[pivot zero] pain

When it is difficult to fall asleep, lightly hold my hand and whisper in my ear: 'Dawn is coming'. "

"Affirming, over and over again, the 'We were born, to be together' thing."

"..."

"... I always feel that the one I know and the one you know are not the same person at all." Jiu Lanshu smiled bitterly.

Zhui Shengling tightened his fingers suddenly, "I am not eager to meet again, but I can still see the strands from before."

"A pure-blood who is determined to kill his parents. It is the same smile, but he can no longer see through the hidden emotions. He hates me so much. He wants to kill me so desperately."

"My only family."

"It's the dead soul who will never open those eyes again and call me 'brother' with a smile."

"Is it fun to play us as pawns, Jiu Lanshu?" Zhui Shengling raised his head, unusually calm, "It's interesting to see Yihui and I struggling desperately, but still unable to escape the ending of killing each other, isn't it? "

"...No." Jiu Lanshu subconsciously clutched the diary in his hand.

"It was you who released Fei Yingxian from the cell, why?"

"...to make a couple of vampire hunters attacked." After a long silence, Jiu Lanshu whispered.

"Why?" Cone Shengling's mood was still calm, like stagnant water.

"In order to impress the twins of that family with a hatred for pure-bloods that cannot be escaped even if they die." Jiu Lanshu closed his eyes, "Let them become weapons that will not stop until they kill all the pure-bloods."

"Then, you succeeded." Zhui Shengling looked at him, and there was no longer the pure disgust in his eyes, nor the wavering hesitation and weakness before.Jiu Lanshu suddenly felt that the man in front of him seemed to have turned into another person at this moment.

"Even after killing you, I won't let go of the slightest bit of hatred for you, Jiulan." Zhui Shengling got up and left, contrary to the hesitation these days, his steps were firm and powerful.

Jiu Lanshu is very clear about the reason for that firmness, it is the obsession that must be achieved even if the exhaustion is extreme and the pain is extreme.

He opened the diary in his hand, and read the words written in the zero childhood:

"The other day I read a book to Yiyi, and there was a sentence like this. I always thought it was right, but Yiyi said that such a thing is impossible, it's just something people use to comfort themselves in a moment of grief. Is it true? Although Say to him in words, 'That's it.' But in my heart I don't think so.

'I always thought that people get old slowly, but it's not, people get old in an instant. '

If you are old and the person you love is still by your side, it is called happiness.

I hope that I can always guard a strand until I grow old.

I hope that even if we are all getting old, Yihui can still get happiness.

The fact that I can get a ray of happiness is my happiness in itself.In the night full of shooting stars, I swear to myself. "

……

Never expect someone to understand me.Even if he is feared and betrayed by his subordinates, even if he is puzzled and hostile by his beloved woman, he will not feel annoyed.

I have been walking alone in this world.No need for companionship, no need for understanding.I will continue to rely on this solitude for every period of time after that.

Over the long years, this feeling slowly took shape and took root in my mind until I completely forgot what I thought before I had this feeling.

Then there is a human being living under his own plot, growing, changing.In those eyes that only contained the responsibility and pampering of being the eldest son, the grief for the family's ruin and death, the pure hatred for the pure-bloods, the confusion about the need to grow up, and the helplessness in recognizing reality gradually settled down...

In this life, he has witnessed the growth of two people - his dear princess, and the knight of the princess.And he wholeheartedly believed that under his interference, these two people had grown up as he expected, and had grown into the appearance he had carefully shaped.

And this complacency and complacency, after the four-year goodbye with the Cavaliers, was smashed to pieces like ridicule.

Being completely pulled off the track by an unknown person, I can guess my own mind, as if doing whatever I want, but hide my mind tightly, and refuse even friendly touch from the outside world.

A pawn that no longer belongs to him.He tightly clenched the goblet in his hand.The biggest defect in the character is revealed at this time: Jiu Lanshu can't accept the deviation from the predetermined things in the track.

Probing, guessing, approaching, even to please, Jiu Lanshu did everything possible in the time after reuniting with Zhui Shengling, obsessed with pulling this chess piece back to the chessboard.Otherwise, he will be completely destroyed.

Get to know him from various aspects and find out his weaknesses.So Jiu Lanshu asked Cone Shengling to be inseparable unnecessarily, to show unnecessary care and warmth, and even found the other party's previous diary, trying to find some useful clues from it.

"I am willing." Then he heard Zhui Shengling's soft words, maybe even just his own illusion.But he still doesn't know why:

After thousands of years of walking alone in this world, there is finally a person who can understand what he has done, and feels unbearable and sad for this long loneliness.

Now I should be happy that this long loneliness has finally come to an end, or I should be angry that someone dared to invade my heart without permission.For the first time, Jiu Lanshu felt overwhelmed.

"...I want to know the past between you and Mr. Yiwei." No matter how he decided in his heart, he tried to express this inexplicable feeling to the other party.There is some expectation in my heart, and some slight joy.Although he didn't understand the response he wanted, he had a rare optimistic guess.

"Even after killing you, I will not let go of the slightest bit of hatred for you, Jiulan." Then, Jiulanshu received such a response.

"'Everything in the universe has a purpose and cannot suddenly mutate or happen by accident. It seems that way because of a lack of understanding. That is, people lack the intelligence to understand this.' I like this line .

I always don't believe the words of my master, senior brother, and my parents.Why must pure blood be hated by us?I always have this question.

If one day, vampire hunters and purebloods can talk peacefully, understand and trust each other.Can this hatred that has lasted for thousands of years be untied?I know it's naive and stupid to think so.

It's just when the hunters complained that the vampire killed someone's family again.I can't help but wonder, when I hunt a vampire, does his family grieve as we do?

Perhaps their parents are wishing for them to return home safely, and their younger brother or younger sister is just like Yili, looking forward to his elder brother's return.This world, which can only hurt one side to protect the other, always makes people feel very sad.

Having said that, when the very beautiful pureblood in the kimono showed up, I blocked a ray.I don't know why such a distinguished vampire appeared here.But a ray is absolutely invulnerable.

I had a hunch in my heart that this vampire, who could only see desolation and sadness in his eyes, must have lost a very important person.Even though she's a vampire, I felt sympathy for her against the rules.This is so weird.

But I can't help but keep thinking, who will she lose?Family, friends, or rather, lovers?

Are purebloods also people who have love?Also, in such a long life, if there is not even a loved one by your side, you will definitely be lonely and go crazy.

Always thought I could understand the feeling.Because every time Yihui gets sick, I'm terrified.I thought that if I lost him, I would have to live alone.

In such a life that does not know the future, just thinking about the future where one will live alone is already too frightening.

Definitely, definitely, please always be by my side.This can only be said to myself, a willful request.But it always fills me with the courage to live. "

The old diary always had its last page open in front of Jiu Lanshu.

"No." After a long time, Jiu Lanshu stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, "I will not regret everything I have done."

He murmured softly, not to let anyone understand, but simply to tell himself.No matter how unpredictable and dark the future will be brought about by these actions, he will never look back and let go of regret.

Even if it means eternal loneliness.

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chapter. Seven

Chapter.SevenBless【Pray】

Survival itself is a futility.

——Kawabata Yasunari

The bells of the ancient church are ringing, and the evening sunlight shines in through the rose window, turning into light beams.The huge stone pillar climbs up the rock, and the dome is painted with a grand scene of God sending envoys to welcome the saint.

The young child was pale and delicate, singing a slow chant in a low voice.The beautiful blonde woman walked up to the altar slowly, crossed her hands on her chest, and made a prayer posture.

Zhui Shengling looked up at the cross of Christ's crucifixion, his lips opened and closed slightly, as if he was distracted.

"What are you thinking?" Jiu Lanshu didn't look at the altar, but turned his head slightly to look at Cone Shengling.

Zhui Shengling heard the voice and turned his head, "Jiu Lanshu...can the gods hear the voice of vampires? Will...will they also witness the vampire's oath?"

"Do you believe in God?" Jiulan pivoted and asked another question, "The so-called god is just the comfort that people project their suffering on. If you believe in it, it exists, but if you don't believe it, it's nonsense. What's the difference between people and vampires?" the difference?"

"The legendary vampires who betrayed the gods are gathered in the church at this time to attend a vampire's funeral." Zhui Shengling turned his gaze to Bai Lugeng who was standing in front of the coffin, "Why do you have to stick to this form?"

"...Mr. Huangli is a person who believes in the gods. He has always insisted on performing Christian rituals after death," Jiu Lanshu said softly, "Because I believe that vampires are despised by gods, so I want to atone for my sins. This has also led to The previous situation."

"What about you?" Zhui Shengling asked, "I don't believe in gods, I don't believe in evil, and I don't believe in the serious consequences of the crimes committed. Then, what do you believe in?"

"My own strength. And myself." Jiu Lanshu replied.

"Sure enough, it's your style." Zhuo Shengling shrugged unsurprisingly, and there was still no trace of emotion on his face looking forward.

"'The guilt may not disappear, but the sorrow will pass'. I once read such a sentence," Jiu Lanshu still did not look away," and I have always been convinced of this. I will carry the guilt and move forward, but I will never No more burdens of grief."

"Sorrow will pass...? Heh." Zhui Shengling lowered his head and laughed, "The ideal situation."

"...you can't let go of it, that's why you walk more and more slowly, more and more, you can't find your way." Jiu Lanshu leaned close to Zhui Shengling's ear and whispered, "The past should not be a shackle."

"As a person, there are very few times in my life that can be called happy." Zhui Shengling stood up with the others.The vampires in black suits stood solemnly, led by Bailu Geng in unison, and said slowly, "May all the souls with obsessions rest in peace."

Jiu Lanshu was still sitting on the bench, looking very abrupt.He was thinking back to what the person next to him said just now:

"As a person, there are very few times in my life that can be called happy.

There is only a little bit, cherish, love, and carefully protect it from others to find out.

Then one day, it was gently crushed into dust by you inadvertently or deliberately.

To you, it is but a small point among countless sins to bear.

For me, it is the only little bit worth nostalgic in this long life.

Not very sad.It's just a bit of a surprise. After so many years of persistence, I suddenly found that all my struggles were futile.

Thinking of this makes me hate you. "

————————————— five hours ago———————————

"It seems that you have already settled it." Zhui Sheng Ling stopped behind the people who were enjoying afternoon tea, and his tone was quite unkind.

"It seems that you already know." Jiu Lanshu put down the teacup, took another teacup from the shelf, and signaled Cone Shengling to sit down, "You don't have to stand and confront me."

"Your loyal subordinates did it again?" Zhui Shengling sat down and took the teacup, raised one eyebrow, and emphasized on "loyalty".

"..." Jiu Lanshu let out a long sigh, "It's just a little skill."

"The evidence they fabricated pointed to Bai Lugeng?" Zhui Shengling frowned.

"How could it be?" Jiu Lanshu took a sip of tea leisurely, "Mr. Huangli committed suicide, what does it have to do with me and Miss Bailu?"

Zhui Shengling pondered for a while, and then understood the stakes, and asked in confusion, "You also helped Bailu clear the suspicion? Why?"

Jiu Lanshu's eyes turned cold, "Don't forget our purpose this time."

"Egret is a very ambitious woman. With her character, it is impossible not to drink the blood of pineapple. Even if Huang Li dies, it doesn't matter, as long as the blood of Egret is enough."

"... What are you going to do?" Zhui Shengling asked after being silent for a while.

"Egret wants to rule the world more. Then, she must kill me first." Jiu Lanshu sneered, "For this purpose, she will gather all useful resources."

"So you want me to get close to her?" Cone Shengling's face darkened, "Is it whimsical or a daydream for a pureblood to win over the president of the Hunter Association?"

Jiu Lanshu narrowed his eyes and said pointedly, "After all, she and your purpose are the same."

"...In order to kill you, I accepted your request to assist you. But now, for this request, I have to plan with someone who is also determined to kill you. Why should I go around such a big circle?" Cone Shengling said coldly.

"You don't need it." Jiu Lanshu put down the saucer, "Even if it's for your own sake, Zero."

"Do you think you can kill me just by reconciling Bailu with you? By then, all vampires will be exhausted. Do you think you can get what you want in return?

Even if You Ji is no longer your weakness, but when a person has a desire, and it is a very strong desire, then what follows is an inescapable shackle.

You can only do what I tell you to do, and make zero. "

"..."

Cone Shengling started, "I will do it."

Only then did Jiu Lanshu pick up the teacup heavily with a smile, and took a shallow sip, "There is still some time before Huang Lijun's funeral, you can rest for a while."

"Don't worry about it." Zhui Shengling interrupted coldly, with an unhappy face.

"Alright then," Jiu Lanshu stood up, "I still have some work to do, so I'll take a step forward."

"I made the tea on the table. I hope the taste is not so tasteless." Jiu Lanshu looked at it with satisfaction, and Cone Shengling pushed the teacup away with a look of disgust because of this sentence , smiled and turned to leave.

Cone Shengling is frowning behind him and hesitating about his affairs, thinking of this makes him feel good.

……

Is it a dream, is it reality, or is it just a product of my own imagination after going crazy with thoughts?

Zhui Shengling looked at Zhui Sheng who was slowly tasting tea, wondering whether his spirit was normal.The other party was sitting where Jiu Lanshu had left just now, and a few strands of her tied-up hair fell in front of her eyes.

The undead smiled with the same face as himself, "Although the skill of making tea is not bad, it is not good. Next time, I will make it for Ling to drink."

"Who... are you?" Cone Shengling quietly clenched Bloody Rose in his hand.

"It's been so long, don't you know me anymore?" Zhui Sheng said with a smile, "It's so cruel, my dear brother."

"...but... you are... dead." I buried it with my own hands.Cone Shengling could no longer speak.

"Zero eats me, so, Zero and I live together, always, always." Zhui Sheng leaned over and pinched a strand of Zhui Sheng Ling's hair, "Is Zero not happy?"

"Happy... happy." Zhui Sheng stepped back subconsciously, but was stopped by the opponent with the other hand.

"Lie." Zhui Sheng looked into Zhui Shengling's eyes, and said two words coldly.

"You are not happy to see me." Zhui Sheng let go of his hand, took a step back, and looked at him condescendingly, "So Zero must have forgotten the agreement with me."

"What agreement..." Zhuo Shengling asked with some guilt.

"The promise to kill Jiu Lanshu." Zhui Sheng said coldly, hugging his chest, "Do you regret this promise?"

"……No."

"Look! I hesitated when answering." Zhui Shengyi rushed over as if angry, but when he was close to Zero, he knelt gently, "Why did Zero hesitate? Is it because he was soft-hearted towards Jiu Lanshu?" ?”

"How is that possible!" Zhui Sheng quickly retorted.

"Sure enough." Cone Shengyi lightly touched his face to the back of Zero's hand, his eyes were sad, "Zero is always so gentle and easy to be soft-hearted towards others, that's why today's situation is created."

"It's obviously the culprit who caused my parents to die, my beloved girl to stay away, and my elder brother who had to personally kill me." Zhui Sheng's tone was sad, "But he was forgiven so easily by my elder brother."

"Is Zero determined to be such a traitor?"

Zhui Sheng closed his eyes with zero pain, "Stop talking."

"Did brother have feelings for Jiu Lanshu?" Zhui Sheng asked suddenly.

"How is it possible!" Zhui Sheng subconsciously frowned.

"That's good." Zhui Sheng Yihui smiled as he did when he was a child, innocent and soft, "Then brother, make another promise with me."

"...What?" Zhui Shengling looked at the smile with some nostalgia, and his voice became softer.

"You, Zhui Shengling, swear, you will never fall in love with Jiu Lanshu." Zhui Sheng stood up and said seriously.

Zhui Shengling opened his eyes wide in astonishment, "You don't need to swear about this kind of thing..."

"No!" Zhui Sheng interrupted forcefully, then suddenly became gentle again, and said softly, "Maybe after this time, I will never see my brother again. I want Zero not to be hurt by others. Worrying like this , even if the soul dissipates, it will not be peaceful..."

Before he could finish speaking, Cone Shengling covered his mouth.He said softly with a pale face, "Don't talk nonsense."

"Will Ling promise me?" Zhui Sheng continued, and Zhui Sheng Ling could feel the warm breath in the palm of his hand.

"...Yes." Zhui Shengling finally nodded, "I promise."

"Promise what?" Cone Shengyi was still reluctant to part.

"I, Zhui Shengling, swear to the gods that I will never fall in love with Jiu Lanshu in this life. Otherwise, I will be lonely and miserable forever, without peace..." Zhui Shengling murmured, and when he said the last few words, His lips were already pale, and he could hardly utter a sound.

"Great." Zhui Sheng hugged Ling tightly, his joy was beyond words, "In this way, I will no longer worry that Ling will be bullied by Jiulan. Sure enough, Ling is the best, and the previous agreement must be forgotten oh."

"..." Zhui Shengling was hugged, but when he looked up, he saw an outdated statue of the Virgin Mary hanging on the wall, which proved that this oath was made under the witness of God.

Can God hear vampires?Will... also witness the vampire's oath?

……

"Mr. Cone, Mr. Cone? Zero?"

Cone Shengling slowly opened his eyes, not fully awake yet.

Jiu Lanshu was wearing the windbreaker he was going out, and was looking at him with a helpless smile, "It's time. You should have changed into formal clothes now—if you don't want to be late."

"Really?" Zhui Shengling looked at the statue of the Virgin Mary still hanging on the wall, a little confused.

"..." Jiu Lanshu suddenly stretched out a hand and lightly touched his face.Cone looked at him blankly.

"Why... crying?" Jiu Lanshu's voice contained a bit of panic that he didn't realize.

cry?Cone Shengling touched his face inexplicably, and found that the place where he touched it was wet and cold.

I cried?

Why, cry?

"What did you dream about?" He raised his eyes and saw Jiu Lanshu's concerned eyes, and suddenly had a thought of escaping.

"It's nothing." He turned his head to avoid Jiu Lanshu's touch again, "It's just a dream."

"Really?" Jiu Lanshu pretended to be nonchalant and withdrew his hand, turned around to leave room for him, "then hurry up and change clothes."

Cone Shengling was still in a white haze, and he added a sentence for no reason in his not sober mind.

...if it's just a dream, it's fine.

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chapter. Eight

Chapter. Eight Desire [desire]

I think some things can be forgotten, some things can be remembered, some things can be willing, and some things have been powerless.

—Annie Baby

What you want is not something you can get just by thinking about it.

No matter Bai Lu Geng, Cone Sheng Ling, or Jiu Lan Shu, they all understand this truth.

The desire to achieve it, the means used for it, and the consequences and responsibilities.

If you do it, you may not be able to do it.But if you don’t do it, you won’t get it.And the future on his back is an unpredictable unknown.

So, just never regret it.

……

"Mr. Cone Sheng."

Cone Shengling turned around as he said.

"Have you decided where to stand?"

Zhui Shengling turned his head, watching the blurred and disintegrated self reflected in the window, the rainwater meandering down, distorting his face into an unknown appearance.

"I want revenge." Cone Shengling said softly.

"Even against Jiulan Yuki?"

"Even if it's against Yuki."

"Even if it's working with pure blood?"

"Even if it's working with pure blood."

"Even if you have to betray everyone?"

"Even if it means betraying everyone."

"Good boy," Egret raised his long hair on one side, exposing his swan-like slender and fair neck, "this is the proof of our cooperation."

Cone Shengling leaned closer, lowered his head, and the tip of his nose slightly touched the delicate skin.He closed his eyes and bared his fangs.But inappropriately recalled in his mind, in a certain ruined bathroom, he raised his face and accepted a handout that he had to accept.

"Very good, zero." Bai Lu didn't care about the blood that was taken away, and smiled slightly, "You and I have the same purpose. This same purpose allows us to get what we need from each other and work together."

"I will avenge you."

"Destroy the man who took everything from you."

……

"... Isn't Jiulan here?" Zhui Shengling looked at the empty room, always sitting in the same place drinking tea, the man with a confident face was not there.

"Master Jiulan went to the garden more than ten minutes ago. He asked me to tell you after you came, please go to the backyard to find him." The waiter, who obviously belonged to Level C, used honorifics, bent slightly, and stood up for the cone. Sheng Ling pointed out the location of the garden.

"...Thank you." Zhui Shengling hurriedly nodded and walked towards the end of the corridor.

Black and white roses are blooming all over the garden. Rather than saying it is beautiful, it is better to say that the interweaving of this scene brings chilling horror.Zhui Shengling raised his head and found that this place is not so much a garden as it is a cage.Thin black iron bars with spikes enclose the garden, and pinned birds are delicately carved at the welds.The circular cage goes straight up, facing each other with sharp thorns in the center, exposing a narrow gap.The rain had stopped for some time, and the full moon slowly climbed up and covered the whole garden.Under this center, there is a small round house.

Cone Shengling just looked at it for a while, then walked towards that house without any second thoughts.

The interior, which is all inlaid with huge mirrors, has been stained with disrepair.In a few cracked places, the soil was slightly exposed, and ominous black roses grew.Cone Shengling stood at the door, and saw himself overlapping with Jiu Lanshu in countless mirrors.

That self frowned tightly, his eyes still couldn't erase the pain and gloom that couldn't be concealed.

"...What is this place?" Zhui Shengling looked away, not wanting to see his face again.

"Here?" Jiu Lanshu stood in the middle of the room with his back to him. He turned to look at him with a distinct smile on his lips. A place. She said that here, she can see her own heart.”

"Come in." He stretched out his hand towards Cone Shengling in the shadows.

Zhui Shengling didn't go forward, he put himself in the shadow by the door, silently looking at Jiu Lanshu who was only four or five steps away from him. "What are you doing here?"

Jiu Lanshu still didn't let go, he looked at Zhui Shengling with a smile in his eyes, "I've been thinking recently, what are you to me?"

"Heh... What's the result?" Zhui Shengling leaned his head on the door frame and hugged his chest.

The moonlight penetrated through the hole in the center and shone on Jiu Lanshu, like an invitation from the moon god.Jiu Lanshu put down his hands and lowered his gaze, "I don't know."

Zhui Shengling didn't say anything, still leaning against his body in the shadow, looking at Jiulanshu under the moonlight with an unclear expression.

"For Fei Yingxian, her childhood was spent in this birdcage, and her youth was spent in the cage of the Senate. The days of escaping with her lover may be the only time in her life where she experienced freedom. "Jiu Lanshu talked about another topic.

"You want to explain to me that you released Fei Yingxian for the sake of Fei Yingxian's freedom, but you accidentally made me feel unfree?" Zhui Shengling said lightly.

"No," Jiu Lanshu closed her eyes and said, "For You Ji's freedom, and your lack of freedom, I released Fei Yingxian, but I accidentally made her feel free."

"Really?" Zhui Shengling looked at the withered grass in front of him, "Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore."

Jiu Lanshu frowned at him and clenched his hands into fists, "I will not feel guilty for the result, nor will I feel remorse for the pain of others, because it is futile after all."

"But me!" Jiu Lanshu interrupted Zhuo Shengling, who was about to say something, and there seemed to be a storm hidden in his always calm voice, "But I started to think about what the outcome would be if...."

"It gradually became hesitant."

"What do you think ... is the reason for this?"

"..." Zhui Shengling stood up straight, pursed his lips, his eyelashes trembled, and his breathing became rapid.I opened and closed my mouth several times, but no sound came out.

"How would I know?" In the end, he just said such a sentence softly, inaudible.

"If," Jiu Lanshu's nails pierced into the palm of his hand, as if he had made a great determination, he stretched out his hand again, as if to invite, "I said if, now I say, there is another result. You, would you Do you want to try?"

"Come in." Jiu Lanshu looked directly at Cone Shengling in the shadows, his outstretched hand was firm and powerful, and his eyes were sad and gentle.This makes people feel that they are not entering this birdcage, but entering a certain heart that has been frozen all year round.

——————————— I, Cone Shengling, hereby swear to the gods that I will never fall in love with Jiulanshu in this life.Otherwise, you will live forever in loneliness and misery, without peace————————

Zhui Shengling bit his lower lip firmly, his left hand tightly clenched the right hand that he wanted to extend, and repeatedly took deep breaths.After a long time, he let go, lowered his head, and said in a cold tone, "As we expected, Bailu wants to cooperate with me more. I have accepted her blood. We will get rid of her soon."

"...Don't say this now!" Jiu Lanshu clenched his fists and pressed his lips tightly, "That Bailu Geng! How dare you give you such dirty blood!"

"What are you angry about now?" The moonlight moved westward, finally gradually illuminating the face in the shadows.The face was lifted up, it was bloodless, only the deep tooth marks on the lower lip, where the blood had dried up, looked a little gorgeous, "In the end, it was something I could only accept."

"It's irreparable."

Jiulan Shu lowered her hands and took a step forward involuntarily.

"You are too proud, Jiu Lanshu." Cone Shengling looked into his eyes, sincere and sincere for the first time, "You can control the fate of others, and you can also control the fate of the vampire world. In this dark world Here, with the flip of your hands, you can shake the world."

"But the human heart is not something you can pinch around at will."

"You can make my life lonely and sad, and my fate can only be struggled with suffering, but you can never let my heart do what you want."

"I must kill you." Cone Sheng Ling drooped his eyes, his thick and long eyelashes drooped down, covering his lower eyelids with a small shadow, "This is because you chose the twins of Cone Sheng's family as the perfect world for You Ji." Weapons, results."

"But this process didn't just lead to this one result." Jiu Lanshu slowly placed his right hand on his chest, where his heart was, "Now you can choose another path and get another result."

Cone Shengling and Jiu Lanshu looked at each other with sad eyes.He shook his head slowly, "Jiu Lanshu, most of the time, for me, I don't have the right not to think, but the only option I can't."

"I can't go in."

"It's an outcome that I can only choose."

"And it was you who caused this situation."

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chapter.Nine

Chapter. Nine Amour【Love】

For a certain kind of people, love starts from some very trivial and boring places.And without even that, there is no way to start.

- Haruki Murakami

Jiu Lanshu and Fei Yingxian cannot be called enemies.At least the two purebloods themselves don't think so.As the only person who has an adult mind and can freely enter and exit her cell except for those who use her, Jiu Lanshu can be called Fei Yingxian's only friend in her life.But for Jiu Lanshu, the person who can confide his difficulties or thoughts almost at will is Fei Yingxian.

On the day when Jiulanshu released Fei Yingxian and her lover, they even had a long conversation until the time came and they had to end this final heart-to-heart exchange.

"So you think that the love of your life is your sister?" Fei Ying smiled lightly, curling up a strand of her long hair.

"She gave me redemption." Jiu Lanshu was still a teenager at this time, but he looked very mature, "For a pure-blood who is almost immortal, loneliness is an unbearable sin, I believe you have a deep understanding of this .”

"Ah, I understand very well. The longer I live, the more lonely I am. This long road, the more I walk, the more I can't find my way. When I look back and look at the past when I came here, the result is only a deep abyss. That's it loneliness."

"But do you really love her?" Fei Yingxian tilted her head slightly, and raised the corners of her mouth, "Do you want to walk this long journey with her, never regret it, and never let go of her hand? ?”

"Of course." Jiu Lanshu frowned.

"You said that your hope is that your sister lives in a beautiful world, away from vampires, and enjoys the happiness of mortals." Fei Ying smiled when she saw Jiu Lanshu nodding, "Even if you sacrifice yourself and betray the world, you Want to fulfill this wish too?"

"For her happiness, I can sacrifice everyone's happiness." Jiu Lanshu said coldly, "Isn't this considered love?"

"Is that so?" Fei Ying asked leisurely, looking out of the window, smiling very gently, "But my love is different. Without me, he would definitely die."

"He is so fragile, no, I should say, I am so fragile, so I can only be with him. If I leave him, he may survive. He will meet a gentle human woman, as I love him Love him that way, and they'll live together, and have many, many children,