Pear Blossoms Are Blooming Again GL

Looking out through the glass of the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can see exquisite and gorgeous decorations everywhere. They make the night of this city more charming. I have to sigh that the strong atmosphere of Christmas in the past two years is no less than that of the Spring Festival.

There was no light in the bedroom, only a red candle was lit, the fire flickered slightly, warm and bright, I hugged the quilt and leaned against the head of the bed, I felt that everything in front of me seemed real and unreal.Joss Yu came out of the bathroom, came to lie down next to me, got into my arms naturally, stroked the collar of my pajamas: "Why are you in a daze."

A faint fragrance poured into my nose, it seemed cold but sweet, I turned my gaze away, only to find that she was only wearing a bath towel, and said, "Why did you come out like this, aren't you afraid of catching a cold?" She smiled sweetly and didn't answer , the room is as warm as spring at the moment, and there are two completely different worlds from the outside world. I realized that my question was redundant, so I smiled awkwardly, but I still pulled off the quilt to cover her fragrant shoulders.

Her face pressed closer to me: "What were you thinking just now?"

"Thinking about what you said at dinner...I'm thinking, I'm with you now." I lost my mind for a few seconds, and then sighed softly: "It's been more than half a year, and I feel like I've found it again."

She raised her head and frowned slightly: "You never lost me."

"I thought it was like this. I left, and you disappeared too." I pursed my lips, feeling a bit sour in my heart: "I never contacted you again."

"Yinuo."

She called out to me softly, and I could feel the pain and apology in that voice. I didn't speak, but subconsciously reached out and hugged her. She was snuggled into my arms, surprisingly soft.Time flows silently, I quietly listen to her slightly faster heartbeat, feel her shallow breathing, a long-lost sense of happiness pours into every corner of my heart like a warm current, those memories born of longing Wounds are most soothed and heal with a miraculous speed.However, those big and small questions still linger in my mind, and I can't get rid of them. After a long time, I finally couldn't help but say: "Are you staying with Cao Xin in Malaysia for these few months?"

As soon as this topic was opened, it immediately broke the original warm and beautiful atmosphere. "Yeah." She pulled a little distance from me, glanced at me, was silent for a while, and said, "Before that, I went to my mother first."

Although I found it difficult to speak, I still asked, "The truth is, is it what Cao Xin said?"

"almost."

"What does almost mean?"

"My mother admitted that she found someone to harass Cao Xin and persuaded her to leave City S by coercion, but she did not admit that she ordered that man to do that kind of thing to Cao Xin." Her voice became a little hoarse, and I subconsciously touched her. Her face was full of tears, and her heart ached, her arms slowly tightened, and she said softly, "Si Yu, it's all over."

"I can't believe she did such a thing!" Her voice was choked up, trembling in my arms, her fingers tightly grasping my collar: "I will never forgive her, and I don't know how to forgive myself..."

I understand the blow to her, sadness, anger, guilt, shock and other emotions have caused her rationality to collapse. However, when it comes to her ex and her mother, I don't know how to comfort her. I can give her my shoulders that are not generous, as well as the greatest patience and tenderness.

"She...she almost killed you."

She spoke intermittently, very sad, I forced a smile, grabbed her hand and put it on my face: "I'm fine, I'm fine, isn't it right here."

After a long time, Si Yu was tired from crying and stopped. My shoulders were so sore, so I adjusted my posture and lay face to face with her. She had already calmed down and reached out to rub my shoulders: "I'm sorry, I lost my composure. "

I shook my head: "In front of me, you don't have to suppress your emotions."

She took a deep breath and said, "I told her that I don't want to see her anymore, I can't even be her daughter anymore."

Si Yu's hatred for her mother is obvious, and I don't want to contribute to this hatred, but remembering what her mother did to Cao Xin and me, I also don't want to try to persuade her.Si Yu was injured, and it would be difficult to heal the injury in a short time. Her mother had planted the cause, so she had to swallow this bitter fruit by herself.I stroked her weak shoulders and chose to remain silent.

Si Yu adjusted her emotions, and said again: "She told me that the man fell in love with Cao Xin during the process of following and monitoring Cao Xin, and he couldn't restrain himself for a while..." At this point , she seemed unable to continue, paused for a while, then gritted her teeth, and continued: "It's not at her behest, she just wants Cao Xin to leave me and go back to her own country."

I casually took a tissue from the bedside and wiped away the remaining tears on her face. After a moment of hesitation, I said, "Maybe what she said is true. After all, she is also a woman, and she would not take such an insulting approach."

"Whether she ordered it or not, I can't forgive her." Joss Yu sniffed and said softly, "After I left her residence, I went to find that man."

My heart skipped a beat, holding her face in my hands, looking into her eyes: "You...did you do something to him?"

Si Yu said: "He ruined Cao Xin."

Her eyes were cold, and there was a chill in her voice, which made my heart skip a beat: "Don't do anything terrible..."

"Even if I want to do something, I don't need to do it myself." Si Yu seemed to be afraid of me worrying, touched my hand, his tone slowed down, and added: "Don't worry, I won't kill him, but, If I don't do something that will cause him pain for the rest of his life, I won't be able to find peace in my life either."

She didn't specifically say what she did, and I didn't want to ask any more. After a while, I asked again, "You went to Malaysia afterward?"

"Hmm." There was a flash of pain in her eyes, and she whispered: "I want to see her, I really want to see her, my heart... It hurts a lot, and that kind of guilt makes me unable to sleep every night."

I understand her pain and powerlessness. When she said that she was distressed, my heart was also aching. I stepped forward and kissed her forehead: "Si Yu, don't blame yourself too much."

Si Yu sobbed softly: "Although she later got married and had her own family, but... But if it weren't for what she suffered in S City, how could she go back and get married? She was so bitter in her heart, and I , from the beginning to the end, she thought that she betrayed me and our relationship for so many years for a man..."

I patted her on the back lightly, without saying a word, Si Yu buried her face in my chest, and said softly: "I don't know what I can do to make up for her pain over the years, I am near her home I found a hotel to live in, and we..." She sighed: "We meet each other every night, sometimes when we look at each other, we will suddenly laugh or cry, but I don't know what to say , I don’t know what to do, just get along so stupidly, and then, after a few days, she began to persuade me to go back to China..."

"Ah."

"I don't want to come back. Although I know it's meaningless to stay there, when I think of everything in the past, I can't bear to leave, and I feel very sad."

I bit my lips secretly: "Then why did you come back later?"

"Because my guilt makes her uneasy, because I gradually realized that it is meaningless for me to continue like that, and what has happened cannot be changed, because if I stay there for one more day, I will miss you more, and later , I can't help but come back to see you."

These words were exactly what I was eager to hear, and I tried to calm myself down: "Do you miss me very much?"

"Well, I really want to." She looked at me, and the mist filled her eyes again: "Yinuo, I am a cruel woman, I hurt you by what I said, and I didn't care about your feelings, I left for half a year, you. ...you even just got out of the hospital..."

I stared at her: "It's quite cruel."

"Do you hate me very much?"

I thought about it and shook my head: "No."

She looked a little aggrieved: "But when I went to school to find you, you refused to give me a hug."

"Because I'm wronged too." My nose was slightly sore: "Si Yu, I love you, and I really want to have you forever, but I didn't tell you about Cao Xin, it wasn't out of selfishness, if you choose to be with her, Although I will suffer, but I will fulfill it, after all... After all, she used to be with you..."

"Stop it, Yinuo, please don't say it." She wrapped her arms around my neck and pressed my lips with the other: "No matter how beautiful the past was, if you miss it, you miss it. I have nothing to do with her. She told me the truth at the time, and today's ending will be very different. When I came back, she drove me to the airport and said that she blesses me and you, and I also told her that she will always be my most important relative and friend, and I am willing Do anything for her, this is the end of me and her. The only person I love now is you, Yinuo, and you are the only one. My only thought at the moment is to start over with you, and there will be no more harm , there will be no twists and turns, no other people will mix into our emotional world, only ordinary little happiness, tell me, will you forgive me?"

Under the candlelight, her eyes are flowing, gentle and drunk, I can't hold it anymore, and her sweet voice, which is almost begging, makes my heart melt into water. I stared at her beautiful face and couldn't move my eyes. For a second, I couldn't answer her with any words. I could only reach out and gently lift her chin, turning all the words I want to say at this moment, all the emotions, all the touches, and all the joys, into fiery and long-lasting words. The kiss, passed to her over and over again.