in love with my psychiatrist

"Doctor Qi, at present, my life is in a mess, please don't play with me anymore." I took a deep breath and looked at her, my heart was in a mess.

The person in front of him, his eyes are like lacquer, deep in the secluded pool.

Sri Lankan people are like poison.

Lu Qiqi, don't stay any longer, don't ask why, it's better to leave far away, your life is already chaotic enough.

I was crazy about OS in my heart.

She glanced at me, sighed softly, stood up, returned to the French windows against the colorful night, turned her back to me, and said nothing for a long time.

Such a silhouette seems lonely at the moment.

I was stunned, and my heart was filled with a sour and astringent thing, which made people lose their souls.

I don't want to pursue the original love anymore, and Qi Qianyun is actually the same person.It's so fucking against the law.

Really time to go.

Her voice sounded coldly: "This is the end of the joke, do you want to continue your counseling?"

I am even more convinced that the smiling face with a bright smile on Weibo is not her.

"No need, thank you for receiving me in your busy schedule, I'm really sorry to bother you." I was determined not to come back a second time.

"You did disturb me, goodbye." She crossed her hands and looked out the window with a domineering tone.

I made a quick escape before she could officially evict me.

Along the way, my heart was beating uncontrollably, and the hand holding the steering wheel was shaking non-stop, like a fugitive who survived a catastrophe.

I despaired of Qi Qianyun's feelings.

Driving the car, I almost lost my mind.

Until the phone rang, it was Du Hai.

"When will you be back?" There was no emotion in his voice.

"It's already on the way."

He was silent, depressed as always.

"Go to sleep first." I said softly.

Without saying a word, he muttered something in his throat and hung up the phone.

When I got home, I washed up lightly and went to bed, my eyes widened in the dark, as if I had a grotesque dream, with no plot, but enough to shatter mountains and earth.

That light kiss, a touch he had never tasted before, kept revolving in his mind, until his mind was buzzing, as if about to explode, and his body became hot.

I was terrified.

A few unbearable turnings woke up Du Hai, he turned around and hugged me, and rode up.

Instinctively, I pushed him down.

"What are you doing?" He lowered his voice, but couldn't hide his irritability, as if he was irritated by me again.

"There is an important proposal meeting tomorrow morning, so go to bed early." I said patiently.

"Go to bed early? Do you know how to say early?" He flicked on the light, and the light hurt my eyes.

I closed my eyes tightly, not wanting to see his angry face.

He stared at me for a long time, and said angrily: "Do you still know the responsibilities and obligations of being a wife?"

In the past, I would argue with him and argue with him about mutual respect.

But right now, I just want to get myself to sleep quickly.

Waking up with a splitting headache in the morning, Du Hai was no longer at home. He saw that the suitcase he was on a business trip was missing in the corner, and then remembered that he must be on a business trip again.

No wonder he stayed up so late last night, because his physical needs hadn't been resolved yet.

In the end, he was pushed away by me, probably completely desperate for me.

That's good.

I actually laughed.

When she went out, Estelle was already waiting at the gate of the community.

When I got in the car and took off my sunglasses, she was obviously surprised: "Why are the dark circles under my eyes so serious?"

"Is there any? I've already applied the concealer very thickly, but it's still not covered?" I laughed at myself and took out the mirror to look around.

"iris..."

While driving the car, she glanced at me again, as if hesitating to speak.

I laughed: "Estelle, don't mind me, I'm not used to it, just say what you have to say."

Estelle and I, we have a tacit understanding of personality. We have been working partners for five years. We are very close, but in our private life, we keep a very polite distance from each other. what was said to her.

It seems that this time she can't stand it.

"During this period, your condition is too bad. This is not a problem of high work intensity. You are not like this with the more terrifying intensity before. I can even feel that you are holding on, and you are about to burst yourself. This makes me I'm especially worried when I'm around you," she said.

"Ha, are you afraid that the explosion will hurt you by mistake?" I still pretended to be light and joking.

She ignored my joke and gave me a serious look.

I had to restrain my pretended smile: "Estelle, I never thought that I would not follow my heart to do something. I was proud of it, but later, I felt that I was too willful and selfish, so For the sake of the people around me, I did something that was not what I thought in my heart, but in the end I found that I pushed myself into an abyss that would never be restored."

Estelle was silent for a while, then turned to me and asked, "Is there a big problem with your marriage?"

It's good to talk to a smart person, or someone who has a good understanding with you. You don't have to tear yourself apart. You only need to touch the water, and she will know what you are talking about.

I put on my sunglasses and nodded with some difficulty.

But, damn it, it's not just that the marital problem is serious. I haven't told her that I'm old enough to see a psychiatrist, let alone tell her that seeing a psychiatrist makes me even more fucking depressed.

Forgive me for constant cursing in my heart, because I probably have an intuition, maybe subconsciously know that my life can be worse.

Before Estelle had time to make a statement about my matter, we had already arrived at the gate of Qiandao International. When Estelle and I entered the proposal meeting room, we felt keenly that something was wrong.

According to reason, we are sure to win the second cooperation with Qiandao. This time, their new project Ludao’s promotion creative proposal, because of the weakness of several other competitors, we always feel that the proposal meeting is just a formality. But, in fact, it's as if we're being formalized.

Feng Sheng has always liked our ideas, but he was not present this time. Only Qiandao's vice president of marketing and two small employees listened to our proposal, and then told us: "Please wait for our reply."

He quickly fled and evacuated.

This situation is too weird.

Feng Sheng, the former CEO of Qiandao, called our *oss personally, and asked our team A to design and promote ideas for them, and after reading the first draft in person, he was full of praise, it was heaven and earth.

If it wasn't because he liked the proposal and almost decided that we were selected, why would we concentrate all our efforts and spend a month on deepening and refining it?

"Iris, we seem to have been tricked?" A group of people left the conference room, and Estelle and I were left packing up.

I thought for a while and felt that I must meet Feng Sheng.

"Estelle, wait for me in the car, I'll go see President Feng."

She raised her eyebrows and looked at me: "Didn't the vice president with dead fish eyes just say that he's not here?"

My painstaking work was played with, and Estelle seemed very angry. After all, her combination and I are well-known in the industry. Up to now, even if the plan is not adopted, it is rarely treated in such a perfunctory way.

I patted her on the shoulder: "Honey, calm down. He's here. I saw his car in the parking lot."

She looked at me thoughtfully: "Oh?"

I thought about it, and felt that I had nothing to hide from her: "The day before yesterday, I rejected Feng Shengyue's invitation to go to a resort. At that time, I was too rash and didn't take it seriously."

Estelle is such a calm person, she won't make a fuss if you tell her anything sensational and unbelievable.

To some extent, she has a kind of maturity like an iron wall, which makes people feel at ease.

I saw the corner of her mouth twitching helplessly: "No wonder, I leave it to you. No matter what, if you sell yourself for the team, I will support it."

I laughed and gave her a white look, turned around and went out, trying to find a way to see Feng Sheng.