In the same boat with the son

It was late at night, and Li Wei was still dealing with government affairs while sitting at the desk. Lin Xiu was already extremely sleepy, but he didn't want to go to sleep alone, so he leaned on Li Huang's shoulder and drooped his eyelids.The pale yellow halo of the candlestick was hazy, reflecting the shadows of the two on the wall behind them, melting together, as if they were melting together.No matter how tired you are, how turbulent the world is, there is someone who can be by your side in the deepest and most exhausting night, adding fragrance to your warm sleeves, smoothing your emotional wrinkles, and counting the echoes of time in the middle of the night together. The meaning of life is endless. as much as possible.

Seeing that Lin Xiu seemed to be asleep, Li Wei gently picked him up and put him on the nearby bed.The light of the candle flame carefully traced Lin Xiu's face. After being with someone for a long time, his appearance can't be described as good-looking or ugly. He is him, and that appearance has already matched this person. Your meaning melts into one.Li Wei looked at Lin Xiu carefully, together for a long time, every time he described it, it was as if he had met him for the first time, always so special.Although the eyebrows, eyes and lips are still the same, they are changing in his heart like a thousand gestures. This person is so real and important to him, Li Wei can't help being moved in his heart, moved by the favor of fate. , I was able to meet this person and have been with him for many years.

Li Wei covered Lin Xiu with the quilt, couldn't help but kissed him on the lips, and when he was about to leave, he didn't want to be hooked by Lin Xiu's neck.Lin Xiu burst out laughing, "I knew you were peeking at me and kissing me just now", she looked like a wife who has been eroded by time but still has a strong attraction to her husband, Can't help but be proud.Li Huang looked at him smiling like peach blossoms in the spring breeze, and his tired body became excited like a conditioned reflex.Maybe some time will dilute the traces of passion, all actions and hints will be blocked, and you will not be able to respond, but if you still like this person in your heart, maybe, every expression and movement of this person will be accompanied by ambiguous feelings somewhere in the past. The traces of memory can't help arousing your excitement.

At least now, seeing the line drawn by Lin Xiu's smile on his lips, the color painted on the corners of his eyes, and the trembling of his body under the quilt, Li Wei was provoked into an irresistible emotion in such a quiet and deep night. excited.Li Wei couldn't help but threw off the quilt and put it on Lin Xiu. Lin Xiu knew that he wanted to eat him from the look on his face, and now he was so teased that even his smile froze on his face.

There is a kind of kiss that will make the more you kiss, the hungrier and thirstier. Even if you kiss each other deeply, even if you completely wet each other, it is still difficult to get salvation like walking in the desert of desire.Li Huang pulled away Lin Xiu's skirt again, impatiently applied some ointment, and stuffed himself in.Lin Xiu's body was stimulated, and every time he first came in, he would feel this kind of unbearable excitement, but he felt a little ashamed as if he had succeeded, so he put his lips next to Li Wei's ear and said seductively, "The older you are, the older you are. But I'm getting more and more anxious--" The last utterance was trembling by Li Wei, Li Wei just stared at Lin Xiu with deep eyes, Lin Xiu's eyes became more and more blurred, and he didn't know what to understand Did that mean it?Hey, it is true that people have to accumulate virtue, otherwise the bitter fruit will be swallowed by themselves.

On this day, the sky was a bit gloomy. When Lin Xiu was about to go back from Taixue, he didn't expect a little rain to fall on the road.The winter rain hit his body, and the bleak chill penetrated into his bones. Lin Xiu felt uncomfortable again, especially at the place where he had been tossed too much, the white skirt was still stained with mud, and he looked a little embarrassed.Lin Xiu was very speechless, he didn't know whose bad intentions it was, everyone in the Taixue had to wear white long gowns, making everyone look like a white-clothed scholar.But to be honest, most of the scholars are quite gentle and handsome, so they look very good in this gown. Looking around, the whole school is very admirable.But Lin Xiu doesn't like white clothes, it's troublesome, he's a little more restrained, and he definitely doesn't want white clothes on weekdays.Look at the mud spots, how conspicuous and ugly they are when they get on them——

However, Mr. Qiu said that in the eyes of the world, this scholar is like this clothes. At the beginning, it is clean and pure white, but if it is not clean, it will be even more spurned by the world.Lin Xiu couldn't help remembering that the dynasty believed in the natal water and respected black, so the kings and ministers mostly wore black.Perhaps, this should be the color of politics. How can ordinary people see how much blood, conspiracy and means have been stained?But black and white, how can it be so simple to say which is better.Some people like the day, some people like the night, but neither of them can be easily dug out by the world.What you think is right may not save anyone, what you think is dirty, but you have to live by it all the time.

Lin Xiu felt really uncomfortable, thinking that Chunqiufang is not far away, so it's better to rest for a while.Three steps make two steps, and even more mud splashed on the clothes can't be cared about.Only then did I lift the curtain that smelled the blossoming white daisies, and the noisy heat came over my face. I said that the little daisies were the ones that Zhao Su had to choose. I thought they were so innocent and cute. At that time, Lin Xiu wanted to hide his face, but he didn't say anything. , can't hurt this pure feeling.The weather was bad, and there were some people sheltering from the rain in the workshop, but there were not as many customers as usual.

Just after entering the door, Lin Xiu heard the weeping of a man's voice that was a little thin but very present, as if it came from the private room inside.Lin Xiu pulled a servant to inquire, and learned that Zhao Su was inside with someone he didn't know.I couldn't help looking for it out of curiosity, and after knocking on the door and answering the sound, I looked up, only to see Zhao Suzheng frantically comforting a young man opposite, but he was sitting with his back facing him, so he couldn't see his face clearly.Lin Xiu walked over curiously, only to see that the crying person was the little fat man Huang Shan who had been by Zhang Shuo's side for many years.Lin Xiu sat down beside Zhao Su and looked at Zhao Su suspiciously, but Zhao Su hurriedly tugged on Lin Xiu's sleeve as if he had been rescued, "Brother Xiu, please persuade this little brother, I just said Seeing him crying while walking alone on the road, I saw that he was crying so sadly, so I couldn't help but drag him into the store. But he didn't say anything when I asked him, and he kept crying for a long time—"

When the little fat man saw Lin Xiu, his eyes widened a little, and he held back his sobs. He knew Lin Xiu, the man Zhang Shuo molested at the city gate many years ago.At that time, the little fat man thought that Lin Xiu was very good-looking. Later, when Zhang Shuo was fighting with Qin Gong in this store, he also saw this person. Later, he would occasionally hear others talk about him, Li Wei, and about him. Beauty and talent.Even the little fat man didn't notice, he would pay more attention to Lin Xiu unconsciously.Maybe it was because Zhang Shuo saw Lin Xiu's amazed and anxious expression for the first time. Although he didn't take it too seriously, he never forgot it.

He thought, Zhang Shuo should like this kind of thing. He is good-looking and knowledgeable, unlike himself, with a round face and fleshy eyes, and small eyes. He is not smart and can't even speak beautiful words, so, He must be teasing himself like that—what else can he have with Ah Shuo except a heart?Especially when this person sits in front of him like a luminous body, he can't wait to bury his head in the dust.The lingering cowardice and lingering inferiority complex made the little fat man look like floating duckweed, and his whole body was bad.

Lin Xiu saw that the little fat man was in a daze, and couldn't help shaking his hands in front of his eyes, "Hey, are you okay?" The little fat man nodded blankly.

"What's your name? I saw you by Zhang Shuo's side."

Hearing that Lin Xiu still remembered him, the little fat man's eyes lit up for a moment, but then quickly dimmed. What is this kind of useless complacency—"My name is Huang Shan."

"I don't know what is the relationship between you and the person who is called Wushuang Jiangxia and Huangxiang?"

"It's my grandfather."

"It turns out that the young master is such a real person and doesn't show his face—" Lin Xiu said with a faint joke.

The little fat man blushed for a while, and explained hesitantly, "I'm just a concubine."

Lin Xiu thought it was a bit strange, "So what about the birth of a concubine, the birth of a concubine can't change the blood relationship—"

The little fat man stared blankly at Lin Xiu. He felt that Lin Xiu could say it so easily, and he didn't even care what the concubine and the concubine represented. Relaxation.

"What's wrong with you? I heard from A Su that you've been crying—"

Hearing this, the little fat man couldn't help feeling sad again. Thinking of that, he felt pain in his heart again.

"Did the young master encounter something sad? It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it, it will pass."

The little fat man had no resistance when he encountered such a simple way of retreating to advance, so he felt embarrassed, "There is nothing I can't say. It's just, um, I fell in love with someone. I thought that People also like me, but they find it's just my wishful thinking."

Zhao Su saw that Lin Xiu had dealt with the little fat man with a few words and a few words, and even hooked up the sex gossip. He was both admiring and excited, and couldn't help asking, "How do you know that person doesn't like you?"

Thinking of this, the little fat man fell into a deep gray mood, "Recently, there are many refugees outside Luoyang City. Many of them have no food and are almost starving to death. Some children who are better-looking are sold for some Money. That person also bought a few, and today he made out with one of the pretty boys in front of me. He didn’t shy away from me at all, and even almost made it to the last step. I couldn’t stand it anymore. Just ran out in a daze."

Zhao Su couldn't help but blush a little when she heard such a blast, but still asked doubtfully, "In this case, why do you think that person likes you?"

Hearing Zhao Su's question, the little fat man couldn't help but dodge his eyes, "Because, because, not long ago, that person lived with me like this. I thought he liked me because he liked me. Who knows, he would be like this with others. And don't even care that I'm still there—"

Lin Xiu couldn't help feeling a little sympathetic to the little fat man, but felt that the little fat man was too defenseless. Why did he casually talk to them about such a private matter, "You mean that your sweetheart is Zhang Shuo, right?"

The little fat man straightened his back in shock and said, "You, how do you know?!" Zhao Su also looked at Lin Xiu in surprise, as if he could see little stars in his adoring eyes.

"In the future, don't talk about these private things casually with others. If someone listens to it, it may bring you some trouble."

Hearing this, the little fat man couldn't help wringing his clothes with his hands, "I think this little boss is a good man", Zhao Su nodded fiercely, "I think Mr. Lin is also a good man, and I don't know anyone else. It can be said."

"Don't be nervous, we won't talk nonsense, but you just need to pay attention in the future. Zhang Shuoding is spoiled by his father and brother. In fact, many times he may act like a child who doesn't grow up. He Maybe it's just because he doesn't realize, he doesn't realize what's going on with you, and he doesn't realize what hurting you is to you to him. What's between two people, or two people People know best. Only you know whether this person is suitable for you, if not, it is better not to torture yourself."

Zhao Su felt a little dizzy when he heard it. Although the little fat man still looked sad and sad, he seemed to have some ideas.In fact, one person is the most helpless to the pain of another person. He can listen to it and comfort him, but he will never be able to understand what it feels like to be in that person’s heart, and what should be done to make that person feel better. People are less miserable.Lin Xiu can understand that the little fat man's pain can't make him less painful. Even if he encounters it, there should be nothing he can do about it. Love is a word, it's fortunate to know, but he can't do anything about abuse, the most heartbroken.