same mistakes.I was always too pessimistic and didn't dare to face the reality calmly. When I got hurt, my first reaction was to find a place to hide.I am like a fragile child, but in the emotional world, my parents can no longer protect me like they did when I was a child.And Huamao's blow to the head seems to be making me sober.

When I walked to the living room, I looked back. The door of Huamao's room was closed, and it should still be sleeping late.I picked up the key in one hand, opened the door and went out.

The sunshine in September is very dazzling and warm, and I like the feeling of being in it, which makes the haze in my heart invisible.Look around and the world is going full steam ahead, not unlike many days before.Walking into the supermarket, two children were clamoring for a red ball. One of them lost his grip, and the ball rolled out of her hand and rolled to my feet. I was slightly taken aback, and let go of the push button Car, bent down to pick it up, handed it to her, she smiled sweetly, and thanked me: "Thank you sister."

I touched her head, and suddenly felt a gaze. I turned my head to look subconsciously, and a young girl was looking at me not far away, with a kind smile of approval on her face. I knew she was because of me just now. He couldn't help being a little embarrassed by her actions, and nodded to her as a greeting, and then pushed the cart away, feeling suddenly inexplicably better.

After wandering around the supermarket for more than an hour, I left with two bags of loot. When I got home, I transferred all the bags to my right hand. I struggled to find the key with my left hand. Before I could open the door, the door in front of me was suddenly blocked. I pulled it away, which startled me. I took a closer look, and saw that the cat was unkempt, and was standing at the door staring at me. With a thought, I understood the reason: "You think I left in anger?"

Huamao remained silent, "You know, I have nowhere to go." I smiled, then raised the things in my hands: "Besides, I want to be a mature person." Huamao hummed softly : "Listen to this, do you want to stay with me for a long time? It depends on performance." But he snatched the bag from my hand and walked happily to the kitchen.

Whether it is a physical or a spiritual injury, there is a process from pain to scab, itching, shedding, and recovery. It’s just that the latter process is longer, but it will heal after all. As long as you don’t toss, you won’t Leaves permanent scars.

I lived in Huamao's house, and soon went to school to work. Every day, the subway went back and forth between home and work, and my mood became calmer day by day.It’s not that Huamao’s words have such a great effect, but that her words made me think a lot, and I urgently want to change my state and put it into action.I don't know what Qiao Siyu will do, whether she will go to Cao Xin, but I am very clear-headed now, I can't be negative anymore, I want to reassure the people around me, if Qiao Siyu chooses Cao Xin , I also want to reassure her.

Time passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, Joss Yu has never heard from her. I have her phone number, the address of her unit, and the key to her house, but I have never contacted her.When I met Yang once, she asked me: "Do you miss her?"

I smiled and didn't answer, why wouldn't I want to?When my mind is empty, when I have nothing to do, my thoughts always follow me like a shadow. At first, that feeling is very tormenting. Later, I turned it into a habit, and I abandoned it. The bitterness is removed, and the sweetness it should have is retained.

She asked again: "Are you really not going to find her?"

I won't look for her, she needs time, and I will give her time to be quiet, to think, to decide.I think she will come to me, and she will give me an explanation after all, either stay together or be sorry.But no matter what, I decided to live a good life.

Yang Zai asked: "If she chooses her predecessor, will you be willing?"

I'm not a great person, but I will respect her decision.

This is the end of this topic, Yang patted me on the shoulder, there was a sense of sympathy in his eyes, I smiled and raised my wine glass to her.

This year, there was snow on Christmas, which was very exciting, but it happened to be Friday, and there was no holiday, which was very disappointing.The whole day, the students didn't care about attending the class. I was very helpless, but when I thought of myself back then, I could understand their feelings.After school, the students were like birds released from their cages. Many people ran to the snow in front of the teaching building, laughing, shouting, chasing, and the snowflakes scattered in the air like powder.I was wearing a thick down jacket, with my hands in my pockets, walking on the path next to me, looking sideways at them having fun, and suddenly remembered the many times I spent with the cats in those years, and a smile burst into the corner of my mouth, involuntarily He stopped, and after a long time, he sighed softly.

A clear and clear voice suddenly came from the side: "Why are you sighing?"

My heart was shocked, and I turned around slowly, only to see a light blue figure standing in the snow, with exquisite eyebrows and eyes, just like a picture, just like the beauty when I first saw it.I almost suspected that I was dreaming, but I just stared at her obsessively. I gradually couldn’t see or hear the clean glass world around me, the qiongzhiyushu in the sky full of snowflakes, and the laughter of the students beside my ears. He only focused on the one person in front of him.

She also stared at me, her eyes seemed to be joyful, but also sad. After a while, she smiled slightly and let out an inaudible sigh: "Today is Christmas, won't you give me a hug?"

I was sure this wasn't a dream anymore, I raised my head slightly, a snowflake fell into my eyes, the pain made me almost cry, but I smiled and said softly: "Let's go."

In recent years, some western festivals have been enthusiastically sought after by Chinese people, and their status has gradually increased. On such days, the traffic in S City is almost overwhelming, and the roads are very congested. We stayed in the car for almost two hours before arriving at our destination. Speaking of this, I have to lament the benefits brought by the privilege. In such a good location and such a popular French restaurant, there is still the best location waiting for us.

Joss Yu took off the woolen coat, revealing a white shirt collar and a slim gray sweater, which gave people a very sweet college style, and I was a little crazy, she plucked the hair by her ears and smiled She raised her head and motioned me to look at the menu. I wasn't focused on food, so I shook my head, and she decided to order something for me.

"Are you thinner?"

"Really?" I touched my face, feeling slightly unnatural, so I coughed dryly: "How are you recently?"

"Ah."

On the way here, we didn't talk, and it was still awkward. In just a few months, we seemed to have changed from the closest couple to familiar and polite strangers.I lowered my head and looked at the shiny tableware in front of me, but I heard Joss Yu whisper: "I'm sorry." My heart suddenly hurt, and she continued: "That day, what I said was very serious, and you didn't do anything. What's wrong."

"Oh, you said that." I shook my head carelessly, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, I know you're not feeling well."

Of course she found the flaw in my words and looked at me: "Why do you think I'm apologizing?"

I swallowed with difficulty, and said honestly, "I thought you were sorry for your choice."

I don't know if it was because of my illusion, but Qiao Siyu's face became a bit ugly: "Do you think I chose Cao Xin?"

I didn't speak, it was a default, she looked into my eyes: "If I choose her, what will happen to you?"

"Coincidentally, Yang also asked me such a question a few days ago." I pretended to be calm, took a sip of water from the glass, and then said, "I think I will bless you."

"When you broke up with your ex-girlfriend before, did you wish her and that boy the same way?"

"In terms of words, I am blessed, but my selfishness does not want to be like this. I hate her, and hate that others have her."

It was the first time I confessed my inner thoughts to someone like this. Joss Yu was obviously surprised, but also seemed a little angry. He froze for a moment, and a sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "You are very generous to me."

I held back the sadness in my heart: "Because your situation is different, you didn't separate because you don't love, because Cao Xin is very pitiful, she needs to be treated well."

Joss Yu was silent, and after a while, he said: "She is indeed very pitiful, but Yinuo, I love you now, time can never go back to the past, and we can't go back to the past, love is not making up. "

My heart trembled, and I stammered: "You mean, you mean you will be with me?"

"What do you think?" She looked at me and said softly, "Are you trying to push me away?"