wild summer [rebirth]

So what do you want?

After asking this sentence, Zhang Jingbei kept silent, he was waiting for Li Boyang's answer.

From the beginning to the end, what others see is Li Boyang's contribution, but they often ignore Zhang Jingbei's compromise. Love has no distinction, but the hearts of the world are like an unbalanced scale, either biased to one side, or biased to that On the other hand, it will never be truly fair, so Zhang Jingbei never uses this issue to embarrass her family, Li Boyang, and herself.

But there are some problems that he doesn't want to embarrass, and others will appreciate it if he bears it all by himself. Who knows, what is honey and arsenic?

In fact, Li Boyang's opinion is of little significance to Zhang Jingbei, because no matter whether he agrees with his approach or not, Zhang Jingbei will continue to do it like this, because in this extra life, why didn't he hide a lot from Li Boyang? Too honest, so he indulged Li Boyang to pamper him, indulged himself to enjoy Li Boyang's goodness, but human nature will not be changed or deviated because of your dedication and accommodation, otherwise, how can the country be easy to change, and the nature is hard to change What about the argument?Just like Zhang Jingbei's selfishness and Li Boyang's paranoia.

Li Boyang remained silent, but Zhang Jingbei didn't expect to get any answer.

Zhang Jingbei looked closely at Li Boyang, with the tip of his nose pressed against the tip of his nose, breathing together, feeling a strange feeling, he stretched out his hand to grab Li Boyang's hand, his bright black eyes stared at him closely, the dark underside of his eyes All that was reflected was his figure, and he told him with trembling lips, with a firm tone, Li Boyang, I didn't want to leave you.

The moment these words were uttered, Zhang Jingbei's ups and downs of mind finally settled down, and his mind became stable. At the same time, Li Boyang's gloomy eyes had a gleam of light.

In his heart, Zhang Jingbei didn't take Li Boyang's view of this matter seriously. For him, this was the safest distance, and he needed such a quiet and stable space.

But when two people really get together, your business is not just your business. To some extent, it will more closely involve the interests of two people or even two families. The consequences are unbearable for ordinary people.For Li Boyang, the distance and space required by Zhang Jingbei is a threat.

A threat that could cost him North and North.

When he heard Beibei expounding his own views, Li Boyang seemed to have opened up a new interface for himself. For the first time, he realized that Beibei's thoughts were not the same as his own, and even faintly moved toward him before he realized it. Walking slowly in another direction that he can't control, this is something he can't tolerate and can't bear.

How can, how can you leave me alone?Li Boyang is mad with jealousy, but his long-term restraint and forbearance make him hide all his emotions in his eyes, hidden in the deepest place that Beibei can't see.

He lowered his eyes and listened quietly to Beibei's words, and looked hard at this child who was almost spoiled by him. This is the person he loves wholeheartedly, and the person he wants to accompany him to go on with all his heart. Watch him be careful He explained nervously that his eyes were full of his own image, but as someone who grew up with him, or even watched him grow up, Li Boyang really knew him very well, even if Beibei said it It sounds good, and behind the decoration of those colorful and colorful words, there is only such a dull fact that he is trying to break away from the encirclement that he has painstakingly woven for him for more than ten years.

He wants to leave himself.What a stark and brutal fact this is.

As God testifies, if Zhang Jingbei learns of Li Boyang's inner thoughts, he will definitely kneel down and sing "Conquer" for Li Boyang holding the keyboard.

Do you think the relationship of the past ten years is to feed the dog?Change it if you say it, or throw it away if you say no?The shadow brought by the two lifetimes made Zhang Jingbei have an inexplicable fear and anxiety about her relationship, and she would accept Li Boyang and know that because Li Boyang is Li Boyang, he is always different to him.

In the process of the two being together, Zhang Jingbei wavered and walked timidly, and even in the early days of the two together, they still had the thought of separating at any time if they couldn't make it through... After so many sufferings, Zhang Jingbei There is no reason for Jingbei to be entangled in these unnecessary things here, to make troubles for herself, and to create a gap between Li Boyang and him.

It’s just that I was hurt by Li Boyang’s attitude last time. Some things are objectively understandable, but they are unforgivable and unforgivable crimes on myself. Zhang Jingbei has thought viciously many times in private. One day I broke up with Li Boyang, the result must be caused by Li Boyang, this selfish, willful and stubborn bastard, dead mensao! ! !

Zhang Jingbei was still talking to Li Boyang. He looked into Li Boyang's eyes and talked to him seriously, trying to convince him to agree with his thoughts.

I didn't want to leave you.He emphasized again, because he knew that Li Boyang's most important issue was only this.

Do you think I am not obedient?Zhang Jingbei decided to use this topic as a breakthrough point. He stretched out his arms to hug Li Boyang, pulling himself closer to him, his eyes widened slightly, and he said in a very serious tone, "Didn't you always want me to be obedient since you were young?" ?As long as your suggestions and ideas don't make me uncomfortable, I will listen to you, right?What are you upset about?

I didn't want to leave you.The distance between them was so close that there was no way to retreat, their lips touched, Zhang Jingbei almost murmured, I don’t know if you think the same, but now I can tell you with certainty that I don’t Want to leave your thoughts and thoughts, one, one, all, none, yes!

He asked Li Boyang to touch his chest close to his heart, and let him try to hear the frequency and sound of his heart beating clearly. He put his lips close to his soft earlobe, close to the place closest to his eardrum, and said in a low voice, distressed, I know you I like me very much, I also like you very much, and I will work hard to like you very seriously in the future, this is very good, isn't it?

Li Boyang's eyes darkened, he opened his mouth to say something but didn't say anything, Zhang Jingbei was so close to him, he was so close that he couldn't bear to push him away, the child softly coaxed him... Yes, he also knew that these words would be deceitful, but he still couldn't help being intoxicated, and he couldn't help being so sad that he shed tears... This is his love.

Zhang Jingbei tilted her head and looked at him quietly, seeing that he was hugging her but not talking, she couldn't help but pursed her lips, and said with a bit of distress and helplessness, "Okay, okay, I said I won't leave, you won't leave." Yours, I belong to you, my parents are almost yours, where else can I go?Don't hug me so tightly, my waist is hurting from your strangulation, hiss... why are you biting?Li Boyang, let go, fuck...

In the end, Zhang Jingbei could only kneel on the bed, let Li Boyang fight fiercely in his body and inside with tears streaming down his face, as if wishing to expend all his energy on him. The sharp blade as hard as iron dug a hole in his body, and then buried himself deeply. The sharp penetration made his whole body shrink into a ball, which was painful and exhilarating.

At that moment, Li Boyang was crazy, totally lost his mind. He was already crazy, and was driven crazy by the boy who was good at calculating and calculating others and himself, no matter what Zhang Jingbei said. It sounds so sweet, but Li Boyang knows that the person he loves with all his heart and soul always keeps the distance he thinks is the safest and the room for retreat. How can he, how dare he treat him like this?When I gave everything and planned to hold him for the rest of my life, how dare I stay by my side with the thought of running away at any time?

Zhang Jingbei stared blankly at the ceiling. When Li Boyang took his two long, straight legs and hung them on his shoulders, he only had time to whimper before Li Boyang completely invaded him. The ear-piercing sound from the strength and endless offensive posture filled the room. After the initial frightened slapping and a series of begging for mercy, Zhang Jingbei's voice was so hoarse that he couldn't even speak, and could only watch Li Boyang helplessly. Like a demon, he pinched his waist and frantically attacked and fiddled with him, his eyes were red like a beast, and his smile was slightly ruthless -- just like the appearance of loving and hating him in his previous life.

After the hot stream that was so hot that it seemed to burn his soul deeply scalded his intestines, all the strength in Zhang Jingbei's body was burned. In a trance, he heard someone whispering softly in his ear, north north, north north...

Li Boyang buried his face by his neck with a dejected face, and the tip of his nose was full of him and his smell, so familiar and beautiful, but he only felt sad in his heart.

He knew that Beibei's words were all made up to deceive him. He knew that he couldn't refute every word he said, so he just used the things he cared about to prevaricate himself, but he didn't change his face in front of Zhang Xiaobei. Li Boyang still felt heartbroken when he wrapped his real purpose in those flowery words under pressure, trying to coax him to nod his head in approval.

At the same time, Li Boyang also deeply realized his own shortcomings. If he really wants to get Zhang Jingbei, then his current strength and status are far from enough. His ability is not enough to make Zhang Jingbei absolutely surrender within his territory, his love must be under his absolute control, this is not a restriction on freedom, but his understanding and appreciation of love .

Regardless of Zhang Jingbei's understanding or approval, Li Boyang has always been a person who will not give up until he achieves his goal.

I believe that Zhang Jingbei did not expect that in order to cover up some reasons before, she was forced to make all kinds of cover-ups and white lies in order to try to gain some safety distance and retreat, which would stimulate Li Boyang to have such thoughts, and Strengthening and thickening has strengthened this concept, and now it seems that there is still a tendency to go to death.

Struggling, reasoning, and even muddling over the problem that was suddenly discovered, Zhang Jingbei, who was finally moved by Li Boyang to roll over on the bed, was so tired that he didn't even have the strength to move his fingers .

Li Boyang reached out and stroked Zhang Jingbei's wet bangs, gently kissed the teardrops on the eyelashes at the corners of his eyes, and hugged his sweaty body tighter, the half-soft sharp blade was still It is buried in the softest part of the child's body openly and openly, the inner wall inside is warm and soft, and the inner wall expands and shrinks during the ups and downs of breathing, moist and warm.

At this time, Li Boyang didn't think too much, he just wanted to keep himself in Beibei's body forever, let his scorching heat heat up inside, and slowly infuse it with his own smell, let him feel free From the inside to the outside, from body to heart are dyed with their own breath.

Li Boyang hugged him too tightly. After Zhang Xiaobei couldn't break free and rubbed against his chest habitually, a vague thought in Li Boyang's mind slowly took shape --- he thought, he would do it for him. Build a castle in the north and north, and a castle that only lives in the north and the north.

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