[pivot zero] pain

Enjoy the ordinary and mediocre happiness of human beings, and then grow old together and die together.

But if he is with me, he can only live a fugitive life hunted by the Senate. Maybe one day, because he is tired of this life, he will start to get tired of me and start to hate me for not letting go.

But I still choose to be with him.

No one can take him away.Even if this is a road with no retreat, it is doomed to destruction.I love him and he loves me too.So after losing me, he must not be happy.I am so sure.

Pure bloods are crazy.A group of people who have been driven crazy by the long years, downright crazy.The love of a lunatic is only plundering, but not giving up;If you think you can let her live without you for her happiness.Well, you don't love enough.

Without me, he will never be happy.This is pure blood love. "

"It's just your love." Jiu Lanshu said coldly, "Don't compare me with you."

"You can feel it yourself. How similar you are to me." Fei Yingxian smiled and said, "Both are lunatics."

"I will never be as crazy as you." The clock was almost twelve o'clock, Jiu Lanshu opened the door, "The one I love will never be the same as you."

"...Heh," Fei Yingxian chuckled and walked out of the cell, "In return, I will give you a piece of advice. When you think you don't love your sister as much as you imagined, go to my garden. There is a Little House. When the full moon rises to the highest point, the person standing in the center is illuminated, and you will see your own heart."

"Why did you tell me this?" Jiu Lanshu frowned.

"Because," Fei Ying turned around to look at him, Kusaki Ji's demeanor was fully revealed, "If you sacrifice everything for a woman you don't love so deeply, it will make me feel very sad."

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Jiu Lanshu woke up from the dream and pressed his temple with a headache.Perhaps because of drinking some wine, Jiu Lanshu unexpectedly dreamed of the memories of the past, intertwined with the tears he saw before the funeral, which made him feel very tired.

In the end, what Cone Shengling said inexplicably at the funeral was exactly what he wanted to say.And the heart that has long been accustomed to hearing the word 'hate' from the other party's mouth, but why is it inexplicably confused.The bright moon has risen to the highest point, softly seeping in from behind the curtains.Jiu Lanshu no longer felt sleepy, and went downstairs, trying to use the empty hall to calm his inexplicable emotions.But he stopped on the steps going downstairs.

Cone Shengling was kneeling beside the piano, looking up at the statue of the Virgin Mary.Silver moonlight slanted in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, enveloping Cone Shengling in hazy light.

Cone Shengling with his eyes closed under the moonlight has a suffocating beauty.Half of the well-defined side face is hidden in the shadows, and the overly thin cheekbones are softened and appear immature.He put his palms together in front of his chest, looking very pious and pure.

Jiu Lanshu stood quietly upstairs, watching him without making any sound.

Cone Shengling was unaware of this harmless scrutiny.The light-colored lips opened and closed slightly, and spit out a syllable like a sigh, which was inaudible.

"A wisp." Hearing him say this, Jiu Lanshu's heartbeat suddenly became heavier.I don't know why.

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"Today will be a good time." Zhui Shengling said so, completely unable to recognize the appearance of being on the verge of collapse last night.

"Egret has already secretly expressed his intentions to me several times, and she will become suspicious if she refuses."

"... Tonight I will agree to temporarily stand on the same side with her, so that I can get her blood. But how to deal with her is still up to you..."

"Jiu Lanshu?" Zhui Shengling looked at the man who was uncharacteristically absent-minded.

"Sorry." Jiu Lanshu came back to his senses, "You will feel..."

"What?" Zhuo Sheng was puzzled.

"..." Swallowing what he was about to say, Jiu Lanshu put on his usual smile, "Perhaps we are too hasty?"

"Didn't you say that the exhaustion is accelerating?" Cone Shengling frowned, "We have already decided on the time and plan in advance, haven't we?"

"Or, do you have other plans?" Zhui Shengling cast doubtful eyes.

"How could it be?" Looking at Zhui Shengling for a long time, Jiu Lanshu suddenly stood up with a firm tone, "Everything is still going according to the original plan, ignore what I said before, it was just an occasional feeling." He asked Walking outside the door, leaving Cone Shengling who was a little unclear throughout the whole process, thinking in situ, what kind of conspiracy is there this time.

……

"Lord Jiulan?" The servant frightenedly handed the umbrella to Jiulanshu who had been drenched in the heavy rain for more than ten minutes.

"Thank you." Jiu Lanshu turned around and took the umbrella, but did not open it, and his eyes still did not move away from the corner of a certain corridor.In the dark place there is a young and beautiful man and woman, the man is pressing his lips to the woman's neck intimately.

"If Zhui Shengling comes here, please tell Mr. Zhui Sheng to find me in the garden." Jiu Lanshu finally looked away and said to the servant behind him.

"Yes." The servant bowed and lowered his head, feeling the wet pure-blooded emperor walking by him, the anger and anxiety lingering around him made him shiver deeply.

"I really can't stand it. Give zero such dirty blood." He heard the sentence in the emperor's mouth that seemed to be talking to himself, and trembled at the hidden killing intent in it. After the emperor left, he finally couldn't hold back. Kneel down on the ground.

……

There are mirrors on all sides.

Jiu Lanshu stood in the center of the room and turned around, and the countless selves in the mirror also turned around.Can you see your own heart?Jiu Lanshu laughed at himself who believed in Fei Yingxian's words.In the mirror, I can only see myself wearing a false mask all day long. The false expression, false words, and false heart constitute the illusion in the mirror.How can I see my own heart.

The heavy rain has stopped for a long time, and the moon slowly climbs up, slowly shining from the side to the center.Jiu Lanshu took a deep breath and found that the anxious mood had completely calmed down.

Looting love, giving love, Fei Yingxian's words echoed in her mind over and over again.If Yuuki loses me, will she still be happy?And I, can I bear the fact that she can still be happy after losing me?Thinking about this kind of question over and over again, but still can only get one answer - as long as Yuki is happy, no matter who is giving this happiness, he can bear it.And this is love?

The moon slowly moves towards the center, gradually illuminating the entire room.What would he do if it was a cone that gave birth to zero?Thinking of it, I smiled, and with the character of Cone Shengling, I am afraid that only giving up can represent deep love.

And what about Cone Health Zero?Jiu Lanshu thought.He was the one who caused his misfortune, if he had to entrust You Ji to him, would they be happy?My heart suddenly ached, and my brain roared to the point that I couldn't accept this thought.

Why?He stared blankly at himself in the mirror, wondering why he would be so furious when he thought that in a world where he was not there, Zhuo Shengling would be happy.

The moon had moved to the very center, lighting up the room, and one's own reflection, superimposed with another's, appeared in every mirror.This is?Looking at the scene in the mirror, Jiu Lanshu opened his eyes wide.

"...What is this place?" Suddenly, he heard a voice from behind.

"Here?" He took a deep, deep breath and turned around smiling.

He has made a decision.

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chapter.Ten

Chapter.TenForced 【last resort】

The disintegration of karma may not necessarily make people cry, but the reluctance, attachment, and love for karma will definitely make people cry like a sea. —— Lin Qingxuan

Growing up is just a matter of helplessness.

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"You don't need to pretend to be strong, just leave it to me." I don't know when I heard it, Jiu Lanshu's words sounded in a corner of my heart.

When I still don't understand why my younger brother, who looks exactly like me, has such a big difference in strength from me, I still have the idea of ​​acting like a baby in my heart.

I don't want to stay with my younger brother who is sick, I don't want to satisfy my younger brother's various strange requests, and I don't want my family to focus on my younger brother with their loving eyes.I want to plant an apricot tree, I want to raise a husky, I want to be pampered by my parents and master, I want the right to act like a baby.And this not wanting and wanting, after another wish was shattered, was told by the serious parents: because I deprived my younger brother of his strength, I must bear this responsibility.

"I won't blame my brother." The younger brother who was always angry at his own strength and health, and always hid thorns in his eyes, suddenly smiled innocently and softly, leaned closer, and the first hug was very warm, "Because Zero is a very gentle person, that’s why I was born. That’s why I like Zero the most.”

Never be lazy, never be coquettish, never ignore the younger brother's request, and shouldering the responsibility of the eldest son has gradually become a habit.Yuki was always told to be gentle by Yuki, but when she heard such words, her body slowly cooled down.

Perhaps the original self was not gentle, and he was a villain who learned to rob in the mother's womb.When it was mentioned, only a sense of guilt welled up in the mouth, a bitterness that could only be swallowed by oneself.

"You are always obsessed with your elder brother's responsibility. In fact, you are only obsessed with unwarranted crimes." Jiu Lanshu's words rang in his mind repeatedly.Cone Shengling covered his face with the book in his hand, blocking the sunlight.

Probably the fact is that, Jiu Lanshu always knows him better than himself.But is this crime really unnecessary?Zhui Shengling closed his eyes, the cognition that he was born with a deep sin was already, impossible to change.

Every time he got blood from Jiu Lanshu, the bitter liquid flowed in from his mouth, and he had to accept the memory.

certain fragments.

Blood.kill.die.Endless war.Vampires and hunters maddened in chains of hatred.Endless conspiracy, and sorrow.

The miscanthus swayed by the November wind, rippling layer by layer into the distance, like a lake disturbed by stones, or an endless, pale green ocean.Frozen clouds, frozen, light blue sky.The height that blocks the sky and the sun, and the woods that climb up the mountain.Snowy mountain tops dyed ice blue in the sun.On the endless hillside of flowers and grass, beside the gradually widening, cold and clear stream, there is a simple but comfortable cabin.Longing for a lover's, one's life.

All the time, no one understands, no one is accompanied, buried in the darkness of conspiracy and crime, endless loneliness.

Through thousands of years, slowly, from the lips, flowing into my mind.

From the beginning of that blood contract, the resonance that cannot be controlled and stopped, the sadness for that pure loneliness.

I want to see him, I want to hug him, I want to use my own body temperature to replace that lonely coldness.

The hatred of ruining one's own family, the hatred of being able to struggle meaninglessly in one's destiny, the hatred of having to suffer pain in the sway of this emotion.

A ray of obsession entered from the blood, flowing in every corner of the body, every day and night, never stopping to induce - kill Jiulanshu, just leave it to me, kill Jiulanshu, Just leave it to me, kill Jiu Lanshu...

Jiu Lanshu has taken You Ji away, and a strand of bones is silently nourishing the gorgeous flowers.Even praying in the monastery all day and all night cannot relieve the pain.

Then time slowly passed and it became a nightmare.It turned into a wisp of wisp, breaking the last trace of my persistence.

Silent prayers at night became routine.When neither of them had any intention, they were seen by Jiu Lanshu.

"...a wisp," after the syllable Jiu Lanshu heard, he begged that he couldn't even hear him, "please let me go..."

That's the only way to end your own life.

I have been presumptuous, struggled, persisted, and hated.loved.Everything you want, you can't get.Life continues for a fruitless purpose.

A sad and ridiculous life.

When I finally found what I really wanted, when I wanted love, I was completely torn apart.The rest is just myself who has become helpless after accepting the same result countless times.

That pair of hands, perhaps another result, is already, something that cannot be touched.

It would be fine if... I could not love.

It would be nice if... it was possible to love from the beginning.

What I love is what I can never love.This helplessness, always like this, makes people sad.

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chapter. Eleven

Chapter.ElevenSpeechlessness【The Words Without Words】

Love comes from the heart, is involuntary, and has no age distinction, so it doesn't matter whether it is a turbulent age or whether you should fall in love or not.

- Haruki Murakami

"I know I have no position and no right, but I still want to try. At least, I won't regret it."

Jiu Lanshu looked at a Tama who was kneeling in front of him for the first time, and lowered his eyes, "You know what you are asking for."

An impossible luxury.Unspoken words flowed in the frozen air.

"...With your personality, you shouldn't do such a thing." Jiu Lanshu looked at the only old friend who could be called a friend before him, and sighed slightly.

"Shu, who are you... in love with now?" Jiu Lanshu gripped the armrest under his hand, his expression turned cold.

"Don't be angry," Takuma said with a smile. Even though she was kneeling on one knee, she didn't look humble or embarrassed. "When you act around Yuuki, the sense of disobedience always exists."

"Sense of disobedience?" Jiu Lanshu asked suspiciously.

"When you turned around and left, you didn't care about it. You didn't care if you were the one who accompanied her, you only cared if Yuuki got happiness." A Tama said, "I always think that this kind of love is not the one of Shu. like."

"...Heh." After a long silence, Jiu Lanshu relaxed his expression, and also smiled, "I have to admit, you are a rather difficult person. You act like you know everything all day long, but in fact, everyone sees your inner self." not see."

"What you said, the sense of disobedience... In short, I have noticed it now.

Although... there is no need to notice it. "

"Why?" Tama asked in surprise.

Jiu Lanshu did not answer.I just recalled the mirror house in the clouds at the beginning of the month after the rain, the helpless rejection, the inaccessible distance.The figure jumping up from the cliff, the tit-for-tat anger at the seaside, the body temperature and smell immediately approaching, the panicked pity in front of the piano at midnight...

"Maybe I really fell in love with someone this time." Jiu Lanshu said softly, closing his eyes, with a slight smile on his lips, "So what you pray for is no longer incomprehensible. "

"I can't guarantee whether Bailugeng will die at my hands in the end, but I promise you, unless it is absolutely necessary, I will not be the one to make up the last knife."

"That's all right." A Tuoma smiled, but his brows couldn't be stretched, "I swear that I will protect you, but I can't do anything about feelings."

"Why did Bai Lu Geng let you do this?" Jiu Lanshu couldn't help asking curiously.

"Then what's so different about Yuuki that makes you like this? And you love... What is it that makes you love Zero?" Takuma asked back, "If you can explain why, wouldn't you be able to stop loving him? ?”

"...Probably, that's it." Jiu Lanshu stood up and said with a slight smile, "Most of the time, I can't refute the correctness of what you said."

"What will happen in the future is not something that needs to be thought about now."

"If this is the last time we meet, I admit that as a friend, I hope you will stop wavering between your loyalty to me and your love for her. Your loyalty is optional."

"If I can see Sui Ikurei again, I will definitely thank him." Takuma said with a smile after a deep bow, "You who threw yourself into the darkness because of Yuuki, can finally open your eyes and see the dawn again."

"Even if it's for your own sake, I hope you don't give up on him."

"..." Jiu Lanshu opened his eyes, the scenery beside the piano remained the same.The meeting that occurred in consciousness as a result of feeling a call is still clearly visible.

Giving up... vs. not giving up.Jiu Lanshu admitted that he did not have the courage to make this choice.

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"Mr. Zhuisheng, I think this road will not be passed by Jiulanshu." Hidden lanes of contact.Bailu even looked at Cone Shengling who had led them here, her tone was a little flustered, she really didn't fully believe Cone Shengling, and she also left a mark along the way to let her subordinates catch up. Come.But the scheduled time has passed for a long time, and none of the subordinates has arrived yet.

"What do you mean by Mr. Zhuisheng? Could it be that you are worried about cooperating with me to solve Jiulanshu?" She didn't believe that Zhuo Shengling would still be used by Jiu Lanshu.

"It's not a good habit to be too greedy." The familiar voice from behind made her feel chilly. She turned around and looked at the king who was full of murderous aura.The other party's blood-stained windbreaker told her clearly the reason why her subordinates were not punctual.

"I have already told several other patriarchs of my whereabouts," Bai Lu calmed down more quickly, and said coldly, "If I have been delayed in returning, the hunter brought by Patriarch Jiulan is the biggest suspect." .What do you think the outcome will be?"

"Except for the pineapple that you killed, Patriarch Piaomu has already sworn not to intervene in the struggle of pure-bloods. Patriarch Changteng has not woken up from his deep sleep, so you can only tell the girl from Chengmo's family." Jiu Lanshu Contemptuously, "Maybe you understand and control that girl, but don't forget how much her brother is afraid of chaos."

Jiu Lanshu unfolded the top-secret black stationery, and the seal of the Orange Mo family was clearly visible on the wax paint, "As the weakest but extremely ambitious family, the Orange Mo family always has its own way of life. In this generation, they choose It's another way."

"The younger sister who seems to be much stronger than the older brother is the head of the family, she is stupid and easy to coax, while the older brother who keeps a low profile is in charge of all the activities of the family behind closed doors.

You win over Mieko Chengmo and get the support of Masaichi Chengmo.The strongest subordinates followed behind as hidden guards, and messengers spread throughout the forest.You do have means. "

"It's a pity." Under Bai Lu's more angry eyes, Jiu Lanshu revealed Cheng Mo Zhengyi standing behind him, "You have overlooked the fact that a pure-blood who is so easy to be wooed obviously does not have the word loyalty. "

"And this will lead to your complete failure."

"Do it." Received Jiu Lanshu's signal, Cheng Mozheng gave the order with a wave of his hand.Several shadows hidden in the darkness jumped up, fighting to the death with Bai Lugeng's subordinates in the woods.

"Cone Shengling!" Bai Lu was still standing gracefully, but her expression was completely cold. She roared, "You are on the side of the enemy who ruined your family? Don't forget who made you end up like this! Who is struggling in the tragic situation of LevelE, who made you lose everything!"

"Even so," Zhuo Shengling held up Bloody Rose behind her, and said coldly, "That's my revenge too. There is no need for pure blood to intervene."

"Heh!" Bailu turned to Jiu Lanshu and said, "You can always use the chess pieces in your hands so smoothly, until they are drained of their last drop of value. I can't compare to you in this regard."

"You don't need to try to stir up Zero's killing intent on me." Jiu Lanshu gathered strength in his hands, and a circle of tyrannical wind blades had formed around him, "From the beginning, Zero was out of your control .”

"Do you think that my rear route can be blocked by Zhuisheng alone?!" Bai Lu didn't even care about Bloody Rose who was aiming at her behind him, and half bent down. Everything around him began to heat up rapidly, and the air was already distorted by the high temperature. "Can you Don't forget, Cone Sheng Zero who has obtained my blood will also call me master."

"Really?" Jiu Lanshu slowly raised his right hand, bent three fingers, pointed at Bai Lugeng with his index finger and middle finger together, "Zero who has obtained the blood of five pure-bloods no longer needs to obey anyone's orders, let alone You need to be restrained by any master and servant. If you feel unwilling, go and regret why you greedily sucked his blood when you killed Huangli."

"Jiu! Lan! Shu!" He paused every word, as if wanting to condense all the hatred in this name, Bailu roared even more, and swung all the power concentrated in his hands towards Jiu Lanshu.

Jiu Lanshu also aimed all the wind blades at Bai Lugeng, and as he slashed downward, he collided with the high-temperature condensed air with great force, creating huge air fluctuations.And behind Bailu, Cone Shengling, who had been entwined with rose vines all over his right hand, pointed at Bailu and pulled the trigger.Huge energy burst out from the muzzle of the gun, and the dazzling ball of light rushed towards Egret, enveloping her in a huge power attack.

Chengmo's subordinates and Bailu's subordinates who were in the fierce battle were swept away by this huge energy impact, and they all turned into blood foam in an instant.Cheng Mo was hiding behind the boulder, chanting the spell of protection rapidly and non-stop, even so, she was forced by this force to vomit a few mouthfuls of blood.

"It's terrible." Cheng Mo was wiping the blood from her mouth with a pale face, but she smiled inexplicably.The other hand was drawing unknown lines on the boulder with blood, one line deeper than the other.

At the moment, at the center of the energy collision, Bai Lu corrected to maintain a standing posture, but looked at the pale Jiu Lanshu and smiled, just like she often did, tilting her head slightly, smiling clearly, only the corners of her mouth The bloodstains looked a little hideous.

"Threat me with him?" Jiu Lanshu pursed his lips tightly, clenched his hands behind his back tightly into fists, pierced his palms with sharp nails, and smiled contemptuously, "It's just a pawn, I will kill him together so what?"

"Is that so?" Bai Lu's smile deepened, unstoppable blood flowed out from her waist and abdomen, and the tip of her index finger that pierced the neck of Zhui Shengling's neck was a little harder, "Your face doesn't say that .”

Cone Shengling, who was still buzzing in his head from the impact just now, was closing his eyes tightly, his neck being pinned up was forced upwards, and a small stream of blood flowed from the white neck all the way under the shirt from the pierced wound.The voices of Bai Lugeng and Jiu Lanshu turned into an unbearable roar, unable to discern the meaning.

Jiu Lanshu, whose eyes were stung by the blood, became colder and colder, "You have no way out, Bailu Geng. Put down the cone Shengling, and I can spare your life."

"Then be imprisoned for a lifetime and become the second Scarlet Flower?" Bailu sneered even more, "Jiu Lanshu, I admit that I lost completely, but!"

The extremely high temperature rose, as if even the air had been ignited.Jiu Lanshu's pupils dilated instantly, and the sound of his heartbeat overwhelmed everything else.

"You didn't win either!" Egret said even more coldly, she tightened her hand on Cone Shengling's neck, clearly expressing her intention to perish with Cone Shengling together.

"No!" Jiu Lanshu roared, his wine red eyes turned blood red.The air is compressed and twisted in the rapid movement.His world turned into darkness at this moment.

Don't give up, already, never give up again.In a world where everything is shrouded in light, so said his heart.

No matter what the price is.

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chapter. Twelve

Chapter.TwelveEngrave [Inscribed]

If it keeps raining, we can stay together forever.

- Haruki Murakami

Scale-like clouds, one layer after another, spread across the light blue sky.The color gradually becomes lighter, and finally there are only a few tiny white cotton wool.On the Grasslands of Grasslands, which is pushed down by the wind, along with the forests on the high mountains, clear streams flow through the hillsides of flowers and grass, and the wooden houses on the top of the snow-capped mountains can be seen.

Here, where is it?Cone Shengling slowly opened his eyes, a place so familiar, but a place he had never been to.Not far from him, blood was spreading under his body.The wound that was frozen purple by the ice on the grass, the tightly closed eyes, when I was still awake, I felt the arm tightly protecting me, I said that I didn't care about my own life, but I used the price of serious injury to protect myself of pure blood.

Simply inexplicable.Zhui Shengling pressed his lips tightly, but walked to the side of the injured person and squatted down.The back was two inches below the heart, and a scar that spanned the entire body was still bleeding, and the healing ability that the purebloods were proud of was not working at all.

"...Jiulan...shu?" Immediately he didn't know what to do, Zhui Shengling wanted to push him to wake him up, but he stopped suddenly when he was about to touch him, "Can't you heal yourself?"

Even though he asked this way, he actually didn't expect the other party in a coma to give him an answer.Looking up at the wooden house not far from him, Zhui Shengling stood up, hoping to find something that could help.

If he didn't do anything about it, and he was only thinking about the pure blood king he wanted to kill, maybe he would die like this.Or maybe, the purebloods who are always gifted will not be harmed by this kind of injury at all.But... Cone Shengling carefully pulled off the blood-soaked clothes, and wrapped them up very carefully with the hemostatic bandage and tape he found earlier.

This man... saved me.Because saving me is facing the danger of possible death.

In that unknown white light, all he could recall was the air that seemed to burn him out, the bloody eyes that were too close to him, his hands tightly hugging him in the torn vortex of space, being caught The wind blade of the vortex hit, and the blood spread all over the world in front of him.

What to do, Zhui Shengling looked at Jiu Lanshu lying prone on the bed.It was rare to show a defenseless look in front of him.No emotion, no intrigue, soft sleepiness.It was the first time that I, who always thought I had a firm goal, was so at a loss.

This person... Will he die?If he died... what would happen to him?

The fingertips lightly brushed the complicated engravings on the opponent's left arm, and the small wound that was accidentally pulled away bleeds again.

You must kill the one you love.This pain never stops.

Already, I don't know how to do it.Such a helpless and cowardly self, already, never wants to see him again.

……

When Bai Lu ignited everything including himself with high temperature, Jiu Lanshu's eyes suddenly lost their light.

When he couldn't feel the flow of time, his hands touched the person who didn't want to give up, and then tore open the opening to the space that only he, the ancestor, knew.Cheng Mozhengyi's breath came, and the opponent's repeated incantations launched an attack in an instant.

The wound on his back was still controlled by the spell to repair itself, and he felt the breath coming from his side.Will you throw yourself here to die?Jiu Lanshu wanted to smile wryly, but the nerves on his face couldn't even do this kind of thing.

The wound was treated gently.Carefully carry yourself into the cabin to clean up.The man who always said he was going to kill himself always did the opposite.Let the self who is always eager to give up in the next second love even more deeply in the next second.

The cool touch of fingertips is almost imperceptible.The engraving that was scratched by blood was instantly ignited.The ability to view the soul is forced to initiate.The soul holding his hand lightly by his side is fully open to him at this moment.

Brother, Ling, brother, kill Jiu Lanshu, just leave it to me, kill Jiu Lanshu... Tightly entangled in bloody chains, Coni Sheng Ling and Coni Sheng Yiwei closed their eyes, facing each other, Hands together.

Although he closed his eyes tightly, he was tightly entwined with the vines that protruded from Zhuo Shengyi's body.He repeatedly said that he wanted to kill Jiu Lanshu.

"...hub." A shallow voice came from the chain, gently hooked the cool fingertip of his index finger through the chain, closed his eyes tightly, but for the first time smiled without depression and pain, smiled , "I want, how should I do it..."

"I...don't love anymore..."

"...Zero." He could only, could only sigh softly like this.

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"Are you awake?" Zhui Sheng Ling asked who was sitting beside the bed with a young rabbit in his arms.

"...Where did this rabbit come from?" Jiu Lanshu opened his eyes, got up and sat by the bed and smiled.

"I found it when I went out to find food." Zhui Shengling pinched the rabbit's ears, and replied in a good mood, "Probably because the legs were deformed and abandoned, and they were hiding in the grass shivering. Fortunately, they were not frozen." die."

"Really?" Jiu Lanshu took the soup from the opponent's hand and raised an eyebrow, "This is it?"

"It's already winter, and I can't find any food." Zhui Shengling stood up, "You just accept it reluctantly."

"You underestimate me too." Jiu Lanshu shrugged and drank the soup without any seasoning without any resistance, "I'm not such a particular person."

Zhui Shengling held the bandage and looked at him for a while, speechless.

"What's wrong?" Jiu Lanshu thought to himself what was strange about him.

"...It's nothing." Zhui Shengling took the bowl and untied the bandages on his body, "I just think it's a bit out of character for you to drink pheasant and mushroom soup."

"Then what do you think of my image?" Jiu Lanshu obediently let Cone Sheng Zero Ring pass his body, and when the eyes of each other were extremely close, he said jokingly, "I only drink black tea and eat all kinds of expensive food. food, living in an old castle, and ignorant of the sufferings of the people?”

"...almost." Zhui Sheng Ling pulled away violently, with a sense of inexplicable and panic in his eyes.

"Since you're all in the mood for joking, then you can change it yourself!" Throwing down the bandage, the red-faced Zhui Shengling left in a hurry.The clear laughter from behind annoyed him even more, and Zhuo Shengling closed the door viciously.

It was the first time he saw Jiu Lanshu who was joking with him in such a relaxed way.It seems that some decision has been made, and it seems surprisingly relaxed.Unconsciously rubbing the rabbit's fur into a mess, Zhui Shengling pursed his lips angrily and found that facing such Jiu Lanshu, he didn't have any means of resistance or courage.

……

Always change the topic when I want to bring up my next plan, always tease and touch casually, and smile gently when I am angry.

"You...have actually been injured in the head, right?" After getting along with each other for several days, Cone Shengling, who was always inexplicable and panicked, finally couldn't help but speak.

Jiu Lanshu opened his eyes wide in surprise, and then laughed out loud. "My God," Jiu Lanshu's eyes were full of smiles, "I am like this, so I am so surprised?"

"Let go of your prejudices for now, and at least get along without malice until I recover from my injury, okay?" Jiu Lanshu was wearing a windbreaker, with a thick bandage wrapped around his heart.He sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him sideways.The pale November sunlight slanted in from the window, but it lit up the person in front of him, with a smile on his face, so gentle that it couldn't be more gentle, not like a creature that belonged to darkness at all.

"Look," Jiu Lanshu pulled Zhui Shengling, who was holding the rabbit, into his arms, "It's obvious that there are only two of us here. Don't care about bloodlines, prejudices, or hatred.

Here, there is only living together, that's all. "

"You love me." Jiu Lanshu forced Zhuo Shengling to look directly at him, and from this angle, he could see Zhui Shengling's instantly pale face.

"I want to be with you." Jiu Lanshu rubbed his cheeks with the awl