in love with my psychiatrist

I sat in the cafe and spent half an hour regaining my senses.

After listening to Feng Sheng Gua Gua Gua Gua, the only thing I could say was two sentences.

One, "Why are you telling me this?"

Two, "Why didn't you tell me this earlier?"

When I was talking about it, I felt that telling me this, abuse is equivalent to dragging me back into the pit with the posture of pulling out (everyone knows the feeling of falling into the pit^_^).

When I said two, there was nothing else, I just didn’t know why, and if I didn’t say it, my heart hurt very much, but when I said it, the apex of my heart was very sore and swollen.

Alas, the so-called one-size-fits-all is impossible at this moment.

Therefore, after listening to it, the expression on his face became dull and distorted, and the two modes were switched back and forth very happily.

Feng Sheng didn't have the patience to sit with me and act bloody. He finished lighting the fire, oh, no, he finished lighting the fire for someone else, and then ran away in a hurry.

Before leaving, seeing my distraught appearance, she said kindly: "Lu Qiqi, if I like women and Qianyun likes men, what else can you do? Oh, this is Qianyun's address , Received."

After finishing speaking, with an expression that offended me, he was prepared, and with ulterior motives, pressed a note on the table and pushed it in front of me.

He said solemnly, "Well, you can go and comfort her. She lives alone, and she doesn't seem to want to see me these days."

I stared at him blankly.

He added something earnest and earnest, and almost slapped me on the head, "However, at this time, don't dedicate yourself, you are not sober."

Since Feng Sheng not only explained Qi Qianyun's story to me in detail, but also generously shared his own sexual orientation, I suddenly felt that I don't need to be so polite to him.

So, he stared fiercely and waved at him: "Get lost~"

He squinted his eyes and rolled away handsomely with a smile.

Looking at the little note that smelled of Feng Sheng's premeditation, I thought about it for a long time.

I feel like I need to see her anyway.Oh, I really want to see her.

But I decided to call Qi Qianyun first. After all, in such a situation, it is too abrupt and inappropriate to come to the door with the address in mind.

Even though Feng Sheng has told the truth, I still have some shadows and nervousness about calling Qi Qianyun.

Unexpectedly, when the phone rang, it was picked up over there.

On the contrary, I was taken aback, I didn't expect it to be so fast.

My brain didn't have time to react, and my mouth didn't know what to say.

The voice over there was misty and hoarse: "Qiqi..."

After a pause, "I miss you."

The voice seemed to be suppressed by her as if it was forced out of her throat.

In an instant, I couldn't stretch myself any longer, and the apex of my heart, which was already sore, became even more sore.

It wasn't until there was a sudden cough over there that I came back to my senses and asked her anxiously, "Do you have a cold?"

She smiled: "It's okay."

The voice continued to be very low, but it was obvious that it had completely collapsed.

I let out a long breath, and didn't think about it any more: "I have your address, is it convenient to come and see you now?"

She was obviously surprised: "Do you know my address?"

"I'll tell you when it arrives?"

She said "Okay" unclearly, and we hung up the phone without any emotion.

Driving, I went to the pharmacy to buy some quick-acting cold medicine, and found Qi Qianyun's address.

Since Feng Sheng told me about Qi Qianyun, along the way, after calming down, I felt a bit at a loss as to how to face her.

Intellectually, I wasn't entirely sure how true or false those things were (after all, Feng Sheng had a criminal record against me), and when I rang the doorbell, I suddenly felt very uneasy.

Have the idea of ​​turning around and running away.

The door opened, and the person inside showed half of his face, looked at me, but couldn't see any expression, only heard a voice: "Are you okay?"

faint.so nonchalant.

This is not the rehearsal meeting scene, which one is sung?

Wasn't it... on the phone just now?

I stared at her in surprise.

The exposed half of her body was wearing pajamas, her figure was naturally beautiful.

Well, everything works fine.

However, looking further up, it is not so normal.

Why are your eyes so... hazy?Half open, half closed, not looking at me.

Also, his face was flushed, and he let some messy curly hair brush his face in a mess.

Even though it was early winter, there was sweat on his forehead.

She held the door with one hand, and raised the other hand involuntarily, pressing it on her forehead, frowning severely, with a somewhat impatient expression.

Only then did I realize, is this person having a high fever?

Insane?

A little flustered all of a sudden, he moved forward and touched her forehead, which was terribly hot.

In a hurry, I pushed open the door and stretched out my hands to support her.

She just leaned against me, and because of the high heels I was wearing, her head was lowered, and it fit perfectly, nestling in the crescent of my neck.

It was scorching hot, and there was a numbness in the pit of the neck, and I quickly gathered myself together.

She raised her head, opened her eyes with some difficulty, looked at me, and said, "You're here."

Go down again.

Only then did Ganqing recognize me, probably because of a high fever.

I promised "Yes" and closed the door, anxiously wanting to help her onto the bed in the bedroom, the fever must be brought down quickly.

"San, I'm feeling a little sick, I want to drink some water..."

"By the way, you leave the door open..."

"Qiqi seems to be coming over. I just called, oh, where is my phone, in case she can't find her way..."

She closed her eyes and muttered intermittently.

I can't laugh or cry, it turns out!The truth is, he still didn't know it was me, and he actually took me as Feng Sheng!

The proud and cold queen is like a weak and ignorant little white rabbit at this moment.

With an embarrassing look on my face, mixed feelings, and complicated emotions, I dragged and dragged her, which was hot and soft, to the bed.

In a hurry, he poured a glass of warm water, took some cold medicine, supported her head, and fed her.

During the process, she looked at me in a daze for a few times, and closed her eyes in a drowsy manner.

The corner of his mouth moved, but he didn't say anything.

I found a towel from the bathroom to apply ice to her, and kept guarding her.

Thinking about whether to drive her to the hospital if the fever does not subside after a while.

During this period, she sometimes murmured and sometimes frowned, as if she was suffering, and she didn't know what she was talking about.

Only occasionally a few words can be heard half clearly.

"Shanshan...don't make trouble..." "Dad, don't worry, don't worry..." "Holy, Qiqi... how are you doing? . …”

Messy hair and blushing face made her look helpless in a daze.The radiant Qi Qianyun turned out to be so weak and pitiful when she got sick.

I was at a loss for a moment, not knowing how to treat her.Unable to bear it, he stretched out his finger and lightly touched her lips that had been restlessly moving slightly.

Suddenly, I hope that it can be quiet and have a good rest.

As a result of this touch, an electric current ran through my whole body.

I was so shocked that I withdrew my hand suddenly, but she suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed it.

"Seven seven..."

ah!I finally know it's me.

I don't know if it's nervousness, fear, shyness, anticipation, or a hint of joy.

I held my breath, waiting for her next words.

result.......

Half a day passed, and there was no reaction, only holding my hand and still holding it tightly.

I called her softly: "Qianyun?"

no response.

I looked down at her, the brows that had been tightly locked slowly relaxed, the eyelashes that were flickering anxiously also quieted down, and my mouth stopped murmuring.

I fell asleep deeply.

He removed the towel that was wrapped in ice and touched her forehead, it seemed that it was not as hot as before.

I just breathed a sigh of relief.

Gently take away her holding my hand, thinking, I don't know how long she has been ill by herself, probably she didn't eat anything.

Then he went to the kitchen and made porridge for her.

In the middle, I felt that it was inconvenient to look around at her house, so I ran out and bought a thermometer and antipyretics at the pharmacy.

When I came back, I fed her anti-fever medicine again, took her temperature several times, and finally gradually returned to normal.

However, this person, how long has it been since he had a good rest, he slept from noon to dusk, and he still hasn't woken up.

On the one hand, Estelle called to talk about some work matters, on the other hand, I don't know what she will say when she wakes up, and I feel a little embarrassed.

So he warmed the porridge for her, and wrote a note reminding her to wake up, take a good bath, and then drink some porridge.

After all, covered with sweat.

After everything was settled, I took the note and went to her bedroom lightly, put it on the bedside, turned around and was about to close the door to leave, when her voice sounded from behind: "Qiqi?"

Lazy, with inquiries, as if, as if, uh, with a little surprise?

I straightened my back nervously, gasped in embarrassment, turned around with an unnatural smile, "Are you awake?"

She sat up tiredly: "Why are you here? Have you been here all this time? How did you come here?"

I pour.

Sister, there are a lot of questions, you opened the door for me, otherwise I would still be able to break in, it really is burning badly.

Seems well explained.

I didn't know where to start, so I just stood still: "Well, the address given by Feng Sheng. You have a fever, open the door for me."

She said "Oh", as if she understood.

Looking at me: "He told you everything?"

Really smart.High IQ and high EQ are good, so I don’t need to say anything more.

I nodded.

Looking at her appearance, I no longer doubt what Feng Sheng said to me.

"This person, really!" She lowered her head and gritted her teeth, not knowing whether she was complaining, blaming, or feeling helpless.

However, there is no need, no need at all, fortunately he said it.Blame me for being skeptical.

I really want to tell her.

But when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed again, and only said quickly and in a low voice: "It's getting late, I'm leaving first, you sweat a lot, go take a hot bath."

Suddenly realized that the words seemed too intimate.

I stuttered a bit, raised my hand and pointed outside in a panic, "Well, the porridge is still hot in the kitchen...I'm leaving first."

Hurry up and get out of the way.

She ordered: "Lu Qiqi! Wait a minute!"