in love with my psychiatrist

After Qi Qianyun and Feng Sheng showed up at the reception, I have been absent-minded.

Lu Li wanted to introduce me to some of his new friends. In the crowd, social phobia started to attack again.

He saw my discomfort and asked if I needed to go home.

I nodded.

Leaving the reception early, at the door, Lu Li wanted to drive me back.

A group of his friends were still waiting inside, and I said, "Don't worry, I'll take a taxi, it's very safe."

"Come on, woman, I have to send you back anyway." He insisted.

During the standoff, a Mercedes-Benz stopped in front of us.

The car window rolled down, and it turned out to be Qi Qianyun.

Both Lu Li and I were stunned.

She turned her head slightly, with no expression on her face, she just said to me: "Miss Lu, please get in the car."

What a puzzling woman.

Probably because of what happened before, Lu Li was a little embarrassed: "Aren't you already gone?"

Qi Qianyun didn't answer what he said, but just said to me: "I'm your psychiatrist, and I have something to talk to you about."

A ridiculous reason.

But I followed like a demon, looked at Lu Li, and said to him: "Go in, it's okay."

Hearing what I said, Lu Li looked puzzled, and went in after eating Ai Ai.

The night wind of the city made me a little more awake.

The flashing neon lights made Qi Qianyun more attractive, but it was so cold that it was unreal.

Silence, silence, silence...

I don't know why, but in front of her, all the iron shirts and gold bell jars that were necessary for socializing in the workplace before, such as eloquence, logic, and propriety, all disappeared in smoke.

Always feel so powerless.

"Doctor Qi..." I swallowed, trying to start the topic with some difficulty, wondering what she was thinking and doing.

"I'm not in the clinic now, call me Qianyun." She stared straight ahead.

We are not familiar with each other, and we are so close that we can't say it out loud.

Stubborn, fell into Jedi silence again.

After a long time, she chuckled softly: "Your character is really not much better. If I don't speak, you will kill me and say nothing?"

"I thought it was up to you to explain to me that you let me get in the car. So I've been waiting."

Suppressing the anger in my heart, I will try my best to be polite.

The out-of-control and rudeness at the reception before was really embarrassing.

Probably it has something to do with my depression for a long time, and it is getting easier and easier to be emotional regardless of the occasion.

"Miss, first of all, if I let you get in the car, you don't have to get in the car; besides, you have to tell me where you live first. If you don't tell me, you won't think I'm going to elope with you."

elopement.

The two words scared me to look at her suddenly.

She smiled mischievously: "Where do you live?"

Me: "Yunshan Community."

She nodded.

Then he glanced at me: "You really don't have anything to ask me? Yunshan Community is not far away. If you don't ask again, don't regret it."

There was a quick turn in my mind.

Nothing more than four questions.

I risked it all.

"First, do you have a split personality? Why do you pretend to be a psychiatrist who is a housewife with a child and chat with me under Yuan Ai's fake name?"

"Second, are you a pervert? Why did you, as a woman, kiss another strange woman who had a husband at the time when we met for the first time?"

"Third, what is the relationship between Feng Sheng and you? It's your boyfriend, you are quite worthy. But I remind you to pay attention to his behavior towards other women outside." people. 囧)

"Fourth, what do you mean when you left and came back, let me get in the car, and sent me home."

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The car suddenly stopped on the side of the road.

Before she recovered, Qi Qianyun stretched out her hand sideways to support my head.

Face close, look deeply at me.

About to suffocate, was about to speak, and took her hand away.

Again without warning, his lips gently covered mine.

In an instant, his forehead was congested with blood, and his whole body tensed up.

When I felt the familiar plum fragrance on her lips, and remembered the shame of opening my mouth last time, I suddenly felt that I could no longer be controlled by her.

That's enough.

He pursed his lips tightly and pushed her away.

Holding back his breath, he restrained himself and said to her: "Doctor Qi, can I trouble you, don't treat others as playthings, if you don't want to answer my question, please let me get out of the car, we are not in the same world People who have never had anything to do with each other.”

"plaything?"

There was a trace of hurt pain in her cold and beautiful eyebrows.

Injuried?Pain?how come?

No way, we are just strangers who met once.

Maybe I think too much.

"Lu Qiqi, why would I treat you as a plaything, it's too late for me to cherish you."

She sighed, with a faint voice, which was heartbreakingly beautiful.

Importantly, she called my name for the first time.

I swear, at this moment, a beautiful woman who is so cold and unapproachable suddenly becomes melancholy, and my heart really melts.

However, I have lived in a mainstream value that I believe for 27 years. I have loved a man without hesitation for seven years. I have a failed marriage. I have never encountered such a sudden entanglement with a woman. I know almost nothing about this woman, and her words and deeds are mysterious and unpredictable, all of which are enough to make me feel confused and even scared like never before.

The instinctive self-protection made me say a very cruel sentence: "No matter how beautiful you are, no matter how much you cherish me, you are just a woman, and a woman I know nothing about. And I never love women, I think you are mistaken."

After saying these words, my heart trembled.

"So, even though you are divorced, you still choose a man. Lu Li is your current boyfriend."

She doesn't seem to be asking.It's like making a decision by yourself.

I did not speak.

There was no sound for a long time, and in the car, my breath seemed particularly short.

Can't help but turn to look at her.

She was turning her face away, looking out of the car window.

Like remembering something.

There was a bright light in his eyes, but suddenly dimmed.

Like a dying star.

I was inexplicably sad.

After a long time, she turned her head and her eyes returned to the coldness.

"Miss Lu, since you said that, I think I've got the answer I've been wanting for five years."

five years?What's the meaning?My heart skipped a beat.

It's like falling into a vortex where you can't see your fingers.

She smiled.

"Now to answer your four questions."

"First, I'm not a split personality. Because you told me five years ago that you like girls with cute personalities, acting weird, talking and acting out of common sense, because the only time you were attracted to such a girl in middle school, so I intentionally Pretending to be like that. And I didn’t say I was a housewife with kids, I was actually feeding Xiaosha, my cat. The name Yuan Ai, I’m sure you’ve checked it online, it’s real. Three years ago I When I returned to China to do psychological work, I didn’t want to use my original name in the United States to work in the professional field, so I used this name, and everyone in the professional field knew that this name was me. And Qi Qianyun is the name in my private life.”

"Second, I am not perverted. You are not a strange woman to me. Ever since I met you in the game Infinityblade five years ago, I went to your Weibo, listened to your proposals, and watched your speeches. I've loved you for five years, until just now, during a dark time. I couldn't help kissing you last time and this time, but it was my fault to offend you without your knowledge. Now I apologize."

"Third, Feng Sheng is not my boyfriend, but my good friend, so I really don't mind how he treats women outside, and I don't need to pay attention to it. If you mean that he teased you to revenge you and cause you to lose your job It's not his fault, I let him do it on purpose. The purpose is to let you leave the company and work on projects for him alone, so that you can get paid countless times higher than your salary, and you don't have to work so hard I believe that he will send you an invitation in the name of Qiandao soon."

"Fourth, I have been waiting for you to come out at night, put you in the car, and take you home. I originally wanted to tell you about Feng Sheng. To prevent you from misunderstanding."

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I swear, I'm completely dumbfounded.

The brain is like a machine that suddenly shuts down.

Only the roar of thunder was left in my ears.

Until she said goodbye to me politely and without a trace of emotion.

Until I got out of the car and stood by the side of the road, watching her drive away.

Only then did I piece together some bits and pieces of memories from her words just now.

It turned out to be her!How could it be him"?

That was five years ago.At that time, I had just graduated.