cold lover

"Don't cry!" Tan Jizhong frowned even deeper, but his voice was much softer, he was most afraid of Xiao Nuo's tears.

Xiao Nuo stared at him with choked eyes for a while, then lowered his eyes slightly, barely enduring the panic in his heart, he really didn't have the right to shed tears at such a time.

Tan Jizhong pursed his lips tightly, feeling both hatred and anger in his heart, but finally collapsed on Xiao Nuo's trembling and forbearing shoulders.

What a naughty little rascal!Tan Jizhong complained, his hand unconsciously wanted to comfort her, but stopped a moment before touching it.

Tan Ji's bardo cast his eyes down, Xiao Nuo was so cruel to himself, if he continued to indulge him like this, he might lose it completely, so he couldn't help but lower his voice again, "Look at me."

Xiao Nuo held his breath and raised his head. When he met his sharp gaze like sanctions, his heart gradually trembled. He couldn't help but wanted to dodge, but Tan Jizhong grabbed his jaw just before turning his face away.

Tan Jizhong raised his face slightly, put his palm band on his neck, forced him to meet his eyes, "Remember, I have very low limits for things about you."

The soft and floating voice was mixed with his scorching breath, revealing infinite warning domineering.Xiao Nuo's Adam's apple rolled under his fiery palm, and an invisible fiery oppression seemed to block his breathing, allowing him to deeply engrave his expression and words at this moment into his heart.

Seeing Xiao Nuo nod his head lightly, Tan Jizhong let go of his hand, dizziness hit him, but he still persisted and continued to give him the medicine.

In fact, up to this moment, he was still trembling with fear, even if Xiao Nuo was by his side, the illusory feeling of worrying about gains and losses has not subsided.

Oh, he was really scared.

"...Cum in the middle..." Xiao Nuo kept looking at his face, although his expression had softened a lot, it was still stern.He twitched the corner of his mouth several times, and finally only shouted this sentence.

"Mm." Tan Jizhong lightly wrapped the bandage on him, without raising his head, his voice sounded a little indescribably dull.

"...I'm sorry, Jizhong." Xiao Nuo lowered his eyes, he was reluctant to let him share his faults of the past ten years, but no matter how he resolved this matter, it would bring him harm.

Tan Jizhong paused for a moment, letting the white bandage on his hand stimulate his blurred vision, and did not respond.After he had tied them all up, he raised his eyebrows and looked up at him, "The person you should apologize the most is not me, but yourself."

Xiao Nuo stared at him blankly, it's not that he doesn't accept his apology, but he just feels sorry for himself first...

Tan Jizhong sighed secretly, looking at his eyes full of suffering and helplessness, "Xiao Nuo, be fair to yourself and make me feel at ease, okay?"

Almost begging, Xiao Nuo gasped, did he unintentionally push him into a desperate situation again?

"I...not..." Xiao Nuo didn't know how to reply for a while looking at his frowned brows, as if his thoughts were blocked.I wanted to make him feel at ease, but let him suffer such great anxiety at this moment. In the end, I misunderstood what he really wanted...

Tan Jizhong smiled wryly, not only his body was burning unbearably, but also his heart was in utter distress, the figures in front of him had disintegrated into several, "If you keep doing this, I don't know how long I can last..."

His body and mind are exhausted.

"Cum...cum..." Hearing his infinitely exhausted voice, Xiao Nuo felt panic in his heart, and pressed his trembling body into his arms, "...don't hate me..."

He only has him now, and only him...

Tan Jizhong stroked his hair with fiery palms, and smiled very erratically, "You forgot, it was you who kept abandoning me."

"No! No!" Xiao Nuo roared tremblingly, like a frightened little animal, "I want to be with you forever!"

Tan Jizhong hugged the person who was rubbing against his chest, it was pitch black in front of his eyes, his feet were gradually weakening, but he still restrained himself from reaching an agreement with him in the most stable voice, "Really? Then remember... hold me tight..."

"En!" Xiao Nuo nodded vigorously, the unintentionally shed tears fainted into his lapel, and instantly evaporated in his fiery body temperature.

Xiao Nuo frowned tightly, not taking his eyes off the person on the bed who hadn't woken up yet.

Last night, since Tan Jizhong entered the door, Xiao Nuo noticed that his face was abnormally red. He thought that his body temperature was higher than usual because of his anger, but he didn't expect that he was suffering from a high fever at all, and he even persisted till the end of the day. Last minute.Later Tan Jizhong collapsed suddenly, his whole body was pressed on him, seeing his unconscious and painful appearance, Xiao Nuo not only his body, but also his heart was heavy to the point of suffocation, the person he loves most is also the one who loves himself the most The person... fell in front of his eyes, and the momentary boundless panic and helplessness tightened his whole mood, which has continued until now...

"The fever has subsided, don't worry." Zhang Chongping comforted the burnt-faced person beside the bed after seeing the thermometer clearly by the light.

Xiao Nuo nodded lightly, the tension of the night and day can finally be relaxed.

Seeing that he was relieved, Zhang Chongping felt a little relieved, but fortunately, he could still help him a little.

"Then...Xiao Nuo...I'll go first, and I'll make porridge for you and put it on the table. You can eat some first, and feed him some when he wakes up. If you have something...you can remember it anytime. Contact me." Zhang Chongping smiled at him very kindly, but he didn't dare to expect that Xiao Nuo would respond to him, so he walked out consciously after speaking.

Xiao Nuo turned his head when he heard the words, and looked at the back of him walking out, feeling a little complicated, he had already decided to sever contact with the pain of ten years ago, and Officer Zhang was both a victim and a perpetrator in this dispute. The victim, which is very involved, Xiao Nuo's thoughts are still a little confused at the moment.It may also be that it is difficult for him to change his long-standing habits for a while, and he is somewhat confused about how he should treat him.

The corners of Xiao Nuo's lips twitched slightly, but he still couldn't make a sound, he couldn't help but look away, and accidentally saw the picture of his mother on the counter, his heart couldn't help shaking slightly, mother...

Presumably, when there was no one in the house, it was Police Officer Zhang who was helping to manage the house, so when he came back, the house would remain the same as it was ten years ago.And last night, after Tan Jizhong passed out, he panicked and wanted to take him to see a doctor, but he had no choice but to be injured all over his body and couldn't use his hands, so he couldn't carry him on his back.If Officer Zhang hadn't appeared in time and helped invite the local doctor over overnight, maybe he and I would have to suffer a few more days physically and mentally...

Xiao Nuo raised his head to look at him, Xu had recently injured his foot while handling a case, Zhang Chongping walked with a limp, and there was a strong sense of staggering vicissitudes in the backlight, Xiao Nuo frowned lightly, feeling a pang of sadness in his heart, he once... It's also the family that I recognize...

"Uncle Zhang!" Xiao Nuo finally shouted when Zhang Chongping was about to walk to the door, his voice was very soft, even with the unfamiliarity caused by a long time, but there was a sense of breakthrough.

Zhang Chongping trembled violently, opened his mouth and stared into the distance in shock, as if he was confirming whether he had hallucinations just now, and it was difficult to recover for a long time.

"Uncle Zhang." Xiao Nuo took a light breath, and then called out again, the tone was extremely natural.

Zhang Chongping swallowed, and couldn't believe his ears, it was really Xiao Nuo's voice, and it was right behind him!

It has been many years, and he has already given up hope that Xiao Nuo will still call himself that, but he did not expect to hear it again today, it really... all these years of waiting are not in vain.

Xiao Nuo's expression is already very calm, maybe I have always regarded him as a relative in my subconscious, otherwise I would not give up my hatred for him when I put aside my friendship and family affection, obviously at that time I could choose to ignore him, But I used an extreme method of self-deception and deception to leave this only thread of fetters...

Xiao Nuo looked at his stiff back, his attitude towards him in the past ten years kept appearing in his mind, he blamed himself and felt ashamed, it turned out that he had been hurting those who cared about him...

"I'm sorry, Uncle Zhang." Xiao Nuo stood up and bowed deeply to him, please forgive him for expressing his apology to him so superficially at this moment.

"...Stupid boy, what are you apologizing for..." Zhang Chongping turned his body halfway, and then turned back. His prayer for more than ten years has come true today. Xiao Nuo's face, he can control not to shed old tears.

Xiao Nuo lightly smiled, how happy he was, and regained a family relationship...

"Thank you."

Zhang Chongping wiped his face with a laugh, and suppressed his trembling voice, "You child...in the future...you can't recognize your life like this..."

After speaking, he strode away.

"Yeah," Xiao Nuo lowered his head slightly, although he knew that he was far away and out of hearing, he continued with a choked voice, "...I got it."

The person who fell asleep on the bed turned over, and a soft smile appeared on the corner of his lips.

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