In the same boat with the son

When Lin Xiu and Fu Ming returned to the mansion from where they were supposed to be entrusted, they saw Li Zan, A Ru, and A Da standing at the door like three eagerly awaiting little beasts, with anxiety on their faces, cheeks and noses Some of them were frozen red, which was a bit funny.Seeing the silhouettes of Lin Xiu and Fu Ming, the faces of the three suddenly glowed. Ada quickly threw himself on Fu Ming's body. Fu Ming lovingly touched his head, and couldn't help but lightly scolded, "It's so big! , still like a baby who hasn't been weaned!" Ada sounded a little shy, but she got more and more frustrated and slipped into Fu Ming's arms.

Li Zan looked at Lin Xiu with dark eyes, with the obvious panic and worry in his eyes because of his father's conviction, but also felt that he was weak and helpless, so he couldn't help showing great trust in Lin Xiu.Although Li Zan's height is close to Lin Xiu's shoulders, Lin Xiu feels that he is also a child at this moment, so he can't help but pat his head like Fu Ming, and comforted him, "Your father will be fine." Li Zan listened Well, I felt relieved a little bit, but thought that I was being treated like Adana's little leather child, so I couldn't help lowering my head and blushing quietly.

In the middle of the night, Lin Xiu tossed and turned on the bed, the air in the room seemed to be solidified, and the air density in the room seemed to be getting higher and higher, squeezing his heart to restless.There were light footsteps outside the door, stopping in front of Lin Xiu's door, and then there was a light knock on the door.When Lin Xiu got up, he could still feel a sense of bleakness.After opening the door, it was Li Zan, barefoot, hugging his own pillow, really like a child, really not in line with his usual appearance.

Li Zan saw that Lin Xiu was just wearing a shirt indiscriminately, and his expression was not too good, and he suddenly felt a little embarrassed for his willful behavior like a child.Now the weather is a bit cold, Lin Xiu hurriedly let Li Zan in, let Li Zan sit on the bed, wrapped in a quilt.Li Zan suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and murmured, "I'm worried about my father, I can't sleep—" His eyes were a little dodgy, and he didn't dare to look at Lin Xiu.

On the contrary, Lin Xiu felt less anxious. Facing a child who was weaker than himself and needed comfort and protection, he forgot his anxiety and made his heart stronger and calmer.Perhaps because of this, every woman may be timid, but as a mother, she is very brave and can possess courage that is unimaginable in ordinary times.Lin Xiu couldn't help thinking of Mrs. Guo. As a woman, she was subject to so many constraints, but for herself, she was the most decisive, never showing the slightest bit of grievance or reluctance in front of her.

Lin Xiu thought that he would never have children again. Although Li Zan was usually mature and stable, he often showed the persistence and innocence of a young man. He was very similar to Li Wei. Looking at him was like looking at a boy. Li Ting was just like him back then, and Lin Xiu often couldn't help but feel a licking feeling towards Li Zan.

Lin Xiu replied gently, "Your father will be fine. Your father just abided by his duties and did the right thing. You have to believe that as long as you do the right thing and believe in it, the result will be fine." It's what you accept."

Perhaps, doing the right thing may not necessarily be the result you want, otherwise life would not have so much helplessness.But if you firmly believe that what you are doing is right, then the result is what you should accept, because the result has already been in your expectation,

Li Zan looked at Lin Xiu and nodded, his eyes became firm.In fact, Lin Xiu just induced Li Zan, maybe Li Zan will understand that as long as you firmly believe that what you do is right, then you will get the result you want.Whether the world is right or wrong is inconclusive. What was right in the past may become wrong in the future, and public opinion is always guided.But if a person can have a strong belief and believe in what he does and thinks, what a powerful force he will bring to himself.Because too many people in the world are confused between right and wrong, doubt themselves and what they do, and then deny and waver, what can they end up with in the end.

Lin Xiu knew that Li Wei was a person with his own persistence. What was right was right, and what was wrong was wrong. In order to insist on what was right and punish what was wrong, even if he gave up himself, why would it be so difficult?At least he firmly believes that his beliefs are still alive.Zhong Jin's character is reserved, and he has nothing to do with others, that is, the kind of good old man. Li Wei once joked, "Mencius said that people have no heart for right and wrong, and they are not human."When Zhong Jin was young, he couldn't help but ask his uncle, and his uncle explained, "In the past, Wuzi of the Qi Kingdom made mistakes, so as to incur the disaster of killing himself, and protecting the whole family is the most important thing." But Zhong Jin's words are nothing but right However, it is clear what is right and what is wrong with Li Wei, and what is right and what is wrong are not always the same.

Soon, Yingfeng, the captain of Sili, wrote a letter to Emperor Huan, saying, "Jifu's merits were given to Feng Yu to discuss Man Jing before; The legacy of love in the Liao Dynasty. Today, the three slumbers are moving, and the Ren Lu is not in motion. The Book of Changes says, "Thunderstorms are the solution, and the gentleman forgives the crime with forgiveness." Emperor Huan then reinstated the three men and returned to their posts.Li Zan saw his father came back intact, he couldn't help respecting and relying on Lin Xiu even more in his heart, Lin Xiu also felt very guilty seeing this situation, adults always have to bear the omnipotence of children with their own limitations and helplessness Complete trust.But maybe when children understand the fragility and impotence of adults, maybe it's time for them to grow up, and they don't have to rely on others for all their hopes, but maybe there are some people who never grow up.

From October to December, Emperor Huan blessed Chang'an and gave each of the people in Chang'an ten dendrobium millet. Although Emperor Huan's move was beneficial to the hearts of the world, it was still very strange to the people of the world.In the cold and bleak winter, if you don't stay in Luoyang Palace, which is well-equipped and an important place for the capital, you are more fortunate than Chang'an Weiyang Palace, which was once prosperous and has long been deserted.It was rumored that even though Emperor Huan had demoted Zhang Rang, he still felt reluctant to part with him. He did not see each other for a day like three autumns. In winter, people were busy and busy, so he came here.However, in the eyes of old fritters like Hu Guang and Zhao Dian, they couldn't figure out how the Holy Majesty could do such absurd things for a eunuch. With great fanfare, there must be some conspiracy.In December, Shaodang waited for the Hu Qiang to invade Longyou, and Duan Jiong, the guard of the Qiang school, defeated it.Perhaps, the old fritters' thinking has some truth.However, in the five years so far, Emperor Huan will go to Chang'an every winter, either long or short, openly or privately. Perhaps, the people's daydreams are not groundless.

In the first month of the fourth year of Yanxi, a plague broke out in the capital, and there was hail in May. For a time, there were countless refugees outside Luoyang.The fleeting years are unfavorable, and there will be various disasters such as floods, droughts, and earthquakes almost every year. However, the locusts have crossed the border three times in five years, and the harvest is better than nothing.In the areas of Wuling, Guiyang, and Lingling in the south, if the years are unfavorable and the people are hungry, they will rebel. If the court is disturbed, they will surrender. , so back and forth, there is no good strategy.Every day when the natural disasters of the eclipse happened, Sangong was relieved and reappointed. It can be said that the entire imperial court almost fell into a kind of self-rescue in the lingering state of healing.

Emperor Huan also selects good talents every year, but the legendary sages are reluctant to go out; but in fact, there are not a few capable ministers and generals in the government and the opposition. We were born in a crowded and chaotic world.In fact, everyone in their position worked very hard to live. The king did not start a large-scale construction project or resort to military affairs. Civil servants and military generals also devoted themselves to governing the country and the people, guarding the territory, and the eunuchs did not centralize power too much during the tenure of Emperor Huan. It can be said that Emperor Huan was still suppressed, and besides, the powerful interest groups acted arrogantly, but they always existed regardless of prosperous times.As for the fact that Emperor Huan planted the seeds of eunuchs intervening in politics, it is a fact, but that is more the result of the power tilt of the system's long-standing abuses.However, all that can be said is that as a person, Emperor Huan has worked very hard. Although he cannot be called a wise emperor, he will not be reduced to the point of being fatuous.

However, it was said that Emperor Huan had to reduce the official salary and borrowed rent from the princes to overcome the difficulties. Some even said that only half of the official winter clothes were distributed, and the embarrassment was obvious.On this day, Baishuiju and Chunqiufang were outside the city to help the victims in the name of the imperial court. The witch doctor and the imperial physician ordered, Yaocheng, Fangcheng and the victims distributed medicine, arranged disinfection and other matters. In fact, after the witch doctor was called into Beijing, He was only an idle official in Situ's mansion, he had no real power, and he didn't have much to do on weekdays. It was not his responsibility to deal with the plague. Just say hello and communicate with the imperial physician order.

But I don't know where the news came from. It is rumored among the people that Baishuiju is the property of Master Liu Shuliu, and Chunqiu Fang is also arranged by Master Li, and the relief of the victims is the compassion of the two adults and their generosity.The news spread wildly, and the hearts of the people all voted for Liu Shu and Li Wei for a while.When Lin Xiu heard the news from Zhao Su, he was shocked and worried for a while.When I saw Li Wei in the evening, instead of talking about it, Lin Xiu said, "I have only recently discovered the direct relationship between Mr. Liu and Baishuiju, but the relationship between me and Chunqiu Fang has never been revealed. It’s chasing after wind and shadow.”

Hearing this, Li Huang couldn't help asking, "Ziqing means someone wants to frame you?"

Lin Xiu hesitated and said, "Relief to the victims is only a wish, and in the name of the Holy One, I just want the hearts of the people to return to the Holy One. Now I don't know who is provoking you like this. It's not to push you to the cusp of the storm and make Emperor Huan suspect you. You? Emperor Huan felt that you disregarded his royal dignity in the last incident, and now if you exaggerate it a little bit, wouldn’t it make you even more suspicious of you?"

"But I'm neither a relative nor a clan, and I don't have too much power in my position. Is it necessary for the Holy One to be suspicious of me?"

"Your Majesty doesn't have to be suspicious of you, but you can't do anything to instigate it. You are just a chess piece under His Majesty's chessboard, but you are also one of the three forces under His Majesty's chessboard. Foreign relatives and eunuchs are feared by the King when they are powerful. , if you are so powerful, you will end up like this. Although it is not obvious now, the Holy One must have a measure in his heart."

Li Huang frowned deeply, "What Ziqing said is also reasonable, but I only want to do my best for this devastated society, but I don't want to be so helpless."

Lin Xiu couldn't help putting his hands on Li Wei's eyebrows, "Mingxuan, don't do this, it's not like you anymore."