in love with my psychiatrist

The tour bus we took sent Qing Song back to the construction site. After he apologized and left, we went back.

Sitting on the tour bus, the sea breeze of X Island made people dizzy, I continued to be dumbfounded, and Estelle shook my hand.

Obviously she realized something too.

We had weird expressions, Feng Sheng looked at it with amusement.

The three of them fell into a very strange atmosphere for a while.

I couldn't bear it anymore, and asked Feng Sheng: "The Qianyun that President Qing is talking about, is Dr. Qi?"

Feng Sheng's expression was waiting for me to ask him.

Nodding with a smile: "You finally asked."

When he said that, I got the answer.

"Are you waiting for me to ask? You won't tell me if I don't ask?" I asked him back.

He said, "Qiqi, are you blaming me? You don't seem to want to mention Qianyun, so I'm also sensible."

I was dumb.

After being silent for a while, he finally said, "Now I want to know, is Mr. Feng willing to talk about it?"

Feng Sheng glanced at us with a rare expression of unspeakable emotion.

"You seem to care more and more about her?"

I didn't speak.

"There are some things that I think Qianyun should tell you herself."

Feng Sheng touched the corner of his meager mouth, with a hint of pity?

I sighed, according to what they said, we are close friends, since it is difficult, I will not force it.

He only whispered to him: "I'll ask her about her other private matters, but now, can you tell me first, what is the relationship between this President Qing and Dr. Qi? And Qingshan?"

Feng Sheng replied: "Qing Song is their father."

What? !My eyeballs are about to fall off!

He wrinkled his nose and added, "It's Qianyun's former adoptive father, and Qingshan's biological father."

"Then she and Qingshan..." Only then did I realize how eager I was to know.

Coincidentally, when the tour bus reached the end, Feng Sheng stopped talking about it: "Qiqi, if there is anything you want to know about Qianyun, why don't you just ask her?"

Then he resumed his cynical look: "Mr. Qing has almost communicated with you about the design and concept just now, and I have nothing to say. If you need to learn more about the project, you can continue to browse here. Call me if you have something to do, but only if it is very important! Goodbye!"

He got off the tour bus, turned his back to us while talking, very handsome, but also very hateful, and waved.

Next to the tour bus, a black sports car pulled up. He put his hands in his pockets and walked up slowly. The car left in an instant.

Estelle and I went through all the planning and construction according to the project information, and noted the relevant information that needs to be added or modified on the information based on the on-site situation, so as to ensure that the information is detailed and accurate in the later promotion.

After everything was completed, I returned to the place where the tour bus started, and I was relieved.

At this time, Estelle admired me a little: "Iris, you are really a different person when you work, like a fortified wall."

How could I not know that since hearing Qingsong's call, Estelle has been looking at me worriedly.

"Bronze wall and iron wall? This is an adjective I gave you, and you actually use this word to describe me." I smiled relaxedly.

She shook her head contemptuously: "We are all pretending."

I disagree: "No, public and private."

Her expression was even more contemptuous, and her head shook even more fiercely: "You, you are stubborn, you never admit it, you are always upset in your heart, and you still act nonchalant on the surface. In your relationship, you can't be like this. You deserve it yourself."

I didn't speak, and she added: "You have to listen to what I say, I didn't tell you this before."

"Okay? So what?" I asked angrily.

"So, what do you think in your heart, how do you feel about Qi Qianyun, what do you want to know about her, you should be bold enough to tell her and ask her. Even if the result is not what you want, at least you don't leave any regrets, right? ?”

Estelle looked at me seriously.

That's right, even if I was so brave and thoughtless, it can't be the reason for being so timid now.

In this way, Qi Qianyun is unfair to her feelings.

I took a deep breath and nodded: "I will find her."

Estelle smiled with satisfaction and asked me: "When will we go back, the eyes are already falling apart over there, saying that we abandoned him, and he has already offered to resign."

I grinned at her: "My eyes are not complaining about us abandoning him, but complaining about a certain person abandoning him. We haven't seen each other for two days, so I'm just in a hurry."

Estelle was speechless: "Hey, can you stop talking nonsense, you are more and more fond of talking about things that are irrelevant, it seems that it is better for us to restore our relationship in the workplace."

I shook my head and curled my lips: "Honey, we can't turn back."

She laughed, and suddenly fell silent.His eyes dodged a little.

I looked at her: "Please, don't be an idiot to me. When we were working together before, I could see that the eyes were simply obedient to your immediate boss, and even my big boss wouldn't let go."

"It's just subordinates to bosses..."

She spoke a little bit without confidence.

"You have a guilty conscience too! How can a subordinate follow his boss with that little look in his eyes!" I laughed.

Estelle sighed: "Iris, it's a joke, no matter what, it's okay if you make fun of me, don't say this in front of your eyes, he is still very young, a boy, immature in thinking and feelings, my situation is also the same It’s so complicated, we can’t mislead and delay others.”

I'm speechless.

Finally it was my turn to poke her: "What is misleading, what is delay, you still have the nerve to talk about me, emotional matters, can others be misleading, and what is delay, isn't everyone willing to fight and suffer, consensual Is it something?"

She smiled, noncommittal.

Then successfully changed the subject: "You haven't answered me yet, when shall we go back?"

"We have finished reading the project, we can go back and sort out the materials, tell Feng Sheng, it should be withdrawn tomorrow."

I was actually feeling bored in my heart, and I wanted to leave this place where too many things happened as soon as possible. The familiar smell of N City might relieve my messy and tired nerves.

Estelle nodded: "Well, go back, I probably need a few days to go to the company to deal with the resignation matter, and Luhai will come here after I finish dealing with it."

"After you deal with the resignation matter, take your mother to see the doctor Qi Qianyun contacted. After everything is settled, we will meet again, and it will not be too late to start."

I originally wanted to give her more time to spend with her mother, and then adjust my mood.

In the end, he thought of Qi Qianyun again unintentionally, and his mind was full of worries.

Back at the hotel, I sent a text message to Feng Sheng, who was nowhere to be seen again, telling him that we were planning to fly back to City N tomorrow morning.

I don't know if he got carried away with it, or he trusted us too much. He didn't even mention the arrangement and progress of going back to work.

After a brief dinner with Estelle, they went back to their rooms.

Thinking of Estelle's words, I suddenly felt that when it comes to feelings, if you are not brave, who will be brave for you?

I don't like to leave regrets.

Looking at the time, at ten o'clock in the evening, she should have finished her work.

I dawdled and drank three bottles of mineral water in one go this time.

Gathering up his courage, he finally dialed Qi Qianyun's number.

It rang for a long time, and I felt that I was about to run out of strength (I don't know why, at this time, I also need strength to listen to the phone *^_^*), I almost gave up, and only picked it up over there.

"Hello. Qiqi." It was still a voice without much emotion, but it sounded so bewitching.

I didn't know what to say for a moment.

She was obviously a little worried: "what's the matter?"

Very gentle.

I suddenly wanted to cry, suppressed my voice, and said shyly, "Are you still on the island? I will go back tomorrow, and I want to ask you to meet."

There was a pause over there: "Qiqi, I went back to City N last night, and I'm in a hurry here. We'll see you at some free time when you come back, okay?"

So, she went back yesterday?We had dinner together last night.

Did you go back together after meeting Qingshan?

See you some free time.

I was completely confused for her, but now, her tone is so normal and natural.

The nose is sore for no reason.Inexplicably wronged.

But, I have to tell her how I feel; tell her that I can't be friends with her; and, I want to know more about her, and her and Qingshan.

Let us be clear to each other.Qi Qianyun.

I was about to talk and wanted to ask her when she would be free, but I heard a soft female voice from the phone: "Honey..."

In an instant, the mobile phone I was holding seemed to be electrified, and it hurt my hand like a pinprick, and then from my hand, it penetrated into my ear and my heart.

My heart was beating so fast that I almost couldn't control my voice, so I said quickly, "Okay, see you later."

Hang up the phone in a panic.